#i missed my normal appt because i was fighting for my life trying to discharge myself from the hospital i got trapped in
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Cant wait to see my peer worker like 'hey girl. Isn't it a wonderful day to have human rights. Let me tell you about my horrible awful week and my vile psychiatrist'
#i missed my normal appt because i was fighting for my life trying to discharge myself from the hospital i got trapped in#shoutout to the bestie for saving me literally the only reason they let me out#which yknow. traumatising experience but thats what i get for trusting a psychiatrist#shoutout to peer support workers theyre quite literally the only people in the psych system who actually get it#i do actually feel really great now though because not being allowed to go home has turned simply being at home into something magical#multiple times today I've just sat and thought 'wow I'm so happy to be at home. I'm so happy to be in control of my own life'#makes my heart go out to anyone who really does get trapped in the inpatient system cause that shit is terrifying#i barely evaded an assessment order and I'm still really rattled about it#i don't even know if i am actually safe because they referred me to a crisis assessment team#so now i have to be so careful not to get locked up again through that. gotta be assertive and confident and stand up for myself#which is scary but yknow#once that's all done with and i sort out my finances I'll be safe from the psych system. surely <- still scared out of my mind ngl
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