#i still have my dumbass terrible tattoos i got when i was 15-17

[slutdge]

i am honestly glad that i didnt just get every single tattoo i wanted the second i turned 18 cause like even just like 4 years later im like. if i had 90% of the tattoos i wanted when i was a teenager on my body forever in the present day id throw myself off a bridge

[summerdutkowsky]

I was tagged by my lovely friend @transdreadnought

Tagging: anyone who wants to do this

Behind the cut after the first one because it’s loooong

THE LAST:

1. drink: tea

2. phone call: probably a doctor’s office

3. text message: my mom?

4. song you listened to: ZZ Ward - Help Me Mama

5. time you cried: it’s been a while actually which is nice, probably last month, it was not a good month

HAVE YOU:

6. dated someone twice: Yeah, it’s called small town high school and it sucked because there was nothing else going on

7. kissed someone and regretted it: oh hell yeah

8. been cheated on: yeah

9. lost someone special: Yes and it still hurts

10. been depressed: lmao it’s called depression and i wear it well

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: neon orange, purple, maroon

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. made new friends: Yes! 

16. fallen out of love: Yeah

17. laughed until you cried: YES (thanks sibling)

18. found out someone was talking about you: Nope

19. met someone who changed you: No

20. found out who your friends are: Yeah? I guess 

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: No thank goodness

GENERAL:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them

23. do you have any pets: i have three dogs, three cats in the house and we’re caring for a good handful of outside cats that have adopted us

24. do you want to change your name: i used to when i was little but i’ve grown to like my name

25. what did you do for your last birthday: i got out of the hospital literally the day before so i took it easy and just went to my usual restaurant

26. what time did you wake up: today? 8. usually? noon

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: probably either showering or scrolling through tumblr

28. name something you can’t wait for: i’m seeing green day next month and the end of summer because of crush type things maybe? and then this surgery reversal which can’t come soon enough tbh

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: she’s literally in the same room as me so

30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i just want to not be sick? like? literally all i want is to not have this dumbass disease

31. what are you listening right now: the tv

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i.....don’t recall. probably though

33. something that is getting on your nerves: my post surgery changes i’ve had to make, i don’t do change well and it’s been a huge change

34. most visited website: this hellsite

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. mole/s: No

36. mark/s: a few freckles, a shit ton of scars

37. childhood dream: I wanted to be a lawyer and then a “DNA scientist” 

38. haircolor: light brown with natural blonde streaks

39. long or short hair: Long, too long, i need a cut

40. do you have a crush on someone:YES

41. what do you like about you: my.... loyalty? my passion? 

43. bloodtype: A+ (ayyy Becks we have the same type!)

44. nickname: Meg...

45. relationship status: Single-ish? for now

46. zodiac: taurus

47. pronouns: She

48. favorite TV Show: Leverage, Underground, Community, Ben and Kate, Don’t Trust the B, Happy Endings, Andy Richter Controls the Universe, Adam Ruins Everything (I watch a lot of tv)

49. tattoos: none, yet

50. right or left hand: Right.

51. surgery: hahahahaha oh so many, tonsils out, bowel resections (four of them), temporary ostomy in currently, ulcer repair (don’t stress too much kids you’ll put holes in your guts). i have crohn’s surgery is more or less regular occurrence

52. hair dyed in different color: yeah, once, but never again thanks it’s too much work

53. sport: baseball, women’s soccer

55. vacation: never been but i’d love to go everywhere 

56. pair of trainers: black high top converse

MORE GENERAL:

57. eating: rice crispy treats

58. drinking: currently drinking vitamin water

59. i’m about to: watch tv with my dad

61. waiting for: end of summer (so many good things happening)

62. want: to stop being in pain

63. get married: maybe?

64. career: currently nothing but i want to do something that helps people

65. hugs or kisses: both

66. lips or eyes: eyes

67. shorter or taller: taller, literally everyone save for my mom is taller than me

68. older or younger: younger

70. nice arms or nice stomach: arrrrrmmmmssss arms

71. sensitive or loud: sensitive? yeah, i can’t do loud too much

72. hook up or relationship: relationship, i’ve been alone far too long

73. troublemaker or hesitant: ????

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. kissed a stranger: No

75. drank hard liquor: Yes

76. lost glasses/contact lenses: For as long as I’ve had glasses you would think I would have lost a ton but I’ve been lucky

77. turned someone down:Yes

78. had sex on the first date: No

79. broken someone’s heart: I... think probably and I feel terrible about it

80. had your heart broken: Oh yeah

81. been arrested: No

82. cried when someone died: This is a dumb question, of course

83. fallen for a friend: Yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. yourself: Sometimes. I’m trying to be better about it

85. miracles: lmao miracles? I don’t know her

86. love at first sight: Ehhhh, maybe?

87. santa claus: No

88. kiss on the first date: No, then again I’ve never been on a real date so 

OTHER:

90. current best friend name: Fem 

91. eye color: Hazel

92. favorite movie: Alto, Pleasantville, I Can’t Think Straight