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thegreatestheaver · 7 months ago

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hm. i love to find love in all the small things. in the big things too. i dont really like to categorize love because i feel like it is all so strong anyways. no matter in what context its in. i dont think its fair to say i love someone else more than you because i love you in a different way than i love someone else. like.. whats the good in comparing two people? i love you both and i always will love you. ill love you in one million different ways. maybe ill do the same things for you like writing you a letter but each letter will still be different i guess.. both will be written with love but different types of love.. i find a different love in the warm wind and i find a different love in good meals.. ill find a diffrent love looking in your eyes and i will find a different love looking at a grasshopper on the pavement.. but they are all still just as special and i am still just as happy to see them yknow

maybe i should ramble about love instead of doing coursework because i love love love doing anything but what im supposed to

#an antohtehrr note i may be on the aro spectrum #idk tho #its less.. i dont feel romantic love because i do but... platonic and romantic are so confusing.. because .. what makes it each thing is..#just.. if you want it to be those thigns #but AUHG! if its so confusing.. why do i have a crush on my friend rn. dies #hm. i love frankie in every way you would a lover #hm well frankie is my favorite person so she doesnt count haha. m. frankie..#i think shes a big part of it. so many thigns are casual for us that wouuld be consdiered romantic i guess #but my love for her is .. romantic? platonic? both? neither? i dont know. maybe a mix. but its love. i will never stop loving her #i love ian in everyway you would a lover #he helps me so much. he grounds me so so much. i dont know what i would do if i didnt see him everyday #i was with him only a few hours ago and im currently texting him but oh god i miss him.i miss frankie. all she is is asleep but i miss her #i miss all my friends #i miss everyone i have ever met #i miss soup and i miss hal and i miss lili and i miss michael. they are with me but i miss them. because i love them too much #i think i love people too much and thats why i miss them the second one of us has to leave #somtimes its hard to tell.. wjho loves me back.. those people love me back #somtimes i love people who dont love me like i love them i think thtats my issue lol..#i always end up hating them forever when they end up hurting me. because id never do something like that to you yknow #it hurts to know they dont love me like i love them but its ok. i deserve better than them. i always will #the time does not matter..i love you.. if ive known you for years or just a few months..i love you more than anything ok..#ok. im getting excited thinking about talking to my friends again after finals lol thats why im thinking about love #becos ................my friends have waited .... and .. i love mt friends ...#sheds a tear

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