#i only once bit myself as astarion with the bonus action bc i was curious what the bloodless effect is

[achillvs]

the fun thing is because i was so terrified of long resting at the beginning of the game and because that one time i fully didnt read what astarion was implying when i eventually did long rest, canonically astarion has never bitten me nor has he slept with me prior to developing at least some feelings. as a dark urge too, which usually might indulge in his 'darker' patterns, but it rly feels like we built our relationship on neutral, if not cold respect, which then allowed us to be open with each other, but without the need to tread the beaten paths. when he says "i don't know what we're doing" it's extra special because he rly has no point of reference for *any* of this