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#i rlly need to sleep earlier but i can't help it ;;;;
noxtivagus · 2 years
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how fleeting huh
#🌙.rambles#i rlly need to be more consistent in sleeping earlier bcs these thoughts r just#ah no. they're always there. most of the time. i just take my mind off them throughout the day n.#idk i'm not in the mood to expound on that rn but it's just so bittersweet#i'm. the kind of person to keep on looking n moving forward. onwards. ever towards the morrow.#can't be helped after all when. i genuinely am curious n interested in life. i want to reach far n high n yeah#but i'm sentimental too n sensitive n emotional n i want to hold on i want to remember#but even that's just not enough n at times it really gets so hard to live w the burden of it all. it's so heavy isn't it?#i'm passionate with literature n games n music n.. i want to take in as much as i can. learn. but also create. bcs there's a lot in me too.#n it#it's just. yk when it's simultaneously so confusing n comforting. with how life is just so full of possibilities n so full of depth n#meaning n then there's stuff too like not only my personal life n the personal lives too of the ppl i personally love but#the world as a whole w. just. all the pain in general. it weighs me down too which is why when i was younger it'd be rlly#draining to be more politically-aware but. i don't fare well with ignorance either n life is just so full of contradictions#n sometimes i think too much i feel too much#too fast too slow too little too much.#but that thinking is.. i think bcs there's a standard or smth that we have in our minds#if we just. embrace who we are at our core. as humans. n let go of all those extra stuff n all#then i think i'd be more at peace. with more freedom. i feel so restrained in this#uh. it's nearly 2 am n i'm multitasking smth before i sleep so i'm not sure if this is the right word but postmodern society? not sure#but yk this society where.. toxic social media culture n then. the distance between us. the lack of understanding n sincerity#just. hurts me so much. i hate it. it's so lonely. this world is so lonely yk? as a whole#but ahh i'm thinking too much again n that combined w my own personal struggles w pushing myself to do the best i can#& then. fuck social anxiety i just can't help overthinking too often but yeah. Yeah.#i'll go sleep in a bit tho. i think i'll just do more tomorrow.
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Sending my request once again! (I think, don't rlly remember 😰) Full hc about the M6 with a MC in a coma?
The Arcana HCs: When MC falls into a coma
~ don't know if this is what you were going for but it turned into a sleeping beauty situation XD hope you enjoy! - brainrot ~
-- to set the scene --
It was an overcast day. The air had been unusually still ever since your lover had stepped out after breakfast to start their day, and you'd found your own set of tasks to be oddly uneventful ... and lonely. It's why, when an elderly grandfather hobbles by and offers you a warm bread roll, you don't hesitate to take a bite as soon as you've waved goodbye. You don't take a second.
Julian
He's had a long day at the clinic, and as short as his commute is, he still feels like he's been a hundred miles away from you as he heads over after sunset. He's missed you all day
He's sure he forgets how to breathe when he walks in to see you collapsed on the floor. He knows what corpses look like, he can tell you aren't dead, but that's little comfort when you don't wake up
Carrying you to bed and working feverishly to narrow down all the possibilities. You're not injured, you're not sick, your vitals seem to fine, but ... you don't wake up. Even smelling salts don't do it
Spends the next three days refusing to leave your side except to fetch more help or resources. The whole community helps him
Mazelinka brings soup, Portia and Nadia stop by with some rare medicines, Asra pops in at all odd hours with new spells to try, and even Barth sends a hot meal or two over from the Rowdy Raven
Julian doesn't leave until he gets a call in the middle of the night. A nearby neighbor has gone into labor, and needs attention until the midwife can arrive from across town
He kisses your hand goodbye on his way out and is too busy hustling out the door to hear you stir. His shout when he gets home several hours later to see you reading wakes half the city
Asra
They'd spent the morning out running errands and the afternoon catching up with their parents. It's been busy and interesting and they're excited to show you what they got you in the market
Except all of that goes tumbling out of his grasp when he walks in to find you collapsed behind the counter, unresponsive
Somehow they manage to get you upstairs and in bed through the daze, and then they get ready to work through the night
He does notice the partially-eaten bread roll and can tell there's some sort of powerful magic in it, but unraveling what it is proves harder than he expects. The next 24 hours blur by in a haze
At some point, Faust goes off to find Chimes and Flamel and Aisha and Salim appear at the back door to help out. When they see Asra's state, they urge them to get some rest while they take over
He makes up a layer of blankets on the floor next to you to sleep, not wanting to disturb your condition, but it feels wrong to close his eyes without the usual goodnight kiss (at 5 PM)
They lean over to press a gentle peck between your eyebrows, and the sight of you beginning to twitch awake makes them freeze in place. It might be too good to be true
And that's how you wake up, to an exhausted Asra collapsing onto your chest
Nadia
Horrified. She's already blaming herself for being too busy to check in on you earlier, you seemed fine this morning, but here you are in one of the entrance's side rooms collapsed since goodness knows
A quick check with the guards confirms they saw you speaking with a stooped old man at the gates just that afternoon - and the roll they saw him give to you is next to you on the floor
To say that she distracts herself from her pain by leaving you to the healthcare professionals and trying to make up for her negligence by hunting down your poisoner would be an understatement
She's a woman on a mission. She'll leave Chandra in your chambers to bring her any updates and start her investigation immediately
Can't really bring herself to be with you for too long when she believes it's her fault. It's two weeks before she sits down next to you to see how you're doing, after doctors suggested she talk
It's hard. She takes your hand in hers and stares at your motionless face, and all she's able to do is tell you everything she's done so far to find the old man as though it'll earn her your presence again
Only after that, as the sun starts to set and she runs out of things to say, does she lean down whisper her love into your ear and press a kiss to your cheek. The surprised "eep!" when you wake up is priceless
Muriel
Panics as soon as gets in, because his mind is already jumping to the worst possible conclusions about what he's seeing
Are you dead? Are you hurt? Were you attacked? Did a rogue wild animal make its way in and maul you? Did Lucio come back? Did the Devil come back? He should've kept you safe -
It's Inanna's insistent whining and nudging that gets him to carry you to the bed from where he's gathered you up. It's hard to check for your pulse when his hand won't stop shaking
Whatever's going on, it doesn't take long for him to realize that you're okay. You're okay, you're just ... asleep. And not waking up
He'll try taking a nap on the floor next to you until you do
It's as the next day drags on that he starts to worry that you might not be getting enough food or water. He still doesn't know if this warrants calling Julian (he'd rather not) but you need hydration
Thankfully he's kissed you plenty of times before, so it's not too nerve-wracking a task for him to take a sip of fresh spring water before pressing his mouth to yours and trying to help you drink
You didn't expect to wake up like this
Normally Muriel would be a little more grossed out about having water coughed all over his face, but he's too happy to care
Portia
If she walks into a room and sees you collapsed, she's screaming
She's screaming loud enough to be heard from the Palace, and then she's rushing towards and nearly sobbing in relief when your skin is warm and your chest is still moving steadily up and down
She doesn't know why you collapsed or what's wrong with you (if it's something she can't see, then she doesn't want to mess it up) so she avoids moving you until she has someone around to help
Ilya. She needs Ilya, and Mazelinka, and Nadia, and Asra too, and maybe all the names ending in "a"s if it'll help her figure out how to help you any sooner. She'll get you through this. It'll be okay
Between Nadia spotting the bread roll, Julian confirming that there isn't an obvious medical reason, and Asra and Mazelinka's combined magical food knowledge, it's obvious what happened
The delightful thing about a woman like Portia is that she doesn't like stopping to be sad when she knows there's still hope to work towards. Nobody knows the spell? Trial and error!
"True love's kiss" is the third thing on the list after failing to enter your dreams and dripping soup into your mouth. Waking up to Portia smugly telling her older brother that all those "fairy tales" were onto something after all is an unforgettable experience
Lucio
All he knows is that one moment, he was triumphantly announcing his return and very pleased with himself about completing a shopping trip that involved only wise spending choices
And the next moment, every wise spending choice was clattering to the floor because you weren't moving
He's been on enough battlefields to know the difference between wounded and dead, but you don't seem to be either
The worst part is, you're not waking up. No matter what he does, you don't wake up. He's seen this before - he remembers watching as a vengeful ghost as his ex-wife lay motionless for three years
Is that how long this is going to take? Three years? He's not worried about his loyalty, he'll find a place that'll take care of you while he picks up whatever jobs he needs to keep you afloat, but
What if he makes another "oopsie" and you're not there to help?
It all overwhelms him to the point that he lays his head down on your stomach to have a little moment to himself, and he turns his face against your shirt to catch any ... eye water
Apparently mouthing "I love you" against your belly button counts, because the next thing he knows you're lifting your head and asking what's wrong. He's not touching a bread roll again
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sullyswhore · 2 years
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mine, mine, mine. – jake sully
– jake sully x fem avatar NSFW
summary; jake saw how you looked at tonowari and had to fuck you back into reality (not rlly caring if tonowari were to find you, oopsies!)
warnings: dom!jake, semi-public sex, breeding kink, hair pulling, kinda edging, rough sex (teehee), bioluminescent cum bc... duh, v mean jake :(, lmk if i missed anything!!!
note: hi! this is my first avatar smut piece so pls don't be too mean :D any feedback/ideas are v much appreciated and you can also send requests/messages to me. i'll try to reply as soon as!
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you know you shouldn't of done it. you knew arguing back with your mate after the day he had would end up in two scenarios.
scenario one being that he wouldn't sleep in the nest that night and scenario two being what's happening now.
your body were held up by jake in the shallow water - you grabbing onto vines, leaves... god, anything to sink your fingers into to silently let out the pleasure that's building in you. your top half of your body out of the water, still wet from when jake were pounding into you a few minutes ago, pressed up against a rock as his pace became brutal.
he clustered your hair together into a ponytail, pulling at it as his pace only fastened, "mine, mine, mine. all fucking mine."
he emphasised 'mine', you knowing what he were implying.
"i saw the way you were lookin' tonowari earlier, didn't think i'd notice, hm?" with his free hand, he grabbed his long braid, bringing it over his shoulder and placing his bond down by your throbbing cunt as he pulled onto your hair, making you face the clouded night sky.
"look at me baby," you couldn't. you couldn't look at him whilst too busy trying not to release right then and there whilst he harshly thrusted into you from behind and nipped onto your ears lovingly. he were punishing you by not allowing yourself to cum before he does. he's never been this mean. ever.
his bond grazed over your sensitive clit, the nerves on tipping point to making you finish, "i said-- shitt -- fucking look at me, y/n." he breathed out between thrusts, his voice now cold and stern, making your stomach drop. you finally mustered up the courage to open your eyes, looking into his piercing yellow eyes. he can't help but chuckle, eyeing your pathetic fucked out state, hearing the soft moans seeping out of your open mouth as it hangs, trying your best to stay quiet to not disturb the metkaynia people.
"yeah, you like that? hm?" he grinned, a soft chuckle escaping his lips along with the whimpers he failed to hold back, "fuckin' like having to hold back your screams so people don't know how much of a slut you are for me? his grip tightened as he let out a lewd moan, his eyes and head rolling back but he brings it back up quickly, locking eyes again, "think tonowari can hit your spots as good as me? think his bond can touch ur clit like that and-" he lets out a laugh, watching u struggle to keep ur orgasm in much longer. he pulled your head back more, you didnt even know it could bend this much. he nipped at your ear, his breath warm as he whispered, "-and make you squirm like that?"
"don't worry, 'm so close, you're doing so well, baby girl." he breathed, his thrusts getting slower but harder. you unconsciously clenched around his dick, so close to finishing yourself as his bond attacked your clit and his trusts hitting your sensitive spots. "j-jake, please, i need-" you inhaled the air of pandora, gasping for it as it poured into your lungs, "need you to fill me, so nngh bad, please sir!"
that's all it took for him to come undone. his bioluminescent seed spilling into you, coating your walls as he pushed it as far as he could into you as he continued with painfully slow yet hard thrusts, "gonna fill my girl up to the brim, have a little me running 'round in a few months," he tilted his head to the side as a chuckle left his lips, eyes locked onto where you were connected under water as he kneaded your ass, spreading your cheeks apart to see his last thrusts into your tight pussy, "taking me so well, shit."
his bond grazed over your clit once more, jake's hand clasping over your mouth, just in enough time to cover the lewd scream that tore from your throat as you saw stars when your orgasm finally reached it's peak. your moans and whimpers were muffled by jake's veiny hand as he stilled in you, soon shoving his middle and ring finger in your mouth as he furrowed his brows when you clenched around him, milking his seed into you.
as his seed finally stopped, jake pulled his now softening cock out of you. his dick acting as a plug which kept the warm cum inside of you, were removed and his seed slowly leaked out of you.
"look at him again, no sex for a week, got that?"
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rileys-castle · 2 years
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hi Riley, can i have some big brother advice? 🥲 i have had a rlly hard time sleeping and going to bed lately, it is always super late before i get into bed and then i can't fall asleep for a while.. i often have nightmares so i never wanna go to bed and late at night i often get bursts of energy! i rlly wanna go to bed earlier so i can get more sleep an feel better during the day, but even when i try rlly hard i can't get to bed sooner! plus getting ready for bed is just rlly hard and tiring too🥺
Ooh i struggle with this sorta thing too! I did a lil research and i have some tips for you!
Try setting a bedtime for yourself, even if its a lil late! I try to go to bed anytime between 8pm if im super sleepy, and 1am if i wanna stay up a lil. Having one set in stone might be better, but its nice to give yourself some wiggle room!
Try to limit your screen time before bed! Its hard bc phones n stuff are fun, but it helps! If you do want/need to have it on, try a bluelight filter!
I often sleep best when I've tired myself out during the day! you dont gotta run around or anything, just try to find something to do! if you're tuckered out, you might sleep better!
Sometimes, meds help! Specifically melatonin, since its somethin our body already makes! There's even melatonin gummies that taste good!
If you're in bed and you just can't sleep, get up and do somethin else for a bit! Color, read a book, anything that relaxes you! Staying in bed when you can't sleep can create a stress response and you'll just feel worse :( so try to do somethin else for a bit!
Finally, try breathing exercises! Not just at bedtime, but during the day too! It'll help your body get used to em so when you wanna calm down for bedtime, it'll be easier!
I hope even a little of this helps!! Sleep is somethin i struggle with a lot too, so I'm here if you need anything else!
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icedmetaltea · 1 year
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Bitchin'
Gaming till 6am is fun but then I remember my body starts to feel like it's having a bad high when extra tired and will actively work against me when I try to fall asleep, making me jolt and feel like I'm suffocating constantly instead of ya know letting me fucking sleep, and keeping it up till maybe noon and then only letting me get 3-4 hrs at most. Thanks I guess :)))))))
I am now nauseous and everything hurts, may I just say I'm thankful for applesauce and protein shakes at times like this when a bitch can't rlly chew without gagging... idk if like the fact that it gets pretty warm in here even with the air con makes my body get so fucky but yea. It's not as bad as the apartment was anyways. At least it's almost 5pm now, it will cool down soon (currently 97f send help) and according to the weather it was the hottest day this week. Expecting another bout of 97+ days but at bare minimum it prolly won't get to 100 again this week... and then some delicious 80+ days. September you better fucking cool things down, and quick.
Had a bunch of self-harm/suicide thoughts earlier as well. I don't even know if the meds are helping. Seems like some days I feel pretty normal and others it's back to square 1. I haven't even signed up for medicaid here and don't know if they'll accept it since I'm not a resident, and as such no way to ensure I'll have meds when I run out or therapy. So that's just kinda been looming over my head.
Had a lot of thoughts about my ex-friend... that probably triggered a lot of it to be honest. Idk what got me thinking abt him but considering he was like 1/3 of my reasons to live. He meant a lot to me. A whole damned lot. I know it's been over a month but somehow it still hurts like we split up yesterday. It's hard to believe I'll ever find someone I can connect with like that ever again, and I don't know if I even deserve it if so. Which is a dumb thought bc everyone is deserving of true friendship and I keep telling my dumb bitch head that but it won't listen.
ON the bright side of things bg3 has been painfully addictive and I don't regret staying up so late for it even despite it all. Do you even know how long I've craved a dragon age-like fix??? This shit is cocaine to me dear gods in the high heavens. I can't find my stylus rn so I need any kind of distraction I can get
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hotxcheeto · 3 years
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Headcanons of Vi and Jinx (separately) with a gf who loves kissing their cheeks! Just, cupping one cheek with her hand and then planting a ton of kisses to the other cheek! Later, she changes sides and kisses the other cheek while cupping the one she had kissed earlier in the day🥺
━ 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐊 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒
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𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜(𝙨) - Vi x Reader , Jinx x Reader (SEPARATE) 𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 - Cursing?, Talk of Jinx's Episodes, Mentions of bad days and being hurt?
𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 ? - Yeah/Nope
𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚 - Gender isn't rlly mentioned so interpret it however you want!! I'm sorry this took so long lovely but this was such a cute idea!! <3
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☼ 𝐕𝐢
She's touch starved, it's obvious at this point
My baby needs love and omg you are ready to give it
So, you guys are friends, first stage to all relationships when she begins to see this... pattern
By pattern I mean you lightly grabbing her face and giving her a few kisses on her cheek before she goes out on one of her damn missions
Blushes, turns the color of her hair, flustered, stares at you with a dopey smile instead of her usual smirk
You do it a lot, and you always give her exactly seven, a good luck number
Always and it always makes her turn red even though she tries to hide it, she's not good at it
Then you guys start dating, and you do it all the time now
Laying in bed, you'll just look at her and kiss her a few times on the cheek and then turn her head to make sure you get both sides
And that... that freaking makes her implode
She starts waiting for them
They make her happy so before she leaves she can't help but get giddy
Or before you guys go to bed, doesn't matter how tired she is, she needs her cheek kisses
And you always deliver, she likes how soft you press them to her skin when she's tired or hurt
She'll purposely scoot closer to you to have you kiss her cheek because sometimes you do it when you're bored
Sitting on the couch relaxing? She'll feel you, super lightly, pressing little baby kisses to her skin
Or when she's awake in the morning and you don't realize it and give her a few kisses before walking off
Definition of down bad
She looks forward to them big time
Especially on her bad days
☼ 𝐉𝐢𝐧𝐱
Poor baby she deserves so much love
She's also very and loves to give kisses so this is a good pair
Say you're friends before dating
As most people... do, anyway-
She'll often sit with you
On your lap, beside you, behind you, in front of you
You name it, she's there, she's got attachment issues for very obvious reasons
And of course you don't mind, so every time she sits with you, you give her a few kisses on her cheek
Jinx... goes red
Jinx is not the type of person to blush
But that simple little action made her burn in the face
She just kinda... stares at you... blankly
You have to ask her if she's okay, the girl was gone for a minute
Then she gives you a really big hug
Like, tight squeeze nearly strangling you hug
So now you're dating
Everyday you make sure you give her a cheek kiss in the morning, because if not she will remind you
She needs it. Plain and Simple.
Jinx will wait for you to give her the kisses too, just standing there with her hands behind her back very patiently... sometimes
When she sits in your lap she loves when you just go crazy and give her a bunch of kisses at once
She'll scrunch her face up and let out those cute little laughs and giggles
Or when you guys are going to sleep, she sleeps like a starfish laying on you and taking up most of the bed
Jinx can't sleep unless she gets exactly five on each cheek... or more but at least five
Or when she's working on something and you'll come up and give her a few kisses and then come back a little while later and give her a few more
When she's upset or having gone through one of her episodes, she likes sitting with you and having you love on her
Especially when you press deep kisses to her cheeks and hold her face in your hands
It's the most comforting things during the hardest times for her
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A/n: I have had the worst week of my life and this made me feel better
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starglitterz · 3 years
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Congrats on 300 followers!!<3<3 You deserve them and more! Can I request a chocolate confection (dainsleif) with marshmallows, please?🥺
WAHHH anon this is so sweet omg tysm <3!!!!
request: dainsleif fluff, only one bed
please reblog ! it helps a lot :)
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dainsleif.
dainsleif, the bough keeper, has lived for hundreds, if not thousands of years, watching over teyvat and fighting against the abyss order. it's safe to say he's experienced and born witness to a lot of occurrences which made their marks on history, yet he thinks that perhaps being with you is the only significant event that will remain engrained in his memory, even though he claims it is all but faded.
the two of you were in liyue, pursuing some commissions related to the abyss order. you had paid him the 500 mora and answered his three questions, though whether or not he was satisfied with your replies is something you can't decipher. you were now spending the night in wangshu inn, as dainsleif had asserted it would be more effective to capture the mages in broad daylight, where it wouldn't be so easy for them to weasel away into concealed nooks and crannies and evade your capture.
"y/n," his deep voice sounds behind you, jolting you out of your thoughts, "it seems there is only one bed." your eyes travel upwards from the tiled wooden floor, only to rest on the rather large and comfy-looking bed. just the sight of it is enough to remind you of how much your sore muscles ache, and how you're running on barely any sleep. "ah, you're right, dain," you murmur, eyes beginning to slide shut as you wobble on your feet. archons, you were so sleepy - the coffee you chugged earlier only helped give you a short burst of energy that wouldn't last forever.
"i don't really need sleep," dainsleif states in reply, "i will stand guard instead." "no, no," you mumble, one hand reaching up to grip his shirt, clenching your fist around the dark material, "you need rest. just..." you yawn loudly, "share the bed with me." it is at this point where dainsleif realises that dealing with you is much more difficult than defying the abyss; after all, he's fought abyss heralds and triumphed, but those monsters have never been able to get his heart beating this quickly, nor have they ever been so adorable!
you flop onto the right side of the bed, quickly snuggling under the blanket and peeking out at the other man through half-lidded eyes, "dainnnn..." "alright, y/n," dainsleif's answers become even more curt than normal as he moves to the bed, but it's really just because his internal system is already malfunctioning at the thought of sharing a bed with you - isn't that an intimate action reserved solely for lovers?! tentatively clambering onto the bed, he slides under the blanket next to you with a hint of hesitation swirling in his sea-blue eyes.
however, the sigh of relief that you exhale as you feel his warmth sink into the mattress beside you alleviates all dainsleif's fears that you're uncomfortable, and helps ward away his nervousness. as you cuddle next to him, already fast asleep, dainsleif feels the first smile in centuries curve his lips, and he allows himself to be at peace for a fleeting night.
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quill speaks !
my first time writing for dainsleif ! he's rlly cool and i hope i portrayed him well :]
is it mean if i tag @yanbub 😦 HAHAHA yan im so sorry but yes haha funny blonde man go brrr oh wait arent u a xiao simp why am i tagging u
anyways nonnie i hope u enjoyed this !
and i hope you enjoy your stay at quill’s dessert cafe, and do check out the menu if you'd like ! 🍭
© starglitterz 2021. do not repost or modify in any way.
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svgarpills · 3 years
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If you're still doing writing prompts, how about some fluff of Peony from Sword and Shield carrying another character across the Crown Tundra in his giant backpack? If you're familiar with the Crown Tundra DLC, that is.
THATS SUCH A CUTE IDEA, i took the chance for father-daughter bonding i hope u dont mind. I never thought of the backpack carry but anon...so big brain.
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Ship: N/A
Characters: Peony, Peonia
Warnings: N/A
Summary: Peonia is determined to make her way through the Tundra by herself, despite her exhaustion. Too bad her dad is stubborn as hell.
*Havent played SWSH in a while but I rlly love the characters ngl
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"I don't need your help, so you can go find something else to do." Peonia trudges through the snow with a small huff. Her trip to the Max Lair had taken much longer than she originally planned, by the time she got out it was already late evening. Unfortunately, her father had been wandering around the area, shouting something about legends. When their eyes had locked, her fate had been sealed.
"Nonsense! I'm plenty capable of carrying you! It's only going to get colder when the sun finishes setting." Peonia rolls her eyes. Her father has always been stubborn, but she kind of wishes he would take the hint. She isn't even that cold yet, and the trip can't take that long, can it? It sure felt short when she ventured into the lairs earlier.
Turns out, it's farther than she originally thought. And battling all those Pokemon must've worn her out, because her father's offer is becoming more and more appealing with every heavy step she takes. Trying to play it cool, she turns to the former Gym leader and points at him. "Besides, how would you carry me with that ridiculous backpack on anyways?" She thinks she's made a point until he opens it and gestures excitedly.
"...Absolutely not." She turns her head again and continues to walk, chin pointed up. She won't be seen in something like that. If her fingers fall off, she can find a different way to hold her Pokeballs. Really, she should've just stayed in the Lair for another hour and waited it out. Maybe she would've been offered a nice, quite place to sleep. But no, of course not. "I know you're pouting."
Suddenly, she's been lifted off the ground. "What kind of father would I be if I let you suffer through this cold, 'Nia? Now, I can either carry you in my arms, or in the bag." Peonia's face burns and turns a deep scarlet as she tries to figure out which is less humiliating. Her father will probably talk to her the whole time, and the bag...well, it's probably the tiniest bit better than that.
"Daaad," she groans. "Ugh, just put me in your backpack before I change my mind." He beams before placing her down and slipping the bag off. She considers making a desperate run for it, but she knows better than that. Her father is still in impressive shape, there's no way she'll be faster than him. She slips into the bag without a word and crosses her arms. Peony pays it no mind, simply putting it back on and continuing to walk.
The position isn't the best, her knees and head poking out awkwardly, but it is...warmer. The interior of the bag is soft. Not quite fuzzy, more smooth and nice to the touch. And the way its surrounding most of her body makes her just a little more tired. A small nap won't hurt, right? She can just hop out before they reach town, and spare herself any embarrassment. With that thought in mind, she lets her eyes slip closed. It's only a moment of rest, after all.
'A moment of rest' turns into waking up at home, bleary and tired, but also warm and comfortable. "Did I seriously let myself get carried all the way here in that dumb backpack?" Whatever, maybe nobody saw. She sits up and notices the way the blankets have been carefully tucked around her, everything arranged just the way she likes. It stirs a strange feeling in her stomach.
Her dad might be stubborn and loud, but he cares a whole lot. Maybe, if he can carry her home, then she can spend a day or two with him on one of his oddly named tours. It's only fair, after all. The only hard part is going to be making it seem casual. She fixes her appearance up a bit before exiting her room. Her father is at the table, looking over old, worn looking papers. An excited expression is plastered on his face, even this early in the morning.
"So, you carried me back here?" She asks, trying to break the ice. He looks up and grins at her before quickly nodding. "And I assume you're going to do the same tour stuff you usually do?" Another nod. "...You know, those Max Lairs get so...stuffy, after a bit, and there's probably gonna be a bunch'a repeats today..." she shuffles her feet. "Any chance I can tag along?"
"I thought you'd never ask!" Peony is suddenly dragging her towards the table, setting her in a chair next to his. He excitedly rambles on and on about legends, and she tries her best to pay attention. She glances at her father, bright-eyed and even more cheerful than usual, and smiles softly.
Maybe she should spend time with him more often.
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mo2k · 3 years
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HELP NOT THE CALLOUT- bambam I think I simp for so many different types of boys ffs, we got the angry/grumpy ones, the himbos, the "idgaf" ones, the cute/pretty ones and the awkward idiot boys GSJDBDY there's so many different types I love but I saw tae young and went "THAT ONE. THAT ONE RIGHT THERE. THATS MY BBU I CHOOSE HIM" and I did not budge from that choice GSNSGSUDB LOOK AT HIM PLS
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ALSO IM GOOD- I rlly need to go to sleep but THAT DOESNT MATTER HRU
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mhm mhm yea see it, felt when i met someone that just clicked. and hmph LMFAO i'm so sorry but can't hold back laughter pls muAHAHAHAHA FALLEN ANGEL TAE YOUNG SOMEONE HELP GET HIM DOWN PLS POOR BOI <//3 or leave him hanging lemme take pics first LMFAOOOOO-
THEN GO TO SLEEP. i'm fine tryna vibe chill afternoon but this super hot ass weather ruins it all so i'm just sitting- typing while trying to get as much air from the fan right beside me here SOBS 💔 anw forget that GO TO SLEEP RN. don't stay up too late, nor woke up to fats (like me earlier this morning) GO GO GO GO.
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uygmoeb · 3 years
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Omg no my bean *tucks you in bed* please, PLEASE don't force yourself in replying!! You could easily reply a bit later, I don't mind! Do get better soon with your head hurting? Take something for the headache, drink some water or tea and sleep! Sometimed a good long nap helps this out! Also don't fret about the read more, I legit don't know how to do it on mobile because they updated it so it changed jdjajs
Aw that crew sounds very kind! Im sure with an awesome sauce crew it made things a bit more enjoyable on the job! Ah as for my first language, it is polish! :D I am a polish potato lol
Oohh good question! Hmm, it seems intimidating at first once I realized "wait did I JUST join 3!?" But I think since I am paired up with some pretty cool people *wink, wink* for the event, it made things fun! Like the gift aspect before I got my pairings I was planning the gifts ahead with what to give and how I should do them. One was simple and easy for the idea and the others I had to think a bit on which direction to go for the gifts. So I had a plan per se and once I got to know the beans, it helped things (but making some of the gifts was tricky ngl! Then again I am new to making stuff with gifs involved so that could be why it was more tricky for me) overall I have all gifts made, just need to save them under drafts and post them hehe. But I hope the moa and the other event you are in goes smoothly! I hope you are enjoying them both ♡♡♡ no I completely understand that! That's why for some blogs for some fandoms (who are big names) that I made some mutual bonding i am STILL on anon xD I am so shy to come off anon because like I feel like I can be annoying or boring so anon it is! (Plus we need more nice anons on here)
Oof I misunderstood that I wrote your name wrong djandjaj ignore this dumbo over here lol. Also this wasn't a short response at all! Im ok if you just even post memes as your replies xD don't sweat it, I hope today (or whenever you get this ask and HOPEFULLY do lol) is much more kind to you! ~moa Santa
ok ok i'm back and all good now <3 and believe me, if i didnt want to do something i wouldnt i just like talking to u and having ur ask there when i wake up kshfkj but yeaaah, i definitely got sick after i answered ur last one hskfhjks the headache was just an added bonus of me not wearing my glasses bc im very smart and forget them all the time + being loud with my coworker earlier in the night
yeah they were so so sweet i miss them a bunch, they're nothing like anybody i work with now and i like. really miss them :( i think about moving back and going back to work there.. often... and oh okay that's cool!!
the two i joined still seem intimidating LMAO although now i only have the gift for this one left, lowkey i was horrified to post the other one on my sideblog hskfhfks but the person liked them so <3 OH so u had some pre planning kind of, noted ok will keep in mind, but look at u!! with all ur gifts done!! ngl kinda proud of u, especially since u said some were tricky, i bet they all came out amazing too i rlly can't wait to see what u did !
i'm still scared the gift i'm making now like.. wont be good enough?? idk thats my own doubt ig and considering who it's for im trying so hard to make it perfect and its.. hard with the program im working with lol definitely just going to buy a better program even if it's like a subscription thing if im really going to get back into this hobby like i have been but no really!! i'm even shier with big name blogs like idk why they;re so intimidating but they are skfhgks and yes!! more nice anons for sure, i literally make a point to send at least a few nice anons to my moots a couple times if not more, and thats not counting just the random people i do it too hkfjgks
but yeah!! today was much better once i got up and showered yknow? something abt a really warm shower makes me feel a lot better almost every time lol also,, idk,, i like to give u long responses that way u have stuff to keep the conversation going with, does that make sense?? like, i dont want u to have to pull things out of thin air or to make it harder to talk to me by being dry with my response i guess?? i overthink everything even down to how i have conversations ok it's kinda weird
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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UWAHH TEASING MY FRIENDS IS SO FUN
#🌙.rambles#i love their reactions sm when i make playful comments or tease them abt smth#like yeah last night an irl asked me some advice n stuff bcs she n this other friend r gna meet irl soon#(hopefully) bcs it depends on their parents as well if they'd allow bcs they never met irl before wahh#i feel like an overseer of romances....#T_T y do ppl go to me for advice i am so bad at social stuff .#wah i rmber last night she was telling me abt how he flirts w her n god they're so cute 🥺#i wish i had the courage to . idk flirt more or smth ;;;#but i only have the courage to do it purely platonically bcs i will never give signs /if/ ever i like someone#i'm so bored rn goddamn#i rlly need to sleep earlier but i can't help it ;;;;#it's late at night that i really can let myself be most free#since it feels like time slows down. n w being tired after the whole day there's this irreplaceable reallness in the#vulnerability i guess that you can find in those hours?#a feeling that seems so familiar yet mysterious. a continuation of the night yesterday but never quite the same#n i cld easily lose myself in the comforting dark n silence of the night#oh my god what the fuck do i do rn i feel so overwhelmed again#i'm not typically the kind of person to be so openly /open/ like this i suppose but i've been so tired these days that there's this sort of#apathy? yeah. i'll write wtvr bs that comes in my head n i'll write. share then delete as if there was so trace left behind#the fleetingness of it is maybe smth that i find comfort in. a little comfort i can bring upon myself in this unpredictable world#im writing nonsense at this point oh my god i'm so bored but i can't bring myself to do anything#just wna hide ;;; but i have stuff to do i can't rest just yet
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helpforocd · 7 years
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Last night something triggered my OCD. This was before bed & made me feel bad but I tried to ignore it & sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night remembered what happened earlier & this overwhelming feeling of guilt came on. But I can't remember why I felt bad. I can't remember what I thought I did or what I did. I don't know if maybe I was worrying and I dreamed soemthing and that made me feel bad but now I'm awake and anxious and I rlly feel like I need to know what it was... pls help
Hey friend, That sounds really scary, I've had that experience many times before, too. I know it's so frustrating to not know what is disturbing you, but it's likely going to cause you much more distress if you try to figure out what it is. This is a very angering situation--as OCD is very angering, and these kinds of situations are hard to get through, I know, but my best advice is to focus on your breathing, cry if you need to cry, try to do some guided meditation, get up if you need to get up--go for a short walk around the room. Just know that this too shall pass, and it has to be over soon, and keep thinking: "already, time has passed".I'm sorry if this isn't very helpful, but know there is hope. And message me anytime you need to, I'll be there whenever I can. You're so resilient, keep on fighting friend! 💜💜💜
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