#i start crying facedown on the floor repeating the words Im an older brother I have a little brother i cant believe i get to

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I havent made a brother post in a while thats because my little brother is a little shit and also i think i recently got a depression or something but besides that he’s still ever beloved by me and he’s still so endearingly foolish.

In writing this im reminded of the fact that he is my little brother. That for the rest of our lives, he will always be my little brother. He is taller than me, and he is growing up, and i will never look at him and see that little boy again but even so, he is still so. Little. He is still my little brother. I can guarantee one day he will hit 20 years of age, tax paying citizen, and he’ll still act like he’s been stabbed every time i flick him on the arm for not moving out of my walking path. He’s always going to act like a little brother to me. He’s always going to be younger than me. He will never be seven years old again, but he will still barge into my room all the same, being as loud and as lovable as he was at that very moment, all those years ago. I get to be an older brother to him for the rest of my life. I get to be an older brother until my very last dying breath. Thank fucking god. What a beautiful way for me to exist. I dont think there’s any other way i couldve done it. I was always meant to love