#i really need to find my better binders😭

[spookieypookie]

The red means eye love you

[jvdeiscool]

hii Jude!! I remember you from my first days on Sakuverse Tumblr and I’ve loved your writings since (they make me claw at my walls (in a good way)) 🤍

can I request an Isaac x trans-male reader hurt/comfort + fluff? :]

ꜱᴋᴇʟᴇᴛᴏɴ ʙᴏɴᴇꜱ - ɪꜱᴀᴀᴄ ʀʜᴏᴀᴅᴇꜱ ☆

thank you sm hun <33 i do agree that the majority of isaac’s fan base is female and its really hard to find fan fics for male readers :((

i found this really easy to write considering i’m also a trans male so here you go ! :-)

he/him pronouns used and trans male! reader ❤️‍🩹

cw: body/gender dysmorphia

a body. a body that isn’t yours. a body that doesn’t show you.

that’s all you saw as you stared at yourself in the mirror, picking at all your flaws. you stood there with just your binder and some shorts on.

turning to the side, you ran your hands down your chest. it hurt to see how you weren’t flat. it stung. even with the binder, it still wasn’t good enough. your choppy uneven hair, your face shape, your legs. it all wasn’t boy enough.

it hurt to see isaac live his life as happy as he can be with his body. meanwhile you were stuck, stuck forever in this body. you felt tears burning through your eyes as you looked to the floor. it wasn’t fair.

tears rolled down your cheeks, a blank expression on your face as you stood and felt the pain in your chest. the burning envy to see cis males living the life you want. you hugged your arms around yourself to cover the body you beared so painfully as you sobbed into yourself. it isn’t fair. why do i have to have this bo-

a knock at the door snapped you out of your thoughts. you turned to the door quickly, knowing who it was.

“pickle? are you okay?”

obviously he must of heard your sobs, he’s isaac after all.

“y-yeah just-“ you said as you sniffled and rushed to put your shirt on. “give me one second.”

you collected yourself, having a second to breathe and wipe your eyes before opening the door. isaac stood there with deep concern as you looked up at him and tried to flash a smile.

“are you okay? are you hurt?” he asked.

that must of set something off in you as the tears started again and you put your face in your arm as you began to cry.

“oh god, come here.” he said quietly, as he urged you into his arms. you hugged him tight as he rubbed your back and shushed you. you gripped onto his shirt and sobbed into his shoulder.

“what happened?” he asked.

“i’m sorry.” you said through your sobs.

isaac sighed gently and kissed your forehead as you still had your head in his chest.

“i’ve told you before, you don’t need to apologise. what’s up?” he said as he took your face into his hands and looked at you. you averted your gaze as he wiped away your tears.

“it’s stupid..” you mumbled.

“no problem is ever stupid, pickle. come on, tell me what’s up.” he held your hands gently. stroking his thumbs over them.

“i-it’s just…bad dysphoria day, i guess? i don’t know…” you trailed off. he seemed to understand and ushered you to carry on.

“i’m not a real boy, am i isaac?”

the sudden question caught him off guard.

“course you are, y/n.” he spoke.

“look.” he says as he grabs your hands, “see these arms?” he says as he lifts up your wrist and kisses it. “so strong..” he says as he kisses your other wrist then moves his hands to your cheeks.

“and this handsome face that i fell in love with.” he kissed your forehead, then moved down to your cheeks, then your nose, then your lips. you giggled into his kiss, as this isn’t like isaac at all. he wiped your tear stains away while he kissed you. he pulled away, as he put your forehead to his and closed his eyes.

“beautiful boy..” he whispered to you. you smiled to yourself from his comment.

“if you ever feel like this again, you come to me, alright?” he says as he kisses you again.

“i will.”

HI GUYS i disappeared again oops 😟 ive been supa supa busy lately and i haven’t had motivation to write 😭

i’m so sorry this is super short i literally rushed this ill try and write a better version at some point xoxo

i hope this is okay and thank you for reading <3

- jude 🌱

[jinjinranran]

Byeol x Yoosung 💚

Bi Yoosung is canon /j no but what else could I hc him as, with his big ass crush on Saeran 😭 and I believe it wasn't the only one - tho I think most of the times he'd be oblivious and confuse his boy crushes with simple admiration, because he likes girls after all! But boy. Sweetie. My dude. You're fruity and it shows.

With Byeol being nonbinary, Yoosung's a bit confused at first. He doesn't live under a rock, he heard about nonbinary genders, just hasn't really done any research about the topic. He has no problem with accepting them in any way regardless if he fully gets it or not. He just needs some explanations and learning to do so he could understand their identity better.

Other characters: 💛 💜 🧡 💗 ❤️ 💚 💙 🤍 🤎

Byeol's story under the cut:

💚 Eunbyeol Kim (Byeol) ♡ she/they/he ♡ 20 yo ♡ nonbinary, pansexual

Byeol likes both feminine and masculine clothes and interests, but has always been praised only for presenting feminine ("You're such a pretty lady!", "you look like a little princess in this dress" "you look much prettier with some makeup on") and it felt wrong so she started to resent these and dress as androgynously as possible, rejecting everything that was considered feminine.

Dislikes how feminine their face and body is, always admired androgynous people, and wishes breasts were an accessory you can put on and off depending on the outfit. Related those feelings to just wishing to look good in both male and female cosplays, only much later realized there is a deeper reason for that.

Bought her first binder for cosplay purposes and oh boy the happiness it brought!!

Generally wearing masculine outfits always brought that little, unexplainable spark of excitement.

Once when gaming someone referred to her as "he" and it felt cool so she never corrected them. Now goes by mostly he/they online and she/they irl (but honestly is fine with any).

As a teenager started to be more active online, and finding lgbt communities, she discovered the existence of nonbinary genders and started to put the pieces if her life together. Rotated between different identities (demigirl, demiboy, genderfluid, agender, etc.) but at the end decided to just stick to nonbinary as it felt the most comfortable.

Cut their hair at the end of high school, out of impulse and spite for her family pushing the idea that a woman must have long hair. It felt so freeing, even tho she ended up looking like a disaster lol

Their family is conservative and not very accepting to anything outside of the "norm" so they're not out to anyone except one of her older sisters who does everything to support them, even if she didn't fully understand at first.

While doesn't mind she/her pronouns, other gendered words (like miss, sister, girlfriend etc.) makes her uncomfortable so prefers to use gender-neutral alternatives when possible.

Definitely prefer to be referred using their shortened name - Byeol - since it's gender neutral, than the feminine full name - Eunbyeol.

Now - after learning that the way they're presenting nor interests do not invalidate their identity - embraces their feminine features (still thanks gods for the invention of a binder but doesn't always feel the need to wear), actually likes wearing makeup and dresses sometimes, loves to play with fashion and mix both feminine and masculine pieces of clothing, and is obsessed with accessories.

Regarding the romantic/sexual attraction, he has 0 experience, but never put much importance to it, "if I fall in love then I fall in love, the only thing that matters if we get along well".

Since they're going to the same college as Yoosung, they saw him in the halls, a few days into 1st semester, and immediately got a big ass crush on him. Felt way too shy to approach him though, and everytime they ran into each other, only managed to mumble something incomprehensible (and that was very new and out of character for her, and also very embarassing). Later, slowly they started bonding over the same interests, though Yoosung was very oblivious of Byeol's feelings towards him. Until many months later when she confessed to him - or in his route, when he realized that the party coordinator he fell in love with is actually his college and gaming friend. 💚

[angelst4re]

We need more Jamie x trans masc reader if you're comfy <3 I have such a huge crush on this man, my bisexuality is shook whenever I see him 😭

Maybe where reader accidentally destroys his binder so Jamie gets him a new one? Or introduces reader as his boyfriend on social media I keep day dreaming about it😭

ahhh of course!! i had a super similar request to this a while ago which i began to write... so i changed up a few things and finished it <3

Pretty Boy- Jamie Campbell Bower x trans masc reader!

summary: you finally allow your boyfriend to confirm your relationship on social media!

warnings: none! :)

notes: i'm not too happy with how this turned out... it feels too short :( but my requests are always open for more trans/male reader fics because there aren't many accounts that post them and i want to change that!! <3

You’ve been dating Jamie for almost a year now, and although it has been the most amazing year you could ever imagine, there was something that kept you up at night, and that was Jamie announcing the relationship on his social media’s. It’s been rumoured that the two of you are together, but you’re both yet to confirm it.

Jamie's been more than happy to share it with people, but you couldn’t help but worry about whether his fans would like you, whether they would be accepting of you. Jamie would constantly reassure you that they would love you, adore you even! But you couldn’t help the worry in the back of your mind.

Jamie had noticed you’ve seemed a little more stressed out than usual the last couple days, and when he would ask you about it, you’d just play it off as something else, knowing he’d tell you that your worries were silly- which you knew deep down he was right.

But this particular night, he wanted to know the truth. You had spent the day together just relaxing at home before Jamie set off filming again, and he decided to finally ask you.

“Love, I know somethings up…” He began, looking at you with those ocean blue eyes, “please, just tell me what it is. If there’s something troubling you then I want to know what I can do to help you, I just don’t like seeing you upset.”

Your heart ached as he spoke, and you began to move over on the sofa slightly, so your head was lying in his lap.

“More and more people are finding out about us, I’m just worried about what they’ll think, and how it will impact you and your career. What if you lose fans? What if they-“

“Hey, hey, nothing in this world means more to me than you do. I don’t care about what anyone else thinks, and the only thing stopping me from posting you is you!” Jamie chuckled, “Like the time I wanted to post that really cute picture of us from our holiday and you took phone until I promised not to…”

You couldn’t help but smile at the memory, Jamie had to chase you to get his phone back, and as usual it ended with the both of you in bed, bodies intertwined...

“What if I told you I was ready…” you said, and Jamies face instantly lit up.

“Are you sure, baby?”

You pushed yourself up from his lap and placed a kiss on his cheek, before reaching over to the coffee table to grab his phone.

“I’m sure.” You smiled, and he began peppering kisses over your face.

“Oh, I love you so much!” He said, “you don’t know how happy you make me.”

───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────

@jamiebower shared a post:

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After a year of keeping this a secret, after a year full of love, laughs, gratitude and wonderful memories, it’s time I introduce you all to my sweetest, most handsome boyfriend. Some of you may have guessed by all the speculations, and the articles online but he’s finally given me the permission to confirm it… it’s true! I couldn’t ask for a better partner in crime, nor would anyone else put up with my sleep deprived humour, but I was so lucky to meet you and eventually call you mine. I love you, always and forever. X

(P.s, please stop flirting in his dms! He’s mine!❤️)

[luffythinker]

You've brought on the side of me that enjoys sidecharacters so fkcing much!! I love Sero! glad hes a topic here can I raise you a Sero is trans and hes scared too death but he tells Kirishima about it and hes super supportive and that's one of the things he kinda started falling in love with him about? He sat him down and explained to him. "Manlyness doesnt mean you have to be a dude ya know? Manlyness is like, embracing yourself and you telling me this was so manly I'm glad you told me your the manly dude I know bro." And that just kick Sero right in his heart cause Sero never thought of himself manly in any kind of way hes just weirdly shape enough to pass as a boy in a binder but he doesnt have a binder so he uses tape TO WHICH WHEN MINA FINDS OUT SHES ALL OVER IT Denki let's him use his he has two in his backpack.

Fucking Bakugo even will go buy him one just so he doesnt have to watch be out of breath all the time he says cause it really scared him one time Sero passed out swinging on his tape and it clicked in his head when he knew he wasnt binding safely

Bakugo also has a binder btw. Kirishima calls them binding buddies he doesnt need one but he supports his bros no matter what. Sero used to be jealous of kirishima having what he doesnt but that's okay now it's all okay when he told him about it kiri just apologized cause he didnt know what else to say. He probably said something like. "If I could take my man-ness and give it to you I would. Does that make you feel better?" And they both just laughed.

Kiri never even knew about all these things until his friends told him about them he knew so little when he was talking to Denki one day he wondered why he was so out of breath because I feel like Denki would train with his on which is a nono but Denki likes to feel secured at all times and Kiri goes. "Are you wearing one of those um, chest things? Bakugo told you not to do that Denks, please be careful."

JUST THEM these kids 😭😭😭

OKAY OKAY I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

before we even get into the ship, can I just say I think kiri would be the best trans ally ever, i can just SEE him give a speech that makes transmascs feel so manly and so seen, because kiri knows that there are so many different ways of being a man/manly and he is just the best boy ever, he also makes fun of transphobes idc how kind he is, he will not tolerate bigotry!!

I can totally see why sero would fall for him after this, personally, i would like to think he already had a crush but was a bit insecure but after this moment he like fell really hard and anybody could see it, except kirishimajkfdkjdfj

the bakusquad is so supportive, they all did some research on how to help denki and sero, what tips to give, and what's the best hormonal therapy, they are prepared for anything now !

yk those cute videos some trans men do to show the progress of their voice after starting on T? yeah kiri remembers sero every month to take one so they can check his progress together and they both get so happy when it goes a little deeper!!

(also it's just as valid to not take any hormones, this is just a personal headcanon for this scenario)

i love when yall make any character trans cause yes!! any pairing can be t4t if we try enough!

[27emailsicantsend]

Season 3 Episode 6 Thoughts

WOW this episode was as Ricky put it “heart wrenching”

Like I know he’s been feeling it all season but I’ve been so well fed with the content. This episode I genuinely felt what Ricky felt. That was hard

But before we get too into rina I’ll make some other notes first

Ashlyn feeling the fireworks and pw not??? Oh sorry pw you’re bones but that was so sweet for Ashlyn

I have really enjoyed watching her discover herself and her sexuality this season. I remember season one thinking she was not super straight and so it’s cool really seeing her find her full identity this season (something she stated she had a hard time with). Which is an interesting insight to who she is at EH because she always has loads of clubs she’s in and stuff right? It’s like she could never settle on being one thing because maybe she actually didn’t totally know herself but now she does.

I also appreciate the Maddox and Jet storyline. I was team blue but very happy yellow won. It seemed like a really sweet victory for them and it was nice watching Jet try to restore that relationship

I kind of expected that storyline to resolve this episode so it was interesting seeing that Maddox still doesn’t feel totally resolved. I wonder what else will happen

I’m SO excited for Sebby to come back for prom 🥹 I miss him so much and I’m sure Carlos does too ❤️

The scene of Miss Jenn teaching EJ her directing tips 😭😭 pls it was so funny. When she talked about angrily shoving the papers in the binder. I NEED someone to gif Ej doing that so I can use it as a reaction meme lmao

I also LOVED her referring to herself as mommy or that they were her children, her son, etc. anyone else it is kinda weird but idk it works for her?

Although it didn’t work for Miss Jenn last season when Ricky got mad at her 😶 but I didn’t say that

I also wonder what the Miss Jenn and Mike agenda is? This cruise feels kind of out of left field for their relationship? It doesn’t seem like they were together that long for her to just hop on a boat with someone? But also what happened to Mozzarella Stick? Tbh I’m indifferent as of right now to both couples. I would be happy with her with either guy… I’m just confused because S2 left her relationships sooo up in the air so I’m curious to see if that gets more resolved S4

It was SO healing for my childhood to see Corbin perform again. I am actually sad he didn’t do the wildcats cheer too. It was a nice rina moment that came from it but I’m like 🥺

I also appreciate the implications of Corbin reliving his Disney games days. And then mixing dancing and basketball together after Chad made such a big deal about dance and baseball/basketball not mixing. Just loads of nostalgia 🥲

Carlos kept mentioning something about wanting a dressing room?? And they showed miss Jenn giving a little face that seemed like she was up to something with that? I wonder what that was about? What if she made him his own little dressing room before the rehearsal? 😭 she showed ashlyn how important her part is and she might do the same for Carlos 😭😭 oh that’s cute

Also miss Jenn finding the licorice at some random store was a shout out to the “big summer blowout” in frozen. I love 🥰

I made a separate post about this on my page but I think the pw canoe scene was very on the nose to The Little Mermaid? I kind of think it might be a hint at next seasons musical

I’ve been so-so about the jetney agenda but watching him cheer her on and the parallels of them having stuffed animals + some of the looks have been cute I’m ngl

I kinda got annoyed at Val this episode. She was very… pushy? Like pushy with Kourt, pushy with Ashlyn understanding “who she is”… idk something about this episode rubbed me the wrong way with her

Ok now for the best part RINA

MY SWEET BABIES I MISSED YOU (lmao am I miss Jenn coded??)

The HUG AND HAVING ONE EVERY EPISODE 6. So now they have massive parallels for each 5th and 6th episode of the seasons? Tim you better keep this up for future seasons

But really the hug was so sweet and watching Gina go to him first because she was proud of herself 🥲

ALSO the troyella basketball parallels??? Hello?????? That was so cute. I wanted to see him go behind her and help her shoot.

Also I wanted ricky to be the only one who helped her up after she fell but we can’t always win 😭

Isn’t it interesting that EJ ONCE AGAIN points out to Ricky something he can’t figure out as ginas boyfriend? (Why she hasn’t laughed at his jokes but is laughing at Ricky’s) oof the jealousy is strong in this one

But also Ricky made gina laugh 🥹

I LET COLOR WARS SLIP THROUGH MY FINGERS

Also watching Ricky’s crying was HARD. He hasn’t cried that hard for anything else, including his break up with Nini. (I pointed this out in another post). Like this REALLY affected him

AND THEY DID THE RINA CUE WHILE HE CRIED BECAUSE TIM IS EVIL AND LIKES TO WATCH RINAS SUFFER

Ngl I was a teeny bit disappointed with that scene in the cabin. I thought that we would get the flashback or even a little more around why Ricky was so upset but jet made things about him then Ricky had an idea and the scene was over. I just feel like the dialogue got cut really short and there could have been even a couple more sentences to make the scene feel a little more whole. I would have LOVED the flashback here too but we can’t always win

I will say though, I’ve had this theory that the characters that the kids are playing not on stage is Ricky being Kristoff and jet being Sven and this scene amplified that. Remember how annoyed in frozen Kristoff got at Sven when he tried to make Kristoff go back to Anna or keep going through the woods with her? Kristoff got snappy. Me thinks Mr Bowen is portraying that same quality

I loved watching Ricky cheer Gina on in all the events 🥹 you can even hear him in the scene where she is rock climbing. It’s just such supportive boyfriend material unlike SOMEONE 🫥👀

Also did you notice when Ej was telling gina all the reasons he needed the show to go perfect she was the LAST reason? It was like he was explaining all of his anxieties and stress and then it was like “oh yeah and you too so I don’t have to stress over that either”. It was just.. yikes

(I still really would love a Kourtney and Ej scene where they talk to each other about the anxieties they’ve been facing)

I would love to see some sort of parallel where Gina feels or hears the words or something about the fireworks when she’s with Ricky. It’s interesting how miss Jenn pointed that out and we clearly saw them with Ashlyn and we also clearly saw how pw waited and waited for them to show. It was very in your face that they wanted these fireworks to happen so badly and they were never going to come. Instead of showing pw watching the fireworks to show they came we just got Ricky crying to the rina cue. I think having some sort of parallel to the fireworks with rina is going to be our way of knowing rina are finally on the same page. Ricky knows his feelings and whatever feelings gina has swallowed or push to the side have resurfaced and she acknowledges them too. Their love will feel like fireworks 🎆

ALSO (someone on Twitter pointed this out can’t remember who so if you know pls comment so they get credit) the scene where ricky takes Ej to gina parallels the scene heavily where Kristoff takes gina to hans. It’s not what he wants but it’s putting the other person first which shows you love someone. (Which I pointed out was a direct quote from frozen)

And sorry not sorry I’m gonna say it: I don’t think Ricky is just crushing on Gina or just likes her. He even made this a point “on accident” last episode. Ricky is IN LOVE with Gina. His feelings are so much deeper than he or others may be willing to admit

Ok friends I’m sure I have more thoughts but it’s 3am so my brain is VERY tired. I will post more throughout the week because it’s going to be tough waiting to get to episode 7 😅

Please send asks talking to me about theories, questions, etc through the week. I would love them! I have one in my inbox right now I’ll get to tomorrow but I’d love to discuss more with ya’ll :)

Ok have a good night! ❤️ rina endgame

[hellaephemeral]

Hi, hope your day is going well!

1. What font do you write in? Do you actually care or is that just the default setting?

11. Do you believe in the old advice to “kill your darlings?” Are you a ruthless darling assassin? What happens to the darlings you murder? Do you have a darling graveyard? Do you grieve?

22. How organized are you with your writing? Describe to me your organization method, if it exists. What tools do you use? Notebooks? Binders? Apps? The Cloud?

hi kiya!! 💜 yes my day is going well <33 hope yours is too!!

1. what font do you write in? do you actually care or is that just the default setting?

i usually use the fonts that are default in whatever the apps i use for writing! which is arial for docs and sans serif for evernote :)) i write in times new roman for uni related creative writing (because mla 🙄🙄) aaand i write in eb garamond and georgia too sometimes when i feel like making it look more fancy (this happens once in a lifetime), otherwise i don’t really care! (hands down tho if we talk favourites 👀👀 i do love eb garamond)

11. Do you believe in the old advice to "kill your darlings?" Are you a ruthless darling assassin? What happens to the darlings you murder? Do you have a darling graveyard? Do you grieve?

do i believe in the advice? yes and no. i do believe that even your most favourite passages or the ones crafted with the most care may not really serve a purpose sometimes and thus not really belong. i think there is just certain phrases you gotta sacrifice to make your work the best it can be. sometimes it may sound beautiful but it might be confusing or doesn’t fit or it’s literally just there because it sounds pretty! i think it’s fine if you don’t overdo it tho. you can leave some darlings alive, you don’t have to kill them all. usually i don’t per se “kill” the darling but rather cut and paste it into a document to keep it around in case i find a better place to put it in (maybe even another work) or a better way to phrase it that does add something to the story! it reaaally depends on the darling that needs to be “killed” tho. some darlings get killed no remorse, some get put aside to find another use for if i think they sound good and some stick around because i want them around. :)) so i guess you could say the cut and pasting to another document is their graveyard hshshs but they can get revived!! no darling is dead forever <3

22. How organized are you with your writing? Describe to me your organization method, if it exists. What tools do you use? Notebooks? Binders? Apps? The Cloud?

i am not organised at all!!! because i can’t figure out how i want to organise it!! i have like 7 notebooks. all of them i started using for something specific and then i gave up in the process. for one wip i am working on (just as an example of how messy i am!!) i have one tiny notebook (i wanted to put all the character sheets in there…i didn’t), another notebook (for character sheets and goals/motivations/story purpose…also didn’t finish that), i have a notes app folder with…basically EVERYTHING (worldbuilding, characters etc,,, also all over the place), a document in evernote (for ??? oneshots of it?? kinda??), a scrivener things (idk what it’s called but it also has character sheets aGAIN and locations!! (but it’s only a trial 😭😭 so rip to them soon)), a goodnotes notebook (what even is life at this point) and a docs folder for first draft, quotes, characters (???? aGAIN???) and “trash” (for the dead darlings). and this is my most organized one out of all??? otherwise it’s just all over the place. i use evernote for ??? pretty much everything. oneshots, character sheets for fanfic ocs, outline for fanfics, fanfic chapters. i use the notes app also for oneshots and outlines. i use docs also for oneshots and outlines and fanfic chapters 😭😭😭 i mean there IS some kind of order?? because when i write something i do consciously decide which app to use…i just?? can’t really describe it cuz i don’t understand it myself hsjsjsj

[i-think-i-can-speak-here]

I'm going to liveblog my reaction to the b99 finale because I really can't believe it's ending and I want to be able to look back at this and remember how it felt to watch it for the first time. Can you tell I'm super emo about this?

Reaction below the cut (spoilers, duh)

Alright, episode 9, let's go

FINAL HEIST??!! WE GET A FINAL HEIST 😭😭

Niko is crying in the closet lmaoo, come on Jake, you're a dad now, do better 😂

CAPTAIN HOLT OPENING THE SHOWER CURTAIN! Same vibes as that Halloween when he was in Jake and Amy's bedroom when they woke up

"Drowning you all in your blood" wow I love him 😂😂

And Rosa IS the official three time heist winner, everyone needs to accept it!!

How many times is Terry going to use the I am not playing tactic?

OMG INTERVIEW TO BECOME CAPTAIN OF THE 99??!!

"You cheated on me with another notary?" 😂😂😂

Oh my god, the bag of teeth 🤢

SLEUTH SISTERS TEAM FOR THE HEIST OMG

Cheddar is back!! And he has an earpiece??

JAKE'S LEAVING THE NINE-NINE WE ALL CALLED IT OMG OMG IT'S HIS LAST DAY TOO

"It's all I ever wanted to be... Until now" My fucking heart jesus christ 😭😭😭😭

Omg the intro reference!!!! "We were just getting falafel" 😂😂

A trip down memory lane... This is going to make me cry isn't it?

"It was going to be B99" 🥺🥺 We care Rosa!!

Caleb!!

Wuntch's grave! The balloon arch 😂😂

He tried to remake the Tell Me Why sequence, that's so Jake lmaoo

OMG THEY FINALLY SHOWED IT TO US THE TATTOOO KEVIN'S FACE ON CHEDDAR'S BODY OMFGGGG

Why was Rosa looking at it like she hadn't seen it before??

GINAAAAAAAAA AJDKAJFJAKKFKSKTL

"You're gonna regret the day you fired me" lmaoo Gina I missed you sm

What's going on here...? A fake office as part of the heist?? What about the captain interview though??

Rosa is such a badass, I love her so much, why is this show ending??

BILL'S BACK

Stick around, okay? 😂😂😂

Amy adopted a dog for the heist?!

Rosa, I'm disappointed in you even though I expected this

OMG DID TERRY ACTUALLY BLOW THE INTERVIEW THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING

PIMENTOOO

The first tie he ever bought, continuing game night with Rosa omg 🥺🥺🥺

Charles... His face when he found the resignation letter I can't, fuck I'm actually tearing up 😭😭

Episode 10, go on, break my heart even more

A tracker in his buttholes, jesus christ 😂😂

"He taught me the importance of being seen as human" 🥺

It WAS a part of the heist!!

Rosa and Pimento endgame? I did not see that coming at all, it's weird and I'm suspicious

Aww it's where they admitted they were best friends 🥺🥺

The Nikolaj pronunciation thing again 🥺😂

"WE'RE FANCY BEDSTE VENNER" 🥺😭😭

THE BINDER NECKLACE OMG FAMILYYY 😭😭😭

It's functional and she can correct them!!!

I don't know how much longer I can do this without crying

Oh shit the fireworks 😳😨

You've been in a coma for seven years? Really Amy? You're going to try to prank Jake?

TEDDY?! WHY?

Okay, I can't. The idea of Teddy being a father figure to Mac... Just no.

INSIDE THE FAKE BABY LMAO

TERRY KNOWS??

BINGPOT!!!

Thank you, I've always wanted to be chloroformed. That is such a Jake thing to say 😂

Jesus christ, stop with the proposals Teddy 🙄🤦🏻‍♀️

MELIPCLAYNOS! I was hoping we'd get to see him again!

Charles popping up in the backseat! What a throwback!

Scully? Terry? They're all here! Well, except for Rosa and Gina because airport. I'm not still not convinced about that part.

"I planned the perfect goodbye"?! A meaningful location, sentimental gifts, omg Holt 🥺🥺😭😭

Kevin was in on it!! Cheddar! Did the entire Cosner-Holt family win the heist? 🥺🥺

TERRY'S CAPTAIN!!! OMG OMG OMG

ROSA AND GINA I FUCKING KNEW IT!!

Throwback to Gina's fake teeth!!

It was weird that she'd want to get back with Adrian! "Whatever, breeder" Omg Rosa I cannot explain how much I love you! 😂😂😂

Fake again! "Your present to me is school?? I'm glad you're leaving" What a mood

Bill?! Wtf??

Oh no, they're all finding out about Jake leaving...

I'm going to cry, fuck, help

"I'm gonna kool-aid man us the hell out of here" YESSSS TERRY

HITCHCOCK!!! FINALLY!!

You're right Jake, this doesn't feel right 😂

"enjoy all of us being together one last time" Okay, okay, I am not fine.

CEMENT?? GINA WTF!! We can always count on you to lighten a situation 🥺😂

Amy and Rosa... The teary eyes, the voice cracks, the I love you's 😭😭😭

I can't tell if Gina was being real either lol

Scully and Hitchcock reunion 🥺🥺

Okay okay, I'm full on crying. The look at Amy before Jake said it wasn't a hard decision to leave, Holt saying Jake finally figured out how to grow up, Holt saying he would be so proud if he had a son like Jake, the robot impression, the "title of your sex movie", it was perfect.

He took off the name plaque at his desk 😭

So long, nine-nine 😭😭😭

Time jump?? I thought we were done!

JAKEEEE! CAPTAIN JEFFORDS!! HALLOWEEN HEIST?!!! HOLTTTT! DEPUTY COMMISSIONER RAYMOND HOLT!! AMYYYY! ROSAAAA! GINA?!!

We're in each other's lives forever, whether you like it or not! Hell yeah 😭😭

ONE LAST NINE-NINE 😭😭😭😭😭

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THAT FINALE WAS EVERYTHING I HOPED IT WOULD BE AND MORE! HOW IS IT OVER?? IT CAN'T BE OVER 😭

Alright, I’m going to calm down a bit and go rewatch it lol

[gracefulweather]

here i am 😅😅😅 a whole 25 days since i answered the last ask convo we had sdajflkjdslfkjas i need to make it a resolution to answer in a timely manner !

i hope you had a great new year !! i just vibed...? i cannot even remember what i did what the heck 😭 my only resolution is to try LMAO (haha i want to continue my chinese studies and maybe like be more active) what about you? are you the type to make resolutions and stick to them?

i'm also gonna be celebrating the lunar new year with my fam in a few days too, so i'm excited for that !

also realized that i have in fact pulled an eric pc before ajsklfjsld 😭 i now have a little space on the side of my shelf that i have hung a few sunwoo pics and it's ...everything to me ANYWAYS !! i have a cute little ikea shelf for my albums, and i display some pcs but not many, and there's a tasty txt poster on my room door. i also have some lyric art prints around my room too ! omg you had the clear phone case, i love that for you ! sangyeon 🥺🥺🥺 what kind of case do you have now? do you have any shelves for kpop stuff in your room?

hm...it really depends. but for the past three smaus, i usually make most of it before posting it, just in case i change my mind about plot points or something. but for lovesick, i have only made about 5-6 parts ahead from where i'm posting ! but i totally get that too, i still don't even really know how lovesick is gonna end so hopefully i think of something before struggling later hahah and tysm for reading it and leaving comments they always make my day

waiT WHAT the same person who arranged their ost is the one who did the amazing stage ver. and rock ver.??? HELLO I LOVE THAT BUT I AM GOING TO SUFFER I JUST KNOW IT

yess !! that's the one ! our beloved summer is good, but personally, i find it kind of slow. i gotta watch more heheh

i need actor haknyeon right now. hahah i wish hyunjae got to do more with that drama, that scene where he gets his little bandaid ripped off of his face keeps playing in my head hahaha

bro EXACTLY fantasy plots are always insanely detailed like how??

i love hoon's hair sm, but i think he cut it again ? i forget hahah but also award shows are so hard to keep up with i sometimes go on twitter and there are like three hashtags trending for it lol

wait bestie do u live in canada??

i'm just really sad abt tbz members getting c*vid :( and they are getting so much hate for it? esp eric? for literally no reason im really about to fight someone i just want my boys to get better

ohh ty ty !! :D hahah wait that post is so accurate lol the year did go by so fast

hope ur doing well ily !! <3

LOL dw about it!! i'm not doing any better here 😅 ahh how was your lunar new year and vday!! i had a bunch of good food and way too many bubble teas HAHA

trying is a very good resolution LMAO i've given up on making them bc i get bored of things so fast, but like... exercising more would probably be a good thing 🤡 ooh how are your chinese studies going? i wish i could read more but i've kinda just... accepted that i'll only know how to speak and not be able to read/write much 😭

oooh eric pc 🤩 that sounds like such a cute collection tho?? and lyric art prints whaooo the aesthetic ✨ i don't really have much kpop stuff so they're kinda just in random spots in my room but i do have some pcs and a banner from a bts concert on my shelf!! and some... very old.... exo posters hanging around that have been up since 2013 :') ah i have a pretty pink case on my phone now! omg do you have a binder with those little slots for pcs LOL

oh i see, i've seen people basically make each part as they go but like... i'd be worried about if the pacing is off or if changes are needed or something 😭 hope lovesick won't be too much a struggle for you but if you ever need another perspective or like a brainstorming sesh, lmk!!

LMAO the way the ost is supposed to come out in feb but there's been no news on it yet..... hopefully soon :')

ohh you found our beloved summer slow? i was thinking it might be too angsty for my taste since chanhee cried and all LOL but idk if i'll watch... there's a fic collab i joined based on kdramas and someone's writing hyunjae based on our beloved summer so i'll probably read that and see 👀 but bestie did you watch all of us are dead? i thought it was pretty good, gotta wait for s2 now!!

oooh speaking of actor haknyeon, i went and watched the first season of goedam!! and it's horror but not that scary tho some parts were kinda gory/disturbing? idk what i was expecting but each ep was like an 8 minute short film, super short so hak's role will probably be really small 😭

hoon's hair is back to black!! 😍 omg i can imagine there would be so much to keep up with as a multi... ooh did you like treasure's comeback? i love the song 🥺

yes bestie canada!!! feels kinda strange now that moonbae are back bc like i'm seeing them post pics of all these nice places that i've been to LOL. worried about eric tho :(( he stopped the bday wishes and pms and just... ugh i hope he's doing okay :( but it's nice that they finally get a break

omgomg ok i'm on chapter 17 of arisa where this new girl is introduced and manabe just kinda... stole the phones from tsubasa... i'm amazed at how 15 year olds can even pull this off LMAOO. but yeah it's good so far and everyone is so sketchy?!?? i'm anticipating lots of twists in here 🧐

ahhH hope ur doing well too!! <3

[baekhvuns]

Good morning I woke up to new Hwa selfies on Twt and Universe spam I'm so happy he came back already. He's talking so much, about clothes and phones he had in school? And that they got confiscated, lmao. Sweet boy.

I hope he's feeling better cause yesterday I was ready to join Woo 🔪🔪🔪 when he said he'd bite those people and that Seonghwa is soft-hearted, my baby. ❤💔 People were mean because of the price of his robe, like?! Fuck off.

P.S. Bestie look at Hwa's photos on IG. 💀 I'll be passing out and possibly away.... what in the bad boy Hwa is this?!

SM can eat shit seriously, all the companies choosing so many US dates and completely ignoring other countries, yikes. And it's not like kpop isn't popular in other places as well, ugh. Shinee came to Europe some time ago and Taemin separately, but that's about it. 😐

It's exactly like pokemon cards or some other stuff I collected as a kid, some things never change lmao. I really didn't expect to be a kpop collector, but here I am, those little boys will be the death of me. I knew I was down bad when I moved Hwa and Felix to their own binders. 🥴 And let me tell you KQ is fucking crazy with the amount of POBs...

Personally I like Tomorrow, but I know some people take issue with the way they handle serious topics. On one hand I agree, but I also appreciate they show people's struggles, it's not that common in the kdrama world. The show is a strange mix of weird and funny moments and heavy shit. But I need more of LSH and the lady played by Kim Hee Sun, because 👀 rivals or even enemies to lovers... maybe? Also she's older than him, so I'm INTERESTED. But yeah there probably won't be any romance which is great, I'm just saying they have potential. - DV 💖

GOOD MORNING im abt to good night 😭😭😭

Good morning I woke up to new Hwa selfies on Twt and Universe spam I'm so happy he came back already. He's talking so much, about clothes and phones he had in school? And that they got confiscated, lmao. Sweet boy.

BDMWHDKW HIS SELFIES I SWEAR I WAS FBWNDHWJ SHAKING FFB,, HES TALKING SO MUCH AND I LOVE it 😭😭😭 omg did u see where he said this *picture* hwa femboy confirmed and i could not love him more 😭😭😭

“please tell me you know.” boy i fr do

I hope he's feeling better cause yesterday I was ready to join Woo 🔪🔪🔪 when he said he'd bite those people and that Seonghwa is soft-hearted, my baby. ❤💔 People were mean because of the price of his robe, like?! Fuck off.

NAHHHHH LITERALLY HWA PROTECTION SQUAD IMMEDIATELY,, god rly said imma make seonghwa the cutest thing alive and he’s no lying 😭😭 no bc if u find it expensive??? don’t buy it bro??? 😭😭 it’s a choice 😭😭😭

P.S. Bestie look at Hwa's photos on IG. 💀 I'll be passing out and possibly away.... what in the bad boy Hwa is this?!

w-why would do that to me rn, i just saw why, what good do u get from this- BADBOY HWA?;’whwhmdwhkfwhk DV ANON COME OUTSIDE NO ONES GONNA JUMP U 😭😭😭😭

SM can eat shit seriously, all the companies choosing so many US dates and completely ignoring other countries, yikes. And it's not like kpop isn't popular in other places as well, ugh. Shinee came to Europe some time ago and Taemin separately, but that's about it. 😐

LITERALLY !!!!!! atp success for them is america nothing else when ppl outside of america have helped make way for idols the most,, if not for them kpop wouldn’t be no where tbh,,, MAN I THINK kpop groups came to europe a lot in like the years 2013-2016 after that like bare minimum appearances??? i was surprised sm sent dream and kai

It's exactly like pokemon cards or some other stuff I collected as a kid, some things never change lmao. I really didn't expect to be a kpop collector, but here I am, those little boys will be the death of me. I knew I was down bad when I moved Hwa and Felix to their own binders. 🥴 And let me tell you KQ is fucking crazy with the amount of POBs...

BDMWDBMW FRR omg how many albums do u own?? or like how many pc’s?? FBWNDBWM THEIR OWN BINDERS PLSSSSSS DOWN BAD BAD 😭😭😭 kq said i will take ur entire bank and ur family’s with these pob’s

Personally I like Tomorrow, but I know some people take issue with the way they handle serious topics. On one hand I agree, but I also appreciate they show people's struggles, it's not that common in the kdrama world. The show is a strange mix of weird and funny moments and heavy shit. But I need more of LSH and the lady played by Kim Hee Sun, because 👀 rivals or even enemies to lovers... maybe? Also she's older than him, so I'm INTERESTED. But yeah there probably won't be any romance which is great, I'm just saying they have potential. - DV 💖

ABBHHH i love it when they show something unique bc u know kr ppl abt to be pressed dbdbdb ETL IM HEARING 👁👄👁 FBWNDHEJ the mix of grim reapers and deep topics = a good writer