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lem-argentum · 4 days ago

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it’s been so long since i’ve talked about rucreddddd. i think about them every day for the record and they are so important to me and i miss them SOOO BAD

#lem text #🌊#🪈 (oc)#xivposting #i miss xiv so badly in general. AUGHHH I NEED TO RESUB TO GET THE STUPID BOUQUET EMOTE FOR RUSAPIYKA ZNFKWNJ #anyway i was thinking a lot about them while replaying hw on yka’s account.#machinist rudy and rogue th.ancred and their countless problems…. auauaugwhh #i get so emotional whenever i think about their arr->dt character development both as individuals and as a pair. they’ve come so farrrrr TT #i could literally . talk about them endlessly. rudy oddward my absolute everything #i dunno how much i’ve talked about th.ancred’s first opinions of rudy #but initially his interest in him is veryy. what’s the word. superficial?#the scions have spent so long struggling against so many forces in vain and getting nowhere #and after the i.frit fight that’s when th.ancred would be like oh. this is the solution to all of our problems #and of course th.ancred loves independency more than anything. but i think his vision of rudy would then shift into The Warrior of Light #and that’s what his attraction to him would be originally built off of. he wouldn’t really be seeing rudy as Himself for a While #it’d be after the lifestream and after min.filia’s sacrifice where any optimism he had has been crushed into dust #and he’d start viewing rudy & things around rudy with bitterness after they reunite #i’d imagined him clinging onto his idealized version of rudy while in the forelands as a sort of guiding comfort #but it wouldn’t mean anything after getting to see the reality of what everything has become #during hw->stb he’d be trying very hard to Not like rudy. so they become more distant. mr. avoiding feelings master th.ancred waters #he’d just ‘‘failed’’ in ‘‘protecting’’ the most important person in his life so the last thing he’d feel like he deserves-#is another person’s company. and maybe he hates that rudy didn’t drag min.filia out of that tunnel even if she decided to stay #i think rudy’s side of things i’ve talked about more. of course while th.ancred realizes feelings in hw rudy doesn’t until shb/ew znfksnfjw #wehhhhh. end.walker rucred is so special. ew *rudy* is so special i am so proud of my boy (<-talking about pre-written player character.)#HAVE I EVER TALKED ABOUT THE RUCRED HEALING MAGIC MINIPLOTTTT. i havw to sleep remind me to talk about it later-#ok <3 [will not be reminded nor talking about it later] ok goodnight. 🌊🪈🌊🪈🌊🪈🌊

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