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concubuck · 2 years ago

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Since you mentioned it, Ozzie/Alastor/Fizz (or just Alastor/Fizz, since you already did Ozzie/Alastor)

((First, Alastor/Fizz:

The low number of hearts makes me seem more lukewarm than I really am lmao. It's a ship I like, I just haven't explored it as much.

First off I think Alastor unironically enjoys clowns and thinks they're funny so jot that down.

Second, even though Fizz is playing sidekick, he's clearly JUST as into humiliating a paying customer via musical number as Ozzie is, which means he and Alastor would probably get along great on the sadism front.

Third, I think Alastor inherently respects and appreciates professional entertainers, whether or not he's into that kind of entertainment himself: singers, dancers, actors, porn stars, TV hosts... and clowns-turned-comedians who warm up the crowd at night clubs.

And fourth, Fizz is an imp—dead bottom of Hell's social ladder—who was just so good at being a clown that King Mammon's selling a successful line of robots in his likeness and King Asmodeus snapped him up as his opening act and secret boyfriend; and even though that obviously doesn't really raise his rank as an imp, celebrity does give him power he never could have had otherwise. In life, Alastor was a biracial man in Jim Crow Louisiana who gained fame and popularity by virtue of how entertaining he was on the radio (a medium, notably, where nobody could see his face, and where he spoke in an artificially-created accent that had been invented specifically to sound upper-class and well-educated). I wouldn't go so far as to say I think he'd empathize with Fizz, because I doubt empathy is Alastor's strong suit; but I feel like he'd see the parallels between their histories and respect Fizz a lot for coming from a place similar to Alastor's and finding the same way up the ladder. I doubt Fizz would be able to return any of those sentiments—I figure a sinner who's been in Hell for 80+ years probably has a better understanding of demonic hierarchies than a hellborn demon who's never lived in a ring with humans would have about human race relations—but they're at least there on Alastor's side.

And for Ozzie/Alastor/Fizz:

Basically just put together my Alastor/Ozzie thoughts and my Alastor/Fizz thoughts and throw in the fact that Ozzie/Fizz is already an established ship and it works. Ozzie & Fizz probably have a whole lot of people flinging themselves at them separately, but who are usually attracted them for more typical/expected reasons—because they're each independently sex icons and probably considered wildly sexy in Hell, because they're famous and/or powerful, because of what people think their personalities are like as a famous entertainer/celebrity and a powerful ruler, etc. But not many people are interested in both of them simultaneously—it's usually one or the other—and not many are going to list the top reasons they're interested as "because of your musical numbers, and because you're assholes to your guests and I think that would make you VERY funny to hang out with." Even better if it doesn't actually start at all as "attraction," and not even as an attempt to climb the social latter, but Alastor just thinks they seem like His Kind Of People (translation: the bitchiest theater kids in the high school).

They'd be that obnoxious power trio that shows up to every event fashionably late in sunglasses with expensive coffee, knows everything about who's sleeping with whom, and lets that info slip strategically to cause the maximum chaos and fighting.

Bonus: one of the hypothetical ideas for the succubus Alastor AU fic I've been kicking around is Alastor getting knocked up (surprise! that was on my wishlist for this AU from the very start), Ozzie going "well I guess I'm gonna say it's mine and name it heir to my throne" while Alastor's still highkey panicking, them going to get a paternity test, discovering the kid is actually Fizz's, and Ozzie gleefully going "well now I'm DEFINITELY saying it's mine and naming it heir to my throne."

Because, one, the only thing better than the thought of having a kid with one of his boyfriends is having a kid with BOTH of his boyfriends; and two, this is a man who openly praises a prince for ruining his marriage over a socially taboo affair and who thinks the sexiest thing imaginable is a literal clown. He would absolutely hold up this little baby that's clearly some kind of imp/succubus hybrid and say "Yep! This is definitely my kid! No doubt about it! I'm 100% naming it my heir!" and letting all of Hell think that he's got it so bad for a hot piece of succubus ass that he's willfully blinded himself to the fact that the succubus cucked him with his over-promoted second-in-command imp. Like, that's leading by example. That's showing his people how to embody the true spirit of lust. He will give Hell the impression that the royal court of Lust is some sort of broiling soap opera, even at the cost of a little of his own respectability, because it sets a good sinful precedent and because it'll be really, REALLY funny. All three of them are clowns. They'd find the media frenzy hilarious. They'd be fighting not to laugh the whole time.))

#anonymous #ask #meme #ooc

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lana7779 · 8 months ago

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THE REPLY FEATURE ONLY ALLOWS 475 CHARACTERS, WTHHHHHHH, so I guess a reblog it is, because wow I got a lot to say!

So obviously, thank you *kindly* for the answer to my ask, it was beyond anything I ever hoped for, and now you got my brain working trying to come up with a response!

The detail in your analysis is absolutely incredible, and I admire your dedication to the art. I cannot follow that act nearly as impressively. It's like sending a kindergartner on stage after a PhD presentation.

I will be honest though in saying that canon devastated me so much (SO FUCKIN MUCH) that I think my brain blocked out a lot of what actually happened in canon and just chooses to live in blissful ignorance in my fanon created world. So many of the things and panels you brought up, I was like, 'huh... that happened, eh?' But I've also never been one to overanalyze and nitpick character behaviours, patterns, draw parallels, etc, etc, BUT I do admire people who do that, because it shows they're invested and actually care about the characters and the series. (Not that I don't, but I just do it differently!)

Hence, the process of falling in love with them for me was much simpler, and MUCH more superficial, so please forgive that, and it certainly won't be as entertaining and insightful as yours. Cause while you're that Pepe Silvia meme, I'm just like, mashing barbie dolls in the corner forcing them to kiss and be happy in my delusional fanon world.

With that said, I do hope that there are some canon elements I retained that explain why they make sense in my head, and why I wrote a whole trilogy for them and draw fanart for them like there's no tomorrow...

Starting with the most obvious one, which is that they care. Nobody can convince me otherwise. They care about each other. Even when canon does bring up stupid tid bits how Gil imagines Break's face in target practice to hit the target better... the kid learned how to cook for the man, and that shows care.

The way Break would share wise advice such as about priorities and how his unhealthy obsession with Oz could end up hurting him, it shows he cares. I don't have any canon evidence that he's always had his back, but I believe it to be so. Break was always there for him in time of need. Sure he may have followed it up with jabs and sarcastic remarks, but had Gil ever actually been in any real danger, Break would have been there to protect him. (Or so my delusion tells me!)

Likewise, the same can be said in reverse. Gil was there for Break when literally NO ONE was coming to help him. He put aside whatever unwavering loyalty he has for Oz, just for 10 minutes, in order to quite literally go save Break's life.

I think I can definitively say that was the moment my Breakbert switch flipped (which is, fun fact, the reason why vol 14 was the only vol I purchased of PH, so I could have that moment with me forever now! :D )

I also think I'm just a sucker for the whole 'opposites attract' trope, where we have this cheery, fun, sarcastic Break to complement Gil's brooding, serious, worried aura. They just work together, they need each other. The series would simply not be the same without their relationship.

Plus, they've been together for 10 years. 10 years to have figured out what they mean to each other. Had Gil truly hated every single moment of working under Break, he could have made their relationship much more professional and cold. But as it stands, they are definitely more friendly with each other than just 'student and mentor' relationship.

Frankly, I also don't even need a good reason to ship anyone. A simple 'they look good together' is good enough for me. I mean... have you SEEN THEM!?!? (I know, terrible reason to fall head over heels for someone, buuuuuuuuuuuuut I can't help it!) When I see two good looking characters that I like the personalities of, I will find ANY reason to ship them.

Luckily, with these two, I did not have to look far. Canon actually left enough crumbs for me to create a whole fanon world where it just makes sense how and why they could be happy together. I guess I'm just simple minded like that... You got this amazing character, and this other just as amazing character, and they looked at each other in that one panel, and BOOM the ship has sailed!

Jokes aside, just because I am incapable of analyzing every piece of spoken and unspoken dialogue and panel between them, does not mean I love them any less. I simply love them in my own way. If anyone has seen my blog, they would know exactly what I mean. (One does not simply spend every waking moment of the past 9 months thinking about Breakbert without actually loving them...)

I am a Break girly, so as long as he's happy, I'm happy, and I make darn sure he's happy with Gil. <3

I hope I didn't disappoint too much with my comparatively shallow views... Again, never been good at reading too much into canon, and PH canon definitely does not hold a good place in my heart, so I avoid it at all costs. A LOT of the plot went over my head because I could not focus on the series as a whole because of Break. And obviously the later chapters were the hardest to get through. (Not to mention some personal fandom drama that accompanied that hard road as it was...)

So until I found the good people of tumblr and Ao3, it felt like it was me and Breakbert against the world. That's why I'm eternally grateful to have found someone who UNDERSTANDS what they are to each other and is just as happy to talk about it!

Side note, just found the Breakbertfuckyeah blog, and WHY AM I 10 YEARS TOO LATE TO THE FANDOM!!!?!??? This is not fair... But I'm glad to see some are alive and kicking still, so yay!

Thank you for giving me this opportunity to gush about them and hear someone else share similar views! I loved every word in your reply and can definitely see your perspective on the whole thing! It was awesome! <3

If I may, this brainrot has been eating away at me, I just need to hear someone else's opinion! ✨️

At what point did you start shipping Gil and Break? What made you go, "yes, that's it!"?

What do you like most about them? I beg, share as much as you can about your thoughts on them! I need to hear it all! 😭🙏

fuck yes of course you may! Thank you so much for asking! *cracks knuckles* I've been waiting my whole life for an opportunity like this, so let's dive right into it!!

So to answer your first question - how I came to shipping them - let me start by saying that it took me a while. Tbh at first I didn't really pay a lot of attention to Break and all the cryptic things he was spewing (I have no excuse for this except that at the time I was obsessed with another manga that had a similar clown-ish character, so Break, at first, felt a little bit too much like a copy of that character for me to really be intrigued by Break).

Also, I was very much blown away by the platonic ... whatever that thing is ... between Gilbert and Oz, so I didn't really put on the shipping glasses for a very long time.

I watched the entire anime without developing any ships.

Then I started the manga and by then I was already so very, very, very deeply invested in everything, so this time around when I got to the specific moment that made my brain go oh, there was nothing stopping it from going oh.

It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? a look ...

... and solidified itself with

1.) Break caring about the fact that Gilbert supposedly forced himself to act like he was still his friend after his past got revealed

and

2.) Gilbert caring about the fact that apparently the last ten years, in which he saw Break as someone he wanted to be trusted by, meant less to Break than they meant to himself.

(I could write an entire seperate post about what it means that Gilbert wants Break to trust him and the parallels to his entire "I want to be needed" issues because Gilbert is always more focused on being the person that "is needed/trusted/wanted/etc." by the people in his life, rather than being the one needing/trusting/wanting/etc. the other person - if that makes any sense. ANYWAY --)

There was no stopping myself after that.

My brain just went oh, this is very angsty from a platonic "my friend doesn't trust me as much as I trust him" perspective - let's make it EVEN MORE angsty by changing it to "my lover doesn't trust me" and the rest is history.

After that, I went back and looked at their other recent and significant interaction:

What was, up until then, a very significant scene for Gilbert (and for me - I was shook, and still am by this scene everytime I read it tbh) in relation to his issues regarding Oz and being left behind/no longer needed, re-wrote itself in my head into something Break said to Gilbert, a piece of very important advice, something said to Gilbert by someone who understood and even shared his desire to serve a Master, someone who already went through the exact thing Gilbert was scared of going through - losing his Master - and tried to help him, tried to push him in the right direction.

Break was the first person who looked at Gilbert and said "I want to fix him".

He saw what Oz couldn't see, which as how desperate and messed up Gilbert had become with the appearance of Alice in Oz' life, and understood.

This kind of understanding is what, in my eyes, is at the core of this entire ship.

Then the gang went to the ruins of Sablier and honestly, I ate that shit up:

This showed that, even though they understood each other, there was still some kind of power imbalance between them.

At this point in the story, Gilbert was still very much Not Aware of how messed up he truly was. Break, on the contrary, figured out that there's some other, far shadier stuff going on.

Break was admittedly smarter than Gilbert and tried to guide and help him. I love that he shows he cares like that, by slowly but not at all gently pushing Gilbert towards confronting his issues. He is definitely being a teensy-tiny bit manipulative about it, but who doesn't like a little bit of toxicity with their fictional ship??

Uuuuhhhhh after Sablier, the Isla Yura/Headhunter arc happened and while at that shitshow of a party, they had a lot of very nice interactions between them - alas, listing all of them in detail would make this already escalating post waaaaaaay too long, so here's the shortlist:

They confront Elliot together, and Gilbert manages to land a hit on Break

Gilbert realizes that Break is blind, all while Vincent is trying to lure him away so that he doesn't go to help Break

Gilbert's little flashback to probably the first advice Break ever gave him: get your priorities straight

Break sort of gives up the fight against Fang and Lilly

Gilbert shows up and kicks him in the back, going all "I'm his left eye" while also saying: you're my priority, too, you idiot.

Gilberts fixes up Break's wounds and then scolds him for not asking for help even though there are people he can and should ask for help - and isn't that a fantastic parallel to the very first scene I brought up in this post? How this entire thing, for me, started with Gilbert asking, desperately "Why don't you trust me?" and now we're here, with Gilbert, again, asking "Why don't you trust me?" Only this time Break doesn't meet him with the silent air of someone who sees himself as superior, more experienced, but answers his question with a request, finally accepting him as an equal: "please help me."

And then .... AND THEN ... it gets even better:

Listen. LISTEN.

Mere moments ago in the manga it was established that Break is utterly unable to fall in line with someone, unable to work in a team, unable to be a partner. He even repeats it himself: Sharon calls me Mr. One-Man-Show.

But here's Gilbert and he says: I don't care. Do whatever you want, I'll meet you halfway. I'll keep up with you. Let me show you, let me prove myself to you. I'll have your back. Trust me to have your back.

And Break does.

And then a lot of shit went down and it's all very, very tragic.

And then this happens:

And I realize that this is not The Most Important Thing in that chapter and that what happens right after is way more important than this little panel, but I want to talk about the perspective used here for a moment.

This is shown from a frontal perspective. We see Gilbert standing in front of Oz from an outsider's POV, someone who looks at them, someone who sees Gilbert stepping in front of Oz.

This is an important scene and an important perspective in more ways than one, so bear with me for a second, please, as I go off on a little tanget.

See, this scene is very reminiscent of a later scene:

A later scene that is shown from Oz' perspective. Because this time it is important that Oz sees Gilbert stepping in front of him, protecting him despite everything. This scene is for Oz.

The scene prior to that wasn't for Oz.

It was a little bit for us, as readers, foreshadowing that Gilbert, finally fully aware of all his memories, still choses Oz. It is the promise to us that Gilbert will pick Oz' side and ultimately safe him.

It was, truly, for Break.

Break, whose first priority was to get himself between Gilbert and Oz the moment he realized the truth about Gilbert.

Break, who wanted to protect Oz from Gilbert, who wanted to protect Gilbert from Gilbert himself.

Break, who saw, and realized and had faith without even knowing the whole truth.

Now look at all of that and tell me how I was supposed to NOT ship them.

Also, feel free to tell me why YOU ship them :)

Alright, now that I've spent ... an atrocious amount of length on this post to tell you when & why I started to ship them, let's move on to your second question: what do I like most about them?

Weeeeeelllllllll ... a lot of that is already answered between the lines of the "how this ship came to be" elaboration, so I'll start with a short little summary:

there are a lot of parallels between Break's past and Gilbert's present that allow them to understand each other in this very specific way no one else probably can

they push each other to grow/be better (with Break pushing Gilbert to confront his issues and Gilbert calling Break out when he's being a stubborn idiot and refusing help)

they support each other through their lowest points, again and again.

the fact that Gilbert accepted Break, truly, for who he is. That he looked at Break and went "this guy's weird and creepy, but I'm still going to work with him, I'm still learning how to cook for him, I'm still going to try to listen to his advice even though I don't really understand it yet, I'm still going to be his left eye and stand by his side and build a relationship with him that is built on trust, and I'm still going to look at him as a priority"

the fact that Break looked at Gilbert and went "I see you, I'll help you. I'll use you, sure, but even after you've lost your usefulness to me, I'll still help you figure yourself out. I accept you as my equal, please help me. I'll act like I don't care about you, but I do, oh lord, I do. And I'm so relieved that you chose well. I always knew you could do it."

Also, the thing is - I'm a Gilbert girly, so obviously I care about him and his relationships the most.

And for the most part of the manga, the most important relationship, after his relationship to Oz, is his relationship to Break.

Sure, there are Alice and Vincent and Elliot, and even Sharon and Reim and Oscar.

But the one who keeps showing up in all his most important scenes, the ones that deal with his issues, his struggles, his choices - is Break.

And not just that, they keep showing up in each other's important scenes that don't focus on them at first.

E.g., Gilbert is there when Break asks Oz "Where are you?", a question that will haunt Oz for a long time.

Gilbert is there after Lutwidge academy, when Oz and Break have another moment together, and vice versa Break witnesses another key moment between Oz and Gilbert.

Break is there when Gilbert chases after Zai Vessalius in the ruins of Sablier. Gilbert is there when Break wakes up blind.

Break is there when Gilbert regains his memories, and he's there when Gilbert choses a side; and he's there, always there, when Gilbert is confronted with his relationship with Oz. He's even indirectly there when Gilbert gets inspired by Sharon who wants to become stronger so that she can stay by Break's side.

They play a big role in each other's lives even when they aren't directly part of a main event.

Almost like they keep thinking of each other

They grow from "let's use each other for our own benefits" to "I'll risk everything for you". They inspire each other to be better.

They understand each other. Break gets a side of Gilbert that Oz, Gilbert's most important relationship, and even though he grew and learned to understand Gilbert better in the end, will never really get.

Likewise, Gilbert manages to cement himself in Break's life as someone he can trust and rely on, something that comes very hard to Mr. One-Man-Show. I'd even argue that not even Oz managed to become an equal for Break in the end, since Break's last thoughts towards Oz are still "I have to support and guide him", and Oz can't offer him any real solace - that position, ultimately, falls to Reim and Sharon. We're totally ignoring that Break and Gilbert do not really share a last, significant scene, just go along with me please

Anyway.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that their understanding of each other is the most important thing for me. That they are able to have this relationship outside of their other important relationships (Oz & Alice and Sharon & Reim respectively). That they help each other to grow and even teach each other how to better their other relationships.

They have such a big, positive, meaningful influence on each other without ever really trying. It's like they see no other choice but to be there for each other when one of them needs the other.

I love them, your honor.

Alrightttttt, with all of that said .... I think I'm done for now?

Feel free to add your own thoughts and tell me

a) How you came to ship them and why

and

b) What you like most about them and why

Again, thank you very much for asking!! This deep dive really did a lot for my general well being and showed me that while apparently I still know a lot about Pandora Hearts by heart, it may still be time for another re-read soon :)

Also, it's been sooooo long since I've had an opportunity to talk about Break/Gilbert and it was a lot of fun!!! I'm really grateful for that and I can't wait to hear your thoughts on them! <3

#breakbert

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qilingxiong · 3 years ago

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Do you have any ChengYao headcanons? I'm knee-deep in this ship and I've only read a few satisfying fics for it (I have no idea where to start if I want to write a fic for them).

Oh gosh, hmmm. I will be honest, Chengyao doesn't weigh on my mind as much as other ships I have, more like it suckerpunches me every now and then with a need to post about them, but let me see!

Planning Jin Ling's birthday party is not just a yearly job. It is a full-time occupation that lasts at least the three months leading up to it and although Jiang Cheng and Jin Guangyao have to work together (because A-Ling likes his family being together on his birthday and what he wants he gets), it is understood that organizing is a competition and both uncles are there to win. Gods help anyone who gets in the way of Yunmeng Jiang or Lanling Jin when their sect leaders are in 'Spoiling Jin Ling to One-Up Each Other' mode. They have no time or patience for you

One of the only times Jin Guangyao and Jiang Cheng will genuinely tolerate each other is when Jin Ling asks about his parents. Then the situation becomes completely neutral ground, because both of them are orphans and didn't mean for Jin Ling to be so they will not argue over this. If their nephew wants to know about his mother and father then both Jiang Cheng and Jin Guangyao will be there with the stories, no excuses for fucking this up

The entire Jianghu rumor mill thinks Chengyao is having an affiar. Jiang Cheng is predictably oblivious to this. Jin Guangyao is painfully aware of the situation and is not very amused. Qin Su however, having known both men well enough to know it's not true, is having the time of her life hearing these things and will offhandedly tell Jin Guangyao what the Lanling gossips say he's reportedly done with Jiang Cheng. He does not appreciate this on the surface, but hey, Jiang Cheng is still good-looking (even if Jin Guangyao has too many complexes about relationships and sex at this point to ever go there) so compared to other things people say about him, being known for fucking Mr. Lightning & Cheekbones is honestly not that bad

I am burning out a little here, so I might add some more thoughts in the morning if I think of them but I hope you're ok with these for now! Thanks for the ask!

#also i apologize if you wanted like. actual established relationship headcanons #i personally find it far more entertaining if they're not actually together but otherwise act like divorcees #just individual preference #mdzs #cql #chengyao #jiang cheng #jin guangyao #ashton answers #anon

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ready-to-obeyme · 4 years ago

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Hey~ could I also get a scenario in which when MC returned to the human world after the exchange program MC finds themself a human lover? It was unexpected and it came out of nowhere, even MC wasn't expecting it but now they're both very in love and MC's lover seems like they're going to end up being a keeper? MC always kept things platonic with the brothers despite the obvious signs that they had feelings for MC, I'm sorry 🥺 I don't mean to hurt the babes but I'm just really craving the angst

//hey~ angst hitting HARD today!! I listened to ‘i hate u, i love u’ by gnash the entire time I wrote this just in case you wanted some background music to this HAHA

Scenario: MC finds a human lover + Demon Brothers Reactions

alternatively: ‘how do the demon brothers deal with heartbreak?’

Lucifer

Finding out that you actually found someone else to love would… hurt, to say the least. He’s heartbroken, but doesn’t let anyone know, especially not you; he doesn’t know if his pride can take the sympathy you would give him, especially when he thinks back to the times he could have done something more. He’s possessive of the time that he actually does have with you now, knowing full well that you are, in fact, not his-- entertaining the idea that he could sweep you off your feet. He derives pleasure from knowing that his pact is still on your body where it can be known to your love that he claimed you at one point. Know that if he ever meets your lover, expect icy stares and non-starting conversations from Lucifer. If you tell him that it bothers you, he would eventually prevent his hostility from going too far. He would never stop you from being with your lover-- especially since they make you really happy. (Who is he to deny that for you anyways when he’s hurt you in the past?)

Mammon

The man is actually really hurt, especially since you found someone so unexpectedly. Mammon is frustrated that things ended up this way, but he’s more mad at himself than anything else. He wished he was more open with his feelings because maybe then something could have changed and he would have had a chance with you. Sudden as it is, it’s hard for him to put anybody else above you, but the heartbreak is actually hard for him to handle. He hides his feelings by being overly protective of you: checking up on your lover, checking up on you, and being overall a little clingy. Unless you tell him otherwise, he won’t stop, but if you express any discomfort, he’ll retreat into himself and deal with his feelings by himself. You’ll probably have to give him a lot of time to get over you because he was so in love with you and he regrets not being able to tell you.

Leviathan

He’s disappointed but… what can he say: he kind of expected it? Levi always has had the habit of being self-deprecating to the point that it comes naturally to him (sad boi :( ), so when things like attraction and love don’t fall in his favor, he can’t say he’s actually surprised. He probably doesn’t even realize that he represses these feelings for you and acts like normal as your best friend. As a result, however, he does have these sudden flares of jealousy when you talk about your lover or he sees a picture of the two of you together. He’s quick to distract himself with other things, be it anime, gaming, or doing something with you. He tells himself that he’s happy for you-- and he is, but it’s hard to let go of his romantic feelings for you so abruptly especially when he refuses to address it.

Satan

Satan doesn’t know how to react at first. He’s surprised at how sudden it is, and then it’s all regret from there. He wished he had talked to you more, made his intentions more obvious, or even just telling you out-straight so that at the very least, he would feel like he tried his best and got closure. But now that you’ve found someone else-- and are happy with them-- he cannot bring himself to bring to light his feelings because it wouldn’t be fair for you to deal with them. Out of all the brothers, he’s the one most used to keeping a happy front, used to hiding his feelings of anger, so choosing to hide that he’s actually pretty sad that he no longer had a chance with you is natural to him. But any time your lover ever dares to make you unhappy… consider them threatened. If you don’t look into it further, you’d never know that Satan ever harbored feelings beyond friendship and that your lover passes him a wary glance every time they see him.

Asmodeus

He doesn’t know what to say. It’s hard for him to process what he’s feeling when he’s swiping through pictures of you and your lover together or when you tell him and his brothers shyly that you found someone you’re happy with. What about him? Why couldn’t you love him? He probably acts pretty normally around you, but for a while, he tries to avoid you when he can. Every time he sees you, he’s just reminded that you didn’t choose him. Asmo goes out a lot more often and surrounds himself with people that-- he realizes later-- he doesn’t really care about. But it’s a lot easier to avoid how he’s feeling when he’s trying to have fun. Even if he doesn’t mean to, he is more distant with you, and unless you talk to him, he probably will not willingly acknowledge that what he’s feeling is, in fact, heartbreak, because that means for whatever reason, despite how beautiful or lovely he is, he just wasn’t for you.

Beelzebub

Beel is sad, and he wishes he could be less obvious about it, but thinking that he wouldn’t have a chance to be with you anymore makes him queasy. It alarmed you and his brothers the first time he stopped eating so early in dinner that he made a few excuses-- not very good ones-- at first, but it happens so often everyone thinks he’s sick. Which is true to an extent-- he’s not physically sick, but he definitely is lovesick. He doesn’t really like to confide with anyone about the fact that he was-- is still in love with you even though you already have someone else because he feels like he should have stopped the moment he found out you were unavailable. Eventually though, he quietly tells Belphie before they sleep, and that’s one of the first times he acknowledges his feelings and the pain that comes with pretending to be okay with it. He wished he was just okay and that he could be happy for you, but for the moment, it’s hard to be when he feels so heartbroken.

Belphegor

Out of his brothers, he readily accepts that you found a lover in a human most. He expected that you’d find someone you’d love, and it’s only fitting that the person that can make you happy is someone that could grow with you. He’s disappointed, of course, and it shows in his lethargy and half-hearted responses to things regarding your lover-- but you only need to give him time to get back to something close to normal. If you gush about your lover, however, he isn’t so patient or gracious as to respond without being a little annoyed. As much as he wants to be happy for you right off the bat, he’s still nursing a wounded heart, and seeing you so blatantly happy with someone that’s not him is making him a little angry because surely even you could tell that he had some feelings for you. As long as you don’t really speak about your lover in front of him, he can steadily make peace with his feelings

#obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me asmodeus #obey me belphegor #obey me beelzebub #obey me #obey me headcanons #ANGST #keke

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coolkitty443 · 4 years ago

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Ok. So I LOVE the Felix and Bridgette anime Miraculous AU In this AU Felix, who is Cat Noir, has to get a kiss from Ladybug to break his bad luck. He then unintentionally falls in love with Ladybug. So I wrote this after being inspired by art on pinterest Anyways here it is;

FELIX:

Your hair is dark as night, your pretty bluebell eyes. I wonder who you are beneath that strong disguise. Everyday we see each other and I hope that you’ll be mine. Together, our love could be so true, please will you be my valentine.

I cannot believe I wrote this. When did I become such an incompetent idiot. This girl is turning me into a completely love sick airhead. Ladybug is never going to see this. I crumble up my lame attempt at poetry and throw it in the trash as I leave the classroom. I’m pathetic. Ladybug could never love me.

“Hi Felix!” I’m always waiting for the moment when she finally leaves me alone. Bridgette hasn’t gone a day without trying to engage my attention since the day we met. I really do try my best to disregard her pleasantries. However, she makes it rather difficult.

“It’s such a coincidence we keep running into each other.” Bridgette grins.

“Yes, particularly because I purposely choose a different cafe every day.” I turn back to my book trying again, my very best to ignore her.

Just as I’m getting to the interesting part of my novel I can feel it being snached from my grasp. I’m over this. She’s standing in front of me with my book in her hand, stretching it up as far as she can reach.

“Bridgette you’re a complete klutz.” I stand up from the chair I was reading on, so very clearly towering above her. “Were you seriously trying to raise it above my head?” Bridgette wouldn’t be taller than me if she stood on a step stool. It would be almost adorable, if she were anyone else. I pluck the book from her hands and stash it in my schoolbag. “You’re going to have to try a little harder than that. Bridgette, you’re simply not fit for intellectual accomplishments.”

Bridgette bounces up to the other side of the table and sits. She stares up at me, the same optimistic face she has on whenever she has something to tell me. Which is everyday. It’s quite miraculous that this girl hasn’t run out of things to blab on about yet. “What do you want.”

“I’m here to ask you on a date Felix. After all, it is Valentines day.” She beams up at me. That certainly wasn’t what I was expecting.

“Bridgette, no offence but the stars will fall from the sky before I agree to go on a date with you.” For some reason, she seems almost thrilled by my response.

“Promise?” She asks, smile never faltering.

“What do you mean promise? Don’t tell me you intend on believing you have a chance.” I can’t help but snicker at the thought of Bridgette desperately begging the stars to fall.

“Anything is possible Felix. We’re made for each other, you'll see that soon enough.” She holds out her pinkie and gives me an expectant glance.

“You’re so childish.” Still, I bring forward my pinkie and lock it with hers, holding on to the thought that even she, determined as she was, could not make the stars fall from the sky.

“Seems as if we have an agreement Cutie Pie.” She nods as if settling my fate. How is she so self-assured? I shouldn’t have agreed to this.

“Don’t ever call me that again.” I snapped. Bridgette smiles and runs in the other direction.

“I’ll see you tonight Cutie Pie!” Bridgette giggles. “Wear something nice okay!” She’s completely absurd.

“You should seriously give that girl some more credit Felix. Bridgette seems like the kind of person with bright ideas.” Plagg articulated.

“Plagg if you shut up I’ll give you some camembert when we get home.”

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Thump. There’s Bridgette. Right in the middle of my lonely pity party. Flying through my window.

“Damn it Bridgette you’re an idiot you’re going to get hurt. Get up.” She was laying in the middle of my floor. Which means that she got up onto the roof, scaled the wall, and climbed through my window. She’s unbelievably dense.

“Hi Felix! Aren’t you surprised?” She gets up and brushes dirt off her dress. It’s a deep blue and ends just above her knee. Silver constellations printed across the skirt. Bridgette got up onto the roof, scaled the wall, and climbed in through my window. In what looks like a designer item. I’m not fazed by anything she does anymore.

“I told you to wear something nice!” She pouts.

“That’s what this is about Bridgette? I told you that I’d go on a date with you when the stars fall from the sky. Leave me alone.” This time she doesn’t drag me. She just smiles, and walks towards the window. Just my luck. A meteor shower.

“You promised.”

The thought of going on a date with someone like Bridgette seems absolutely repulsive. The stars aren’t falling, they're simply relocating. But, I have nothing better to do tonight. So, I follow her out my bedroom window.

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BRIDGETTE:

“You’re absolutely insane.” We were on the roof, a rope placed so we could get down, after I fixed it there as Ladybug.

“Yes, probably.” I can’t help but smile at the look of Felix’s face. Calm and collective as always, never daunted by my clever ideas. I had to find some way to get him out of the house without his father or bodyguard noticing, and it’s not like I could just carry him there as Ladybug. So we climb down.

Felix goes first, making it seem surprisingly undifficult. He’s stronger than he looks. All he does is read and practice piano all day. Strange. He gets to the bottom quickly with ease, leaving me to go next. I think I’ll make this a bit more entertaining for myself.

“Here I come!” I grab hold of the rope and jump off. Sliding down, I knock Felix to the ground, landing on top of him.

“Get. Off of me.” He shoves me off of him and gets up, sweeping dirt and grass off his jacket. Then, reaches his hand out to help me up.

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FELIX:

A rooftop dinner overlooking Paris. Why does she like me? Even Bridgette could find someone better than me. I’m not good for anything. Why go through so much trouble? She gestures for me to sit. There are candles, hearts, and roses everywhere. It’s tasteless.

“Happy Valentines day Felix.” Bridgette sits on the other side of the table and sets a large bowl of heart shaped chocolates in the middle. I don’t care for sweets.

“Are you in love with me Bridgette? This is quite extravagant for an evening conversation. You should try this with someone who actually likes you.” My question took her by surprise.

“I’ll have you know that there is someone head over heels for me. He’s just not my type.” she scoffed.

“You’d have to be a complete moron to be rejected by Bridgette Dupain-Cheng.” I laugh.

“What do you mean?” She seems a bit hurt by my comment. Does she honestly not know how she acts?

“Damn it Bridgette you’re pathetic. Following me around like a love sick puppy. I would never love someone like you. Give it up all ready.” It’s almost hilarious that she really hasn't caught on. “You know you’re the only one that hasn’t left me alone? The only one left that cares about me. You’re also the one person I couldn’t care less about. So leave me alone!” She’s always gotten on my nerves. Her determination makes my blood boil.

When I look over, I can see tears welling up in her eyes. Odd. no matter how many times I’ve offended her she’s always bounced back right away. That’s just who she is. A small ray of sunshine in an otherwise pitch black world. She’s still staring at me in shock, tears streaming down her face.

This time I went too far. I don’t think I ever really wanted to hurt her. I just wanted her to stay away from me. When you trust someone like me, you get hurt.

“I really did believe in you Felix.” Without another word, she gets up from the table and starts walking away. A black butterfly flutters towards her as she walks.

“Bridgette! Watch out!” I try to put distance between her and the akuma but it’s too late. The butterfly takes place in a chocolate that she was still holding and begins to overtake her emotions. I do the only thing I can think of, and pull her as tight to me as I can.

“Get your hands off me.” She’s struggling to get away but I can’t let her, so I wrap her into a tighter embrace.

“Please Bridgette, you can fight this. You believe in me, I believe in you too.” All I can do is plead as she fights against my hold. There’s still time, the akuma hasn’t completely taken over yet.

“Back off! Stop it!” She’s screaming now, tears furiously running down her cheeks. I can’t help her. “Get away from me! I hate you, I hate you.”

This girl is unbelievably strong. She’s fighting hard against her emotions, I can see that. Just need to hold on for a bit longer. I did this to her. Bridgette is in pain because of me. Why do I care? I didn’t yesterday.

“I hate you! I hate you! I ha-” She gives up struggling against my hold and sinks to the ground, crying as I hold her.

“I’m sorry.” I mutter. “I don’t know what I was thinking. I’m sorry.” Bridgette’s negative thoughts must have faded because the butterfly surrenders and tries to leave. Dumping the bowl of chocolates from the table, I trap the akuma.

“Why do you even tolerate me Bridgette? I’m horrible to everyone. You’re always so positive in every situation.”

“I have you. And even if you don’t want me, you’ll always have me.” She smiles and rubs the tears off her face.

“You don’t know a thing about who I really am Bridgette. If you knew you wouldn’t be here with me.”

“Your favourite is blue. You love reading romantic poetry, even though you try to hide it. You spend all your time in coffee shops to get out of spending time at home with your father.” She pauses and looks up from the chocolate piece she was fiddling with. “You pretend you want to be alone, but you’re glad that you have someone to talk to. Felix you can decline my gifts and push me away. What I know is, the boy I love, shoving his hand in my face and telling me he’s not interested everyday, still puts his book away when I try to talk to him.”

It’s terrifying, realizing that someone knows you better than you know yourself.

#miraculous world #miraculous au #chat noir #tales of ladybug and cat noir #miraculous ladybug #ml ladybug #miraculous les aventures de ladybug et chat noir #les adventures de ladybug et chat noir

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ourshineeshrine · 8 years ago

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can you write "Be you. No one else can" or "Stop being so cute" for onho? i love them and they're so sweet with each other, and forever happy and fluffy :)) pls and ty

A/N: okay this might not be the greatest because it’s actually my first time writing onho (despite how much I ship it)

Title: Be YouPairing: OnHoSummary: Minho’s having some self doubts but Jinki’s there to assure him otherwise. *send me prompts for jongkey/onho/lunber/2min*

Jinki was a deep sleeper. Even after joining SMEntertainment and having to wake up at ungodly hours of the morning, Jinki’ssleeping habits remained intact and it usually took at least five alarms (orfive yells from his members) to properly awake him from a slumber. So that waswhy it came as a surprise to even Jinki when he found himself waking up naturallyat 5am on a day with no planned schedule.

He blinked a few times to focus his gaze and squinted at theray of light which peaked out from behind the marginally opened bedroom door.Jinki’s fists rubbed the sleep from his eyes and he sat up, head tilting inconfusion. He could’ve sworn he closed that door when he went to bed…Turninghis head, the man breathed out in realization upon landing his eyes on Minho’sempty bed. Perhaps the younger male had just gotten thirsty throughout thenight. It had been a rather humid one, after all.

Jinki shifted back down onto his pillow and closed his eyeswith a deep sigh, pulling his blankets up to his chin. A few seconds passed inpeaceful silence before all of a sudden Jinki’s eyes were shooting open and hewas kicking his blankets back down to his ankle. His gaze travelled back toMinho’s nightstand and furrowed considerably upon noticing the bottle of watersituated there. Something wasn’t quite right. Despite his weary eyes and tiredlimbs, Jinki swung his legs over the side of his bed and stood up, scufflingtowards the door with a concealed yawn. Minho could have just been using thetoilet, but Jinki had already made up his mind and figured as the leader (andperhaps some other underlying reasons), he ought to at least check.

Met with an empty lounge room, Jinki huffed and continued ondown the hall towards the bathroom and paused. His ears were met with completesilence, however just as Jinki moved to continue to the toilet, a strangled sobsounded from behind the closed door. Jinki’s eyes widened in alarm, and in ahurry he twisted the doorknob with desperation. “Open the door, Minho!” heurged upon discovering it was locked.

“Go away, Jinki, I’m fine.” came the muffled response.

Jinki didn’t believe a word of it. “You’re obviously notfine, Minho. I can hear you crying in there. Let me in.”

“Go back to sleep.”

“How do you expect me to sleep when I know you’re upset? C’mon,Minho.”

A soft click ofthe door unlocking could be heard, and Jinki immediately pushed it open toenvelop Minho in a tight embrace. The younger man’s tears dampened Jinki’s wornt-shirt but he ignored that and simply focused on consoling Minho, running hisbroad hands comfortingly over the younger’s back. They stood in silence simplyhugging for a few, long moments, concentrating on the sound of their breathingand the hitched sobs which occasionally sounded from the back of Minho’sthroat.

“Hey, it’s okay. It’s okay, Minho. What’s wrong?” murmuredJinki quietly, sifting one hand through Minho’s soft, dark locks.

Minho sniffed, wiping his forearm over his eyes. “You shouldbe sleeping.” he muttered instead, eliciting an indignant tut from Jinki.

“I care too much about you to be sleeping right now, Minho.Do you really think I could head back to bed and sleep peacefully after seeingyou this upset? Now tell me what’s wrong.”

The two separated (albeit a little reluctantly on both oftheir behalves), and sat down on the edge of the bathtub. “I…” Minho began,voice deep and gruff from a mixture of crying and exhaustion. “I know I shouldn’tlet it get to me, but I read a comment online today.”

“Minho…” Jinki sighed, knowing already where this was headed.

“I know. It’sstupid but sometimes I just can’t help but think they’re right, y’know?”

The older of the two licked his lips, reluctant to ask. “W-Whatdid it say?”

Keeping his gaze locked on his hands, Minho exhaledforlornly. “You know the ones…’Minho can’t even act, why does he keep gettingall these roles?’ ‘It’s just because he’s handsome.’” His fists were clenchednow, but he continued. “So apparently now…I can’t sing or act, I’m not good enough at soccer, and I’m one of the worstrappers in k-pop.”

Jinki could feel his own anger boiling, and gripped hispants tightly. “That’s not true.” he spoke forcefully, shaking his head. “Youknow that’s not true.”

Minho simply chose to ignore Jinki’s comments, and smalltears shimmered in his wide, chocolate eyes. “If I can’t be any of thosethings, then what can I be, huh? Just another pretty face with abs? Just somemore eye candy?”

Instinctively, one of Jinki’s hands came to rest on Minho’sthigh, causing the younger to stiffen in his seat. “No. You’re more than thatMinho, and you know it. Just…Be you, okay? Because no one else can. Be theMinho who has come so far since Ifirst met him. Your singing abilities have improved so much since debut, as has your acting, because I know youpractice harder than anyone. That high note in Winter Wonderland? It wasn’t afluke, Minho. You earnt that note.You got cast in Two Men and you know what you did? You didn’t rely on your ‘prettyface with abs’, not to say you don’t have that. No…You practiced harder thananyone. You learnt to smoke and you gave it up like you said you would, and you got so much well deserved praisebecause of your acting. The people who leave those comments don’t know the realyou…Sure, your acting might not be Joong Ki standards just yet, and yoursinging isn’t up to par with singers like Wheesung, but throughout all theseyears, you’ve never given up. Instead, you work your ass of every god damn daywhilst continuing to support all the members and being the kindest person I’vehonestly ever met. So don’t you dare think you have to ‘be’ something to meetsome random stranger on the internet’s standards. Just be you, okay? And evenif in the end, those stupid people can’t appreciate your talent and hard work,just know that I always will,alright?”

A whole new stream of tears were making their way down Minho’sface now, but it was safe to say they were tears of happiness rather than tearsof sadness. Or perhaps they were a mixture of both. Nonetheless they werethere, and tentatively, Jinki reached forwards to wipe the tears from Minho’scheeks. “Promise you won’t let that stuff get to you anymore, alright? Just beyou.”

Minho nodded, gently taking Jinki’s hand from his cheeks butkeeping it locked with his own. “I promise.” he spoke, looking up at the oldermale with gratitude and something akin to adoration gleaming in his eyes. “B-But…IfI’m really gonna ‘be me’ from now on, then there’s something I have to do.”

Tilting his head in confusion, Jinki hummed in invitationfor Minho to continue. And so with a shaking hand Minho reached forwardhesitantly to trace his fingers down Jinki’s jaw, holding his chin betweenforefinger and thumb. Jinki visibly shivered, leaning into the younger’s touch.Minho swallowed thickly, allowing his gaze to fall on Jinki’s lips for a splitsecond before returning back to his almond eyes. “Can I?” he whispered inquestion, and it was safe to own they both knew what he was referring to.

Jinki nodded softly, leaning forward marginally and tugging atthe material of Minho’s shirt. Minho smiled and bit his lip nervously, breathscoming in quick, short puffs as his face aligned with Jinki’s. Their nosesbrushed delicately, lips a mere millimetre apart. Jinki had never been moreaware of anything in his entire life. The chills that prickled down his spineat Minho’s light touch, the hot breath against his lips, and the thick aura ofpure affection and adrenaline which ran through his veins. Their lips brushedtentatively, and although Jinki knew that they shouldn’t, he was just far toofocused on how much he wanted it to care. Eyes closed and humility on the line,his grip tightened on Minho’s shirt and tugged him forward, capturing theyounger boy’s lips in a deep yet cautious kiss.

And almost immediately, Minho was reciprocating with just asmuch force as Jinki himself, throwing caution to the wind and allowing his fingersto weave through Jinki’s hair. Their lips meshed together firmly and handstravelled over any revealed skin they could find, simply relishing in thewarmth and tingles that their proximity gave. It didn’t last long, and it wasmore innocent than not, but when Minho and Jinki finally separated it was safeto say that both their faces were adorned with wide, bashful smiles.

Quietly, Minho chuckled, burying his face into the nook ofJinki’s shoulder. “Woah…Okay. That was better than I expected.”

Jinki nodded in agreement, eyes creasing in content. “Yeah…butwe should probably go back to bed now. This bath isn’t too comfortable, if I dosay so myself.”

So with drooping eyes and gleaming smiles, Minho and Jinkimade their way back to their shared bedroom, both slipping beneath the coversof Jinki’s duvet. “Jinki.” Minho whispered softly into the darkness.

“Mm?” came the hummed response.

Minho smiled fondly, placing a chaste peck on the crown ofJinki’s head as he gradually fell into a deep slumber. “Thank you, hyung. I’mso glad to always have you by my side and…and I hope that you’ll always be you.The beautiful, funny and understanding you. Because no one else can.” Minhoclosed his eyes, sifting his hand through Jinki’s hair gently with a vaguesmile. “No one else can be this perfect.”

#onho #fanfiction #shinee #onew #minho

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