#i missed you suitcase i missed youuuuu

[moonsidesong]

i actually really liked ii2 15. god it feels so nice to actually enjoy ii beyond like one singular character again

[lynenspray]

like a flower in june (got me blooming for you)

(wenseulrene gp!wendy threesome polyamory age gap au)

when college student kang seulgi spends her summer before senior year back in her hometown, she crosses paths with enigmatic older couple joohyun and seungwan. for better or for worse, she finds her life entagled with theirs. 

sprout

the morning sun shone through the window of seulgi's dorm room, casting a golden light on the cluttered space. it was an uncommon sight for her, as she rarely had time to appreciate her dorm these days. too often she had extra curricular activities that had her out from sunrise to sundown, but she figured that its rarity made it that much more special. 

she sat on her bed, surrounded by piles of clothes and textbooks, as she packed up her belongings. the school year had drawn to a close, and now she would make her way back to the sanctuary of her hometown for the summer.

a bittersweet wave of nostalgia washed over her as she meticulously folded each piece of clothing, tucking them away in her trusty suitcase. 

though she had come to cherish her college town, there was a certain magic about her childhood abode that she knew she would miss. that was why, despite the tradition of spending summer breaks with her tightly-knit group of friends, seulgi had made the decision to journey homeward this year.

at the other end of their shared dorm, hyunjung slumped in her chair, her pouty expression conveying a sense of woe as she let out a dramatic sigh. "i'm going to miss youuuuu," the younger girl whined, drawing out the final syllable.

seulgi chuckled, not even pausing in her packing. "okay, what did you do with the real hyunjung?" she teased, a wide grin creeping across her face.

the other almost-senior heaved another, even heavier sigh, placing her phone down on the bed. "it's going to be so different without you here! who's going to be my partner in crime for late-night mcflurry runs?" she lamented with a hint of humor in her tone.

"stop being so dramatic, it’s unlike you."

"i’m serious! we gotta keep in touch and chat on the phone," hyunjung suggested. "and we can plan some fun trips for when we're all back at school. make. sure. you. message," she emphasized.

seulgi nodded. "alright, alright,” she waved a hand dismissively. “and sure, that sounds like a great idea."

hyunjung perked up at the idea. "maybe you'll even have some new friends to introduce to the group. god knows i need a break from you three," she joked, rolling her eyes playfully.

seulgi shrugged, zipping up her suitcase. "hey, anything's possible."

as the sun began its slow descent in the sky, seulgi took one last sweeping glance around her now-empty side of the dorm room. her heart felt heavy as she realized that her junior college year had come to an end, but as she stepped out into the warm, inviting summer air, her spirits lifted.

the sweet fragrance of freshly cut grass and blooming flowers filled her senses, and she closed her eyes, savouring the feeling of freedom and possibility that came with the start of summer. with her trusty suitcase in hand, seulgi made her way down the street towards the bus stop, her heart racing with anticipation. even though it was a long journey back home, she couldn't wait to be reunited with her family and friends.

"remember to text me, okay?" hyunjung urged from beside her as they walked. the girl was definitely not that expressive about her affection, but her actions betrayed her; who would walk all the way to the bus stop across campus for someone they didn’t care about?

seulgi grinned, trying to ease her worries. "of course, i'll keep in touch."

"try really hard. the last time we were apart, i found out you were two hours away from campus because you wanted to go hiking."

seulgi shrugged, a mischievous glint in her eye, reminded of her thirst for adventure. it wasn’t like hyunjung was any different. that was how they became fast friends in the first place, despite being strangers when they met. 

"it was worth it. i made it in time for class, didn't i?"

hyunjung shook her head, rolling her eyes at seulgi's carefree attitude. "take care," she waved as seulgi left with a salute, getting up on the bus and leaving her behind.

—

when seulgi finally walked down the familiar streets of her hometown, she felt a sense of comfort wash over her. she passed by the park where she used to play as a child, and memories flooded her mind. the ice cream truck, the swings, the merry-go-round - it was all still there, just as she remembered it.

seulgi's heart thumped as she walked along the pavement, surveying the quiet street that led to her house. more memories of playing with her friends and riding bikes flooded her mind. when her house finally came into view, took a deep breath and walked towards the front door, ringing the doorbell.

"seulgi-yah! you're home!" her mother exclaimed, rushing towards her and wrapping her in a tight hug. "how was the trip here? i’m sorry we couldn’t fetch you, your brother borrowed the car."

seulgi grinned and hugged her mother back, feeling the warmth of her embrace. "i missed you too, eomma," she said, laughing as her mother grinned. “the trip was fine, and don’t worry about not being able to make the drive, i understand. oppa’s got his own things going on.”

as they pulled away from the embrace, her father emerged from the living room, smiling at the sight of his daughter. "princess, it's so good to have you home," he said, embracing her in a bear hug.

she smiled, feeling her father's strong arms around her. "thanks, appa. it's good to be back."

after a moment, her mother broke the embrace and suggested they take her things inside. "come on, let's get you settled in," she said, leading the way towards the college student’s room.

"i'm just so happy you're here," her mother said, smiling at her. “what about your plans to go abroad? are those still pushing through?”

“well, about that…” seulgi replied as she settled down in the living room, tucking her legs under her just as she did as a child. “i wanted to spend at least one summer back home before i go. i know it won’t be forever, but i guess… i just wanted to have a taste of it before everything starts changing.”

her parents nodded understandingly, and her father patted her hand. "aigoo, our princess. we're just happy to have you here for as long as we can," he said.

"i know you must have missed your friends and your life back in the city," her mother added. "but you'll always have a home here, and we'll make sure you have a wonderful summer."

seulgi's face lit up with a smile. leave it to her parents to be constantly in a cheerful mood. with a quick thanks to her mother who served her cold tea, she then asked, "anything new in the neighbourhood?"

"well, as a matter of fact," her father replied, "there are new neighbours. they moved into the big house on the corner last winter."

seulgi's interest was immediately piqued. that was the most expensive house in the street. "really?" she hadn’t been expecting that house to be sold… well, ever. it was practically a modern mansion in the corner of a regular suburban town in the countryside.

"yes, the new owners are a couple," her mother added, excitement evident in her voice. "both in their thirties and they have quite a reputation in the city."

seulgi's curiosity was now fully aroused. 

"their names are joohyun and seungwan," her mother replied, a smile spreading across her face. "they seem like lovely people. say hello when you get the chance, won't you?"

seulgi nodded thoughtfully. that was… nice, she guessed. it was interesting that a young couple decided to move into an old neighbourhood like theirs; there were barely any benefits to living in such a remote area. 

it would probably be a difficult place to adjust to, especially for cityfolk. the nearest gas station was two towns over, and there wasn’t even a hardware store beyond the small bodega her family owned. if they needed any professional house repairs they’d have to wait a few days and make do with whatever they could figure out themselves, much like everyone else in the neighbourhood did.

at least, while seulgi was gone, since she was the town’s handyman.

suddenly, she was struck by a bright idea.

"eomma, do you think they might need someone to do odd jobs around the house? if they haven't had it thoroughly renovated, there might be a few things i could help with."

"i don't recall there being any construction work done, no." her mother raised an eyebrow in surprise.

"any amount of money would help for my trip after senior year. and besides, it would be fun to do what i used to do as a kid. not only that, but it's just a way for me to get to know the new neighbours."

as seulgi finished explaining her reasoning, her parents exchanged a look before her mother turned back to her.

"well, why don't you give it a try? who knows, they really might need some help and appreciate the offer."

—

seulgi's heart was pounding with excitement and nerves as she made her way to the corner house. the mansion was huge. she knew this, of course, but to see it up close and from the porch was a completely different perspective.

as she walked up the steps, she took a deep breath, trying to calm her racing thoughts. straightening her shirt, she hoped that her simple outfit of a long sleeved shirt and thick cargo pants would be appropriate for the occasion. she had debated what to wear for hours, wanting to look nice but not wanting to appear too formal or overeager.

her nerves started to get the best of her when she eventually came face to face with the doorbell. what if they weren't home? what if they found her visit intrusive? she shook her head, trying to dispel her doubts. after all, her parents had encouraged her to say hello, and it was perfectly normal to introduce herself to new neighbours. 

but the other day, after a little more small talk, her mother had mentioned that joohyun and seungwan were both gorgeous, and seulgi couldn't help but feel a tinge of panic at the possibility. it didn’t even matter if it was true or not, the teasing worked.

as a gay woman, she knew all too well the typical anxiety that came with meeting someone she found attractive.

fuck. okay, stay cool. you’ve got this.

she took a deep breath and rang the doorbell, waiting for someone to answer. a few moments later, the door opened to reveal a beautiful woman who was only beginning to age gracefully. she had long, flowing hair and piercing brown eyes that seemed to look right through her.

christ in heaven.

“u-um,” she stuttered ridiculously. “hi! i'm seulgi," she extended her hand, knocking it in the doorway with a loud bang but ignoring the pain completely to save face. 

the sound itself startled the other woman, but seulgi’s practiced statement was enough of a distraction for her to ignore it. "i just moved back home for the summer, and i wanted to introduce myself and offer any services you might need."

the woman smiled warmly and shook her hand with a gentle grip, and seulgi was unsure if the throbbing in her knuckles caused her to feel her blood pump throughout her body with striking sensitivity, or if it was something else. 

"it's lovely to meet you, seulgi. i’m joohyun," she said. then, she tilted her head. "services?"

seulgi felt her cheeks heat up in embarrassment, realizing how fucking weird that sounded. "i mean, like, odd jobs or house-sitting or something. i don't desperately need the money, but any amount at all would help. plus, i used to do this kind of thing all the time when i was a kid, and i thought it would be nice to revisit those memories. i can mow lawns, clean pools, fix plumbing, any minor repairs or chores that don’t need a professional eye."

the woman’s eyes softened as she ended her stupid rambling. "that's very kind of you, seulgi. my partner, seungwan, is in the backyard. she was just complaining about something wrong with the pool heater — if you’re not busy right now, do you think you could take a look?”

“of course,” she replied, feeling a sense of relief that her offer was accepted.

joohyun led seulgi through the pristine front garden, past the magnificent doorway, through the immaculate living room, past a dining area fit for a banquet, and into a state-of-the-art kitchen that looked like it had never been used. the transparent sliding door at the other wall showed the beginnings of a large backyard with only slightly overgrown bushes.

“seungwan and i work long hours and we often have to travel for business, so it leaves us little time for basic upkeep and maintenance. we were thinking of hiring some help but…” joohyun looked away, looking a little embarrassed, then cleared her throat. “we changed our minds. it’s a pretty empty house, it’s more of the outdoors that need a helping hand.” 

seulgi listened attentively, eager to help in any way she could. "i can definitely help with that," she said with a smile. "i’ve lots of experience with outdoor maintenance, from outdoor plumbing to gardening, and i'm good with pets too, if you have any."

“thankfully not.” joohyun seemed to shudder at the very thought. “seungwan-ah! we have a visitor.”

the college student watched as a woman with platinum blonde hair squinted at the shed by the pool, seemingly lost in thought before finally noticing their approach.

“really? this early?” seungwan grinned, eyes alight with interest. “and someone this young?” seulgi blinked. early? young? for what?

joohyun walked over, her face tight with a look of mortification. "seungwan-ah," she said, her tone sharp. "this is seulgi-sshi, our new neighbor. she's offering her services."

“services?”

seulgi’s eyes darted between them in confusion. “yes? i'm offering to do odd jobs or house maintenance for a small fee, if you need it."

seungwan's eyes widened before looking at joohyun with a blush. confused, seulgi could only tilt her head in askance. "oh," the blonde exclaimed, looking embarrassed, raising her hands and shoulders as joohyun approached. "yes! we could definitely use some help around here," she quickly said, laughter sounding nervous.

joohyun cleared her throat, looking just as disturbed. "honey, weren’t you just taking a look at the heater? do you know what’s wrong?"

seungwan seemed to deflate and pout, which would have been strange for any other woman in their thirties, but both of them seemed so much younger. if not for some of the laugh lines around their faces, they could pass off as seulgi’s college classmates.

“no. it won’t even turn on.”

seulgi stepped forward. "i can take a look if you want," she said tentatively.

with their approval, she crouched down and opened the door to the shed. she peered inside, examining the various parts and pieces of the machine powering the pool. it didn't take long for her to find the culprit – a clogged filter.

"i think i found the problem," she said, pointing to the dirty instrument. "i can clean this out for you, or you can get a new one if you'd prefer. i suggest i clean it anyway, since the nearest hardware store is a few towns over by car."

seungwan and joohyun looked at each other, silently communicating. finally, joohyun spoke up. "if you wouldn't mind cleaning it out, that would be great. thank you so much, seulgi-sshi."

she nodded in response, feeling a sense of satisfaction at being able to help out. "no problem, i'll take care of it," she said with a smile.

as she worked on cleaning the filter, seungwan and joohyun kept her company, chatting about their work and how they found the area. seulgi was surprised to find that the couple were incredibly friendly and welcoming; it almost felt like they were welcoming her to the new neighbourhood, which was a funny thought. 

"you’re the ceo of son security?" her eyes widened in surprise at seungwan mentioning her job. if that were true, then seungwan was not just rich, but ultra-rich. son security had a near-monopoly over security systems all over the country.

seungwan, however, seemed almost shy. "yes. it’s more of a legacy thing, since my grandparents were the ones that started it all," she trailed off awkwardly, rubbing the back of her neck with a blush as joohyun gave her a look of adoration. "in fact, joohyun is even more impressive!"

seulgi was intrigued and turned to the raven-haired woman. "if it’s alright to ask, what do you do, joohyun-sshi?"

"i'm a ceo of a company in the agriculture industry," joohyun replied with a small smile.

whoa. "agriculture? like, the farming industry?" she asked, blinking in surprise.

joohyun's smile grew bigger. "yes, we practice sustainable and organic farming," she replied.

seulgi was impressed. "that's incredible!" she exclaimed sincerely. she’d always been a fan of nature and sustainability. to discover that someone near her was elbow deep in that kind of work was truly astounding. it wasn’t an easy task to think about the environment in an age of quickly advancing technology.

joohyun and seungwan exchanged amused looks at seulgi's reaction. 

oh shit. they’re paying you to work, not thirst, genius. seulgi quickly returned her attention to the filter, feeling a little embarrassed.

as she finished up, seulgi felt a small bubble of laughter form in her. she and her brother used to trespass in this very backyard — which was empty back then — and sneak in to use the pool when the owners were away.

but now, here she was, being entertained, in a way, by the owners themselves and even being paid for her services. it was a strange feeling, but seulgi found herself feeling grateful for the opportunity and turn of events.

joohyun's question interrupted seulgi's thoughts, causing her to snap out of her reverie. "seulgi-sshi, do you have to leave already?" she asked. "why don't you come inside and have some juice? we've got some snacks too, if you're hungry. it’s really not enough for just the two of us."

seulgi was about to politely decline, but then her stomach rumbled loudly, seemingly in agreement with joohyun's suggestion.

the three women laughed, breaking the tension that had built up during the awkward moments of their initial meeting. "sure, that sounds great. thank you," seulgi said, feeling grateful for the offer.

joohyun led seulgi inside the house, and the cool air from the air conditioning was a welcome relief from the sweltering heat outside. they made their way to the living room, where seungwan had already laid out a plate of sliced fruits and sandwiches.

seulgi felt a bit awkward as she sat down in the pristine living room, feeling a little out of place among the elegant furniture and expensive artwork on the walls. however, joohyun and seungwan quickly put her at ease with their friendly conversation and easy-going demeanor.

“so, seulgi-sshi, what do you do for work?” joohyun asked as she poured seulgi a glass of juice.

“um, i’m actually still in college,” she admitted, scratching the back of her neck. “i major in landscape architecture and urban planning,” seulgi replied, feeling a bit self-conscious.

"that's impressive," seungwan commented, taking a sip of her own drink. "what made you interested in that field?"

as they chatted and snacked on the delicious treats, seulgi already knew she admired the two women, but she felt it rise as the minutes passed. they were both successful and accomplished in their respective fields, but they also seemed so down-to-earth and kind.

eventually, seulgi realized that it was time for her to go when it was already dark out. she thanked joohyun and seungwan for their hospitality and headed out, feeling grateful for the unexpected encounter.

—

"i can't wait for the party tonight."

seulgi tried not to eavesdrop, she really did, but it was like her body had a mind of its own as she stopped behind a wall in the living room. 

"me neither. i've been looking forward to it all week."

“are the toys ready, love?”

a smack of lips. “of course, honey. you know how much i love it when you use them on me.”

seulgi felt her face flush until her ears turned red. it was seungwan who last spoke. and wasn’t it obvious what kind of toys adult women would be talking about?

her heart raced at the image that unwittingly surfaced in her mind. blonde hair splashed along crisp white sheets, sweat rolling down a smooth pale back, sticking raven tresses against alabaster skin.

fuck. she needed more water. seulgi nodded to herself, turning around and heading back to the kitchen before she got caught, one piece of information floating in her head as she poured a drink for herself.

a party.

—

a party, huh.

she couldn’t help herself. that night she lay awake in her the darkness of her room, looking out the window to see a few nondescript cars visiting the couple's house, which didn't seem out of the ordinary. sure, they were luxury cars, but was it really surprising to find out that a rich couple had rich friends?

what was peculiar, though, was that some of the cars stayed for days. they never 

it wasn't until the day before she was scheduled to come over and clean their garden and pool that all of the cars finally left. joohyun and seungwan, too, seemed to have left the house alone for now, probably busy with work. that was why they left her some spare keys.

she was admittedly a little high-strung when she entered the couple’s home. as she walked through the large doorway, she didn’t know what to expect. empty bottles of alcohol and messed up furniture? probably not – this wasn’t a college party. if there were any empty bottles, they were surely ones of expensive whiskey or wine properly set aside and not some cheap convenient store beer littering the floor

but it wasn’t seulgi’s duty to clean the interior of the home. joohyun and seungwan could perfectly handle that themselves, as they mentioned, and they did. there was not a single speck of dust left inside, only filled recycle bins that seulgi was tasked with bringing out when the garbage truck came by.

under seulgi’s responsibility were the outdoor areas: the roof, the garden, and the pool. she gulped, hands shaking, and proceeded to the backyard. 

and there it was.

the usual pristine surroundings were in disarray, sunbeds askew, towels left over tables – 

used condom wrappers on the floor.

what the fuck. what the fuck. 

she looked around, hoping that she had somehow misread the situation, but the unfamiliar clothing items and accessories confirmed her worst fears. she was compelled to stay in place, staring at the offending latex scattered between blades of perfectly cut grass and splayed across the marble edge of the infinity pool.

was this a nightmare? was she supposed to say something?

no. no! of course not, idiot. why would she mention something like that?! it shouldn’t have bothered her – she was an adult. true, she felt uncomfortable about the situation, but she wouldn’t say anything. 

how often did they do this? did they invite strangers into their home? and why didn't they warn her about the party beforehand?

irrelevant. shut up. stop freaking out like a child.

with a nod to herself and the miracle of only a small grimace, she slipped on her gardening gloves. she tried to remain composed as she cleaned up the evidence of the party, but she couldn't shake the feeling of embarrassment that gnawed at her. 

seulgi had always considered herself an adventurous person, and her road trips and summer vacations with her friends were a testament to that, but this was different. she felt like an outsider, as if she had stumbled upon a secret society that she wasn't meant to be a part of.

she got to cleaning up the used condom wrappers and moved on to the towels and sunbeds, straightening them out and restoring some sense of order to the outdoor area. as she worked, seulgi tried to push the whole experience out of her mind, but it lingered there like an unwelcome guest.

she finished swiftly and with less attentive grace than usual, leaving as soon as she could and not a single moment longer, because what the fuck was that. 

at least at home, everything would be normal.

—

“princess, how is working for joohyun and seungwan?”

seulgi jumped at the sudden question. her heart raced as she struggled to come up with a response, hands deep in soapy water. well, mom, they apparently like to have wild fuck parties. yeah, tell her that and give her a heart attack.

"they're good, eomma. they were really happy with how the pool turned out, now that the heating is fixed." seulgi said, her voice slightly shaky.

her mother didn’t seem to sense anything was off. “we heard some rumors about them. they’re probably just baseless, but you know how old people like to meddle."

seulgi's heart beat so hard she thought it was about to burst out of her chest. what rumors? and how did her parents find out? even if the backyard area of the couple’s home was in open air, it still had a lot of privacy, surrounded by tall trees that blocked the view of anyone past their fence. 

wait, why was she even worried?! it wasn’t like it was any of her business if the neighbourhood found out.

she tried to compose herself before answering. "what rumors, mom? and who told you?"

“people are saying that they're actually on the run from the tax authorities in the city or something. they think the couple is hiding out here to avoid getting caught."

seulgi felt a wave of relief wash over her. so it wasn't about the party after all. she had almost forgotten about the reason she was supposed to be worried. "oh, that? yeah, i've heard some rumors about that too," seulgi said, playing it cool. "but i don't think there's anything to worry about. they seem like nice people, and they've been treating me well at work."

her mom raised an eyebrow skeptically. "are you sure about that? i don't want you getting mixed up with any illegal activity. you know how dangerous that can be."

seulgi rolled her eyes. her mom could be so overprotective sometimes. "mom, i'm just cleaning their backyard. it's not like i'm involved in anything illegal. and besides, it's just rumors. we don't even know if they're true."

her mom sighed. "i guess you're right. but just be careful, okay? i don't want anything bad happening to you."

seulgi nodded, grateful for her mom's concern. "don't worry, mom. i'll be fine." as she said the words, though, she couldn't help but wonder if she was being too optimistic. there was something about joohyun and seungwan that made her feel uneasy.

how could they look so… harmless, only to be hiding such a secret as that? 

and why did they let her see its aftermath?

—

that night, seulgi's dream was intense and vivid. she found herself standing by the pool, the sun beating down on her skin. 

her eyes were drawn to joohyun and seungwan, lounging on deck chairs with drinks in their hands, their naked bodies glistening in the sunlight. they took turns kissing each other passionately, their bodies entwined in a sensuous dance.

seulgi tried to look away, feeling a flush of embarrassment creeping up her neck. she didn't want to see this, didn't want to be a part of it. but she found herself unable to tear her gaze away, as if she were trapped in a spell.

suddenly, joohyun sat up and looked directly at seulgi. "come join us," she said with a smirk.

seulgi shook her head frantically. "no, i can't. i shouldn't even be here. this is wrong."

but seungwan chimed in, voice low and seductive. "you know you want to. don't be afraid to let go, seulgi."

seulgi's heart was pounding in her chest as she stepped closer to them. their hands reached out to her, pulling her onto the deck chair between them.

the dream became hazy and surreal, a blur of bodies and sensations. seulgi felt like she was drowning in pleasure and desire, unable to resist the pull of joohyun and seungwan.

suddenly, she found herself undressing and joining them as they pulled her in the pool, where they explored each other's bodies in ways seulgi had never experienced before. the water around them churned with their movements, the air filled with their moans and sighs.

but then she heard a voice, faint at first but growing louder. it was her mom, calling out to her from the other room. seulgi's eyes snapped open, and she realized that it had all been a dream. she was safe in her own bed, alone.

it all felt so real that seulgi woke up feeling disoriented and agitated, with her body wet with sweat. she couldn't shake the images from her mind, and she wondered what it all meant. she sat up in bed, her heart still pounding, and took a deep breath.

“what the hell was that?" she whispered to herself.

—

seulgi couldn't shake the images from her dream as she got ready for work. the vividness of it all had left her feeling disoriented and off-kilter. as she gathered her cleaning supplies, she tried to push the thoughts out of her mind, but they clung to her like a persistent mist.

luckily, seulgi had a job to do that would take her away from joohyun and seungwan's house for the day. she was scheduled to clean mrs. kim’s roof at the other end of their neighbourhood, giving her some much-needed time and space to clear her head.

seulgi took a deep breath and set out, determined to focus on the task at hand and leave the dream behind her. the roof was covered in leaves and debris, and seulgi could see that it hadn't been cleaned in a while. she took a deep breath and got to work, using a leaf blower to clear away the loose debris before scrubbing the stubborn stains with a specialized cleaning solution. 

as she worked, seulgi felt a sense of satisfaction at the visible progress she was making. despite the heat and the sweat trickling down her back, she was determined to do a thorough job and leave the roof spotless.

“seul!”

seulgi was startled by the sound behind her but breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that it was only jisoo, mrs. kim's daughter, peering out of the window by the ladder. she was pleasantly surprised to see her old friend after months of not catching up. "jisoo! it's so good to see you," seulgi exclaimed with a smile.

jisoo grinned back and said, "likewise! i'm glad to see you're still working hard. how have you been?"

seulgi took a moment to gather her thoughts before replying, "everything's been good. just busy with work this summer."

"hey, you want to take a break? i've got some drinks inside, and we can catch up."

seulgi was relieved to have a sense of normalcy tethering her and nodded, "sure, that sounds great." she followed jisoo inside the house, walking through the familiar hall. they sat at the kitchen table and caught up on old times. seulgi found herself relaxing in jisoo's company until the conversation took a turn she wasn't expecting.

"so, have you heard about joohyun and seungwan?" jisoo suddenly asked.

seulgi's heart skipped a beat, and she nervously swallowed her juice before responding, "what about them?" as much as she tried to avoid thinking about joohyun and seungwan, it seemed like they were constantly finding a way back into her thoughts.

jisoo leaned back in her chair and continued, "i heard from a friend that they're actually running some kind of underground club. you know, like a swinger's club or something. it's supposed to be super exclusive and secretive."

seulgi felt a wave of shock and dread wash over her. she didn't know how to respond to jisoo's statement. she took a sip of her juice to try and calm her nerves, but it did little to quell the sense of panic rising inside of her. "that's... interesting. i don't know if that's true or not," she said hesitantly.

jisoo shrugged. "it's just a rumor, anyway. but if it is true, it wouldn't surprise me. do you even know their day jobs?"

seulgi thought for a moment. "seungwan runs son security and joohyun owns a company involved in agriculture," she replied unsurely.

jisoo blinked. "oh. okay. that's kind of boring, actually," she said with a laugh, not bothered by the uncertainty of the situation.

with only a shaky laugh in reply, seulgi spent the rest of her day with a knot of uneasiness in the pit of her stomach.

seulgi couldn't stop thinking about what jisoo had said as she finished up the job on mrs. kim’s roof. as she climbed down the ladder and made her way back home, her mind was racing with questions and doubts.

could it really be true that joohyun and seungwan were running some kind of underground club?

she tried to shake off the thought and focus on the task at hand. but the image of joohyun and seungwan, the couple everyone knew to be kind and somewhat reserved, running a swinger's club was too much for seulgi to ignore. she decided she needed to find out the truth for herself.

when she arrived home, she tossed her work clothes in the hamper and pulled out her laptop. she started searching online for any information about the supposed underground club, but found nothing. it was as if it didn't exist at all.

frustrated and exhausted, seulgi decided to call it a day. she climbed into bed, hoping that sleep would come and bring some relief to her troubled mind. but as soon as she closed her eyes, she was back in the dream, watching joohyun and seungwan explore each other's bodies with wild abandon, cajoling her, inviting her, pleasuring her.

fuck.

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the next morning, seulgi woke up feeling more tired than ever. she reluctantly got out of bed, hoping that a cup of coffee would give her the energy to face the day. as she walked to the kitchen, her phone rang.

"hello?" she answered groggily.

"hey, seulgi-sshi! it's joohyun," came the cheerful voice on the other end. "listen, our tv has been acting up again, and we were wondering if you could come take a look at it?"

seulgi rubbed her eyes, trying to shake off the sleepiness, still only half awake and only 10% aware of what was even spilling out of her mouth. "sure, i can swing by later today. what time works for you?"

joohyun and seungwan agreed on a time, and seulgi made her way over to their house once again. as she worked on the tv, she couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed about the dream she had the previous night. she tried to push the thoughts to the back of her mind and focus on her task at hand.

"so, seulgi-sshi, how's the tv looking?" joohyun asked with a smile.

"it looks like there was just a janky wire. i cut and fixed it for you."

"thank you, seulgi-sshi. we appreciate your help," seungwan said, her voice laced with a hint of something that seulgi couldn't quite place.

joohyun and seungwan led seulgi outside to their garden, mentioning something about its overgrown state. seulgi noticed that she did indeed leave it that way, completely forgetting to trim the hedges, and she felt a pang of anxiety mixed with a strange sense of intrigue at the way the couple was eyeing her.

"i'm sorry i wasn't able to trim the hedges last time," seulgi said, feeling herself give way to the insistent eyes boring into her.

joohyun and seungwan exchanged a look. "why not?" seungwan asked. “was there something else you had to do? did the weather not permit it? or… is there another reason?”

seulgi's heart sank as she realized the conversation was taking an ominous turn. joohyun and seungwan's persistent questioning about why she couldn't do her duties felt more like an interrogation than innocent curiosity.

she shrugged in an attempt to evade their questions, and seungwan seemed like she was about to start another round of questioning, but joohyun cut her off with an elbow to the ribs and a glare. 

"seulgi-sshi, we're not going to judge you. we just want to understand why you left so quickly last time."

seulgi felt a cold sweat break out on her forehead. she knew where this conversation was heading, and she didn't want to be a part of it. "i'm sorry, i just had to leave."

"why is that?" seungwan pressed, nonplussed by seulgi’s reluctance to give a straight answer. "we're not upset, we just want to know."

seulgi hesitated, feeling her nerves fray at the edges. she knew that she was about to reveal something she shouldn't, but the fear of what would happen if she didn't was even worse. 

"i didn't want to invade your privacy," she finally admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.

joohyun and seungwan exchanged a look, and seulgi knew she had made a mistake. "you know, seulgi, there's nothing wrong with exploring your wild side. we actually have a friend who is throwing a little get-together next weekend. we were thinking of going, and we'd love for you to come with us."

seulgi's heart skipped a beat. she couldn't believe what she was hearing. was this really happening? she felt a mix of excitement and fear, unsure if she was ready for what they were suggesting. 

"i don't know. i mean, i'm not really into that kind of thing."

seungwan placed a hand on seulgi's shoulder as the two of them sat on either side of her on the couch, inciting goosebumps to burst across her skin and a flush to take over her face. 

"it's okay, seulgi-sshi. you don't have to do anything you're not comfortable with. it's just a small gathering with a few like-minded friends. nothing crazy. you can just watch. if you want to.”

seulgi chewed on her bottom lip, feeling the weight of their offer. she knew deep down that she was curious, that a part of her wanted to explore this side of herself. 

“we’ll take care of you, baby. you don’t have to worry about anyone touching you other than us.” joohyun’s voice was low, seductive, her fingers trailing behind seulgi’s ear as she tucked loose strands of hair out her face.

“she’s right, sweetheart. won’t you consider it?” she felt her eyelids flutter at seungwan’s tone, breath ghosting her ear, her palm rubbing soothing circles on her stiff back.

she couldn't get the dream out of her head.

joohyun and seungwan, their bodies intertwined with reckless abandon, had invaded her subconscious and refused to leave. she knew that she wouldn't be able to get it out of her system unless she saw it for herself.

"i'll come," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

joohyun’s face lit up at seulgi's response, but there was something sinister in her expression that made seulgi's skin crawl. "we knew you would," she said, a sly smile playing on her lips.

what was she getting herself into?

[betzabobababi]

Broken Tom Holland x Reader

Chapter 2: If Only

jtlyk there are gonna have a flashback through out the story :)

Warning: swearing

Plot: Y/n and Tom were made for each other and have been married for nearly 10 years but what happens when they go through putrid rough patch?

Summary: The conversation from the coffee date, And a shit ton of If Only's

 AUTHOR'S POV

You were overly excited for the coffee meet up / date. Even though you guys were married, both of you felt like it was your first date. As you got dressed you wondered how Tom always managed to stay at a hotel when you knew that he only had a certain amount pair of outfits in his suitcases that he took on his last trip to L.A for an interview when Spider-Man:  Far From Home started filming

FLASHBACK

Y/N'S POV

"Okay y/n/n, I'm leaving I'll see you in two weeks!"

"Oh Okay! Bye Bubs, I love youuuuu!"

I leaned in to kiss Tom but to my surprise he turned his head so that instead of me kissing him on the lips I ended up kissing him on the cheek. It took me by surprise but never the less I brushed it off thinking that he was just excited for the interview. If only I would have asked him about it before then maybe I would have saved myself a broken and aching heart but I didn't. Which till this day is one of the mistakes in Tom's and I's relationship. 

END OF FLASHBACK

Y/N's POV

I knew that I was a bit early but I wanted to be able to order our coffee and some delicious croissants that Z had been telling me that they sold there. I had been listening to the same song I had on repeat for more than I could remember after Tom left "Only love can hurt like this, Must've been a deadly kiss", and it was true love did hurt the way I had been hurting. As I walked into the coffee shop I smelt the strong odor of coffee. I felt a small tingling feeling as I was consuming the smell. I got in line and as soon as I finished ordering I felt two warm strong arms wrapped around my body and I melted mentally.

TOM'S POV

I went into the coffee shop and I instantly noticed Y/N. She had this oversized sweater dress with thigh boots and a black belt wrapped on her waist, paired with the bag I gave to her on our 2 year anniversary.

 I marveled at the simple but beautiful outfit she put together. As I finished looking at her in awe I walked up behind her and hugged her from behind and rested my head in between her neck and shoulder. 

Y/N'S POV

"Hello darling I missed you"

I missed you? I missed you!? What the Fuck!?!? 

I swear if only we weren't in a coffee shop surrounded by people, I would have punched him in the nose the second he wrapped his arms around me

I was mad...No I was livid but being the wife of Tom Holland a world known actor came with its perks. For instance being able to go over Tom's lines with him, which unbeknownst to him helped me perfect my acting skills. So instead of going loose on him I kept my perfect fake smile on, turned around squealed and smothered him in feather kisses along his face.

FLASHBACK

AUTHOR'S POV

Y/n NO!

WHAT DO YOU MEAN NO HUH?

I mean No I don't want you to come with me okay!?

Wow, ok you know what?

what?

I know you are hiding something from me and I am going to find out what you are because we have been married for nearly 10 god damn years okay?! I know you. I know when you lie. I know more of you than you probably ever will! 

Im Not Lying Y/N! OKAY? Im not lying I swear its just I have a lot on my mind right now.

Fine. But do NOT expect me to believe that you aren't LYING!!! BECAUSE I WON'T AND I DON'T

END OF FLASHBACK

TOM'S POV

"Y/n" I said softly

"hm?" y/n hummed lightly in response

"People are watching" I said warily

"I don't Care Let them watch" she said with a huff

"Y/n?" I said again

"whattttt" she groaned

"Food's ready" I said as the barista gave us our drinks and food

"FOOD!" Y/n Squealed eagerly

AUTHORS POV

Both of them got their food and walked towards one of the booths near the corner of the shop surrounded by a wall surrounded by books.

"Sooo how was filming?" y/n said dragging the O's and with a bit of hesitance in her voice.

"It was tiring but I loved it I can't wait for tomorrow I just wish I could stay there forever."

"Of course you do"

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Oh just how you're never home and you decide to just tell your wife that you wish you could stay at your job forever than be home with her. But Oh Wait! You technically have been spending forever there. This is the first time I have seen you in THREE. FUCKING. MONTHS!!! Ok? im tired of this. Im tired of going to sleep at night alone in a fucking apartment you had us move into, so you could be closer to your fucking job! You haven't even bothered to face time. I only hear you once a day. Twice if I get lucky! Im. Tired. Of. This. If only you cared enough. If only you loved me enough to be at home with me at least once a week. If only you'd realize that "this" (you said pointing between both of you) isn't healthy. If only you were there for me when I really needed it." you said as you had finally exploded. You were tired of all the shit he had put you through. You were tired that you never got to see you husband anymore.

Tom was confused, hurt, angry, and disappointed. He was confused as to when things got this bad between you two. He was hurt because he realized you had every right to be upset at him. He was angry with himself because he let things get so out of hand, and he was disappointed in himself because he knew that this was his fault. If only he had gone home more. If only he had talked to you more frequently. If only he would have realized how much he had fucked up. If only he would have tried to be with you more. If only. If only.

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congrats to 2.7k :))) I have a JJ prompt request from the kiss list: ii. goodbye kisses. the realisation and the look in the other’s eyes of letting go. tears running down cheeks and hands ghosting on cheeks. (angsty, but not full angst pls, like they gonna meet soon-ish e.g.?)

Thank youuuuu!! And okay :)

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“I’m gonna be back in a week, J,” you mumbled against his lips before you felt a wetness hit your cheek. You weren’t feeling overly emotional, maybe a little sad but there were tears on your face. When you pulled away for a second, you saw who they were coming from. “Why are you crying, sweetheart?”

“I- it’s really stupid but I’m scared that when you go, you’re gonna fall in love with the campus, and then you’ll leave me to go there,” he admitted, his hands trailing down your arms until they met yours and he intertwined your fingers together.

“Babe,” you started before lifting his head up with your joined hands to make him look at you, “I am just going there to get my dad to shut up about it. I know I’m gonna hate it because only a bunch of rich snobs like Rafe Cameron go to college there so you will not have to worry about me going there. The campus is pretty but everything else makes it hideous.”

“So you aren’t gonna leave me forever?” he whispered, pressing his lips to your jaw countless times. You were quick to capture his lips in a long passionate kiss, one that told him how much you loved him and how much he meant to you. Seeing him like this made you a tad emotional yourself, tears brimming your eyes as it dawned on you that you would be without your crazy boyfriend for a week and how you’d miss him so much.

“Why are you crying now?” he chuckled a watery laugh as he caught the one tear that managed to escape and held your cheek in his calloused hand.

“Because I’m gonna miss you dumbass,” you laughed, turning your head slightly to place your lips against his palm.

“Y/n! Sweetie, we need to leave now!” your mother shouted from the other side of your door.

“I’ll grab your suitcase,” JJ stated before he bent down to pull on the handle and drag it behind you two. You got in the passenger seat after putting your bags up and JJ stood there with the door still open. “I’m gonna miss you but have a little fun. Not too much though.”

You laughed at the endearing mess of a blond in front of you and pulled him into you by his arm. It wasn’t the most passionate kiss nor as long as you would’ve wanted but your mom was waiting on you. You savored every moment as did JJ and then you had to pull away.

“I’ll text you when I get there and then I’ll call you later tonight,” you told him before he nodded and shut the door for you after laying a quick kiss to your lips. As your mom pulled out of the driveway, JJ waved at you and you waved back, continuing to wave until the two of you couldn’t see each other anymore. And just like that, it would be a week of enduring your father’s alma mater until you would see your beloved boyfriend again.

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[jamkookies]

Sweater Weather

Description :  A trip to Malta for the shooting of Bon Voyage seems peaceful enough until the moment things take an unexpected turn...

Word count : 2.4k

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People kept gathering like bees after honey, trying to sneak a peak at the mysterious young man with the melodious voice.

It hadn't taken too long for the little crowd to assemble around the both of you, observing the modest performance with an unexpected eagerness.

You were quite good at singing, but no match for Jungkook, so you'd let him take the lead, subtly harmonising with his beautiful voice instead.

This had only attracted more curious eyes, stumbling their way towards thesight of the two overgrown teenagers sitting cross legged on the sand.

You'd seen their interest and used it in your own advantage, going through every song you thought would please the audience.

From Euphoria to Begin to Ending scene.

He'd sang them all with the same heartfelt passion he showed in a concert.

Then, a tug at your sleeve from him had been enough to make you join him. His lips had stretched into a wide smile when hearing you sing Dimple after a very long time.

It had went the same for other songs as well.

Spring Day, The Truth Untold...

You'd intentionally chosen these soft-sounding songs to match the mood settled around you and you'd be lying if you said you hadn't enjoyed it at least one bit. Reminiscing the old songs had made you feel at home once again, letting you experience the nostalgia of good old times.

After having to perform a number of them, you'd expected to get a little tired, but the never-ending clinking of coins being thrown into the hat only encouraged you to go harder, louder, and every time you both stopped to catch your breath the crowd would protest, urging you to continue.

Aktar, they would cheer.

More.

If you kept at this pace, those 200 Euros would be a closed case by tonight.

At least, you hoped so.

But I still want youuuuu.....

You both finish at the same time, finally putting an end to the song and the crowd bursts into applause.

Your face hurts from smiling too much and when you turn your head to the side, you see that the exact same expression rests on Jungkook's too.

Even in the pitch darkness, the glinting of the coins filling the hat to the brim can be seen clearly and you definitely don't miss the folded edges of the occasional banknote.

That was easier than you expected.

You'd worked your butt off all day at the hotel, struggling to get at least half of what you'd earned right now.

A sudden feeling of greediness takes over you and without even realizing, you're sticking your hand into Jungkook's pocket, retrieving the phone inside.

He looks flabbergasted by your sudden action, but you pay him no mind, swiping left and right till you've found what you were looking for.

Just when he thought it couldn't get stranger than this you lean in and whisper into his ear.

His eyes go wide as saucers.

"A-are you sure?" he stutters, but there's a hint of anticipation in his eyes.

Instead of answering you grab a handful of his shirt and pull him up to his feet.

The crowd parts for the both of you as you stand in the middle of the small clearing and as soon as the first sounds of Fake Love fill the silence, your limbs start moving.

Jungkook's body moves rhythmically to the beat of the song you'd performed hundreds of times in so many concerts, now more familiar than the back of your hand.

You mirror his movements with deadly accuracy, careful not to miss anything.

It was hard dancing to such a challenging choreography with only the two of you and no kind of formation whatsoever, but that didn't stop you from putting every ounce of effort into it.

People oooh and aaah every time they see a particularly difficult move and at the corner of your vision you notice some phones recording.

The song comes to its climax, the highlight of the whole performance and when you signal Jungkook with a wink, he seems more than ready. With a fluid movement, his hand slides down to grab at the hem of his shirt and he  quickly lifts it up, flashing the crowd his rippling abs.

You almost go deaf at the screeches of young girls fanning themselves fervently when they catch a glimpse of his toned body.

They were practically drooling, and if you were completely honest, you didn't blame them.

Your handsome companion was a sight for sore eyes.

Ripping your stare off of him, you try and focus on accomplishing your last moves successfully.

The song finally comes to an end.

The crowd's loud clapping and whistling bring a smile to your face and even though you're both panting, sweat sticking to your hair and clothes, you  link your hands with Jungkook and bow down to the audience.

You're bursting with joy, the adrenaline still restlessly flowing into your veins after keeping your body into a lethargic state for so long.

That excitement, however, crumbles into pieces when you see the group of girls from earlier approaching the both of you. One of them has a piece of paper in her hands with something scribbled in it.

Her number, apparently.

With a coy smile, she holds it out to him and to your surprise, a deep red hue falls across Jungkook's cheeks. He looks between you and the girl, hands hovering mid-air.

Weak human.

The girl probably thought she stood a chance to get him to himself.

Yeah, right. Over your dead body.

"Hu għandu ħabiba." You clear your throat and look at her down your nose.

She sweeps an intentionally long look at you from head to toe but you don't blink an eye.

Come on, you spoiled brat. Get the message already.

Jungkook seems as if he's trying to say something to ease the tension but you're both too busy having a staring competition with each other to bother acknowledging him.

It is only when one of the girl's friends tugs at her shirt that she breaks the stare, dragged along out of your reach and the sight of hidden fists by your sides.

At least, someone was smart enough not to face your wrath.

After you're certain they've turned into tiny moving specs, you uncurl your fists and flash Jungkook a grin as if nothing had happened.

"Come on." you say and take his hand into yours but only after you've tucked his shirt in, eliminating any chance for him to show more skin.

He opens his mouth.

"Don't bother." you interrupt.

"But-"

You raise your eyebrow.

"I was gonna reject her, I swear. I just didn't know how to say it. Different from you, I don't speak Maltese." he says in a breath.

The words immediately soften your features, any attempts at making fun of him now utterly forgotten.

"I already knew that, Kooks. I just didn't want her to make you uncomfortable." you smile. "And it's not like I know Maltese. Liena taught me some words, that's all."

"Well, she sure looks like she taught you the most important ones." he mumbles. "What did you say to her, anyway?"

"I told her you had a girlfriend but the message didn't quite reach her braincells."

He puffs out his chest in smug satisfaction and a wolfish grin appears on his face.

"Posessive, aren't you?"

"That, I am. Now let's go."

Trudging through the sand, you go back to where you'd been sitting a while ago and it feels like everything is going to be okay again.

Except for one minor detail.

The hat is missing.

It's impossible to contain the screech of anger and terror that rips out of your chest. Jungkook's eyes follow your line of vision and when he understands the situation he gasps loudly.

"My hat!" he exclaims.

"My money!" you echo.

"Your money?"

"This is not the time, Jungkook."

"Where the hell did it go?" he asks, turning his head in all directions, in hopes of detecting it.

Indeed, it was like his infamous lucky charm had disappeared into thin air.

Or something else that was thin had taken it.

"Why, that prissy little–"

"Whoah, whoah, where are you going?"

Jungkook stops you right as you're about to stomp off to God knows where.

"She took it." you grit between your teeth.

"Who?"

"The girl that gave you her number. She took the hat."

"Okay, now you're overreacting." Jungkook says. "Why would she do that? Someone else must've taken it while we weren't looking."

"She did it to spite me, obviously." you state, as if it was the clearest thing in the universe.

He sighs and leans heavily on you.

"We shouldn't have relied on easy money in the first place."

"Easy money?" you cry. "That was exhausting."

"You worked for fifteen hours at the hotel and didn't even say a word. Now, singing and dancing for a couple of songs is exhausting?"

You bite your tongue and swallow whatever words were about to come out of your mouth.

He had a point.

"What are we gonna do now?" he sighs once again.

The bones of your shoulders crack loudly when you stretch up to your toes.

"I don't know, but I'm really tired to worry about it right now. We should find somewhere to sleep. And no hotels."

You turn to Jungkook, cutting him off before he could even say anything.

"We lost whatever money we earned a while ago and we're definitely not gonna touch anything from the ones we already have."

"Guess we've gotten used to sleeping outdoors, huh?" Jungkook laughs humorlessly.

"I told you from the beginning you were gonna suffer if you followed me, Kook."

"I've been suffering because of you for a long time now." he says in a low voice and there's nothing you can do to stop the fluttering in your chest.

He did things like this quite often.

Blurting out whatever thought was lurking into his mind.

No filters.

No nothing.

He said he was the one suffering but he had no idea what kind of mess he'd made out of you. You were torn to pieces, utterly devastated and it was all because of him.

A slight smile hangs on your lips and you twirl a finger into one of his soft curls. As if pushed by your action, he slings an arm across your shoulders and pulls you close to him.

"Let's go."

Dragging both of your suitcases behind you, you opt for a bench looking out into the sea. It wasn't the most comfortable looking thing but it was better than nothing. Sleeping into some dark corner would only attract muggers to rob you of whatever you'd had left.

At least the beach was out in the open.

You sit down on the bench for a moment and when a wind breezes past you, Jungkook shivers. You silently reach into the suitcase and take out one of his baggy sweaters.

"Here." you say and offer it to him. "I know that shirt is uncomfortable."

His eyes unconsciously flick left and right.

"In here?"

"Go ahead, I won't look."

He chuckles when you turn your back on him but finally takes the sweater.

You hear the swish of clothes as he changes and keep your eyes straight ahead, not daring to move a muscle.

It was not something you'd never seen before, but just the thought of him being undressed made a flaring heat warm your ears.

"Okay, you can turn around now."

You do and almost melt into a puddle at the sight of his soft fluffy hair sticking out in all directions. The sweater is really loose on him but it looks so comfortable and inviting.

You almost felt like–

"Wanna join me?" he say and opens his arms wide.

"W-what?"

"You look like you're cold."

"No, I'm fine." you say but as the wind flutters against your hair, you involuntarily shudder.

Jungkook tsks and without warning pulls you to himself, wrapping his arms around you. You almost hum in satisfaction, when suddenly he pulls the sweater over his head only to tuck you in it.

Lord, pray for my soul.

You're both sticking out your heads at the same collar, the piece of clothing now snugly wrapped around two bodies. Having nothing to support you, you're left with the option of putting a hand onto his torso.

Big mistake.

The hard muscles of his abdomen are burning hot under your fingertips and you curl your hands into fists, not knowing what else to do.

He squirms and giggles.

"That tickles."

"It's not my fault! Why did you put me into this thing?"

"I wanted to."

"Stop whining then. And by the way, why are you so hot?"

"I don't know. Guess I was born like this." he simply answers.

"I meant your skin, dumbass. Do you have a fever or something?"

"Oh." he smiles cheekily when he realizes his mistake. "It's probably because of the dance earlier."

"Probably." you echo.

"You don't have to be so stiff, you know. It's not like we're strangers." he says.

In response, you link your arms behind his back, your own T-shirt now the only barrier between the two of you. To say that the level of your confidence had boosted was an understatement. You slide your hand to the small of his back and tickle him. He twists and wriggles but to no avail. There's nowhere to go with the sweater trapping you in.

You cackle delightedly.

"You said not to be stiff, didn't you?"

He mirrors the position you're in and puts his own hands behind your back.

"I did. Now go to sleep."

If someone would have told you that you'd be sharing a sweater with Jungkook on a beach in Malta one month ago, you would've slapped them unconscious.

Yet here you were, nothing keeping you apart but bare skin.

And a T-shirt.

You're grateful, nonetheless.

Grateful for the way he has offered you his heart on a silver plate.

You don't break apart.

Not even when the ceaseless nightmares make his face scrunch in pain and he whines in his sleep. You hug him even tighter, caressing his skin and whispering sweet nothings into his ear until he's finally calm and peaceful.

Nothing can scare you as long as you have him.

You expect everything now.

The dark sky turning into a deep purple.

The sun rays slowly sneaking their way into your face, declaring a new day's beginning.

You expect all of that.

But you most certainly do not expect to see looming over you the good ol' bodyguard flanked by two other men.

[styleslot]

Amanda! I have brown hair and blue eyes! surprising harry on tour would be so cute! like having Mitch help keep it a surprise! You can make it how you want, but long and super fluffy? Thank youuuuu

Here you are lovely xx hope you enjoy

“He has noidea,” Mitch said as he spoke to you on the phone, two days before you were setto arrive in Seattle.

“That’sthe whole point of a surprise Mitch,” you chuckled. “I would hope he doesn’tknow.”

“Iknow how to keep a secret Amanda.” You could practically hear the eyeroll.

“Congrats.”

Mitchlaughed on the other end of the phone, knowing the sarcasm was all in good fun.“Okay sassy, I need to know your flight information so I can make suresomeone’s there to pick you up at the airport.”

“Ie-mailed you my itinerary, did I not?” You pulled out your laptop, going intoyour ‘sent’ folder. “Yeah, it says I sent it to you yesterday.”

Itwas silent on the other end for a moment, you could fairly assume he waschecking his e-mail.

“Ah,there it is! Great!” he finally spoke up.

“Who’scoming to pick me up?” you asked, holding your phone between your shoulder andyour ear so you could pull your suitcase out of your closet.

“We’llsend a car, don’t worry, it’ll be someone you know. You know most of the teamdon’t you?”

“Yeah.”

“Great,”Mitch smiled on his end. “I’ll text you when I know who’s gonna be there. Otherthan that, everything’s set in place.”

“Allthere’s left to do is wait,” you hummed. “I’ll see you on Saturday.”

“Seeyou then.”

***

Fridaywas one of the longest, yet quickest days you had ever experienced. As much asthings seemed to drag on, evening seemed to creep up on you in no time. Beforeyou knew it, your flight was only a couple hours away.

Yoursuitcase was ready, sat next to the front door and all you needed to throw intoyour carry on was your laptop and your chargers. It was crazy to think thatafter being months apart, you’d be seeing him in just a few hours. Needless tosay, you were very excited. You barely slept that night.

Yourflight left at 1:30 the following afternoon. With the show being at 8 that samenight, there was the possibility of cutting things close, but if everythingwent smoothly, then surely you would be fine.

***

Youheld onto your breath when the plane finally touched down in Seattle. It was5:06, perfect timing. While the plane was taxiing to the gate, you turned offairplane mode and opened Mitch’s contact.

'Guesswho just landed!’

'Thankgod! car is on the way already. Jeff’s gonna pick you up.’

'Hehas the time??’

'Apparently’

Yougrinned to yourself, turning your phone back off and looking out your window.The plane came to a stop, and you looked up towards the front of the vessel,people getting up to get their things from the overhead compartments. It wouldbe a couple minutes before they opened the doors. The more time that passed,the more your stomach flipped. With happiness and nervousness.

You only hada little bag that you were able to store under the seat ahead of you, so whenit came to your turn to leave, you lifted the strap over your shoulder and madeyour way down the aisle. Thanking the flight attendants, you were well on yourway.

Sure enough,when you got through baggage, Jeff waited in a blocked off sector of thearrivals area, waving towards you when you came through the doors. Smilingwidely, you headed towards him, dragging your suitcase behind you.

“Amanda! Howare you?” he smiled softly, taking your bag for you.

“Nervous?Excited?” you chuckled softly.

“I’m sureHarry would be feeling the same way if he knew you were coming.”

He led youout to the car that was waiting for the two of you. You got in the back andrubbed over your legs. Jeff climbed in next to you an gave the driver the allclear signal.

“Is healready at the stadium?”

“Oh yeah, we’vebeen there since this morning doing sound checks and everything.”

“Is thatwhere we’re going?”

Jeff noddedhis head. “We won’t have time to stop at the hotel beforehand.”

“That’sfine!”

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Getting tothe stadium is when everything settled in and you realized that it was real.You didn’t know why you were so nervous, it was your boyfriend, not somestranger you were going to meet for the first time. You followed Jeff insideafter texting Mitch to let him know you were there. He was the one who had putthis together, so you hoped he would be ready to help you finish your plan.

“Amanda?”you heard, and turned around to see where it came from.

You hadhoped that it was Mitch, but it was too familiar to be. Sure enough when youturned around, Harry stood only about 10 feet away from you, his eyes wide andhis arms hanging loose at his side.

You smiledshyly, scrunching your shoulders up closer to your ear. Not exactly your plan,but he was surprised.

“Hi,” youwaved slightly.

“Surprise!”Mitch exclaimed from behind him.

“What?” Harrylooked back at him for a moment and shook his head.

“I wanted tosurprise you…” You were starting to get nervous that he wasn’t as excited tosee you as you had hoped.

Harryfinally seemed to snap out of the shock of seeing you, shaking his head andsqueezing his eyes shut for a moment before speed walking down the hallwaytowards you. As soon as you were in arm’s length, Harry grabbed your arms andpulled you to his chest, his arms going around you and locking you to him. Youfelt his cheek press against the side of your head as your arms went around historso.

He smelt sogood, still dressed down in his black slacks and a white t-shirt. His hair wasslightly messed up, but he looked just as handsome as he did the day he left.You held onto him tightly and pressed yourself closer. You had missed thefeeling of being tucked up in his arms. It was such a secure feeling.

Harrypressed his lips against the top of your head, one of his hands brushing downyour hair and cupping over the back of your neck.

“I had noidea…” he breathed out.

“That’s thepoint of a surprise…” you chuckled out, tightening your grip on him.

Harry’s armstightened as well, and it felt so good to be close to him again. 

[tayga-lover]

Tayga New Years part 3!

This ones a long one! Enjoy 😘

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Gaga walked to the door and opened it, she walked into the cement and practically ran to the sand because the hot sun made the cement hot. She walked the the beach chairs that Taylor had put there and sat down, she seen his sketchbook and smiled.

“Let’s see what my man has been drawing.” She grabbed it and opened it. A big smile formed on her face as she seen the beautiful images of plants, random people and random objects. As she flipped more papers she seen an imagine that looked slightly like her and she smiled even wider at the little hearts around the drawing of her. She flipped the the last drawing and seen that he was in the process of drawing palm trees.

Gaga grabbed the pencil and began to draw on the next clean page. Just as she did her first pencil mark she heard the roar of Taylor’s motorcycle. She stayed still and heard the bike turn off. He opened the door of the shack and walked in, she heard him call out for her and she giggled into her sleeve. “Stef, baby.” He walked out and seen her sitting there. “Why did you tell me you were out here?” He laughed and sat next to her.

“Just wanted to see how long it’d take for you to find me.” She shrugged and closed the sketchbook putting it aside. “You have beautiful drawings, Tay.” She smiled and he blushed.

“Thank you.” He smiled and gave her a container of many fruits and a plastic fork. “Here’s your fruit.”

“Thank youuuuu.” She cooed and opened the container putting a piece of pineapple into her mouth, she rolled her eyes back and moaned because of the flavor. Taylor chuckled and grabbed a bag he had on the floor under the chair, he opened it and took paint out, he grabbed a small paint brush and opened the tiny paint tube, squeezing out a small about of paint on his hand. He dipped the paintbrush in the paint and patted his lap waiting for her to place her legs on his lap. She giggled and did what he was motioning and control eat her fruit as the cold paint came in contact with her skin.

“Ooooooo, Tay that’s cold.” She giggled and cringed but didn’t move to not ruin what he was doing.

“Sorry, Stefi.” He lifted the brush and looked at her. She had the tip of a strawberry in between her lips and he stared at her lips as she bit the strawberry and the juice from it coated her lips in a sheer coat of red that made her lips look shiny, he was almost drooling and she licked her lips and giggled while chewing the fruit.

“Honey, focus on your painting.” She winked and bit what was left of the strawberry.

He groaned under his breath and began to paint again. Gaga watched him with a smile as she ate, she admired his very focused face as he was painting on her thigh, now with multiple paint colors on the back of his hand. She looked down at her thigh and watched as he was doing little strokes of paint as he was painting an anchor, suitcase, turtle, mermaid and a pirate hat with little designs everywhere. Her eyes watered as she watched that view, she had missed seeing him so focused on doing bits of art on her. She grabbed her phone from the cardigan pocket and took a picture of him leaned over painting, she zoomed the camera closer to his fingers, brush and what he was painting, she took another pic and debated whether or not she should post onto Instagram, she just locked her phone and put it on the arm of the chair before continuing to eat her fruit.

Taylor proudly took the paintbrush off of her after he painting a red heart. He looked up at her and smiled as she was just watching him. “I’m finished.” He backed up and she leaned forward looking at what he did.

“It’s beautiful, baby.” She smiled and her eyes watered again. Taylor just smiled proudly. Gaga put her empty container of fruit down and, very carefully to not ruin his painting, she crawled next to him and put her legs over his lap again, Taylor put his left hand on her unpainted thigh and his right arm around her small body. She looked up at him and grinned, she looked at his lips and began to lean in before she turned her head, “I am not going to lose.” She laughed, Taylor laughed as well and held her tighter.

“It’s so hard not to kiss you.” He lifted his hand from her thigh and placed his thumb on her lower lip. She smiled still with his thumb on her lip and grabbed his hand with hers, laying her head on his shoulder.

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“It smells so yummy!” Gaga squealed when she walked into the kitchen, it was now 6pm and she had just walked out of a bath. She had just a towel around her and she grabbed her bag and dragged it to the room as Taylor watched in awe.

The door closed and he went back to cooking some steak, he check on the green beans before flipping the meat. He was now cooking with a smile on his face, he felt true happiness having her here, knowing she’s safe, happy and loved is all he could ever ask for.

Gaga looked at herself in the mirror as she examined the skin-tight red dress she had on. She put her hands on her waist and bit her lip, “too much?” She asked herself as she twirled. “Nothing's too much for me.” She laughed and took her hair tie off letting her hair fall just above her shoulders.

She looked into the mirror and grabbed a red lipstick, she put it on her plump lips then began to do some Smokey eyeshadow, topping it off with some shimmer gold eyeshadow. She put eyeliner and mascara. “Shouldn’t put all of this on, I will most likely cry.” She laughed to herself and began to comb her eyebrows and fill them in, although she didn’t really need it. And finally she slipped some black heels on, making her some inches taller. She combed her hair pushed the locks behind her ears. She smiled at her reflection in the mirror.

“Dinners ready Stef!” She heard Taylor call out to her and she opened put her diamond necklace on that Taylor gave her years ago. She walked to the door and slowly opened it, the lights were now off and the room was light with candles, the table had two plates and a handsome Taylor stood by the table with two glasses of red wine. His jaw dropped as she walked towards him, swaying her hips making him practically drool. Once she reached him she smiled and put her hands on each of his forearms,

“You cleaned up well, Kinney.” She smiled and ran her hands over the fabric of his white formal shirt.

“You look, wow.” He shook his head as he tried to speak. She smiled at his reaction and grabbed the glass of wine, sipping it.

“Thank you.” She smiled and winked as she sat down. Taylor quickly put his glass down and pushed her chair in. He then sat down at his and grabbed her hand. He just stared into her eyes and smiled at her, “shall we eat?” She asked and ran her thumb over the back of his hand. He nodded and they began to eat.

Two hours later, Bottle of wine almost gone and their plates completely empty, the two were laughing so hard tears nearly dropped from their eyes. “Oh Taylor.” Gaga laughed and she finished the rest of the wine in her glass.

“Wanna go outside, love?” He asked and she nodded. He stood up and reached his hand to her, she grabbed onto it and stood up, she grabbed a new glass of wine as they walked out.

“Oh heels aren’t good for the sand.” She laughed and stopped walking. Taylor turned and picked her up bridal style, walking to a blanket that was set on the sand. He put her down then laid down inself. She opened the wine bottle, leaned onto his chest and began to sip the red alcoholic liquid.

Taylor lightly ran the back of his fingers on her cheeks as he looked down at her. She turned her head and looked at him smiling. “Don’t drink too much, my beauty.” He cupped her cheek.

She didn’t say anything, she just put the tip of the bottle by his lips and tilted it, after filling his mouth she put it back against her lips and drank more. “I’m not a lightweight, hun. I’ll be fine.” She groaned as she looked at him then placed a wet kiss on his jaw.

“I lost.” She said, He laughed as she shrugged. “Well let’s cut it down to just mouth kisses, if I kiss your beautiful lips I lose.” He laughed and she nodded.

“Fine, I haven’t lost.” She smiled and began to kiss his neck. She began to suck on it, forming a hickey. He closed his eyes and put his hands on her waist. She stopped and poured more wine into her mouth. Taylor opened his mouth again and she poured some wine in, “you’re hot.” She whispered and he smirked, “You are.” He smiled and moved her hair back behind her ears. She smiled and put the bottle down, she pushed him down and pulled her dress up to her waist so she can straddle him, her breasts on his chest. She continued to plant kisses on his neck, her lipstick smearing and leaving red marks on his neck, some hickeys, others are her lipstick.

Taylor turned them over and began to kiss her neck, leaving hickeys. She held onto his shoulders and smiled in excitement as he grabbed both her arms, pinning them on top of her head on the sand, holding onto her wrists. He looked into her eyes and smiled before kissing the tip of her nose. He grabbed his phone from his pocket and went there some songs, still holding her wrists with his left hand, and clicked ‘Unchained Melody’ by The Righteous Brothers.

“Oh, so romantic.” She giggled and Taylor nodded letting her arms go.

“Let’s dance.” He helped her up and helped her take her heels off, her placed his hands on her waist and she had her hands on his shoulders. They stared into each other eyes with gentle smiles on their faces.

“Oh my love, my darling”- “I’ve hungered for your touch.” Taylor started to sing the the lyrics and Gaga continued, interrupting him but he didn’t mind. “I need your Love, I need your Love, God speed your love to me.” They sang together and she already had tears streaming down her face. She placed her head on his chest as the song finished and the next one, ‘Will Your Ever Be Mine’ by Donnie Elbert began to play and so Taylor began to sing.

“I want to hold you, hold you, baby till I can’t hold you no more, I want to squeeze you, squeeze you baby till I can’t squeeze you no more.” He sang and she wrapped her arms around his waist tightly. He smiled and continued to sing the songs as they dance, hours of dancing later it was getting close to midnight. They were now laying down laughing and swaying to the music.

“I want to love you love you baby till I can’t love you no more.” She sang as the same song came on again. Taylor smiled and grabbed her hands kissing the back of them.

As they sat there another song they love came on and Gaga gasped, ‘We belong together’ by Ritchie Valens.

“You’re mine and we belong together, for eternity.” They both sang with their foreheads against each other’s and at that very moment fireworks began to explode in the air and he looked at his phone seeing 12:00am. He smiled and cupped her cheeks, smashing his lips against hers. She giggled against his lips and kissed him back.

“Happy New Years, baby.” She said as they broke the kiss, tears streaming down her cheeks.

“Happy New Years, my love.” He wiped her tears again and placed his lips on hers again.