#i misss them btw

[asherasgayagenda]

ik you're sleeping but i wanna talk about my fav enstars songs unit wise cus I love talking about songs

fine: The Tempest Night (very original i know /s) and Neo Sanctuary

Trickstar: UNSTOPPABLE LOVE!!!! IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY THE RAP IS SO GOOD!!!

Ryuseitai: their music is not my style. but Ryusei Hanabi. so so feel good

ALKALOID: VERMILION. you get it.

Eden: how do i choose,,,,,it may not look like it but Eden's music is the one i dig the most i love LOVE EDM,,,,,sigh. Eden's Psyche Butterfly.

Valkyrie: URUWASHI NO AA NIGHTINGALE AA NIGHTINGALE SONO UTAGOE DE,,,,,Eternal Weaving close second

2wink: SWEE2WINK LOVE LETTER SWEEP

Crazy:B: Honeycomb Summer,,,, even though all of their songs are bops

UNDEAD: both Nightless World and FORBIDDEN RAIN. but like. in different ways. to me Nightless World is Fireboy and FORBIDDEN RAIN is Watergirl (both gender neutral). do you get it

Ra*bits: sorry Ra*bitsP I don't vibe w their music at all. FALLIN' LOVE=IT'S WONDERLAND

Akatsuki: earlier i liked Kengeki no Mae before i got to know of the imperialism,,,,so Akatsuki Iroha Uta it is

Knights: sorry they aren't my type as well,,,,Mystic Fragrance or Knights the Phantom Thief

Switch: Romancing Cruise or Omoi no Kakera. their music is so *chef's kiss*

MaM: HELLO, NEW YEAR!

Double Face: =EYE=

Shuffle Units: MOONLIGHT DISCO. IT CHANGED ME AS A PERSON

Fusion Units: YORU NI KAKERU!!! closely followed by Artistic Partisan <333

this turned out too long LMAO im sorry

THE THING IS i don’t want to rank my favorites by unit because i’m literally biased and half of my favorites are just crazyb songs and like. none of them are akatsuki for ex.

anyways you don’t mind if I judge your taste!! right (it gets suuuuuper long)

fine: yeah no you’re totally right!! I respect you. I went and listened to the first few seconds of neo sanctuary and I feel like it’s a song I could definitely like?? pending judgement. I’ve got owaranai symphonia stuck in my head recently though,,,

Trickstar: …what song is that? (< clearly not a TrickstarP) I only know I really like rebellion star and I looove playing the beatmap of infinite star

Ryusetai: girl I know like One (1) song of their by name and it’s like comet HALATION or something and the only reason I know it is because of the last event

ALKALOID: HELL YEAH VERMILLION!!!!!!!!!!! but let me add kiss of life because it was like the first alkaloid song I listened to and I was like HOLYFUCKINGSHIT THIS SONG BANGS!!!!! set off my era of learning abt alkaloid and the main story. (living on the edge gets a mention as the honorary aira center song)

Eden: hey EDM and eden sound kinda similar dontcha thi(gets shot) ANYWAYS. I keep hearing about psyches butterfly but I’ve NEVER LISTENED TO IT !!!?!! sorry i’m basic but , THE GENESIS SWEEP !!!! don’t ask me how I remember but that song was the FIRST beatmap I played on eng.

Valkyrie: HEY ETERNAL WEAVING LIKER!!! I loove the little talking parts in it and the spam of notes at the start. also acanthe has my heart

2wink: LITERALLY THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i’m a liiittle biased towards play tag cause I keep pfcing it and also LEMON SQUASH CHEERS (bc crazyb!!)

Crazy:B: THEIR SONGS NEVER MISSS LETS GOOOO HONEYCOMB SUMMER HELTER SPIDER ARIADNE NOISY BEEP RISKY PENIS ETC ETC EYC

UNDEAD: PERSONALLY i’m in love with valentine eves nightmare cause it was the first undead song that made me like them (THE GUITAR SOLO!!!!! DO YOU HEAR IT))x nightless world is fun to play but a not really my thing.., I hear forbidden rain is really good though.

Ra*bits: pocket ni uchuu. that is all. WAIT NO SHIT UR RIGHT. FALLIN' LOVE=IT'S WONDERLAND IS ALSO SOOO GOOD.

Akatsuki: you are speaking a Different language and I have no idea which akatsuki song is which. help. sorry tbh they all sound the same to me.

Knights: OKAY phantom thief isn’t too bad!! IT SHOULDVE WON THE POLL BTW im partial to silent oath cause its my event grinding song b I don’t actually like it that much. HAVE U HEARD PROMISE SWORDS THOUGH AAUUGUGHHHHHHH I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT IT THAT MAKES ME GO DHJFKGNGKFFNFJ (aaand. grateful allegiance it’s the one ingame song I like rn)

Switch: SHUT UUPPPP OMOI NO KAKERA IS NOT EVEN THAT GOOD /lh . I Like switch a lot but also their music AND THE FUCKING DANCING is BYE. the ONLY one I like is Magic for your switch. natsume’s “shunte utsumuiteru my girl” HAS BEEN PLAYING ON LOOP IN MY HEAD THE WHOLE DAY HELP

MaM: Nods. but I mean,,,, as a solo unit his solo song should count too right???? so I’d have to say see you again is my favorite, sorry

Double Face: YEAHHHH THE VOCALS THE STAGE THE OUTFITS THE DANCING EVERYTHING IS CHEFS KISS !!!!! Stippling has my heart though <333 (god. the piano)

Shuffle Units: NEVER SHUTTING UP ABT MY ATOZ AGENDA!!!! I don’t get what’s so good about moonlight disco help. (also i’m gay so noir neige)

Fusion Units: YES.

HAHAHHA IMAGINE. MY RESPONSE BEING LONGER THAN YOURS. ok thank u this was super fun to read and reply too!! even if it took like three days. oops. anyways

[doggerell]

hiiii i feel like it's been a while since i've seen u (this is angel btw sorry i change my url a lot >_<) how r u how have u been whats going on in yr life <3

HIIII <3 Ive been sooo good actually! this years been treating me v well :3

I started dating my lovely partner and traveling a lot more to see them (were long distance but only by about 5 hours, just enough to be annoyingly hard to see eachother) and Im sooo happy. I never thought I would fall in love again and its a way different relationship than Ive ever had before but its been absolutely lovely, they are the cutest ever and make me feel so special and bring even more joy to my already good life every day ^--^

I also got a job in the past few months! Im a barista at a local small business coffee shop and I couldnt love it more <3 Im such good friends with my coworkers and adored by my bosses and its really really helped with healing that pandemic anxiety/alienation and made me feel competent again LMAO

I started getting more active in my main fandom and got a bit of a following there so I logged into that account on mobile instead of this one so its sooo much harder to be casually as active on this blog but I MISSS ITTTT I miss u and all my lovely mutuals here we all had such a blast :(( I wish tumblr mobile would let you switch between mains easily I want to have my current hyperfixation and my old mutuals too BOOOO </3 how have u been how has 2023 been treating u so far!!

[ratanslily]

bea takes the qb cast back to her roots, farmville🐮

[lovelyjihoonie]

Shua week is over (its past midnight here) so I took over Ales blog and restored it to a woozi blog again.  Ale I hope you like your design otherwise you know where my bed sleeps, come and ask for a different one :P ily - Angi *leaves with a dumb laugh*

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sculptures, chapter six.

↠ characters: ran haitani, mentioned in story all the other bonten members.

↠ warning: heavy smut, praise kink, size kink, alcohol, drug usage, overstimulation, edging, virgin!reader, slight age gap, mention of fetishization,  this fic lowkey smut but with a plot !! slight nsfw in this chapter btw

↠ pairings: ran haitani x [black fem coded] reader, rindou haitani x fem!oc, kakucho hitto x oc

↠ timeline: timeskip, doesn’t really follow anime/manga

↠ chapter summary: ran & [y/n] finally face to face after the events that happened during their 'date', but it gets interrupted due to a tragic event.

↠ a/n: introducing the antagonist in this story and y'all know it's one thing i'm good at and that's creating a character y'all going hate. hope you guys enjoy this chapter. it's starting to heat up y'all and i don't think y'all ready for the bonten activities i have up my sleeve.

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AN AFTERPARTY WITH BONTEN CONSISTED OF HANGING OUT AT one of Karma’s and Rindou penthouse apartments. The adults still drink the intoxicating alcohol despite consuming much of it hours before, catching up, and unwinding from the illegal duties of Bonten. As Ran left the bathroom after giving himself a mental talk, he had to find [Y/N] to talk to her. As he was leaving, both Karma and Rindou approached him. Each of them on his side, “That’s her, isn’t it?” Karma questioned motioning to [Y/N] who was peering over Jennie’s shoulder while she was playing poker against Sanzu and Kokonoi.

“Did you guys do this on purpose? Karma, I know it was your idea.” Ran said, giving the woman a look which she shrugged her shoulders.

“You mentioned she was ignoring you, I had to make shit shake,” Karma answered truthfully. “She’s pretty Ran, don’t be stupid and let her get away,” She nudges his side.

“He’s going to be stupid. He'll practically be dead and lonely without us babe,” Rindou says as he would grab a hold of Karma’s hand to tug her away from his brother.

“Oh [Y/N]!” Karma yelled, gaining the attention of the artist. “Ran wants to talk to you,” she says as she gives Ran a wink and is whisked away by Rindou.

Ran watched as [Y/N] walked over to him nervously. He had watched her so carefully as she stood in front of him tugging down the black mini dress she wore. He would motion towards the balcony that was connected to the penthouse. She would look at him before leading the way to the balcony, his hand placed on her lower back as they walked. When they stepped on the balcony, he closed the door behind the two of them. He watched as [Y/N] settled in one of the balcony chairs, she crossed her legs across one enough and that caused Ran to glide his tongue over his lips before settling in the other chair.

“Is everything okay?”

“What do you mean?” [Y/N] questioned as she looked at him.

“Between us. You haven’t been responding to my messages or calls, did I do something wrong?” Ran questioned. His hand rubbed at the back of his neck nervously, “Please let me know if I did.”

“You didn’t do anything wrong. It’s just me, trying to ignore what happened that night,” She says. “I almost lost my virginity to you Ran if you didn’t stop.” She pointed out. “I just was so irresponsible-“

“[Y/N], I stopped because you deserve to remember your first time when you’re not under the influence and for it to be with somebody that you actually care about,” Ran responded as he turned his chair towards her so he could face her.

He watched as she moved to face him also. Her knees brushed against his legs slightly as she was staring into his lilac-colored hues. “I know.” She firmly said as she looked down at the heels she was wearing.

Ran grabbed at her chin lifting her head up so she would look at him. “So are we good? ‘Cause I would hate for you to have to find another model.” His hands let go of her face, giving her a smile which she returned.

“We’re good,” She says. “But I have a question, well it’s more of a comment.”

Ran’s eyebrows raised at her before motioning for her to continue. “What?”

“You and Shao seem close now. When you two first interacted with each other, it didn’t look so good.”

Ran would swallow the lump in his throat before he nodded. He couldn’t tell her the business he was involved in nor could he tell her about Shao. It wasn’t even his place to let her know who exactly Shao was the son of. “His father just has him handling a lot of business now due to him being sick, so we’re going to be working together a lot,” Ran says as he would stand up offering her his hand.

He watched [Y/N] rub at the back of her neck wanting to question that before she eventually let it go grasping at his hand to let him help her up. The two walked back into the penthouse, the lively atmosphere at three in the morning caused [Y/N] to smile a bit. Once again the woman could feel Ran’s hand grasping at her lower back, a small gesture she noticed he did a lot. The two of them settled on the charcoal-grey-colored sofa to continue talking, “Are you thirsty? I can get you something to drink,” He suggested as he motioned to the kitchen.

“I’m okay,” [Y/N] chuckles. “You’ve done enough for me you know?” The woman questioned as she looked at him.

“I know,” Ran leaned back into the seat.

“I’m starting the sculpture soon, so I think we should discuss when we’ll both be available,” [Y/N] said as she looked at him.

Ran couldn’t give her a clear answer on his availability. When Bonten duties call, he had to be there. Fingers combing through his hair before he spoke, “Just give me a day and I’ll be at your place,” Ran says.

[Y/N] looks at him, “Well for one, it won’t be my place. Two, I’m asking for clear days because I just don’t want to give you a day then you can’t make it.” She says as she peered over at him.

Ran lips formed a straight line as he looked at him. “Okay, I’ll just let you know what days I’m free and we can work from there,” he says. “Okay?”

“Okay,” She responded as she could hear her cell phone ringing. She reached into her clutch and her eyebrows furrowed together in confusion. When she placed her phone to her ear, Ran saw the look of worry on her face.

“Just calm down Shao, what’s going on?” She asked.

Shao.

“What? Oh my god, I’ll be right there in a minute.”

When she hung up the phone, she stood up with such quickness. “What’s going on?” Ran asked.

“It’s his dad, I have to go. He needs a friend right now,” [Y/N] says as she walks towards Jennie to collect her also.

“I can take you, just let me take you to the hospital,” Ran says.

Selfish to say, Ran saw Shao’s father being in the hospital coming. After all, he was only getting sicker each day. [Y/N] would shake her head, “I’m good.” She says.

“No, I’m taking you. We’ll get there quicker, just let me go talk to my brother real quick.” He didn’t even give the woman a chance to respond before he’s going to Rindou to ask if he can borrow one of his cars.

It didn’t take a lot of pleading due to Karma’s fingertips grasping at Rindou’s arm and her whispering a comment into his ear that caused his face to turn the brightest shade of red as they were in the kitchen. As Ran collected the keys to Rindou’s Audi he saw [Y/N] talking to Jennie who still was playing poker with Sanzu and Kokonei.

“We’ll make sure she makes it home safely,” Kokonoi said as he sipped the scotch in his glass cup.

“Yeah, I’ll be good [Y/N]. I have to continue to take these gentlemen's money. Keep me updated on what happened ‘Kay?” Jennie says as she’s picking her cards back up.

[Y/N] would only nod before eventually leaving with Ran. A silent walk towards the complex parking lot to find Rin’s car. Ran had so much stuff on his mind. He noticed how close Shao and [Y/N] were the minute he saw them in his family restaurant together. But the fact that she dropped everything just to be there for him caused him to question just how close they were. Of course, friends had to be there for friends. He couldn’t argue against that, but he knew Shao liked [Y/N] more than a friend.

Shao looked at [Y/N] the same way he did. Ran had to put a stop to that as soon as possible.

The ride to the hospital Shao was at was quiet. [Y/N] eyes glued outside the window watching buildings go by and Ran’s eyes stayed on the road. If Shao’s dad was sick as ever, that meant that Shao was next in line to lead. Ran didn’t think he had the mental ability to lead a yakuza. He was still young, very young. He still had a lot to learn, but Ran would say that Shao wasn’t particularly stupid. He was street smart, but the type of street smart that could leave a person bankrupt in just a blink of an eye. He was a smooth talker, Ran witnessed it himself when Shao waltz into Bonten’s section with his head held up and the contract tying Bonten and the Sato yakuza. An alliance that was going to be written down as one of the most popular in the dangerous underworld of crime.

When they got to the hospital, [Y/N] was so quick to unbuckle her seat belt. “Do you want to stay in the car? You’re close with him also, I think it would be nice if you were there.”

We’re not that close [Y/N], Ran thought to himself.

“Don’t you think it’ll be awkward to arrive together, especially considering how close you two are,” Ran pointed out.

“We’re just friends…” [Y/N] voice trailed off as she got out of the car. “Plus, you’re his business partner, right? It wouldn’t be rude at all,” she soon added as Ran followed her.

When the two entered the hospital, the scent of despair went down the two of them spines. Ran walked by [Y/N] side as they walked into the waiting room. When the Bonten executive saw the way [Y/N] embraced Shao, he felt a pit form into his stomach. He sat down in one of the chairs, as he watched the two of them talk.

“It’s not good [Y/N]. He’s not doing so well,” Shao exclaimed as Ran could see the young man’s hands begin to shake.

As Ran sat observing the situation, he watched as [Y/N] took hold of Shao’s hand reassuring him that everything would be okay. She was so gentle when it came to other people.

“Don’t worry, I can stay with you all night until the doctor gives you an update.” [Y/N] says as she looks at Shao.

“You don’t have to,” Shao responded.

“I’m insisting, where’s your mom?” [Y/N] asked.

“She’s on her way, she has to handle some business with one of the restaurants,” Shao answered. His eyes finally landed on Ran who was on his phone updating everyone on the events that were happening. “Thanks for coming.”

Ran glanced up from his phone. His lilac hues landed on Shao before speaking, “She actually made me stay. Thought it would be a nice thing since we’re business partners after all,” He admitted. “I hope your father push through,”

Shao’s lips parted to speak, but when green-colored eyes landed on one particular person that was walking toward him he began to see red. His nicely shaped jawline tightened and his nice manicured fingernails were scratching so aggressively at the inside of his palm. “What the hell are you doing here?” He asked.

[Y/N] had stepped out of the way to take the empty seat next to Ran. Ran had looked at the guy that was approaching Shao. He was tall, maybe a couple of inches taller than Shao. His brown colored hair was cut in a unique style that made him stand out in the room. His chocolate brown colored eyes looked deadly. And similar to Shao, he had a scar that started just above his eyebrow and traveled down to his cheek. But his scar was on his left eye.

“Shao, don’t be like that brother. Father wouldn’t want us arguing when he’s about to fuckin’ croak.” The male said as his large hand that was decorated with expensive gold rings, grasped Shao’s shoulder.

“Why would you care? You caused him to be like that?” Shao asked and the male chuckled at him.

“I did no such thing, but I am here to finally claim what’s mine.” The male said.

“What’s yours? You're speaking freaking nonsense Shuya.” Shao argued. His voice grew a little louder and his head still held up high as he challenged Shuya.

Shuya only kissed his teeth. Getting more annoyed at Shao’s attitude. When his eyes landed on Ran and [Y/N], two innocent bystanders that were watching the drama unfold, he would give them a charming smile. He approached them and respectfully bowed in front of them.

“I apologize for my rudeness. I’m Shuya Sato, the eldest son of the Sato family,” He says as he looks at them.

Ran would stare at him. Older brother? Shao didn’t say anything about an older brother. This complicated Bonten’s deal with the Sato yakuza for sure. Ran's eyes looked him up and down, the same way he did Shao when he was first in Ran’s presence. Shuya would only smirk at him before he noticed the tattoo on Ran’s neck.

“Ah, can’t believe father took the cheap route out,” Shuya sighed as he shoved his hands in his black slacks.

“Excuse me?” Ran asked as he looked at him. His eyebrows furrowed together in confusion.

“My father took the cheap route out by associating what he and my grandfather built with such a lowlife reckless gang like Bonten,” Shuya said.

Each word that tumbled out his mouth got louder. While Ran only got angry, shoving himself out of his seat and soon he got into Shuya’s face. A dangerous smirk decorated the eldest Sato son's face as his eyes lingered on [Y/N]. “And who’s this-“ Shuya’s words were interrupted by Shao.

“I’ll choose your next words very wisely brother,” Shao spoke up and it was Shuya who was taking a step back. His dark brown eyes darted from his brother to Ran.

“Ran, just get [Y/N] out of here. I’ll keep in touch with you and the others.” Shao said as he looked at the duo.

But Ran still was seeing red due to Shuya's disrespectful comment. He felt someone tugging at his jacket and when he saw [Y/N], he felt his body go at ease. “Let’s just go, take me home, Ran.” She says to him.

Her hand grasped at his as she tugged him away after sharing her farewells with Shao. Her eyes peered over at Shuya who gave her a flirtatious wink. Ran let the woman drag him out of the hospital, the harsh cold air hitting the both of them harshly.

As the two were walking back to the car, [Y/N] had broken the silence as she let go of his large hands. Her hands tugged him just a bit closer. Ran stared at her, his eyes searching for what was about to come out of her mouth. But he noticed she wasn’t particularly looking back into his eyes, she was staring at the tattoo on his neck.

“You remember when you asked me, ‘Is this the part where you ask about my tattoos?” [Y/N] asked.

“Yes, I do.” Ran answered truthfully.

“So tell me.”

“Like right now?”

“Yes and start with the one on your neck.” [Y/N] told him as she looked at him.

At that moment Ran felt the whole world stop. It felt like everything was going in slow motion as he looked at her. Forcing to swallow the huge lump in his throat as he was trying to search for the words to say. He was about to tug her into his cruel world.

And didn’t want that.

He couldn’t lose her like that.

He couldn’t lose her by telling her about what he did. But he knew she wasn’t going to take no as an answer. She was as stubborn as him.

“Okay.” was the only thing that escaped Ran’s mouth.

He had to tell her the truth.

[tinkdw]

hi, yeah ummmm how DARE you make me cry about how dean motherfucking winchester just wants to be loved and wants good food and a family? how dare you make me realise that this is canon SINCE SEASON 1??? what gives you the right >:( i was FINE thinking that the early seasons were just monster, monster, ohno dads misssing, monster and now you pull THIS SHIT??? unbelievable. (this is re: your meta about performing!dean and the shapeshifter btw)

IKR. Literally I cannot believe how expositional season 1 and how amazing it is to watch them back. I scoffed out loud at the tv I don’t know how many times in my rewatch.

Dean is LITERALLY the tough guy with a heart of gold. He’s every *stereotypical woman’s dream* from the 1980s tough guy movie. He’s gorgeous, tough, hard as nails but a fluffy kitten underneath who just wants someone to love him.

I mean he even enjoys cooking and likes keeping things clean and tidy. *Tink stares into the camera*.

He wants to settle down, maybe go out hunting sure but come home and snuggle up to watch Oprah, be loved, have someone care about him instead of him having to care for everyone, have someone to cook for him instead of having to cook for everyone else, have someone draw him a bath…

If only there was someone like that in the show.

I mean I would have been happy with it being anyone, obviously season 1-3 I was just waiting for someone to show up and fill those big empty boots that were laid next to Dean’s bed… just brazenly there, the emptiness is clear.

(Yes the empty visual spaces in season 13 are fantastic too, yes I love them :p).

I’ll be honest though in season 1-3 I didn’t expect what we got as the resolution to Dean’s love interest arc that was set up here, but it was so good when it happened, I mean, sparks literally flew so…here we are. Then built on for a decade as to why this character is consistently written as literally perfect for all the elements that were set up for Dean in the previous 3 seasons before he even showed up.

Season 13 isn’t destroying Dean’s character, I can’t even with that assertion, it’s just bat shit crazy, it’s brilliantly focusing on it in a more blatant way than it ever has done before and that is just so obvious if you rewatch season 1.

I love it :D

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we all agreed on angst tonight. it's such a sad thing to write, but it helps you grow as a writer sometimes. so tonight besties, the prompt is quite sad and angst filled. very much need arguments, doors slamming shut, tears....angst !!!

all of you guys understood the assignment yesterday btw.

furthermore, tonight's selfship prompt question, i'm giving you guys angst options. each option is quite an angst topic, but it's up to you on which one you want to write. you can combine them, only do one..it doesn't matter. i need you guys to have me grasping my name necklace that ran loves grabbing me by lmfaoo.

option 1. describe a time where you or your boo (or both) questioned your relationship and where you guys stand. be sure to include you know...what made you question the relationship in the first place

option 2. i know we hate a cliche cheater storyline, but describe a time where either you or your boo cheated. this can be sexually or mentally. also, be sure to include the aftermath of it.

option 3. using these sentence starters, write an angst drabble around either of these options (or use all of them, i don't care lol)

"you haven't been yourself lately."

"i just need some time to myself."

"did you ever really love me?"

"don't raise your fucking voice at me."

tags — @gabzlovesu @tyga-lily @misss-chrisss @shujiist @rinhoes @kookieflvr @miykui @festive @woahhajime @indiecursor @drvcko