#i need to get a life so badly dude i thjnk my brain is rotting
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if my brain could stop telling me im not Really enjoying things and im just humoring people all the time and i don't actually care about abything thatd be great. would really like it to stop doing that
#i dunno. i dunno how to describe it properly#rare dave 'i kinda hate myself a bit' moment#like i Do kinda humor people when im notactually invested in what theyre saying#because i know they wanna talk about something ir another and its not like *i* have anything to say ever so like. kt fills the silence#but i do genuinely like listening to people talk and be excited about the things they like#but i also feel bad becaus. i dunno it feels like i dont care as much as i should or i care for the wrong reasons#and it feels bad#sometimes i feel like an empty shell of a person whi never contributes anything ever#'ahaha im bad at talking but i love listening to others talk!!' just scrapes the surface kf what feels like an actual fucking issue with me#i feel like there should be like. More thoughts in my head than there are. it feels like other people have more Thoughts than me in general#i need to get a life so badly dude i thjnk my brain is rotting#anyways this is why i always say if i had a clone we would Not get along#id hate trying to talk to myself#srry for Sudden Vent Post event i havent slept in like a full day#accidental caffeine you know how it goes. too antsy to sleep so i decided to edit my ponies on pony town. and then it was morning#im gonna sleep rn tho#and i know ill feel better then#i just get all stupid when im sleep deprived#delete later
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