#i should make it a before-work thing… that’ll ensure it actually gets done 😂😂 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

starbuck · 2 years ago

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as someone who is prone to having capital F Freak-outs over life things not happening fast enough or the way i want them to, the ability to learn has really kept me in check. i had been in a HORRENDOUS mood all morning, but i got home, had a proper meal, sent a couple emails i was procrastinating on, did some language learning, started reading a new book, and messed around on the guitar for a bit and now i’m completely calm.

#CRAZY how that works…#the book IS another Work Book which is Blah - but oh well #i got some book recs from James that i’m excited to look for next time i get to a used bookstore #which could maybe be soon? who’s to say??#i haven’t gone shopping for anything but food/other essentials since i started working #so i DESERVE a treat - imo #i should find one used online and order it just to give myself Packidge endorphins #things have been A Bit Rough and it’s understandable that i’m upset and i’m overall proud of how i’m handling it #HOPEFULLY things will settle within the next couple of weeks #but in the meantime We Are Coping #and in positive ways thank GOD #cuz if i can’t currently control certain major aspects of my self-improvement then godDAMNIT i can control others #me making some teensy step of progress: oh boy i am gonna be SO wifeable in five years!!#so proud of the amount of things i can Kind Of do that i couldn’t do at all a year ago #i wanna get back into exercising too!!#haven’t quite found the motivation yet - but when i do? ohohohohohoho…#i should make it a before-work thing… that’ll ensure it actually gets done 😂😂#that’s the ticket right there

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