#i need my comfort boongie back

[borathae]

I miss Yoongi so much tonight

[prettyboongi]

Makes Me Weak

Reader x Min Yoongi

Word Count: 1,572

Genre: A weird mixture of angst and fluff

Warnings: feelings of anxiety 

[A/N: This little story is somewhat inspired by the song Weak by SWV. Sorry if this absolutely terrible lol let me know what you guys think of this! (￣ー￣；]

“Hey! Earth to Y/N!”

The shrill voice and loud finger snaps from your best friend forced you to come out of your deep daydream. You are brought back to your familiar surroundings:  sitting at the table in your university’s cafeteria, accompanied by your best friends Angelica and Tabby. 

“Oh sorry Ange,” you responded absentmindedly, “What were you saying?”

You watched Angelica roll her eyes and shoot you an annoyed look. “Are you still traumatized about almost getting nae nae’d by a prius?” 

Upon hearing this, Tabby almost choked on her strawberry yogurt. “Excuse me, what happened?”. 

Angelica sips her iced vanilla latte before finishing, “Doofus here wasn’t paying attention on our way here and almost got herself killed.” 

“Hey,” you retorted defensively, “those priuses are pretty silent you know? It just snuck up on me.” 

“Right.” Angelica wasn’t buying it and couldn’t blame her. You were indeed distracted, It wasn’t by the rigorousness of your classes or even your persistent existential crisis. It was by…

“Hey ladies!” 

Your thoughts were once again interrupted by the ever chipper friend Hoseok. You hear Angelica and Tabby greet Hoseok back while your gaze discreetly turns to the young man next to him. Min Yoongi. But the moment he meets your gaze, you instantly got up. 

“I just remembered, I have to stop by professor Shapiro’s office about my paper. I’ll catch you guys later.” Before you can hear them protest, you quickly grab your belongings and hear out of the cafeteria. You were almost to the exit when you felt a tab on your arm. You turn around and see Yoongi once again.

“Y/N,” he begins to say, “I was hoping we could talk.” 

You shook your head. “Sorry, I really have to go. But I’ll text you later, okay?” 

“Okay,” he says rather dejectedly, “text you later.” He knew you were lying but he didn’t want to pry even further.

When you were a good distance away from the cafeteria building, you leaned against a brick wall and felt your beat rapidly. Although you were away from him physically, Yoongi effortlessly occupied your mind and your heart. You weren’t expecting to see him this morning since he only had evening classes this semester. But since you did, you were worried that the butterflies in your stomach were going to keep pestering you for the rest of the day. 

You had first met Yoongi about two semesters ago when the two of you shared English 101 together. You didn’t speak to him immediately for those first few weeks; it wasn’t until you two were assigned partners for a class presentation that you’ve gotten the chance to get acquainted with him. Despite promising that he would definitely pull his weight, he whined to you how much he hated English and he was only taking this class for his general education. You didn’t believe him since he was one of the class’ top students and he never received anything lower than an A on a paper so far. You remember telling him that his writing was actually amazing. He blushed and tried to brush off the compliment. “Um, if you really think so,” he said bashfully. It was then that you wanted to know more about this Yoongi person. As the semester went by, you gradually learned more about him. You learned that he was a music major and that he moonlighted as a DJ outside of school. You also caught on the tiny things about him. Like his infectious dry laugh and the perpetual sleepy look on his face. And you were happy that he liked you enough to be friends, even after that semester ended. It didn’t take that long for you to go from a harmless crush on Yoongi to full blown falling in love with him. 

To your surprise, Yoongi felt the same way about you. Or at least that’s what you’ve come to find out last week during the school’s annual beach bonfire. After so much joking around with your friends, you decided you needed to get some space away from the crowd. You walked away from the merriment, towards the solidarity of the crashing ocean. The glowing light from the full moon illuminating the ocean water, causing you to feel ambient and comforted at the same time. As you were walking along the shore, you find Yoongi sitting on a huge rock staring out to the sea. Approaching him, you call out his name and, in response, he jumps a bit. 

“Oh Y/N, it’s just you,” he says with a slight smile on his face. 

You pout at him. “Oh sorry, were you expecting someone else?” 

“Don’t sass me. Here, come sit next to me.” 

Yoongi scooted over to make room for you on the rock. Sitting next to him, you were too shy to look him in the eye and kept your gaze at the sparkling oceanic view.

“It’s so beautiful,” you muttered softly, “gazing at sea has to be my favorite part when going to the beach.” 

You felt him shrug his shoulders next to you. “Eh, I’m not the biggest fan of the beach.” 

Nudging him softly, you laugh at his remark. “Then why did you come to the “beach bonfire”, weirdo.” 

“Well, besides it being a good reason to get out of the house on a Saturday night,” He pauses for a moment before finishing. “And you told me you were going and I wanted to see you.” 

The weight of his words hit you like an arrow to the chest. You felt your skin starting to get warm and your stomach tense up from that pesky butterfly sensation. Like before, you were too shy to look at him, but gradually you soon turned your head to find him looking back at you. You’re absolutely awestruck of how beautifully his pale skin glows under the bright moonlight. His was taking you in with such intensity that made you feel overcome with deep infatuation. 

With the small amount of confidence you possessed, you placed your hand on the back of his, interlocking each other’s fingers. 

“I wanted to see you too,” you said. 

He smiles and lets out a nervous laugh, as if he was relieved by the pressure he’s been holding in. You then watch him lean slowly towards you, tilt his head slightly and press his soft lips to your own. The action catches you off guard at first, but you soon found yourself melting to his sweet kiss. 

Breaking away from the delicately short kiss, he reveals his rare gummy smile. Your heart jumped at such a sight and you wanted more from him. You cupped the sides of his lean face and kissed him with fervor. Subtly parting your lips, you invited Yoongi to enter his tongue if he pleased, and boy did he take the invitation. Yoongi gingerly places his hands onto your hips while you wrapped your arms over his neck, deepening the already passionate kiss. You honestly didn’t expect the night would end with a make out session with the guy you were hopelessly in love with -under the romantic moonlight no less- but you still thanked whichever god or goddess that made it happen. 

When you got home later that night, the memories of Yoongi holding and kissing you replayed in your head over and over again. Needless to say, you were floating on cloud 9. However, as happy as you were, there was still a part of you that was wracked with anxiety. You would think knowing how Yoongi felt for you would give you some sense of peace, but it genuinely scared you that one person could make you feel this way. You thought avoiding him would be the best way to tame these emotions but Yoongi still managed to plague your mind, and your heart. 

Later that night, you called Angelica and confide in her about your feelings for Yoongi. 

“Right? Like, what should I do?” 

“Oh man,” Angelica says sympathetically. 

“Well, clearly you have to suck his dick now.” 

You scoff as you hear Angelica's loud cackle from the other side of the line. You knew you should’ve called Tabby instead. “Ange, come on! I’m serious!” 

“Sorry, sorry, I just couldn’t resist,” she mischievously replied. “But seriously, isn’t the answer obvious?”  You don’t say anything, waiting for her to continue. “You gotta be honest be honest with him. I know you’re scared but sometimes you gotta take a leap of faith. And knowing that Yoongi likes you back, it won’t be too hard.” 

You knew she was right. Even though these strong feelings were entirely new to you, knowing that these feelings for Yoongi and Yoongi alone, It did make you want to take that chance with him. 

After hanging up, you took a moment to pump yourself up before calling Yoongi. You drank a glass of water to calm your nerves and even scrolled through your Instagram to stall for a bit. And like another sign from the gods, you received a text message from the man himself.

😍Boongi😍: Hey are you busy tonight? I was wondering if we could meet at the Lee’s Cafe. 

You smiled at the screen. Sure this man made you feel all kinds of crazy emotions but you’re so glad that he’s the cause of it. You sent him a text back.

You: Sure. Meet you there in 10 mins. 

[borathae]

😍 as if I need an excuse to watch In The Soop!!! I know what I’ll be doing later! 💜💜💜

Plus, a bonus Yoongi because this part always makes me almost cry laughing

I love In The Soop so much, you guys don't get it. It's my comfort show 🥺😔

WOODCARVING HAJIMA lives in my mind rentfree istfg I love him so much you guys. I want him back like pleASE bring my Boongie back 😭

[borathae]

First of all… SIBI WHERE IS YOONGI?! IS HE ALRIGHT?????! WHERE’S MY BOONGIE IM SO WORRIED FOR HIM, I wouldn’t be this worried for him if Frederick wasn’t involved in this I DONT TRUST THAT MAN AT ALL, and please it would completely break me if something happens to him and oc still hasn’t had an honest conversation with him, she would feel even worseeeeee gosh maybe, just maybe, I’m overreacting because just like our queen oc I’m an over thinker but for real reading that Yoongi left with that man and didn’t come back made my tummy hurt 😫😫😫😫😫please boongie be ok😫😫😫😫😫😫

My vmin 😭😭😭 my soulmates omg Sibi their honest talk broke me so much 😩 did Jimin not stay the night with Tae after they slept together in the past? Because sweet Taetae was surprised to find him still there with him and I just went like noooooo by sweet boy 😩 Jimin is really trying to be better for him I’m so happy but what do you mean he didn’t apologise for shit for four hundred years?! Of course Tae would get emotional over that 😭 and not him asking jimin to be nice with the rest of the group because he loves them and they are their only chance at finally having a family that cares for them 💔😭 the only thing that these two little idiots (said extra fondly) need it’s affection, lots of affection and they will get it! ❤️‍🩹🥺😭 I’m truly happy that Jimin now is truly starting to understand that he has nothing to be scared of and that he has people that are willing to care for him if he changes his bad habits 🥹 also not him trying to apologise with the rest of the family by gifting them things that he knows they will like in the most awkward and confusing way for everyone jsksksksksksksksk I want pinch his cheeks even if he would probably slap it way and cringe at it like a child, cutie just trying to be a better person 🥹

And I just want to hug my sweetest boys Kookie and Tae for being there to comfort oc and call out her overthinking ways, like both of them telling her once again that there’s no way Yoongi is angry at her for what happened, kook gently pushing her to talk to Yoongi because he knows that’s the only way she’ll stop worrying AND because he doesn’t like seeing them act distant, and Tae telling her that she’s projecting and forming an image of Yoongi that’s not real and being like “you do realise that Yoongi has killed even more people right? He’s understanding he wouldn’t be angry at you for something that was necessary” like GIRL please your boyfriend is the most understanding being in the whole universe 😭 maybe Kook will have to try pull an “attic ambush” on them again 😭 I love how understanding and respectful Yoongi is when it comes to no pushing her to talk if she doesn’t want to, but PLEASE just this time I need him to sit her down and tell her “I know there’s something you are not telling me, and that’s gonna change now or we are not leaving this room because I can sense your fear and the way this is hurting you, so let’s talk” I just know the way you are going to write the scene when they finally come clean it’s probably gonna make me cry hsksksksksksks

On a side and final note I LOVE when Kook calls her Baby???! It really does something to me sjjsksksks I love that cutie so much, my lil vampire bunny 🥹

Wonderful chapter as always Sibi, I’m so excited (AND WORRIED 😬) for the next one! and I’m sorry if this ask is a little all over the place, it’s 3:30 am here and my eyes are begging me to please go to sleep 🤡

-Shy anon

OKAY BUT THIS IS SUCH A VALID WORRY TO HAVE HELLO??? WHERE IS YOONGI AND WHY IS FREDRICK STILL SOF UCKIGN SUS???

did Jimin not stay the night with Tae after they slept together in the past? Because sweet Taetae was surprised to find him still there with him and I just went like noooooo by sweet boy 😩

No, sadly he didn't :( he barely even gave him aftercare (except for the times they were alone and Namjoon wasn't influincing them aka the night Jimin talked about remembering and their year on the farm)

and not him asking jimin to be nice with the rest of the group because he loves them and they are their only chance at finally having a family that cares for them 💔😭

YES GOSH THIS PART WAS SO :( idk Tae sounded so full of childlike hopefulness and istfg I wanna protect him!!!!!!!!

also not him trying to apologise with the rest of the family by gifting them things that he knows they will like in the most awkward and confusing way for everyone jsksksksksksksksk I want pinch his cheeks even if he would probably slap it way and cringe at it like a child, cutie just trying to be a better person 🥹

HE IS SUCH A CUTIE ISTFG PLEASE LOVE HIM :( he is so !! please protect ajfdsfj

kook gently pushing her to talk to Yoongi because he knows that’s the only way she’ll stop worrying AND because he doesn’t like seeing them act distant, and Tae telling her that she’s projecting and forming an image of Yoongi that’s not real and being like “you do realise that Yoongi has killed even more people right? He’s understanding he wouldn’t be angry at you for something that was necessary” like GIRL please your boyfriend is the most understanding being in the whole universe 😭

YES YES YES YEY YES Istfg them being heri voices of reason throughout this chapter sAVED my worrying ass :( they were both so understanding and gentle with her whilst still doing what was necessary for her to "get a grip" istfg best boyfriends ever :(

maybe Kook will have to try pull an “attic ambush” on them again 😭

IMAGINE HOLY FUCK IMAGINE 😭😭

I love how understanding and respectful Yoongi is when it comes to no pushing her to talk if she doesn’t want to, but PLEASE just this time I need him to sit her down and tell her “I know there’s something you are not telling me, and that’s gonna change now or we are not leaving this room because I can sense your fear and the way this is hurting you, so let’s talk” I just know the way you are going to write the scene when they finally come clean it’s probably gonna make me cry hsksksksksksks

NO BUT I AGREE fnasdnf like we can't even be mad at him, because his respects towards her is so fucking hot and healthy and yet I am over her pulling a Kookie and thinking to myself "just be disrespectful for once and tell her to talk LIKE PLEASE YOU LOVE EACH OTHER" jfjadjf

On a side and final note I LOVE when Kook calls her Baby???! It really does something to me sjjsksksks I love that cutie so much, my lil vampire bunny 🥹

S A M E I get flutters all over whenever he calls her baby fjadsjf it's like he is this cutie babyboy who "just exists" for a while who then goes all like "remember that I'm her boo too, so imma be real cute now" :( istfg he is such a MAN I love him :(

[borathae]

I have a question for OC and I don’t know if you will answer it.

If Taehyung was never manipulated or anything— If Yoongi had never had to put Taehyung into a cellar, would you be still romantically involved with Yoongi? Because back then, I felt like Yoongi filled the place of Taehyung. If you weren’t emotionally vulnerable back then and had Taehyung with you, would you still be in love in Yoongi?

Do you think Yoongi’s protective manner got you more hooked up on him because Taehyung clearly lacks in that area?

She looks incredibly saddened by your questions. She shakes her head, "I don't even want to imagine. Oh my Boongie", she pouts, "I would be so sad without him. I think I still would have fallen for him. Right?" she lights up and giggles, "he is so loveable and sweet and incredible, I think we still would have found a way."

She shakes her head at your second question, "I never felt the need to compare Tae with Yoongi in that area. Yoongi will always be my source of comfort and the place i can find safety at. I can't explain it, he just makes me feel safe."

[borathae]

AHHHHH!!! The way Yoongi let Tae call him Hyung again at the end I just 😭😭😭😭😭

I'm so proud of Tae for stepping up FINALLY and letting the fact that he's been a dick really sink in and actually apologizing for it! He tried to deny at first but Yoongi really said NAH BRO IMMA FUCK YOU UP FOR REAL and he was like oh crap ok maybe this is on me fr 🤣

Yoongi was A WIZARD???? And I'm DESPERATELY hoping that Anon from a while back was right and somehow they find a way for them to be together forever without the vampirism 😭 because he's a witch she's a witch their lovers are vampires we need this happy ending where no one dies EVER please and thank you.

Tae was so smart keeping his options open even with Yoongi being so against the blood sharing, like making it CLEAR that he's not ashamed of it but he'll step back about it until MC is ready for it and if that's never it's fine, but if she wants it we won't hold back because of YOUR hangup even though it's a legit one THATS TRAUMA BASED

I stg we learned so much about both of these boys this chapter and it just makes me want to wrap them up in blanket burritos and smother them with kisses they deserve so much love after all the shit they've been through.

Also? All the things Yoongi said about Jimin and Tae's relationship? Broke my fucking heart like Tae bby no you deserve all the softness its honestly no wonder he's so into MC who just wants to provide love and comfort when all he's known forever now is just twistedness to mask the pain 😭 Yoongi reminded him he deserves softness and love too and I just 😭😭😭😭😭

Yes Boongie, plz keep giving others the advice you also need to hear so you can start to believe it about yourself tooooooo

Yoongi was A WIZARD???? And I'm DESPERATELY hoping that Anon from a while back was right and somehow they find a way for them to be together forever without the vampirism 😭 because he's a witch she's a witch their lovers are vampires we need this happy ending where no one dies EVER please and thank you. [...] I stg we learned so much about both of these boys this chapter and it just makes me want to wrap them up in blanket burritos and smother them with kisses they deserve so much love after all the shit they've been through.

HE WAS!!! OMFMGM ANONIE I AM PUKING IN EXCITMETN AFJDJF istfg I wanted to spoiler this fact so many times and had to hold back fajdfjad LIKE THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS NOW OFMMMGMG

Also? All the things Yoongi said about Jimin and Tae's relationship? Broke my fucking heart like Tae bby no you deserve all the softness its honestly no wonder he's so into MC who just wants to provide love and comfort when all he's known forever now is just twistedness to mask the pain 😭 Yoongi reminded him he deserves softness and love too and I just 😭😭😭😭😭

PLEASE SOME GIVE TAE A HUG!! ISTFG HE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY AND TO FEEL TENDER LOVE 😭😭😭

I'm also really happy that you loved their conversation ehheheh thank you so much anonie hehehhe

Yes Boongie, plz keep giving others the advice you also need to hear so you can start to believe it about yourself tooooooo

PERIODT.

[borathae]

Okay now we need to know your fantasies for the other boys like come on Sibi

You can't just do that to us and then leave

We need more

Okay so, here is how I would want to spend my day with each of the guys 🥺

Joonie Boonie

Spend a day with him exploring nature. Okay listen. I love walks in my forest and looking at all the different plants and mushrooms and trees and I just wanna do that with him. Maybe we could sit somewhere and try to paint some cute mushrooms together and later it starts to rain and so we go back home and drink tea whilst reading each other poetry. And then we make out obviously because duh it's Joonie Boonie. Also alternatively I wanna follow him to an art museum and then let him tell me all about what he knows about the art & artist. Like yes please tell me all about it, I wanna fucking look at your lips as you tell me about art. And I wanna tell him about photography because that's the only art genre I really know lots about and I wanna impress him, like that's all I want for him to go "oh wow I didn't know that, thank you for telling me, I learned something new". And then we drive to some place in nature with our bikes and make out under a tree.

Jinnie Bibbi

Spend a day with him in the most comfortable clothes ever and then play games with him. Like tbfh? I would already be happy if I could only watch him game while I'm on my phone and every now and then we would chat about something random or the game or I show him a funny tiktok and he laughs. And then we cook food together and eat it whilst chatting about our days. Like I just wanna lounge around with him, play games, cook and talk. I feel like he is perfect for that. I know it may sound boring to some but that type of day is just ideal in my eyes.

Yoongie Boongie

Cuddle him all day bro and play with his hair hahhaah. No but on a more serious note, I seriously just wanna coexist with him? Like we're both on the couch, close enough that our bodies touch and we do our own things but every now and then we reach out for the other and touch innocently. I also really wanna bake something with him. Put on some music and then dance in the kitchen while we're trying to bake a cake or cookies and then once they're done we share them under a blanket and he tells him all about his newest song or some random enlightenment he had whilst showering and I can trace his face and kiss his cheeks. Also a woodworking date, idk if you guys know that about me but I actually build furniture in my freetime fadjf so I wanna do that with him too. I also wanna go on a forest walk with him because I wanna show him tiny mushrooms and go “you” and then hold his hand and kiss his blushing cheek.

Hoba Boba

I wanna go shopping with him. Get food from a random street vendor & eat it on a bench while we talk about our interests. Get boba from a shop and sip on it while we strut down the streets. Go into every shop we find interesting and show each other what we think could look good on the other person. I also really wanna go to a secondhand shop with him and then do that thing where you pick out clothes for each other. You know, where the other is like “blind” and you say stop and whatever their hand lands on, they have to wear. Yeah I wanna do that with him. And then take pictures together because obviously we’d look cute af in our new fits. 

Jiminie Miminie

Okay listen. I think that he and I would vibe so much afjdsjf like whenever they do a live and some of his real humor shines through I fucking wheeze. Like that man is so funny irl if he doesn’t have to censor himself, I am telling you. So tbfh? I just wanna hang out with him at his or mine place, order take out, open a bottle of wine and then just talk? Like I feel like we’d regularly topple over in laughter cause one of us said something borderline idiotic again which sets the other off hahahha. But if we’re really talking about activities maybe go to a fun fair and then ride too many rides until we’re both dizzy. This is obviously all a scheme just so I can hold his hand on the rollercoasters ohoho. Or go to a pottery painting class and laugh at each other’s drawings while trying not to laugh in order not to disturb the other students, which then makes us giggle even harder. No but seriously I just wanna like laugh with him? hahaha does that sound weird?

Tete Bebe

Roadtrip. I said what I said. I just wanna drive around with him, listen to music and sing to the songs. Then we stop every now and then for food or when we see an especially pretty place to take pictures at. We don’t know the destination but that doesn’t matter because quite frankly? Spending time with each other is the destination and the rest is just pretty things making the memories more vivid. I do wanna stop at somewhere high once the sun sets, just so we can oversee whatever is down below while the sun sets in the distance. Alternatively I just wanna paint with him. Listen to jazz, drink some tea and then paint next to each other. Also slow dance with him omfg please :( and, and omfg and work on a whole pictorial concept together, rent a studio and then photograph it with us obviously as the models because we’re hot like that HAHAHA. He is once again a canditate for a forest walk too because I wanna take pictures with him and see what catches his eyes. Obviously we’d use our film cameras, so that later we can develop our films together and then spend our evening scanning them and talking about them.

Googie Woogie

I think that neither of our introverted asses actually would want to leave our apartment ahhahah so I gotta say chill out date again, inside and cozied up. Bro I can’t keep saying chilling with all of them but I really do wanna chill with all of them ahahah. Listen, I’m an introvert I rarely go outside afdjsfja. But listen. We’d make it nice and romantic. With cooking first where we try to make our own pasta and it’s actually turning out great and we have a great time. And then we’d watch a Marvel movie because those are always so much mindless fun and I just wanna watch him geek out about superheroes. Also I wanna game with him, but like some sort of zombie apocalypse game like Days Gone or Last of Us and we’d take turns and I can show him how much I rock at those games when I’m mowing through the zombies easily fjadsjf. Tbfh, I’d also be fucking happy if we were watching a random Let’s Play from like Seán or Evelien and he was between my legs with his head on my chest while I play with his hair and he dozes off slowly. Also. Forest walks! I said what I said, I wanna take a walk with him too. What can I say, I’m an Austrian country girl we love our forest walks ahahah. 

So here you have it. This is how I would want to spend time with all of the boys. I seriously just wanna like talk to them and chill with them or go on walks dfjajds and I stand by that decision.

[borathae]

No no no no no no nonononono no Sibi please don’t, not this again please tell me that he will come back, there is only one chapter left and He can’t be gone for real please I’m hurting so much everything was kind of okay, he will come back right? Will they find him in the next chapter? No, wait sorry SORRY don’t answer that, of course spoilers, I’m seriously in so much pain for Min Yoongi right now he deserves all the love from her, from all three of them, YOONGI IM HERE ONCE AGAIN SCREAMING AT YOU TO COME BACK YOU LITTLE IDIOT OF A VAMPIRE DONT DO THIS AGAIN WE WENT THROUGH THIS ALREADY YOONGI DONT FUCKING RUN AWAY AGAIN COMEBACK!!!!

Oofff Ok ok… hi Sibi!!! how are you today? 💜 I just read the two latest chapters as you can tell jsksjsjsjsjjs

First of all I have to say once again that I missed our baby Taetae so much 😭😭😭he’s so charming and cute and I just love him so much baby has gone through so much but he’s finally back with the love of his life and he’s so happy and overwhelmed by her love GOD SENT ME A MAN LIKE HIM PLEASE IM BEGGING ON MY KNEES, the intimacy between them is heavenly Sibi for real, the way you portray the love these to characters have for each other is magnificent you can feel the pure love and adoration and the tenderness through the words is just so wonderful.

And the smut 😭😭😭 it was so hot but more than anything it was so romantic and cute 😭😭😭😭 shy baby Tae and he called her empress??????? I MELTED RIGHT THERE

Don’t get me started on the blood drinking as a promise of love, my sweet man just making sweet love to her while drinking her blood and professing his undying love for her I’m just- I can’t Sibi I love them so much (how did I get so invested in this wonderful story hsksjsjjsjsksjsjskak)

And the the walk in the snow 🥺🥺🥺🥺 so romantic 🥺🥺🥺 but my heart broke completely when he started talking about Jimin, his death still hurts me, and I too think he could’ve redeemed himself if it weren’t for Namjoon 😔 but the way Tae is grieving him, his best friend… it’s so sad and painful I’m so happy that at least he has oc with him again so he doesn’t have to carry all that pain by himself and can be comforted all he needs until he heals as much as possible for that painful loss 🥺

And I swear Sibi that when a distressed Kook appeared I started panicking because YOONGI NOT.THIS.AGAIN AND HE KILLED ALL THE VAMPIRES IN THE CELLAR???!!!!! DAMN NO HE CANT BE GOING THROUGH THIS AGAIN

I think is so sweet that Tae tells oc that he can help Kook with his training, right away no doubt or resentment 🥺 I just know that once everything is resolved and they can start enjoying their lives together without danger looming over them the relationship between all four of them is gonna to be so beautiful 🥺 and yes I’m trying to focus on nice things to not think about Yoongi’s letter and how terribly sad and painful it is to read about him writing a goodbye letter to his princess, pouring all his feelings for her on the paper while crying and feeling like absolute shit with himself while doing it, nope I’m not gonna think about that and specially not thinking about him signing his letter with Yoongi Boongi, nope I’m out OUT 😭😭😭😭😭

Yoongi Boongi go back to your princess and your Koo right now stop it 😭😭😭😭

Thank you for these wonderful chapters Sibi, as always your writing is magnificent and I’m so sorry if I’m annoying you with my asks I just feel like a broken record with every single one that i sent every week 😭 but I just have to tell you how much I love your writing and this wonderful story 🥺 I really hope you have a wonderful day/night and that your thesis is going well, love u! Take care! 💜💜💜

Ps: I’m still not over Tae’s insta video, I’m down awfully bad for him jakajsjksjsjsksjsk

-Shy anon

I missed Tete so much too :( their love is so sweet and honest and it hurts me so much because they are so freaking cute together :(( HONESTLY THE SMUT HAUNTS ME IT WAS SO HOT YET EMOTIONAL I AM GOING INSANE AGDJ

I think is so sweet that Tae tells oc that he can help Kook with his training, right away no doubt or resentment 🥺

yess!! omfg I agree so much 😔 also it just show how genuinely good hearted Tae is, like koo hurt him but instead of resenting him he offers his help. I am so in love with Tae 😔

Yoongi’s letter and how terribly sad and painful it is to read about him writing a goodbye letter to his princess, pouring all his feelings for her on the paper while crying and feeling like absolute shit with himself while doing it, nope I’m not gonna think about that and specially not thinking about him signing his letter with Yoongi Boongi, nope I’m out OUT 😭😭😭😭😭

😭😭😭😭

Also please never apologize, spam me with as many messages you want to!! I genuinely love talking to you my sweets!! 🥺💜💜

ALSO YOUR PS IS A MOOD I REWATCHED IT LIKE FIVE TIMES TODAY AND I AM IN LOVE 🥴🥴

[borathae]

Hi Sibi!!! Ok first of all, the AUDACITY of my classes to keep me away from Sanguis Alpha to the point of me not being able to read right when you post like I used to???Just fucking unacceptable, it gives me constant stress and anxiety and now it keeps my dear vampires boys away too??? Just ughhhhhhhhh

But anyways, Sibi I just read chapter 35 and let me tell you I’m dead how is it possible for me to fall more and more in love with Yoongi with every new word and chapter that you put out I’m just 😭😭😭😭 for him

He was trying to calm her nightmares nooo 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

He is going to release Tae because he wants her to be happy and Tae makes her happy, he truly cares and loves her so much 😭😭😭😭 but it does makes me a little bit sad thinking about how he is going to feel and act when Tae is finally out with oc, considering that he feels a little bit jealous of him, I know everything will be ok with them all in their relationship but, I feel like he might try to go back to his closed off self for like a day, hopefully not tho 😔😔😔

“Your cheek is very soft�� YES IT IS YOU GO OC TELL HIM HE HAS THE SOFTEST LITTLE CHEEKS I WANT TO SMOOCH THEM YOU DONT KNOW BUT IM AN ABSOLUTE SUCKER FOR YOONGI’S ROUND LITTLE CHEEKS MY CUTE LITTLE BOILED DUMPLING and he liked the kiss OF COURSE YOU DO SOFT LITTLE MAN YOU ARE WHIPPED STOP TRYING TO HIDE IT JSKSJSJJSSJJSJSJSKS SO CUTE

The morning snuggles??? Sibi…MORNING SNUGGLES WITH VAMPIRE CREATOR MIN YOONGI?? A SHOT STRAIGHT TO THE HEART I want one too please he is so soft and in love I love them so much

I love how oc understands that Yoongi is trying hard for her like really really hard and that she already set her mind on making her relationship with Tae and Yoongi (and Jungkook, obviously… right? 👀😥) work no matter what because she knows her lovers need her love and comfort and everything she offers them, because just like they want to see her happy always she wants the same for them happy, comfortable and loved to the point of glowing 🥺🥺🥺

Domestic Yoongi is at it again making her breakfast in bed… pure husband material

Not oc wanting him to go easy on Namjoon like girl he tortured everyone and was being evil with humanity ON PURPOSE and controlling everyone to be evil ON PURPOSE and tried to kill you several times ON PURPOSE like hakajsjsjsjskaksk oc honey you are too merciful for your own good but I love you anyways queen jksksjsjsjsjsn

NOW HE’S SULKIN NOOO PLEASE HE IS SO CUTE I CANT

“iT’s JuSt HoW tHe PaNtS aRe CuT” yeah sure jakakjsjajssjsjskksjsks you are not fooling anyone Yoongi Boongi 😂😂😂

SUB YOONGI SUB YOONGI SUB YOONGI!!!!!!! Sibi like I said before I’m the subbest sub there is but your writing girl… YOUR WRITING! It literally makes my brain go brrrrrrrr and then shut down completely I’m horny and in love

I just KNOW that when you reveal the reason behind Yoongi not wanting to take his shirt off and covering the mirrors of his room my heart is going to break and I’m gonna cry I just know it, my baby 😭

He is so tender with her 🥺 the caresses I’m 🥺🥺🥺🥺NOT THE FINGER SUCKING SHKSNSJSBSKSSGAHBSDNJSB HES GAGGING ON HER FINGERS IM SKANSJBSKWKSSB KILL ME ALREADY I CANT HES GONNA BE THE DEAD OF ME

AND HE DARES TO SHOW HIS GUMMY SMILE LIKE BOY THE WHIPLASH

Riding Min Yoongi’s face… the dream of dreams

The smut ALL of it just left me speechless, Not a single word on my brain other than holy shit that’s so hot I don’t even know what to tell you it was so hot and intimate it wasn’t just sex, that was love making in its purest form and don’t get mi started on “my princess” and “I’m your willing slave”like MY PRINCESS???? MY???? IM NOTHING BUT A PUDDLE OF FEELINGS AND YOUR WILLING SLAVE????PLEASE YOONGI STOP.MAKING.ME.FEEL.THIS.WAY 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

I know that I’ve said it before but I love their relationship so much, from where it stared to where it is, it’s so beautiful to see the progress and their love bloom and be as strong as the love between oc and Tae 🥺🥺🥺🥺

Another wonderful chapter Sibi, as always, also I want to thank you because the latests chapters have been kind of a reward for me for dealing with the circus that’s been my last year so far and a way to relax on my free time from college, I always look forward excitedly for the new chapters, the highlights of my weeks to be completely honest 🥺💜

Ps: I also read your rant about what happened in your class and I wanted to tell you that I understand your feelings completely, since I’ve gone through similar things 😔 I hope you are feeling better now and if you need someone to hear your rants when your not feeling good, just tell me and I’ll drop by your dms so you have someone to talk to when you need to vent, only if you are comfortable of course, no pressure 🥺💜

Ps2: I can’t wait to read the newest chapter!!! I read the warnings and I’m already in pain hajajsjsjkssjsjjss hopefully I’ll read it tomorrow after class cause now my eyes are fighting to stay awake jsksjsjjsjssjjs have a good day/night Sibi, love u💜

-shy anon

The smut ALL of it just left me speechless, Not a single word on my brain other than holy shit that’s so hot I don’t even know what to tell you it was so hot and intimate it wasn’t just sex, that was love making in its purest form

FJADSJFSJ THANK YOU!! OMFG IT TRULY IS!!! AND I think it's so important too, because sex is something so personal and intimate and seeing how Yoongi goes from "imma fuck to show my control" to "actually i want to have sex because it makes me feel connected with her and it is nice to feel that connection" is just sUCH GREAT CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AND I LOVE SHOWING HOW DYNAMICS BETWEEN CHARACTERS DEVELOP THROUGH THE KIND OF SEX THEY ARE HAVING 🥺😭

Honestly college just should be cancelled. period HAHAHAH no but I hope you can find some time to relax my sweetie!

ALSO I LOVE THAT YOU ARE FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOONGI MORE AND MORE BECAUSE ME TOO 😭😭😭

“Your cheek is very soft” YES IT IS YOU GO OC TELL HIM HE HAS THE SOFTEST LITTLE CHEEKS I WANT TO SMOOCH THEM YOU DONT KNOW BUT IM AN ABSOLUTE SUCKER FOR YOONGI’S ROUND LITTLE CHEEKS MY CUTE LITTLE BOILED DUMPLING

THE WAY I FEEL THIS SO MUCH!!! I HONESTLY LOVE YOONGI'S CHEEKIES SO MUCH TOO :( THEY LOOK SO SOFT AND SO PERFECT FOR LIL KISSES :( I AM SOBBING

I love how oc understands that Yoongi is trying hard for her like really really hard and that she already set her mind on making her relationship with Tae and Yoongi (and Jungkook, obviously… right? 👀😥) work no matter what

yes! this!! she really wants her men to be happy and would never do something mean to hurt them willingly. All she wants it for them to be happy and for them all to have nice days with each other 🥺

hahahah legit though, I'd have been all like "you know? can I kick namjoon's shin too?" oh oc, sweet forgiving soul hahaha

I just KNOW that when you reveal the reason behind Yoongi not wanting to take his shirt off and covering the mirrors of his room my heart is going to break and I’m gonna cry I just know it, my baby 😭

I CAN'T EVEN DENY YOU BECAUSE YOU WILL 😭😭😭

NOT THE FINGER SUCKING SHKSNSJSBSKSSGAHBSDNJSB

the fucking finger suckingngfngn

I know that I’ve said it before but I love their relationship so much, from where it stared to where it is, it’s so beautiful to see the progress and their love bloom and be as strong as the love between oc and Tae 🥺🥺🥺🥺

Also you are so sweet my lovely anonie!! Thank you so much!! I truly cherish you so much 🥺😭💗💜