#i really need banshee mode sessions and personal development sessions to be spread the fuck out
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I really need a therapist that’s okay with the fact that I’m basically not a good person
#i feel like every counsellor i’ve had has been focused on trying to make me better#which… okay now that i’ve said it of course that makes sense. i was there to get better#but i mean it’s like… they don’t JUST want me less insane. they also want me to be a better person#which i GET and i’ll do certain parts of it but i mean. there’s a certain point where i’m just not living my truth anymore#like i’d foster a hundred dogs and start wearing grass shoes to help save the planet#but if you ask me to stay positive and channel my anger into something creative and to hold my peace when something pisses me off#telling me to have nice thoughts? telling me not talk shit? impossible#if i see bullshit happening before me; i will think ‘that’s fucked up’ and i will ask if anyone else saw it!#i really need someone to rant to who isn’t going to try to make it into a productive reflective time#let me essentially sit in your room and scream and swear and be irrational and DON’T point out how wrong i am#or how i need to get out of certain patterns of thinking. i already know and i DON’T need to hear it again#we’ll do that another time. for now you just need to let me go banshee mode until i’ve got it all out#i really need banshee mode sessions and personal development sessions to be spread the fuck out#personal
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