#i need some more need someone whos insecure ➸ daniel n blake

[jigsaws-disciples]

Yo, Dannnniiiiieeellll!! What's your favorite smoothie flavor, huh? No reason in particularrrrr....

-@bloodybatzz

shit i dunno blake..strawberry banana i guess?

[todancealongthelightofday]

I just like answering.

get to know me, pick some numbers. 1. selfie - uh. Later. 
2. what would you name your future kids? - Blake Slade and every girl name I like I end up hating 
3. do you miss anyone? - my lovely Daniel, of course. This is our first weekend apart since he moved in, and I could honestly use his support right now. 
4. what are you looking forward to? - going home, running in Mardi Gras in my home town, and my birthday on Mardi Gras day! 🎉🎶I'm feeling 22...🎶
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile? - Daniel. And any animal ever. Obviously. 
6. is it hard for you to get over someone? - sometimes. But I've learned a few tricks for coping over the years. 
7. what was your life like last year? - hard. Depressed. Anxious. Bad. But I made it. 
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed? - I could right now 
9. who did you last see in person? - I see people now, my step dad, step grandma and grandpa, my sister, Taylor 
10. are you good at hiding your feelings? - not as much as I'd like
11. are you listening to music right now? - nope. Just people talking. 
12. what is something you want right now? - to go home and paint and relax and be alone 
13. how do you feel right now? - annoyed and hurt 
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you? - my whole family today 
15. personality description - anxiety ridden ball for stress doing her best to be her best in a world pulling her down, with the help of a God holding her up. 
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t? - this is a stupid question and if you answer no you're lying. 
17. opinion on insecurities. - just enough will keep you humble, too much will keep you down 
18. do you miss how things were a year ago? - nope. 
19. have you ever been to New York? -yep. Many a times. 
20. what is your favourite song at the moment?
 - will forever and always be drops of Jupiter 21. age and birthday? - Mardi Gras and 22 
22. description of crush. - strong, driven, a goofy little chicken 
23. fear(s) - drowning, sharks, eating a roach spider in my sleep 
24. height - 5'3 
25. role model - my aunt Mamie. She's beautiful inside and out. 
26. idol(s) - I don't really have any. 
27. things i hate - when people are rude, entitled, or just hateful in general. Also people who abuse other people, animals, their power, etc. 
28. i’ll love you if… - you're alive. God told me to love everyone, good or bad. So I don't have to like you... but I'll love you with my full heart. 
29. favourite film(s) - can I just pick them all? 😂 I love movies. But the little mermaid. Despicable me. Titanic. Scar face. Grand Torino. The aristocats. Lady and the tramp. The passion. Avatar. The karate kid.... need I go on? 
30. favourite tv show(s) - favorite or current? Because the list can get extensive. Currently shameless and greys. Again. Also spongebob 
31. 3 random facts - my cat is named after the evil monkey in jungle book, I accidentally stole banana nut muffins from Walmart last week, I have bad ears and never learned to dive underwater because they hurt 
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys? - girls I guess. I don't have a lot of friends. I just work and study and sleep. 
33. something you want to learn - to weld. Also anything my daddy wants to teach me. He knows a lot of stuff about stuff. 
34. most embarrassing moment - peeing on myself in the lunch line in 4th grade... (my teacher was mean and it was a new school so I was scared to ask) 
35. favourite subject - wildlife management. Does that count? 
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill? - to get my whole family (myself included) to use less and live more green, to aid in the delisting of an endangered species, to leave the country at least once. 
37. favourite actor/actress - Blake lively. She's so beautiful. 
38. favourite comedian(s) - fluffy of course, Jeff Dunn-hammmm, Kat, Kevin heart,
39. favourite sport(s) - LSU FOOTBALL 🏈, hockey 
40. favourite memory - honestly, coloring a picture of a puppy dog on my mattress that we put in the living room when I was really young. 
41. relationship status - in a relationship. 
42. favourite book(s) - the curious in ident of the dog in the nighttime, the sinner and the sea, redeeming love, my Louisiana sky, so so many. 
43. favourite song ever - drops of Jupiter. Duh. 
44. age you get mistaken for - 16 ✊🏼
45. how you found out about your idol - n/a
46. what my last text message says -"just so so so annoyed" 
47. turn ons - being cute, funny, goofy, 
48. turn offs - being "cool" and big and bad in a show offy way. 
49. where i want to be right now - my bed. My house. 
50. favourite picture of your idol - n/a
51. starsign - Pisces 
52. something i’m talented at - painting 
53. 5 things that make me happy - dogs, cats, trees, hiking, pretty things 
54. something thats worrying me at the moment - my sister, school 
55. tumblr friends - only one. @j-rodthexrayguy even though he's been MIA 
56. favourite food(s) - macaroni, spaghetti squash, gumbo, peach mango apple sauce, steak, sushi! 
57. favourite animal(s) - tigers I guess but they are all so so precious and lovely and I love them and their cute little faces 
58. description of my best friend - he's short and dark haired, brown, almost black eyes, a dumb tattoo, very muscular legs, a cute "dumb smirk" and the biggest heart you'll ever find. His love is bigger than mine threefold. I admire his capacity to love so greatly. 
59. why i joined tumblr - no one can see it, so I can be true to myself but still feel like I got it out.
60. ask me anything you want - I know this was an "ask" but I just really like answering questions. Feel free to make some up and ask me. 😂

[jigsaws-disciples]

*The house is quiet, peaceful almost. Daniel lays on the leather couch upstairs, unknowing of the silhouette in the curtains.*

...

*SMASH!*

*A brick dashes through the window and thuds onto the basement door floor.*

Uh- Oh, that's sharp! Neat! Not ideal, though.

*A thick, black boot kicks at the window some more, making the damage bigger. A hum of approval is heard. Then, the desk is scooted to the side a little, slowly. At least this.. intruder is mindful. Why are you letting him climb into the house willingly then?*

*Well, the boots are a dead giveaway as to who it is. It's just Blake.*

Hey!! I tried knocking, but I don't think anyone heard me. So lame!!!

-@bloodybatzz

daniel flinched, quickly grabbing his knife off the table. he moved backward, ready to run and grab diana and her gun. shit maybe even melissa. truly, he's not the best at fighting. he kinda had no clue what he was doing or what to do. once he noticed the boots, he seemed to calm down. "jesus fuck dude!" he shouted, approaching the window and helping blake in. "you fucked up our window! the hell man?" he shoved his knife into his pocket, careful not to stab himself.

[jigsaws-disciples]

INTRO-POST

Wassup! I'm Diana Gordon and this is the official blog for the Jigsaw Disciples! We're basically just a group that helps out the apprentices and other folk who need it. Got a trap idea? We'll model it! Need a victim? We'll find you one! There's four of us in the group;

Me (Diana Gordon) ; she/her! Daniel Matthews ; he/they! Brent Abbott ; he/him! Melissa Nelson ; she/her!

Each of us has our reasons for being in the group, feel free to ask about it! Though we do have a few requirements for interactions;

15+ please!

Be respectful, duh

If there is something we are uncomfortable with, we will not speak about it. Do not ask more about that topic, thank you.

If our parents find us - no you didn't 😊

Don't be WEIRD.

Other than that, feel free to interact how you want! We're very open and very accepting to those who appreciate their life.

im back again dont be mad at me guys

anyway hi im annon

so i guess i have a little bit of explaining to do. this is part of a little au i have called the jigsaw legacy au - basically just the aftermath of everything. the games still continue of course, and now these guys help out.

like diana says, everyone has their own reasoning. heres a little summary of the reasons but you can always ask if you have more questions about them individualy, the group in general, or the au!

diana - after her parent's divorced, she wanted to know what her father was doing. it didnt take her long to connect the dots of him being an apprentice. eventually, after graduating, she took up a collage close to home. diana hunted down her father, and begged him to let her help. lawrence, of course, denied. thats when she had the idea to start jigsaw's disciples! all she wants is to be closer to her father again.

daniel - daniel was extremely hesitant about joining. he had (what he eventually came to terms with) lost his father to this jigsaw guy and diana is wanting to help them? he was still learning to trust the others - only having met them through that stupid therapy program his mother had forced him into. soon enough, he agreed to join. he could use a little spice in life.

brent - brent was the one to truly convince daniel to join. he was grateful for the opportunity easton's trial had given him. he was still guilty of killing a man but he was grateful. he finally got revenge for his father. he wanted to help others like jigsaw had helped him. really, he wasnt the one being rehabilitated. they were. people like william easton were being fixed and treated as they should be. at least, thats what he believes.

melissa - truly, she was born into this. melissa has been around the traps since she was a baby. logan, not wanting to leave his daughter with strangers, would occasionally bring her in. shes always loved her little family and she was absolutely distraught when she discovered the death of not only her uncle john but her aunt amanda too. after that day, she dedicated herself to helping logan. when diana offered her the opportunity, she immediately agreed. anything to continue her grandpa's legacy.

okay thats done, tag time! also take note that you can still interact even as dead characters. its just fiction, it dont matter also also the blog pfp was drawn by me follow my other accounts <3; @wr4th-of-the-gods @trapped-twins @zippyzep @coolest-mom-with-the-coolest-son @one-annon

diana ; you dont like my point of view and im insane ➸ diana ↪ no rain - blind melon

daniel ; its just a temporary fix to make the pain stop ➸ daniel ↪ anger - groundbreaking

brent ; 20 20 24 hours to go i wanna be sedated ➸ brent ↪ i wanna be sedated - ramones

melissa ; these horns run through my family ➸ melissa ↪ drink - destroy boys

blog ; jigsaws-disciples

ooc/annon ; mann gegen mann! ➸ ooc/annon

general:

ask games ; #my face is long forgotten my face is not my own ➸ ask games

↪ am i evil? - diamond head duos:

melissa and logan ; be my mentor be my guide show me when to run and where to hide ➸ nelson family ↪ alarm call - the correspondents : @a-muscle-the-size-of-your-fist

daniel and blake ; i need some more need someone whos insecure ➸ daniel n blake ↪ this hurts - mindless self indulgence : @bloodybatzz

(more soon to come!)

[jigsaws-disciples]

daniel took his own drink, taking a sip. "its kinda a pain in the ass to make. diana's dad is in it and hes like always busy. and its hard talking to adam without him freaking the fuck out." he leans his head to the side, staring at the script in blake's hands. "there isnt much right now.."

Yo, Dannnniiiiieeellll!! What's your favorite smoothie flavor, huh? No reason in particularrrrr....

-@bloodybatzz

shit i dunno blake..strawberry banana i guess?

[jigsaws-disciples]

ITS DR PEPPER!!! favorite slushie is dr pepper blake- where are you going??

Yo, Dannnniiiiieeellll!! What's your favorite smoothie flavor, huh? No reason in particularrrrr....

-@bloodybatzz

shit i dunno blake..strawberry banana i guess?

[jigsaws-disciples]

"well, uh, its kinda like.." he pauses, thinking about the best way to word what he wants to say without being weird. instead, daniel took out what he had for the script outline. "i talked to a few folks i know..theyre willing to share their stories. im just...speaking for the dead, i guess." he chuckles, sliding a script to blake. in big font, the word SAW was written on the front page. "name's still a work in progress.."

Yo, Dannnniiiiieeellll!! What's your favorite smoothie flavor, huh? No reason in particularrrrr....

-@bloodybatzz

shit i dunno blake..strawberry banana i guess?

[jigsaws-disciples]

"coulda texted me idiot!" he scoffed, looking down at the glass momentarily before leading blake into the living room. it was a real nice house, honestly. "yeah, shit man i havent had a chance to listen to it." he zipped open a bag near the couch, shuffling through a few items before taking out the cd. "ive got a cd player down in the basement." he muttered, "though we dont usually let people down there.."

*The house is quiet, peaceful almost. Daniel lays on the leather couch upstairs, unknowing of the silhouette in the curtains.*

...

*SMASH!*

*A brick dashes through the window and thuds onto the basement door floor.*

Uh- Oh, that's sharp! Neat! Not ideal, though.

*A thick, black boot kicks at the window some more, making the damage bigger. A hum of approval is heard. Then, the desk is scooted to the side a little, slowly. At least this.. intruder is mindful. Why are you letting him climb into the house willingly then?*

*Well, the boots are a dead giveaway as to who it is. It's just Blake.*

Hey!! I tried knocking, but I don't think anyone heard me. So lame!!!

-@bloodybatzz

daniel flinched, quickly grabbing his knife off the table. he moved backward, ready to run and grab diana and her gun. shit maybe even melissa. truly, he's not the best at fighting. he kinda had no clue what he was doing or what to do. once he noticed the boots, he seemed to calm down. "jesus fuck dude!" he shouted, approaching the window and helping blake in. "you fucked up our window! the hell man?" he shoved his knife into his pocket, careful not to stab himself.

[jigsaws-disciples]

daniel shrugged slightly, "i uh..i mean, i don't mind staying here. just dont have great memories." he looked around the room, motioning for blake to follow him out. "i was..semi-involved, i guess." he glanced over his shoulder, making sure blake was following him before continuing. "i knew the girl in the needle pit. kinda. well.." he backtracked, pausing at a door. "i knew everyone by name. not personally. originally, the pit was made for someone else, but that guy was a dick and threw my friend in instead." the punk grunted, shoving his shoulder onto the door and twisting the knob hard. it took him a minute to wedge open the door, sighing heavily as he did. the room, like the last one was a mess. there was a door that looked to be metal, totally locked. the gross yellow wallpaper on the walls was falling apart and some of the brick was even exposed. besides an equally as sickly coloring of lighting from a few small lights, the room was fairly dark. the windows, not only were covered with some sort of fabric but were also totally boarded up. most notably, there was a giant hole in the creaky, old floorboards. the hole was full of needles, a few stray ones out of the hole and a small pile in front of the door. daniel stepped into the room, standing next to the pile. "i was right here. had to pull her out. pull the needles out." his voice was quiet. he looked a little distraught at the memory.

*The house is quiet, peaceful almost. Daniel lays on the leather couch upstairs, unknowing of the silhouette in the curtains.*

...

*SMASH!*

*A brick dashes through the window and thuds onto the basement door floor.*

Uh- Oh, that's sharp! Neat! Not ideal, though.

*A thick, black boot kicks at the window some more, making the damage bigger. A hum of approval is heard. Then, the desk is scooted to the side a little, slowly. At least this.. intruder is mindful. Why are you letting him climb into the house willingly then?*

*Well, the boots are a dead giveaway as to who it is. It's just Blake.*

Hey!! I tried knocking, but I don't think anyone heard me. So lame!!!

-@bloodybatzz

daniel flinched, quickly grabbing his knife off the table. he moved backward, ready to run and grab diana and her gun. shit maybe even melissa. truly, he's not the best at fighting. he kinda had no clue what he was doing or what to do. once he noticed the boots, he seemed to calm down. "jesus fuck dude!" he shouted, approaching the window and helping blake in. "you fucked up our window! the hell man?" he shoved his knife into his pocket, careful not to stab himself.

[jigsaws-disciples]

daniel shrugged. "we've just gotta do a short film. trying to do like..a history thing. its about how life is for the military after wars..logan's a veteran so..it works." he sighs, looking at one of his pages and squinting before shoving it with the others.

"im working on a bigger project though. kinda a..horror documentary." he stacked the folders on each other, motioning for blake to sit with him

Yo, Dannnniiiiieeellll!! What's your favorite smoothie flavor, huh? No reason in particularrrrr....

-@bloodybatzz

shit i dunno blake..strawberry banana i guess?

[jigsaws-disciples]

daniel glances around the room, swallowing hard. he couldnt help but remember what happened in this room - who died in this room. she had no reason to die. she was scared. they all were. really, he didnt know her too well, and he doubted his shit fuck of a father knew her very well either but..he knew her name. he had known what correction center she went to, what she was there for, her name. it was probably a stupid idea to live in the house that gave you panic attacks every day wasnt it? he really didnt have much of a choice though. plus he had been saved. unlike the other three in the house, he refused to go to the basement area. even just traveling through some of these rooms still gave him to creeps. "yeah. its uh..gnarly. thats a word for it." he watches as blake takes the key, taking a quick look out the door. he didnt know why he told blake he would do this. he knew it would make himself uncomfortable. ugh. whatever. too late now. "this whole house was a trap, actually." he smiled, something rather forced. it was a bit weird talking about the house like this. then again, they never really had visitors besides the girls' fathers and maybe mark or john. sometimes brent invited friends from college for a study session but they just stayed in the living room. daniel didnt mind blake's excitement. he knew the other would be at least somewhat intrigued by the room, and even the whole house. "most of the trap rooms just..arent touched, though. like theres this one room close by but we dont ever go in there. first time i did it was..uh..well, a disaster." he laughed awkwardly, "there was like..this big ass pit of needles..it just wasnt any good."

*The house is quiet, peaceful almost. Daniel lays on the leather couch upstairs, unknowing of the silhouette in the curtains.*

...

*SMASH!*

*A brick dashes through the window and thuds onto the basement door floor.*

Uh- Oh, that's sharp! Neat! Not ideal, though.

*A thick, black boot kicks at the window some more, making the damage bigger. A hum of approval is heard. Then, the desk is scooted to the side a little, slowly. At least this.. intruder is mindful. Why are you letting him climb into the house willingly then?*

*Well, the boots are a dead giveaway as to who it is. It's just Blake.*

Hey!! I tried knocking, but I don't think anyone heard me. So lame!!!

-@bloodybatzz

daniel flinched, quickly grabbing his knife off the table. he moved backward, ready to run and grab diana and her gun. shit maybe even melissa. truly, he's not the best at fighting. he kinda had no clue what he was doing or what to do. once he noticed the boots, he seemed to calm down. "jesus fuck dude!" he shouted, approaching the window and helping blake in. "you fucked up our window! the hell man?" he shoved his knife into his pocket, careful not to stab himself.

[jigsaws-disciples]

"yeah course, man!" he led the other upstairs, smiling at him. "cmon there's there fuckin'...cool ass room upstairs." he pushed open the door to a small room, which, unlike the rest of the house, hadn't been touched. "i dont exactly know what happened here but..yknow, no one's touched it." he looked the room up and down, humming.

*The house is quiet, peaceful almost. Daniel lays on the leather couch upstairs, unknowing of the silhouette in the curtains.*

...

*SMASH!*

*A brick dashes through the window and thuds onto the basement door floor.*

Uh- Oh, that's sharp! Neat! Not ideal, though.

*A thick, black boot kicks at the window some more, making the damage bigger. A hum of approval is heard. Then, the desk is scooted to the side a little, slowly. At least this.. intruder is mindful. Why are you letting him climb into the house willingly then?*

*Well, the boots are a dead giveaway as to who it is. It's just Blake.*

Hey!! I tried knocking, but I don't think anyone heard me. So lame!!!

-@bloodybatzz

daniel flinched, quickly grabbing his knife off the table. he moved backward, ready to run and grab diana and her gun. shit maybe even melissa. truly, he's not the best at fighting. he kinda had no clue what he was doing or what to do. once he noticed the boots, he seemed to calm down. "jesus fuck dude!" he shouted, approaching the window and helping blake in. "you fucked up our window! the hell man?" he shoved his knife into his pocket, careful not to stab himself.

[jigsaws-disciples]

daniel's gaze shifted down to the drinks, his lip curling up in disgust. "thats fucking rancid blake." he took the dr pepper slushie from him, kicked the door shut and led him to the kitchen of the house. "sit at the bar. diana's got some project going on at the table." he motioned to the dining table, where papers are scattered and on the top of one had the words 'BRAIN SURGERY ORIGINAL BLUEPRINTS'. daniel set the drinks on the counter, sliding into one of the bar stools.

Yo, Dannnniiiiieeellll!! What's your favorite smoothie flavor, huh? No reason in particularrrrr....

-@bloodybatzz

shit i dunno blake..strawberry banana i guess?

[jigsaws-disciples]

oh fuck man.. ---

daniel quickly rushed down to the first floor as he heard the knocking. originally, he had been studying for an upcoming exam but fuck that shit. he knew the material well enough, he wanted to see whatever the fuck blake had. "dude. what the shit did you do?" he asked as he opened the door, staring blake down like he just shot someone

Yo, Dannnniiiiieeellll!! What's your favorite smoothie flavor, huh? No reason in particularrrrr....

-@bloodybatzz

shit i dunno blake..strawberry banana i guess?

[jigsaws-disciples]

"eeehh...it was definitely and escape room for someone..." he muttered, rubbing the back of his neck. "more of a cool house for us now." he shrugged, looking around. "i can show you some of the rooms though!"

*The house is quiet, peaceful almost. Daniel lays on the leather couch upstairs, unknowing of the silhouette in the curtains.*

...

*SMASH!*

*A brick dashes through the window and thuds onto the basement door floor.*

Uh- Oh, that's sharp! Neat! Not ideal, though.

*A thick, black boot kicks at the window some more, making the damage bigger. A hum of approval is heard. Then, the desk is scooted to the side a little, slowly. At least this.. intruder is mindful. Why are you letting him climb into the house willingly then?*

*Well, the boots are a dead giveaway as to who it is. It's just Blake.*

Hey!! I tried knocking, but I don't think anyone heard me. So lame!!!

-@bloodybatzz

daniel flinched, quickly grabbing his knife off the table. he moved backward, ready to run and grab diana and her gun. shit maybe even melissa. truly, he's not the best at fighting. he kinda had no clue what he was doing or what to do. once he noticed the boots, he seemed to calm down. "jesus fuck dude!" he shouted, approaching the window and helping blake in. "you fucked up our window! the hell man?" he shoved his knife into his pocket, careful not to stab himself.

[jigsaws-disciples]

daniel laughs awkwardly. "this kinda is my home. i live with the other guys." he motioned to the staircase. "we got our own rooms though. this is a big as house. lots of secret rooms too."

*The house is quiet, peaceful almost. Daniel lays on the leather couch upstairs, unknowing of the silhouette in the curtains.*

...

*SMASH!*

*A brick dashes through the window and thuds onto the basement door floor.*

Uh- Oh, that's sharp! Neat! Not ideal, though.

*A thick, black boot kicks at the window some more, making the damage bigger. A hum of approval is heard. Then, the desk is scooted to the side a little, slowly. At least this.. intruder is mindful. Why are you letting him climb into the house willingly then?*

*Well, the boots are a dead giveaway as to who it is. It's just Blake.*

Hey!! I tried knocking, but I don't think anyone heard me. So lame!!!

-@bloodybatzz

daniel flinched, quickly grabbing his knife off the table. he moved backward, ready to run and grab diana and her gun. shit maybe even melissa. truly, he's not the best at fighting. he kinda had no clue what he was doing or what to do. once he noticed the boots, he seemed to calm down. "jesus fuck dude!" he shouted, approaching the window and helping blake in. "you fucked up our window! the hell man?" he shoved his knife into his pocket, careful not to stab himself.