#i saw a rainbow version of an x-ray and I thought of drawing it as a dress and glove

[99bowl]

dress and glove thermogram

[ask-death-and-pink]

PINK (LAWREI AU)

First of all, I want to make it clear that English is not my native language, its Spanish, so I am sorry if I am too wrong in grammar, and u know, stuff. ______________________ ______________________ - Dr. Trafalgar Law, Dr. Trafalgar Law, is requested in the emergency room for surgery. - Female patient, suicide attempt with a firegun. ______________________ Reiju was lying on her bed, fresh as spring, peach trees and jacarandas swayed in the wind outside her window of salmon curtains. The scent of her raspberry perfume was scattered throughout the room, she was only wrapped in her pink towel and with her hair wet, she just came out of the shower, it was about 5 p.m. and the world was in peace, but not her, not her world. She had her headphones on with loud music. The Rolling Stones sounded in her head and for once she wanted to be more than pink, she wanted to fantasize about being loved and She's Rainbow gave her some hope. But it was too late to be the full rainbow. She was depressed, as depressed as a woman of 23 who is about to finish college, who lost her mother at 9 and who had to be the only positive figure for her siblings for the rest of her life can be. Now everyone had their way defined enough to let them go. Sanji was about to move, Yonji would become a professional football player, Ichiji was in the honor roll in his first year of economics and Niji was in international relations and finally seemed to have contact with other human beings. She could let them go. Leukemia killed Sora. The last time Reiju was really happy was at that time that they did not know, when her mother was healthy and she was 8 lying in her lap. Then Sora will told them stories as they got together to hummed songs, Reiju stroked Yonji's hair and then Niji’s and Sora, Sanji’s and Ichiji’s, the fire in the fireplace made pleasant sounds and the windows fogged while it rained outside. And they were happy and she loved to live. She had been thinking about it too much lately, it was there before, but it was occasionally. Now, under her bed rested Judge's old 45 revolver, she had stolen it from the closet on one of his business trips. "The Americans are so weird, that's why they end up dead, they have their houses full of guns" His German father said. But Reiju knew he had one, a little worn out. A memory of the old continent. She was no longer necessary, they survived and there was nothing in life she wanted, she had no dreams or goals. Money gave her everything and her intelligence too, there were no challenges except caring for her siblings, it was the only thing she really had passion for, but that was not a reason strong enough for her to want to keep breathing. Tangerine, tangerine, I was his love, she was my queen. She’ll ask for that song for the funeral. Maybe make a playlist before pulling the trigger. Sanji would hate it. It would have toxic, although it would be Yaël Naïm's version. Her mother had been cremated, but she preferred the coffin. Rot in death as much as she did now in life. Her thoughts were erratic, memories, flashbacks of a life she no longer had. Her pigtails on the first day of school, the scent of chewing gum from her new shoes, the first time Ichi said her name, Niji's first step, Sanji's crooked drawings, and the time she healed Yonji from a scrape. It was distant and painful, it was something that someone who was no longer her, lived. An empty shell, a container full of nothing. Can nothing fill in the first place? Cadaveric flora Petrified fauna. If she didn't go to hell for the sin of taking her life, she hoped to meet David Bowie and ask him to sing Starman. The antidepressants were falling apart in the bath water. Her head felt light for once in months. No one knew that she was being medicated, she did it with a false name in a private clinic, but with a low profile on the outskirts of the surrounding city. It had not helped, there was all her hope to improve. There in the drainage; in the form of pink and yellow pills. Anxiolytics, antidepressants, she could well have smoke a joint and would be just as well and maybe happier. Happiness in mere capitalist style. Consume and never stop. Pixie dust placebos. Cotton candy fantasies. Kisses of a neon angel. Everyone had left. And she didn't want to wait anymore. She once read that women tend to commit suicide in delicate ways, but cutting their wrists or poisoning herself, although it had been her first choice, gave her less security than just blowing up her guts. Because yes, she hoped to have an open coffin and a pastel pink smile on her lips, also that's how Van Gogh died. From a shot in his stomach. The starry night grew in her pupils. Acid rain of Belladonna. One. Two. Three. She pulled the trigger and said goodbye. Sanji had returned early, something made him feel bad when he arrived with Zoro, they ended up fighting and he returned home, just to hear the shot. One. Two. Three. The seconds it took him to understand what was happening when he saw his unconscious sister bleeding in her bed, the scent of gunpowder, raspberries and blood permeated him in his soul. One. Two. Three. The minutes she was dead in the ambulance while the paramedics trying to revive her and transfer her blood. One. Two. Three. A mortuary waltz. - Resist - She heard that voice as she was dragged on the stretcher at full speed through the halls of Punk Hazard. It was like an angel, a real one, her gray eyes looked at her and she could only see him, from outside her body, nothing more, there were no nurses or red lights in the x-ray rooms. There was no one, only the ethereal voice, just as ethereal as she was now, that and the silver pupils. And finally she could smile. She was free. Her eyes widened after what seemed like an eternity, everything was white and the light hurt her iris. Her eyelids closed and opened like the wings of a butterfly that comes out of his chrysalis for the first time. She heard a bepp beep beep and then a few steps, she wasn't quite aware, she could only see nothing. - Can you hear me? Can you tell me your name? The voice sounded like how the wet earth smells. Petricor*. Synesthesia Tha was what Elton Jhon mean by Solid walls of sound? A pair of gray eyes saw her intensely. Was he the same Angel? - Rei ... Ju. - Now, how old are you? - Twenty – She slow panting - three. - Do you know where we are? - Shouldn't you ... know that? Postmortem hallucinations. He raised an eyebrow. - Well, your brothers will come to see you one by one. - Brothers? The doctor came back to her side - don't you remember that you have siblings? - Yes, but ... - She tried to get up, but an abdominal pain invaded her, making her moan in agony. - God! - He hurried to press the small morphine button - Don't move or you’ll open a stitch. - Then I'm not ... dead ...? - She released a heavy sigh and Law felt a pressure in his chest. He knew what she was going through, maybe not identically, but he also knew that feeling, want to get rid of all that hurts and never come back. Although he hadn't had the courage to really try. Erotic Empathy - You're not – He wanted to say more, he wanted to tell her that things would work out. Something about her attracted him strangely. Ever since he saw her arrive in the operating room, her pink hair, her angelic face, her white skin now stained by a scar she would wear forever, the scent of her blood, her temperature, was like a serendipity. Seeing her alive warmed his heart even without knowing her, even without knowing anything, and he wanted her to stay like that, alive ... So he make the purpose, at the bottom of his soul; that he would do his best as a doctor to achieve it, her body was there, now she just needed her soul; and he wanted to give it back to her, one way or another. Space dementia Timeless love Pink suicide. _____________________ Petricor is the name in spanish of the wet earth scent. But as far as I know, there is no name for that in english. Sorry if sounds weird.

[b0ne-marrow]

Valorverse - Ships

Welp. I wanted to doodle one of the "Crack"ships I came up with after watching the recent MLP movie, and started a doodle page where I was gonna add more ships and stuff that came to mind, as I saw another Crack-ish ship that I liked and debated on as well lol I moved some doodles and made them their own drawings (The Ocellus drawing I posted recently was one of them for example) and struggled to fill the page but I remembered one of the old ships I touched upon LOL. And without further ado I shall get to the ships. 1. Derpy x Kerfuffle This is the crackship I am talking about above, lol. I don't know where it came from, but I just find this ship dynamic really sweet. Both Kerfuffle and Derpy are adorable rays of sunshine and I only imagine their relationship as a goo-y mushy mess, lol. They met when Kerfuffle came to Ponyville to visit Rarity's boutique after the Rainbow Roadtrip movie. She had to mail something out while visiting and they just hit it off right off the bat. It didn't get romantic for a while, but they were always close, bonding over their cheery demeanors and shared (But vastly different) experiences as disabled ponies. I imagine Derpy to be really romantic and kinda like a Crow/Raven, finding little things that she loves and reminds her of Kerfuffle and giving them to her. (Also I struggled with Kerfuffle's leg on this so I'm sorry if it looks off. it was hard to translate it into my style of drawing legs, plus I redesigned it a bit lol. 2. Marble Pie x Sugar Belle Now this one came kinda out of nowhere lol. It was kinda spawned from a lovely headcanon drawing piece done by :iconItsTechTock: itsTechTock that you can see here!: https://www.deviantart.com/itstechtock/art/HC-Sweet-As-Pie-808490066 They, of course, didn't ship them and talks about something completely different, but my brain started thinking about them and thought they'd be really cute together actually, lol. I feel like in the Valorverse they met through Big mac, both of them being his exes. Sugar Belle just adores how shy Marble is, even though she's trying to help her overcome that. 3. Fluery Heart x Ocellus I saw this ship (Well, Flurry Heart. Fluery's the Valoverse's version of Flurry) in an adorable drawing you can see here: https://www.deviantart.com/peachydust/art/AU-NextGen-Carina-806723551 and I've liked it since, though I have a bit of qualms with it pertaining to my nextgen. (Mainly the age gap if I'm going to be right honest but age gap doesn't necessarily mean youKnowWhat's going on.) Fluery and Ocellus met on "official" princess duties. Princess Cadence has done all she can to strengthen the bond between Changelings and Ponies since the war broke out, and because of that there's been a lot of meetings between them and other leaders around the world. Since Fluery and Skyla are both technically princesses, she would bring them along (as well as her other children occasionally) with her. For similar reasons, Thorax and Chrysalis would bring Ocellus with them. Not really being a part of the political aspects of being Princesses, Fluery, Skyla, and Ocellus would often wander off and go do something else while the adults talked things through, though it took a while for Fluery to be interested in what they did. (I'll post a writing here at some point about that.) Soon enough they would become the closest friends, even making time to go see and talk to each other outside of meetings. Though Skyla didn't go with them outside of the meetings, and eventually had to attend them herself, she was the big sister of the group making sure they didn't get in too much trouble, lol. One day, as they're hanging out, Fluery happens to drop a particuarly funny joke that gets Ocellus really laughing, and she kinda realizes that wow... she's really cute when she does that and oh... she kinda maybe possibly has a crush on her BFF. Ah shit. Skyla totally gives her shit about it though cuz she knew since the beginning lol. I might keep this just a crush on Fluery's end, Ocellus not really picking up on it or not repricating her feelings. I'm not sure though. I do at least think it'd be hilarious if Ocellus didn't pick up on it at first, lol. 4. Pharynx x Tymbal(?), Feelings Forum Changeling I kinda hinted at this one in the Ocellus drawing lol. So I saw it in a stamp: https://www.deviantart.com/cascayd/art/Pharynx-x-Feelings-Forum-Changeling-Stamp-776221176 and at first, I just found it weird and not really my ship tbh but it really started growing on me after rewatching the episode they're in the last few days, lol. Total grumpy pants that's completely soft for a ray of sunshine/calm gentle person is just a trope I like lol. Tymbal knew Pharynx before the hive transformed and they were kinda close then. She wasn't nearly as hippy-ish and theraputic as she is now though, and was actually a hardcore fighter herself. She identified as a guy before the transformation mainly because most Changeling drones/guards did. She and him were great together in battle and were buds because of it. It broke her heart to see her friend struggle so much with the new changes in the hive, wishing she knew how to help besides with the Feelings Forum and Art classes that he hated. She really couldn't reach him until after his transformation. After that, Pharynx seemed to open himself up to getting help and and participting in other things within the hive. Only then was she really able to help, getting him to vent out his feelings in a more healthy way and particpate in the creative art classes there are. Suddenly, Pharynx finds that the icky and yucky feelings and frilly bullshit the changelings did together were a lot more tolerable when he did them with people he loved and was friends with. and eventually, with all the time they've spent together, they fall in love. and Pharynx fucking HATES it and how she makes him feel. He started getting feelings for her first, and he really didn't cope with them well at all. He'd kinda lash out at her, not being able to handle his emotions, but he eventually settled down and they get together with a decently healthy relationship. He still gets flustered though, she just melts his heart lol. 5. Pistachio x Star Tracker Honestly, I was just looking to ship someone with Pistachio. I think their nerdy attitudes combine really well together too lol. Some of Star Tracker's favorite moments with Pistachio are when he starts gushing about fashion or something else he's passionate about, and he just keeps blabbing and Blabbing and BLABBING and will talk to him about it for hours. He just loves listening to him and thinks it's adorable and cute to see how long he'll go. Being a guard when he grows up, Star really appreciates the little things and time they spend together. I guess this is when they're younger and first figuring their feelings out. Anyways i'm like brain dead I'm so tired so I'm going to bed, lol. I really hope you enjoy this doodle. Adopts should be coming next!

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