#i rmr actively saying i shall not get involved in the fandom | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

miscreantahead · 7 months ago

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I can't stop thinking about how often I'll go "oh look a fandom I would like to make this my online identity" and then not care about that thing at all outside of the time that I am actively consuming it (doesn't mean I don't enjoy it ofc) and then other times I'm like "oh look a fun silly little thing to kill time" and THAT becomes my online identity like I literally do not think it's EVER been the other way around.

#thinkin about how i started listening to rqg just to see if i felt like i'd want to play tabletop games #and was listening to like just a couple episodes a week for months before i was like oh #shit #i really like this #remember when i tried to become fallout #that was embarrassing #even w/ my most recent one piece time i just was like i need something to watch while i work out here's this thing i used to love #i rmr actively saying i shall not get involved in the fandom #well that sure went well #the common denominators i can find are just 'fun' and 'lengthly' and 'at least partially unresolved ship that started as a rivalry'#not that zoscar is unresolved by any means but it's also very background with such endless possibilities #like honestly all of their interactions or lackthereof in the one that got away are such intense brainworms for me for some reason #zolf is so impossible for that whole part that my eyes go massive and im like OH let me play for 100 years in Why Wilde Still Likes Him #because obviously he does and i don't think it's hard per se but it seems like it should be hard here's an analysis on why it isn't #and the possibilities for that explanation are always endless and always exciting #never intended to go off so hard in these tags hi bye

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