#i need time to mourn and come off the adrenaline lol. is adrenaline right? dopamine? idfk. u get it. neurodivergents get it. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sea-buns · 1 year ago

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I've reached a point where I am two eps behind on Burrow's End and it's starting to feel like the point of no return. If I'm not faced with deadline pressure to watch something, I am well and truly fucked. All because I forgot what week the first ep was airing :( and I'd been so hyped :((

#starting to hit spoilers on my dash. which is technically my fault cuz i cant be bothered to block tags lol #but idk. ive skimmed some vaguely concerning spoiler posts.#it was a given to me that this season would be scary cuz aabria makes me emotional but i didnt think itd be like HORROR scary #and maybe thats my b lol. it is spooky season idk what i expected. and again ive only skimmed posts so idrk if that IS the vibe #i think how quickly one season comes after the other is what trips me up so bad #cuz from trw to b-end i had planned to watch dadq but the downtime wasnt long enough for me #i need time to mourn and come off the adrenaline lol. is adrenaline right? dopamine? idfk. u get it. neurodivergents get it.#doesnt help that the new hyperfixation is qsmp. so much shit to watch #and the french have charmed me so when i watch them ive gotta read. been hard to do my five activities at once during those #my blog isnt tied to any one fandom but im always hesitant to rb qsmp stuff. even tho its MY blog and i can do whatever III WANT #im trying my best lol. to post to my heart's content and to watch the cool things with yall. trying so hard ;-;#OH also i miiight lose my dropout sub for idk how long lolol anyway end of spiel #sea rambles

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