#i queue away for fun

[depvotee]

warm up im not gonna finish bc i absolutetly started wrong and spend all my energy on just skin

[fwhipliker]

what was their duo name i,, forgorr,,,

[scootarooni]

MIKU MIKU ☆ BEEEEEAAAAAM ⋆｡°✩

[v-poreons]

OCposting..... This is Coven :3 she's a witch who specializes in luck magic! I need to post her so I can yap about her more, she's rotating in my brain at top speed

(Also her bf belongs to @oodliedoodlies hiiii hiiiiiiii hi hi hi)

[wardensantoineandevka]

sometimes I look out across the theatre and stage of fandom with my opera glasses and spot someone making angry bitter seething post after angry bitter seething post, and I quietly wonder if they're having fun, like I'm having fun, often the people they're vaguing are having fun, some of us are having fun, many of us even

[thecatspasta]

[cryscendo]

he loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah!

glee episode 5.01 “love love love” with pantone colors (insp)

[breezypunk]

Obsessing over the fact I have given Maggie such a variety of style. One moment she's dressed like she's headed to totentanz, the next it's retro, than it's tomboy, and in the same night gets all dolled up in her favorite mini dress to visit her girlfriend at work ;} (But the boots stay on no matter what)

[aviisick13]

Nasir with his hair down

[thebad-lydrawn-sanses]

my guy, please just contact a doctor. get sci. please. seriously. i dont care if he’s busy trying to make a portal gun or whatever, get help.

[dailyhatchetfield]

ACHILLES!!! may i pretty please request. a max x pete moment? mayhaps them studying together? whatever tickles your fancy (if you feel comfy with doing them!!)

day 173 - study date <3

[alaskan-wallflower]

if i wrote a fic based off the “paul outs darry as wretched” thing would yall readit

[prettyboyjohnny]

interesting!

[14dayswithyou]

What happens if Angel did the ‘ignore your boyfriend for 24 hours’ prank on Ren?

✦゜ANSWERED: If you've already met Ren and you're in a relationship with him: he'd be so annoyingly clingy; following you around the apartment, attaching themselves to your side, whining into your ear about not hearing your voice in 5 whole minutes, pretending he's dying by dramatically falling at your feet, etc.

If you've met him but aren't in a relationship, then he'll simply watch you through your phone camera/webcam/security cameras like normal.

[channie-binnie]

Want to go and see SKZ on tour so bad but from what I’ve been seeing on TikTok about the Australia and Singapore ticket sales is that it’s gonna be a bloodbath regarding getting tickets for when they come to the US

[spotaus]

Thinking about Orchid and her connection to my take on Gender (because this was meant to be about her and the Crew but it just devolved into a character analysis kinda??? More trauma-dumping maybe???) This is very much an oc/personal rant so feel free to ignore it 🫡

So, Orchid started off as a character I didn't really think much of (hear me out this is going to be relevant) because I wanted to add a 'girl' character but didn't know what to *do* with her, y'know? She was always going to be the strongest one there, she had the odds stacked in her favor with her parents. She was always going to be the gloomy side-character to match Reset's energy. But I think she's gone through every stage of Generic Woman I could possibly find.

At first she was angry and abrasive (think Fell!Sans) where every other word was a curse and she was likely to throw the first punch then laugh as she kicks her enemy while they're down. This was when Reset was a cartoonishly self-centered villain whose goal was simply to prove others wrong. Then Orchid became a sort of sisterly figure. This was short-lived, but she was the one comforting people who Reset would torment, but would ultimately follow his orders, because at this point he was actually a danger and sadistic. And then there was the phase where the story mellowed out and she became the token Goth Girl who, yes she was strong, but was heavy on the 'whatever' energy. Then there was her Era of deep self-loathing and anxiety about her worth that held her back and made her a much more timid and meek character who would only lash out on occasion.

Now, Orchid is the best of those iterations I've written yet. She's calm, level-headed, and a natural leader. Her father raised those traits into her. But she's very reactive, and can be silly, and when she's comfortable it's likely that air of importance transforms into something more comfortable and familiar. She laughs loudly and grins wide, she likes loud video-games but loves to read in the quiet. She's extremely disciplined, and normally no one can get through her tough exterior besides her best friend, Reset. She does what she does for her own enjoyment, sure, but she's thought of every angle and makes her choice to help Reset and control the others with her whole chest. She still worries she won't live up to her invisible expectations, and that and her loyalty are her two driving forces.

I know that Orchid is important to me because she's the longest-running female oc I've had. I have a rough relationship with womanhood/girlhood and I know looking back that Orchid recieved every ounce of my distaste for being a woman that I could shovel into her. That never made her less of a character, she was actually always one of my favorites, and rarely was she a 'punching bag oc'. I just... projected onto her a lot. And she's a good sign of how I've learned who I am. I've decided that my own femininity is something I could live without. I'd rather not associate myself with it, and I'd like to leave it in my past, focusing on a future where I'm not tied down with any gender roles or expectations. That won't happen, but I've come to terms with it myself. Orchid though? I figured out through her that I don't have to hate women characters. My own distaste for my circumstances doesn't mean I have to push it onto my characters (on God I've never expressed anything rude to actual people, that'd be rude as hell and uncalled for, but I have a bad habit of disliking fictional women in media). So, Orchid is a well-roubded character finally. She has motivations abd goals and a *lot* more depth than I ever expected her to. She's happy with being a woman, she's content. She's not treated differently for it in unfair ways by those she cares about, so she doesn't mind it. She likes to wear pretty outfits and lets Reset add bows to her ribbons. She doesn't let being a woman hold her back in the slightest.

So, yeah. Orchid is one of my babies. If I ever leave this Fandom behind for good, she's one that's coming with (Ichor, Orchid, and Pretender all have human designs I can use elsewhere lol-) but in the meantime I'll just rotate her around in my brain for a while longer.

If I'm right, she's been with me for nearly 5-6 years and I went through a *lot* with her as an outlet. So, she's kinda just like an old stuffed animal. A lil ripped, matted fur, maybe a stain or two, but there's a story there and that makes it important beyond belief.