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#I’m finally done#i mean only with the first draft#but y’know#gonna take a minute and then go Culver���s mode
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Finally settled on the twins design!<3 (minus their bow and arrow cuz i got too lazy) Big thanks to everyone on the Epic Discord server that helped me figure out what to do with Artemis hair!!! I’ve saved so many versions of her with different hair colors that half my gallery is just her now, so your opinions were a huge help!
#my art#artemis#apollo#greek gods#epic the musical#kinda... i mean artemis aint there but a girl can dream right#I first did apollo sorta as a design for epic the musical fanart but then got too excited and had to draw artemis too#anyways this is only a draft with flat colors cuz I got hella tired at looking at this drawings after two whole fucking days of changing it#artemis I love you but never test me like that ever again
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love is a pursuit
#gideon nav#kiriona gaia#griddlehark#KIND OF. I MEAN THE COMICS ABOUT IT SO#alecto tlt#alecto the first#nona the ninth#the locked tomb#dudele#i hope this makes sense... i drafted this in my sketchbook in a fanatic haze about 3 months ago and i only actually did it the past 2 night
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i was thinking about this line from my fic:
But the fall had hurt, too. Because the wind had cut into his useless wings like knives, his skin and grace peeling away under the friction, and he had been looking right up at the multicoloured and unreachable expanse of sky just to see it fade from his eyes into dull greys.
and i came up with this. i hope the vision came through
#fearandhatred#fearandpoetry#<- check out this tag for some relatively more normal poetry#this was written at 3 am once again#i am really just out here doing anything#don't think this needs much explanation but i shall yap anyway#this is just crowley through the ages but as he discovers more about the earth he also finds more things he can compare hurt to#because in the beginning all he could compare the wind cutting into him with was the wind itself#and also abandonment. because imo that is one of the first Big Negative Emotions he ever felt besides his dreams being crushed lmaoo#but i think it's fun how this poem also implies that he's constantly thinking about how the fall hurt and how everything reminds him of it#this was also very tedious for the perfectionist in me and the proportions are STILL off#because i only drafted out the wings lmao i was not planning on including the head#then i was like wait what if people don't realise that it's wings#so that happened#and changing the proportions means changing the structure which i do not want to do#good omens#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#crowley#aziraphale#good omens poetry#good omens fanart#yeah tagging this as fanart because i had to draw everything out first lmao#poetry#writing
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Is Jacob's ladder over ?
Nope. It is freezed till I get back to rottmnt 👍🏻
I currently wanna concentrate on doodling what gives me serotonin right now, on animating, animatics, college, side works and learning, especially since it will be finals dor me soon and I don't know what will be happening later
So feel free to unfollow me since there will not be what you want for the near time 👍🏻
#I think I should put “freezed” somewhere on masterpost. And just clean masterpost *sigh*#but with what percentage people will see it#I'm pretty sure very little amount of people can start drawing something on command#I am still on the tumblr only because of one person in the first place#I can't draw even more and not expect myself not to explode#It is with the fact that I don't even have an official work like most people do#So yeah I'm pretty sure you didn't mean to sound bad or anything but the more asks I get about if JL is finished or not the more I don't#want to get back to it. I have drafts and main ideas finished. I will get back to it when I will feel like drawing rottmnt again#For now let me enjoy other things *bow*
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i envy those who are able to write first drafts. if anything i write isn’t as close to perfect as possible on the first try, i loose it
#graveyardtxt#you mean to tell me you guys allow your first try to be flawed? i could never /lh#call me a perfectionist if you must#could also be because i was never actually taught how to write a first draft and was told to only write and edit the final product#but whatever
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oh the dread, oh the worry! you love your sister so much and you need to know shes okay. you trust her but you cant trust the world, and more than anything else you cant trust yourself
#jrwi riptide#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide spoilers#jrwi show#gillion tidestrider#edyn tidestrider#RAHHH IVE HAD THIS ROTTIN IN DRAFTS FOR A BIT but im finally here n ready to POST!!!!#SO THE LIL GILLION AND EDYN ARC HUH??#gillion as a character makes me so emotional. he means so well yet sucks so bad in every way he wish he didnt#HE CARES SOO MUCH ABOUT HIS SISTER. MAN HAS NEVER CRIED EXCEPT FOR THE DAY HE SAW HER AGAIN#HE WAS SOOO HAPPY TO SEE HER AND FIND OUT SHES OKAY. I ALSO REMEMBER SCREAAAAMIN WHEN SHE FIRST APPEARED#I HAD BEEN THINKIN ABOUT EDYN FOR SO LONG... ohhh older sisters where u at... u understand... only us older sisters get it#andNOW WHERE IS SHE..? WHERE IS SHE NOW.... working with the navy to 'undo' what the undersea has done to her precious baby brother#OKAY ENOUGH EMOTIONS TIME FOR ME TO TALK ABT MY ART#REAAALLY THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST DOODLE PAGES SO FAR. IM SO PROUDA THE COLORS N THE SCENES AND THE EMOTIONS#the lil scene with edyn comforting gillion after 'a day of alot of failure. that was the first we ever saw of edyn right? i love my colors#A MIRROR! edyn painted in red when shes often blue. framed by rock and coral and memory sharing bracelets and fire.#A MEMORY! a recent event! finding her at the bar and meeting her at a tavern. its cathartic to hear your older sister tell you its okay#even more cathartic to have her remind you that you are not your tragedies. you were just a kid. you didnt deserve what happened.#you really missed having her here#OH BUT THE NEXT. A NOTE LEFT BEHIND. NOTHING ELSE. i love you a million gillion#BUT THATS NOT A REASSURANCE IS IT? its a trust fall. emphasis on the fall. emphasis on the needle in your chest as wind rushes past#you anticipate the ground but you wish you could anticipate her arms. you wish you could trust. you need to trust. so why cant you?#instead you lash out. again. just like last time. just like always. you were never good at controlling your emotions#all you do in the end is break stuff. none of them can trust you. thats why she cant tell you. thats why he didnt tell you. noone trusts yo#chips got way too many damn belts btw. put some o those back boy u do NOT need all that mess jingling around ur gay hips. you FRUIT!!!!!!!!#I liked the scene with jay n chip dragging gillion around. its a comical scene ofc and i LOVE that balance here. but that sadness remains.#they care about gillion so much..... auuwuuuu.....#OKAY FINAL THOUGHTS. I RLY LIKE DRAWING DIFFERENT TEARS FOR DIFFERENT TYPES OF CRYING#when the tears well up so big from uncontainable joy that you cant even see
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wyrms on strings (heavensward)
#ffxiv#hraesvelgr#nidhogg#ratatoskr#hi tumblr friends i know tiamat should be here as well but i've chosen not to add her#she's only there for a little bit of the story while the other 3 are more central to it#HRAESVELGR :3 FACE TRANSCENDS FORMS#no i will not shut up about his :3 ever#there was a brief moment where i considered having ratatoskr worm without eyes but that felt kinda mean#she can be a little wormy friend as a treat#like the first draft of this was nidhogg bullying hraesvelgr while she watched them fight from the side#sidenote: i'm fully aware of hraesvelgr not being a pushover like. at all#i just think it's funny to make the lizzers fight and draw him like a sad wet creature
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people dont talk enough about how heartbreaking the marlon betrayal mustve been for clem too,,
this dude saves the life of her and her kid. takes them in has them patched up gives them their first hot meal in who knows how long. gives them a safe place to stay. possibly permanently. confides in her that hes trying to be a good leader but feels like and fears that hes failing. asks her to help him take care of the rest of the group. helps her get over her fear of dogs by asking her to trust him. and things go well. she feels safe. like this place could really finally be the home shes been looking for
but as soon as she finds out what happened to the twins. that marlon planned on giving up her and aj too. she immediately becomes a liability to him and he attempts to kill her for it. locks her in the basement to die by walker. then tries to turn the group against her so he can shoot her instead when the first method fails. and he nearly succeeds
then a majority of the group turn against clem the minute aj kills marlon. ignoring marlons mistakes but condemning aj for his. like clem wasnt betrayed by marlon in the exact same way he betrayed the twins. like she literally wasnt almost killed twice? and how long had he been considering giving her up? was it always some contingency he planned? did he truly want to keep them around and things only changed when he feared the raiders had returned? she'll never know
#i think about this a lot... the betrayal... clems deep trust issues... then they all want to kick her out (except vi aasim and tenn 💕)#when she was just as impacted if not more so than the rest of them. since she was the only one with her Life on the line#thats why violet fighting so hard for them to stay is so important imo and would MEAN SO MUCH to clem too#vi and aasim are the only ones who can see past the bullshit and realize that theyre safer with clem around#while the rest would rather kick her out so they dont have to acknowledge their confused feelings about marlon#like first marlon betrays her then the rest of the group tell her to get fucked and die. dont come back. we never want to see you again#but she does. and she saves them#personally i do think marlon had 'good' intentions but he was a scared and fucked up kid who made bad decisions#and continued to make bad decisions to cover for his previous fuck ups#but that just makes him interesting :)#and i like teaching aj the difference between people like marlon and people like lilly#all of clems 'wow i feel so safe here :) and these guys seem smart :)' personal dialogue around ericsons makes me 😭#she was so happy to be at ericsons. and they turn against her so fast when she was more of a victim than any of them#aj is a literal baby. do not treat him like an adult who can make fully rationalized decisions. hes a baby and he only knows survival#at least they slowly get over it after clem comes back (some take longer than others...)#but the lack of compassion in voting to kick them out is heartbreaking. she was heartbroken#and thats not acknowledged as much as it should be#posting this old drafted post now cuz it expands my feelings on clems broken heartedness about the marlon situation#it speaks#twdg
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…would you guys still read the sequel to Sad People Dancing if I named it Sad People 2: Electric Boogaloo?
I’m asking because I have no other ideas 😂😂 if you have any suggestions please lmk
#I realize I’m getting way ahead of myself#I mean the sequel is fully drafted but I haven’t even finished posting the first story#so y’all don’t know how it ends or what happens in the next part#but y’all I’ve never blanked so hard on a name and I am terrible at naming things as a baseline#also this joke only works bc the movie break 2 electric boogaloo is about dancing#leo valdez#jason grace#calypso pjo#valdangelo#valgrace#sad people dancing
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I wonder why Maverick never joined the astronaut program? Space Shuttle too boring? Not wanting to be called an ASCAN (astronaut candidate)?
I think Mav and Ice would be pro-SpaceX. possibly even pro Elon pre-twitter meltdown.
as someone who likes space as much as the next queer ND girl (love space sooo much)… planes are way cooler ngl. yes. space is a bit boring. slow & quiet. no one to hear you scream and no one watching you be cool. space suits are clunky and awkward. no fast piloting maneuvers (mav’s specialty). no room for horseplay. “someone’s already beat me to the moon what’s the point😞.” NASA gets mad at you if you say anything rude over their public radio waves. and, this is a headcanon that has no evidence in canon? But i feel like mav is one of those pilots who takes a LOT of his confidence from the assumption that, whenever he chooses, he CAN bring his plane back down to the surface and come home. And has never really considered space as Somewhere You Can Go, and once he’s presented with that opportunity it…kinda scares him a little. space is just so big. and empty. and far from home. i know the requirement for astronauts is 50km off the ground… whatever the darkstars max altitude is (110k ft AGL?) he’s probably like, yeah, that’s good . That’s as far from the earths surface i ever need to be. That’s good enough.
oh yea Ice and mav were DEFINITELY pro-elon pre Twitter meltdown. they live in a wealthy part of California. every other car on the street in Cali is a tesla i s2g. coming from someone who’s spent most of their life in the SF Bay Area—most Cali liberals were pro-elon until extremely recently. now every third tesla i see has a “i bought this before I knew elon was insane” bumper sticker
#going to space means Ieaving ice :(#he will only go to space if ice comes with#back when i was doing prompt fills i was brainstorming hard a NASA au#where ice & mav violate NASA’s ‘NO SEX IN SPACE!!!’ rule flagrantly and often#actually it was gonna be an apollo 11 au where ice and mav are competing for who gets to walk on the moon first#with goose being the michael collins character#too bad idfk anything about the space program in the 60s :( would’ve been a good story#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#top gun#top gun maverick#i have a LOT of answered asks in my drafts so bear with me if i haven’t answered urs… 90% chance it’s answered & sitting in my drafts#and thank you all for sending in asks 🫠🥺🥺🥺
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i hate being
so desperate for love. sometimes i feel
like i’m in fourth grade again, forcing myself
to have crushes on the boys
in my math class because this is what everyone was
talking about: all my friends,
all my books, all the movies, all the songs.
suddenly i’m telling myself again
that this is what it’s supposed to feel
like, that this is natural like i wasn’t
staring at myself in the mirror to practice
my best “oh no, you’ve caught me!” face
for when i try to shift the conversation
to announce the very real crush to assure
that yes, this is normal, i am normal. like i haven’t
stated at my cheeks to see
if they go red, at my pupils
to see if they dilate. it hurts
more when it’s not a discussion
of sexuality. it hurts more now
that i’ve actually known love. everyone’s
in love. i was in love. it’s embarrassing
that i don’t know how to not be
loved. i never grew out of playing pretend,
so maybe i’ll be soothed if she at least smiles
and says it nice enough when we know
she doesn’t. she doesn’t have to
tell me that. i won’t tell her
about the A. we’ll pretend we care
for a month at best, a week at worst, then i’ll go back
to searching the shallow seas
for an ankle i was meant to
latch on and leech from.
— i was born crying, begging for a gentle hand
#i get tired trying to wrap things up pretty so here’s something plain#anyway this was one of the results of that midterm dread mixed w/ pre-period dread lmao#anyway this is really really rough ngl 😭#like i mean the only thing i edited before posting this was the line breaks#and the only reason i even broke it into lines was because some of them were really strong tbh#anyway i might or might not actually refine this. i won’t be adding to it but idk#it just feels so basic to me i hate it 😫#it just. idk. i’m trying to not say ‘not one of my better works’ because like i said it’s a virtually first draft#i hope i can eventually revise & refine it into something i like#the patron saint of asexual poets#poetry#poem#poems#original poems#original poetry#original poem#original writing#creative writing#poets on tumblr#writers on tumblr#lgbtq poem#lgbtq poetry#lgbtq poet#lgbtq poems
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Jam Eater Blues (partial) - 07-13-2023 at The Vanguard, Tulsa OK (volume warning/shaky camera warning)
one year ago today: i went to my first concert ever. in the twelve months since that, i've travelled to 10 more tMG shows across 8 states, met some of the coolest people i've ever had the delight of sharing a conversation with, and done my best to give back a fraction of the joy that i've found in this community. thank you for existing.
#vid#functionally described#transmissions from lyric#concerts#tmg#this is the second time i'm writing this post because the first one got disappeared into the drafts void#the first one was better honestly.#i'm trying not to get too emotional about this. everything in my life has changed so so much in the past year#and a very large portion of the positive change has been because of this community - both online and off.#wholeheartedly and genuinely the goats community is one of the most important things in my life. and i don't see that changing anytime soon#being able to not only be here but to have my being here be noticed and mean something to the other people here? means the world to me.#and if you are reading this: thank you for being here. i am glad you are here. i am glad we can have this together.#see you this tour. see you the one after that and the many more to come. <3
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I2 or A1 for that pose meme? Whichever one you wanna do more.
polyam pose meme
For the first few moons of their being together, Arsay was often hesitant to ask of both Y'shtola and G'raha's time. They were still settling into a dynamic and she was worried it would put unnecessary stress on the budding relationship. However, not a single soul in The Crystarium, not even she herself, could deny how much joy it brought the Warrior of Light to simply stroll about The Rotunda hand in hand with her beloveds.
#ffxiv#wolgraha#wolexarch#wolshtola#y'shtola x wol#y'shtola rhul#crystal exarch#g'raha tia#Arsay Nun#graharshtola#thank you for the ask!! i wanted to do both but only had time for the one#rare exarch era wolship pose though!!#i didnt really end up doing a lot of exarsay poses while i was in shb#mostly cause i was going through it like a roller coaster#but also because i feel like g'raha always held back while he was still on the first#so their relationship was pretty stagnate beyond just being cute and kissing sometimes#it was also a lot of g'raha having a lot of internal strife about what to do with his life going forward#and remembering what it is to live for himself#idk i think about it a lot and blackout for 6 hours and i wake up with 15 new text posts in my drafts#Also yeah I think the few times they did do triad dates like this#it was so unbelievably obvious to shtola that this was the happiest arsay has ever been#was there an initial sting of 'im not enough for her'? yeah absolutely but shtola is pragmatic enough to not let that turn into resentment#Shtola understands Arsay really well and knows that she often hides behind that smile of hers. she loves Arsay and wants for her to#be genuinely happy ! so if it means someone else has to hold arsay's other hand for that to happen#its like... so be it y'know?#at least thats the way i think about it
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embarrassed myself by being the loudest cheer in my row when they asked who wants to see mpreg phil 😔
#titdnp spoilers#also i know i said i wasnt going to say where i was today bc im so fucking embarrassed#but im posting this draft now that i got reminded of what other things i post#u guys have seen it all already so might as well come out as someone who not only still watches dnp but also#enjoys them enough to go see their tour#im out here talking about niche 90s vn cock in detail with enthusiasm but this is what feels like baring my soul#and by this i dont mean the mpreg part#hold on the first tag is wrong but im on mobile i meant#dnptit spoilers
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*squints* *adjusts glasses*
*sees your (very neat) “Ask Me About My Paradise State Lore” shirt*
hm…
good day! ✨
could you tell me about this “Paradise State”? :D
(if it’s too much feel free to make it reallll short)
Paradise State (work in progress) is my furry soap opera comic project I've been working on since late 2022 (around the same time my soap opera obsession started 😅). Originally it served as a personal dumping ground for various characters and stories that I had previously created and abandoned over the years, but over time has evolved into a sort of serial drama sandbox for me to play around in.
The story itself primarily takes place in Felicity, a fictional 50th state on the east coast of the USA (Hawaii is a separate country in this universe don't worry about it 😁). Within Felicity is Calico City, the major metropolitan area that most of the cast come from, with a thriving nightlife scene and plenty of economic enterprises ruling the the city.
Being a soap opera with an ensemble cast, Paradise State doesn't have a singular main protagonist: characters come in and out of focus based on the importance of whatever storyline they're actively involved in. For example:
One the first story arcs of Paradise State centers around Emmeline Fairchild, a struggling actress returning to the east coast in search of work, trying desperately to move on from her troubled past in Hollywood. She reunites with old friends and family in Calico City, hoping to make a fresh start after all the time she's spent away from home. But in spite of her best efforts, her past seems intent on catching up with her...
Another story arc focuses on Ruthie Campbell, a humble farmhand toiling away on her family's ranch just west of Clover Hills. She doesn't want much from life; just to work hard and maintain her maternal grandfather's legacy. However, an unexpected visit from her long lost father threatens the peaceful life she's worked so hard to build...
And yet another story arc centers Sylvia Carmichael, a rich spoiled brat used to getting everything she wants (with the help of her father's money). Her father threatens to withhold her trust fund unless she shapes up and proves herself a worthy heiress, so she decides to worm her way into another rich man's heart. Little does she know, her newest sugar daddy has some long forgotten ties to her real daddy, and her gold digging schemes fan the flames of a decades old revenge plot...
These are just a tiny fraction of the plots and characters of Paradise State for now. It's a little harder to talk about Paradise State as a whole unit since the stories are meant to be more character driven, but that's just a little peek into my sandbox for now! :3
#pentababbles#pentadraws#paradise state#art#furry#this ask has been in my drafts for a week now but i only got around to answering it today oopsie#i wanted to try adding image descriptions this time around! hopefully theyre a lil helpful? i've been meaning to get into the habit#but yea. a little glimpse into paradise state :D#i've been meaning to do a little more proper worldbuilding of Felicity itself lately like the locations and such#i'm. generally hoping to have done enough planning within the next couple of months to have the first issue released by january 2026#also hoping to make a separate website for paradise state so people can access the story without having to dig around for it too much
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