#i should try sleeping while im still riding the giggle induced pain relief | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

transgaysex · 5 months ago

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i feel like i should be pissed at how easily it is for me to feel better about anything ever happening to me if i just get shown something funny and giggle about it for a while. but it is healing. and like. if it helps why is my instinct to get mad at it

#wind howls #i mean i know Why. i know why i want to get mad at how easily laughing makes me feel better even about illness and physical pain #and its not really because its an easy fix that makes me think that the pain isnt real and im faking it. i know im not. it really hurts bad #i have the worst headache ive probably ever had in my life because my sinuses have decided that swelling up is so smart forever #and im close to the max out daily dose of painkillers so i cant have those anymore. but silly videos making me laugh eased the pain a bit #and that makes me glad ! that it eased the pain ! but a part of me is pissed off a bit. but that part needs to grow up.#i should try sleeping while im still riding the giggle induced pain relief

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