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gals. I'm tired.
#like#i really love studying and working#in what i do because I'm helping people and learning so many awssome and interesting things#but i sometimes get so so so tired#and it is worse knowing that I'm the pronest to depression person i have ever met in my life and it sucks#AND THE MONEY#MONEY IS SO FREAKING ANNOYING#I HATE CAPITALISM SO MUCH#I JUST WANT TO DISCOVER AND LEARN EVERYTHING I CAN ABOUT THIS AWESOME AND WONDERFUL WORLD AND UNIVERSE WHILE LOOKING FOR STABILITY AND PEACE#OF MIND#I JUST WANT TO HELP AND BE BY MY FAMILY'S SIDE AND THAT'S IT#sigh#charlie char talks
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License to Kitty.
#dungeon meshi#izutsumi#marcille donato#chilchuk tims#I still stand by my tags on the Izutsumi character study piece I did in January - but I will repeat myself on a few lines here:#I *really* love this character. I love that all of the dungeon meshi crew are complicated and have difficult to love components.#But Izutsumi is a particular kind of hard to love. I foresee a lot of people being turned off by her abrasiveness and lack of teamwork.#She is very self-centered and openly goes against what the party agrees on.#She's a picky eater in a story that is 50% about eating good and healthy food!#It is in part about her growth but admittedly even *then* she remains rather true to her self-centeredness.#Even though she isn't as nice or funny or compassionate as the others...Izutsumi is still someone worth loving.#Even the more difficult people are someone worth loving.#And those people in turn are people who have something and someone they love.#She may be a girlcat but she is the most human of them all.#I hope that if you are an anime only watcher and are feeling put off by her at the moment; you'll give her a chance.#By the way: *yes* I worked very hard to draw that skateboard pose. It was worth it.#EDIT: HAPPY 500th POST OF POORLY-DRAW-MDZS!!! What a comic to commemorate the milestone with!
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For the Laicion nation (aka, me and three other people)
I had this illustration commissioned (a big thank you to @lunehowls) for my werewolf AU Laicion fic (still a WIP).
The general pitch is as follows :
AU in which Laios never got to meet his sister again, putting his life on a whole other path, a more desperate one. A military deserter with barely a coin to his name, Laios hitches a ride on a boat to one of the elven continents, where he learns about magical tattoos that binds one’s soul to a wolf’s, effectively making them artificial werewolves. Illegal magic be damned, this feels like the answer to… everything.
In the process, he learns about the existence of an illegal fighting ring in one of the elven cities, where beastmen gladiators gather. Freshly tattooed and without anywhere else to go to, Laios decides to head there, where he meets Lycion, an elf and artificial werewolf gladiator. If they first bond over a simple shared meal, by spending time together (sharing the same room in the barracks, maybe the same bed? gasp) they find that they have a lot in common, notably a shared distaste for the body they were born in, a dysphoria partially remedied by becoming a werewolf.
They bond :)
NB: I commissioned another piece, go take a look :D
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#lycion#laicion#I'm heads deep in research regarding Ancient Rome gladiators... and loving it. Really fascinating stuff.#I bemoan the fact that most papers are locked behind a paywall (though I found one that gives a free pdf access)#(and no. Sci-hub is not an option. It's blocked in my country)#I'm also re-reading DunMeshi and taking notes to get a better grasp of Laios and Lycion as characters. Character studies if you will#and I still need to fully outline the fic#I know where I'm starting (struggling to choose a POV for that first chapter LOL) and where I'm ending so there's that#and a bunch of disconnected scenes (as we all do ahaha)#anyway. Doing all of this while studying for veterinary school. It's hard. I feel guilty whenever I'm not studying...#let's just say I don't expect the prep work for the fic to be ready before this summer (+ I need to finish the Kuro cosplay for Japan Expo)#hopefully; once it's done; I'll be able to set a schedule and write smoothly#werewolf#werewolf laios#rarepair#Fy posts
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Mentioning Tusk Love and the potential of other independent stories set in Exandria reminded me of an old discord conversation about how they could Fix the courting of the crick for publishing (seeing as it's canonically a Bad Book due to being super dry and also racist towards drow) without breaking canon:
Rename it 'The Courting of the Kryn - a Reimagining of the Classic Story, by Jester Lavorre'
Present it as an in-universe fanfic-ish rewrite. There's a foreword where 'Jester' elaborates on the inaccuracies of the original, the impact the story had on her, and the importance of Dynasty-Empire relations. There's an acknowledgement section where she thanks Caleb and Beau as 'consultants on Empire culture', as well as an unnamed/under fake name/clearly Essek as an 'expert on the Luxon, dunamancy and Dynasty culture'. All his information on spy networks is eerily accurate and has his former co-workers scrambling. (He makes her keep all the dry historical accounts, but now it's accurate (with added dick-related puns)). She mentions that she reached out to the Bright Queen who reluctantly (after 5 messages in a row) gave some pointers. In her frantic research she possibly made some breakthroughs on the nature on the Luxon that has Essek reeling (there's a 'further reading' section where she lists the academic paper he wrote building on her discoveries and an entire list of the sources her consultants used).
For extra fun and meta-ness, include footnotes where she comments on things she changed/removed from the original and why, how various scenes may have been inspired by a real life couple or events, etc. Some of the footnotes are written by her consultants. Caleb and Essek get into arguments on dunamancy theory which is actually thinly veiled flirting. There's anatomically accurate drow sex (it's unclear whether the consultant was Essek or Caleb or possibly a certain brother, who was also consulted on Dynasty military practices).
#I don't know what the actual story would be though#it would be funny if the main couple was clearly inspired by shadowgast#but also i think the story itself should be able to stand on its own without the framing narrative similar to tusk love#part of this was copied from my old discord messages bc man i still really like this idea#*quietly slides this under critical role's studio door with my contact info attached*#critical role#nella talks cr#if you want to make it extra EXTRA meta the story could still clearly be by jester but under a pen-name with no notes of her own#and the footnotes/authors notes are by a future researcher who's studying the work#and has connected it to the famous artist jester lavorre#and is now puzzling together her and the nein's entire lives in the footnotes
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I just want to say that I have joined the Agathario brainrot. 😭🖤💜💚🌈
#agatha all along#agathario#Agatha harkness#rio vidal#work in progress#procreate#study based on a painting based on a painting kind of not really#is Disney queer now#wow what a time to be alive#digital drawing#art study#sapphic love#love and death#i have been listening to His Infernal Majesty from like 20'years ago while drawing this it fits perfectly#razorblade romance#sorry I'm stressed from work aaa#also did you know that ALL OF THEIR CLOTHES HAVE PATTERNS??#blink and you've missed 20 of them
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I've been reading a Gravity Falls fanfic called "The Therapist" by @bapple117, where you - The reader- are Bill Cipher's Therapist in the Theraprism. I was on Bapple's Discord server and came across a conversation asking "What if Bill had a secret collection of art he made of the therapist and got super flustered when the therapist finds them."
Posted that and then someone mentioned that in a panic, Bill would probably try to eat the art and tries to eat the pages.
Anyways, I freakin' love this fic and this funky lil' guy.
#It's a self insert fic but as someone who's studied psychology and wanted to become a therapist... I really love this fic#The fic is also so fucking nice because it doesn't used any “Y/N” stuff or oddly switching POVs#thank u for ur service Bapple#Chapter 16 fucking broke my heart tho Bapple WHY#I desperately needed to rest my wrists from working on war drums so I took a break and decided to read some fanfics and do some light fanar#I live for fluff/angst/slowburn fics especially if they're well written#I live for flustered bill cipher#gravity falls#bill cipher#book of bill#the book of bill#fanfic#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction#ao3#archive of our own#the therapist#the theraprism#art#digital art#doodle#drawing#artists on tumblr
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#Classic Amy#Amy Rose#StH#image description in alt#goggyart#I like these a lot. I want to push more with her as I draw her more going forward.#I'm really happy with how I did her hands I guess. Their a thing I tend to struggle with and it becomes mega annoying. It ends up with#me leaving something mostly done unfinished for weeks or months (as what happened in this case. I started these not long after I finished#the similar drawings with sonic and tails)#so this morning I got determined enough to push through the fear of have to scrap the work I'd done previously. i had to redraw her hands#a couple times but I finished it.#anyway I love Amez and Knux a lot. especially to draw. but I struggle with them a lot. so this year I'm endeavoring to study and draw them#more so I can get better and share them with y'all who I hope like them too.
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more fake project nova screencaps, lighting is hard
#second one i used a bunch of lighting refs but the comp is all me baby it took WAY too long but i learned a bunch#sorry for oc spamming. it will happen again#project nova#kokoart#oc#original character#original art#ocs#film studies#film stills#i go through like phases where im all like wow i love originality im going to really work on this project (nova. haha) and then i fall out#of it. rn we're going strong
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Someone (I don’t remember Whomst but please do raise your hand if it was you) once proposed the idea that Terzo might be a bit of a pianist based off of this image
And I just wanted to say that I support this idea. Not only because I think Terzo being able to play piano is adorable, but because it would make the Kazoo of Destiny even funnier in my eyes.
Dude is a classically-trained concert pianist, would make so many of his peers swoon by doing that dumb “Oh is that a piano? Don’t mind if I do~” bit and playing a concerto off the cuff. He could easily wriggle in a piano bit for himself during rituals and acoustic sessions — and the Clergy would’ve been on board for once because they know the power that a confident, handsome man with strong fingers can wield on an already horny audience.
But nope: He toot his lil kazoo, his favorite party favor he got three years ago at a New Year’s Eve party.
#he’s such a little shit I love him#papa emeritus iii#the band ghost#ghost bc#Terzo#papa iii#papa Terzo#I’m honestly not sure if any of his brothers also know an intstrument#I kinda like the idea that Terzo is the only one to learn one#maybe his mother taught him?#or!! because I’d imagine music would be a big deal to the Church given who Lucifer was before The Fall#maybe they have a program similar to how schools have small children play recorders#y’know as a (questionable) means of getting them interested in music#but of his brothers Terzo was the only one ut really stuck to#Primo’s disciplines lie in his dedication to the church#Secondo was even more impatient then so practicing was a huge drag#Copia might’ve come close but when he decided to take the idea of becoming Papa seriously#he had to choose work and study and put all his musicianship into the singing part#Terzo just liked the idea of putting something pretty into the world…#but that’s just a theory#a Random Theory!!!
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merrill dragon age really reverse engineered an eluvian from first principles in a cave with a box of scraps and one single blighted shard. and STILL she gets no respect for it from anyone but potentially hawke, at least in a confused yet well-meaning 'are ya winning son' sort of way on the friendship path. dark days for women in STEM
(really though it seems the equivalent of a person in the middle ages putting together a nokia phone from rocks and sticks (and one coaching session from a spirit, fair enough) and then just not being able to figure out how to turn it on even though it is fully functioning. magically at least merrill is inarguably a genius. the tony stark of kirkwall. well not really that comparison falls apart pretty quickly but you see what I'm saying here lmao)
#dragon age#dragon age 2#merrill#of all people aveline actually seems to pick up on just how brilliant she is#but she only ever tells merrill so out loud so that she gets to tell her she's also an idiot with the next breath fhsadkfhsa#ah would it really be DA2 if that wasn't how that conversation went tho#anders has his head way too far up his own ass (affectionate) about anything she does to really consider what she's achieved#but one day I'd love to see some mages studying merrill's work like 'how?? how in the fUCK did she do this it shold be impossible'#hawke standing over on the side like a proud yet bumbling older brother like 'uh. it involved some sort of really special knife.#I punched a varterral about it. do not ask me any more questions'
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I love you Safety Wizard.
(Inspired by @keroascrazy)
#safety wizard#wizard#Tumblr wants me to use the wizardposting tag so badly and I'm tempted. It's a good tag.#Shout out to stackedbirds for sending me the safety wizard post. Beloved mutual and beloved supplier of good wizard posts.#I will make it an open secret that I love me some good goofy wizards.#Safety Wizard has a special pizzazz that just gets the gears turning.#I like to imagine Safety Wizard began their studies as a traffic wizard. Then took some courses in roadside hazard magic.#This sparked an interest in safety magic and resulted in an eventual change of major - but the outfit stayed true to their roots.#All that said and done; The original costume is really good and I hope OP keeps up the good wizarding work.#Remember that distracted driving is extremely dangerous. Do not drive tired or in altered states of awareness.#It is always morally correct to call a friend of ride service if you have even the smallest doubt you will be a safe driver.#And *please* wear proper PPE on your job site. Do not put yourself or other's at risk!
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i NEEDED to redraw these panels from archie idk this little part was just soo good, mwah! Also I used this as an inking exercise :3
#i dont remember which issue it was lmfaoo#80 something probably..#archie sonic#redraw#sonic fanart#knuckles the echidna#idk man that text as just so raw i was like DAMNN thats so good!#also i really love studying archie pages because of the colors like i should learn from them tbh dfregfsgfdf#im uhhh WORKING on my inking like idk theres something i dont like about it#i still have poor control#i guess i just need to practice oh well 😞😔
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I don’t know how I never played any of the Nancy Drew games as a kid, I love point and click and I love Nancy drew and I would have been all over them!! My sister and I are playing through them together now and it is just an absolute joy. (She is however much better at puzzles than me so idk maybe they would have frustrated me as a kid)
Also it’s giving me some inspo to ~actually~ practice drawing and backgrounds etc. so anyway here’s treasure in the royal tower WIPS. I really want to do some actual illustrations from these games.
Also Evelyn/gabsmolders streams are just prime content for background comfort noise when pain flares or fatigue keep me in bed.
#I really don’t know why I picked that spot in the castle as a background study#there’s way too much detail so idk if I’ll actually colour it#also it’s blizzarding right now and the vibes of tower fit so love that for me#I am also strugggling with dexter and I think it’s cause of bias cause he’s my favourite#TRT#treasure in the royal tower#nancy drew#nancy drew pc games#also designing covers/posters or something for these games would be such a fun thing to do#I wanna do fun typography again I don’t get as much of a chance to do that at work#and like#nancy drew games#her interactive#I don't think this counts as character design really cause i'm just going off of reference.#character art#character design#but like#loose#my art <3#gab smolders#Hotchkiss#sketchbook
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Richard II
#david tennant#richard ii#shakespeare#william shakespeare#artists on tumblr#elzorton draws#ooooooo made a color study and i love itttt#keeping it up with the more sketchy lineart really helped me get past some of my art block#and like evetything isn't perfect and the crown is a lil wonky but i just don't care? it doesn't really matter once its painted#i'm currently halfway through two weeks vacation and i have a lot of shit to do before i get back to work so i don't know how much more#i can paint before i go back to work again#plus i'm moving soonish?#why can't i just have all the time and energy in the world to paint instead. actually really rude of the cosmos
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Speed study from an Unsplash reference, about 2 hours.
#kirehn draws#digital art#artists on tumblr#art#speedpaint#painting study#“speed paint” in that it's 2 hours instead of 10+#all one layer I really do love these brushes#genuinely a bit excited with how much I like this and that I got a little of that flow while I worked on it#pspspsing at that flow hoping it sticks around#pk:studies
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Mr Apples I love u <3
What is a pencil? How do u draw again??? I haven't done this in like..... a VERY hot minute!
#should I have done warm ups before this??? probably!#should I have done literally any studies at all to remember how angles and shapes work??? probably!#did I jump straight in and just try to relearn on the fly?? 100% yeah#I WAS A FIGURE DRAWING ARTIST AT ONE POINT GOD WHAT ARE BODIES WHAT ARE DHAPES OH GOD ITS BEEN A MINUTE#I can feel my brain kicking and screaming trying to remember how to work oh god it's almost nice tho we'll see#critical role#exu downfall#c3e99#critical role campaign 3#the emissary#apples I love u so much sweet boy full of love he's confused to be here but ready for anything#sams art#god it's been over a year since I really drew much at all#and almost longer than that for any bodies or thinking work besides exact copy bug photo studies#cr downfall#im actively doing more doodles as we speak
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