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darkdragon768 · 4 days ago

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Having a blorbo with anger issues made me think about my past.

I remember, when I was in elementary school, if I didn't like someone I showed that. Someone was celebrating their birthday and the teacher had us stand in line and everyone was supposed to say something nice. Well, except me. I said something like "I wish you an awful day". The teacher scolded me after that. I also made that girl cry due to this.

Another situation. We had a bully in class many didn't like. There was one day where he ended up on the floor and people were standing around him, kicking him and stuff. Now that I think about it, I don't think I joined in and kicked him too, I was just watching and thinking "heck yeah, that's what he deserves!". Some other day I had a fight with this guy tho.

I think that was at the beginning of school. There was a girl I couldn't stand. I remember a time where I pushed her and she accidentally hit her head against a... metal pipe?? and I didn't want to say sorry to her. However, I ended up being on good terms with her? We even became friends???

Then one time in kindergarten I found a cool rock on the ground, picked it up and then decided "actually it isn't that cool" and threw it behind my back accidentally hitting another kid on the head. And I swear this was by accident. This has nothing to do with being pissed but it's something I remember vividly.

I don't remember if my parents ever heard about any of those and scolded me. I know the teachers did tho.

Nowadays I still get pissed off of people but the difference is the actions stay inside my head.

#dragon's stupid thoughts #not saying I had/have anger issues but man no wonder i didn't really have friends or so I think or did I had some? I was cool with some kids #i remember that I borrowed a book from that girl. that's why I know we ended up on good terms #she was very surprised that I could give it back to her the very next day. well. i was excited to read it. had a lot of free time and it was #a children's book so it's large text and many images #i remember two years ago I read the entire third fnaf book in on day. and that's A LOT of text on A LOT of pages #the graphic novel wasn't as good. didn't deliver the situations as breathtaking and disgusting as the book did #i still have so many fnaf books I haven't read. i should read them. eventually. maybe. some day.#anyway. we were once doing some secret santa and boy i was pissed when i got something I didn't like #i got one of those top model drawing books (the presents where randomly assigned. so it's the fault of coincidence) and boy #i hated it so much. i absolutely despised ''typically girly'' stuff #anyway. shotout(?) to this one classmate who was obsessed with rabbits and played tloz spirit tracks solely for the rabbit collection #and thus introduced me to the series and changed my life forever.#this post is also sponsored by that ''steal from me'' poll that mentioned that deer antler. god I was so pissed at this kid. and the guide.#I WANTED THAT ANTLER. SCREW THEM. GIVE IT TO ME INSTEAD!#I bet they don't even own it anymore. I bet they threw it away. I still would own it. cuz it's an antler and they are cool as fuck #ok this post is getting long enough

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