#i really want to die but thats inconvient and scary and itll make my mom sad and my fiance sad
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*lays on the floor*
#vent in the tags i guess so heads up#ive literally had the worst luck this year#i just got in my 3rd car accident#2 in as many weeks#and im just#im so tired#i really want to die but thats inconvient and scary and itll make my mom sad and my fiance sad#bc it feels likenit just liles up and up and up#theres no end#and i dont have time to do what i love anymore#and i cant handle all the shit that keeps happening to me#and im just a burden on my parents financially even tho they say im not i am i know i am#my job sucks but i cant do anything else and this is like the most ive ever gotten paid but its still fucking poverty wages and im stuck#im too dumb to run my own business#i cant get any kind of mental help bc my insurance sucks bc i cant afford anything better bc my job sucks#its just a fucking never ending cycle#and im just tired#now my cars fucked again and i cant drive it now#who knows when ill be able to get a rental so im gonna have to pay out the ass for luft and uber bc i work at Bar hours#which means they charge more#and i love fucking 30 minutes away so even non peak driving times its still like 30 bucks both ways#and im fucking poor as shit#i couldnt even get fucking hurt in these accidents so i could get a medical pay out#i just want to stop#sorry if you've read this far#its sad boy hours here rn#ill delete this later i guess#maybe maybe ill just rot away like i should#whatever
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