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harryskanes · 4 years ago

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the fact that im single (since forever) when 85% of my friends have stable relationships makes me feel like such an immature child I feel so bad about myself like I'm some kind of abnormality... and when I try to have a look at my feelings I cant tell if it's envy, sadness, ultimately indifference, incomprehension or smth else? I just know it makes me feel like shit

#like 2 years ago i had a boyfriend for like 4 months lol and i broke up #cause deep down i knew i wasnt in love and at some point it made me physically sick to keep up with the farce #i should mentiom 2 of those 4 months were exam season #anyhoo sometimes im like maybe i should have pushed more? despite knowing in my GUTS it wasnt for me #and i would never one to be in a relationship just so im not alone i simply cant #amywayssss #scripta manent

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