#i might as well just sleeo and watch tv and lice off welfare
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When there are no reviews I assume people either haven't read it or they don't like it
Of course, when they do review and don't like it I don't have to assume. But then it makes me sad. So I would rather no review than a negative one. Especially when they say only negative things, point out flaws. Then I take those words to heart and believe I really am nothing even tho I hate what they say
#review#last was that scathing horror that made me question writing#writing#i hate. all of this#thrre is nothing#now.....#qhy am i even writing this#im so amorphous#nothing i do ever turns int anything#i might as well just sleeo and watch tv and lice off welfare#aik no#live homeless#or wih a job i hate#which is most jobs#i didnt want to be like dad#but tutns out self fulfilling prophecy#by wanting to avoid i become it#what even ami#tired#i wonder if theyll apologize#or try to b nice to me#or they believe ir#and that im a throwaway pwrson#they did say some mean thjngs#im not responsible for traumatizinc kids#media cant deeply traumatize anyone#unless theres something else#another issue thats triggered#thy said sth untrue too#refute but i. still feel bad w bad words
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