#i still have to post the first gen tho so it'll be a while before she gets her turn

[moonfromearth]

When you try a few pieces of cc on a sim and it changes all of your story plans... 😉

[johnslittlespoon]

listen ik they say don't make decisions ab ur life past 9pm. and it is in fact 3am. however. it's with a heavy heart that i say i am scrapping TAS ch3

LMAO jk sry that sounds much more disastrous than it is, i'm keeping the first 4k words of it and rewriting the rest, and i'm moving the last like 5k words of it to ch4

i realized as much as i aimed to make this fic slow emotional burn with a fast burn (? lol) into nsfw, i am a Piner at heart, i gen don't think i'm capable of writing anything bucky pov without pining?? plus slowburn KNOWING hot spicy times will be coming (no pun intended) in abundance makes the burn even more fun

it's not that i'm unhappy w what i wrote bc i'm having a great time, but i think what i have rn feels too rushed for how shy john still is around gale (and how new all this is to him in general) and it's way too fun to write poor john having to sweat over gale from a distance. he needs another week or so of suffering with his crush while also getting comfier around gale. i have a new plan for the second half of ch3 now, but unforch just means it'll be a bit longer before i post it :')

sryy on the bright side tho that probs means less time in btwn ch3 and 4 bc i'll already have lots of ch4 written! ok silly late night decision made, gotta trust the process, i wanna do this version of our boys justice and keep it realistic alongside the spice :-)

[blueempty]

I'm back on the neurodivergent sleep schedule

Todays positive thing is Pokemon Legends Zygard wahoo. I'm actually a gen 6 enjoyer and a Legends Arceus stan so this is big news for me. I'm trying not to go too hard thinking about new mega evolutions or regional variants

I did end up bummed out for a while because Kalos reminded me of my friend Morgan who i was really close to from Pokken, Malamar and Diancie are her favorite Pokémon and she got really good as Aegislash in Pokken. She just kinda vanished one day and didnt say anything before completely expunging her online presence, even her switch profiles went inactive. But I finally asked one of our friends today if she knew what happened and it sounds like its as I assumed, she just couldnt deal with social media and shit anymore and on a whim completely withdrew from the internet. I truly envy her. But she doesnt like when people talk about her so i've said too much already, sorry Morgan. It just finally hit me how much I miss my friend. Shes doing well though I guess so thats good to hear

That also made me aware that my time dilation is a lot worse than I thought cuz my last message to her was in 2022 and I thought it had been like pre-pandemic. She gave me money for Pokemon Legends Arceus when it came out cuz I didnt have any at the time even though she thought it was cringe, but like, my concept of what has occured pre and post covid is completely lost, I do not know where I am in time

Except for how old I am cuz its my birthday todayyyy (the 28th) and I'm 29~~~~~~ and I'm not having a crisis at allllllllll hehee. Me and my partner are gonna go get boba and stuff but I dont have any real plan. I still kinda feel sick from the weekend before last so I've been too sleepy to think about stuff like that. It'll be nice to spend the day together tho. We watched the first two episodes of the Dungeon Meshi anime and its really well done. Marcille's english va is so good. I've been reading it all day too and the cat ninja has appeared. There was a moment when they were fighting the dragon that was so sick I almost stood up out of my chair at work. Liking that a lot

My kanji of the day I decided a few minutes ago is 飯, because well ya know. It means food, thats a good word to know regardless of what I'm reading currently right!! Looking up the stroke order helped me understand the whole kanji a lot better than I did looking at the like, text version of it from my keyboard. The rule of stroke order seems to get bent a lot. It must have to do with where strokes end as well as where they start. I know its top to bottom left to right but the way boxes are written seems to change sometimes if one side is longer or something. Maybe I'm misremembering the stroke order for 願. I probably am

Oh I found a vulture feather today too that was cool. Heres that and my plants shadows

Peace and Long Life

[sh3llysh00]

Can we please get some domestic married chimerica headcanons? I can't get enough of these two

There was also an anonymous ask that asked for the same, so I'll just combine them here. Apologies to the anon if you're no longer following, but I'm combining the asks here ^^

This will be specifically chimerica headcanons alone, if anyone wants hetalia headcanons or some big three headcanons, you can also ask for those, but yeah, we're doing primarily Countryhumans chimerica headcanons :] (I don't ship the hetalia China and ame XP)

- Since I like irony, they got married during the trade wars (somewhere between 2018-present), I'm very smart and funny /j

- Their honeymoon consisted of taking eachother to their Countries and giving them a tour to authentic and historical sights that are typically not well known, I think it'd be a good opportunity to get to know eachother's history and bring eachother to restraunts or stores they love :)

- I've said this before, but they both love to cook, although China is definitely the professional. Ame more does it as a hobby and love language, while China takes it very seriously.

- I haven't mentioned it in any other headcanons but uhhh human names, Ame is Adrian Franklin and China is Lin Cheng

- Even when Ame has already gone through plenty of surgery and therapy, gender dysphoria, as well as the very prominent transphobia in the US, still gets to them. But China will always be there to comfort her. He knew Ame before she started transitioning, and was one of the first Countries to accept her, even before Britian, her own sister.

- Yeah Britian was transphobic for a while and still called her a man for years, big lose, fuck her >:(

- They love eachother so much it's disgusting 🙄 they cuddle and give eachother smooches it's nasty

- They love sharing their own history and culture with eachother, down to every detail and aspect of it. They'll talk and laugh about it with eachother for hours

- That doesn't mean they don't fight tho. They made a promise to keep politics out of it, but one of them (most of the time Ame) will slip up and it'll end up in an argument

- Ame struggles with admitting her own faults, it really depends on what mood she's in. Remember, they have bipolar depression, so sometimes they can have episodes where everyone else is wrong and should listen to her, or episodes where everything is her fault and she's the worst Country in the world.

- Ame will do or say the stupidest shit, and China will fall in love all over again. He's moransexual.

- Ame, drinking strawberry milk: "Y'know sometimes I wonder where strawberry cows come from, especially since brown cows make chocolate milk, right?? So where do strawberry cows come from?" China, serious and genuine: "God, I'm so glad I married you."

- They love playing family nintendo games together :] They own a wii

- Cenria is their daughter, I think I've mentioned them before, I could make another post about her as well. She's changed a lot since her last design, haha. But she's very rebellious, but well-meaning. Very gen-z.

- I can't think of anything else, I'm tired :(