#i obsessively check the news and brace myself for each report at how much worse it has gotten since the night before

[fantasticalleigh]

is anyone else in a constant state of doomscrolling climate science articles reading about how badly fucked we are and choking on existential dread every single day or just lying awake at night because you can't stop wondering how much time we all have left and this is the coolest summer of the rest of our lives and El Nino really kicks up next year so buckle up folks and steadily thinking of the Faster Than Expected rate the earth is decaying at and feeling so incredibly helpless as we are losing even more of the Antarctic ice every day and the more ice we lose the more heat the ocean absorbs and everyone insists we have more time but we're all just speeding towards collapse yet most people are going around like they aren't secretly panicking too and yet no one wants to talk about it so do you just hold it in your mouth like a firecracker too or is it just me :)