#i need to talk all this out with someone idk if thatll ground it maybe
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okae i might need ti go to therapy lol idk. i dont wanna but like man
#i need to talk all this out with someone idk if thatll ground it maybe#but the way 2016 was really the beginning of the last almost decade of personal horrors that never really got better#and now being TWENTY SIX!!! and still feeling like i am 19 years old ;__; and that all of this has been a bad drean#naught good it great very upsetting depressing and scary lol#ok i gotta get ready for work now rip
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Okay so Idk if u are busy cause as we all know the world is hell right now and school is a fucking nightmare but. I have a prompt for A BakuJirou Friendship Fic. It's pretty much a fleshed out Idea that I can't put into words cause I can't write for shit anyway here it is
Baku and Jirou chilling on Jirou's room (Brotp 4 life)- she metions that she has a written song- Kids Again by Artist and Poet
She thinks it's missing something from the verses- it only has the girl's parts cause jirous a girl obvs
She thinks it needs more backing instruments
Asks Bakugou fpr help with drums cause we know he can play drums
Once he hears the song he says it needs piano (he can totally play piano, it would probs be good for the nerves in his fingers after all of the explosions) and another vocal/more verses
They write and brainstorm for a few hours or days
Thet don't know who to ask to sing the male parts
Jirou asks Baku to do them- he refuses a lot but gives- either through bribery or because he respects Jirou
Jirou shocked and personally betrayed that she didn't know Baku could sing this well (jokingly betrayed, not like this is gonna lead to an arguement)
The class finds them out- maybe Denki or Kiri could hear them.
They are all in shock that Baku can sing.
Could lead into a relationship fic- one of the class is in panic at how well Baku can sing (preferebly Kiri or Todo cause Kiribaku and Todobaku are my otps)
oooohhhh yesss!! u had me at BakuJirou!! (also quick disclaimer here: i know absolutely nothing about music or the process of making it or singing or anything even remotely close :D i sure as fuck am pretending that i do tho!)
(and yeah,, ive been gone for a bit now... sorry to everyone for that. just been really tired and drained lately,, schools kinda been kicking my ass and yeahh i wont start about it,, just sorry. thanks for the ask tho! i appreciate people still coming here to talk even tho i haven’t rly been around )
ANYWAY
I love this idea! first off, i love the hc that baku can sing and that plus the bakujirou friendship is already great!
i kinda imagine that the both of them are just chilling in jirou’s room and she casually mentions she’s been working on a song. so then baku obviously wants to hear it, jirou is kinda shy but eventually shows him what she’s got so far.
now, baku being baku and all, keeps a poker face throughout the whole thing. (which makes jirou really anxious on the inside cause she cant tell what he’s thinking) But once he’s heard what she’s got so far he says its actually pretty decent (which is bakugou-speak for he likes it)
they start discussing what could be added/ what could make it better or whatever
baku adds drums and together they figure out the piano
after a day or two jirou suggests adding another voice and baku thinks thatll be good
the problem: who’s gonna do it?
after debating it for a bit- (mostly just them wondering if any of the boy’s in class even have the ability to sing and THEN wondering if jirou even has the nerve to ask them to help out)
-jirou eventually says something along the lines of: “well,we dont even know if it’d sound good in the first place so maybe you could just sing to test it out, then we’ll see after that.”
bakugou does not agree
jirou offers him a free meal in exchange
bakugou finds that such an offer would be too wasteful to reject so he reluctantly agrees
now, jirou isnt expecting much at all. her goal here is not to find the voice for her song, its just to see if a male voice fits nicely. she’s kinda expecting some off key pitches and false notes, she figures she can just fix it up a bit with auto tune later. this is just a test after all.
but then. ohhohoo THEN.
bakugou sings, he fucking s i n g s
jirou is lucky she’s already sitting on the floor because she’d have been floored
she really was not expecting this, so much so that she’s literally frozen to the ground.
bakugou, who cannot handle compliments, kinda stares at her suspiciously when she tells him he’s amazing.
after the initial shock, a lot of grumbling, a lot of convincing (on jirou’s part), more grumbling and eventually another bribe; bakugou agrees to sing the other part of the song.
they work on it the rest of the day
that evening, jirou’s kinda humming the song out loud in the common area. people notice.
naturally, chaos ensues
at least half of the class is around (baku included) they convince jirou to let them listen to the song (baku excluded, not that he minds tho. its her song)
theyre all very impressed and excited etc etc
someone wonders who the other voice was? it’s amazing just like jirou’s own!
jirou tells them its bakugou
theyre all floored
literally frozen to the ground
literally frozen to the ground
seriously, there is ice at their feet.
Is.. todoroki.... blushing?!
#sorry this was pretty rushed#so its not that great#but im tired#love the idea tho!!#bnha prompts#bakugou katsuki#it should be mentioned that his oblivious ass would not realize there is something going on there#lmaoo#tdbk#jirou kyouka#bnha#mha#shoto todoroki#class 1a#jirou can sing#bakugou can sing#bnha headcanons
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Silence Is A Killer.
On Thursday. 2 days ago, the 12th, our school made all our 3rd hour teacher take a list, a list of kids who had internet and those who dont. We all saw it as a sort of joke, our school wont close, our school has a past of not closing trying to stay open haveus there as muchas possible. So not alot took it serious. Mubles of the virus filled the class after. And it died down after a couple of minutes. The rest of the day thats what it was about, the what if. Thw if we did close. Well English the teach, 4th hour after lunch, where in complete fairness i but someones head off. I eat in the library....well i did, anyhow i was trying to tell someone about my sickness. (Turns our it was my meds doing it) but i was talking about how i went to the er and they tested my blood ect normal stuff. One of the kids who will litterly scream racial slurs in there told me i was being selfish...for litterly talking about my visit to the doctors. None the less i went to english. My teacher, a nice women but a but strict. She only teaches the seniors, us. By this point most collages have switched to online. The one girl, a bitter sweet person, pretty smart but will 100% stab you if you get her pissed was complaining about her classes going online. The boys where fooling around and yeah. Well my one friend, were the odd ones out in that class. We basically sit in the front corner alone along with thatone girl at a big table. But she normally only helps when me and him are actually lost as hell. Me and him did our work but he asked me
"Ya think school is going to close?"
I told him i doughted it, but maybe because our new superintendent we might as weve been having more snow days. About 4 to the only 1 we got last year with the old guy. He kinda nodded like he does and we did our work and left like normal, 5th hour. Wood shop. Im 1 of 4 girls. The only difference between me and them is i can work all the tools, do i know all there names. No but i know how to work them all. The guys all shift looks as someone asks the woodshop teacher if he will bemaking a google classroom for us. He ingores the question basically says something among the sorts that nothing will happen. I sit next to this one girl, pretty artsy has a weird style. I draw too i just...idk i try to draw happy things but thats besides the point. She doesnt go into the shop ingoreing her shelf shes been working on. Honestly its pretty shitty but shes never used any of these tools in her life. Even set the saw stop off her first couple weeks. Without the damn thing she would have lost a finger. I had to basically drag her ass over to it as she was avoiding it. I try to help her without bugging her and without talking down to her.she saidshehad a migraine. I knew that was a lie cause when she had one shenever drew she normally would have her head down. I asked what was bugging her, she lied said the class but idk. My one friend, hes taller then me at 6'2" hes kinda chubby and a softmore. His older brothers in my class, his brothers a fucking prick but i cant help but love this softmore. Hes sweet but a dickwhen he wants or needs to be. He stands up for what be belives in and who he believes in. He has been beinging in a rubic cube. He normally solves it but didnt that day.hes pretty good at it so it was...odd..my last two hours had nothing really overall important other then my link kid asking if we would die. I told him probably not its just something thatll pass. That night at 11 something. By that time im in bed listening to old gtlives. There convo puts me to sleep, i like how they talk about silly things. I wake up friday, messages on my phone. My friend from english sent me a bunch of a's and others telling me. Some coming to me looking for something, what....idk hope. A joke. Something. I did my best...i tried. Im getting ready on the phone and my house phone rings. Ik an old landline what kinda world am i in blah blahblah. Its the school. 7:23. Explaining how we wont be back til the 14th sence how out spring break is laided out. I drive to school. I see the Dicktator a man and has yelled an inchfrommyface and drives my anxiety up a wall. He is pissed. We the kids the students are told to clean out our lockers we need them empty. Hes yelling down the hall my locker is a mess (im not super clean not gonna lie) im already panicing. I cant take it. Note dicktator isnt allowed to talk to me. He sees me sitting on the ground trying to clean my locker having a mini meltdown. Mr.R one of my favorite teachers. Sees this. And steps between me and him stopping him...i break down after and lay on the ground covering my face like an idiot. Mrs.B a math teacher comes putand talks tometellingme itllbe okaydo a little at a time itll be alright. An announcement.
"Lockers need to be empty BY THE END OF THE DAY"
I go to class and do some late work i was putting off. My teacher. Art, doesnt say much as she knows my life has been hell the past fucking year.
.....if anyone wants the rest of the day...message me i guess. I need to calm down.
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