#i sont know him or wtv it is i have to do. but . it might destroy me a Little.
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#i yhink . this is good for me.#working w my nanna and . potentually working at my fav bar may actually b good for me rn#im so physically tired dont get me wrong. vut my mental health is.good ?#and has been since i stsrted this#like its only been 3 days . but . i want to go back to bartending#im good at it . and i Like this place so i think im okay with doing this#like . i think my other job just Sucked bc i dont mind being a bartender . and i will b working#at 2 diff locations#i think . i was orifinally hired fir the other bar but . this works too#i just hated the idea of seeing * and having to serve him rlly . like i can Pretend . it wont bothrr me and treat him like#i sont know him or wtv it is i have to do. but . it might destroy me a Little.#oh .#anyway . suddebly felt guilty for eating i might kms abt it#feel Full n that . is a minir trigger of mine#like i can igmore it but dawg . still is annoying when i feel . guilty bc i ate#as if im not Hungry? and havent just worked 10hrs in the last . 24hrs.#like i was walking / running for a lot of that ! i am probsbly not consuming wnough to match it as it is !#vc i have been So Hungry for a while . so itd make sense
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