#i probably never should've let myself get so caught up in tumblr and online friendships but i did
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#...........................................................................................................................................#................... i miss my last fandom#i know a lot of people think it was toxic and bad and i know that based on their experiences they were right#but based on mine? it was a nice little place#and i never felt so alone like i feel now#i had a lot of people to talk to or people who would send me comforting messages or images if they knew i was having a hard time#and i had this here but with people that were Also in that fandom#but for one reason or other i don't have them anymore or i don't have them Here#and i just. feel so alone all the time#i probably never should've let myself get so caught up in tumblr and online friendships but i did#and now that I don't have them or things have changed i'm really struggling#maybe it's a good thing that tumblr is ending (though it might be another false alarm)#but at least then i would have no choice but to leave here which i've thought about doing but I don't do because despite all of this#i enjoy it here#it's also the only way i *** *** ******* **** ** *** **** ** **** ****#so I don't want it to be over but i miss the way it used to be#i doubt anyone read all of this but if you did i'm sorry and i'm not. shitting on the 911 fandom or the people in it#this is just a me thing#a stupid and probably dramatic me thing#maybe i'll delete this later#maybe i'll delete my tumblr#***** ******#or maybe not who knows#:/#monse talks
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