#i need someone to take engrave a nail w the phrase live and learn and hammer it into my damn head fr
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I want to squeeze the anxiety organ until it fucking pops !!!!
#i know its the stomach but i prefer to imagine it as something else so i can then imagine crushing it with my bare hands like a soda can#making myself damn nervous about the concert and its so far away. like jesus christ#''ohh what if the seats i got are bad'' ''ohh what if the screens arent that big'' shut the fuck up bitch. live and learn#i also PAID FOR THE TICKET OF THE PERSON IM GOING WITH so like. !!!!she cannot judge me!!! she cannot be disappointed by a FREE CONCERT#i need someone to take engrave a nail w the phrase live and learn and hammer it into my damn head fr#i wish i had done a little bit more research about my seats before i bought them but WJATEVER BITCH. STOP THIS#NOTHING CAN BE DONE. MOVE ON!!!#if i have to be nervous like this every night until the concert i will fully pass away. its so far away from now brother my blood pressure#shaking me and shaking me#she's paying for my ticket for a different concert and i dont give a single shit what those seats are like and im SURE she feels the same#but AUGHHHHH#at least i know now that unless my seats are REALLY good ill kill myself over them#so maybe if i ever go to another one (unlikely) ill shell out for the Extra Close seats#not the pit tho. idk if i can handle that#god i am such a mentally unwell animal where is my fucking zookeeper!!!!@#its ok. its ok. i will enjoy the concert or i will die trying and i will be BETTER for having EXPERIENCED it#and i know now to have something constant in my budget for concert tickets bc i don't like to wait#and i know also that i should prioritize the experience over the cost bc itll make me sick regardless (money vs anxiety)#so better to be sick for only a few moments rather than MONTHS and then possibly have ruined the experience for myself#STABBING AND STABBING AND SCREAMING AND PISSING#this is the second of the two me and my coworker are going to so im extra worried that itll be worse than the first but. ITS FINE BITCH#LEAVE IT DROP IT QUIET QUIT IT. FUCK
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