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๐๐ PG MM Anon ๐๐ Interpretation Collection - 2
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You go PG!!! ๐๐๐๐ธ๐ธ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ป๐ผ๐ผ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐น๐น๐น๐บ๐บ๐บ๐๐๐๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐น๐น๐นโคโคโค๐๐๐๐ Violets ๐ผ
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๐๐ฒ๐๐บ hi Skippy this is for PG and JG ๐ก๐ฒ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐งโโ๏ธ๐๐๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐บ๐น๐ผ๐ธ๐๐ฟ
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MM ANONโฆ Hope SPRINGS eternal. โ youโve brought SHAM-E upon this houseโ. SussexRoyal,one potato two potatoโฆโฆ (Amazing grace,how sweetโฆ ). A Fall in the fall ? Butโฆbut, I still have friends!! โ grapple them to thy soul with hoops of steelโ. The deal wasโฆNO DEAL !!!! โLadiesโdo NOT โฆ BBQ. ๐ผ โPut it in the family โฆalbum ๐ผ
Hope SPRINGS eternal.
Besides the obvious mean of , there is always hope, this has a possible second meaning as SPRINGS is capitalized. Knowing our MM ANON , that was done for meaning. In fact, SPRINGS is a city in S Transvaal, in the E Republic of South Africa, E of Johannesburg. Does this mean South Africa is still a possibility?
Youโve brought SHAM-E to this house.
Sham is something that is not what it is purported to be. Shame is embarrassment, at the least. The House, is the House of Windsor.
Sussex Royal, one potato two potato.
Supposed foundation collecting money for supposed charities. One potato is a childrenโs counting game. Is the foundation treatment of donors childlike, ie that phrase like taking candy from s baby?
(Amazing grace, how sweetโฆ)
Itโs in brackets, the old hymn, a wretched soul saved by Godโs love and expressing gratitude for same. Is this our Harry , reaching out??
A Fall in the fallโฆ.but l still have friends!!
Things are near bubbling over, might things snap in the fall. Fall is capitalized so itโs important. She is still threatening with having friends!!
โgrapple them to thy soul with hoops of stealโ as said earlier another Shakespearean reference from our beloved MM ANON . Hold your trusted friends close. Harry still close with friends even though not appearing so publicly? Pure supposition on my part. The phrase holds your friends close and your enemies closer.
The deal was ..NO DEAL,!
She was offered a financial settlement before the wedding, allegedly, first accepted, than changed mind at the last minute and went through with the wedding. Allegedly she was told if she didnโt take the offer THERE WOULD BE NO FURTHER DEALS, Also play of words on her suitcases tv career game show.
Ladies do NOTโฆ.BBQ . Reference to her trashy bbq burger tv commercial. Also long list of things allegedly done, that ladies, real ladies ala our Catherine, do NOT DO!!
๐ผ put it in the familyโฆalbum๐ผ
Is this reference to photos to put in the family photo album? I am not absolutely certain of that due to the musical notes. So itโs musical album, is this used perjoratively? Or do the royals like karaoke? Either way itโs musical related.
Thatโs my best go at it , not the best day but thatโs me.
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Great job PG!!!!! I so appreciate you doing this, as I know how difficult it can be for you, so thank you so much!๐๐ป๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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PG INTERPRETATION OF MM ANON
๐๐๐๐๐๐THANK YOU NANNY ANON, I HOPE YOUR SKIN IS GORGEOUS ๐๐๐๐๐
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MM ANON,
Blood diamonds and a immaculate conception. The Three wise men- in grey suits. Gold, Frank-incensed and mur-der?โฆ Sussex Royals โ boiled or Roasted. A royal tape-worm. Shrouded in mustique โฆโฆ Sunset bully-vard. โWeโre gonna need a bigger wallโ. ๐ผโ ainโt no cure for the summertime blues โ ๐ผ
Blood diamonds and a (an) immaculate conception.
Blood diamonds are illegally sourced, literally via the blood/back breaking work of locals. Is this to suggest her diamonds are blood /illegally smuggled? Immaculate conception, is she faking yet another pregnancy? Everything is so sleazy, itโs really hard for my head to wrap around it all!
The Three wise men -in grey suits. Gold, Frank-incensed and mur-dear?
Obvious Christmas carols. Men in grey suits LG and his team, incensed at what they have learned , they are still investigating, is there mur-der in the past?? The island is still in playโฆ..LOTS of wicked wicked things to be revealed and big names. We keep hearing warnings from the government legal teams ie SDNY, preparing the public for the horrors.
Sussex royalsโฆboiled or roastedโฆ๐คฃ
Obvious reference to the ๐ฅ potato. Deeper meaning perhaps boiled/roasted may mean legal troubles.
A royal tape-worm
I hate referencing her as royal but as a tape worms does inside itโs hose, it uses and takes anything and everything the host needs to survive. We have seen that in spades, ESPECIALLY with a Harry, he looks on the edge. I know many disagree but he is our Harry, we have loved him since before he was born.
Shrouded in mustique โฆ..sunset bully-vard
Shrouded in mystery, lots of the past years unknown. Mustique, is also an island in St. Vincent and the Grenadines.
Sunset Boulevard is an old movie about a haggard ageing actress trying desperately to make a comeback, the line โ Iโm ready for my close-up Mr.DeMilleโ hilarious was made fun of by Carol Burnett on her tv show. I believe this means she is still trying to bully and get her way, using PR, Harry was missing 48 hours oh me , oh my, AS IF!!!
โWeโre gonna need a bigger wallโ a twist on the Jaws reference MM ANON made in an earlier riddle. They needing to do more to contain her, maybe also her access to media and PR teams.
๐ผainโt no cure for the summertime blues๐ผ
Is this meaning things wonโt be wrapped up in summer, the above use of two Christmas carols also suggests patience, patience and more patience!
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MM ANON โฆโฆโฆ many thanks to PG for her excellent an succinct interpretation of the riddle. Kind regards and gentle prayers ๐๐๐๐๐๐
Thank youโฆ..๐โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
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Jul 19th, 2019
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PG INTERPRETATION OF MM ANON
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MM Anon
MM ANON โฆโฆ Fab 4 2.0. Itโs not rocket science. Northern parlour games will be a welcome distraction. The odds are in his Flavour. She can hide, but she canโt run. โThank goodness itโs My little helpers. An unwelcome birthday present. (How old!!!!!!!!)โฆโฆโฆโ its Carmen Miranda. โ Tomorrow is another daydream.โ
Fab 4 2.0 Itโs not rocket science.
Perhaps Catherine may be pregnant, two things give me pause though, with all her pregnancies she has suffered very severe hyperemesis gravidarum, so perhaps the fourth times the charm? Second is the trip to Asia, Afghanistan they are taking, high risk stressful trip. However, Catherine is not one to let much stop her. Itโs not rocket science may be reference to the โ normalโ way to get pregnant and appear while pregnant versus the 10 month long tummy clutching horror show we all endured for a non pregnant pregnancy. Pardon my grammar.
Northern parlour games will be a welcome distraction.the odds are in his Flavour.
Reference to Balmoral, time spent there to relax and be together as a family. We know the Royals like goofy silly games, Christmas gifts etc, so do we all๐. Parlour makes me think of ice cream and odds being in his, l take to be Harry, Flavours, things will be in his favour in the media as more comes out.
She can hide, but she canโt run.
She likely has no passport in her possession, she may try and hide but she is under 24/7/365 supervision by LG and the men in grey suits, she is running nowhere, except a treadmill, not to be mean, but l doubt that too.
Thank goodness itโs my little helpers.
I want to go nice here, if indeed Catherine is pregnant l often hear expecting or new mums say that to the other children to include them and feel special.
An unwelcome birthday presentโฆ..
Her real age will be revealed with the avalanche of mediaโฆ.itโs going to get real for her. Or she will stay forever in her own narcissistic world.
Itโs Carmen Miranda..l loved her in the old musicals..there are a couple of ways this fits, her fruit hat ie banana reference for the instagram pic mm posted of the two bananas and her writings to sex workers on bananas, she was thinking how nice it would have been to get one sent to her in her yachting days. The other way is the ageโฆ..l am not convinced l am correct on either.
Tomorrow is another daydream.
She will continue in her narcissistic way of thinking and behaving, tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace. A man struts and frets his hour upon the stageโฆsorry, l digressed to Shakespeare, l know MM ANON loves Shakespeare!
THANK YOU everyone for all my mentions and suggestions, love you for it. I just a few weeks ago got fibre optic tv, l get so many channels now, and finally can watch the shopping channel!! I love my new Korres wrinkle creams and oils!! No joke. Also has a PVR, on demand, hbo, crave, music stations etc etc.
Thank you to all who post animals, historical items and anything Royal especially the royal jewelry. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
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Thank you so much! Lovely post! God Bless you dear PG!๐๐ป๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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MM Anon
MM ANON โฆ sympathy for a milked visit to Di for. โฆ A troop amend awaits โฆ they txt each other โฆโฆ PR or BS,go figure โฆโฆโฆ A โtell ALLโ in the PIPEโ Oh No!!!โฆโฆ โthis conversation will be taped for TRAINing purposes โ โฆโฆ LIE- DOWN and take a nestโฆโฆโฆThe Mouse-TRAP will run and RUN. โฆโฆHow many sugars to screw in a LIGHTbulb.
THANK YOU MM ANON, I hope youโre well๐๐๐ป๐
Sympathy milked visit to Di for
Lovely photos of Prince Harry today visiting hospital patients, so like his mother, just naturally loving
A troop amend awaits,
Is something in the work for Harry going to Lion King instead of attend the memorial of the 30th anniversary of the IRA attack, perhaps another memorial, late but will he be forgiven?
They text each otherโฆ
Is this Harry and Chelsea, mm and ma ???
PR or BS..go figure
All the stuff in the papers, her PR is going fast and furious and yes all BS! Figure, is this the rumour about her working a deal with weight watchers? I could be way off!
A TELL all in the PIPE..oh No!!!
Rumours of a tell all book, and also the book that is readying for release in the U.S. we have seen articles here about that..PIPE, crack pipe????
Conversation taped for TRAINing purposesโฆ
First out was the totally unusual overnight on the train with the Queen..was she recorded on the phone?? Ooo HM and LG BRILLIANT!!
LIE-DOWN and take a restโฆ
Continued lies, PR LIES, we all need a break from it
The mouse TRAP will run and RUN
she is caught in the trap, is she going to try and do a runner? impossible l doubt she has a passport but she is resourceful if nothing else! Constantly seeking PR and attention, running the hamster wheel every day
How many sugars to screw in a LIGHT bulb?
We have seen sugars realizing the lies , panicking. What will they do today with the paper saying Archie born in Marchโฆ.sugars are abandoning ship, but hard core remainโฆโฆ
Thatโs my best
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Prayers for you dearest MM ANON
Thank you so much PG! Excellent!๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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MM Anon
MM ANON,โฆ HOW OLD !!! โฆ Forty something?Bal-moral birthday. โฆโฆ 38,a-Gain โฆ Broadsheet birthday?Sunday subversion. โฆ who will blink?โฆ Ageing elbows! Photos please โฆTPTB pouring concrete down the rabbit hole โฆonline blogs followed with fervour โฆ Lamestream media GAG on evidence. โฆEps-And sulks wonโt get parole. โฆ๐ผ โin a rich mans world โ๐ผ
HOW OLD!!! Forty something/ Balmoral birthdayโฆ.38 a-again
Whew have talked about, what is her real age? Sounds like she will be at Balmoral for 38 th birthday all over again, like Groundhog Day !
Broadsheet birthday?Sunday subversionโฆwho will blink
Will the Sunday papers reveal her real age or articles about that. Who is gonna pull the pin and throw the grenade, metaphorically and public the real truths they have been sitting on FOREVER,?Subversion (Latin subvertere: overthrow) refers to a process by which the values and principles of a system in place are contradicted or reversed, in an attempt to transform the established social order and its structures of power, authority, hierarchy, and social norms. We have seen any sense of Royal protocols norms, even social functioning at a decent persons level non-existent, narcissism extraordinaire! Me Me Me-gain.
Ageing elbows, photos please, we all saw and read and some commented, especially photos from behind at Wimbledon how old her elbows looked๐ฎ๐ฒ
TPTB pouring concrete down a rabbit hole..why, what are they burying or further covering permanentlyโฆ.curiouser and curiouser๐ค
What are they blocking, covering up?? This is curious, protecting someone . PA??
Online blogs followed with fervour..
Mm following blogs with fervour, might this be the KP team also doing so?
Lame stream media GAG on evidence..
Lame versus main, lame as in not being able to do their job because theyโre lame, or lame as in a joke being lame, l think itโs the first. GAG is obvious something oral, and the media gags watching it as perhaps the person in photos or video is gagging ๐คฎ๐คข
EPS-n-sulks wonโt get paroleโฆ
JE will not get parole, is she sulks? Because she does sulk! A LOT!
Song lyrics, rich mans world
Hip hop star Immortal Technique, l encourage you all to google and read the lyrics, they are bang on how the upper crust gets away with everything, look up the lyrics!!!
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MM ANON SHAKESPEARE
I think what happened is outrageous, Cawdor or any family place of that historically significance should remain with blood family.
My take on why MM ANON uses Shakespeare, 1), she obviously loves it, l remain firm she is a professor of literature or English studies, thatโs just my supposition, based on her submissions and vast knowledge. 2) There are no dramas or tragedies like Shakespeare, also involving royalty. Revenge, adultery, murder, ghosts, wars, etc itโs all a version of what we have seen unfold before our eyes in the last few years, since the day of mourners when she who shall not be named wore a white dress.
Shakespeare just lends itself to tragedy. There are so many quotes etc that fit in so well.
JIMHO๐
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MM ANON, โฆ delusional acceptance of a VB co-edit.โฆ โIโm worried about spiralling โโฆ โ she needs help grandmaโโฆ not very straightโ that jacket โฆ but, thereโs no more rope left. โฆ โgood morning LG, we need to talk โโฆ the hidden pre-nup.โฆ โDown and out in Scotland and L.A. โ. โDonโt argue darling , just shoot the messenger โ โฆ Very interesting intelligenceโ thank you M.
Delusional acceptance of the September Vogue Book, as itโs their largest issue. Somehow she got her way again, absolutely delusional thinking, she is editing co-, this issue. She is now the official dictator to the fashion โbibleโ , no blasphemy intended.
Spiralling, needs help, no more ropesโฆ
Her mental state is drastically spiralling downward, due to substance use, illness or both, she does need help legal and medical. The BRF have watched her cause damage to herself. She has defied kicking and screaming, disrupting from seas to sea.
Good morning LG, we need to talk,
I suspect HM is done and dusted with her, enough is enough! And called LG to say itโs time to pull the plug on this horror show.
Hidden pre-nup ๐ฎvery interesting,
First l have heard of that, maybe thatโs what they were signing after that ceremony when Harry held the book so camera couldnโt see it. Hooray for hidden pre-nup!
Down and out in Scotland and L.A.
She has absolutely no where to go, no one to turn toโฆโฆitโs finished
Donโt argue darling, just shoot the messenger.
I know what shoot the messenger, blame the bringer of bad for the bad news itself. No arguments now, but not sure who darling is, perhaps PP to HM?
Very interesting intelligence, thank you M,
LG thanking HM for making the final decision and he will carry out her orders. Yippitty doooo bring it on,
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MM ANON โฆ nice one PG. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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Thank you for all the loving comments directed my way, itโs so very much appreciated!๐๐
I try and live my Christian Faith without being pushy, if l ever am, please tell me. I think God and Jesusโ words in Scripture are guidelines, encouragements, love, hope as well as reminding us we live in a spiritual realm, and evil is insidious and the vile pedophelia, sorry my spelling, that word is not on auto correct! Anyhow, l do feel Scripture, reading it and memorizing it helps me a great deal AND arms us against evil. I have had many medical tests etc, MRIโS are not fun, Psalm 121 got me through that, l donโt know how many of them l have had but, Scripture helps me. When l read that you were benefiting from it, my heart just sings๐. Due to being home bound, my opportunities to share faith are not what they used to be. God has continually amazed me. GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU๐๐๐ป๐๐๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐๐๐ผ๐๐๐ผ
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Lots of love and prayers for our Royal family and especially HMTQ.
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Sweet dreams everyone ๐ค๐ด. Till the โmorrow.๐๐๐๐๐
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MM ANON โฆNegative In Positano !!โฆTWO ? OUCH!! a sanctimonious prick!!โฆ defending the indefensibleโฆ racist!! Sorryโ I was unconscious โฆ the conscious distain of a nationโฆ useless damage control โฆโฆโฆ try backpedaling uphill โฆ Iโm on planet privilegeโ youโre notโฆ middle England turns on a minor irritation. โฆGranny is VERY upset. โฆ exiles in there own lunchtime โฆ โChaโChaโChaโChangesโโฆ โGraves at my command have waked their sleepers
Negative in Positanoโฆ
Catherine and William were NOT at the celeb โwokeโ environment saving, jet flying celeb meetings in Italy as has been rumoured by hmmmm whose PR?
TWO? Ouch a sanctimonious prick
Harry in his interview with Dr. Jane Goodall, in the Vogue edited, well, co-edited by mm, says no more than TWO children is responsible thing to do for the world and environment, slamming his brothers family and he comes off as a sanctimonious p****.
Defending the indefensible, racistโฆ..
Huge backlash to this interview, did he really say the things about racism being unconscious๐ฎ, oops subconscious or was he edited? Either way, gasoline thrown on a fire, raging out of control now..
Conscious distain of a nation, backpedaling uphill, useless damage control, lโm on planet privilege youโre not
The unmitigated nerve, do as l say, not as l do, l am woke, youโre all โsubconsciouslyโ racistโฆ..there is no recovery from this, Harry, dear Harry if you actually said these things, l donโt see a way back to being beloved as you were, killing me to say this, but is she edited it, either way, there is no unringing this bell and the damage itโs doing and how angry people are!
Middle England turns,
As above, oh the people are just a minor irritation, we are on planet privilege, we CAN DO ANYTHING WE WANT,,
Granny is VERY upset, exiles in their own lunchtime, cha cha changes,
HMTQ is VERY upset. They have been exiled to meals alone, if at Balmoral. Changes, big changes are forthcoming. The purse strings may be cut off now that separated from CH. That might happen quicker than first thought. We know she lives, eats breaths $$$$$ยฃยฃยฃยฃยฃยฃโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌโฌ and PR , PR COSTS A LOT OF MONEY!
Graves at my command have wakened their sleepers.
HM has given the official go ahead for all the silence to be broken, all the truths that had been buried and laid silent are going to explode in the media, Hang on, itโs going to be a very bumpy ride!
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MM ANONโฆโฆ ๐๐๐๐ WOW , PG Youโre quickly becoming the new emsi247. Thank you for your de-coding โฆโฆ Bletchley Park awaits ๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ โ quick break out the wrinkle cream. ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
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It has been awhile since my critical thinking and knowledge have been put to the test, given my health issues. It is so nice to use that part of my brain! No joking! I am honoured to even be mentioned in the likes of emsi. Thank you.๐๐๐ป๐๐๐ GSTQAOBC ๐จ๐ฆ
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Gency Week Day 4: Morning Glory/Affection
A little late for Day 4 but I do hope you enjoy!ย
Just some notes: Meine Maus is German for 'My mouse', a small term of endearment. Jungspunde (if you've seen it in Dance of Silver) just means 'youngster' These might also be spelled wrong. My fav German is currently asleep. So mistakes are on me.
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Day 4: Desire and Desiderium
The last week's event with the daffodils had been successful. The limited time food and drinks were quite a hit with the customers. Upon opening the cafe, she picked up the mail in the mailbox on the way, dropped them onto the counter and begun the early setup. She worked silently and efficiently, not a single word of complaint escaping. She was happy to be able to put her back into this, to the point she hummed a small tune. The melodious sound echoed in the empty cafe and unbeknownst to her, a shadow was watching her the whole time. But he never showed himself, at least not until a little later.
Dawn had just broken when she finished putting the chairs down and a cheerful voice broke the comfortable silence.
โGood morning, Angela!โ
โA very good morning to you too, Mei,โ the blonde grinned and they started cooperating on getting the cafe ready. Angela entered the kitchen, preparing the ingredients that needed to be used that day as Mei checked on the machines that they would use for the drinks.
โLast week was really fun!โ Mei giggled, bending over the counter on the tip of her toes. With a flick of her finger, the switch to the coffee machine was turned on. โWe should hold another event like that again!โ
โI agree!โ Angelaโs laughter drifted out from the open kitchen door.
โHave you seen the posts online?โ
โNo?โ
Thatโs when Angela suddenly found herself โ after finding her phone and opening the social media applications โ grinning at the comments she read online.
โHomemade Swiss chocolates. Definitely not for children unless you want to put them to sleep!โ A user posted a picture of chocolate drops finely presented on a porcelain plate. Each chocolate was different, some were spherical, some dome-shaped and white one was heart-shaped. By its side, fresh, cut strawberries decorated them, a chocolate drizzle lightly covering the juicy redness.
A commenter responded below the picture: โOh my God. Did she draw the angel around the chocolates?โ
Because right on the other side of the fruits, an angel in dark chocolate was drawn embracing the alcoholic sweetness.
โYes, she did!โ
Users, especially young teenagers, who found out of the event the week after were feeling utter regret. How did they not find out about this cafรฉ sooner? And those flowers around the cafe! Warm lighting! Perfect Instantgram photos!
Pride swelled up within the blonde cafรฉ owner. Her hard work had paid off! Those angels were not easy to draw, especially when 60% of her customers requested it and only she knew how. She scrolled down further on the social media results of the cafรฉโs social media tag, upon which she spotted the handiwork of Mei herself.
โMei! Come look at this!โ She yelled out to Mei who was busy concocting another iced drink in the kitchen. The Chinese girl popped her head out as Angela brought the phone over to her.
โOh, I havenโt seen this!โ Mei exclaimed and she read out loud, "Mei's ice cream rolls! Made on the spot! Do you feel your mouth watering now?โ
In the picture was the image of cookies and cream ice cream rolls placed in a glass sundae cup held up by beautifully manicured nails, with similar flavoured Pocky sticks further adorning the creamy sweetness.
"You were at Mercy's Apothecary?! Why didn't you bring me!โ A user commented with a series of angry emojis.
The two of them giggled at some comments that followed after, feeling immensely proud after such a hectic week. They took a quick breather, simply reading post after post, comment after comment, until one caught their eyes.
โI heard that their menu was designed a little after some of the fallen Overwatch team members. Do you think thatโs true?"
โI remember the names Hellfire Shots and Sleep Special in the night drinks menu. Are they some?โ
โTheir Rum Punch was named โItโs High Noonโ, I believe.โ
โI ate some sandwiches named Grillmaster 77. And I think the Lemon Syrup Tea was called Mountain D.Va? Isnโt D.Va the Korean eSports celebrity who was in the army before joining Overwatch?โ
"Do you think she was part of them?โ
"She does look a lot like the blonde doctor that used to be on the field!"
Angelaโs face contorted into confusion. What were the users saying? She had come up with those names on the fly. Overwatch? She didnโt know anyone from that organisation. The closest person she knew to an agent was Jack, and Genji (Jesse and Lena too), but even he wasnโt from Overwatch. At least, she didn't think so. And she definitely wasn't.
โAngela?โ
The blonde woman shook her head. โDonโt worry about it. Theyโre just speculations. I donโt know what theyโre talking about.โ
Mei looked on worriedly. โAlโฆright. If you say so.โ She turned back into the kitchen, but not without taking a second glance back. Angelaโs eyebrows were furrowed into a deep confusion, teeth gnawing at her bottom lip. Her fingers clenched at the phone before she clicked it off.
Speculations? They're not speculations at all.
โWhy would Angela be confused? What was wrong with their comments?โ Mei sighed inwardly before grabbing the drink she just made and coming back out.
โHere.โ
Angela looked up from her thoughts. โThank you,โ she said upon receiving the iced tea.
Mei took the other seat beside Angela behind the counter.
Angela then picked up the letters and looked through them. โThereโs one addressed to you.โ
โThatโs weird? I didnโt set the cafeโs address for anything.โ Mei took the letter with a frown as she sipped on her green tea frappuccino. She flipped the letter over. "There's no sender either."
Angela hummed as she opened each letter, the majority being bills that she had to pay. At one letter however, was an enveloped exactly identical to Mei's, down to the font used on the front. Mei originally brushed the letter away, her attention directed more at her phone, but when Angela looked over to compare their envelopes, even she couldn't help but be curious. Tacitly, they simultaneously tore their respective envelope open and picked out the paper folded within.
"Dear Angela, I am pleased to invite you and your Overwatch teammates to attend a specially organised masquerade dinner celebrating your good deeds. The event will take place on the 13th next Friday at Lumiere Hotel. We will also be graced with the appearance of a special guest joining us that evening," Angela muttered under her breath. Below the body were details of the event printed in elegant cursive text.
Feeling a presence peer at her letter, Angela looked up with a quirked eyebrow at Mei. "Oh, it is the same too!"
Huh? Same too? What did she mean by 'too'?
Seeing the inquisitive, baffled expression on Angela's face, Mei was beginning to be convinced that something was wrong with Angela, otherwise why else would she be rough with Genji?; wouldn't react upon seeing Junkrat or Roadhog except for confused silence; upon treating her like merely a colleague when they've shared late nights discussing the effects of climate and weather in relation to cybernetics; upon receiving the overly friendly smile you receive when you weren't good friends yet.
But they were. And have been for years โ ever since she joined Overwatch after being thawed out.
"I received the same invitation," Mei waved her letter.
"Overwatch?" Angela tested the words on her tongue, so foreign yet why did it feel so familiar at the same time. She'd felt it before, just only a little over four months ago, when she saw his face wrapped around that scarf, the faint scars carved into his skin. It wasโฆ just like the time she did with Genji. Her face furrowed into confusion. Wait, if Mei received one too then wasn't she from Overwatch too?
"Yeah, Overwatch," Mei parroted without missing a beat before Angela could question. She contemplated whether to continue or not, to inform Angela that they've gone out into the field together way back when Overwatch still stood tall and proud, but something tugged at her not to say and to not intrude into the matters of others, yetโฆ "Angela, were โ"
"G'day, snowflake!" Junkrat slammed the cafe doors open. The maniacal grin dancing on his lips stretched wider when his eyes found their target sitting together with Angela. "How ya doin'!" He bounded over to the women as Roadhog lowered his head to enter the just-tad-too-short doors.
Mei waved Angela to remain sitting while she stood up to attend to their new regular customers. "Good morning, Jamie. What's your order today?"
Junkrat chuckled under his breath and, for the first time Mei saw him, he straightened his spine and leaned back. His hips were pushed forward, thumbs hooked in his pockets and she found herself flicking her gaze onto his remaining fingers. "You."
"Alright! I'll get that โ ย wait, what?" She had subconsciously jabbered on in routine when his order finally clicked in her mind. "M-Me?"
"Yes, 'flake. You." The slightly crazed man grinned while he watched her reaction, having caught her gaze. "What say you? You, me, on a date?"
Was it just her or was the cafe heating up? Junkrat watched, satisfied at the deep flush her fair cheeks were sporting. Her pink lips parted, only to have her teeth nibble at her bottom lip. The seconds felt like minutes and everything slowed down in that very moment; Angela watched with curiosity deeming proud for a feline, Junkrat puffing out his chest with the pride of a lion, and Mei, poor flabbergasted, confused Mei, simply pinched and played with her fingers. Was he playing a joke on her? If he was, it was such a sick joke! But as she lifted her eyes to glance at him, the shred of sincerity shining in his eyes caused her to flinch. Was it real? It really seemed so real. Should she accept?
โI mean like, it wouldnโt hurt to right? Maybe? Argh! I donโt know!โ Mei felt as though animated tears streaming down her distraught face as she wished she was holed up in a corner to her thoughts.
This was just too sudden! This wasnโt the Jamie โ Junkrat โ that she knew! Where did that crazy, maniacal laughing, bubble tea loving pyromaniac go! Sheโd rather face his usual babble of explosions and threats of blowing this building, that building, or even the park if he could just because some dog peed on his leg (and no, clearly not on the fleshy leg).
As the time ticked by, Junkratโs confident smile twitched at the corner. It shouldnโt be taking that long to decide would it? Or did she not find him attractive enough? That what? She preferred those stick thing, unreliable Asian men better (with of course, excluding that cyborg ninja Genji and archer Hanzo. Those two could give me one hell of a run if they tried, he scoffed)?
โUhโฆโ
His ears perked up at the soft voice, just like the little tweet of a nightingale and his eyes sparkled with anticipation. Really, just what could go wrong, right?
Everything, of course.
The door, for the second time that day, opened with the lightest of push, but it was that small creak that sounded especially deafening in the tense silence. In stepped a tall, muscular blond man whose blue eyes first beamed at spotting Angela behind the counter, before falling onto a nervous Mei and a threatening Junkrat.
โYou โ What are you doing to Mei?โ Jack stepped towards Junkrat with a level glare. โYou wouldnโt happen to be threatening a waitress, would you?โ
โFuck off, cunt. I was just asking her a question!โ Junkrat returned the glare with one of his own. โFucking ruined the moment!โ
Jack ignored his cussing, turning to Mei instead. Gesturing at the angry pyromaniac with a flick of his chin, he asked, โIs that true?โ
โU-Uh, yeah. He was,โ Mei heaved a mental sigh of relief at seeing a familiar face walk through the door. Oh gosh, she couldnโt even begin imagining what sheโd do if unacquainted customers came by!
Jack was about to continue questioning her when a gentle voice cut him off. โItโs alright, Jack. He really wasnโt threatening her.โ
At Angelaโs reassurance did the agent relax his guard and walk up to the second cashier, to which she stood up to man. He observed her grinning countenance, scanning for any abnormalities, but he found none. โSo, the letter hasnโt arrived?โ His mind floated towards the ninja that appeared moments before he entered, frowning at the memory. 'Did she see him too?'
Angela paid no heed to his stare and continued gracing him with her smile. โGood morning. Youโre not normally in this early, or this often.โ
Concluding that it really hasnโt arrived and haven't seen the cyborg ninja, he returned her grin and shook his head. โI just miss you thatโs all. I was wondering if youโre free later today after work as I got a day off.โ
โSure, I donโt have anything planned. What did you want to do?โ she responded almost immediately.
โJust perhaps a walk in the park? Thought we could both do with a nice change in pace,โ he suggested.
โSounds good to me.โ
Junkrat seethed at the side, scowling darkly at the scene and faced Mei again. She half feared that he was going to ask her out again and forced herself to keep smiling. If he asked, sheโd reply! If not, thenโฆ well. She wasnโt sure?
โJust give me the breakfast set. Roadie will have the same but with more sausages.โ Instead, he grumbled under his breath while glaring at the till.
Somehow, just somehow, Mei was disappointed. Was she only worth that much to him? Was it really a joke after all? She carefully took his payment and gave him his order number before quickly entering the kitchen to prepare the meal. Simple dishes like this, she could do, but anything that required more skills, they were normally sent to the kitchen staff on hand or Angela to complete. However just for this meal, just this one, even if sheโd deny it in front of others, she wanted to at least make that crazy man his breakfast. Juicy, ripened tomatoes were sliced in half before being lightly seasoned with salt and pepper with a drizzle of olive oil before being baked in the oven. On the frying pan was a couple of thick striped bacon and sausages sizzling away that she flipped over before checking on the simmering pot of water. With a dash of vinegar, she then stirred to create a whirlpool before carefully cracking a fresh large egg into it. She watched in anticipation as the egg whites swirled and danced around the yolk, like a butterflyโs wings cocooning itself.
It didnโt take long to finish the meal. The tomatoes came out first and then poached eggs, and she neatly plated them on a warm porcelain plate. A garden salad was placed on the side with a lemon balsamic tang before the bacon and sausages was put on. She repeated the same on another plate but with added sausages. Once content with everything, she brought out the plates, one in each hand and sauntered towards the table. This time, confidence was oozing out of her every pore and it showed, as Junkratโs attention was suddenly shifted towards her as he caught her from the corner of his eye. His eyes were locked onto the delicious upward tug of her lips before blinking at the glint in her eyes so bright behind the glasses. He visibly gulped the lump in his throat when he watched her curves dance towards him with mouth-watering meals in her possession.
โHere you go. A breakfast special made especially for you.โ The plates lightly thudded on the wooden table and Junkrat was stunned at the smile that she gave him.
He gulped again, somehow noticing that the distance between them was rather short. He could feel the heat that radiated off her body and even when she pulled her hands back to her side, they were made deliberately slow and elegant as she turned to fully face him. โSo,โ she whispered breathily. Goosebumps tickled his skin when her cold fingertips graced his warm ones gripping the armrest. โIs the date still on?โ
โW-Wha?โ Incoherent words tumbled off his tongue. What was his Snowflake saying?
Mei grinned cheekily at his response and the confidence building within allowed her to lean forward just by a few inches, enough so that the words rolling off her lips would tickle his ear. โThe date. The date you wanted to take me on. When will you take me out?โ
The warm breath, so unlike her cold fingertips, caressed his ear and he shivered at the intensity of it all. The words repeated in his mind over and over again, before his mind finally processed it and he felt his lips tug at the corner. His shock vanished like a drop of water in the desert and he returned her gesture, sheer satisfaction blooming at the pinkness that slowly crept upon her cheeks. Leaning on his arm, he closed into her face, the smug smirk playing off his lips. โOh, babe. We can have a date tonight if you want. Or even right here, right now.โ Then, with his free hand, Junkrat lightly traced his thumb over her parted lips with a quick, fluid motion. โOf course, if you rather not, my flames are hot as fuck like the Australian sun and itโll definitely keep you warm at night.
It was like the kettle going off when the last of his breathy words kissed her lips. Meiโs face flushed entirely red where it rivalled the juiciest ripened red apples, feeling extremely hot to the point she believed steam was about to rise. Just what, why, how, what?
With his smirk widening, Junkrat leaned back and winked. โIโll see you tonight then, Snowflake.โ
With a blink of her eyes, Mei managed to compose herself before smiling sweetly at him. โOkay!โ
When Mei walked away, cheeks still a little red and a little flustered, but her steps had a bounce to them. Angela grinned upon seeing that and couldnโt help her eyes wandering over to Jack who was seated by the window, eating his sandwich and reading the news. She too, was pretty eager for tonight.
โOh, good morning Ana!โ Mei chirped when an elderly lady appeared by the door. Her skin was tanned and white hair braided neatly, but unlike normal women, one of her eyes were hidden behind an eyepatch.
โGood morning. I brought the new batch of flowers for this week,โ Ana smiled as she held up the pots of morning glory. The royal purples were a beautiful contrast from their dark leaves and a fresh scent immediately wafted around the cafe. โI have the rest in my car.โ
Angela beamed at the morning glory. They were absolutely beautiful! And they seemed to have just bloomed as well. Gratefully taking the heavy pot from Anaโs hands, she proceeded to set it down near the door, close enough to be by the entrance but not enough to get destroyed when the door opened (courtesy of a particular fellow).
While Ana turned around to get the other pots, a burly man standing at easily over 2 metres was blocking the doorway. In his thick arms were two large pots of morning glory, the trellises covered with buds in full bloom. โAna, Meine Maus. You left your car door open.โ
Ana grinned lopsidedly at the man. Steps filled with elegance and a deathly vibe, she walked up towards the man and lifted her hand to gently caress his cheek on her tiptoes. The short hairs of his beard tickled her calloused palm. โWhy wouldnโt I, my love? I could easily spot you from a mile away.โ
Reinhardt, the big old burly man chuckled lovingly at the smaller woman before him. Her head was lowered as she lifted her one eye to blink innocently up at him. โAnd besides, you wouldnโt let anyone steal a defenceless old womanโs car, would you?โ
Her whisper was only audible for him to hear and he couldnโt help guffawing at the bashful, defenceless look she was putting on. Her? Defenceless? Hah! She could easily send someone to meet their father in Heaven if she wanted to!
โAnd besides, who would steal the car when someone like you was already stealing flower pots out of it?โ
His laughter bellowed louder in the cafe. Nimbly, he pecked her on the forehead, the adoration so clear in his gaze. โOh, Meine Maus. Iโm just helping you carry these heavy things.โ He knew full well that she could easily handle these pots herself too with all the years having been in the field with her sniper rifle, and gods, that gun was not light to begin with. โI even finished training the Jungspunde as fast as I could, just so I could see you.โ
Ana smiled and stepped aside to allow Reinhardt entry, mouthing him a silent โthank youโ before turning to Angela. โTell him where youโd like them.โ
She warmed at the scene before her, feeling rather wistful from it all. When would she be able to experience something like that? A simple, comfortable relationship with nothing else that was more important. A sigh slipped from her lips before she stepped forward to instruct Reinhardt on the positioning of the plants. A few customers arrived when the cafe was being transformed into a mini garden once more whom Mei attended to as Angela handled the decorations. It was bittersweet, watching the old couple. Sweet, simple ministrations of small pecks, rubbing of her cheek on his bicep, and unburdened laughter that was so addictive that the others couldnโt help but join in too.
โThank you.โ
Ana and Reinhardt looked up from their seats to smile at Angela who brought a plate of food and a tray of refreshments. Setting the sandwiches down with the drinks, she thanked the couple once more.
โItโs our pleasure, Angie. Youโre doing really well with the cafe.โ Ana commented, her words tinged with pride.
โItโs a team effort,โ Angela responded bashfully. And that was true. Without Jackโs assistance in forming the cafe, she would have then never built the cafe up to the standard that she wanted; He was the one who found Ana the florist, and not long after she posted job positions, Mei came (with a few other staff of course, but the Chinese woman was the most memorable one out of the lot) with her refreshing iced drinks. When she faced the couple again, there was something that nagged at her mind, itching at her to ask: โHow do you make it work?โ She knew Reinhardt was somewhere in the military; the guy had to be with that kind of body!
โYou mean relationships?โ Ana asked back and she nodded. When the old woman turned to look at Reinhardt, she caught his silent, endearing gaze as he nibbled on his sandwich and her lungs burst out into giggles. โTheyโre work, Angie. Definitely not 50/50. Some days when I get up, I feel like only giving 10% of my effort and my love here will have to step up to give 90% that day.โ
โBut thereโs 100% love,โ Reinhardt finished for her as he handed her the cup to drink. โItโs really hard to put it into words because it canโt really be measured. Sometimes you just gotta feel for it.โ
โBut how would you know who?โ
โSomeone who feels like home,โ Ana grinned, taking Reinhardtโs hand into hers. โItโs not about the excitement or the things you share in common. Sometimes, itโs really just someone that makes you feel comfortable, someone that you can go home to and relax without a worry.โ
โWithout a worry, huhโฆโ
โHow come, Angie? Is there someone on your mind?โ Ana questioned, leaning back as she daintily picked up her cup and sipped her tea. She truly did wonder, just who might have Angela ended up with? She watched the pondering woman closely, feeling slightly odd at the sight. The blonde cafe owner before her was nothing like the doctor she knew back in Overwatch, like somethingโฆ had changed. It wasnโt such a major, drastic change no. Just something subtle, something you wouldnโt have been able to grasp if you werenโt attentive enough.
Angela hummed as she hugged the tray closer to her chest. At first, her eyes darted towards Jack, her questioning gaze staring at his back. Would he be the one? Sure, theyโve shared laughter and smiles before, but thatโs all there was. It was like there was never a rainy day between them and honestly, that was nice. She felt happy with him and rather free, yet simultaneously, there were times where she had to constantly put that smile on โ even if she didnโt want to. Putting away her fatigue, her stress for the day, just so she could smile for himโฆ was that really what she wanted? Yes, she was smiling. Yes, they laughed together. And he'd helped her with a new beginning. But it was just so tiringโฆ
Ana caught onto the direction of her gaze, and so did Reinhardt. They both shared a glance, untold conversations silently weaving through the air.
"I haven't seen Genji in awhile. How is he doing?"
Angela was snapped out of her reverie at the man's question. Genjiโฆ huh. "I haven't seen him in awhile. I guess he must be busy."
Reinhardt let out a sound of acknowledgment. "I suppose he is. But shouldn't you check up on him? To make sure he's working fine?"
She was startled. "Huh? What do you mean?"
This time it was Reinhardt who was surprised. "Am I wrong? Don't you regularly perform checks on him? To make sure the cybernetic parts of his body are operating at optimum levels, or something?" He paused, holding her gaze with his quirked eyebrow. "Amโฆ I not right? These things are just too confusing!"
"I - Iโฆ"
At a loss for words, the cafe owner flinched back a small step. Everything in her was a mess lately. She hadn't believed Genji the first time he told her she was a doctor, that she was in Overwatch, but then the letter came. Inviting her. And then, now this.
Was this why they all gave her weird expressions when they first met? When Mei came for an interview and she appeared all cheerful, only to be shocked and confused, before the same smile was brought back, although albeit forced. Angela honestly always thought that the icy woman was just someone who wore her heart on her sleeve while still being capable of maintaining a professional attitude; the ability to create the iced drinks were just icing on the cake. And when Angela first met Ana, the older woman had instantly treated her with warmth, giving off the vibe of a loving grandmother who desperately wanted to give hugs and cookies. Yet, when Angela kept that professional distance and introduced herself, Ana, similarly like Mei, had given her an expression full of confusion.
As though they were supposed to adjust be acquainted.
But sheโฆ couldn't remember.
Remember.
It's always her memory. Something was definitely missing. Something related to Overwatch. Something she should have known but couldn't. Somethingโฆ argh! What was it? If only she could โ
The door to the cafe opened and the first wave of breakfast customers came rushing in to get their daily coffee and food. Dropping the topic right there, Angela quickly returned to her position with an apology and helped Mei attend to the customers.
"Something's not rightโฆ with Angie."
"I agree, Meine Maus. It's like she can't remember us."
"But it's only been a little under five years since the disbandment of Overwatch."
The couple had only gotten in touch with Angela from time to time before she opened the cafe. That was simply life. You'd get busy and things start to pile up. You'd focus on one task before moving onto the next, or even, you'd just sit and laze there, waiting for the time to pass for the exact reason that things were starting to pile up, like pile up.
"I don't know, my love. It's not as simple as thatโฆ" And pursed her lips while her motherly sixth sense was tingling. Something. Was terribly wrong.
Angela busied herself with the customers, plastering on the usual smile as the wave kept coming for breakfast or early lunches. She'd pass Jack occasionally with a plate of food or with a tray of drinks, and though she wished she could forget about what the old couple has mentioned, her mind constantly strayed away. Would he be the one? Was he the one I feel like home? She glanced at Jack as she walked towards the table behind him before quickly lowering her lashes. The image of his smiling side profile flitted into her mind, chin in palm and a warm mug in the other. He watched the people by the sidewalk pass by the cafe while the sun peeked out from behind the clouds. A lovely day indeed.
After serving the drinks, she too, looked out the window. 'It's been sunny for awhile,' she noted mentally. 'I wonder when will it rain?'
Her footsteps immediately paused and her nose wrinkled.
If every day was a sunny day, who would not wish for rain?
His words, crisp and clear, rang in her mind. It was already muddled with thoughts, a total mess of a mindscape like messy clothes strewn carelessly around the room, but his words remained bolded and strong. Her lips subconsciously twitched upward.
True. We all need a rainy day once in awhile.
And when the day had come and gone, the sun finishing its cycle to allow space the moon to bask in its glory, Angela stood outside her cafe with her face towards the fiery sky. Hues of orange and yellow painted the clouds a passionate colour, with a visible of violet and pink. She released a deep sigh, letting it all out and the gentle breeze blew, caressing her cheek and danced with her hair. It's been 17 weeks since she opened the cafe, 17 weeks since her new beginning, and two weeks since she saw him. Was he doing well? Was he eating well? Did those scars hurt?
"Have fun!" Mei called out from inside the cafe. Junkrat was waiting on her inside, fingers drumming impatiently on the armrest as he balanced the car on its two back legs.
"Thanks for closing up!" Angela smiled. There was still 30 minutes to closing, but Mei had offered to close up, giving the owner the short break from the Monday Mayhem. They hadn't expected it to be so busy, but after the first wave came, they never stopped.
Jack waved bye to Mei after a warning glance at Junkrat to come stand beside Angela. "You cold?" He asked when he saw her crossed arms.
Smiling sweetly, she shook her head. "Not really. I'm fine."
Although he acknowledged her words, he still removed his coat and gingerly wrapped it around her shoulders. An indescribable feeling washed over her, the emotions bubbling up to her throat. He was sweet, such a gentleman, and he was strong and loyal. But why did she feel like there was something that she could never cross? Something held her back, an invisible threshold her heart refused to jump across.
"Come, let's go to the park nearby."
However, just as he uttered those words, the darkening sky lost its passionate hue as dark clouds immediately converged above the city. Lightning flashed before their eyes as the winds picked up speed, with barely three seconds later as the thunder clapped, the sound rumbling and shocking her nerves.
Instantly, like a tear in the sky, it started pouring. Angela stood beneath the eaves of her cafe, watching the grey faded curtain of the rain fall before her. The chill pervaded her senses, yet the feeling was refreshing, a nice calm in the chaos of her heart.
"Shit. I'll go borrow an umbrella." Jack turned back into the cafe.
Angela hummed nonchalantly, her attention still on the pitter-pattering of rain. Her fingers, still on her cross arms, twitched, as though something was missing โ something that had normally done before. A sad smile flitted onto her lips the more she thought about it. The empty slate of memories that she had of year before her awakening in the hospital, that wide gap, was beginning to get on her nerves. The doctors said that with time, her memories should resurface. Nothing was wrong with her that was extremely detrimental, everything was functioning alright. At least, that's what the doctors said.
Were they right?
She began to seethe at the doubt that arose. What was the truth? What was the lie?
"Ahh, there aren't any umbrellas in the cafe," Jack groaned as he returned to her side. "Why isn't there one? Sighโฆ what would you like to do?" He felt dejected at the weather, inwardly cursing the bad timing to have it rain. After so long of finally getting a day off just to spend it with her, it rained. It. Just. Had. To. Rain. Fuck.
Angela didn't even spare him a glance, too lost in her thoughts when she suddenly cried out in pain at the sharp stab to her brain. It pulsed and burned, like a knife was carving in her skull. A faint, blurry memory was resurfacing, the scene dark, but she felt a sense of comfort. A phantom warmth crept on her cheek, like a gentle caress of the wind, but the calloused touch brought shivers down her spine. She closed her eyes and relished in the memory, as blurry as it may be.
Murmured whispers began to echo.
โOh, itโs raining.โ
โMmm, it would seem like it is.โ
โIf I recall, it was raining when I found you too.โ
โYeah, it was raining just like this at that time.โ
โIโm glad that I did though.โ
โHuh?โ
โIt allowed me to meet you.โ
The close intimacy of those words brought upon a wave of desire and anguish in her heart. The manโs voice was familiar, too familiar in fact and the same instinctual feeling she felt weeks ago โ buried long ago โ resurfaced.
She tried to calm her breathing, the pain now throbbing a dull ache. By her side, Jack was worried and anxious, but his words fell on deaf ears. She couldnโt hear a word he uttered, nor could she hear Meiโs.
โThen I propose we have a date in the rain.โ
โIn the rain? Then Iโll just have to bring an umbrella.โ The her in the memories giggled, giggled, at the prospect of walking in the rain.
There came the phantom caress once again, causing her heart to burn with renewed fervor.
โTwo lovers in the rain have no need for an umbrella.โ
His name, barely audible in the rain, was murmured under her breath, a soft kiss of desiderium that warmed and at the same time, anguished her within.
The large hands that held onto her arm and patted her back brought her out of her senses, and cruelly back to reality. She snapped her head towards a worried Jack and she stared into his eyes so blue that mirrored her countenance. Did he know?
'Did Jack know anything of me in Overwatch?' She thought. 'If he did, why wouldn't he tell me?'
An uneasy feeling rose up his throat at the blank, level stare that she gave him. Did she recover her memories?
The doctors said that with time, her memories should resurface, but it was Jack that told her, "It's alright if you don't remember. Each day is a new beginning."
What were his intentions then? She believed him like a baby depended on its mother when it first opened its eyes. He was there by her bed when she woke up, there when she felt lost at everything, there when every new thing popped up. But now โ
Just how much shit could she have avoided if she knew his intentions from the start?
"Angieโฆ?" He tested the waters warily, a sense of danger sparking off in his mind. An angry woman was after all, more dangerous than any sniper bullet.
The unreadable expression on her beautiful countenance disappeared with the blink of an eye as the same smile he was used to appeared. "Oh, I'm sorry. I blanked out."
He heaved a mental sigh of relief. Outwardly, he returned her smile. "You were in pain just now. Did your head hurt?"
"Yeah, but it's fine now."
And now, for the actual worry. "Did you recover your memories?"
Angela closed her eyes as she shook her head, using that moment of darkness to hide the sharp glint in her gaze. Memories? Yeah, she recovered just the slightest bit of them, but it doesn't look like he wanted her to. However, she easily lied through her smile, "No. I didn't. I think I'm just cold. I want to go home. Sorry about this."
Jack patted her head and she forcefully repressed the urge to flinch. "You don't have to apologise." I do. "I'll send you home."
She wanted to refuse him, to go alone and sit with her thoughts, but seeing the eagerness in his eyes made it sizzle away. "Sure."
And as they ran across the streets, jacket or hands covering their heads, a lone shadow appeared by the cafe door. In his hand was a brown paper bag. For the first time in two weeks, he wasn't in his cyborg suit. He didn't shiver at the cold, feeling a hollow space in his heart. For two weeks, he held back in seeing her. For two weeks, he worked hard to finish the thing in the bag. For two weeksโฆ he tried to swim against the raging waves of his mind, that she didn't intentionally forget who he was, that she didn't intend to leave him, to hurt him like this.
Yet, when I tumbled and turned in my thoughts, I always came to the same conclusion: It's sad when the person that gave me the best memories, becomes a memory.
"Genji! You're here." Mei greeted me despite Junkrat's scowls and grumbles. "Do you want something to drink?"
I shook my head, looking around the cafe for any signs of Angela. Water dripped from my hair, wet clothes clinging to my body and the scent of morning glory entered my senses. Affection, I vaguely remembered its meaning. Mei caught onto my gaze and asked, "Are you looking for Angela? She just left with Jack before you arrived."
I gave her a bitter smile. Jack. Jack Morrison again. He stopped me from entering this morning when I gathered enough courage to see her as the cafe opened, and when I heard his words, I swallowed the acid in my throat and resolutely walked away. The dragon in my blood stirred, the unaccepting fury bubbling.
"What are you doing here, Genji?"
"Commander," I had curtly replied with the same brown bag in hand. Tugging my scarf higher, I continued. "I'm here to see Angela."
Jack shook his head, arms crossed on his chest as he leaned his weight on a foot. "You're just going to hurt her when she sees you."
"Why?" I narrowed my eyes, the dark irises flashing a dangerous red and Jack tensed his muscles in retaliation.
Instead of replying, Jack shook his head and shifted the topic. "You know. It was amazing how you two have been friends for so long. She talked about you all the time."
My ears perked up. "She did?"
"Yeah, I have to say, I have no idea how you didn't fall in love with her yet." My heart ached at the bitter memory of months ago. "Lucky for me though."
And I swore, I was about to pummel him for the smug grin he graced me with. Had he thought I hadn't felt that? That they were together? That I had missed out on my only chance just because of a damn mission?
"Did you have to fucking tell me that?" I growled at him. "Then go, go to her."
And I had then turned around, my back to the cafe, to her, and walked away, and it was with that, that I missed Jack's agonised expression, muttering incoherent words under his breath.
"I wish I could. She hasn't even agreed to date me."
Turning my attention back to Mei, I ignored Junkrat by the side and handed her the bag. "Could I leave this bag here with you?"
"What's in it?"
My face twitched into a smile. "Nothing much."
Mei narrowed her eyes in jest. "Really? It's not something I need to be afraid of, right?"
I shook my head but Junkrat had been faster, grabbing the paper bag from my grip before she could lay a finger on it. "No! If it's fucking dangerous, cunt. You're not leaving it here with her."
I rolled my eyes at the pyromaniac. "It's a lot less dangerous than you."
"Damn right it should be!" He proudly exclaimed.
Mei laughed at his antics, taking the bag away from him. "I'll keep this safe. How have you been?"
I could sense the hidden worry in her tone and I chuckled sadly. "As good as I can be. Jesse and Lena are helping me through this ordeal."
Mei hummed in agreement. "That's good. Angela is a little different though."
I scoffed lightly. "Of course. She's lost her memories. Doesn't remember a single thing."
Mei gasped. "Seriously? Aiya, no wonder she found it weird when she got the letter. Did you get it too?"
I raised an eyebrow. "That dinner invitation?" At her nod, I replied, "Yeah. I did."
"Hey, hey. What letter! Why am I not invited to something Snowflake is invited to?" Junkrat grumbled with a scowl.
Mei rolled her eyes. "Cause you're not part of Overwatch."
Junkrat narrowed his eyes at her. "You aren't anymore too!"
I turned my head away from their public display of affection and bid them farewell. Stepping outside the cafe, I watched the heavy rain fall from the clouds. It was raining just like that night many years ago, and just like that one memory I've shared with her.
If I could, I'd take her out on a date on the rain. Her hand in mine as we walk amidst the rainy curtains. Grace her with a rose and surprise her with a box of Swiss chocolates. She'd hum a tune, that's for sure, and we'd dance to it. Freely, like birds uncaged. Not a care in the world as it's just us. Just us two, living in the rain.
Closing my eyes, I allowed the rain to fall on my face in the night. No, no tears in the rain. A cleansing of my broken heart. To allow the pain to slowly wash away with the rain, leaving me nothing but an empty hollowness in my chest. It hurt. Hurt too much.
Yet, I also knew, knew that the pain will never really go away. No one would really ever forget the pain of losing someone once loved. I'd pretend to move on and act like it didn't happen before everyone else, just because it's what to be expected.
Rubbing at my cheeks, I gulped the heavy lump lodged in my throat and fought the burning sensations in my eyes.
'If I did anything right in my life, it was when I gave my heart to you.'
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