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[atomic-rattz]

You shouldn’t be friends with Don. 

He’s a selfish little bastard who doesn’t care about anyone but himself. He’s gonna abandon you one day and never feel an ounce of remorse or regret. He’s the absolute worst and you should stop talking to him.

leave me the fuck alone and go get hit by a bus

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Kuch Rang Pyar Ke - Episode 275-279 (20th March - 24th March, 2017)

This week had some of the best episodes of the show. I might not agree with everything that was shown, but it all laid out a strategy for what's going to happen next. 

Dev leaving a note for Sonakshi asking her to take a painkiller and to rest was a great scene to start off the week with. It gave me hope that for the rest of the week, Dev and Sonakshi are going to be cordial with each other, and that's exactly what happened. The conversation they had when when they were stranded in the forest is what helped them both realize that they're both hurting from the separation, and that they both feel saddened in their own ways. 

When Soha called Dev 'Papa,' I felt like I was happier than Dev was. When Sonakshi and Dev separated, Dev was left with no one. But that day, none of it mattered to him anymore. Sonakshi being genuinely happy about Soha calling Dev 'Papa' was heartwarming to watch. Of course, the highlight of the scene was the family picture. It felt so nice to see them forgetting all their problems, even if it was for a few seconds. 

Dev's gesture of taking Soha and Golu to the orphanage was very sweet, something that made us believe that the old Dev still exists. The most important aspect of this scene was the way Sonakshi kept looking at Dev the entire time they were there. We can slowly see Sonakshi's facade falling off, and that she’s showing her true feelings towards Dev. The entire time they were at the orphanage, Sonakshi could only look at Dev, the Dev she had fallen in love with. 

After watching that scene, it got me thinking about how this changes the game on who would first want a reconciliation. Until now, I was sure that Dev would be the first one to want a reconciliation, even though he would claim that he was just doing it for Soha. But after the orphanage scene, I feel like Sonakshi would be the one who would want to get back together with Dev. I feel like Sonakshi will tell Dev that she's ready to forget everything that he's done to her and her family, put everything in the past and start afresh with him and Soha as a happy family. We know that Dev wants nothing more than to be a happy family with Sonakshi and Soha, but not yet. For Dev, it doesn't change the fact that Sonakshi didn't trust his love enough. Sonakshi saying those things would not solve any of Dev's problems, as he knows Ishwari still hasn't changed. This time, he would not impulsively ask Sonakshi to be with him without being more than a hundred percent sure that Ishwari has accepted his relationship with Sonakshi with all her heart. 

When Soha tells her parents that she wants to live with the both of them, it comes as a shock to Dev and Sonakshi. But to be honest, it's a very normal thing for kids who come from a divorced family to ask for. Even though Sonakshi explained to Soha that she and Dev will not be able to live together, Soha is still a child. Things like this will not be understood so easily by her at this age. Dev was concerned too about Soha's wish, so he voiced out Soha's concern to her by explaining to her, "Suhana, main shayad aapka acha Papa ho sakta hoon, aapki Dadi ka acha beta bann sakta hoon, Golu ka acha chacha bann sakta hoon lekin aapki mummy ke liye kabhi ek acha husband nahi ho sakta." I loved the fact that Dev handled that part of the conversation with a lot more maturity that I expected him to. So did Sonakshi. No blame games, no fighting, just calmly explaining.

What Dev and Sonakshi are not understanding is that Soha's demand is very normal. Seeing her parents together, it was a very obvious thing for Soha to ask for. For Dev, this whole parenting thing is new. He doesn't even want the idea of Soha being disappointed to enter his mind. Them giving in to Soha's demand is going to be interesting to watch, but something good will come out of it, I know it :) 

Dev telling Ishwari that Sonakshi is a part of his life, but only as Soha's mom, made me very happy. Dev has finally acknowledged the fact that Sonakshi is Soha's mom, and there's nothing anyone can do or say to change that. To win over Soha, Sonakshi had to be won over first. And that's what we saw when Soha decided to call Dev 'Papa.' We saw her thinking about all the times Dev was with her mom, and how he helped her.  Not only Dev, but Sonakshi too had finally accepted the fact that Soha is also Dev's daughter. There was no more 'meri beti' from either side, and that is such a progress. It was a treat to hear Sonakshi say, "Soha Dev ki beti hai aur usey jaan ne ka poora haq hai" to when Bijoy asked her not to inform Dev about their move to Kolkata.  

Ishwari took me by surprise in the scene where she's talking to Dev about Sonakshi's presence in his life. With her arms folded, she had some new found confidence in her suspicion. She asks Dev, "Pata nahi kab peecha chodegi woh tumhara, kab teri zindage se hamesha ke liye..." to which Dev stopped her and said, "Sochke bol, Maa. Kya bol rahi hai tu?" Dev was firm with Ishwari in that scene and asked her to also acknowledge the fact that where ever Soha is going to be there, Sonakshi is going to be there too, but only as Soha's mom. Dev does not let his mom influence him anymore, and this conversation is proof of that. Ishwari saying that had Soha been brought up in her house, she wouldn't have been throwing a tantrum like this had me laughing to myself. Is it just me, or does anyone else feel like Soha's being unreasonable just like her Dadi? Isn't Soha throwing a tantrum just like how her Dadi would in order to get Dev to listen to her? Now now, what does Ishwari have to say to this.   Ishwari's most ignorant and idiotic comment till date was, "Dev aur Suhana ke beech mein Sonakshi kahan se aa gayi?" Does Ishwari not know how babies are born? For her to even think that and actually say it out loud to Mami is proof that redemption is extremely far from her. 

Asha made me very happy this week. The first time was when she asked Sonakshi if she started to love and trust Dev again. Asha was never against Dev. She always used to explain his perspective to Sonakshi. Even this time, Asha explained to her daughter that no matter what Sonakshi thinks about Dev, Soha is there as a joining force between them. The second time was when she told Bijoy, "Bachon ko agar meetha khilathe rahe to unhe mirchi khane ki aadat kabhi nahin padegi." That is so true. As parents, you cannot give in to anything and everything your (six year old) child asks for. Soha is just throwing a tantrum (like her Dadi and Dadu) and will get over it. I agreed with Asha when she told Sonakshi to let Soha go to Kolkata, as she will realize that she cannot stay without her parents, and will come back in a few days. Asha was the only sensible one to support Dev and Sonakshi in their decision of them staying together. Asha knows that something good will come out of this decision of theirs, she definitely is the coolest!  

My most favorite moments from all the episodes of the week was when Dev tells Golu, "Purani aadat hain meri. Iss ghar mein rehne wale aksar mujhse naraz ho jaate hain, aur main aise hi bahar baith kar unka wait karta hoon, unka mood theek hone ka." That was the cutest scene of the entire week. I wish I had a reason to explain why I liked it so much, but it just brought back so many good memories to me of when Dev and Sonakshi used to date. 

Dev and Sonakshi talking about Jatin was a scene which showed me how Dev and Sonakshi are not only cordial with each other now, but informal enough to tease each other a little bit. Of course, the highlight of that scene was when they both sat on the pavement, helpless about what to do. Dev saying, "Maine aaj itna helpless mehsoos nahi kiya, jitna aaj kar rahaa hoon. Shaayad uss din bhi nahi, jis din tum…" showed such a promise for their further interactions. They were finally talking as Dev and Sonakshi, and not just as Soha's parents. 

Bijoy never disapproved of Dev until he saw tears in his daughter's eyes because of Dev. Bijoy didn't interfere in Sonakshi's choice until Dev broke up with her the first time. Bijoy not trusting the entire Dixit family is completely acceptable. Dev would've been the same, if not worse, to the guy who broke Soha's heart. My only problem with Bijoy is the fact that he's very interfering in Sonakshi's decisions, and that confuses her as to whether she's doing the right thing. This week, Bijoy did nothing but diss Dev, and think that a six year old's idea of moving to a different city is genius. Well, Kolkata isn't a secret place, and Dev can easily get there. It's not going to be rocket science for Dev to figure out how to get to Kolkata to meet his daughter. We know Bijoy is coming from a protective side, but he's becoming illogical by doing so. He literally started packing his bags the second Soha said she wants to move to Kolkata. If Bijoy tries one more time to keep Sonakshi and Dev apart from each other, as Asha said, Soha will blame her Dadu for keeping her parents away from each other. And what I don't understand is how Bijoy was ready to skip his own son's wedding ceremony in order to keep Dev away from Soha. I agree with the tweets that say just like how Ishwari is blind towards her daughter's needs, Bijoy is the same to Saurabh. 

Sonakshi and Dev arguing about their new living situation was a fun scene to watch. First of all, thank you to Sonakshi for questioning Dev about what's wrong if she's a feminist. I don't want to get into the details of feminism, but i'm sure Dev will learn the meaning of it soon. Both Dev and Sonakshi not wanting to stay in the others' house was very understandable. If I were Sonakshi, there is no way i'd want to go back to that 'madhouse.' She was miserable there (except for when she was alone with Dev) and as she said, she was saying that with experience. Dev not wanting to go to the Bose house is understandable too. The Boses think he kicked them out of their house, so obviously they weren't going to welcome him into their home. So this temporary solution they came up with, as of now, is going to be very interesting to watch.

Before entering the Bose house for his week long stay, I loved the flashbacks and the memories that Dev was thinking about, "Ek baar phir, zindagi ne mujhe isi darwaze ke saamne laakar khada kar diya hain. Kitni ajeeb baat hain, aur aisa lagta hai ke jaise iss ghar se, ek nahi, kahi rishte jude hain. Boss, dost, boyfriend, pagal aashiq, aur ab pati. Lekin ye rishta, sabse khaas hain. Aaj se pehle, main kitna kuch tha. Lekin aaj ke baad, main sirf Suhana ka Papa hoon." I loved how he thought about all the different kinds of relationships he shared with Sonakshi. This was one of the best scenes of the week.  

Dev and Sonakshi went against their whole family and told them that they made their decision of living together solely for Soha, and that it has nothing to do with anyone or anything else. It made me happy to realize that they are making this decision together. Dev and Sonakshi have realized that the other will always have a place in Soha's heart. Dev telling Soha that it was him and her mom who decided to stay together for Soha was something that I was waiting to watch. I wanted to see Dev tell Soha that he and Sonakshi are in this together, and only for Soha. And Dev thanking Asha for her support was heartwarming to watch. Dev always used to tell Sonakshi how understanding and supporting her mom is. 

Is it just me, or does anyone else think that Dev staying in the Bose house isn't going to be that bad? I mean, of course, it's not going to be all rainbows and sunshine. But it's not going to be like Dev will be miserable there. I really wish something good comes out of his stay there. I really want Asha to explain to Dev all that Sonakshi had to go through after their separation. I would love to see that conversation between the two of them, a nice, mature conversation that makes Dev understand how Sonakshi was treated in the Dixit house. I hope the Boses also get to know that Dev had nothing to do with the evacuation and prenup papers, but I think it's too soon for that. To say that i'm looking forward to the next few episodes is an understatement! 

[tellytantra]

He wakes up in the morning but doesn't find her in the bed. He goes to look for her but she is nowhere to be found. He calls his servants and asks them about her but in vain because the servants also don't know anything about her. Suddenly,he thinks about the last night and gets worried. Flashback If you don't have trust on me then what am I doing here?? If you still think that I love Anurag then fine,I should go from here. When I had finally started trusting you, you again proved me wrong and broke my trust. Why does this only happens with me?? Saying this she leaves from there. Flashback ends. So, finally she has gone to her old love. But why am I not feeling good about it?? I should be happy because I too wanted this that she should go back to her old life and lives happily with her loved ones. But now she has gone,why am I unable to digest this fact?? I should be happy in her happiness and her happiness lies in Mr. Basu. Am I happy?? Yes,I'm - He speaks. She wasn't happy with me because she never loved me. Now I have to make a habit to live without her because she has gone forever. Now, she won't come back. What the hell?? If she has gone forever then how will I be able to live without her. I have become addicted to her childish behavior,her taunts,her smile and more than this I'm addicted to her and this addiction won't go so easily. Oh Lord, what have you done to me?? You have made this strong man into a weak one. She has become my weakness which I never wanted. But what should I do now??  His eyes becomes wet.  Damn, this liquid in my eyes. Why is this liquid coming from my eyes from last few days?? I have to fix it. Just then, Sneha comes there. Papa,where is Mumma?? I need her to get ready to go to school. She will make be ready. Beta, Mumma has gone- he replies. Oh she must be gone to Nani's house. But when will she come back home?? I'm already missing her. Now,who will make me ready?? Don't worry princess,papa will help you to get ready and Mumma will come back soon- He lies. He picks her up in his arms and goes to her room. In afternoon,he is unable to concentrate on his work. Should I call her and ask her if she has reached Basu house?? Later denies to do it. Why am I thinking about her so much? She will be fine at Basu house?? But she was my wife,I can miss her- he murmurs. But at least she should have called me for once. He decides to call Mr. Basu but gets shocked to learn that prerna isn't there. Anurag asks him if everything is fine. He replies that everything is fine but this wasn't the case. Then he calls her mother but gets the same answer. He gets worried and starts cursing himself. Where is this woman gone?? Agar unhe kuch ho Gaya toh I won't be able to forgive myself. I have to find her. He leaves from the office to find her. He looks for her in the whole city but couldn't find her. Yeh Maine Kya Kar Diya. I shouldn't have behave with her like this. He decides to call the police to find her and also starts looking for her again.   After sometime,he gets a call from the police men that they have found a dead body that completely matches the description which he described to them. He gets shocked listening to this and his phone drops from his hand. No,this can't be true. She can't leave me like this- He shouts. What will I say to my daughter?? Why did she do this to me?? Why did she give me this punishment?? Agar unhe kuch hua toh main toh Jeete ki mar jaunga. Unki Khushi ke baare mein sochte sochte yeh Maine Kya Kar Diya.  With these questions,he manages to drive his car and reaches the mortuary. Mr. Bajaj, this is the dead body. She had an accident and she resembles your wife. His hands starts shivering. He slowly picks up the cloth and gets relieved finding that it's not prerna. No, she isn't my wife- he replies and runs from there. Coming out from the mortuary,he sees a known figure walking in the middle of the road. He calls her name but she doesn't listen to her. A truck comes towards her and is about to hit her but he saves her from the collision. Are you out of your mind Mrs. Bajaj?? Abhi aapki Jaan ja sakti thi- He shouts. Who Mrs. Bajaj?? Sorry, I'm not Mrs. Bajaj. Got it. I'm Ms. Prerna Sharma and you are no one to shout at me. What are you saying Prerna?? You are my wife damnit.  Wife, like seriously?? Kis wife ki baat Kar rahe aap ?? Jiski aapki zindagi mein koi importance hi nahi hai. You broke every relation with me. Then what are you doing here? Mar jaane dete Mujhe. Waise bhi aapko mere jeene ya Marne se Kya farak padhta hai . He glares at her with so much rage in her eyes. How dare you Mrs. Bajaj to say such things in front of me?? AAP jaanti bhi Hain ki aap Kya keh rahi Hain. Aainda yeh baat apne mooh se mat nikaliyega warna AAP mujhe jaanti hain. Kya Kar lenge aap, batayiye mujhe?? He gets silent at this. She is about to leave but he helds her hand. You are coming back to home with me. Sun liya aapne.  Kis Ghar ki baat Kar rahe aap Jo Mera kabhi tha hi nahi. I won't go with you. Woh Ghar sirf aapka hai Mrs. Bajaj aur koi doosra uss Ghar mein aapki jagah nahi le sakta. You have made that house a home. You are everything to that home. You are everything to our daughter who is waiting for you at home. And lastly, you are everything to me because I'm incomplete without you. Without you I won't be able to survive. You are the heartbeat to my heart . And if you want me dead ,then you can leave me. She turns towards him and keeps her finger on his lips and shushes him. See, again you are doing this to me. You are hurting me again with your words. Aap humesha hi aisa karte Hain. You are a very bad man. But you know what I still love this bad man who is not only my husband but also the father of my... Our child. A smile appears near his lips. Mr. Bajaj,main maanti Hoon ki Maine Anurag se bahut pyaar Kiya hai but pyaar nibhana Maine aapse seekha hai. The way you have cared about me and our child, even Anurag wouldn't be able to do that. Aap kuch bolte nahi Hain par aapke Dil mein chhupe pyaar ko main samajhti Hoon and that's why I got hurt when you didn't stop me to go. If I'm everything to you then you are more than everything thing to me in this world and I don't wanna lose you. So promise me that you will never do this again and would never leave me. He moves his face close to her and just pecks her lips giving her assurance that in this life he won't be able to leave her. I promise- He replies. The end Writer: Tanu_11

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12 Essential Tools That We Can’t Live Without

Did you know that every single recipe on Simply Recipes goes through a rigorous process of development, testing, and editing before it gets shared on the site? It’s true! We want to make sure you’re only getting the very best when it comes to your meals and desserts.

Given the fact that our team of contributors and testers spend so much time in the kitchen day in and day out, it’s no wonder that we’ve developed some preferences when it comes to our essential, most time-saving kitchen tools.

Want to hear what they are?!

1. Fluke Infared Thermometer // Elise Bauer, Founder

“I love my infrared laser thermometer because I can be working anywhere in the kitchen and I just point the thermometer at the pan to see how hot the pan is.

This is especially useful when I’m heating oil for shallow frying. I want to put the food in at about 375°F and the laser thermometer helps get me a good read on whether or not the oil in the pan is hot enough — or too hot — to fry.

I use a Fluke — it’s industrial strength and accurate.” ~ Elise

2. Fish Spatula // Emma Christensen, Managing Editor

“My fish spatula is probably the most-used tool in my kitchen. Its wide, thin blade and sharp edge make it useful for so many kitchen tasks — not just fish!

I definitely use it for lifting and turning delicate fish, of course, but also for cutting brownies, scraping crispy roasted vegetables off the pan, stir-frying in my wok, transferring pizzas onto the cutting board, and dozens of other things.” ~ Emma

3. Electric Pressure Cooker // Coco Morante, Recipe Contributor

“The Instant Pot is at the top of my list! I use it multiple times a week, for everything from steaming vegetables to making soups, stews, and one-pot dinners. The Ultra is my favorite model because it has such a sleek, minimal design. It’s one of the few appliances that has earned a permanent spot on my countertop.” ~ Coco

4. Immersion Blender // Garrett McCord, Recipe Contributor

“I really hate transferring things to a blender or food processor, and it just makes more dishes to clean. For homemade applesauce, pureeing hot soups right in the pot, jams, and numerous types of sauces an immersion blender just makes life easier.” ~ Garrett

5. Bench Scraper // Lisa Lin, Recipe Contributor

“I use this tool to transfer chopped vegetables and herbs from my cutting board to the pan. Because of its wide surface, I can scoop up a lot of food in one go.” ~ Lisa

(Emma agrees, adding that she also uses it for dividing bread dough, transferring chopped chocolate to a bowl of cookie dough, and even cleaning the counter of sticky gunk after cooking!)

6. Flat Whisk // Carrie Havranek, Tips Contributor and Recipe Tester

“My tiny, flat whisk, which came from a collection Nigella Lawson designed with Sebastian Conrad years ago, is the hardest working little thing in my kitchen. It’s starting to come apart and is sadly no longer available, but it’s THE best tool for whisking together eggs, salad dressing, breaking up partially melted chocolate, and incorporating cornstarch or flour into another liquid.

It’s such a valuable multi-tasker! Thankfully, you can purchase something similar called a flat coil whisk.” ~ Carrie

7. Microplane Zester // Aaron Hutcherson, Recipe Contributor

“My favorite kitchen tool is a microplane zester. In addition to the obvious case of zesting citrus, it’s also great for finely grating hard cheeses and turning garlic cloves into paste. (Lisa Lin agrees, adding that she uses it for nutmeg, ginger and lemongrass.)” ~ Aaron

8. Thermapen Instant Read Thermometer // Sally Vargas, Recipe Contributor

“Yes, the Thermapen is pricey. But after burning through 5 or 6 twenty-dollar probe thermometers in the space of a year, it was time to bite the bullet. It’s already lasted three years.

I get a lot of compliments on how perfectly cooked my chicken and fish are, and the Thermapen is THE secret weapon. I also use it for bread, custard, and just about anything else where the doneness might be hard to gauge by look or feel. No more guessing! I love it.” ~ Sally

9. Vintage Cast Iron Skillet // Sheryl Julian, Recipe Contributor

“My favorite thing is a 19th-century, 9-inch cast iron skillet that had seen lots of life by the time I’ve found it for very little money in the back of a dusty antique store in Vermont. I only wash it with a soapy sponge and quickly rinse away the suds, then dry it over low heat. I usually leave it on the stovetop because it’s just so beautiful.

It does regular skillet things well, but it also toasts nuts evenly, browns a grilled cheese sandwich beautifully, and reheats a slice of yesterday’s pizza like it just came out of the oven. Here’s a similar pan to mine, though not exact.” ~ Sheryl

10. Chef’s Knife and Stone Sharpener // Sabrina Modelle, Recipe Contributor

“My chef’s knife is my most important tool. With it, and a little elbow grease, I can do anything from slicing vegetables to making garlic paste to prepping chimichurri.

The companion to my knife is a great stone sharpener — a good knife won’t stay ‘good’ for long without one.” ~ Sabrina

11. Offset Spatula // Cindy Rahe, Recipe Contributor

“I like to use a mini offset spatula for frosting cakes and other baked goods! I find it easier to wield than the larger offset spatulas.” ~ Cindy

12. Lemon Squeezer // Summer Miller, Tips Contributor and Recipe Tester

“This thing is a godsend. I love to make citrus curds and pies, so it comes in handy when I need to juice lots of bright and colorful fruit. ” ~ Summer

Your turn! What are the hardest working tools in your kitchen?

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[tellytantra]

This is the track when shivaay came to know that anika is a orphan. Anika-A Shivaay-S Pinky-P and so on. A- Mein anadh hu aur mein apna Naam koon khandhan ke bharemein kuch nahi jhanthi. Mere liye meri pehchaan meri character hai. She cries. Without uttering a word shivaay left from there same as IB. In shivika's room, Anika is crying. She tried to call shivaay but in vain. In a dark room S- mujhe anika aur Naam koon khandhan mein kisi ek ko chunna padega. Hmm. 1 He remember their momentd. Including anika get shot for saving him. Again in shivika's room, A- Mujhe samajh agaya Wo din aa gaya jisse mujhe dar tha. Par mein ne kabhi nahi socha wo din itni jaldi ayega. Saying that she wiped her tears. She stood and started packing her luggage. Then shivaay entered the room. He saw what anika is doing. S- anika tum kar kya rehe ho. No reply S- anika tum kya ker rahi ho. A- wahi jo muje bahut pehle karni chahiye thi Mr.Oberoi. S- Anika (angry) Meine tume kitni baar kaha tum mujhe SSO BILLUJI PAGAD BILLA TADIBAZZ jo bhi bhulalo lekin MR.OBEROI nahi. A- apko wo sabh bulane ka hak mein ko chuki hoon. S- kya bol rehi ho tum A- wahi jo sach hai. Mujhe pata hai ki apko mujhse zyaada naam koon khandhan important hai. Iss liye tho mujhe hamesha apko kone ka dar hotha tha Kyonki main jaan thi hoon jis din yeh baat samne ayega uss din mein hi haar jaoungi aur uss din hi hamari rishte ka akri din hoga. Apne pucha na mujhe ki jab aap mere paas athe hai tho mujhe dardh hota hai. Haa hota hai dard aap ko kone ka uss bath se hi jaan jaathi hai meri. Nahi jee paoungi shivaay apke bina. Lekin mujhe jeena hai na Sahil le liye. Waise thank you aapne mere liye aur Sahil le liye jo kiya. Aur ghar main meri taraf se Thank you and sorry boldena. Haa aur mein hamare divorce papers cupboard mein rakdi. Aaj ke badh to aapko meri chehra nahi dekna padega. Aur haa ek aachi modern posh high class ladki jo aapki status ki hai usse shadi kijiye. Waise bhi meri jaane ke bath pinky aunty aapke liye ek achi ladki doond ki lethi hai aapko itni pyaar jo karthi hai. Lekin aap apni shadi ke liye kisi aur wedding planner ko rakiye aur mujhe tho apni shadi mein math bulawo. Kyonki ki nahi hi dekh sakthi kisi aur ke sath. Waise advance congratulations. 1 Listening to her. His eyes turned totally red due to mixture of anger and sad. S- anika tum kya bakwaas kar rahi ho aur mujhe chodke jaane ki baat math karo. Tum soch bhi kaise liye ke mein tumhare alawa kisi aur ke baare soch bhi sakta hoon. Anika sirf tum meri biwi ho aur tumhari jaga meri zindagi mein aur mere dil kyoi nai le sakta. 1 Anika tears start flowing listening to the world biwi aur dil. S- mana ki meine tume bataya nahi ki what place you holds in my heart and life. Main kabhi nahi bataya ki what and how important you are to me. Because you know na I can't express my self. But main aaj himat lagake tume apni dil ke bath tume keh doonga. Anika sunogi naa. A- hmm S- anika you means life to me. Anika shivaay singh oberoi ki zindagi hai shivaay singh oberoi ki himat hai shivaay singh oberoi ki guroor shivaay singh oberoi kj takat aur shivaay singh oberoi ki jaan. Anika tum meri jeene ki wajah ho. Tum ho to mein hu tum nahi to mein nahi. You are my life line You are my heart beat You are my breathe You are my everything. 2 Anika mujhe filmy lines aur cheezy words nahi aata. Agar aya hota toh main kehta anika tumne iss dil ko dadakna sekaya pyaar karna sikaya. Tumne mujhe hasna sikaya. Mujhe pyaar karna sikaya. Anika tumne mujhe shivaay singh oberoi se shivaay banaya. You know jab mein tumhare sath hoti to mein bool jatha tha ki mein shivaay singh oberoi hoon. 1 You know I feel proud to say ki anika meri biwi hai jisne apni pehchaan baanane ke liye kisi surname ki zaroorat Nahi padi. I proud to be Anika's Shivaay rather than SHIVAAY SINGH OBEROI. Thank you anika mujhe shivaay banane ke liye. Thank you meri takat bankar hamesha meri saat rehne ke liye. Anika sabh mujhe great wall of shivaay singh oberoi bula the hai right. Par anika wall jitna bhi strong ho har wall ke liye ek strong base chahi hoti hai. Aur shivaay singh oberoi naam ki wall ki neev na anika tum ho. 1 Thank you for being by pillar of support in my each and every situation. Thank you for always being my side. Thank you for always believing me. Thank you for always forgiving me. Thank you iss tumare tadibazz pagad billa ko jelne ke liye. Haa aur ke bath mujhe yeh saari nick names se bulane ka kath na sirf aur sirf tumhari hai. I like you calling be my nick names. I love our  water fights. I love our each moments together. I love our love-hate chemistry. I love that farak padta hai game during your memory loss drama. I love that dard hua moments. I love moments from our first meeting to today. I always want to be with you being your shivaay. Will you give once chance apni saari galti ko sudharne  Ka. Please. Listening to his words she started crying more. Now she again in love with him. S- kaha naa ki mein Sabh kuch bardash kar sakthi hoon lekin biwi ke anko main aaso nahi. Yaha lagta hai mujhe (pointing to his heart) so just. She wipes her tears. S- and haa sirf tumhi nahi mein bhi tumhare bina nahi jee sakta mein to marr.. A- marne ki bath math kijiye. S- aur tum bhi mujhe chodne hi bathe math karo. Aur kya kaha divorce papers haa. He went to wardrobe and took the papers and tore it. And dipped in water. S- so Mss. Anika shivaay singh oberoi don't you dare to do this again. Yaa rakna ki mein tumhare hath ko zindagi bar chodunga nahi chahe kuch bhi ho jaay. A- kyo S- Because I love you dammit Anika get shocked to his confession A- kya bola aapne S- yes. Aaj mujhe yeh saas hua ki mein tumse kitna pyaar karta hoon. I love you anika. I love you.  I love you. I love you. A- no reply As she is still in shock. S- koi kuch kehta hai to reply dend achi bath hai. A- hmm S- what hmm. Reply dho sunna chahta hoon main. A- aa ... wo.... S- wo kya wo. Mein ne kudh  itni himat utake itni cheesy words bola aur wo 3 magical words bhi. Lekin tum wo... wo... keh rahi ho. Just tell anika. Tum to Khidkithod Anika ho naa. So just bola waise bhi kitni sunathi ho. Aj kehne ki baari hai tho kuch nahi bol rahi ho tum. A- ek minute kya kaha mein aapko zyaada sunathi hoon. S- aur nahi tob kya. Itni baate karthi ho. Aur khudh ki dictionary bhi hai tumhare paas jo kisi insaan ko samajh nahi aata. A- aapko mein bak bak kerne waali lagti hoon. S- hey anika ab bewajah se ladayi karna bandh karo aur jo wo bolna hai jo actually ab important hai wo bol. A- abto had hogayi. Mein to aapko bewajah se ladne wali lagti. S- lagta nahi hai. (What ever maybe the situation they never stop fighting. Thats what make them more special to us right) They started their billu-billi ladayi. Everyone came there. O- tum dono kyo lad rahe ho. R- are ladne dho. Yahi tho inki love story ka special tarika hai. O- shut up rudy. D- billu kyo jagda kar rehe ho meri bachi ke sath. S- dadi aap bhi usi ke side ho. O- Kyonki we are sure ki tum hi kuch kia hoga. S- Mein ne kuch nahi kia. She calls me tadibazz right. Sach yeh hai tum asli tadibazz ho anika. A- ab apko tadibazz bhi dikta hoon. S- haa. Kyonki tum ho tadibazz R- aisa kya tadi mari bhabhi ne ki aap meri pyaari bhabhi ko tadibazz bula rehe ho. S- Mein ne apni sare tadi side rakke use yeh bataya ki I love you lekin yeh reply nahi de rahi hai. Everyone gets shock as well as happy for them. R- Bhabhi aap bhi na. Haa yeh stone singh oberoi ko dekthe hi aapne saari dialogue bul gayi honge par. Try to kijiye. Waise aap tho 5 maine se yeh baat andhar raki. Every one gets surprised. O- dadi hum chalte hai. D- haa om chale. They left from there. S- ek minute yeh rudhr kya bol raha tha 5 maine pehle se. A- wo actually shivaay apko yaad hai wo din ham om ko bachane gaye the aur aap biwosh ho gayi. S- haa I remember A- uss din hi mujhe ehsaas hua ki mein aapse pyaar karti hoon. Aur yeh baat pehle chanda ko bataya Kyonki ki wo meri best friend hai phir Sahil ko Kyonki wo mera chota bhai hai Jisse mein kuch nahi chupathi aur phir maine rudhr ko kaha Kyonki wo meri partner in crime hai aur wo mere liye chota bhai hai jisse mein Sahil se equally pyaar karthi hoon. To rudhr ne mujhe bola ki mein aap ko bata doon apni dil ki bath. Par mein ne kaha unse ki MR. STONE SINGH OBEROI ko dekthe hi main apni saare dialogue bool doongi. Main ne kaha mujhe apse kuch nahi kehna Kyonki ki main jaan thi thi ki aap mere pyaar ko accept nahi karenge. Aap ko yaad ta mein us din cupboard mein chupi thi aur phir bed ke nicche. Wo iss leye tha Kyonki ki apko dekthe hi mujhe ghantiya sunane lagti thi. To mein yahi baat rudhr se kaha ki mein kahi chupu taki mein aapki samne naa aoun. S- tho isliye tum ne fridge me chup gayi nahi. A- Mein ne kaha na wo Ms s. Kapoor ki chaal thi. S- ok wo sabh chodo mujhe wo bathado jo mein ne sunna chahti hoon. A- nahi bataoungi. Apne mujhe hurt kiya aaj. Kya kya bola mujhe tadibazz bak bak karne wali be wajah de ladayi karne wali aur pata nahi aur kya bola apne mujhe. S- tumne bhi mujhe hurt kiyana mujhe chod kar jaane ke liye puri planning karke. A- sorry. S- wo nahi kuch aur sunna hai. A- wooo I..... I.... S- kya wahi I pe atagayi tumari suyi. Mein SHIVAAY SINGH OBEROI hone ke bawajoor mein ne tumse s apni dil ke saare feelings share ki. Thank you bola. Sorry bola. And most important thing I love you bola mein. Lekin tume kuch nahi bolna haa. A- I love you S- I love you too A- I love you three four five S- then I love you infinity. Anika laughs. They share a bone crushing hug. Later they came out for lunch. R- Bhabhi boldiya ki nahi. Shivika blushes. O- lagta hai boldiya. Hai naa shivaay. S- shut up OMRU. Meri Annika ko embrace ho rahi hai. O- Meri Anika. Not bad haa. S- Meri hai toh meri hi kahunga naa. Saying that he holds her waist. R- control bhaiyaa ham sabh hai yaha pe. Shivom- shut up R- babhi dekho na jab bhi dekho shut up kenta hai. Mere dono bhayi mujhse pyaar nahi karte. He started his drama of crying. A- Mein hoon na aur aap dono meri bhai ko kyo daat rahe ho. R- deka iss duniya mai mera bhabhi ke alawa koyi pyaar nahi karta. You are the best bhabhi. S- wo to hai P- omm anika tum bhi baito aur lunchs karo. A- ji pinky aunty P- aunty nahi. Maa bulalo mujhe jaise shivaay bulatha hai. A- maa. She cries and hugs pinky P- anika no cries dekna agar tumne cries ki toh shivaay buje datega ki maine tuje rula di. S- exactly no tears. Ab aao have your lunch. Here pinky is positive. She sat him and having lunch. Every one having lunch. Shivaay held her right hand. So she started eating with left hand. D- anika puttar. Tum ulte hath se kyo kaa rahi ho. A- wo...dadi... wo R- dadi. hota hai hota hai. Waise dadi mujhe lagta hai ki hame promotion melne waali hai. P- matlab. R- agar matlab jana hai ek bar table ke nicche dekho ki apka  heera beta kya kar raha hai. Apko jaldi dadi banane kam mein lagayi. Every one observes that shivaay held anisha right hand. Shivika was lost in each other. So they didn't heard what rudy said. Every one was happy for them. D- billu. Billu. R- bhaiyaa  (shouts) S- kya hua rudy chila kyo rehe ho. R- jab se ham bula rahe hai. Lekin aap tho bhabhi mein ko chuki ho ki hamari bathe sunayi nahi dera tume. S- shut up O- shut up to badh mein karega par tum pehle bhabhi ka hath chodo use left hand se kane ke liye problem hogi. Shivaay left her hand. Everyone laughs. Shivika feel embraced J- waise rudy to sahi kaha. Halat dekhe to aisa hi lagta hai ki mein bahut jaldi badi dadi ban jaoungi. Again its a embrace movement for shivika. It is night now. Shivaay changed into his night suit and came to room. He pulled anika closer. A- har kya rahe hai aap. S- Mein ne kya kia. Kia toh sabh tumne. A- chodiye naa S- chodu toh meri parivaar ki eccha kaise poora hoga. A- eccha konsi. S- wahi mujhe baap baneka. And you know shivaay singh oberoi apni parivaar ki har eccha ko poori kartha hai. A- chi cheapda S- only for you jaan A- kya bola S- jaan. Tum to meri jaan ho na. A- I love you S- I know. I love you too A- I know. + Imagine their physical make out in your own way. Writer: ShivikaMadLover

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