#i saw some good crit posts abt the fandom and popularity and all that and it brought it to mind | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

chipjrwibignaturals · 4 months ago

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i have a list of hermits in my Brain that are like. "i really enjoy what ive seen of you in social interactions and im interested but i can Not get my brain to latch to your solo stuff" and it fills me with vague Guilt every day <3

#ive gotten better at it and even added some people who Were on this list to my rotation!#but like. 😭#bc its a lot of the ppl who Arent as popular and i Know That #and its like..... i am all too aware im Part Of The Problem ig jdkslfjakl #idk i KNOW its pointless guilt n i shouldnt feel bad. i have no obligation to watch; im just trying to have fun n neednt moralize it; etc #but. its still there yknow? you know theyre underrated and you Want to do better and expand your horizons and appreciate the work THEY do #but it just.. doesnt Click #it doesnt help that w expanding my povs it means repeating content a lot too #i kind of Struggled catching up some s10 people bc i was like. ugh im gonna have to go thru [x event] Again #so when its also something that doesnt Grab you in the same way the other stuff you've watched its hard to get past that TO the new stuff #idk this is just like. part vent/rant part jus sayin shit #i saw some good crit posts abt the fandom and popularity and all that and it brought it to mind #its also worse depending on how much of a literal hermit they are like. having a partner to speak with adds a Lot for me when watchin

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