#i really hope its just a fluke and not schizophrenia

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god i wish i never brought up anything and just stayed w my last psych and therapist. i feel like i cant trust a single thought in my own head. i cant trust anything im seeing or hearing. it could all be fake or a hallucination. i feel so isolated and alone terrified. i shouldve kept my fucking mouth shut i miss living in ignorance i miss thinking i was normal