#i said 'nobody wants to shove it down anyone's throats' and their response was 'yes they do' all snarky
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goaliesarethebest · 5 months ago
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Family member speaking about queer and trans people: I have nothing against letting people be themselves, just don't shove it down our throats. Me thinking: And that's why I'm closeted.
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hitomisuzuya · 1 year ago
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OH OH OHH THE SPOOKY SEASON IS HERE
SCREAM! KILLER SCARA?!? WANTING TO HUNT U DOWN AND SCARE U AT UR FRIENFD PARTY BUT HE ENDS UP FINGERING YOU IN A ROOM
Don’t ask why the guy who talked to u ended up dead it wasn’t him he swears
Killer!Scaramouche x fem!reader. Smut. Fingering. Fingersucking. Degradation. Mentions of gore. Yandere Scara.
😳 You guys know I love it when requests are worded like this. I may have gotten carried away with this.
Scaramouche emerged from the woods across the street from the party, wiping blood off of his knife. Honestly, he was going to let him live. Really he was. Actually he wasn't.
Maybe he would've, but he just kept insisting. His mistake was touching you after you'd turned him down. Nobody touched what was already Scaramouche's.
Scaramouche had been carrying on a nice conversation with you, having gotten your phone number, and had just worked his way to putting his hand on your thigh when you moved closer to him on the couch so you could hear him better.
Then that shithead came up, spouted about a bunch of bullshit about how Scaramouche was a loser, and that you would be better off with him. Scaramouche wanted to grab him by the throat when the guy reached out and touched your shoulder.
Yeah, that shithead needed to die. He didn't know how it happened, and every one at the party thought his knife was just a prop for Halloween. No one would suspect a thing.
Scaramouche walked back to the party without anyone really knowing he'd been gone. Though he hoped you'd noticed and tried looking for him.
Now, where to find you. After the now very dead shithead tried taking you away from him, you'd gone off and hid by your friend to avoid the persistent guy.
Now you didn't have to worry about him anymore.
Before Scaramouche had slit his throat, he'd cut out his eyes for looking at you, and his fingers for touching you. No real big loss for the world, really.
Your friend pointed him in the direction of her bedroom, saying you were hiding in there cause it was quiet.
Up the stairs Scaramouche went. He saw the door to your best friend's bedroom open a crack. Quietly, quietly he tip toed up to the door. He was relieved when it didn't creak when he opened it. Because if it had, he wouldn't have been able to--
"Boo!"
You jumped, nearly rolling off your best friend's bed. "Holy shit, you scared me," You said, blushing at his amused laugh.
"My bad," His response was totally unapologetic. Once he sat on the bed next to you, all it took was a few teasing purrs about distressing you, and a hand on your thigh for him to get your legs spread, a single finger sopping in and out of your cunt.
"I've been thinking about this all night," He groaned, nudging his finger into your sweet spot in a way that made your back arch off the bed, letting the out the sweetest moans.
Scaramouche swiped his thumb across your throbbing clit. Your thighs shook as you bucked your hips up into his hand. "Do you feel good, slut?" He licked his lips, his cock throbbing from how pathetic your mewling sounded.
One of your hands gripped the bedsheets. "Mhm, yes! Yes I do," Begging for another finger wasn't beneath you, because come on, his fingers are fucking beautiful. "Put another finger inside of me, please!" You pleaded, looking at him desperately.
"Oh?" Scaramouche taunted, laughing at pleading mewl when he took his finger out of your cunt. "You want another finger, hm?" Gripping your chin with one hand, he tilted your head up and shoved two fingers into your mouth. They felt so good prodding and gliding on your tongue as he pushed them into your throat. "Get them nice and wet for me, doll."
You moaned happily as Scaramouche pumped his fingers in and out of your mouth, making you choke on them before bullying them up inside of you. He hooked them harshly into your sweet spot. He'd already made you cum once, and your second orgasm was fast approaching.
"Fuck, you are dripping down my wrist," He hissed, slamming his fingers inside of you, scissoring your walls apart.
"A third finger would feel so good, please!" You begged, writhing on the bed. He teased a third finger against your entrance. He would give you what you wanted. Your walls clamped immediate when he bullied a third finger inside of you.
It didn't take long for you to cum on his fingers, crying out for him as he fingered you through your orgasm. You were twitching and drooling by the time he pulled his fingers out of you. You happily opened your mouth for them when he pushed them against your lips.
"You'll be coming home with me, yes?" He asked, laughing when you bobbed your head onto his fingers to draw them into your throat. You nodded.
"By the way, I took care of your annoyance," Scaramouche said, watching drool pool out your mouth, "you won't have to worry about him anymore."
"Hm?" You muffled, too fucked out to understand what he really said.
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bookscandlesnbts · 1 year ago
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In relation to what the other anon said about jungkook watching content related to the members, it is true though, he did talk about how he missed army when he watched something related to taehyung because he cares, jungkook cares a lot about the people around him and he shows it too which itself increases tenfolds when it's about jimin, nobody is trying to sneak anything in i suppose, please don't turn it into those things and i don't like what this side of the fandom is becoming into either recently, i believe they are together and wholeheartedly too but if someone doesn't believe in such a thing they are allowed to, i would like to see both sides refraining from always trying to prove/disprove things though i don't mind any kind of misdirection because it keeps jikook safe, jikook are very real people who are going through a sensitive period in their life with MS looming over them, they indeed have to be very careful about their relationship, private but not completely hidden, then there are also things that we are just not meant to know and see, it's only for them, they have got nothing to prove to anyone but it's also jungkook who is consistently showing what jimin is to him and jimin reciprocating in his own way, jimin's become more private over the years which i understand, jungkook on the other hand, my dearest jungkook wants the world to know, he definitely does, some people may be insecure after his recent music releases but idols are not given much freedom, it must be liberating for him to do such a thing, though it's a bit crass, he's sending a message though people ran with it in the completely opposite direction, the image people have created of him is not his responsibility, he's grown in that sense but what hasn't changed is how he feels for jimin, he has just become more open about it like most other things in his life and it is never going to change whether they are together romantically or not, something big is coming too and yeah i had to get that out sorry
Anon, since when did you become the moral police??? I laughed at the other anon because making the claim that there is nothing unique about the way Jungkook treats his members versus Army is laughable. Yes, JK loves Army but we are just an entity to him. He doesn’t know us personally. It’s not the same kind of love that he has for any of his members especially Jimin. I tell people all the time, I’m not out here to change their minds. They did though come into my space and shove their opinions and unfactual information down my throat. I don’t go to other blogs that don’t support or believe in Jikook to try to convince anyone of anything, so why am I getting a lecture from you? I can call out their ridiculous claims any way that I want. You aren’t the boss of me anon. If you find me so offensive, start your own blog.
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gaoau · 11 months ago
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I want to listen to you all night long
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After a full week of dancing around her team at work, [Name] finally decided to face her shame and promised to join them on Saturday for drinks. Chika had been particularly worried about her when seeing her power through her lunch breaks without eating after two days of vanishing from existence. Then, without any rhyme or reason, she was upbeat once more, leaving not only Chika but everyone else extremely confused.
However curious they were to figure out what she'd been going through during the week, they didn't need to pry any information out of her; she was willingly giving it all out after one too many beers. Leaning far into the table, elbow sliding on the spilled sake, she accepted every single refill of her sakazuki that Chika offered. Admittedly, her head was humming and there was an obnoxious fuzz wrapping around her brain. She chose to ignore it, gulping down shot after shot after shot. Yes, it was cold outside, what with Winter blessing the land with its stupid blankets of pure white snow, but the flush spreading across her cheeks was certainly from the alcohol consuming her bloodstream. It wasn't even snowing tonight. Boy, was she warm.
Her drunken woes slipped out of her tongue in slurred words, "Can you believe it?! Flies! What the fuck is up with that? How is that—Thanks." Chika poured more sake into her sakazuki. It disappeared down her throat in an instant. She slammed it back down onto the table. "How is that even allowed?! Why is that a thing?!"
None of them were expecting her to open up and release an entire dam of burdens surrounding her ten-month-old puppy. Sasaki chimed in every once in a while, prompting her with more questions. Naomi eyed him to stop. It was certainly the alcohol, but her flurry of complaints did not stop. As Naomi ordered a jar of water for the poor woman on the verge of tears, [Name] carried on.
"Imagine how stupid you have to be to forget about your own dog! And then leave him there for the flies to feast!" She cradled her pounding head in her palms. The room was quiet for a brief moment. Then she ran her fingers through her hair, raising her eyes to the ceiling. "Ah, man, I feel so sorry for that boy. He deserves better." Her lips pursed. She contemplated her own sentences in her brain. When they finally registered in those last remaining sober braincells, she gasped, "No! No, no! I'm good. Chifuyu said—" She swallowed more alcohol. "Chifuyu said it was fine. And he doesn't lie to me—he doesn't lie."
Nobody knew who Chifuyu was, yet there [Name] went, rambling about him and how he held all the truths of the universe just for her. The moment that man's name left her mouth, it was almost like a switch had flipped in her head. Without a single warning, her tongue sprinted off in a nonsensical ramble about Chifuyu. None of the words she said were coherent; she might as well have been reading a script in another language. Something about his eyes, something about his kindness, something about his smile, something about his… earring?
"No, no, but really, he has these gorgeous, absolutely stunning, magnificent, deep, intense, um… pretty blue eyes. Fuck, I wish you could see them. I think—fuck, I think I'm in love with him."
"Woah! Okay, [Surname]-san, have some water." Chika's brows jumped into her forehead. She scrambled to take the jar of water from Naomi, who almost slipped on the beer [Name] had spilled earlier. Filling up a glass, Chika squeezed it into [Name]'s hands and forced her to shove the water down her throat.
Sasaki, who was surprisingly more sober than anyone this time, his glasses still resting on his nose, made the right call to get [Name] away from the alcohol. Or the alcohol away from [Name], really. "Chika-chan, get her phone and see if someone can come pick her up." When he wasn't intoxicated out of his mind, the man was quite responsible as he wiped the table clean and let the poor woman lie her pounding head down. She groaned at the headache piercing into her temples, lazily slipping her phone out of her pocket.
Chika had to grab [Name]'s finger to unlock the phone. She held back the strange urge to snoop around, but she didn't really need to when she opened up the call logs. The last, most recent calls were either from Ikeno Chika (That was her! How adorable!) or Matsuno Chifuyu. The grin growing on her face overflowed with mischief. Matsuno Chifuyu? As in the Chifuyu she had just rambled about? The one she drunkenly claimed to be in love with? That Matsuno Chifuyu?
She looked up briefly to see if anyone was catching onto what she was about to do. Nobody was. Here she went, then. She pressed down on the contact name and brought the phone to her ear. The line rang as she bounced her leg, hoping and praying this man would pick up at two in the morning.
He did. He picked up. And he sounded extremely groggy while asking, "[Name]-san? Everything okay?"
"Hello. Matsuno-san, right?"
This new voice through [Name]'s phone startled him awake. "Yeah, that's me. Is [Name]-san okay?"
Chika giggled into the microphone, patting [Name]'s back as she hunched over the table. "She's fine, she's fine, just a little… intoxicated, I guess."
"She's drunk?" he blurted out in sheer disbelief.
"A bit. Do you think you can come pick her up?"
Chifuyu glanced at his clock to check how late it was. 2 am wasn't as bad as it could have been. It hadn't dawned on him that [Name] didn't have that many people to rely on, especially in vulnerable moments like these. Then again, he never thought he'd be her first option when she had taken a few too many drinks. "Yeah, sure, I'll be there in a minute." He didn't take too long to contemplate and got up from his bed.
"Awesome, thanks! I'll send you the address."
Chika wasn't all that surprised when Chifuyu arrived to rescue [Name] from her own bad decisions. The moment she saw him and those intense blue eyes frowning in worry, she recognized him from all those drawings on [Name]'s phone. He was even more handsome in person. [Name] had a good eye for men, it seemed—[Name] had good eyes in general. Now that Chika was trusting the drunk woman in Chifuyu's hands, she was starting to think maybe this wasn't her best idea. But she was sure that whatever happened under the influence of the alcohol in her bloodstream, [Name] would thank her later.
Chika grinned at Chifuyu, who smiled back at her politely. [Name] thought for a second she was seeing double. Her head was spinning, but she was keeping upright on her feet with half a mind to not embarrass herself in front of these two people. "Thanks for coming, Matsuno-san." Chika gave [Name] a light push to prompt her to walk out with Chifuyu. Her footsteps were quite heavy as she moved to stand by his right side, his palm darting up to her back to steady her.
He offered a thumbs-up. "No problem. Thanks for looking out for her."
"Bye! Stay safe!"
Chika's excited farewell drowned in the background while Chifuyu led [Name] onto the street. He shivered at the biting wind slapping him across the face, impressed that she didn't even feel it. Underneath the light of the lampposts, he could see her reddened face. He held back the urge to chuckle, instead saying, "D'you think you can walk, [Name]-san?" An amused grin tugged at his lips at the complaining groan that slipped from her. "Your apartment is within walking distance."
"I mean, I can. But do I want to?" She looked him in the eye and frowned. He stared back at her, wordlessly. Her eyes softened as she shrugged. "Yeah, sure. Coulda just walked on my own, though."
As she confidently mumbled her statement, her feet seemed to fail her and she swayed to the side. Chifuyu startled when he noticed her drifting away from him. He gripped her right shoulder from behind, using his free fingers to loop around her left forearm. "Understandable, but you can barely stand," he laughed to himself, letting her lean into him to regain her balance.
"I'm not drunk." She was very clearly drunk. He tried to contain his giggles, but they burst through his pursed lips anyway. "Don't laugh," [Name] drawled in a whine, "I'm serious. Thanks for coming, but I'm fine. See?" She stopped dead in her tracks, wriggling herself free from his hands. Chifuyu looked over his shoulder to see her standing still in the middle of the street, spine as straight as she could manage without toppling over.
He really didn't want to laugh. Wearing a wavering smile so he wouldn't explode into chortles, he stepped closer to her again and hovered his hands over her shoulders before she lost all her balance. "Okay, [Name]-san, let's go."
"Just call me [Name]." Chifuyu felt his breath catch in his throat. She rolled her head to tame the obnoxious humming wrapping around her temples, almost as if she wasn't jumping from familiarity to intimacy in the absence of an honorific. "I like it when you say my name, Chifuyu. I don't like yours that much, but I'm star—Ah, shit, I got lightheaded…" She lost all train of thought instantly, feeling the world spin over on its head and piercing into her eyes. Before Chifuyu could stop her, she slipped away from him and planted her forehead against a freezing lamppost.
He watched her hunching over herself as she groaned in discomfort. He didn't have the time to drown in the sound of his name carried in silk while [Name] slowly started sliding to her knees. His hands rushed to keep her from sinking to the floor. "Come on, [Name]-san—[Name], uh, yeah. We should've gotten a cab."
"It was your idea." Drunk but very sharp, wasn't she?
Psyching himself up with a deep breath, Chifuyu pulled her arm around his shoulders. Somehow, it was very reminiscent of his middle-school years, hoisting injured Toman members after a brawl. A faint chuckle floated from his mouth, feeling the adoring simper growing on his face. "Hop on my back. I'll carry you."
It was surprisingly easy to settle her on his back, arms loosely crossed over his chest and cheek pressed against his shoulder. If he didn't have to set all his focus on securing her legs around his waist, he would've stopped to appreciate her soft breathing by his ear. Hopefully, [Name] wasn't sober enough to feel his thumping heart from his chest to hers. He didn't know whether it was the sudden rush of adrenaline he needed to carry a drunk woman or simply the flustered warmth pooling in his stomach burning him up. She left him to wonder why she didn't like his name that much. Was it because of the Winter? The snow? The white? His face was too hot right now to think about the cold around him.
There was a tightness against Chifuyu's ribcage as his brain echoed the sound of that name she didn't like, resonating in the air so softly. He wasn't too sure how to process this new feeling. With [Name] resting on his back, he couldn't stop the brightest grin from taking up half of his face, his cheeks were practically beginning to hurt. Because he knew he liked helping people, he knew he was a follower, he knew Baji's ghost clung onto him more than he dared to think about. He knew [Name] was a mistake he didn't want to make.
If there was any way, shape, or form in which he could help her, he would. Maybe more for his own benefit than hers; he sought the fulfilling warmth that spread through his whole body every time she showed him how genuinely overjoyed she was to have him in her life. He talked so much for someone that was chasing somebody else's dream, but with [Name], it was all for himself.
"Didn't think you'd be able to carry me." Her voice suddenly piping up a murmur in his ear startled him out of his thoughts. He felt his every nerve lighting itself on fire.
"What? Why?"
[Name] tightened her arms around him. He could feel the pressure of her grip on him like he was so delicate in her eyes. "I dunno… You look so, um… small and cute and tiny." Oh, so she did think he was delicate. "Wouldn't have thought you were this strong."
Cute and small and tiny were never words anyone had used for him—maybe small and tiny were, considering the amount of beanpoles he'd met in his adolescence. He was taller than Mikey, though. That was somewhat of a win in his book after people poking fun at his height to get a rise out of him in a fight. Cute, however… He cleared his throat. "I used to be in a gang, y'know?" That smirk he was wearing was a little too proud.
"No fucking way!" [Name] immediately gasped at this new piece of information. She leaned back, fingers gripping his shoulders for stability. Chifuyu stumbled at the sudden weight forcing him down. Then she groaned, "Damn it, my head is killing me." She slammed her forehead back down against his nape.
A chuckle slipped as he fixed his hands beneath her thighs. "Come on, we're almost there, [Name]." She giggled alongside him, her voice tickling his ear. He figured a cab would have been a thousand times faster, but this was far more worth it than he could have imagined.
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badassbuchanan · 4 years ago
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Making Amends
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Plot: Bucky walks back into your life, and with it, your past, along with all the feelings that were there.
Warnings: smut; tfatws!bucky, i never know how to end fics, heartbreak, tension, love making, unprotected sex.
Word Count: 5908
A/N: It’s 12am and I definitely did not proof read this - I take responsibility for any and all mistakes
Okay so with Bucky they used to be together when he was the winter soldier but then he just up and left without a trace so she married into riches but her husband died?! So now she lives alone in a big ol house
“Excuse me, Y/N.” The soft voice caught the woman’s attention as it echoed through the room. Y/N looked up, noticing the petite, older maid standing in the dimly lit wooden frame of the doorway.
“What is it Mary?” Y/N gave her a welcoming smile, looking up at the maid expectantly as she sat up a little straighter in the grand armchair. She delicately folded in the corner of the page of the mystery novel she was reading before neatly placing it down on the side table next to her.
“I do apologise for bothering you at this hour, but you have a visitor.” Y/N noticed the way Mary played nervously with her apron, her unusual jitteriness aroused suspicion in Y/N. Y/N listened intently as she took her reading glasses from her face, placing them on top of her book. “I told him to come back another time, but he’s quite persistent.” She noticed Mary look down the hall to her left as she spoke, as if being intimidated by a figure that was unseen to Y/N. Something definitely wasn’t right.
“He?” Y/N’s ears perked up as a warm flush of both anxiety and excitement washed over her body. She quickly moved to wrap the silk dressing gown tighter around her body, hiding the lace trimmed nightgown she wore underneath. No. It couldn’t be him.
“Yes, he…he said you’d want to-“ The figure of a man emerged in front of Mary, cutting her sentence off. Y/N froze from where she sat, her heart stopping momentarily as she watched a secret part of her past walk into the room. James Buchanan Barnes. The Winter Soldier. Her first lover. Her partner in crime. Her everything. Here. After all this time. After all the heartbreak. She hadn’t seen Bucky since he’d abandoned her late one night while she slept, disappearing without a trace. She searched for him, terrified that one of his enemies had caught up to him. She spent night after night awake hoping that he’d walk back through the door, but he didn’t. He never came back for her.
She had to stop her heart from leaping out of her chest as she sat there, speechless. All of their memories flooded through her mind. Their first kiss. Their first mission. Their first time having sex. The adventures. The soft touches. The sweet nothings. The plans they made. The heartache. The pain. The agonising months spent trying to forget him. 
“Bucky.” Her voice cracked as she took in his changed appearance, looking him up and down. He’d cut his hair. His once clean shaven face now covered in stubble. His eyes seemed softer. He looked older.
Bucky’s chest heaved beneath his leather jacket, noticing the pain in Y/N’s eyes. He glanced down at his hands as he slipped off his gloves, a sigh leaving his lips as he second guessed his decision to come here. Damn his therapist and her stupid idea to make peace with his past. 
“Thank you.” Bucky nodded towards Mary, signalling for her to leave. Poor Mary looked like she would burst into tears at any moment, terrified of both being told off by Y/N for letting this happen and of being killed by the intimidating visitor. She looked over at Y/N for guidance, not wanting to leave her alone without her consent. Y/N nodded reassuringly with a soft smile at Mary, who’s eyes softened with worry as she quickly moved out of the doorframe, obeying Y/N’s wishes as she shut the door behind her.
Bucky turned his head back towards Y/N, his gorgeous blue eyes making her heart skip a beat. She dropped her head from his gaze, her cheeks heating up as she forced herself to ignore the way he made her stomach flutter with butterflies. “Y/N.” He smiled softly, sensing the trepidation extruding from her as he stepped further into the room, placing his gloves down on the coffee table.
Bucky grumbled to himself as she ignored him, the reality of facing her was a lot harder than he ever imagined it would be. His eye caught view of the teapot sitting on the silver tray, leaning down to pour himself a cup silently to buy himself some time.
Y/N scoffed with a roll of her eyes at his confidence to make himself at home, shaking her head as she felt her eyes getting slightly teary. “Help yourself.” She spat sarcastically as she avoided his gaze, resting her body back against the chair.
Bucky chanced a quick look up at her before lifting the teacup to his lips, sipping the half cold liquid. He chose to ignore her comment, he deserved it, and so much more. “You been keeping well?”
She bit the inside of her cheeks as she kept quiet, keeping up the heartless facade for as long as she could. She refused to let him know how much it pained her to see him, how much she still longed for the kind of love that they’d once shared.
“I think about you a lot, Y/N.” Bucky broke the silence as he placed the teacup onto the table, slumping down onto the couch opposite her, spreading his legs as he adjusted the leather jacket to make himself more comfortable. “My therapist says it actually seems to help with my nightmares.” He continued, a pout on his lips as he cupped his hands together, relaxing into the chair.
“You have a therapist?” She raised her eyebrows accusingly, crossing her arms over her body as she felt her heart beat quicken with anger. Her blood boiled as she watched him sitting there as if he hadn’t broken her heart. 
Bucky raised his eyebrow as a response, a subtle nod of his head as he clenched his jaw. “It’s a condition of my pardon.” He spoke matter-of-factly as he shrugged his shoulders. He hated this. He hated how shut off she’d made herself. He hated having to play the part of an asshole, knowing her well enough to know it was the only way to keep her talking.
“She’s got me going through this amends list,” He mumbled with a sigh of exasperation, letting his head rest against the back of the couch. “she’s even given me three rules to to obey in the process.” He let out a chuckle of amusement as he mocked the Doctor’s orders. 
Y/N let out a sigh of aggravation, rubbing her fingers against her temple as she closed her eyes. it was too late in the night for her to handle this kind of emotional turmoil. “Bucky, why are you-”
“The first rule is that I can’t do anything illegal.” He cut her off, he didn’t want to have to answer her questions. Questions he didn’t know the answers to. He shifted quickly to sit forward in his seat, picking up the teacup to take another sip of his tea. He noticed her make no effort to cut him off, his plan was working. “The second is that nobody gets hurt.” He smirked as he looked down at the cold liquid, swirling it around in the cup.
Y/N crossed her legs as she sat forward, leaning in to listen to his speech as she kept her eyes focused on her fingers. She noticed the slight tan line on her ring finger, where her wedding band once sat, a million thoughts filling her mind. Bucky wasn’t the only one that had to make amends with his past. He wasn’t the only one that had tried to move on. 
Bucky sensed her walls crumbling as she got used to his presence again. He lifted his eyes as he placed his teacup on the table once more, his eyes lifting to her body, admiring her as he always had done. He’d left to protect her. To save her from the inevitable doom they faced as assassins. He was terrified of not being in control of his own mind. He was terrified of hurting her. Something he’d ended up doing anyway.
He never stopped thinking about her. Ever. It didn’t matter where he was or what he was doing, he always thought about her. Like everything else that was going on around him was just noise, a distraction keeping him from her. With everyday that passed the longing to be with her seemed to grow. Without her, all he had was war, assassination, fights, destruction, death. Without her, that’s the only thing he had to focus on. 
“Do you remember the first time we went on a mission together?” Bucky smiled softly, feeling his heart thud against his chest as the memories flooded through his mind, bringing back all the emotion. 
Y/N’s eyes welled with tears as she swallowed the lump in her throat, the tension in the room rising so high she found it hard to breathe. “I told you I’d die for you.” She relived the memory in her mind, her head spinning as she smiled so subtly that it was unnoticeable to Bucky. After that first mission, she’d seen the worst of Bucky. She’d seen him as the heartless Hydra assassin. She’d seen that he was just as broken as her, and she fell in love with him in that moment.
Bucky’s stomach fluttered with butterflies, a fire of hope igniting inside of him as she slowly started opening up to him. “and I told you that you’d never have to.” He added with a shaky breath, his metal fingers tapping anxiously against his thigh. One wrong move and he’d be shoved from the room and out of her life for good. “Because I’d kill anyone that even looked at you the wrong way.” He chuckled softly at the memory, remembering so vividly how bright she’d made his dark world in that moment.
They sat in silence for a moment, both lost in the memory of each other. In a time where they’d had little control of their minds, with what Hydra was forcing the super soldier’s to do, they found refuge in each other. They found love in the darkest place, a love so rare and beautiful. A love that was impossible to get over.
“And you did,” Y/N’s voice dropped to almost a whisper, clenching her jaw to fight back the tears as she sat there, hurt and angry. How dare he come back into her life without warning, bringing up all of their precious memories that it had taken her a lifetime to forget. “Until you left.”
Bucky closed his eyes as he fought off the reminder. He’d woken up from a nightmare, his body glistening with sweat, his metal hand tightly wrapped around her throat. She was sleeping peacefully next to him, as she always did. It wasn’t the first time he’d choked her in her sleep. But there was a fear in his eyes, born from the lack of control that caused him to never want to hurt her again. He couldn’t help his nightmares, he couldn’t stop the lack of control he had over his mind. The only thing he could do was leave. To let her carry on with her life, without him.
“Do you miss me?” Bucky asked suddenly, his eyes opening to watch her intently. He had spent the last few years fighting to find a way to get back control of his mind, a small glimmer of hope alive in his heart that they’d find their way back to each other somehow, and he’d be fixed when they did. 
She shook her head, a small ironic chuckle passed her lips as his words cut through her like a knife. “Don’t.” She whispered sadly, the loneliness of the last few years engulfing her body. He’d been on her mind everyday. She’d always hoped he’d somehow find her, that he’d bring back the love he ripped from her. “Don’t do that.” She sighed softly, blinking rapidly to stop her tears from flowing down her face. Even when she’d tried to move on, live a normal life, marry a wealthy man who adored her, she felt nothing. When her husband passed away suddenly, leaving to her his whole estate, she felt nothing. She’d never been able to feel anything, apart from when she was with Bucky. “Don’t come here, after all these years, acting like nothing hap-”
“Answer the question.” He demanded with a tone of frustration as his metal fist slammed against the coffee table, desperate to hear her say it. He’d lived without her for long enough, the fear of losing her again was too much to bare. He could tell she was losing control by the way her lips pursed together, trying to maintain her strong appearance.
“What do you want from me?” She sighed in defeat, hesitant to opening herself back up to being hurt again. She felt his warmth from across the table, the familiarity of him was something that brought her comfort, and something she desperately craved more of.
“Yes or no, Y/N, do you miss me?” He kept his eyes focused on her intensely, his jaw clenching as he watched her break. Bucky knew exactly what he was doing. He knew he was her weakness. He knew that she couldn’t say no to him. “Because if it’s a no, I will walk out that door and never come back.”
“Yes.” She whispered shakily, the fear of him leaving proved too much as the room fell completely silent. “I miss you, okay. I’ve always missed you. It took me a lifetime try and get over you leaving, to forget you and to be honest Buck, I’m still not sure it worked. I miss you every single day and it kills me inside. Are you happy now?” 
“No,” Bucky spoke back instantly, his face as straight as an arrow as he rested his back against the chair. He watched single a tear slowly roll down her cheek, her eyes closing as her head dropped in defeat. “Come and whisper it to me.” 
If there was one thing she knew about Bucky, it was that he wouldn’t stop until he got his way. She sighed as a sign of surrender, standing to her feet as she self consciously adjusted her dressing gown to cover her body.
She slowly padded over to stand in front of him, her heart racing as she chanced a glance up at his face. His features looked even more beautiful up close, her hands itching to reach out and touch him. She fiddled with her fingers nervously, cautiously leaning towards him, breathing in his intoxicating scent as her lips gently brushed against his ear lobe. “I still miss you, James.” I whispered.
She let her lips linger close to his skin for longer than necessary. She knew she was playing a dangerous game, but yet she still made no effort to move. Bucky’s hot breath tickled her neck as she closed her eyes, her head spinning in a euphoria of his presence. It was something she could never tire of, something that made her drunk, something that left her addicted.
She riskily turned her head to face his, their breathing the only sound breaking the silence as her hand slid up to hold onto the metal of his shoulder outside of his leather jacket. Bucky tested the boundaries, following her movements as he turned his head to face her, their lips almost brushing.
Y/N gulped as her tongue brushed over her lips, her eyebrows arching in anticipation as her eyes flickered between his lips and his eyes. She needed him. All of him. 
“Don’t take it away from me now.” Y/N begged in a whisper against his lips, her fingers digging into his shoulder as she felt him shuffle to the edge of the seat. His eyes didn’t leave hers as he moved, his metal hand lifting cautiously to rest gently on her hip. Bucky’s heart fluttered with happiness, her longing for his love and affection making him feel euphoric. He’d longed for the day to have her wrapped up in his arms again, to have her soft skin on his.
“I miss you, doll.” Bucky whispered against her lips, causing her heart and tummy to flutter as she admired him with doe eyes, like he was the only thing in the world. His words marked the tipping point, her self control demolished as she nudged her face against his, connecting their lips for what felt like the first time. 
Bucky wasted no time in kissing her back gently, both of them lost in the desperation of making the most of every second. He naturally took control, his flesh hand lifting to cup her cheek as she let her hand drift to the back of his neck. All of their memories came flooding like a tidal wave through their minds, their passion just as intense as when they were together, almost as though nothing had changed, as if he’d never left. 
Bucky pulled her down into his lap as he sat back against the couch, tilting his head to deepen the kiss as he wrapped his arms around her body, feeling as much of her body as he could get his hands on. She adjusted her thighs to straddle his lap, ignoring the way her nightie rode up her thighs, revealing more of her silky flesh to the super soldier. The sudden intimacy didn’t scare her, it didn’t make her feel vulnerable or exposed. With Bucky, she felt safe. She felt loved. She felt like nothing could ever bring her harm.
Bucky’s breathing hitched as she bravely rocked her hips down to meet his, feeling his bulge rub against her thinly clothed pussy. Y/N let out a soft moan, feeling herself already coming apart for him, only ever getting so aroused for Bucky.
Bucky reacted to every slight movement of her body, using his grip on her hips to pull her even closer to him. Their chests pressed together as her hands cupped the sides of his neck, a hum of satisfaction erupted from her lips as they continued to softly kiss.
Y/N felt her arousal drench onto her panties from the familiar feeling of his big cock pressing achingly against her core. Their tongues played as they desperately grabbed at each other’s bodies, both craving the raw love they could only get from each other.
Y/N slid her hands down his chest as she pulled back from the kiss, her pupils glazed over with lust as they both caught their breaths. Bucky stared her down, his lips parted, his chest heaving as he panted. He was slightly nervous that she’d changed her mind until he watched her tug on the rope of her dressing gown, letting it slip off of her body and onto the floor. Bucky groaned softly, feeling his cock twitch, desperate the feel her wet walls clenching around him. He used the opportunity to admire her body, running his hands over her thighs and up under her nightie. His flesh fingertips burned into her bare skin, his metal digits like ice as she rocked her hips back and forth slowly, keeping her eyes locked on his.
Bucky breathed out shakily, leaning up to reconnect their lips as he ran his hands over the round of her ass, pulling her harder against him as he grew needier with every second. She arched her back into his touch, pressing her chest back against his as she felt the strap of her nightie drops to her shoulder, revealing a little more of her chest.
She sucked sensually on Bucky’s tongue as he let her hands roam over his sides teasingly, feeling him smile at the loving gesture. His fingers hooked into her panties, her hips jolting in response as she assisted him in making quick work to tug them down her legs.
“Not here.” She quickly moved to grab hold of his wrist, her breath shaky against his lips as her eyelids fluttered in weakness. Bucky watched curiously as she leaned back, shuffling off of his lap to stand up, holding her hand out for Bucky to take. Drunk in each other’s presence, they felt complete in a broken world, Bucky took her hand as stood up, admiring the innocent look in her eyes. Y/N used his hand to balance as she stepped out of her panties, licking her lips to conceal a cheeky smile as a thought crossed her mind. She bent down to pick up her discarded underwear, stepping closer to him as she kept her eyes on his. Bucky smirked deviously in amusement as she shoved the panties into the pocket of his leather jacket, rolling his eyes as he tried to contain how desperate he was for her.
His smile didn’t fade as he watched her turn around, following close behind her as she lead them out of the room and down the hallway.
Bucky’s hands wrapped around her waist as they reached the bottom of the stairs, forcing her to turn around and face him. “I miss you.” He whispered softly as she noticed the way his chest rose and fell rapidly, the long lost feeling of love proved overwhelming for the metal armed soldier as he pressed his lips desperately against hers, his strength making it easy for him to lift her up.
She instinctively wrapped her legs around his waist, whimpering into the kiss as he walked them up the grand staircase on the house. Her arms wrapped around his neck, her fingers massaging the back of his head as she sucked on his lip seductively.
She gasped as her back hit the door, Bucky’s strength momentarily faltering as his head spun with pleasure. His hand fiddled with the handle, twisting it to open the door as he kept her wrapped around his body.
Bucky walked them over to the neatly made bed in the middle of the room, throwing her down onto the mattress as he moved to stand between her open legs.
Y/N watched as he took off his coat, his eyes focused on her body as he threw the leather jacket carelessly onto the floor. She bit her lip, her pussy clenching in need as she slowly lifted her legs to press her heels flat against the mattress. Bucky’s eyes glanced between her legs, his pupils displaying as he caught an unobstructed view of her silky, wet pussy.
“You got a new arm.” She whispered softly as her eyes ran over his metal arm, it wasn’t the same as the one she remembered. This one was black, with gold detailing, much more subtle than the red starred, silver arm she knew. She licked her lips with anticipation, mesmerised with the sleek style of his upgraded metal appendage.
Bucky’s eyes stayed glued between her legs, pressing his lips together in a hard line as he watched her mound move with every clench of her needy cunt. He hummed in response to her comment, too turned on to focus on her words as he tugged his t-shirt over his head.
Bucky’s jaw clenched as he watched her sit up, her legs staying in place as she snaked her nightie up her body at a teasingly slow pace. Bucky dropped his hands to his belt buckle, their eyes glued to each other as they removed the last of their clothing, leaving them both naked.
She reached forward, her fingers delicately tracing the part of his shoulder where his flesh fused with the metal of his arm. Bucky’s chest heaved at the delicate nature of her touch, his emotions overwhelming him as he cupped her wrist in his hand. His eyes caught her gaze as she used his grip on her arm to tug him towards her, leaning in to press her lips against his abs with delicate kisses. Bucky’s eyes fluttered shut at the feeling, his breath hitching in his throat as her lips travelled lower.
Y/N hummed against his skin, her clit throbbing for attention as Bucky took the hint, pushing her back down onto the mattress as he climbed on top of her. He cupped her jaw as he pressed his lips against hers in a passionate kiss, his hard cock pressing against her slick.
Her nails dug into his skin as her hands explored his bare flesh, whimpering into the kiss as she lifted her hips to meet his. The movement of their hips rubbing together caused a friction that caused both of them to gasp out in pleasure, hungry for more.
She wrapped her legs around his waist, bucking her hips desperately to meet his as Bucky let out a weak moan. He leaned up to press his metal hand into the mattress next to her head, his flesh hand sliding up her waist to cup her boobs, squeezing them gently.
“Bucky,” Her eyes fluttered closed as she let herself sink back into the mattress, overwhelmed with pleasure and need as she squeezed her thighs around his hips. “I need you inside of me.”
“You’ve got me.” Bucky reassured her sweetly as he restrained himself from completely letting go and fucking her hard into the mattress. There would be time for that later, but right now, they both needed to take their time, to feel each other’s love.
He let his thick cock slide up and down her folds, drenching his length in her wetness. He dropped his head to her neck, kissing her soft skin delicately as his tip nudged between her folds.
Bucky’s eyebrows arched as he tried to stay in control of his primal instincts, his hand fisting into the mattress as he let out a guttural moan. He slowly moved his hips forward, pressing his thick length into her as she gasped under him.
Her hand flew up to grip his bicep, her lips parting as her back arched from the mattress, her walls pulsing around his length. “Bucky.” She moaned out his name breathlessly as he slid deeper inside of her, his lips sloppily kissing her shoulder as he moved to thrust his cock in and out of her slowly.
His tongue swiped along her collarbone before his lips moved lower, leaving gentle kisses over her chest. “I’m no longer the winter soldier.” Bucky mumbled against her chest, licking over her nipples which sent an overwhelming wave of pleasure through her body. He lifted his head back to hers, their lips colliding as she traced every detail of his chest with her delicate fingers.
She remembered every detail of his body. Every muscle, every scar, ever definition of his perfect skin. She felt his cock buried deep inside of her, filling her up as Bucky let out a groan, his hand moving up to cup her chin as he forced her to look up at him.
Bucky stopped his movements, gazing deep into her eyes as their souls connected, an intense feeling of satisfaction filling their bodies as his lips came crashing down onto hers again. She whimpered as she pulled him closer, their chests pressing against each other as Bucky let out a desperate groan, moving his hips to fuck her.
Y/N let out a shaky cry as her fingers dug into his skin, she’d forgotten just how big his cock was. He filled her up with every thrust, breathing heavily against her lips as little moans erupted from within his throat. 
Her legs wrapped around his hips as her pussy clenched around his length, trying to accommodate his size. Y/N pecked his lips over and over soothingly as he fucked into her, the sounds of their bodies slapping together with every thrust. She poured out her love for him, the love that never went away, and he felt it, with every kiss.
Bucky’s stomach clenched as his tip nudged against her cervix, his cock throbbing as he felt how her body reacted to every one of his movements. Her tits bounced with every hard thrust of his hips, her clit rubbing against his skin as she hugged his body tight against hers.
He growled between kisses, thrusting into her so deep that the bed hit the wall with a bang every time he fucked into her. She tried to roll her hips, her body weakening under his as she chased her release that was already building in her stomach.
Bucky’s balls tightened as he slid easily in and out of her drenched pussy, in awe of the way her body was clinging to him as though she’d never let him go. He was already close to his climax, he hadn’t been with anyone since her, his cock marvelling in the feeling of being back inside of her.
“My name is James Bucky Barnes.” His balls slapped against her as he grunted the words through gritted teeth, the sound filling the room as Y/N’s mouth dropped open with a gasp of pleasure. Their breaths mixed together as Bucky’s hips stuttered, his eyes squeezing shut at the overwhelming amount of pleasure coursing through his veins.
Bucky groaned weakly as he brought his knees up to rest under hers, keeping her impaled on his cock as he dropped his mouth to her chest. Y/N bit down on her lip as her eyes mirrored the weakness of her body, watching him fuck up into her at a slower pace.
She moaned at the feeling of his lips sucking at her sensitive nubs, her eyes almost rolling back in pleasure as his tongue swirled around her hardened nipples.
“And you’re part of my efforts to make amends.” Bucky moaned at the feeling of the deeper angle, cuddling her against his chest as he fucked into her. The pair were blinded by the sheer feeling of ecstasy, nothing on earth had ever felt as good as making love to each other.
Bucky moaned as he felt his orgasm approaching, his hips jolting automatically as his metal hand flew forward to grip the wooden headboard. Y/N’s back fell against the mattress again as Bucky held her down by her hip, giving him more leverage to thrust into her with such depth she thought her legs would split in two.
“Bucky.” She breathed out shakily, arching her body into his as her head flew back to press into the pillow. Bucky’s head fell softly into the crook of her neck, his little grunts intensified by his lips on the shell of her ear.
Her hand pressed against his tummy as he pounded into her, a shiver shooting down her spine as she tried to control her impending orgasm, not wanting the night with him to end. She tugged on his hair roughly, desperately trying to feel every part of him.
Her eyes were forced open as Bucky suddenly stopped all of his movements, a look of panic washing over her face as Bucky looked down at her breathlessly. He slid his hand between her body at the mattress, supporting her back as he moved to sit back on his knees, lifting her up to keep her against his chest, his cock still deeply buried inside of her.
Y/N let out a moan at the pleasure of the new angle, clinging tightly to his body as her wetness dripped down onto his balls. Bucky pressed his lips against hers, slowly thrusting up into her as he fucked her deeper in the new position. Soft grunts left Bucky’s lips as he felt her pussy twitching around him, her clit overstimulated from the way it was rubbing against his skin.
“Bucky,” Y/N whimpered his name as a warning, her fingers digging into his skin as she looks up at him helplessly, feeling her orgasm taking over. “Hold me,” She begged softly, her eyes glazing over as wave upon wave of pleasure crashed over her body. “I’m gunna cum.” She cried loudly as her head flew back, her lips parted as her moans flowed freely for him.
Her pussy fluttered around his cock as her tits bounced with each of his thrusts, his hands holding her hips tightly to fuck her down onto him.
Waves of pleasure hit her one after the other, his eyes glued to watching her face come undone as he guided her to ride him. She felt herself tighten around him, moments away from her peak as Bucky lost control, jolting his hips erratically inside of her.
Y/N cried out in pleasure as her orgasm took over her body, her tight pussy pulsating on him as she rode out her mind blowing high. She kissed him deeply, their tongues fighting for dominance as Bucky held her in place as he fucked her through her orgasm. Bucky’s face fell into her neck with a loud moan, the feeling of her pussy throbbing around his cock proving too good as he felt his warm cum spurting deep inside of her. She sighed in relief as Bucky grunted, satisfied with the loaded waves of his cum that was filling her hole.
He dropped her back onto the bed, collapsing on top of her, both of them an exhausted, fucked out mess. Bucky moaned at the euphoric feeling, keeping her close as he spun them over so that his back was lying on the mattress with her on his chest.
She turned her head to face him as they both tried to catch their breaths, smiling sweetly as she kissed his swollen lips. She cupped his sharp jaw, pecking his lips over and over, his dick still buried deep inside of her sensitive pussy.
“Was that all this was?” She whispered after a moment of silence, her fingers tracing the metal infused skin of his shoulder as she pressed her lips to his once more. “Just part of your therapeutic methods of making amends?”
Bucky’s heart ached at the thought of her thinking he’d just used her like that, he hated himself for ever making her think he was capable of such a thing. “No. That’s not all it was.” Bucky mumbled against her lips as he sighed sadly, his eyes softening as he cupped her jaw. “I love you, Y/N.” Bucky whispered shakily with a hopeful smile, his words causing her to freeze. She’d never expected to hear him say that, not even after what they just did. “I always have and I always will.” His thumb rubbed soothingly over her cheek, taking the time to admire her beauty.
“I love you too.” She admitted vulnerably, swallowing the lump in her throat she hadn’t even known was there. She didn’t know why he’d left her, she didn’t know why he’d been so hard to forget. She didn’t know why he’d waited all this time to come back, she didn’t know if he was telling the truth or feeding her lies. In a world of disaster and uncertainty all she did know was that she loved him.
“I just have one question, Bucky.” She spoke with a curious tone, shuffling to rest her head on his chest as her fingers traced over his metal shoulder, admiring the intricate beauty. “How did you know which room was my bedroom?”
Bucky’s heart sunk into his stomach, a shy blush of pink hitting his cheeks as he gave her a guilty smile. Y/N couldn’t help but watch with amusement, his shy side was rare to see, and something that she never took for granted. “I may have stopped by your house once or twice before, just to make sure you were safe.”
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Ppl seemed to like the Imagine and nobody really said anything about it being a fic but I like that (Y/N) sooo. For anyone confused about the root things, (Y/N) has root bracelets on each wrist that he can control. He can't make roots come out of his hands or anything. (Y/N) isn't gender neutral ik I use second person for a gender neutral reader but I'm starting to rlly like second person view lmao. If people like this enough, I might keep this fic going to Civil War, Infinity War, and Endgame.
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You placed your hands on the sides of the pot, watching the dead flower slowly regain its color. You could hear the faint sound of chatting and music from the party Tony was holding. Parties were never your thing. Parties meant crowds of nosy people with nothing else better to do. You heard your bedroom door open, turning around and looking at Clint.
"Hey, why don't you come downstairs? The party's ending." Clint offered a small smile, holding his side. You looked back at the flower, standing and gently placing it back with the other flowers on your desk. You approached Clint, feeling him gently wrap an arm around your shoulder.
"How's Laura?" You asked softly. Clint grinned, licking his lips as he glanced at you. You liked Clint. He was like the father or older brother you never had.
"She misses you. She mentioned wanting you to move in once training was complete." Clint revealed, looking at you. You blinked, brows raising as you stared at his face, wondering if he was joking.
"Think it over." Clint gave your shoulder a small squeeze as you joined the others, nodding to Maria. She gave a nod in return, a small tight smile on her face. You didn't blame them for not trusting you. You had attempted to kill them a few times out of fear. You took a seat on the couch, watching the Avengers laugh and chat. You stayed silent, fingers gently tracing the root bracelets.
"You thought of those yourself?" Maria asked softly, tilting her head. You looked at her, nodding.
"Having them on me makes me feel safer." You replied quietly, looking back at the roots. You continued to trace them, watching them shift slightly at your touch. Dr. Cho leaned over, humming in fascination.
"It's incredible how responsive they are to you." She whispered softly, meeting your gaze briefly for permission. You nodded, watching her reach out and touch them.
"How much can you feel? Or is it just a control thing?" She asked.
"Uhm, I know when they're dying or are in need of something but they don't feel pain so.. Hurting them doesn't hurt me." You explained. Dr. Cho nodded in understanding, leaning back.
"I'd love to ask you more questions later, if you don't mind." She gave a kind smile. You looked up upon hearing grunts, watching Clint attempt to pick up Mjollnir while Thor watched on in amusement. He gave up, chuckling. Tony went next, the smug look on his face disappearing when he couldn't lift it. You chuckled softly, watching James try to help Tony but the hammer didn't even budge.
"(Y/N), why don't you give it a try?" Clint asked after Bruce went. You licked your lips, glancing at the Avengers when their gazes went to you.
"Uhm-"
"Go on, give it a try." Thor encouraged with a a big smile. You stood up, walking up to the table where the hammer sat. You grabbed the handle, roots slithering down your hands and wrapping around the hammer. You pulled, suprised to find it was definitely harder than it looked.
"Don't pull a muscle, kid." Clint called, chuckling as you huffed, letting go of it and retracting the roots. You took a seat beside Clint, gently leaning against him as Steve went next. He went at it but wasn't able to lift it.
"It's rigged." Tony called with a shrug as Clint stood, a chuckle leaving him.
"You bet your ass."
"Steve, he said a bad language word." Maria pointed out in playful seriousness. You chuckled softly. Clint had told you all about Steve and the bad language joke. You stood up, about to call it a day before a ringing noise stopped you in your tracks. You looked up, noticing a half built robot limping into the room, mumbling stuff.
"Clint?" You called out, frowning. Clint looked at you before turning around, standing up as everyone's attention shifted to the robot. Clint slowly backed up until you were within arms reach. He knew you could protect yourself but he cared about you too much to let you get hurt.
"How could you be worthy? You're all killers." The robot said, motioning at them with its broken arm.
"Stark?" Steve's gaze stayed locked on the robot. The robot continued to speak, stumbling about. He replayed a clip of Stark saying something. Maria took out her gun, slowly standing up. Clint immediately grabbed you when the robots bursted into the room, pulling you along and hiding.
"Stay here." Clint whispered, standing up. You frowned, watching him go. Your looked over the room, noticing Dr. Cho attempting to hide behind the piano. You stood, quickly going over to her as a robot rose up. You raised your hand, making a root shoot out at it and wrap around its neck, throwing the robot to the side and watching it break.
"Thank you." Dr. Cho whispered as things began to calm down. You helped her stand, making eye contact with Clint as Thor threw his hammer at 'Ultron', breaking him into pieces.
"(Y/N), go to your room." Clint breathed out.
"No, he deserves to know what happened here." Steve said, giving you a nod.
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You licked your lips, glancing at Clint when he silently drew an arrow. You unclenched your fists, watching the root bracelets around your wrists grow and wrap around your fingers. You were surprised you had even been asked to tag along considering you were still new and young. You watched the Maximoff twins, stare at Tony with pure hatred. Not long ago, you were also an enemy of the Avengers. Clint had taken you under his wing, practically adopting you after everything. You assumed you were only allowed to tag along because of your powers. You had gained better control of them over time.
"Stay alert and stay close." Clint told you, shooting the arrow once the fight began. You watched the robots, nodding. You leaned forward, slightly over the railing, fingers moving. The roots wrapped around them shot out, wrapping around one of the robots that had lunged for Steve. You moved your arms back and apart, watching the robot be ripped apart. Steve looked up towards you, giving a greatful nod. Clint grinned, drawing another arrow. You noticed a flash of blue and white running below, keeping an eye on it. Another root shot out, successfully making the male Maximoff trip and stumble. You retracted the root, shifting your attention onto the men with guns.
"What a shitshow." You muttered, sighing softly. Clint glanced at you in amusement.
"Language." He called playfully, chuckling when he heard Steve groan. You let a small smile slip, roots wrapping around the necks of two of the gunmen. You slowly clenched your fists, making the roots strangle them. You heard Thor mention something about the Maximoff girl trying to mind control him.
"Drop 'em." Clint said, giving you a pointed look. "Only make them pass out, don't kill them."
"Fine." You huffed, dropping the men with a small scowl. Clint shot an arrow that knocked out a whole floor, giving a satisfied hum. You heard soft footsteps, spinning around and grabbing the girl Maximoff by the throat, grip tightening with each passing second. Her eyes were wide, caught off guard. Fear flashed in them briefly. Clint quickly planted an electrical arrow on her forehead. You removed your hands, glancing at Clint.
"You seriously need some freshing up on those people skills." Clint said, shaking his head. You scoffed, head tilting slightly.
"She's the enemy!"
"No killing-" You were suddenly shoved forward, bumping into Clint and crashing into what seemed like a control room. You grunted as pain struck up your back, turning your head and watching Pietro pick up his sister bridal style. You shot out your hand but he dodged the roots, using his superspeed to run off.
"Yeah, you better run." You heard Clint breath out. You turned towards him, roots retracting completely.
"Are you okay?" You asked softly, feeling glass digging into your hands as you slowly stood up, grunting softly. There was definitely gonna be a big bruise on your back when you checked later. You helped Clint stand, watching him attempt to contact the others. You leaned over the railing, seeing Steve laying on some stairs. You raised your hand, having the roots grab onto something sturdy before jumping over the railing and heading down to the floor he was at. You approached him, crouching down, cupping his face and seeing his red eyes and dazed look.
"The girl got to Steve." You said, sighing softly.
"Natasha as well." Clint replied. "Seems like the whole team is out of commission."
"Wonder what they're seeing." You muttered, standing and having the roots gently wrap around Steve's arms and waist. They were thin so dragging him along was the only choice.
"Having fun on your first mission yet?"
"Oh, fuck off, Clint." You called with a huff, trying to drag America's sweetheart across a ship, avoiding bodies and trying to keep his head from bumping into stuff.
"Sorry, buddy." You winced, watching Steve's head bump against some steps. Once outside, you were able to drag him along with more ease, getting him inside the step as Clint went to get Thor. Natasha had slowly come out of her daze, groaning softly and holding her head. You looked at him, gently slapping him. Steve gasped, panting softly as his blue eyes met your (E/C) ones.
"Welcome back." You muttered, standing up.
"What happened?" Natasha asked, looking at you with furrowed brows. She looked around the ship, standing.
"Where's Banner?" She asked with a frown. You rubbed the back of your neck, stepping aside so Steve could get up.
"He.. He and Stark are in the city. He hulked out." You told her, concern appearing on her features. Natasha cursed under her breath, though her mind seemed to be somewhere else. You turned towards the entrance, seeing Tony with Bruce. Clint returned with Thor, silence filling the air as Clint got the aircraft in the air. Clint motioned for you to get closer, a smile appearing on his face.
"You did amazing today." The praise made you smile, nodding as you glanced down at the ground. It had been your first real fight.
"Does that mean-"
"Not yet, we still need to work on some things. Soon enough, you'll be officially part of the team." Clint assured. You nodded, taking a seat nearby and sighing. Clint steered the ship to his home, landing it. The Avengers seemed confused at the unknown location but you happily got out of the aircraft. Clint chuckled, watching you head up to the house and enter.
"Honey? We've got company!" Clint called. Laura appeared from one of the rooms, smile widening.
"Hey, sweetie." Laura cooed, arms extending and wrapping around you. Both of you chuckled when the baby kicked.
"Someone's happy to see you too." Laura smiled, placing a hand on her belly before greeting Clint with a kiss.
"Gentlemen, this is Laura." Clint introduced her to the team. You enjoyed Laura's company. Her warmness was welcoming and she had been more than happy to take you in. Footsteps echoed lightly, preparing Clint to greet his kids. You smiled, watching them greet him. Natasha had been the only other one who knew about Clint's family. Lila gasped softly upon seeing you, quickly running towards you. You bent down, picking her up and chuckling.
"Miss me?" You asked, giving her a gentle hug. Laura looked over, smiling softly.
"Of course she missed they missed their cool big brother." Laura said, giggling softly when Lila noticed Natasha and happily went over to hug her. Cooper took Lila's spot, giving you a big grin. Thor suddenly left the house, Steve following.
"What have you been up to?" You asked, watching Coppers eyes light up. He grabbed your hand, pulling you along to his room. Laura and Clint hadn't officially adopted you but they were more than happy to do it. Once you were done with training, they were gonna get the papers and make you a Barton.
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mochegato · 3 years ago
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Jasonette Protection Program
Chapter 1
Jason smirked as the lock disengaged for him. Tim may be ‘the smart one’ but thank God he was predictable.  It made things like breaking into his townhouse so much easier.  Now he just had to convince him to let him hide at his place for a few days.  It shouldn’t be too hard once he knew it would piss off Damian, because again, Tim was predictable, and one thing he reveled in more than tormenting Jason was tormenting the gremlin.  And not being able to find Jason would absolutely kill Damian, meaning he couldn’t kill Jason.  And none of them would think to look for Jason at Tim’s place of all places.
“Hey, Preten… er… Tim.  You here?” Jason called out as he relocked the door behind him.  “Come on, Tim.  I know you’re here.  You said you were going to hang out with friends tonight, which we both know means you’re going to be home alone all night.”
Jason moved through the townhouse looking for Tim, getting increasingly paranoid as he moved.  He’d told Alfred he’d be around if he needed anything, and he would never lie to Alfred.  So where was he, Jason wondered to himself as he walked past Tim’s bedroom, noting the untouched bed and wandered into the spare bedroom.  And who was the woman in the bed?  The suspiciously, absolutely gorgeous woman, sleeping peacefully in the bed he was going to use.  When Tim was conspicuously missing?  Well that was unpredictable.  
What the fuck was going on?  Tim was paranoid as fuck.  And to just leave someone in his townhouse unsupervised?  Someone who was pretending like she could sleep through Jason screaming at the top of his lungs?  Something was off.  “Hey! Person who doesn’t live here!” Jason yelled.  “Who the fuck are you and why are you in my brother’s bed?”
The woman’s eyes popped open.  Her face scrunched in confusion after a beat, but she slowly closed her eyes again.  “Hey, no!” Jason kicked the bed hard enough to jostle the entire bed.  “Who the fuck are you?”  
This time the woman, who he now realized was probably Tim’s girlfriend that he hadn’t told any of them existed, which he couldn’t blame Tim for, he wouldn’t want to introduce anyone to this family unless he had to either, bolted up to sitting and gasped in a breath.  Her head whipped around clumsily to find the source of the disruption.  She blinked groggily as she looked around, almost like she wasn’t registering what she was seeing, not really.  Jason almost felt bad for waking her up because damn, she must have been really deeply asleep.  It was taking her a while to settle back into reality.
Jason’s theory about her not really taking in what she saw was confirmed when her gaze swept past him with no reaction at all.  The room was dim, but wasn’t dark.  He wasn’t hidden.  There was no way she could have missed him.  After a few seconds she stopped her scan of the room and blinked blankly, swaying slightly in place, and brought her gaze back to him.  She blinked more heavily a few more times as she stared at him as if trying to figure out if he was really there.
Her eyes met his, but didn’t seem to see him. They looked glazed over.  He would normally be a bit more sympathetic to the sleep induced daze, but he was already in a bad mood and she was fucking ignoring him and where was Tim?  “Yes, I’m real,” he gruffly answered her unasked question.  “Now, for the third time, what the fuck are you doing in my brother’s bed?”
She looked down at herself and the bed she was in.  Her head lolled unsteadily as she looked around until she fell back onto the bed with a grunt.  “I see why your brother is the detective, not you.”  
“Excuse me!” he growled at her.  Instead of flinching back like a normal person would have, a smile teased on her lips and she turned over on her side, curling happily into her pillow.  Jason almost thought she’d fallen asleep and was about to strip the comforter off of her until she slurred out a sleepy question.  “So, which brother are you?”
He stared at her, unsure how to react to her. She knew Tim was a detective.  How did she know that?  ‘Detective’ isn’t a term you could just throw in there like ‘he’s the smart one’ would be, which, he was used to hearing.  But ‘detective’ was extremely specific and directly related to their nightly activities.  Unless he told her he was a private detective for some reason?  Or an inside joke?  And she was acting so casual about it, like it was an understood thing.  “Jason,” he finally answered.  Regardless of whether she knew or not, giving that much wouldn’t hurt.
“Ooohhh,” she smiled against the pillow, not even bothering to open her eyes.  “I was supposed to never meet you.  You should definitely stay close by.  Take a picture of Tim’s face when he sees you with me.  It’s going to be brilliant.  I would pay to see it.”
He smiled in spite of himself, but quickly schooled his expression.  She wasn’t answering his questions.  She was deftly avoiding giving him any information.  It was so natural, he could almost believe it really was, but nobody in their lives was that innocent.  But then again, her body was completely relaxed.  He was accustomed to deceptive relaxation, body positioning that appeared outwardly to be relaxed, but the muscles were prone and ready to jump into action in an instant if a threat presented itself.  She didn’t show those signs.  She was either amazingly good, which would explain how she knew who Tim was, or she really was that relaxed and innocent.  
Either way, he still didn’t have a name.  “And who are you exactly?  For the fourth time,” he asked again.
“Tomorrow,” she murmured as she groped for the covers to pull them back up over her chest.  “So tired. Just sleep.  Tim will be back soon, maybe.  Ask h…” she trailed off.
“You don't care if I share the bed?” he asked suspiciously.  This seemed more and more like a trap, but what the hell the trap could be, he couldn’t figure out.  He wasn’t married or seeing anyone so it wasn’t like she could blackmail him with pictures. And she couldn’t exhort him by forcing him into a situation where he defends himself against her husband or boyfriend who just ‘happens’ to walk in on them in bed, that was actually a popular one in Gotham for some reason, because they were in Tim’s townhouse and she knew they were brothers so… what the hell could her game be?
“And there was one bed,” she mumbled amused, giggling softly to herself.
“What?”
She waved him off sloppily.  “Not worried. You lay one finger on me and Tim will kill you.” She clumsily patted the space in the bed next to her.  “Sleep.”
“I’m sleeping on the couch,” he insisted surlily. He waited to see how she would react, but her only response was a soft snore.  He snorted.  He studied the woman, trying to figure out who exactly this woman was and how close to Tim she was, because not many girlfriends would suggest pranking their boyfriends with cheating… with the boyfriend’s brother, especially when she apparently knew there was animosity between them.  
Some of that could be because she was currently quite obviously not quite aware of reality.  He was now convinced it was a bit more than just being tired.  She had clearly enjoyed her night a bit too much, which he could completely understand. If he had to spend an entire night laughing with Tim, he’d need to be drunk too.
His head snapped in the direction of the front door when he heard the sounds of a lock disengaging and the door opening.  He glanced back at the woman in the bed, whose name he still didn’t know, and made a split second decision to trust her despite that fact.  The likelihood that she was conning him was far outweighed by the opportunity to prank Tim, and with his friend’s? girlfriend’s? whichever’s help!  This was unheard of.  Dick’s friends were more than willing to help with a prank, knowingly or unknowingly, but Tim’s friends?  Never. At least not with Jason.
He ripped off his jacket and shirt, throwing them toward the corner of the room and hopped toward the bed as he pulled off his boots.  He jumped under the covers behind the woman and let the covers pool around his hips, just above his pants waistband.  He pulled the covers up to the woman’s shoulders to hide the fact that she was still wearing her shirt.  She barely moved at all in response to his actions.  He wasn’t even sure if she knew he was there.  He really hoped when she woke up that she remembered the prank.
He could hear Tim’s footsteps as he got closer to the door. ��Just before he reached the door, Jason threw his arm over the woman’s waist and moved closer to her.  He just barely cracked his eye open, enough to see Tim, but still look closed if the other person wasn’t watching closely enough.
Tim peeked quietly into the room.  He did a double take when he saw the bed.  “What the…” Tim started.  Jason couldn’t stop the small grin that spread on his face, that is until Tim reacted.  
He suddenly threw the door open and rushed the bed. He hauled Jason out of the bed with more strength than Jason remembered him having.  Tim threw him against the wall hard enough to knock a few pictures off the wall.  His face was contorted in the angriest scowl Jason had ever seen on him.  He shoved his forearm into Jason’s throat, pushing hard enough that Jason had to gasp to get air.
Tim moved closer, his eyes sparking with so much anger that for the first time Jason was a bit intimidated.  Maybe this hadn’t been such a brilliant idea after all.  But, this reaction from the normally composed Tim was definitely unpredictable.  The woman wasn’t kidding when she said Tim would kill him for touching her.  Tim paused and glanced down toward Jason’s cargo pants, still tightly belted and zipped.  When he looked back up, his eyes had somehow narrowed even more.  “That better have been just a terrible fucking joke.”
Jason rolled his eyes and tried to push Tim’s arm away from his throat, but Tim wouldn’t yield.  “Calm down, Timbers.  I didn’t sleep with your girlfriend,” Jason jeered.
“She isn’t my girlfriend, asshole,” Tim sneered back pushing his forearm harder into Jason’s throat.  “She’s a good friend who got drugged by someone tonight, intending to do God knows what.  So you can imagine how utterly not funny I find you joking about sleeping with her right now.”
Jason’s eyes widened in realization.  That… that would explain a lot.  “Oh Shit.  I’m really sorry, Tim.  I swear I didn’t do anything to her.”  Tim nodded slightly and lowered his arm, but his expression didn’t soften much.  He continued to glare at Jason.
His stare down was interrupted by a soft, tired, slightly slurred voice.  “What happened?  Tim?”  The woman smiled slightly.  “You’re home.”  Her eyes flicked over to Jason and she stopped to contemplate him.  “Hey, you’re real.  Did you take a picture?”
Tim whipped his head over to Jason, his heated glare back in place. “A picture of what, exactly?” he demanded.
Jason held up his hands in an effort to placate him.  She was really, really not helping them right now. “Of your face when you saw us together,” he explained slowly.  Tim drew in a deep breath and his jaw got even tighter.  “In my defense, it was her idea,” Jason said quickly, pointing to the woman, “and I didn’t know she was drugged.”
Tim looked away and huffed out an angry breath. He rubbed his forehead.  “Of course it was her idea.”  He turned to the woman with an exasperated sigh.  “You’re not funny, Marinette.”
The woman, Marinette, pouted at him and nestled deeper into the covers.  “I’m fucking hilarious,” she mumbled out from under the covers.  Her face emerged from the covers as she took them both in.  She looked down at Jason’s chest for a second and threw off the comforter to look down at her chest.  She pulled gently at the front of her shirt.  “Should have taken my shirt off too.  Would have been funnier,” she chastised lightly before collapsing back onto the bed and closing her eyes again.
“No,” Tim yelled out holding out his hands in a halting motion.
Marinette opened one eye to glare at him before turning over and snuggling into the covers on the other side.  “Fuck you.  I have great breasts.”
Tim groaned and looked down mortified.  “Oh God, that’s not something I wanted to ever hear coming out of your mouth.”
“And you’re in trouble anyway,” she continued, ignoring Tim’s comment, her words slurring slightly more as fatigue claimed more of her attention.  “Why didn’t you tell me your brother was sexy?”
Tim groaned and ran his hand down his face.  “And there’s another.”  He looked back at her with a serious expression.  “Not sexy, annoying asshole.”
“No, she clearly said sexy,” Jason corrected him with a cocky grin.
“Touch her and die,” Tim hissed.
“Protective much,” Jason taunted.
“That’s exactly what I am, protective of my drugged friend,” Tim growled back, reminding Jason of the situation and why Marinette was there in the first place.  He turned back to Marinette with a softer expression.  “You can do far better than him.”  He didn’t even flinch when Jason punched him hard in the shoulder. Jason discretely looked up to see how Marinette reacted to Tim’s words, but she was already sleeping again.
He only looked away from her when Tim punched his shoulder and shoved him toward the door.  “Don’t even fucking think about it,” he snapped.
“Yeah, yeah.  Okay.  Whatever, keep your friend,” Jason waved him off, but his eyes found their way back to her as they left the room.  “Tell me what happened while I raid your fridge.”
Chapter 2
@jasonette-july-event
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knifewieldingenby · 3 years ago
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You shine, a Jaskel fic
This prompt comes from the lovely @kueble who always helps me when I’m dealing with writers block, thank you dear friend.
Summary: Jaskier keeps giving Eskel jewelry and he can’t fathom who someone like Jaskier would be courting him.
Content: Jaskel, courting jewelry, insecure Eskel, very mild mentions of sex (but nothing explicit), T
*written and pasted from my phone, I apologize if the format ends up being weird*
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“What a performance!” Jaskier flopped down on his bed and sighed deeply. Eskel sat across from him on his own bed and smiled.
“You certainly had them eating out of your hands,” he said as he worked his armor off piece by piece. Normally he’d go up to the room first and take it off, but he wanted to see Jaskier perform tonight. The bard had been bursting with energy all day and Eskel knew it was going to be a good one. Besides, he could never resist the beauty that was Jaskier performing for a crowd. His face lit up, fire in his eyes, and every so often he threw a smile Eskel’s way that somehow felt different than the smile he reserved for his audience. It felt personal. Eskel wasn’t stupid enough to think it meant anything, but he was allowed to dream, even if it never came true.
“Easy crowd to please, I suppose.”
“Since when are you modest?”
Jaskier laughed and pushed himself up on his elbows. “You’re right, it was all me.”
Eskel rolled his eyes fondly. He watched out of the corner of his eyes as Jaskier got up and crossed the room, fiddled with his pack a bit before coming to sit next to him.
“I got you a gift.”
Eskel cocked an eyebrow. “A gift?”
“Mm-hmm.” He opened his palm and Eskel’s eyes widened. It was a ring, a simple gold band that glistened in the dim candle-lit room. He was too shocked to respond. A gift was one thing, but this...jewelry was different. Maybe in another life it would mean something different, but in this lifetime no one gave jewelry unless they were courting someone, and that just couldn’t be right.
“You’re giving me a ring?”
“Yup!” He smiled brightly. Eskel didn’t know what to say. Surely Jaskier couldn’t mean...he couldn’t want Eskel. But it would be rude to turn it down and Eskel didn’t want to be that person. He mumbled out a thank you and hastily shoved the ring in his pocket. He caught a glimpse of something shift in Jaskier’s face.
“You don’t want it,” Jaskier said.
“What? No, of course I - I just thought-“
“Give it to me.”
Eskel cringed. This was the moment he’d feared, the moment Jaskier realized that he didn’t actually want to court Eskel. He pulled the ring back out and dropped it in Jaskier’s outstretched hand. To his surprise, Jaskier took his hand in his own. He carefully slid the ring on Eskel’s index finger and then squeezed his hand gently.
“I want you to have it,” Jaskier said softly, their eyes meeting, and Eskel couldn’t look away from that intense gaze. He swallowed through his tight throat and nodded.
Jaskier tilted his head. “Unless of course, you really don’t want it.”
“I want it,” Eskel said far too quickly, and he tried to ignore the way his cheeks burned from the admission. Jaskier smiled and squeezed his hand again.
They retired to their beds not long afterward, and Jaskier, as always, fell asleep quickly. Eskel on the other hand tossed and turned restlessly. He twisted the ring over and over, tracing the gold band with his finger, and wondered how Jaskier knew it would fit. It was true that he would occasionally take Eskel’s hand when they were settled at camp, play with his fingers lightly, but that was...just Jaskier. It was how he was with everyone he was close to.
...Right?
Eskel closed his eyes and attempted to quiet his mind. This was a one off thing, he was sure. Jaskier would quickly realize that Eskel was not the kind of man he wanted to be with, not safe enough, not handsome enough, and move on. Once the novelty of courting a Witcher wore off he would be off courting beautiful maidens and attractive blacksmiths like he did before Eskel showed up. That thought hurt more than he cared to admit to himself, but it was the truth.
With that in mind he settled and fell into a fitful slumber.
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Two weeks went by and Jaskier didn’t say anything about the ring, though Eskel never took it off. He was waiting for the day when Jaskier asked him to take it off. The bard’s behavior hadn’t changed much. Sure, maybe it was true that he winked and threw smiles at Eskel more often during his performances than he had before, and maybe he’d bought Eskel sweet treats from the market without prompting, and maybe he’d played his favorite song just for him, and maybe…
He still didn’t say anything about the jewelry and Eskel wasn’t going to bring it up, for fear of reminding Jaskier what he’d done and making him regret it.
On a cool early Autumn evening they were sitting around camp after dinner, Jaskier strumming his lute idly while Eskel organized his potions, when Jaskier suddenly jumped up and rushed to his pack. He came back with something in his hands and knelt next to Eskel.
“Got you something,” he said. Eskel’s eyebrows raised as Jaskier opened his hands and revealed a long gold chain with a buttercup pendant. “You don’t have to wear it if you don’t want to, I know it’s a little more delicate than Witchers typically prefer, but-“
“I’ll wear it.” Eskel pulled what little hair he had along his neck away and dipped his head slightly. He hoped Jaskier would get the message.
He heard a soft chuckle and moments later felt the warmth of Jaskier’s hands ghosting his neck as the bard fastened the chain around him. He raised his head but his eyes were on the chain. The gold brought out warm tones in his skin.
“I- thank you.”
“Thank you for wearing it. If you decide you don’t want...this, you can take it off. I won’t- I’ll understand.”
“What is this exactly?” Eskel asked before his brain could stop him.
“What do you want it to be?”
And there was that intense look in Jaskier’s eyes again, a look that warmed Eskel just as much as it confused him. He knew what it meant when other people gave each other jewelry out of the blue but this was different. Nobody in their right mind courted a Witcher. Well, apart from other Witchers. He thought briefly of Lambert, who had been courted by a Cat, pretending he hated it but getting defensive if anyone so much as suggested he take the jewelry off. They all knew he secretly loved it.
“I want what I can’t have.” Perhaps that was a bit too honest, too vulnerable, but he didn’t care. Jaskier was so close. With their faces mere inches apart at this point he could feel the pull to lean forward, press their lips together, get lost in the softness that was the bard.
Jaskier’s eyes flicked to his lips and back as if he was thinking the same thing. “If you want me, dear, I’m yours.”
“But-“
“No buts. I’m yours.”
“Can I…” His eyes traveled to the bard’s lips again, and his heart softened at the gentle smile he received in response.
“Yes.”
He slowly reached up and took Jaskier’s face between his hands, hesitating as if giving him a chance to change his mind. But Jaskier didn’t; he made the first move, leaning forward and capturing Eskel’s lips in the softest of kisses. It didn’t last long but when they parted Eskel felt light-headed and Jaskier was smiling dreamily at him.
“Um…” Eskel shifted awkwardly and pointed to their bedrolls. “We should…”
“Do that again?” Jaskier said hopefully. His eyes were hungry and Eskel wanted to drown in them, memorize that look forever. This time he moved, and when they kissed again it wasn’t soft - it was fierce and consuming, and definitely something Eskel could get used to.
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A week later they lay in bed, sheets tangled around their sweaty bodies, limbs intertwined. Jaskier was on his back and Eskel was draped half over him, head leaning on his shoulder. He traced Jaskier’s stomach with his fingers and noted how pretty the gold from his rings looked against Jaskier’s skin. Rings, plural, because Jaskier had given him another one earlier that night. It had an inscription in Elder that meant beloved, and Eskel had to bite back uncharacteristic tears when he first saw it.
“Why gold?”
“Hmm?” Jaskier’s voice was soft and still somewhat dazed from their love making.
“You always get me gold jewelry. Why is that?”
A silence stretched out between them. Jaskier reached down and intertwined their fingers. “Because silver is for monsters, right?”
Eskel startled at that, his throat constricting, and he buried his face in Jaskier’s neck so that the man couldn’t see the way his eyes watered. He’d always thought of himself as a monster, much as he wouldn’t admit it to the other Witchers. He thought himself monstrous in a way he would never see his brothers. But here was Jaskier, saying the exact opposite. It felt so wrong and so right at the same time.
“You didn’t have to do that,” he mumbled into Jaskier’s neck.
“I know. But I wanted to.” He placed a kiss on Eskel’s forehead.
Eskel never thought he’d get this, never thought he deserved it. But maybe, just maybe, he did
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This is my first time writing Jaskel so please let me know how I did! Thank you for reading! :D
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gohyuck · 4 years ago
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1/7 of my milestone drabbles!
pairing: streetracer!mark lee x reader
genre: fluff/angst/smut
word count: 2.1k
plot request: @hansolstea​ said: streetracer au + “if you think you can beat me on the tracks, then you’re on the wrong side of the wheel”
warnings: not chronological so pay attention to timestamps, ambiguous relationship between the main characters, mild car accident, explicit sex, choking, ...cumming inside, mild overstimulation, slightly shitty aftercare due to the setting
SATURDAY 1:27 A.M.
“fucking take it.” he growls in your ear from above you, burying your face further into the pillow and readjusting your position so your hips are higher in the air. you let a gasping moan out without meaning to, and mark, almost without thinking, lands a hand against your ass in response, drawing forth a keening wail. “you think you’re all that, huh? think you’re invincible? hm? answer me.” 
“n-no, fuck, mark, i-” he speeds up his hips, pistoning into you at a breakneck pace, almost smothering you into the motel bed’s surprisingly soft pillow. it’s obvious that he doesn’t care about what you say as long as it isn’t the safe word. you already know he’ll leave you bruised and battered, aching from how hard he’s fucking you, but you also know not to expect anything else. 
mark lee is not your friend. mark lee certainly isn’t your lover. mark lee is a cocky, inflammatory bastard who has never hesitated to push your buttons in public. he brings out the worst in you, and you bring out the worst in him. 
unfortunately for everyone involved, mark’s the best fuck you’ve ever had, and you know that he’s never had as good a time sticking his dick in anyone else. 
as he pulls out, causing you to whine at the loss of contact, only to flip you over and immediately plow into you again, hard arms caging you in against the bed, you can’t help but think back to the series of events that led you here. not four hours earlier, you’d been on the ‘track’, jeno’s ford mustang right beside mark’s chevy corvette c6. everything that had happened there had led to what’s happening now. 
“fucking take it,” mark growls again, almost unaware of what he himself is saying at this point. you’d laugh at him if you weren’t drunk off of him. his words bring you back to the present, your back arching until your chest meets his. “someone has to put you in your place.”
FRIDAY 9:55 P.M.
“come to get your ass beat?” 
mark whirls around to see you leaning against your brother’s bright red mustang, a smirk adorning your features. he’s always been reactionary when it comes to you, and tonight is no different: his relaxed gaze hardens immediately as it falls on you, and his otherwise gentle smile morphs into a sneer. still, he attempts to maintain his composure, never wanting the first of you two to break. 
“you’re not even driving tonight, princess. that’s big talk for someone too scared to race against me.”
“not my fault my brother wanted a piece of you first. be grateful - you couldn’t handle going against me.” you respond with ease, pushing yourself off of the car in favor of walking towards the man you can’t stand. his shoulders tense up for a moment, only to ease up again as he rolls them back, shoving both of his hands into his black bomber jacket’s pockets.  you take a split second to appraise him, though you pray he doesn’t realize that you’re checking him out: black bomber, plain white tee, a thin checkered red flannel, ripped black skinny jeans, a dark brown belt, and a black beanie. even you can’t deny how attractive he is, no matter how badly you wish you could.
your eyes have trailed to his chest, and when you snap your head up to look at him, he’s smirking. that bastard. 
“if you think you can beat me on the tracks, then you’re on the wrong side of the wheel,” he shrugs his shoulders, very obviously presenting you with a challenge. “should be inside the car, not outside it… unless you’re afraid, princess. i’d let you off the hook if you were, of course. it would be understandable: nobody wants to lose.”
“call me princess one more fucking time-” you retort, so close to him that you can smell his cologne. 
“princess.” he draws the word out, and that’s the only mark lee you’ve ever known. the pain in your ass. he’s a good friend of jeno’s - hell, your brother even looks up to the man smirking at you right now - and gets along well with everyone you know. you’re the only exception, and you don’t know how to feel about that.
anger. arousal, maybe- no, just anger. it’s just anger, you tell yourself. before you can even sort out your own thoughts, you find yourself turning, yelling out your brother’s name. 
“i’m driving tonight,” you call out, leaving no room for argument. “me versus mark.”
jeno looks at you, then at his friend, and then back at you, mouth falling open as if to argue. as his eyes meet yours, though, he knows: bickering with you is futile. your brother tosses you the keys to his precious car, and when you meet mark’s eyes again, you’re the one smirking this time. 
“good luck,” you sneer, leaning close until you’re as in his face as you possibly could be. “princess.”
FRIDAY 11:39 P.M.
you’ve never seen him look quite this downright pissed. mark is genuinely one of the more easygoing, mild-mannered men you’ve met, only even acting ‘riled up’ whenever someone - typically hyuck or yuta - makes an inflammatory or downright jokingly flirtatious comment at him. it takes a lot for him to feel rage, and even you don’t think you evoke emotions that strong from him. he’s been insanely annoyed with you, yes, but it usually isn’t anything too far past that.
now, though? now mark fuckin’ lee has a steel grip on your left wrist as he tugs you out of the car. it isn’t too bad - the bumper is crooked, now, and one of the sideview mirrors is dangling and both taken together will cost a very unsexy couple of grands to fix without accounting for the paint - but you can hear your brother’s bemoaned wails at what you’ve done to his precious car. you’re surprised at yourself, too: you’ve never crashed before. 
you’d looked over at mark for a split second too long while going just a hair too fast, and then, suddenly, the side of your - jeno’s - car was scraping some corporate compound’s metal fence. you’d panicked to a stop upon hearing the metallic crunching noises, and had only later heard mark’s c6 screeching to a halt up ahead. he’d yelled your name, you’d thought, but you were still dazed.
that, and jeno, who’d been just ahead at the finish line, had already started screaming by then. not for you. for his car. 
“what the hell were you thinking?” mark yells, pulling you just a little too hard, causing you to stumble into his chest. “why didn’t you slow the fuck down?”
“i- shit, i didn’t realize until it was too late.” you can’t even throw the same tone of voice back in his face, too preoccupied with the realization that, had your steering been just a little off, you might be mangled in the mustang right now. 
the race had gotten cut short then, with you apologizing profusely to your brother for as long as possible afterwards. mark had stepped back, watched on as the two of you assessed the damage to jeno’s car. it was only everyone else had left and jeno’d realized that he’d have to drive home with his car in the mess that it was that mark had stepped in between you and your sibling, offering to let you stay with him for the night rather than risk you and your brother killing each other over the mustang (‘nana’, so affectionately named by jeno after his best friend).
“thank fuck,” jeno’d said, eyes practically rolling into the back of his head in exasperation. 
“fuck this,” you’d muttered under your breath, though a part of you truly is thankful for the intervention and the distraction both. mark had heard you. jeno hadn’t. 
you expect to pull up to the apartment mark shares with his friends yuta and jungwoo, but, instead, he pulls into the parking lot of a motel you know well. of course you do - you’ve rendezvoused here with him on multiple accounts before. it’s only then, as mark fixes a hard, dark gaze on you, that you realize what you’re in for. his mouth meets your skin, your hands meet his hair.
“someone,“ he murmurs into the flesh that joins your jaw and neck. “needs to teach you how to slow down. that someone, though,” a fresh hickey blooms against your skin. he pushes open his car door with the hand that isn’t gripping your shirt’s hem. “sure as hell won’t be me.”
SATURDAY 1:29 A.M.
“someone has to put you in your place.”
mark reaches up your body then, curls a hand gingerly - almost too gingerly - around your throat. he presses lightly against the sides, only enough to make you feel slightly lightheaded. he’s looking down at you directly, gaze hard, daring you to look back. you’re close but it isn’t enough - you’re on an edge, but there’s nothing else behind you, no catalyst to push you into bliss. 
his hand tightens, the other comes down to your pelvis, thumb swiping experimentally against your clit. you can’t help yourself - you tighten immediately around him, back arching slightly as both of you let out choked moans simultaneously. he swipes against your clit one more time before settling his hand against your hip, starting to rub circles into your bundle of nerves if only to feel your vice grip around his cock. you practically keen, gasping at the sheer amount of sensations your body feels. 
you’re on the edge. you’re about to fall. mark’s hips stutter against your own, and he plays with your clit even more vigorously as he cums, not bothering to pull out. he never does, anyways. the hand around your neck tightens just a bit before he lets go of your airways entirely, and the sensation of finally being able to breathe properly again does you in, your chest fully arching almost against mark’s own as you reach your own orgasm. 
it feels like an eternity until the stars are all out of your eyes, but you find yourself falling back to earth as mark finally pulls out. you’re panting, catching your breath, eyes glassy as you try and fix your gaze on him. he notices this, chuckling softly. 
mark heads to the room’s bathroom, and you hear running water for a second before he emerges with wadded up toilet paper and a wet towel. you wince, knowing he’ll use the one-ply toilet paper on you first, but also knowing that neither of you are shitty enough to leave a cum-covered hotel towel behind for the staff to find. he wipes up the mixture of yours and his cum up from between your sensitive thighs, quieting shushing you and apologizing as the scratchy toilet paper meets your still-sensitive pussy. once he’s sure it’s all cleaned up, he wipes you down with the wet towel, doing his best to soothe your skin. 
once he’s discarded the toilet paper and put the towel up, mark pulls on his boxers before gently pushing you over to get into the bed beside you. everything smells like sex, but you can’t bring yourself to be as disgusted by it as you think you should be. you move onto your side, wrapping an arm around him and throwing a leg over him, ignoring the fact that he’s like a space heater and you already feel sticky as it is. he allows his arm to wrap around your waist, pulling you even closer. 
“i’m serious, you know,” he mutters after a while, sighing as he speaks. “you need to learn how to slow down. that could’ve ended very, very badly tonight… and as much as we… have our ‘differences’ or whatever, i don’t know what i’d do without you. okay? so pay more attention when you’re driving. you’re too valuable.”
there’s no response. mark shifts so he can see you, and he realizes that you’re fast asleep, bare chest rising and falling in tandem with mark’s heartbeat. you haven’t heard a word of what he’s said. a small smile graces mark’s features. 
he lets his head fall back onto the too-flat motel pillow, finding that he, too, is suddenly very tired. his eyes slip shut, sleep pulling him in as the night goes on. he pulls you closer on reflex. you allow yourself to get pulled closer in the same way. in the morning, you’ll ask him what he means by ‘you’re too valuable’. you’ve got at least six hours ‘til then. you fall asleep with a smile on your face, mirroring mark’s own.
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glimmerglanger · 4 years ago
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maybe not the most inspiring of prompts, but for a potential spicy sunday, could we see some codywan with Obi-Wan’s manhandling kink in full force? I know you’ve mentioned it a few times but I’d love to see Cody pick him up and hold/pull/twist/carry Obi-Wan around in all kinds of ways without breaking a sweat 🥵
!!!!!!!!!!! I am so very, very weak for Obi-Wan’s manhandling kink. ALSO this decided to be about a lot of FEELINGS in addition to the spicy.
Have some post-war (everyone lives, nobody dies) Codywan fic this fine Tuesday morning. NOT SAFE FOR WIZARDS. Very Spicy. Happy domestic times. Soft and sweet, for all the spicy.
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Obi-Wan knew he was heavier than he looked. Years of training - of war - had turned him mostly to muscle and bone. Which made it something of a surprise, the first time Cody bodily hauled him along in the middle of a fight, without any apparent signs of difficulty.
Obi-Wan had gone down hard when a shell detonated only a few feet away; he’d been more worried about deflecting the force of the blast away from his men than remaining on his feet. He’d been prepared to scramble up when Cody just grabbed him - hands gripping tight at his arms - and yanked him back to his feet, dragging him along until Obi-Wan’s legs started working again.
And that was...interesting, he registered through the dizzy haze in his head.
But there hadn’t been time to consider it more than that. And he didn’t allow himself to consider it, later, after the campaign, when he was back in his quarters on the Negotiator. That would have been...inappropriate.
He didn’t allow himself to think about it, even though it kept happening. As the war progressed, Cody developed a habit of shoving or pulling him out of the way of a hazard, as though that were - somehow - simpler than just yelling at him to move. 
It grew more difficult to ignore after Ventress threw Obi-Wan off of a building and Cody - somehow - caught him on the way down, yanking him out of a freefall with little more than a grunt and setting him down again.
But ignore it and set it aside Obi-Wan did, focusing on keeping his voice steady and his heart from racing inappropriately, clear through his defeat of Grievous, through receiving word from Coruscant that Anakin had discovered that Palpatine was a Sith lord, and fought him, and--
And the end of the war.
And it was a surprise - a delightful one, to be sure - when Cody showed up at Obi-Wan’s quarters in the Temple, one evening, after the Senate declared the war over and said, “General, Obi-Wan--I wanted to--”
Cody kissed him soft instead of finishing the thought. Unsure, that first time. Obi-Wan wasn’t sure that Cody had ever kissed anyone before and eased into it. They went slowly. They had no reason to go quickly, and, afterwards, Cody asked, “Should I...go?”
And Obi-Wan tugged him back to the bed and said, “You should stay.”
They fell asleep like that, woke up like that, and Obi-Wan expected, when they woke, that perhaps Cody would pull him closer and--
And Cody pressed close, indeed, after he woke up. But he was ever so careful with each movement. He handled Obi-Wan as though his bones were wrought of spun glass, as though the thought of leaving a bruise or a mark was not even to be considered.
Obi-Wan felt his warm joy, his pleasure, his contentment, and so he ignored any of the itching little desires that had lived in his head for years, by then. He, too, felt overfull of joy, leaning closer and kissing Cody’s mouth, taking him apart and putting him together again.
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Perhaps they would have gone on like that indefinitely, if Obi-Wan never took an injury while handling a simple mission on Ryloth. He was still hurt by the time he made it back to the Temple, aching all down his left side, even after the healers looked him over and released him.
Cody was waiting for him, outside the door to the healer’s wing, a frown on his face. He said, “I let you go on one mission alone, and look what happens,” tone full of worry and chiding concern.
Obi-Wan gave him a smile and said, “Oh, it’s nothing, really.” 
Cody flashed him a disbelieving look and dragged one of Obi-Wan’s arms over his shoulders - soft and strong and warm - turning him towards their quarters without another word about it, and Obi-Wan’s gut kicked over, hard.
He felt like he was buzzing in his bones by the time they made it back to their rooms. Part of it had to be the pain-killers the healers had given him. It didn’t help that he missed Cody terribly. They’d been apart for the better part of two weeks.
Obi-Wan had gotten used to waking up beside him, going to bed curled against him.
It made his breath catch when Cody tugged him through the door and said, “Come on, let’s get you cleaned off,” and just headed for the fresher. 
Obi-Wan had been perfectly willing to pass out in his current condition. But he said nothing in complaint when Cody brought him into the fresher and then leaned him against a wall, reaching for his belts with a determined look on his face.
“You’re quiet,” Cody said, after a beat, shoving Obi-Wan’s outer tunic down, dark eyes glancing up, some worry reflecting in them.
Obi-Wan shrugged, shivering when Cody’s hands skimmed over his skin, over bruises and aches. He said, half out of his head, “Just thinking I need to get banged around more often.”
Cody went still, hands on Obi-Wan’s belt, expression freezing into place. He said, confusion making his voice gruffer, “What -- why?” 
Obi-Wan hummed. He was beginning to think that, perhaps, the healers had missed a concussion. It happened, sometimes. He felt as though he were floating and had definitely lost some measure of control over keeping his thoughts from spilling out of his mouth. “So you drag me around,” he said, breezy, and Cody just--stared at him, before something darkened in his eyes.
Cody looked to the side after a beat, hands still so close to Obi-Wan’s cock. Obi-Wan wished he could enjoy that state of affairs properly, but he didn’t think he’d be able to get hard. Not with the way his head felt. Cody cleared his throat, while Obi-Wan was thinking about things they could do even if he weren’t hard, and said, “You want to be dragged around, Obi-Wan?”
“Mm,” Obi-Wan said, leaning against the wall and feeling content to stay there as long as Cody desired. “Yes. But don’t worry. You don’t have to.”
Cody sucked in a little breath, held it, and then swore quietly before shaking himself. “You need to get to sleep,” he said, and started moving again, dragging down Obi-Wan’s slacks and turning on the fresher.
Obi-Wan groaned softly when Cody tugged him into the fresher. He let Obi-Wan lean against him as the hot water came down, as he rinsed off Obi-Wan’s skin, and, eventually, dried him off. And, somehow, they ended up curled up on their bed. Obi-Wan was starting to fade out, losing track of time, but that was alright.
Cody was there to keep track of it, for him. He could just...ease down into sleep. 
He was almost there when Cody asked, soft against his shoulder, “Why?”
“Why what, darling?” Obi-Wan asked, so drowsy the words blended together, nearly a slur.
“Why do you want dragged around?”
Obi-Wan hummed, pushing back a little against Cody’s warm, welcoming form. He almost shrugged but lacked the energy for it. “Just like it,” he said, yawning so wide that his jaw popped and then closing his eyes. “The way you do it.” And he didn’t know if Cody asked any further questions, because he fell asleep.
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By morning, Obi-Wan vaguely remembered that Cody had insisted he take a shower and that they had spoken about….something. The details were a smeared blur, but he was used to that sensation. There were entire days he barely recalled, his memories all faded away from injury or exhaustion.
He noted it when Cody pulled him close to kiss him, before they left their quarters. It put a shiver down his back, but they had things to do, and so he set that aside. Cody watched him, though, gaze searching Obi-Wan’s expression before they stepped from the room.
And, later, when they were finally finished and able to snag some time to themselves, Cody tugged him through the door to their quarters, kissing him, hands everywhere. Obi-Wan groaned, pleasure jolting down into his gut, falling into the embrace.
And he groaned, unintentionally loud, when Cody pushed him a step back and then another, until his shoulders hit the wall. Cody made a thick sound in response, pulling his clothes off, and sliding down.
Obi-Wan swore, already hard by the time Cody tugged down his pants and stroked a touch over his cock. He bit his bottom lip, staring down, and then made a strange, ragged sound when Cody purposefully licked across his cock and slid his hands out to Obi-Wan’s hips, pressing him hard against the wall, staring up the entire time.
Obi-Wan shifted, as best he could, and gasped when Cody just tightened his grip, holding him just so. He could have used the Force to pry Cody off, if he wanted. But, fuck, he didn’t want. He wanted to just - just be held tight, to squirm fruitlessly while Cody bobbed his head and sucked and rolled his tongue and--
And swallowed, when he brought Obi-Wan over the edge.
Obi-Wan clenched fingers into his hair, breathing hard, groaning when Cody slid his mouth off slowly. “Like that?” Cody asked, and Obi-Wan jerked out a nod, pleasure still throbbing within him, feeling Cody’s desire still pulsing in the Force.
“Good,” Cody said, and shifted, and Obi-Wan made a startled sound when Cody put a shoulder against his hips, wrapped an arm around his legs, and just stood, hefting Obi-Wan over a shoulder as though he weighed nothing.
Obi-Wan gasped, “What?” because it was so - so unnecessary. Their bed was hardly a dozen steps away. Muscle shifted under him as Cody crossed the floor, one of his hands closed on the back of Obi-Wan’s thigh, before they stepped through the bedroom door and--
And Cody dumped him down onto the mattress, so hard he bounced, gut getting tight again despite the fact that he’d just come, because, Force--
He started to reach for Cody, wanting him closer, immediately. Cody’s eyes were so dark. He was radiating lust through the Force, so thick that it made Obi-Wan shiver. He brushed a hand over Cody’s side, and then Cody was leaning over him, grabbing his shoulder and yanking and--
And rasping, “This what you want?” as he pulled Obi-Wan over onto his stomach and crawled onto the bed, pressing down over him, solid and warm and steadying, sliding his hand down Obi-Wan’s body to grip his thigh, pulling his leg to one side.
Cody settled closer against him, and Obi-Wan gasped back, “It’s very nice,” unthinking.
He had no idea what had brought any of this on, but that was a puzzle to solve at a later date. Sometime when Cody wasn’t humming and shifting, grabbing Obi-Wan’s hips and pulling them up, just moving him where - where Cody wanted him to be, his voice thick when he said, “Oh, I think we’ve got to do better than ‘very nice.’” He heard the click of a bottle opening and shivered down his back, his cock twitching already, Force-- 
“Cody--” Obi-Wan strangled off when Cody brushed slick fingers over him - once - and then pressed the tips of two fingers inside of him. He jolted, groaning, and Cody tightened his other hand on Obi-Wan’s hip, gripping hard and sure.
“Fuck,” Cody panted out, working his fingers in and out, going a little deeper each time, spreading them inside, stretching-- “Fuck, do you know how long I’ve wanted to - to hold you just like this? To just--” He twisted his fingers, pulled them out, came back with a third--
“How--” Obi-Wan gasped, looking for enough air to speak, feeling -- dizzy and good and -- “How long--?”
“You were--” Cody broke off, swearing, fucking his fingers in only once, perhaps twice, before dragging them out, his hand making a slick, wet sound when he stroked himself. Obi-Wan made a ragged sound in anticipation, trying to shift his hips to be more encouraging, and Cody tightened his grip again, panting out, “You were--on the bridge of the Negotiator. Bent over. Some star chart. And I wanted to - to push you forward--”
“Cody,” Obi-Wan panted out, wondering, fleetingly, exactly how long ago that had been, it could have been at any point during the war. It could have been the first time they met, that had been on the bridge of the Negotiator, but surely--
“And hold you, just like this,” Cody went on, leaning forward, the head of his cock pressed slick against Obi-Wan’s body, and-- “Get my cock in you,” he panted, rocking forward, Obi-Wan just stretched enough that it didn’t hurt but, oh, fuck, it ached. He felt it, each inch driving into him. “Just like this,” Cody panted, bottoming out, as Obi-Wan’s cock twitched against his stomach, hard so fast against it almost hurt.
“You want -- want me to fuck you like this?” Cody asked, apparently deciding to wait for an answer, buried so deep, holding Obi-Wan just so, letting him feel how full he was, how-- “However I want?”
“Yes,” Obi-Wan gasped out, trying to shift forward enough to fuck back on Cody’s cock, and Cody grunted, putting his other hand on Obi-Wan’s shoulder, pressing down, holding him, and--
And Cody didn’t make him wait, after that, fucking into him hard and deep, breath punching out across Obi-Wan’s back and shoulders. Holding him just so, just how Cody wanted, and Obi-Wan was stuttering out nonsense words by the time Cody finally lost his rhythm and swore.
Obi-Wan expected Cody to fuck him harder, to shove him down, to come like that.
Instead, Cody leaned over him, curled an arm around his chest, and - with a grunt - rocked back onto his heels, dragging Obi-Wan along and--
And it drove his cock in deep. Obi-Wan felt speared open, crying out dazedly, Cody’s arm a band around his chest, Cody’s other hand sliding down his stomach, fingers curling around his aching cock, Cody grinding out against his ear, “Give it up for me, then, come on.”
Obi-Wan yelled something - it might have been Cody’s name - when he came, head dropping back on Cody’s shoulder, feeling his body squeeze around Cody’s cock and shivering when that was what brought Cody off, feeling the hot spill of him and hearing the noise he made as they sagged there together in the middle of the sheets.
“Force,” Obi-Wan rasped out, eventually, boneless in Cody’s hold. Cody made a thick sound against his shoulder and nodded, shifting so they collapsed sideways onto the mattress, just holding one another as their heart rates slowed down.
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insufferablelust · 4 years ago
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uhm hi can i request a spencer blurb where morgan flirts with the reader and makes spencer jealous and can it be smutty please?? thank you!! 💙💙
Hi lovely! thank you so much for requesting! i hope i delivered what you imagined, and happy reading❤️ as always excuse the grammatical errors❤️
Warnings : OKAY THIS IS VERY SMUTTY SO PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!! jealous!dom!spencer, innocent!reader, messy smut description because its my first one so please be gentle with me :), hints of degradation, and car sex! enjoy!!
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If looks could kill, Derek Morgan would already be in heaven right now. Spencer really tried to keep his calm, but there’s something about the way you laughed at whatever flirty remarks Morgan sent your way is enough to drove the boy wonder mad, seething even.
Everyone on the team already knows how you guys are a thing by now, you both tried to keep it a secret of course but seeing how in love and smitten you are towards one another, it’s not hard to see the signs, before you even knew it, you both were summoned to Hotch’s office and given the “Don’t let this distract your focus especially on the field and strictly no PDA” talk, yet you didn’t missed the small smile that was threatening to appear in his face, both of you relieved that you are allowed to still have the relationship despite having to be discreet about it.
Now Morgan, morgan should’ve known that his pretty boy doesn’t like when someone touches what’s his, especially (Y/n), his most precious and way too obliviously innocent girlfriend. So when he decided to blatantly ‘flirt’ with you in the bullpen, to anyone it’ll only look like the usual Derek Morgan stuff, like how he is with garcia but Spencer isn’t no one, it’s not a surprise to see the way Spencer gripped his coffee mug as he stared at the way Derek leaned on your desk, saying things along the lines of “Oh you don’t wanna know, mama” as Spencer about to text his incredibly cute girlfriend, Emily rushed to his side and tap his shoulder,
“Hey, Reid have you finished the research i asked you few days ago?” her eyes glances at Morgan and (y/n) signaling that she knows what’s up. “oh! um yes i have, why? you need it now?” he groggily asked, while still throwing glances at (y/n)’s way and bit his lip at the sight of her laughing— god even though he’s mad, he can’t even resist that you look so delicately pretty.
“no, no i just need you to review something for me, lean over” Prentiss half-whispered the last part, before spencer leaning over and listen closely “Don’t just text her smitten tiger, go over there and rescue her— now see reid, that was exactly what i’ve been thinking!” He almost burst out laughing at the way she half-shout the last part as if to convince everyone. Spencer then nodded before walking over to where (Y/n)’s desk is at, with his hand tucked away in his pants pocket.
“Oh! Spence! Derek was just telling me about that one time he had released your number to the press” Hearing your giggle might just be the only thing that’s saving Morgan’s ass from his beating right about now (well.. also that he won’t ever hurt Derek but thats besides the point). Spencer throws a sharp dagger looking glance at Morgan’s way as he tuck a strand of hair behind your ears, “Mhm, and does he tell you that i beat him by hacking into his phone” Your eyes widen as you laugh loudly and genuinely, gripping spencer’s wrist, “You guys are such children..”
at that Derek smiles and throw his palms up as a sign of defeat “alright pretty boy, she’s all yours” that left your eyebrows furrowed, “what’s that all about?” she stood up, bringing his palms up to her lips to press a soft kiss on top of it, waiting for his response. “Morgan said to me yesterday that he has the same effect on every female he encountered, so i said ‘not (Y/n)’— hey don’t blush you’re making me want to bend you over this desk right now” Spencer whispered the last bit on your ear, which has you clenching your thighs together and draws in a sharp breath, looking around the bullpen “While we can conclude how your demeanor changed when its me that‘a making you laugh, how genuine and loud it is, i still don’t favor the way you were with him.”
“Spence, you’re jealous?” Y/n’s eyes widened, as she stepped closer to limit any space between the both of you. An act that makes it possible to feel each other’s heat, your lips almost brushed against one another before spencer grip your wrist tightly and dragged you to his car in such a hurry.
Your breath hitched as you straddled his hips, arms clutching onto his hair tightly and lips pressing against each other in a desperate needy way. His hands were all over you as he gripped your waist to gently guide you grind your pulsing warm clothed center on his bulge, resulting a groan from his throat and you whimpering with need.
“S-spence, we’re in a car and lunch break is—“ you were cut off with a lewd moan, as you feel his thumb skillfully rub your clit over the damp panties. “You drove me crazy, you’re mine and i will make sure you know that before anything else” He grunts in your ear as you desperately grind against his thumb, earning a mocking chuckle from him,
“Oh baby, so desperate aren’t you? sweetheart, i’m barely touching you and you’re already this needy for me?” He leaned back against the seat as he watched you crumble on top of him, heads thrown back, and body positively shivering. “You’re damn right when you said i’m jealous (y/n), you’re mine and mine only, say it.” His demands has always been your favorite, the way his hands gripped your waist will surely leave marks that you’ll adore, and the way he peppered kisses all over your collarbones suggests that he wants nothing more than to mark you up— show everyone you’re his.
“ah oh! i’m y-yours spence, just yours!” You managed to blurted out through your whines, which sent Spencer to a lust filled frenzy. He unbuckled his belt with ease before unzipping his pants and take his cock out— stroking it gently to tease you, “that’s right baby, so now why don’t you prove to me that you’re mine yeah? place your hand on your back, and ride me pretty girl”
you bit your lip at his response before leaning to the side to take your panties off, giving it to him, it’s really the game you two likes to play, he dominates you, and you obey everything he said, you’re his as much as he’s yours. And you know that you can definitely said your safeword and he won’t push you further. You trust him, and he’s there to protect you, the thoughts of that fueled you even more as you straddle him and put your hands behind your back, crossing them with your palm on your elbows.
“C-can you help me?” your voice wavering as you silently beg him to help you line his cock against your wet opening, your eyes glassy, and your cheeks flushed. Spencer swore he could cum just by looking at you, he guides you by your hips and align you both, before you sink down on him slowly- making you moan way too loud, you were borderline screaming “oh! you’re so deep!” you mumbled out as you feel him stretching your warm walls, and pressing onto your stomach. You watched his eyes fluttered shut as he composed his breathing before gripping your waist to help you bounce gently at first.
“That’s it baby, ride me, show me you’re mine” he whispered on your ears, trailing soft kisses down your jaw to your neck and exposed collarbones, “gonna mark you up, so that everyone can see that you’re mine” he groaned as he feels your walls tightening around him, “yeah you would like that wouldn’t you? needy little thing” the way he said that throws you puts you to the edge as you screamed, before he shoved your panties inside your mouth and quickly grind his hips up to you, finally fucking you in a brutal claiming pace.
“shh, as much as i -fuck i love hearing you, we have to be quiet -oh baby you’re so tight” he placed one of his hand on your throat as he keeps on the same pace, feeling his cock nudge a particular spot that has you screaming behind the panties “nobody gets to see you this way but me.” His breathing becomes labored as he quicken his pace, using every limited space you two have in the car and sending you to pleasurable oblivion.
“you’re gonna cum baby? for me? i can feel you clenching around me” He half groaned half whispered, pulling your panties out of your mouth to hear you hoarsely cried out for him “Yes! yes Dr. Reid! please l-let me cum!” you feel his fingers gripped onto your neck tighter as he fuck you with such a claiming pace, going feral. “Oh you naughty little minx, cum for me, go on baby, show me that i’m the only one who can make you feel this good” he breathlessly grunt as he can feel your cunt tightening around him, that resulted in both of you coming with silent screams and shaking limbs.
“I love you, i swear t-to all the books i’ve read” His high pitched voice cracks you up as you both tried to control your breathing, Spencer is holding you close to him, as he pulled himself out and grab for some wipes to clean you both. “i love you too Dr. Reid” you cheekily whispered on his ear, earning a grunt from him and a grip to your jaw “Everyone is probably wondering where we are, so if you don’t want to show up looking like a slut i suggest you keep your pretty mouth shut and behave until i show you just how much you’re mine when we get back later, understand baby?”
“Yes, Dr.Reid”
Oh you will definitely be the one who flirts next time.
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downondilaudid · 5 years ago
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Secret Sex Buddy
This is a part two to Anatomy lesson, I’m honestly not really sure how to feel about this one. But, I hope yall like it <3
Requested: Yes
Prompts: None
Word Count: 5.1K
Warnings: Smut, smut, and more smut
“If I thought this would never happen again I would die. But this is wrong, nobody dies from lack of sex. It's lack of love we die from.” ― Margaret Atwood
Monday had rolled around quicker than you had liked. Spencer was right, the bruises on your neck looked like you had been strangled. This is why you sat at your desk, across from Spencer, clad in a beige turtleneck and a tight black pencil skirt. You had to admit, the skirt made your ass look amazing, but your goal today was not to seduce Spencer, but rather, get some paperwork done. Not only had Spencer covered you in bruises, you were horribly sore, and you had spent the majority of the weekend best friends with a pack of frozen peas.
So far, things between you and Spencer had been strange, his responses to you were quipped and his eyes wouldn’t meet yours. Did he regret it? Was it a mistake? Maybe you just needed to break the ice. 
You stood from your desk, running your hands down your thighs to straighten your skirt. “Hey, Spence, I’m getting coffee, you want some?” 
He looked up at you, eyes meeting yours briefly before darting back down to a stack of paperwork. His tongue flicked out of his mouth, licking his pink lips in thought. “Y-yeah, thanks.” He gave you a curt nod.
Now that was definitely strange. You turned making your way over to the coffee maker, JJ stood in front of it, making her morning coffee. “Hey” you greeted, grabbing two paper cups, and quite a few packets of sugar. 
“Hey” she smiled at you, grabbing her warm cup of coffee off the Keurig. “What's up with Spencer,  he’s been eerily quiet today. I swear I haven’t heard him state one random fact.”
You laughed awkwardly, of course everyone would notice Spencer’s odd behavior, you’re profilers after all. “I don’t know. I’m sure he’s fine, I’ll try and talk to him about it.” 
“Alright” JJ stated, a sympathetic smile on her face, “I just wanted to make sure something didn’t happen between the two of you.” 
Actually, Spencer fucked me into oblivion, and now he’s not talking to me. Yep, definitely couldn’t say that sentence out loud. “Thanks, JJ.”
She smiled, stepping around you to walk back to her desk. You began working the Keurig like second nature, Spencer was a big coffee connoisseur, and the same could be said for you. The two of you ran off of coffee. 
You poured a packet of sugar into your coffee before pouring a few packets into Spencer’s, it was no secret the boy was a sweetheart, and you loved to joke it was due to all the sugar he consumed. You grabbed the warm cups, walking carefully back to your desk, “ I charge five dollars per coffee.” You joked, placing Spencer’s cup onto the edge of his desk. 
Spencer’s face broke into a boyish grin, he grabbed the cup, moving it to the other side of his desk to avoid a spill. “Actually, could you help me come look for some files? I’m pretty sure we had a case like this when the BAU first started.” 
You glanced at the stack of paperwork on your desk, deciding to put it off for a little longer, “yeah, sure.”  Okay, so maybe he didn’t regret it.
He stood first heading to the elevator, you trailed after him, his long legs bounding across the room. When you both stepped into the elevator Spencer’s long finger pressed the button for the bottom floor. Images of him on his knees, his fingers buried knuckle deep in you, and his perfect mouth wrapped around your clit flooded your mind. Apparently Spencer was thinking the same thing, because as soon as the elevator doors shut he had you up against the wall, his hands digging into your bruised hips. His lips captured yours, swallowing a low moan that tumbled out of your mouth. 
The elevator door dinged open, and the two of you scrambled apart. Without a word, Spencer grabbed your hand, practically dragging you out of the elevator and down the hall. You two definitely looked suspicious, and if anyone were to see Spencer dragging you to the file room they would definitely know what's up. 
Spencer yanked open the door, quickly pulling  you in and slamming the door shut behind you. “So, you weren’t avoiding me earlier?” You concluded, the puzzle pieces falling together. 
Spencer groaned, his voice raising an octave, “no, I was sitting there with an erection the size of the Eiffel tower because of that stupid skirt you’re wearing.” 
You laughed aloud, quickly slapping your hand over your mouth to cover your fit of giggles. When you regained your composure, Spencer was glaring at you, his arms crossed haughtily over his chest. You rolled your eyes, “well my goal wasn’t to turn you on, but honestly, I’m not complaining.” 
Spencer practically growled, his hands finding your arms to slam your back into the wall, “shit!” You yelled, gasping for breath as the air was knocked from your body. 
“Mhm, I think you need a punishment,” Spencer said, one of his hands lacing in your hair to tug your head back harshly. A loud moan escaped your mouth, quickly silenced by one of Spencer’s large hands covering  your mouth. “You’ll have to be quiet, or do you want people to hear us?” He leaned in closer, so his lips were placed right next to your ear, his warm breath fanning over you. “Or is that what you want, you want them to come down here and see me fucking you like a whore?” Your eyes fluttered shut at his words, and your legs rubbed together to relieve some tension. 
“Get on your knees” Spencer commanded, and instead of waiting for you to comply, he pulled you off the wall, roughly shoving down on your shoulders. With a sharp yelp you collapsed on your knees, the hand in your hair yanked your head up to look at him. “You’re going to suck my cock, and apologize.” 
Your mind was on autopilot, and like you were made for him, you responded, “yes sir,” nodding your head the best you could. 
Spencer smirked, “Fuck, you’re so perfect.” You smiled at his praise, your teeth lightly catching on your bottom lip. You leaned forward slightly, your hands fumbling to unzip his slacks, and pull out his hard cock. You drooled at the sight, loving how easily your body submitted to Spencer’s will. 
You wrapped one of your hands around his cock, giving it a few pumps and stopping to wipe his pre-cum around the tip. Spencer groaned lightly, the hand in your hair releasing its grip to stroke the side of your face lovingly. You giggled, taking the head of his cock into your mouth, sucking lightly. “Don’t tease, sweetheart.” 
Despite his words, you continued to suck leisurely on his head, slowly beginning to take in more of him. You drawled back, your lips popping off him, “you like it when I suck your cock?” 
His hand moved back to your hair, gripping it harshly, tugging your head back for the millionth time. “I said, don’t tease.” 
You smiled giddily, spit running down your chin, “I wasn’t teasing, you didn’t even let me get started.” 
Spencer groaned, his head falling back slightly, “get up, face the wall.” His voice was low and commanding, and you could feel the arousal dripping down your thighs. 
“Alright, but you’re missing out,” you said playfully. You stood up, your joints cracking from the awkward position you were in. 
Without missing a beat, Spencer grabbed your arm, using it as leverage to turn you around, and once again, slammed you into the wall. You squirmed in his grip, the side of your face squished against the wall.    
Spencer whispered in your ear, “you’re rather mouthy today.” His unoccupied hand trailed down your side, stopping at the hem of your skirt, his fingers curling around it. “Let's see how mouthy you are when my cock is buried in your tight cunt.” He ripped your skirt up, bunching it around your hips. 
Your mouth fell open, a moan caught in your throat. You could only imagine how you looked right now, eyes closed, drool dripping down your chin, and hair absolutely wild. Spencer hooked a finger in your panties, ripping them down your legs, and you shivered as the cool air hit your wet pussy.
Spencer’s fingers ran up your folds, spreading your arousal, he lined his cock up with your cunt, and in a single thrust he was pounding into you. Your eyes crossed immediately, letting out a shriek at the sensation of his cock plummeting in and out of you. “Fuck, Spencer!” 
Spencer chuckled darkly in your ear, and one of his hands came up to cover your mouth. “You’re going to get us caught, sweetheart.” He growled through clenched teeth. He leaned in, putting pressure on his hand pinning your arm against your back, your back arched, and your breasts rubbed uncomfortably against the wall with every thrust.
Muffled moans left your mouth, your knees threatening to buckle under you. Spencer’s hand released your arm, moving to your hip to help pull you back onto his cock. You whimpered as Spencer’s cock brushed repeatedly against your g-spot, and he moaned lowly in your ear. “You feel so good, baby.” 
You bit down on your lip, and a metallic taste filled your mouth. Your throat strained to contain your moans and whimpers, and your nails raked down the wall, your hands searching for something to hold on to. Spencer’s hand on your mouth moved down to your hip before he gritted out “be a good girl, and keep your mouth shut.” 
You responded with a slight whimper, as his cock hit even deeper in you, one of your hands dropped from the wall, reaching down to rub your clit. “That’s it, cum for me” Spencer moaned, stilling inside you, his cock twitching as his warm cum filled your cunt. Your other hand reached back as your orgasm hit, grabbing onto his wrist for support as your eyes rolled into the back of your head, your body jerking as wave after wave of pleasure coursed through you. 
Spencer let out strings of curses, and buried his head into your neck, both of you breathing deeply. “Such a pretty girl” he muttered, while one of his hands ran through your hair, breaking the tangles. 
You could already feel the cum dripping down your leg, if Spencer kept this up, it was going to be a long week. 
Friday came slower than you would have liked, but it came, just like a lot of things recently. The week hadn’t been extremely hard, just loads of paperwork. Luckily, Spencer hadn’t decided to drag you away and fuck you anymore, so you were able to focus on your paperwork. 
The air between you and Spencer had been different, a good kind of different, less professional, and more playful. You were sure the team noticed, but you hoped they passed it off as the two of you strengthening your friendship with a Doctor Who marathon, not a quickie in the file room.
The team had decided to go out and “celebrate another week alive.” As Penelope had called it, dragging all of you, minus Hotch and Rossi, to a new nightclub. Which you were pretty sure was called The Sparkling Rice? Or something like that, you weren’t really listening, too focused on how good Spencer looked tonight. Of course, he always looked good, but during the week he had gotten one of his infamous hair cuts, this time much shorter than usual, but, damn, he pulled it off. All you could think of is how good his hair felt every time you ran your hands through it. 
You sat in the booth, a half-empty gin and tonic sitting in front of you. You giggled as you watched Penelope and Morgan grind against each other on the dance floor, Penelope waved at you, mouthing the lyrics to a raunchy song you didn’t know. You blew her a kiss, laughing as she jokingly caught it and pressed it to her lips. 
The seat next to you dipped, and you turned your head to see Spencer had sat beside you, a glass of water in his hand. You laughed again, “water, really?”
Spencer set his glass down, after bringing it to his perfect lips for a sip, “ Around 88,000 people die annually in alcohol-related deaths, it’s the third leading cause of death in America, behind tobacco and poor diet or physical inactivity. In  2018 52,499 male liver disease deaths occurred, and 50.4% involved alcohol. Not only that, but alcohol increases the risk of cancers of the esophagus, pharynx, larynx, liver, breast, and mouth. Now are you sure you want to finish that?” Spencer rambled, pointing to your gin and tonic.
Your jaw fell open, how on earth could Spencer make something so morbid sound so sexy? Maybe it was his intelligence, you had always been a sucker for a man who could do math quicker than you blink. You breathed out a breathy sigh, “how on earth can you sound so hot when you say stuff like that?”
Spencer laughed at your words, one of his large hands resting on your bare upper thigh casually. “You know, I really like this dress on you.” He said, turning around to make sure none of the team was looking. He leaned into you, his hand beginning to creep up your thigh, “but it would look much better on the floor.” 
You had worn this little red number specifically to get a reaction out of Spencer, it definitely wasn’t something you would normally wear out. But, you were pretty glad you did when his fingers brushed the hem of your panties. “Spence, we’re in public.” 
He seemed to be in a particularly dominating mood tonight, as the hand on your thigh gripped your soft flesh harshly, and you bit your lip, doing your best to stifle a whimper. “That’s not my name, love.” 
You grabbed his wrist when he moved your panties to the side, as much as you were enjoying it, you couldn’t do this,  you were in public. “Spencer, we can’t, the team could see.” 
“Oh, so you’re not worried about anyone else seeing, just the team?” He questioned, his fingers dancing across your folds. You squirmed in his grasp, continuously looking over his shoulder to make sure the team couldn’t see what was going on under the table. 
You sighed, throwing on your best puppy dog face, “please, daddy? We can just wait until we leave.” 
He laughed, placing a quick peck to your jaw, “ as amazing as that sounds, I really want to watch you cum right here.” 
A gasp left your mouth as one of his long fingers slid into your cunt, your eyes fluttering shut as his finger began to pump in and out. “S-Spence, please.” At this point you didn’t know if you were begging for him to stop or continue.
“You’re so pretty when you beg.” His thumb rubbed circles around your clit, and your eyes snapped open, suddenly remembering you were in public. You looked out to the dance floor, a sigh of relief leaving you at the sight of a tipsy Penelope and Morgan still dancing, and Emily, now joining them, grinding against a woman you didn’t recognize. 
Spencer shoved a second finger in your cunt, “look at daddy, baby. Or else I might not let you cum.” His fingers sped up, and your hips rocked lightly into them, one of your hands gripped his thigh and the other clawed at the leather of the booth. 
Your hooded eyes focused on his, if he wasn’t going to stop you would just cum and get this over with quicker. “There you go, sweetheart.” His fingers sped up, and he crooked them slightly to rub deliciously against your g-spot. You bit down onto one of your hands, attempting to muffle any noises that escaped as your thighs shook around his hand. Your head fell back, hitting the back of the booth, and your eyes rolled into the back of your head. 
Spencer placed another kiss on your jaw, this time slightly longer, “you’re so beautiful” he pulled back slightly, only to place another kiss just below your jaw, “so perfect for me.” 
His soothing words seemed to bring you down from your high, only squirming when he pulled his fingers out of your cunt, he brought them to his mouth, slowly cleaning them off. You gulped lightly, pushing off your hands to scoot away from him. “They’re going to see.” 
Spencer’s hand reached out, landing on your thigh comfortingly, “it’ll be fine.” He paused for a moment, heeding your words, turning around to make sure no one was looking. He turned back to you, grabbing your chin to pull you in for a slow kiss. “You ready to get out of here?” 
You laughed, pulling your dress a bit further down your thighs, “if I can stand.” 
Spencer stood up, rising to his large height of 6’1”, he held out his arm for you to grab, helping you stand on your shaky legs, to top it off you just had to wear heels. Spencer locked his arm in yours, helping you stumble over to the team. When you arrived, he raised his voice slightly, so it could be heard easily over the music, “I’m going to take Y/N home, I think she’s had a bit too much to drink.” As if on cue, one of your knees gave out, causing you to stumble forward slightly, only to pull yourself up, latching onto Spencer like a sloth. 
Penelope’s face fell into a pout, “ugh, poor girl, she’s been acting off this week.” She said, Derek nodding along in agreement. 
“Take care of her, pretty boy.” Derek smiled, pulling Penelope back to him to continue their dancing. 
Spencer smirked lightly at you as you both began to walk away and out the door, “good plan.” You mused.
He laughed, helping you into the car, “it’s not hard when you’re stumbling everywhere, just for a different reason than they think.” Spencer winked at you, making sure you were fully in the car before shutting the door and walking around to the driver's side. 
The ride home was mostly silent, except for a few quips from Spencer here and there. You enjoyed looking out the window, drinking in the dark Virginia sky, the stars twinkling angelically. 
You had mostly recovered by the time you got up the stairs, unlocking your door and pushing it open. You threw your keys onto the kitchen counter, feeling Spencer’s arms wrap tightly around your waist, his chin resting atop your head. Your lips twitched into a smile, you could feel his erection pressing into your ass. You pushed your ass back with a giggle, relishing in the groan Spencer released. “Mhm, I’m still waiting for that dress to hit the floor.” 
Your smile widened, your hand reaching to the side to slowly pull down the zipper. Spencer's hands ran over your body, stopping at your shoulders to slide the straps of your dress down, watching as it dropped to the floor, pooling at your feet. 
A light hum escaped you as the cool air kissed your breasts, the dress didn’t require a bra, although you could still wear one, you chose not to. Spencer sighed heavily when your body was uncovered, his hands running down your back and around your sides, traveling up your stomach to play with your breasts. 
You sighed lightly as he rolled your nipples in his fingers, peppering open-mouthed kisses on your shoulder blades and up to the side of your neck. He sucked lightly, guaranteeing he would leave a few marks.
“I think it’s about time for that anatomy lesson” Spencer stated, one of his hands trailing down your stomach and into your panties. He rubbed your swollen clit, watching as your head tilted back slightly, and you moaned softly. 
“So teach me then.” You giggled, hips rocking into his hand for more friction. Just like that, his hand was gone, his body moving away from yours. You turned around, eyes following him with a pout. He grabbed a chair from the dining table, dragging it over to face the small beige couch in your living room. 
“Sit” he said, nodding his head towards the couch, you sighed, trying your hardest not to make this awkward. You complied, Spencer being the amazing profiler he is, noticed your uneasiness, “relax, baby.” He walked over to you, and leaned down, grabbing your legs, he spread each one, placing them so your heels dug into the couch. “You can leave the panties on for now” he said sweetly, standing up slightly to press a kiss to your forehead. He turned, plopping himself into the chair in front of the couch. 
“Just start slow, sweetheart, play with your tits, just like I would.” You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding, letting your hands run softly up your stomach to cup your breasts. 
You caught your nipples between your thumb and pointer finger, twisting lightly. A moan tumbled out of your mouth, eyes fluttering shut. 
“There you go, love. Run a hand down your stomach, play with your clit for me.” Your legs almost shut involuntarily at his words, you didn’t think you’d find this so hot, but you did. You obeyed, letting your hand travel under your underwear, rubbing light circles. “Harder, baby, I want to see you wreck yourself.” 
Your head lolled back onto the couch, your hand speeding up at his words, and your chest beginning to rise and fall more rapidly. “Spencer, God.” You raised your head, eyes opening. Spencer had pulled out his cock, and was now lazily stroking it, his eyes trained on the happenings between your legs. 
“Take the panties off.” He said, his hand beginning to stroke his cock faster. You did so immediately, all feelings of anxiety washed away, only left with arousal. You let them fall to the floor repositioning your legs on the couch. He groaned at the sight, “fuck, baby, so pretty for me.”
 Your hand went back to your soaked pussy, once again rubbing your swollen clit. “Oh yes, Spencer” your hand sped up, your eyes shutting in bliss. 
“Slide two fingers in.” He commanded.
You nodded your head, and let out a loud moan as you pushed two fingers into your cunt. You shifted slightly to get a better angle. “Pump them in and out, show daddy how you touch yourself.” 
It was insane how easily you followed his orders, it was like your body had too, like it was a requirement. “Curl your fingers,” Spencer said, his voice coming out strained as the hand on his cock pumped vigorously.
Your fingers crooked, and your back arched so far off the couch you thought you were going to fall. Your unoccupied arm shot out to steady yourself, and your fingers rubbed over a spongy patch, which you assumed must be your g-spot. “Fuck, Spencer, I-I’m gonna cum.” The tension built in your stomach, and your fingers thrusted faster, your hips bucking to meet them. You reached down, sloppily rubbing your clit. 
“Fuck, Y/N, such a good girl. Cum, cum for me.” Spencer groaned. His cock twitched in his hand, and his stomach tensed. You watched through hooded eyes, fighting off your orgasm for a moment, to watch him have his own. “God, baby.” He moaned, his voice breaking slightly, ropes of his cum shot out onto his chest, covering him like a painting. 
With that gorgeous sight, you were sent barreling into your orgasm. Your legs clamped shut around your hand, moans teetering on the verge of screams leaving your mouth. A flash of white blinded your eyes as you squeezed them tightly shut. “Spence, oh God, yeah.” your voice came out in a muffled sob. 
Both of you sat for a moment, panting from your orgasms. Before you could recover, Spencer was standing, his cock still hard. One hand held his cock as he walked over to you, grabbing a fist full of your hair, “turn around.” His post-orgasm voice was demanding and gravely, and you were almost afraid to see what would happen if you didn’t obey.
You shifted so you were on your knees, feeling Spencer's hands on your hips, helping you. You turned, your hands clutching the back of the couch, your breath still coming out in pants. Spencer’s large hand slid up to your back, pushing down so your breasts pressed into the couch and your ass stuck out obscenely. “You came so hard for me, didn’t you?” He asked, his other hand landing a sharp SMACK on your ass. 
A mix of a shriek and a sob came out of your mouth, the stinging sensation spreading throughout your backside. “Please, please, just fuck me.” 
“Oh baby, I’m gonna break you,” Spencer growled into your ear right before his hard length slammed into you. Your head fell forward, resting against the top of the couch. Spencer plowed into you, driving his cock into you at a bruising pace. “Fuck” he gritted out, his hand reached out, grabbing a hand full of your hair, yanking your head back. 
You stared at the wall in front of you, as your eyes crossed and his cock dragged deliciously against your walls. Your screams mixed with Spencer’s groans, both of you too lost in each other to worry about a noise complaint. The pleasure was overwhelming, so overwhelming it became a beautiful mix of pain and pleasure working harmoniously together. Your mind felt completely blank, totally numb, and you would be lying if you said you weren’t addicted to the feeling. The sensation washed over you, it almost felt like you were drowning in the pleasure Spencer gave you. 
“I-I’m not going to last long.” Spencer stuttered, using the hand in your hair as leverage to ram his cock into you. You tried your best to respond, attempting to nod your head, when that didn’t work you went for a verbal response which just came out in a broken cry. 
Surprisingly, Spencer understood your words, if you could call them that. His hand reached around you, using the pads of his fingers to rub harshly against your sore sensitive clit. Your body was thrown into an orgasm like no other. Everything around you seemed to fade, and you barely registered Spencer’s hot cum filling your cunt. Your legs squeezed shut, and your eyes rolled back, your hands locked onto the back of the couch. The world went black, and Spencer released your hair, watching as your head fell forward and rested against the couch. 
Spencer leaned over you, his hands placed on either side of your head. His nose ran along your shoulder and up to your neck. His chest heaved above you, pressing lightly against your bare back with every breath. 
As your world slowly came back into view, the dizzying feeling in your head began to subside. You could feel your juices running down your legs, and a dopey smile creeped onto your face, an airy giggle cutting through the silence. You had definitely squirted, and just last week you couldn’t orgasm at all. This man was a mystery. 
You felt him shift slightly, the two of you groaning as he pulled out of you. “I-I didn’t know you could squirt.” He said, sounding astonished.
You laughed, turning your head to look at him over your shoulder, “me either.” 
“Only around 40% to 54% of women have the ability to squirt. It’s actually due to the Skene’s gland, it’s located near the urethra. There haven’t been a lot of studies on them, but they seem varying and some women don’t even seem to have a Skene’s gland. Personally I believe-”
“Spencer, I love you, but I don’t want to hear about the fucking Skene’s gland.” You interrupted.
The two of you froze, you had said it, it had slipped out, you weren’t even thinking about it. Quickly clambering around to face Spencer you stuttered out, “shit, I’m sorry, I-I wasn’t even thinking, Spence, but-” 
He cut you off this time, his mouth pressed against yours. How cliché? You could feel his lips curl into a smile against your own, his hands coming up to hold your face tenderly. He pulled away with a giddy laugh, “I love you too, Y/N.” 
You sighed a breath of relief, a smile overtaking your features. “In fact, I don’t really know what our relationship right now is, but, I know it’s backwards, maybe we could go get lunch tomorrow?” He questioned, his voice slightly higher than moments ago, indicating his hesitation.
“Let’s do breakfast, I’m not letting you fuck and duck me, we’re cuddling.” You stated, a playful glint in your eyes. 
Spencer laughed, his hair falling in his face, framing it perfectly, “as long as I get to be the big spoon.” 
You had spent the next day with Spencer, going to one of your favorite cafes for breakfast, and then dropping by Spencer’s favorite library. The whole day was beautiful domestic bliss, filled with cuddling and Spencer reading you to sleep. 
Sadly, it was Monday, and you were headed back to work. You found yourself once again at the Keurig, grabbing both you and Spencer a cup of warm coffee. JJ walked in as you were dumping packet after packet of Sugar into Spencer’s coffee. 
“How was your night with Spencer?” She asked so casually it barely even registered in your mind.
You answered nonchalantly, “oh, good. Thanks for asking, how was yours?” Her snicker brought you out of your stupor. You whipped around to face her, a horrified look on your face, “Oh, God, you saw didn’t you?”
JJ giggled, nodding her head, an impressed look on her face, “didn’t know Spencer had it in him. I’m sure you two had fun when you got back to your apartment.” 
You shrieked, quickly slapping a hand over your mouth trying not to alert anyone, “JJ!” You gasped, “y-you can’t just say that!”  
JJ pushed some of her blonde locks out her face, her arms crossing as she leaned leisurely against a table, “relax, Y/N, I’m not going to tell anyone about your secret sex buddy.”
With that she pushed herself off the table and walked away, leaving you astonished, with coffee you were pretty sure was now lukewarm.
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maybe dad daryl where oc is really young and when they are on the road gets sick or maybe the prison sickness and is really clingy to daryl?? idk i’m trying to think of more ideas of the dad daryl trope for you to get inspiration from!🥰
This is my first official request so here we go!!
Thanks so much for requesting! I’ll be sure to do my best!
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A broken world is no place for a ten year old. Especially when the people of that world are more dangerous than the monsters that roam the forests.
One might say it was a miracle you were found by the group you had now. Daryl had snatched you from the road before your freshly turned parents could bite you. You thought they were just sick, but then the car they’d been driving crashed when your mother sunk her teeth into your fathers arm. She had only been taking a nap to recover from her fever and then she woke up.
——-
“Dad, please!” You backed away backwards from the wreckage on your hands and knees.
Your father continued crawling toward you with outstretched hands and gnashing teeth. Both of you were covered in gashes and blood.
You tried batting him away but he wouldn’t listen to you. What was wrong with him?
“Hey, girl!” A voice shouted from behind you. Arms grabbed you around your middle and pulled you away.
“Let me go” you screamed. “My dad needs my help!” You looked up at the man holding you with tears in your eyes, trying to get him to release you.
“Ya can’t help yer dad. He’s dead.” The man stated.
“But he’s moving!” You pointed around your fathers body, still crawling for the the two of you.
The man pulled out his crossbow and held you close with one arm, shooting your dad through the forehead. “He’s dead.” He informed you.
You couldn’t speak.
Couldn’t talk.
Couldn’t breathe.
“C’mon.” He grabbed your arm and guided you to his truck. “Got a group. It’s safe an’ there’s other kids.”
You say in his truck, still shaking. “Promise?”
He climbed into the drivers seat and turned it on. “Yeah, whatever, I promise.”
You held out your pinkie. “Pinkie promise?”
He narrowed his eyes, eventually rolling them. “Sure, fine, i pinkie promise.” He got it over with quickly. He almost felt childish doing it.
But it was just what you needed to convince yourself it was safe.
——-
It took a while to get used to your new people. They were friendly... for the most part. The man who scooped you up from the road wasn’t the nicest but he was better than his brother. Neither one of them seemed to keen on getting to know you better. The youngest one had simply placed you in his truck and shoved you off to the rest of the adults.
You didn’t mind though. There were other kids, there was food, and there was safety. That was enough for you. You settled into a tent with Lori and her son after a while. You were there when Carl found his dad again, and you were there when Daryl found he no longer had his brother.
Despite all the loss everyone still found a way to have some form of normality.
But then the Atlanta Camp was over run.
That day you thought would be your last. A walker had managed to trip you up and you landed in the forest floor, backing away. It’s pale bony fingers were on your ankles when an arrow had pierced its forehead before it could bite you.
That was the day you decided you could trust Daryl. No one else understood it, but they didn’t need to.
He’d saved your life twice. He had kept you close that night, downing any walker that came your way.
He tried giving you back to Lori but you didn’t trust Lori to keep you safe. Shane has tried to convince you to leave Daryl’s side but you refused.
So everyone rolled with it. It wasn’t harming anybody after all. You were safe and that’s all that mattered.
———-
“I ain’t gonna keep ya safe.” He rolled his eyes as he drove his truck for the CDC. He gave you a glance out of the corner of his eye. “Sure ya don’t wanna sit in the car with Lori or somethin’?”
You shook your head, kicking your legs happily. “I’m fine right here.” You watched the trees pass by with content.
Daryl gripped the steering wheel a bit harder. “I ain’t gonna entertain ya or some shit. I ain’t a babysitter and ya aren’t my responsibility.”
“I know.” You nodded. “It’s fine though. You’re still trustworthy to me.”
The hunter just grunted in response, to not exactly agreeing but not disagreeing either.
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Daryl was dead set on proving that he wasn’t trustworthy at all. He tried ignoring you, he tried walking away while you talked to him at the farm, and he tried telling you to leave him alone.
But you followed him around anyway. You could be pretty fast when you wanted to be. You just walked after him and continued telling him about what you did that day.
Daryl finally had enough when you tried to hold his hand while walking after him.
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You placed your hand in his casually. You hadn’t thought much of it because you did it often with your dad. Your dad protected you like Daryl did. He treated you like Daryl did. He made sure you were fed like Daryl did. Why would it be a bad thing?
Daryl tensed and shoved your hand away immediately. “Don’t do that shit.” He ordered.
“Why not?” You questioned as you took his hand again.
“I ain’t yer dad, alright?!” He snapped, ripping his hand away. “Damn it, just stop followin’ me!” He stormed off before you could even react.
—-
You hadn’t meant to crowd him. You just wanted him to know you appreciated him. So you respected his rather loud opinion and stayed away.
Even when the farm fell, you were away from him.
You made your way to the highway by yourself. You’d walked all night and managed to catch them before they left.
Daryl felt guilty but his pride was too strong for him to do anything about it. Dixon’s don’t apologize and they sure as hell don’t have to feel bad for anything they do.
Your group had wandered for what felt like eons.
Daryl, as some form of apology, took to teaching you how to survive. You went along with it but you’d lost some form of... excitement.
You weren’t allowed to need Daryl. You had to be able to survive without needing anyone. So you learned as much as you could. But there was no more bubbly chatter. No more trying to hold his hand for comfort.
The man didn’t know why but he missed it.
The days grew colder and with most cold weather, comes sickness. Of course it chose the smallest and weakest person in the group:
You.
You’d never really had a good immune system. If there was some cold going around then you were sure to catch it.
And catch it you did.
It started off small: a little cough here, a sneeze there...
Then it started to build up.
Soon your legs were aching.
Your lungs felt like they were trying to breathe in heavy smoke.
All you wanted to sleep but sleep was impossible! You kept rolling over and you absolutely could NOT get comfortable.
A headache wormed its way into your skull as well.
Your first thought was to tell Daryl. But you couldn’t. He’d tell you that you were slowing everyone down. That they couldn’t waste supplies on you. That you were too much responsibility.
This time you just had to get over this sickness on your own. Nobody ever needed to know.
You nearly caved when blood began to come out with the coughing. Seeing that crimson liquid stain the small cloth you’d been using nearly drove you to your knees.
——-
“You alright, kid?” Daryl asked as the group trudged forward through snow.
“Fine.” You muttered and stuffed the cloth in your pocket before he could see anything. “I’m just fine.”
You acted like you couldn’t see him narrowing his eyes at you. He must have seen by now how much slower you’d gotten. He must have seen that you no longer had an appetite. Right? He was choosing not to say anything so you’d get over it alone. He had to be.
“Ya look like shit kid.” He tried again.
You edged away from him a bit, wrapping your arms around yourself to preserve any heat. “Wow thanks.”
“Ya know that’s not what I meant.” He touched your small shoulder gently only for you to jerk away.
“Why the hell won’t you just leave me alone.” You growled and walked to catch up with the rest of your group.
———
You managed to keep up your charade for another week before someone seemed to catch on.
Glenn had noticed your excessive coughing and brought it up to everyone while they’d eaten in the newest house.
——-
“Are you feeling alright?” Glenn asked softly. “You’ve been coughing an awful lot.”
“I’m fine.” You told him.
“Sure you’re not getting sick?”
“I’m sure I’m not.”
You’d dismissed him quickly and moved on.
You thought you’d managed to keep it secret for another day. But your coughing became too much.
———
Everyone was walking outside the next day and you were trailing behind. Your throat was burning and you couldn’t stop yourself from coughing into the rag again. You thought you’d straighten up and keep walking.
But you didn’t.
The coughing didn’t stop.
You doubled over and blood kept coming.
“Hey, kid!” Daryl shouted, dropping his stuff and running over to you.
“I’m fine.” You tried to say. “I’m... im okay...”
You were on the ground, feeling like you were going to catch on fire.
“Let me see that rag.”
You tried to hid it again but you couldn’t stop Daryl from taking it.
“Damn it!”
You couldn’t even stand up. Black dots were taking over your vision.
The last thing you remembered was Daryl’s arms scooping you up.
————
“Why the hell didn’t she tell anyone!”
“Must not have felt comfortable.”
“But she needed help!”
“Well you did snap at her and tell her to leave you alone...”
“Shit, I know! I gotta go. Ya said we need medicine for fever and coughing?”
“Yes, and blankets if you find any.”
You blacked out again, only to wake up to a different voice.
“C’mon, ya gotta wake up.” A scratchy voice ordered softly as a hand shook you.
“Please no.” You begged and rolled over. Shivers over took your body. “I’ll be fine. I just need to sleep.”
You didn’t still didn’t want to bother him.
“Ya gotta eat, kid.” He asked, placing his hands in your back so you’d sit up. “Damn, yer cold as ice.”
You peeled open an eye and watched him reach behind him to grab a blanket, layering it over you.
“I don’t need it.” You protested. “I can get over this.”
“I ain’t gonna listen to that shit, got it?” He barked. “I know I shouldn’t ‘a pushed ya like that. I shouldn’t ‘a told ya ta leave me alone. But ya gotta keep yerself alive alright?”
Tears spilled down your face as you pulled the blanket closer. “I’m sorry! I didn’t... I didn’t want this to happen!” You broke into a coughing fit and covered your mouth with the rag. “I didn’t mean to slow us down or,” another cough, “or waste supplies!” You leaned into the man tiredly.
“It ain’t yer fault.” He hesitated in wrapping his arms around you. “M’sorry I let it go this far.” He rubbed your back comfortingly in circles. “Lets get ya warmed up, alright?”
You nodded, still feeling extremely weak. “Can I just sit here?” You asked guiltily. “I don’t want to move.”
“Fine. Just for a little bit.”
You wrapped your arms around him and curled up by his side, soaking in all the warmth.
————
“I gotta go find some medicine.” He told you as he got ready to leave the house everyone was camped out at. “Can’t ya handle bein’ here without me fer a little while?”
You sniffed and pulled the blanket closer. “Okay. I can do that.”
“Be back soon, alright?” He patted your shoulder and went out the door.
——
You slept as much as you could, waiting for him to return. Glenn has forced you to eat but everything felt like it burned your throat.
Everything hurt.
All you wanted was comfort.
For everything to feel better.
You waited for hours for Daryl to come back.
You just wanted the closest thing to a dad you had.
“She’s getting worse.” Lori commented softly. “We need that medicine or else I don’t know how much longer she’s gonna hang on.”
“She might not make it if Daryl doesn’t get back before nightfall.” Hershel said regretfully.
“He should have been back an hour ago! We’ll be lucky if he gets here before she passes out again.”
“No, we’re lucky no one else has caught this. We need this thing stamped out soon or it’s the end for all of us.”
You curled against Glenn’s side, shuddering slightly. “Is he back yet?”
He patted your back softly. “Sorry, kiddo, he’s not.”
You nodded to yourself, and waited a little bit. “If he back yet?”
“You asked that already. Sorry but he isn’t here.”
“Oh.”
—————
“We have to think about what’s best for her.” Rick told everyone in the other room. “If he ain’t back soon, we’ll have to prepare for the worst. Maybe let ‘er enjoy one last meal. Spend time with her.”
“He’s gotta be back soon.” Carol whispered. “He has to be.”
“It’s harder to find medicine now a days.” Hershel told her. “I’m sorry, but the chances of finding medicine is very unlikely.”
You could hear them discussing everything from the other room. You weren’t supposed to but you could.
“Let’s wait.” Lori begged. “Just for a little bit longer.”
“I don’t think-.”
The door opened. “I got the medicine. Where’s the kid?”
You pulled yourself up from the floor and walked into the room. “Daryl?” You called.
“Shit kid.” He dropped his crossbow and ran over. “Why the hell are ya up?”
You glanced tiredly at all the people in the group. “Couldn’t sleep.”
“Damn it i thought I told you to stay put.” He began chewing you out but stopped when you sleepily wrapped your arms around him. “Fine. Whatever. Just... come on. Ya gotta take this medicine an’ get better.”
———-
It took you almost a full week to recover but you did.
Whatever it was, it must have done something to your lungs. You couldn’t run without feeling winded.
But you had Daryl at your side the whole time.
He made sure you were always one of the first ones ready to leave when a house was no longer safe.
Never again did he snap at you or leave you unattended.
You may have lost your father when the walkers took the earth, but you somehow managed to gain one anyway.
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fruitcoops · 4 years ago
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Remus gets injured in a game. I have literally read everything you have written but i'm not sure if you have wrote one like this. If you have, ANOTHER PLZZ
Hello anon! I wove this together with a couple different prompts, listed below:
1. Coops argument
2. Prompt 21: “You need to eat something”
3. Remus gets in a fight with Snape
4. Protective Sirius
5. Coops going home grumpy after losing a game (see link)
Sweater Weather credit goes to @lumosinlove! TW for fights, blood, bruises, arguments, and someone getting called a wh*re
Snape’s cheek gave easily beneath Remus’ fist, which was a tad bit surprising. He wrapped his other hand in the neckline of his jersey, yanking him back in to land another punch to the side of his head—that would leave a nasty bruise in the morning. Stars sparkled in his vision as Snape got a lucky shot in and he doubled down, ignoring the thin line of pain that trickled down his chin.
“Break it up, boys, that’s enough!” The referee’s whistle blew as he and another pried Remus’ hands off Snape’s jersey; someone took him by the shoulders and pushed him away from the fight. Pots.
“Say it again!” Remus shouted at Snape as the refs and their teammates continued pulling them apart. “Say it again and I’ll knock your fucking teeth in!”
James’ hold on him faltered for a second as another person skated over and tried to join the melee. “Cap, no!”
“Move, Pots.”
“Loops won the fight, it’s done. Let’s just keep playing.” James shoved both their chests hard enough to send them back a few inches, but Remus’ blood boiled as he ground his mouthguard between his teeth. He glanced up at the clock—3:16 left in the third, Snakes up by two. Their win was almost guaranteed and Snape was still pulling this bullshit.
He skated quickly over to the bench and mumbled his thanks to Hestia as she pressed some gauze to his lip and ice to his cheek. “Lupin, you’re in for the rest of the game,” Coach Weasley said, tapping him on the arm with his playboard. “Anything broken?”
“No, Coach.”
“Then get your ass back out on the ice and score some points. We need some speed.”
He could feel the fury rolling off Sirius as they wove through the Snakes’ defense, shooting again and again to no avail. Frustration built up in every nerve—he was worried about the win, of course, but mostly he was pissed. Pissed at Snape, pissed at James for pushing him, and pissed at Sirius for butting into the fight.
Remus scored a final goal just as the buzzer sounded. Hissing filled the stadium, even though it was a home game. Snape smirked at him as he skated past and the only thing keeping him from dragging him right back in by his greasy hair was the possible suspension.
The shower was cold, because of course the fucking shower was cold. Remus shoved his stuff in his duffel and waited outside the locker room, silently fist bumping the guys as they left. God, he hated losing games. It was inevitable, but it always felt shitty.
“How’s the lip?” Sirius asked when he finally came out, bag slung over his shoulder.
“Fine. What the fuck was that?”
“What was what?”
“You butted into my fight. Nobody asked you to.”
Sirius’ eyebrows rose. “Re, he called you—”
“Yeah, I know what he called me,” Remus snapped, practically slamming the door to the parking lot closed. “I was there.”
The only reason you’re on this team is because you’re the captain’s whore, Snape had sneered. He bit the inside of his cheek as his anger flared at the memory. “I was just trying to help,” Sirius grumbled.
“Well, you didn’t. You proved his fucking point.”
“I didn’t prove shit!” Sirius scoffed as they got in the car. Immediately, Remus felt claustrophobic.
“I had it handled, Sirius!”
“You’re still bleeding!”
Remus ran his tongue along his lip—sure enough, the salty tang of blood filled his mouth. He swore under his breath and held his sleeve to his lip; his cheekbone throbbed and he knew it would be swollen in mere hours.
“Here.”
“I don’t need that.”
“You’d rather stain your sleeve than accept a tissue from me?”
“It’s a black sweatshirt, it’s fine.” Sirius muttered something. “Care to share with the class?”
Sirius sighed as he turned off the freeway. “I said it was your idea to keep these here in the first place. I don’t know why you’re being all pissy with me. We’ve lost games before.”
“I’m pissed because you don’t think I can handle myself in a fight.”
Sirius took his eyes off the road for a half second in shock. “Excuse me? Why do you think that?”
“I just told you!” Remus said, exasperated. “Snape was being a dick, so I punched him. I didn’t need your hero complex to swoop in and save the day.”
“Re, I didn’t even get a hand on him. Pots—”
“Oh, I’m pissed at him as well,” Remus snorted, staring out the passenger window at the blurry lights against the dark. “If someone calls me a whore, I’d rather get the message across that they can’t do it again.”
“Would you rather have gotten a penalty?”
“Yes.”
“That is unbelievably selfish.”
Remus laughed without humor. “Y’know, it’s really funny that you’ve never had this conversation with Logan, the king of the penalty box. Is it because he’s not a delicate flower like me?”
“Wh—” Sirius clenched his jaw and took a deep breath. “I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about, Remus. I have never seen you as a—a delicate flower. For your information, I have chewed Logan out on multiple occasions.”
Remus gritted his teeth and trained his gaze firmly out the window. He heard Sirius sigh next to him and it took every ounce of willpower to keep his composure. The next ten minutes were dead silent and deeply uncomfortable, which was a rarity with them; even after losses, they would talk through the errors or try to lighten the mood.
Both of them closed their doors a little harder than necessary when they got to the house and Hattie trotted over hesitantly when they came inside. “Hey, Hatters,” Remus murmured, crouching down to her level and holding a hand out. She licked his cheek and let him bury his face in her thick fur—Sirius scratched her ears as he walked past. “Did you have a good time while we were out? Huh, baby girl?” He looked up and saw the tail end of Sirius’ eye roll. “What?”
“Nothing.”
“Don’t bullshit me, Sirius, it doesn’t work. I’m giving the dog a hug because I’m still pissed at you.”
“There is literally no good reason for you to be pissed at me!” Sirius finally said, tossing his keys into the bowl by the door. “Holy shit, Re, I don’t even think you’re mad at me!”
“Oh, yeah? Then who am I mad at, oh great and wise captain?” Remus practically spat, shouldering past him into the kitchen and wrenching a cabinet open. “Please enlighten me.”
“I wish I knew!”
Remus slammed the bread down on the counter and glared at him. “Then maybe you should shut the fuck up if you don’t have anything to support your claim.”
“Acting like this is a goddamn debate club isn’t helping. Your lip is bleeding again.”
“Fuck.” Remus ripped a paper towel off the roll and dampened it, holding it to his lip with a wince. Sirius opened the freezer and dug around for a moment with another paper towel. “I don’t remember you getting hit.”
“This is for you, you stubborn fucker,” Sirius said as he walked over and pressed it gently to the side of Remus’ face. “Better?”
“…a bit.”
The tension on Sirius’ face began to fade; he just looked concerned as he pulled the ice away and checked the bruise. “Your eye might swell.”
“Yeah.”
“Do you actually want to talk now, or should we yell a little more?”
Remus sighed and felt his anger abate. He was beyond exhausted, and still upset, but having Sirius nearby was like balm on a burn. “I don’t know.”
“I’m going to make some sandwiches. Hold this.” Sirius tapped the ice towel and moved to the abandoned loaf, grabbing some peanut butter and jelly as he went.
“I’m not hungry.”
“You need to eat something.”
“I’m fine.”
Sirius glanced over his shoulder and gave him a look. “I know you, Re. You’re not going to feel better unless you get some food, and neither will I.”
“I hate it when you’re reasonable.”
“No, you don’t.”
Remus’ lack of response was enough of an answer. The pain stretched to his forehead and he grimaced, prodding his lip cautiously. Sirius whistled for Hattie and spread the leftover peanut butter from the knife onto a clean spoon, holding it down for her to lick. A smile tugged the corner of Remus’ mouth. “Cute.”
“I can be cute on occasion.”
“You’re always cute.” There was a beat of quiet. “I’m sorry.”
“You’re forgiven. I’m sorry for yelling.”
“Not for interrupting the fight?”
“Nope.”
“That’s fair.” Something tickled at the back of Remus’ throat. “I fucking hate Snape.”
“Me, too.”
“Surprisingly enough, it feels pretty shitty to be called a whore. Who would’ve thought?”
Sirius turned and faced him, sleeves rolled to his elbows. His eyes were soft. “You know that’s not true, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Remus. What he said wasn’t true. You have nothing to prove to anyone on the team, least of all to me. You earned that spot on the roster fair and square, and Snape’s just freaked out because there’s another player who could grind him into the dust without breaking a sweat.” He stepped closer and leaned on the counter next to Remus, leaving a few inches between them. “I don’t think you’re a whore, if that means anything.”
Remus laughed softly. “Of all the people out there, I think you’re the only one who could reliably make that assumption.”
Sirius didn’t smile. “You’re my best friend and also my fiancé. The sex is a great bonus, but my favorite part of being with you is just being with you.”
“That doesn’t make any sense,” Remus muttered, though the sharp edges began to smooth in his gut. He closed the distance between them and laid his head on Sirius’ shoulder. “Love you.”
“I love you, too. Can I take a look at your lip?”
“Sure.” Remus peeled the towel away and Sirius bent slightly, poking the area around it. “Ouch.”
“That’ll probably take a week or so to heal. He got you good.”
Remus pouted. “No kisses for a week?”
Sirius did laugh that time, bright and sunny enough that Remus nearly made his lip bleed again with the answering smile. “I said nothing about no kisses.” Warm lips trailed from his unbruised cheekbone to the edge of his mouth, leaving tiny tingles in their wake.
“I really am sorry about what I said. You were right, I wasn’t angry with you, and I had no right to go off like that.”
Sirius shrugged. “It happens.”
“It shouldn’t.”
“Then let’s agree to talk first, bite heads off later, okay?” He held his pinky out and Remus linked it with his own, kissing it quickly.
“Deal. Are the sandwiches done? I’m starving.”
Wordlessly, Sirius handed him a sandwich and hopped up to sit on the counter, scooting over to make room for Remus to join him. They ate quietly, swinging their legs as the calmness of the kitchen crept back in once more.
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mediocre--writing · 4 years ago
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what if when neil found out steve and billy are dating, instead, he goes and beats the shit out of Steve to teach billy a lesson
“billy, shut up or i’m telling steve!”
the pause in the air was so pregnant that nobody dared to move.
billy felt his pulse shoot up so high he was sure he was going to vibrate off of the chair he sat on. he could see the fork in his hand wobble more and more violently as he willed it to stay still.
this was exactly what happened last time.
being too joke-y and playful, max saying something just incriminating enough, and the whole universe coming to a pause, just to jeer and laugh at poor billy hargrove.
the dinner was nice, one of the better ones susan had made, and everyone in the house was smiling.
max and billy were closer than ever, even before the move out to indiana, and felt like true siblings, much to the delight of both parents.
neils nose scrunched. he looked back and forth around the table before raising his steel eyes to meet max’s.
“who’s steve?”
max knew she’d done it this time. she was cornered and her face was burning with shame for what she brought on billy, what she brought on herself, what she brought on the house.
“one of billy’s friends. he babysits dustin sometimes. drives him around, ya know?”
max sounded causal. and it wouldn’t have been suspicious had the room not had a tense air that hadn’t been present prior to the move.
“friend?” neil moved his eyes over to billy, who instantly straightened his posture and set his face as blank as possible. “billy, you’re finally making good friends here?”
billy’s eyes scanned up and down his fathers figure before nodding, “yes, sir,”
neil smiled, “well, that’s great to hear,” and continued eating his vegetables.
billy didn’t move. this seemed like a trick.
there is no way that neil hargrove had so easily brushed off a comment like that without causing a fit or threatening to kill.
billy could still feel the phantom pains that came with the beating after neil had found out about harry.
billy had never experienced that much pain, never felt so fearful for his life as his dads boot pressed into his neck.
how bad it hurt when neil ripped out his original earring and pulled out his hair.
how he couldn’t sit straight for weeks, but still forced himself to in order to seem proper and kind and sweet, like the good son he is.
billy remembers the crunch of his ankle when he fell down to the floor. he remembers the threat on his life if neil even found a trace of billy acting the way he did.
worst of all, he remembers the way his heart ripped itself in half, every string connecting it being brutally ripped and burned on the ends to ensure there was no connecting it back together on the night he told harry he was leaving.
told him not to stay in touch, not to find his new number or his new address. not to even so much as think about billy for too long, in fear that neil would just know.
how he sat in the johnson’s backyard sunroom in the late afternoon and sobbed in harry’s arms.
how he had his right leg on the side of the couch, a big blue cast making it heavier and the splint he had on his wrist making it hard to grab at harry’s shirt.
how harry stroked at his hair and never mentioned the patch in the back that was gone, completely bald in that one spot. never mentioned how billy’s earring had moved sides and how there were three small stitches holding the other ear together.
and, now, billy having to see neil sit at a table and act like nothing happened, he almost felt more afraid than he did then.
monday morning, after billy’s weekend from hell. and no, it’s not what you’re thinking.
billy didn’t get hit once. didn’t get any dirty looks or obsessive nagging from neil.
of anything, neil seemed to smile at billy more that weekend.
billy didn’t dare step out of line, though. he offered to do dishes every night and did everyone’s laundry. he sat in the family room at night and was kind and sweet. didn’t leave the house once, nor did he make any phone calls.
and he was more on edge than ever.
driving him and max to school that day was like a breath of fresh air. even if it was kinda cow-shitty air, it wasn’t neil’s air.
billy pulled up to the middle school curb to let max out, but she didn’t move.
when billy turned to look at her, he saw her staring, slack jawed at something in the high school parking lot.
when billy turned his head, he wished he hadn’t seen it.
steve.
steve with his arm in a cast and sitting in a sling. steve with his face bloodier and more bruised than billy had ever made it look. steve waking with a limp as he got into the school doors.
“you don’t think—“ max couldn’t even finish her sentence before billy felt rage take over his entire body.
“get out. go to class. if i don’t pick you up today, go home with one of your friends. do you understand?”
max quickly said yes and got out of the car, billy whipping into his usual parking space before getting out and running, yes running, to steve, who was still trying to get through the front door.
“steve—“ billy stopped a few feet away as steve finally got the door open and walked into the halls.
billy chased after him, which wasn’t hard (steve was limping) but the sheer amount of people in the halls was hard to get around.
“steve! steve, stop!” billy forced himself through the hallways, never remembering them being this crowded before, or maybe that was his anxiety talking.
“steve,” billy finally stopped as he got in front of steve.
“billy, i really don’t want to talk to you right now,”
steve’s eyebrows did that weird thing where they scrunch in the middle and make the ends push down. they make him look more tired than he already is.
“no, no!” billy was freaking out. even without looking, he knew his hands were shaking worse than they ever had before.
“just—“ billy looked around before seeing the boy’s bathroom, gently pushing steve through the doors before locking the two of them in there together.
“bil—“
“is anyone in here!?” billy asked as he peaked under the stalls and checked every inch of the bathroom.
“this is my fault, but you gotta tell me what happened, steve,”
“i—i don’t even know!” steve looked around the bathroom as he leaned, defeated, against the wall next to the towel dispenser.
“you don’t know!?” billy was shouting, “did he come to your house? was this like an ambush thing? did he say anything to you? you have to give me something, steve!”
“i—i,” steve was floundering for the words to tell billy.
“he just— saturday night, i was coming home from dustins and i had to stop and pick up some milk from the 24-hour store and i came out and three of my tires were slashed.
“so i set down my stuff at the car and go back in to ask to use a phone, but someone yanks me back to the alley behind the store and beats the shit out of me, billy!”
billy was rubbing his hands over the stubble on his chin as he tried to process steve’s story.
“told me to stay the fuck away from his son and that he’d kill me if he found out i even looked at you again, alright! all while he’s shoving his foot into my elbow, but not before he pulls up on my wrist and breaks my arm!”
“oh my god,” billy stumbles backwards until his back hits the wall between the sinks, then he starts to slide down until he’s sitting on the floor, forcing himself not to cry.
steve huffs out something that sounds like “yeah” before moving to sit down too.
“did you tell anyone?”
“i didn’t know if i should,”
“you didn’t tell anyone!?”
“what was i supposed to say!?”
“that a psycho jumped you in the alley! what did you tell the hospital?”
steve was quiet for too long.
“you went to the hospital, right!?”
“not... exactly,”
“you fixed your own broken arm?”
“no.” steve looked down then around at the stalls, “i had jonathan help me,”
“steve!”
“well i needed someone to pick me up and i knew he wouldn’t ask questions!” steve admits. “would you want me to tell people?”
yes.
billys first thought. of course steve should have called the cops or gone to a hospital. neil hargrove should be arrested for what he did to steve.
no.
the logical part of billy’s brain says. if they take him to court over something like this, it could have too many repercussions.
for one, neil could tell everyone that his son and steve harrington are gay and fucking each other.
plus, it would force neils... home tendencies to come up at some point, and if it didn’t work out in a pretty liberal cali, then nobody in conservative indiana is going to berate neil for ‘taking care of’ his gay son.
it’s a lose-lose situation.
“billy?”
his blue eyes snap back to steve’s face: still kind and reassuring with the huge, grotesque scabs and swelling scattered everywhere.
“it’s why he didn’t do anything,”
the comment, said mostly to billy himself, caught steve’s interest, “what?”
“max... talked about you at dinner friday, and he didn’t do anything. i was waiting all weekend for him to snap and he never did, smiled more, even. now i know why,”
they sat together in thought for a while, a good ten minutes after the late bell rang, before billy cleared his throat.
“you said he slashed your tires?”—steve nodded—“you get ‘em replaced?”—steve nodded again—“did you drive yourself to school today?”
“yea—billy where is this going?”
before steve even got a read on billy’s face, the bathroom door was unlocked and swinging open, billy racing out.
steve, crippled as he may be, managed to get off the floor with his bum leg and broken arm, walking after a brief glimpse of billy as he turned corners before leaving out to the student parking lot.
billy was at steve’s car before he was, reaching through the open windows and popping the trunk, bitching about how steve needs to roll his windows up because people are gonna steal his car.
he reached into the trunk and grabbed the nail bat he knew steve would have there (the bat goes where steve goes).
“hey! billy!” steve is yelling to an empty parking lot, the only response being steve’s trunk slamming shut and billy marching over to his own car before getting in and screeching out of the lot.
steve was still standing there, speechless, as he watched the quick blue car shoot down the road.
steve, ever being the hero, limped back to the school, rifling through his pockets for loose change to push into the phone before dialing the byers house.
joyce picked up after two rings.
“hello, byers house,”
“is hopper there!?” his voice came out scratchy and worn.
“steve?”
“joyce! is hopper there?”
“he’s about to leave for work, why do yo—“
“put him on the phone! now!”
“o—ok,”
there’s rustling and muffled voices on the other line before steve hears hoppers gruff voice ask what he needs.
“i need you to do me a cop-like favor but as hopper, not a cop,”
“kid—“ hopper sighed and steve could just imagine him running a hand down his face. “i’ve gotta get to work and i don’t have t—“
“i think someone may be getting really hurt but i’ve been asked—well, not asked, but it’s been implied—that i shouldn’t get cops involved but i need you to do this for me, hopper!”
“is it... lab stuff?”
“no! this is like—halfway murder stuff!”
“who and where?”
“billy’s house. i think,”
hopper sighed and was quiet for a moment before giving a quick ‘i’ll go check it out,’
“not as a cop!”
“not as a cop,”
and steve felt useless. he knew he wouldn’t be able to go into class and feel ok.
hell, even if everything turned out alright, steve wasn’t sure when this fluttery, anxious feeling in his stomach would go away.
so, as a sane person would do, steve started slowly driving to billy’s house. not slowly, but the speed limit. just to give billy and hopper time to do something and steve wouldn’t get yelled at by billy for ‘getting in the middle of it.’
but when steve does get there, boy oh boy!
there’s a truck that’s got holes and dents all around it, windows smashed in and the wheels all flat, billy panting with the nail bat held limply in his hand.
neil, however, was standing on the porch, dressed ready for work, holding a shotgun at billy.
steve was parked a bit down the street, but the screaming could be heard with just his windows rolled down.
nothing sounded like anguished yells of pain, just hurtful jabs and ruthless words being spat back and forth.
steve couldn’t have wished harder for hopper to hurry the fuck up.
steve was intently watching the two men, both seeming to think they had the upper hand, when he heard the cocking of a gun taken off safety.
he sees billy’s blond hair start moving backwards, away from the house right as he catches a glimpse of a tan truck in his rear view mirror. hopper.
neither of the hargroves have noticed hoppers truck.
neil shoots a warning shot, one that goes a foot above billy’s head and into the wooded area in front of their house.
billy backs up quicker.
hopper turns his sirens on.
billy’s head shoots left to see the two cars.
neil’s finger lifts off the trigger.
hopper parks the truck, having already called for backup the second he saw neil holding a gun at his son.
he gets out, has that intimidating air about him that makes everything else quiet.
“we doin’ alright here?” hopper asks, hands resting on his belt, close to his gun.
“everything’s fine,” neil grits out.
“‘everything’s fine’ but you’re holding a gun at your boy. explain that to me,”
“listen here, pig, i don’t need you tellin me how i can raise my kids!”
“not questioning your parenting, just your choice of punishment,”
“he broke up my car!” neil yelled, hopper looked over to the (absolutely demolished) truck. “i told him, i told him he ain’t messin with what’s mine and the boy didn’t listen! so i’m just showin’ him how the real world is gonna come at him!”
“the real world is going to shoot him?” hopper asks with a quirk of his eyebrow.
billy has backed up all the way to the end of the driveway, behind where hopper was standing, and steve has gotten out of his car and was walking across neighboring lawns to get closer to billy.
he finally reaches billy.
“what the hell are you doing?” billy asks with wide eyes at steve, trying to keep quiet and not alert his dad and hopper.
“i—i’m not really sure,”
“jesus, you’re an idiot,” billy grumbles as he watches hopper and neil get closer as they talk.
the men are getting within ten feet of each other when hopper gets neil to put the gun down, even closes the part on his tool belt that has his gun.
neil comes off the porch, he and hopper are close, like two feet.
they’re talking quietly, and as much as steve and billy want to know what they’re saying, they don’t dare move any closer.
“—that boy!”
they only catch the end of the sentence, but neil is pointing at steve and hopper has his head turned with a disappointed look at steve.
“you couldn’t have waited in the car?” hopper groans and neil looks outraged.
“you’re telling me you support this abomination!? this is your doing, isn’t it? you allow things like this in your town? do you!?”
hoppers face looks calm.
“yeah, yeah i do,” he smiles, the mustache lifts with the rest of his face. then neil takes a swing at him.
they get into a brawl, but neil, however easy it is for him to beat up teenagers, can’t take hopper. not even on his best day.
hoppers backup shows up soon after, neil getting shoved into the back of a cop car with handcuffs (god, billy wishes he could get a picture of that).
hopper gets statements from steve and billy and susan and max. even mrs. garibaldi, the neighbor whose window looks right into the hargrove house and has written down dates and descriptions of what she sees (what a godsend, that woman is).
hopper has friends with high positions, good lawyer friends who don’t mind doing a good thing for a bad situation.
everything works out in the end.
plus, steve has a gnarley scar along the side of his neck, leading to his ear that billy enjoys kissing all the time. (and a lifetime of aches from waiting three days to do to the hospital for his backwards arm!)
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The One With Will and JJ’s Wedding - Part 1
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Summary: Based off of 7.23 and 7.24 of Friends! Will and JJ’s wedding is approaching and troubles arise when Will starts to panic and doesn't want to go through with it.
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Reader (Female) 
Word Count: 5,115k
A/N: This is my first time writing anything like this but I love Friends and Criminal Minds and this is one of my favorite plot lines ever. I could make this a series if anybody is interested, again I’m new to this and barely even know how to use Tumblr lmao so pls be nice!!! There isn't all that much pairing of Spence and reader here but I really loved writing the relationships between the characters and I’ll def go more into detail in later chapters! If you guys have an Friends episode you would wanna see written with the criminal minds characters, feel free to send me a request! Enjoy!
Masterlist - Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3
“Do you guys realize that this is the last time we’re all going to be here in O’Keefes as all single people?” JJ sighed, fiddling with her thumbs. You smiled at this, leaning on the arm of the couch, JJ sitting to your right. Emily sat on the couch also, squeezed in next to Garcia. Reid nursed a cup of coffee on the love seat to the left, while Hotch, Rossi and Morgan sat around the small table listening intently to their friend. 
“Why, what’s happening to O’Keefes?” Garcia questioned, not understanding what JJ was trying to say. 
Everyone just stared at her, used to this kind of behavior, and waited for the lightbulb. 
“Ohhh! Right!”
“I cant believe in just two days I’ll be Mrs. LaMontagne. God, it’s just- we’ve been waiting for so long and now the day is finally here,” JJ smiled to herself, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. 
“I’m so excited for you, Jaje,” you smiled, resting your hand on her knee and giving it a light squeeze. She placed her hand over yours, “I just can’t help but be nervous, you know?” 
“Of course, that’s normal! But actually, it’s been statistically proven that men are more nervous about marriage than woman. About 60% of men get cold feet-“ 
The sentence was cut short with a yelp as you kicked Spencer in the shin, urging him to stop. 
Morgan cleared his throat as JJ laughed nervously. “But that’s not gonna happen... right?” 
“Hey, don’t look at me...” Rossi chuckled. 
“N-no of course not!” You stammered, trying to calm the bride to be’s nerves. “Spence, what are the statistics of couples that actually end up happy together?” 
“Well actually about 50% to 60% of marriages end in divorce, but that doesn’t count factors such as death-“ he started.
“Well would you look at the time, we gotta go!” Garcia said, putting an end to this conversation before it could get any worse. 
“Where are you guys going?” Hotch asked, taking a sip of his drink. 
“We’re going to pick up the wedding dress and then go have lunch with my Mom,” JJ exclaimed as the girls all stood up to gather their belongings. Morgan got up with them, leaving Spencer, Rossi and Hotch to exchange questioning looks. 
“Derek, you’re having lunch with JJ’s mom?” Rossi asked, furrowing his eyebrows. 
“No... I just heard lunch...”
-
After lunch, the girls sat around the apartment as JJ went over her list of things that still needed to be done in order for her big day. 
“So what else do you have on that list?” Emily asked as she delicately applied a second coat of polish to her right hand. 
“Oh, this is a different list. This is my list of all the things that could go wrong at the wedding,” she said as she wrote a couple more notes on the paper before her. 
As she was met with silence she continued on, “You know, that way I could be prepared.”
“...Well, what do you have so far?” Garcia chimed in.
“So far I have, my bridesmaids dresses won’t get picked up, my veil gets lost or I don’t have my something blue-“
“Hey! Those are all the things I’m responsible for!” You interrupted, putting your coffee mug down. 
“I had to do with the odds, Y/N/N!” 
Before you could interject again, Will waltzed through the door. You all greeted him with a smile as he stood behind JJ’s chair, placing a  kiss on the top of her head. 
“What are you guys up to?” He asked, his hands finding their way to JJ’s shoulders. 
“Just finishing my list of all the things that could go wrong at the wedding. You can never be too sure,” she shrugged, making a couple of more notes. 
Will shook his head laughing, “Oh, relax! Everything will be perfectly fine.” 
“Yeah!” You chimed in. “Stop looking for things to go wrong, you don’t want to jinx it!” 
“Exactly!” He agreed, walking over to the fridge to grab a beer. “So, who’s excited for 7:00 tonight?” 
You all just stared at him as Garcia walked behind JJ, tearing the page off the notepad. “You might want to start a, ‘What Could Go Wrong at the Rehearsal Dinner’ list. One: Will forgets the time.” 
“Will! I told you a thousand times it’s 6:30!” JJ huffed immediately scribbling down on her new paper. You grab the notepad and clutch it to your chest. “Will you stop it? He’s just messing with you! He knows it’s at 6:30!” You turn around at his wide eyed figure. “Right?” 
“Uh- yeah! I knew it was 7:00 I was just kidding-“
“6:30!” You all yelled in unison. 
“That’s what I meant!”
“You’re killing me here, Will!” You whispered before turning back around to your best friend. “Jaje, everything will be perfectly fine! Everything is going to go as planned!” 
“She’s right! You need to stop worrying!” Emily laughed, blowing on her nails. 
JJ nodded, “Yeah, you guys are right...” She stood up walking to her fiancé, “Can you believe that tomorrow we’re gonna be married?!” He smiled at her before giving her a quick peck on the lips. “Yes, and I’m so excited for you to finally be Mrs. LaMontagne.” 
You all smiled at the interaction, none of you could be happier for the pair in front of you. 
“I just cant believe we made it!” She swooned, grabbing his hands in hers. 
“Well, you don’t have to sound so surprised!” Will scoffed. 
“It’s just- never mind.” She started, walking to put some dishes in the sink. 
“What?” Will laughed, following her as she walked. 
“Well... honestly,” she started, “... ever since we’ve gotten engaged I’ve been waiting for something to... you know, flip you out.”
You all giggled, silently agreeing. It was no question that Will loved JJ, but he had a tendency to overthink. 
“Honestly, me too... I keep waiting for something stupid to come up that’ll make me freak out and go all... Will. But nothing has.”
She turned around and smiled at him, caressing his face. “I’m so glad. Thank you so much for staying so calm during all of this.” She placed another kiss to his lips before slipping into the bathroom. 
You all sat in comfortable silence for a moment before the phone started ringing. Before anyone could volunteer to answer it, it had stopped, automatically going to voicemail. 
“Hi! If you’re calling before Saturday, you’ve reached JJ and Will! But if you’re calling after Saturday, you’ve reached Mr and Mrs. LaMontagne! Please leave a message for the LaMontagnes!” 
The girls all giggled, having been there when JJ recorded it, assuming Will had heard it already. You all continued what you were doing and missed the look of panic that was only being discussed not too long ago. Will started to sweat profusely and loosen his tie a bit, feeling he was being choked to death. 
The LaMontagnes.
-
The rehearsal dinner had gone smoothly for the most part, nobody realizing the panic that had been struck into Will just hours before. 
Before they knew it, the night had ended and their big day had begun. The girls had been sitting around like they were the previous day, eating breakfast and chatting, excited for what was ahead. JJ was prancing around the apartment, nervously fluffing pillows and moving magazines in a straight line, she had so much adrenaline and didn’t know what to do with it. 
Little did she know that across the hall, Spencer and Derek were tearing the apartment apart looking for the groom to be. Will had been staying with them the night before, being that JJ wanted the wedding day to be as traditional as possible, which meant they were not to see each other until she was walking down the aisle. 
“Will! Come on, buddy. Time to wake up!” Morgan huffed, knocking on the door. 
After no answer, Spencer called, “Will...”
No answer again. The men exchanged questioning looks as came to agreement their next move was to just walk in. Opening the door, they were met with a neatly tucked bed. They looked at each other confused. Derek walked in going to see if there was an trace of where he went as Spencer walked towards the kitchen. 
He stopped in his tracks as his eyes met with a piece of yellow paper sitting on the counter. “Morgan...” He started, walking over to read what it said. 
“What is it, Pretty Boy?” Derek asked his, standing next to Reid. 
“Oh no.”
The boys ran across the hall, knocking feverishly on the door in front of them. They were met with your smile, “What’s up, you guys?”
Your smile quickly faded as you saw their worried faces. 
“Is JJ in here?” Morgan asked in a hushed tone. 
“She’s steaming her dress, why?” Garcia answered coming behind you. 
The boys walked in the door a little further. Spencer looked up at you, pulling the paper out of his pocket. “I think Will’s gone...”
You reluctantly took the paper out of Spencer’s hands, Garcia looking down to read it with you. 
“Tell JJ I’m sorry.”
You met Spencer’s eyes with disbelief of what was in front of you. The group had soon enough caught Emily’s attention and she walked over. 
“What’s up?” She asked as you placed the note in her hands. 
“Tell JJ I’m sorry,” she read aloud. She looked up at Morgan, shoving the note in his hands, “Tell her yourself!” 
You pinched the bridge of your nose as she attempted to walk away, grabbing her by the forearm and pushing everybody outside the door. 
“Oh my God! Will just left her?” You cried, running your hands through your hair. 
“Okay, yeah! But maybe it’s not what we think! Maybe it’s, ‘Tell JJ I’m sorry... I drank the last of the milk!” Morgan said, desperately trying to convince himself also. 
“Oh!” Garcia nodded excitedly, “Or maybe h- he was writing to tell her that he’s changed his name, you know! Uh- Tell JJ I’m ‘Sorry.’”
You and Spencer looked at each other in annoyance before Spencer whisper shouted, “I think it means he freaked out and left!” 
“Don’t he so negative! God, isn’t it possible ‘Sorry’ is sitting in there right now!” Garcia whisper shouted back at Reid. 
Spencer put his head in his hands and before it could escalate any further you put your hand on Garcia’s shoulder and said, “Okay, I-I think Spencer is right. What are we gonna do?” 
Spencer sighed, “Well, me and Derek are gonna have to go find him and bring him back.” You all nodded in agreement. 
“You guys make sure JJ doesn’t find out, okay?” Morgan added, clearly stressed. 
You all started to go your separate ways as you noticed Garcia following you and Emily back into the apartment. 
“Oh! No you don’t!” Emily started, blocking the door with her arm. 
“W-what-“ Garcia stammered confused. 
You called back to the boys who were walking out of their apartment again, jackets  and phones in hand, “She’s coming with you guys.”
“Good call,” Spencer laughed.
“What are you talking about?!” Garcia huffed looking back and forth between the group. 
“Pen, we need JJ to not find out! You’d blow our cover in seconds!” You said nudging her towards the guys. 
“Oh, come on! That’s not fair-“
“Babygirl, you know you can’t keep secrets-“
“Oh, fine!” She rolled her eyes, walking away with them.
You and Emily walked back into the apartment as JJ excitedly ran out of her room with wet hair and a robe clinging to her body. “I’m getting married today!” The sentence ended with a yelp as she fell to the floor, you and Emily running to her aid but quickly coming to a halt as she picked herself up, not even phased. 
“Think I just cracked a rib...” she started, her smile still intact. “But I don’t care because today’s my wedding day! My day is finally here! I’m gonna start getting ready!” She ran back into the room clapping and squealing. 
“You know... she might not even notice he’s gone,” Emily shrugged, attempting to lighten the mood. 
Tears prickled at your eyes and you put your head in your hands. “She cant start getting ready! This is too awful!” 
“Shh!”
“She’ll be in the gown, and then he won’t show up! And she’s gonna have to take off the gown! It’s gonna be so awful-“ You started, panic running through your veins. 
“Y/N, stop it! You cant do this out here!” Emily rolled her eyes, pulling you into the bathroom. 
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry! It’s just so sad!” You cried, gripping the sink and shaking your head. 
“You have got to pull yourself together! JJ cant see you like this or else she’ll know something is wrong!” Emily urged rubbing your shoulder in an effort to calm you down. 
“I know, I’m sorry. God, there’s no tissue!” You groaned looking around the sink, “Can you grab me some toilet paper?” 
There was no toilet paper either, Emily looked down into the trash can. “Oh... I found some...” She hesitantly reached into the can, pulling out some crumpled toilet paper and handing it to you. 
“Thank you, Em,” you sniffled, wiping away your tears, “Can I have another one?”
Emily scratched the back of her head, cringing as she looked down at the trash can again. “Sure...”
She pulled the sleeve of her shirt up before reaching in again, pulling out some more. “Need some floss?” She suggested, shaking it in front of you with her hand. 
You ignored her as you continued with your tears, “I just cant imagine what is going to happen if Will doesn’t show up.”
Emily continued to look through the can. 
“I mean, she’s gonna be at the wedding waiting for him! And people are gonna be whispering, ‘Oh, that poor girl!’ You know! And then she’ll have to come back here and live all alone,” you shook your head, turning to face the previously steamed wedding dress hanging up on the shower rod. 
“Oh my God.”
“What?” you asked, eyes never leaving the beautiful dress that you hoped to see your best friend in later that day. 
“There was a pregnancy test in the garbage and it’s positive.”
Your eyes widened as you turned to face Emily and the little stick in her hands.
“JJ’s pregnant.”
Your hand instantly shot up to your mouth. 
Emily sighed, “So I guess she won’t be totally alone.”
“Oh my God,” you whispered. 
“Can you believe it? JJ’s gonna have a baby!” Emily said in disbelief, “Hey, can this count as her something new?”
You were at a loss for words, this was bad. 
“Do you think this is why Will took off?”
You shook your head, biting your nails, “No, she had to of just taken this test. I took out the trash last night.”
Emily looked back down at the little stick, “This is turning into the worst wedding day ever! The bride is pregnant, the groom is missing... and I’m still holding this!” She shuddered as she dropped it back into the trash.
“Em...” you started, meeting her eyes, “we cannot tell anyone about this.”
“Right... yeah. Okay,” she nodded standing up from her spot on the toilet seat, you following her movement to the door. 
“Wait do you know what kind’ve birth control she was using?”
“No, why?” you asked. 
“Just for the future, this is hardly a commercial for it!” You tried to laugh but nothing came out, you were screwed. 
-
“Anything?” You asked as you walked into Spencer and Morgan’s apartment. 
“Nothing! And we looked everywhere!” Garcia groaned from her spot on the couch. 
You all shook your head in disbelief, this was a nightmare. 
“I am going to kick his ass when I see him! I’m starting to think we don’t really even know this guy! I mean think about it, does anybody else ever really understand him when he’s speaking?” Morgan huffed, looking around for an answer. 
You rolled your eyes, “Shut up, Derek! He’s just freaking out! We should’ve known this was gonna happen sooner or later!” 
Reid sighed in a agreement as he met your eyes, “This is bad, you guys. I don’t know where else we should look.” 
You ran your hands through your hair, “We’re gonna have to just tell her that he’s gone!” you said as you turned around to walk towards the door. 
Spencer jumped up from his seat, “Y/N, no! We can’t!”
“Spence, she’s gonna start getting ready soon!”
“Cant you at least stall her a little?” He pleaded, walking over towards you. “We can go back to some of the places we went last night!”
You looked up at him, he was grabbing your forearm lightly. You could never say no to those eyes. 
“Alright,” you sighed, “...how much time do you need?”
“How much time until she absolutely has to start getting ready?” Derek interrupted. 
“One hour.”
“Okay, give us two,” he replied, gathering his things from the counter. 
You rolled your eyes in annoyance, “Then why do you even ask?!”
You all started to walk towards the door. Emily decided to join them, being that they needed all the help they could get. Hotch and Rossi were now in on the plan too and they agreed they should all split up in groups. 
“Y/N! There you are!” JJ giggled as she excitedly walked towards you as you entered the apartment. With her cosmetic bag in hand, she sat down at the kitchen table, already spilling out the contents, “So I thought we’d start with my makeup and then do my hair!”
“Okay... uh...” you stammered, “before we do that... I-I need you to talk to me...”
“About what?”
“Um...” you were already cringing at the words about to come out of your mouth. 
“I’m never going to get married!” You cried, placing a hand over your face. 
JJ rolled her eyes and looked up at you, “Yeah, you will! The right guy is just around the corner... Okay, are we done with that?” she said quickly and continued to look through her makeup bag. 
“JJ, I’m serious! Maybe I should just forget about it! I’ll become a lesbian or something...” you rambled on, faking more tears and sitting down next to her, trying to get her attention again. 
However, it didn’t work. JJ didn’t even look up at you when she scoffed, “Any woman would be lucky to have you.”
You mentally face palmed. This was getting pathetic, and you couldn’t believe what you were about to say next. 
“Maybe it would make me feel better if I just slept with Derek.”
JJ immediately stopped what she was doing and put a hand on your shoulder with wide eyes and a concerned face. “Oh my God, Y/N, are you okay?”
You shook your head quickly and stuffed your face in her shoulder, letting out fake cries. 
-
“What are you doing, man?” Derek huffed as he stood besides Hotch and Penelope in front of Will’s desk at the station. 
“I cant believe you guys found me! I knew I should have hid somewhere more secretive!”
Penelope rolled her eyes, “Will! What the hell are you doing?
Will shakily ran a hand through his hair, “Panicking...” he pointed to laptop opened in front of him, “Also trying to prove on the internet that I’m related to JJ.”
The trio was unamused. 
Will got the hint quickly and asked, “How is she?”
“She’s fine. She doesn’t know you’re gone,” Hotch spoke up, getting closer to the desk, “and she doesn’t have to know, okay?”
Derek nodded in agreement, “Yeah, come on. We’re going back home-“
“I-I can’t! If I go back, we’re gonna become the LaMontagnes!” Will cut him off, shaking his head, “I can’t be the LaMontagnes!”
“What’s wrong with being the LaMontagnes?” Garcia questioned, clearly not following. 
“The LaMontagnes have horrible marriages! All they do is yell and fight, and it never ends up well!”
Hotch, Penelope and Derek looked back at Will, finally understanding. He didn’t talk about it much, but Will and his parents were not close, he was too scarred from what they had put him through growing up to ever reconstruct their relationship. 
“Man...” Derek began in an effort to calm him down, “You are nothing like either of your parents! You and JJ would never put each other through anything like that!”
Will thought about it for a second before saying, “I mean, look at Rossi! It’s just been divorce after divorce-“
“Will! Listen to me!” Penelope interrupted walking over to the side of the desk, “Right now, no one has a lower opinion of you than I do... but I totally believe you can do this!”
Will looked at his hands before saying, “I want to. I love her so much. But I’m afraid... this is... too huge.”
“You’re right, it is huge,” Hotch chimed in. He remembered when he was the one getting married and started to sympathize with the nerves of the man in front of him. “Just take it one step at a time. Forget getting married right now, can you just come home and take a shower?”
Morgan nodded in agreement, “Yeah, that’s not scary, right?”
Will slowly started to stand up in agreement and the trio in front of him couldn’t help but smile. 
-
“The nights are the hardest...” you cried, looking down at your hands. JJ rolled her eyes. “But then the day comes... and that’s every bit as hard as the night. Then the night comes again-“
“I get it, okay? The days and nights are both hard!” JJ snapped in frustration. “Look, Y/N, I’m sorry but I have to start getting ready. I am getting married today,” she emphasized. 
“I know... at dusk. That’s such a hard time for me.”
JJ stood up, not being able to take anymore of your pity party. “Okay. I’m gonna go put my makeup on. We have to be at the hotel in an hour.”
As she started to walk towards the bathroom you jumped up, “W-wait! Let’s go to lunch!”
“I can’t go to lunch!” She shrieked, running into the bathroom. 
You were starting to run out of ideas. Throwing yourself to the floor you yelled, “Oh  good God, I’ve fallen down!”
JJ stormed out of the bathroom, crossing her arms and looked at you sprawled out on the floor. “What the hell is going on?”
“Alright, JJ, listen...” you said standing up, feeling the tears ready to spill. “When I tell you what I’m about to tell you I need you to remember we’re all here for you and we all love you.”
JJ’s gaze softened, “Y/N/N, you’re really starting to freak me out...”
You looked down at your shaking hands as you whispered, “We can’t find Will...”
And just like that the door opened to reveal a smiling Emily Prentiss holding two big thumbs up. 
“...s vest. We cant find Will’s vest-“
“How can that be are you serious?!” JJ cried.
Emily caught on and shut the door walking towards you two, “Found the vest! Well I mean we have to keep an eye on it. You know, to make sure we don’t lose it again!”
JJ instantly relaxed and started laughing, “Oh, thank God! Don’t scare me like that, okay?” 
You both started nervously laughing as she started to walk towards the bathroom to finally do her makeup. 
“For a minute there I was like, ‘Oh my God, the worst has happened!’ Phew!”
You and Emily both looked at each other with a sigh of relief. 
-
Derek stood behind Will in the mirror, smoothing down his tux. “See, that wasn’t so scary was it? You put on a tuxedo!”
Will laughed nervously, looking at his reflection, “No... I guess not.”
Spencer smiled, “See, just a little bit at a time.”
“So what‘s the next little bit?”
Derek and Spencer looked nervously at each other, knowing they had to choose their next words very carefully. 
“Just uh,” Derek stammered, “Getting married-“
Will let out a girl-like shriek, putting his head in his hands. 
“W-woah, relax! You can do it! Just like you’ve done everything else!”
He lifted his head, nodding at Spencer’s words. “You’re right... I can do it. Just excuse me for a minute,” he sighed walking towards the door. 
The men shared a skeptical look before Will added, “I’m not gonna run away again! I just need some fresh air.”
The boys reluctantly let Will out of the door and he paced the halls, trying to let all the nerves out. Hearing familiar voices around the corner, Will walked into one of the empty rooms on his left, trying not to be seen. The last thing he needed was to run into JJ in her dress before they were married and ruin this day even more than he almost already did. He soon recognized the voices as Y/N and Emily. 
“I just cant believe JJ is pregnant! We gotta make sure we don’t say that too loud in here, you know they frown on that,” Emily said, referring to the church.  
Pregnant?! How could it be? They used protection every single time?
All Will could hear was your humorless chuckles and wordless responses to what Emily was saying. 
When your voices were gone, he popped his panicked head out of the door and started pacing the other way. 
-
“Hey...” Derek nervously laughed as he entered the bridal suite. He was met with the eyes of JJ’s family members and gave them all a quick wave. “Have any of you seen Will?”
Penelope was fixing her hair in the mirror and quickly turned around, “I thought he was with you!”
Suddenly everyone’s attention was on Derek. “Well... he was,” he awkwardly looked around. “We’re playing a game of hide and seek.”
Penelope’s shoulders relaxed, “Well you can’t ask us, Chocolate Thunder! That’s cheating!” She turned back around scoffing, to continue pulling at little pieces of hair to frame her face. The rest of the room was clearly uncomfortable.
Derek gritted his teeth, “You’re right. Thanks for keeping me honest, Babygirl...” he smiled at the rest of JJ’s family, trying to make sure they didn’t suspect anything. 
Walking towards Penelope to tell her Will was actually missing, he immediately came to a halt as JJ and Emily walked in the room. 
“JJ, you look beautiful,” he smiled, giving her a hug. 
She hugged him tightly and thanked him before asking, “How’s Will?”
Derek paused. 
“Great. He’s doing great. Don’t you worry about Will!” he nervously chuckled before turning his attention back to the other side of the room. “Penelope, Emily, will you help me with something outside?” 
The girls nodded and followed him out, Penelope closing the door behind them. 
“Will is gone again!”
“Oh my God!” Penelope cried, “Why would you play hide and seek with someone you know is a flight risk!”
Derek rolled his eyes before turning his head and seeing the man of the hour walking with a small gift bag. 
“Hey- There he is!” 
“What-“ 
Without thinking Derek sprinted towards the man, tackling him on the floor. “You’re not getting away this time-“
“What are you talking about- I’m not trying to leave! I-I know about JJ.” He groaned, pushing Morgan off of him and standing up. 
“You know?” Emily asked in disbelief. 
“Know what?” Garcia chimed in, matching Derek’s expression of confusion. 
“I heard you and Y/N talking...” Will answered. 
“Talking about what?” questioned Derek, looking around confusingly. 
“Oh my God... You know.” Emily whispered.
“Can someone tell us what the hell is going on right now-“ Penelope exclaimed. 
“JJ’s pregnant.”
The pair looked at each other in shock, and broke out in smiles as Will pulled out a tiny onesie. 
“Anything this tiny can’t be so scary.”
-
The ceremony had begun and all the guests had taken their seats. Rossi took his rightful spot in the center, being that he would be the one to officiate the wedding. Will was accompanied by his parents down the aisle and one after the other, the bridesmaids and the groomsman met in the middle and followed. It went Emily and Hotch, Derek and Penelope and then it was time for you to meet Spencer. It was the first time you had seen each other dressed up. The day had been so hectic you hadn’t had the chance to run into one another. He looked handsome in his suit, his hair so perfectly messy, and it took everything in you to not sprint over to him and run your hands through it. 
Spencer was speechless, He couldn’t help but smile at the sight of you walking towards him to meet in the aisle. You looked gorgeous in your light blue bridesmaid dress that hugged you perfectly. Your hair was pulled back on the sides, a few pieces hanging and your makeup was elegantly placed, highlighting all the features he loved. 
“You look beautiful,” he whispered as you met up and linked arms. The blush spread through your cheeks like a wildfire and you prayed the camera couldn’t pick it up. 
“Thank you,” you whispered back. “You don’t look too bad yourself.”
As it came time to part from him, you slowly unlinked your arms and walked to your respective sides, but not before giving his hand a gentle squeeze. He smiled at that. 
JJ had walked out and tears were brought to not only Will’s eyes, but everyone else’s. She looked gorgeous and you couldn’t help but feel ecstatic for her as you knew she had been waiting for this moment her whole life. 
Rossi had soon announced them husband and wife and everyone had cheered as they kissed one another. It was truly a moment of bliss. 
“I love you,” Will whispered while cupping JJ’s cheek, “and I know about the baby too.”
“What baby?” JJ laughed. 
“Our baby.”
“We have a baby?”
“Emily found your pregnancy test in the bathroom-“
JJ looked at him confused, “I didn’t take a pregnancy test...”
“Then who did?”
You, Emily and Penelope stared at the two in awe. 
“Just look at them, they’re so happy.” Emily gushed. 
“And they’re gonna have a baby!” Penelope smiled. 
You nodded nervously, the wave of nausea hitting you like a ton of bricks. 
“Wait- Penelope knows now too?!”
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