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My name is Misty. I’m a neurodivergent artist drawing whatever I feel like drawing. I’ve been hyperfixated on my OC Jessica since July and the band The Garden since September (saw them 11/23/24!!!) I will post and reblog posts about a variety of fandoms and interests.

I tag stuff that I think can be considered sensitive content using the format “cw [insert trigger]”, this blog has some infrequent depictions of blood or eyestrain so yeah. If we’re mutuals and you need something specific tagged as a trigger for you so you can blacklist it, PLEASE SEND ME AN ASK!!! I’ll gladly do it

Primary Interests: PAFL, BGH, Ferry’s work in general, Gorillaz

Secondary Interests: OFF (2008), Vocaloid/UTAU, Yume Nikki + YNFGs, Psychopomp, 2000s/early 2010s YouTube, Regular Show

Tertiary Interests: 1 Trait Danger, Lucky Star, Over the Garden Wall, Fullmetal Alchemist, Serial Experiments Lain

favorite music artists: The Garden, Puzzle, Enjoy, Penalty Kill, Turkey, Ferry, Gorillaz, Neko Case, Machine Girl, Car Seat Headrest, STOMACH BOOK, 1 Trait Danger, etc etc.

favs: Sergei Kazarin (PAFL), Dmitry (PAFL), Sabitsuki (.flow), Defoko/Utane Uta (UTAU), Ron (BGH), C’venash Vishneri (Psychopomp), and 2D (Gorillaz)

fav ships: SERGOLYA <3 (PAFL), AnyaDima (PAFL), Yurarthur (PAFL), Konagami (Lucky Star), Jesty and JessiMaci (OCs)

I do not actively ship Sanyura but I will reblog ship content of them and tag it as such. However they’re just friends to me :)

SOME THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME!!!

I really only post in English, I also understand a little Spanish but just a teensy bit

I don’t have a DNI, I just block anyone and everyone who annoys me.

[keiraelaine]

2017

This year I learned the compassion and caring that I’ve always felt shame for lacking. I learned how to listen and show up when someone tells me how they feel and I’m working out the kinks with making caring space for myself in relationships. I learned that I am worthy and I found love and I learned that I need to care about myself in order to take care of myself. I started learning how to do that. Long long post below. 

January: I flew into Green Bay like someone who doesn’t have any sense of self-preservation. I ignored the signs. Or, I worried that I was too anxious, and that it wouldn’t work because I couldn’t just trust a person. I was out of theory though, and I felt like I could breathe easier than I had in a year. Benson stopped me in the hall, surprised. Jan. 20 sucked. Landlord continued to not do his job. In coding, I felt like I was actually learning a cool thing. I spoke to no one. AfAm Writers seating was straight up segregated and we were intimidating. I learned more about the world at BGH than I did anywhere else. I suppose I felt shame, but I was away from the con. I couldn’t make myself care about getting out of bed. The voice search was frustrating, because no other students really showed up. 

February: I learned what I want to do with my life from a candidate. I had a reason to make myself get up in the morning. I offered crumbs because that’s what I did best, ask for nothing and feel anxious. We had one good night. People suggested walking away. I scared myself by not drawing a line and allowing some major bullshit. I should have known because every white girl I’ve been with couldn’t ignore me in public if she tried. My new friends showed me what respect looked like. In coding, my attendance and attention faltered. One night, I threw my phone. An apartment opened up and it seemed perfect. It took weeks for me to figure out he and we were going to stay unhealthy. I felt ignored and unimportant. My writing in AfAm was exemplary. My friend got really, really hurt by a shitty boy. I got hurt by a shitty boy too. I felt shame.

March: The coding project loomed just in time for me to realize I knew nothing about Java. The random girl in my class who I worked with made me laugh from my belly. The boy in our group was MIA and sexist. Cue the hardest project of my life with a partner who was brown but not a lesbian. I kept wanting to give up. I slowly figured out I thought and was afraid to think she was cute. My friends tried playing matchmaker. ACDA was magic and disappointing and educational all at once. I came back and made some quip about morning finals, and I gave back shit that wasn’t mine. I moved! I observed girl choir and thought it was impossible. I got a biopsy and was not dying. I passed coding barely, and AfAm with flying colors. I was nervous about history and about scenes, and anxious about the boundary I drew, but it turns out the Ignore Boring Girls in Public game continued regardless of how I tried to communicate. Some people I thought were friends knew and decided to not have my back. I decided to kiss the girl I wanted to kiss instead of waiting for some bullshit that would never not hurt. 

April: After kissing the girl I wanted to kiss, who was brown and not a lesbian and also cannot do Java, I went to the library with her, and then to breakfast, and then to a movie, and then back to bed! Beethoven haunted me. History started good and so did Race and Ethnicity, but RE went downhill fast. It was more 101 than I could even consider sitting through. They put me in with an orchestra and I sang well. I figured out that anxiety was now a loud, disruptive thing that I had to deal with every day of my life because of the shit I picked up from useless boys and men, especially theory. I apologized too much. I loved my new apartment. I was afraid to like this girl, but I pulled a Torres and UHauled faster than I thought proper. We said things to each other that were honest and caring at the same time, and kissed in my office.I stopped being afraid. Kadihjia left and I felt lost and angry and resentful. Spring scenes were fun!

May: Spring scenes continued to be fun because I barely had to speak to the directors, and thank god. They made me a witch with a knife and put me in white make-up. Choir became insufferable. I wanted to be in Cantala. I thought about dropping RE. I thought about dropping everything but singing and poems. Melissa gave me the tools for an excellent imitation poem and continued to trust me for reasons I can’t fathom still. I made friends with the Academy! They and Julie grew my brain bigger than I thought possible. I felt angry all the time. Every day. I learned jaw tension and migraines. I learned my recital rep. I wrote good program notes, and my mom came to visit. I didn’t weep this time. I sang very well. My people were there. My girlfriend was there, because that’s who she was. I looked elegant. Campus went to shit. My friends got hurt. I felt afraid.

June: I shaved the side of my head and rebleached the blonde bit and we three got tattoos and had a sleepover. My friend group kind of went to shit and I decided to not have friend groups anymore. I took an incomplete in history and then passed that shit like nobody’s business. I was so proud of myself. I worked an office job that seemed totally fine before it started sucking my soul out. Anger ran my life. Reunion weekend was a time for singing and remembering and confusion, but mostly a time for singing. I grew to resent the people I worked with. I missed my girlfriend but I trusted her, and missing someone you trust is a whole different game. I tried out veganism and yoga and both were good. Gaycation!

August: I scheduled box braids and tried bullet journaling and I got box braids and I felt Real. I felt ready and real and beautiful and worthy and loved. Except at work which continued to be bullshit. I worried about theory, but I knew I could at least try with a new professor. Still angry always. I felt like I could spend a good long time with my girlfriend. 

September: I thought all my classes would be exciting except theory. Turns out, a good teacher and an excellent therapist make theory perfectly good, and a teacher who doesn’t care to decolonize the classroom can make interesting content insufferably boring. I felt angry and anxious and safe. Facilities fired me. I had the worst panic attack of my life about my refund, and I felt angry at a white woman I typically trust more than most folks. PEDAL hit the group running. 

October: It was affecting me that half the queer Black women at school left. Anger abound. I was ready to slap some smiles off white girls’ faces. I was ready to schedule an actual fight with Richard. I was ready to drop Sonja’s class. My homework was getting done but I couldn’t say anything to a professor without also saying sorry. I did jack in my independent study. I thought about I wanted a Black Studies MA. 

November: Melissa convinced me about MFAs. I figured out that all I could do was give the best presentation in the class I wanted to drop. I took my hair out and panicked about it. I realized I needed to shave it off, so I did. Nothing I have ever done is as freeing as that I figured out that some white middle class women love technicality more than anything else. I learned that I can’t yet glare a shit-eating grin off a white face. I learned that I have trouble listening to my own needs, again. I learned that I’m allowed to work on it, that I’m allowed to feel overwhelmed and need to be comforted and held. I wanted to go home. We planned Costa Rica. I shaved all my hair off.

December: Straightness was a weight on my chest. I passed every single class. I got an A in music theory. I earned the grade of ‘A’ in MUTH 252. It felt unbelievable, like a miracle but also like a birthday, like a matter of course. I missed Rebecca. I had a massive breakdown about grad school. Melissa showed up for that anxiety. Girl choir was indescribable. I had a short quarter-life crisis about music education. I sank into a week-long lesbian unrequited shame melancholy and wrote some poems and asked for help and pulled myself out of it. I got into a professional choral ensemble. I applied to Cave Canem. We moved. I fell in love with our new house. We made a plan to go home to the sun after school lets out. I fought with my brothers and I broke down crying in the car and I ate real Mexican food and I apologized and made up with my brothers and I jumped in a cold pool and I worried about the future. On Christmas, I was Black for the first time. I had a panic attack about coming back. I had another panic attack about coming back. Anxiety sat like bile in my throat the entire time I was in the air. I came back and spent time with a really wonderful human, and I cleaned and reorganized everything, and I ate cookies, and now I feel like I can do this next six months, even though it’s so much bullshit. I realized that I need to make small changes this year that will give me ease in small ways. Lotion, swimming, sleeping, water. I graduate June 10. 

Resolutions:

Say no to things that distract me from my goals. 

Swim often. 

Learn to cook a few things!

Make some money. 

Fix my nails. 

Read one whole book for pleasure every month. 

Keep the apartment and garage clean. 

Do laundry on a schedule.

Do mornings on a schedule. 

Work more on apologizing. 

[jessecmckeown]

The first higher excisor

So, ... I think the right way to think about what Cubical Diagrams Generally Are is in terms of their families of total fibers. Specifically, a commuting square (in homotopytypes) "is" a something like this: $$ \begin{xy} \xymatrix{ \coprod_{b:B} \coprod_{f:F_b,g:G_b} T_{b;f,g} \ar[r] \ar[d] & \coprod_B F \ar[d] \\\\ \coprod_B G \ar[r] & B }\end{xy} $$ We already mentioned this a while ago, where we used such a presentation to describe $T$ when the above square is a pushout: $$ \ulcorner B \implies \forall b:B, F\star G \sim \Th(FG,\Sigma^2 T) \tag{Blakers+Massey} $$ I find it gets tedious to write $\coprod$ all over the place; brackety notations, of course, can be horrendously illegible, but I am a Lazy Man. So. $[B.FG.T] \overset{\mathrm{def}}= \coprod_B \coprod_{F,G} T$ et.c., and so we have fiber sequences $$[G.T] \to [B.FG.T]\to[B.F]$$ et.c. and cofiber squences $$[B.FG.T]\to[B.F]\to\Th([B.F],\Sigma[G.T])$$ et.c; Also, we'll abbreviate the content of the square above as $$ \begin{xy} \xymatrix{ T \ar@{-|}[d] \ar@{-|}[r] & F \ar@{-|}[d] \\\\ G \ar@{-|}[r] & B }\end{xy} $$ where the long $\dashv$ indicates dependence: to have a particular $F$ you need a $b:B$; for a particular $T$ you need a $b:B$ and a $f:F$ and a $g:G$ in the relevant particular $F,G$. Some minor advantage to the $\dashv$ abbreviation appears when considering more dimensions, as in $$ \begin{xy}\xymatrix{ Z \ar@{-|}[ddd] \ar@{-|}[dr] \ar@{-|}[rrr] & & & T \ar@{-|}[dl] \ar@{-|}[ddd] \\\\ & V \ar@{-|}[r] \ar@{-|}[d] & F \ar@{-|}[d] \\\\ & G \ar@{-|}[r] & B \\\\ W \ar@{-|}[ur] \ar@{-|}[rrr] & & & H \ar@{-|}[ul] }\end{xy} \tag{3-cube} $$ where the very-worst total space will be $$[B.FGH.TVW.Z] = \coprod_{b:B} \coprod_{f:F_b,g:G_b,h:H_b} \coprod_{T_{bfh},V_{bfg},W_{bgh}} Z_{bfghtvw} $$ A fun™ exercise: in the corresponding diagram of total spaces there are parallel faces with total fibers $ V $ and $ [V.Z] $. The preceding would be a mere joy-ride in obscurantism, but now we can proceed to reason about the various total fibers by giving them those coveted short names. To begin with, $\mbox{(Blakers+Massey)}$, applied to a $\mbox{(3-cube)}$ of pushouts gives us equivalences $$ [G.W] \star [F.T] \simeq \Th([G.W][F.T];\Sigma^2[V.Z])$$ $$ G\star F \simeq \Th(GF; \Sigma^2 V) $$ while ordinary functoriality of things highlights natural maps $[G.W]\star[F.T] \to G\star F$ and ... similarly; but, more: natural maps which can be factored in useful ways, calculus-"product-rule"-style (... for, after all, we are creeping up towards Goodwillie's Calculus... ) $$ [G.W] \star[F.T] \to G\star [F.T] \to G \star F $$ has successive cofibers $$ \Th(G,\Sigma W)\star [F.T] \quad\mathrm{and}\quad G\star \Th(F,\Sigma T) $$ while on the other hand $$ \Th([G.W][F.T];\Sigma^2[V.Z]) \to \Th([G.W][F.T];\Sigma^2 V) \to \Th(G[F.T];\Sigma^2 V) \to \Th(G F; \Sigma^2 V) $$ has successive cofibers $$ \Th([G.W][F.T];\Th(V;\Sigma^3 Z))$$ and $$\tilde\Th(\Th(G[F.T],\Sigma W);\Sigma^2 V) $$ and $$ \tilde\Th(\Th(FG;\Sigma W),\Sigma^2 V) $$ and the Goodwillie (Ellis+Steiner... et.c.)-esque observation is that the connectivities of the $\star$-shaped cofibers are both $j+k+l+1$ ($j,k,l$ being the respective connectivities of $F,G,H$), while the known-connectivities of the $\Th(G?F?)$-cofibers are $j + 2k + l + 1$; the "unknown" connectivity is that of $\Sigma^3 Z$; so $$3 + \cx Z = \cx F + \cx G + \cx H + 1$$ or $$ \cx Z = \cx F + \cx G + \cx H - 2 $$ as Goodwillie (and Ellis and Steiner and...) promised.

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