#i mean its just a kiss but🤷🏿‍♀️

[e-chaechan-3]

SO MUN X BLACK READER

Authors note: Hiiiii ummm of course writing this would mean I’m black , and as of right now I have my hair in box braids so You aka the reader is also going to have box braids or what ever hairstyle you want🤷🏿‍♀️. Also S2 SO MUN(I love his curls)

Content Warning: Fluff, Kissing ,Angst,Comfort,Crying, Pil-Kwang(yes indeed he is a warning),Gelli.

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*whisper- your pov*

The feeling that courses through my veins as I lay on My Bed with So Mun kissing my neck feeling butterflies in my stomach, could not be described as Lust , but as passionate and intimate.

I run my hands through his hair starting from the nape of his neck and going into the back middle,Only able to do this because I am in between his arms as he leans down carefully not to put to much pressure on me.

"What brought this on?" I question him promptly after his head comes up from my neck

"Nothing it’s just…I have’nt kissed you in awhile or even be that close to you since in school we have different schedules , except for that one class So I take every moment I can." His lips tell me but his eyes and head elsewhere, showing me his Nervousness as he talks.

His eyes suprise when I take his chin softly between my index and thumb , and turn his head softly making him look at me.

"There is nothing is wrong with that , I was just asking there is no need to be nervous I thought you were stressing or something or if you wanted to talk about something but resorted to affection instead." I Begin as I look in eyes finding his endearing and one of the many things I’m fond of in him.

He smiles and Nods with this look in his eyes only he can distinguish the emotion too.

"Can I continue?"He questions innocently and readily.

"Come here baby" I voice back confirming his question.

He leans in and kisses me softly and slowly giving me a sensation I never felt before. I feel his other hand softly but firmly grab my waist kissing me deeper cause a soft hum out of me.

He continues to slowly kiss me keeping it Romantic and Intimate. Grabbing my left thigh and bringing it to sit up, slightly leaning on his body.He then does something that has my heart already beating faster than it already was, also creating goosebumps on my arms and legs.

He slowly glides his finger on my skin starting at my ankle and slowly going up to my thigh as we still kiss. Our lips molding together like the sun and moon, they can’t go without eachother.

His finger tips reach my thigh and he being to rub there, causing me pull back away from him slowly, my breath out of control and the intesity to much for me to handle.

He pulls back to see the reason for the sudden halt in the moment

"What’s wrong?"He asks Oblivious to the Hold he has on me.

Reversing the Roles we were in earlier I look away from him.

"My thigh is a sensitive spot" I say thanking God a Blush is not evident on my complexion.

He smiles about to respond but his phone begins to ring, the contact reading ‘My old Sasaengnim’

His mind says as his eyes travel to the phone then back to you, silently questioning ‘Can I get it?’

I nod reassuring him its alright and to pick it up, Causing him to reach for the phone and answer to whom I can only guess as Mo-Tak by the name.

Before the phone call ends he lets out an dejected sigh and says "Okay"

"What?" I question seeing him put the phone back where it was and put his attention back on me.

"I have to go baby" He speaks with slight sadness in his tone, but you know he is happy to do what he does he is just sad to leave you.

"Hero things?" I tease him trying to put that beautiful smile back on him.

"Yea" He chuckles softly and rubs my check , then going to my lips.

"I’ll see u later" He says closing the distance a bit and kisses me after finishing his statement.

I hold his cheeks to deepen it a bit, only pulling back after a few seconds because I know he has to go.

"Ok"I respond back but wanting nothing more than to keep kissing him, but I know he has to save the world and I love that about him, because he is genuine about it.

He gets up and puts his jacket on and grabbing his phone. "If your tired don’t wait for me just go to sleep, ok?" He says looking down at me with a soft look.

“Mhm” I say smiling at him sleepily.since I’m filled with food and the love of my boyfriend it made me tired.

He kisses my forehead one more time and starts walking to the door , turning of the lights and closing my door on the way. I then start to drift to sleep as I hear my front door shut and my lock locking by itself making me smile to myself

‘I like this place’

[cinamun]

Ooh! Question: what exactly is Hope's understanding of relationships? Does she fully understand at this point that there's more to being with someone than kissing and cuddling and woohooing nonstop? I know you've said Hope admires her parents' relationship, but I started wondering whether she only sees it (and the idea of love) on the surface level -- especially since she's still so young. That could be another side to the issue 🤷🏿‍♀️

Good question friend! She's still learning all of the intricacies of relationships, all the dynamics, the good and the bad. Hope didn't always witness rainbows and sunshine between her parents so she has some variances to examine. We've got to remember that Jay is her first real deal. They only *just* started playing house, too. She's catching deserved smoke right now but part of me understands that Jay is her only real frame of reference outside of her father and she told Jay that (I mean, she wasn't lying):

Just like Hope is Jay's only frame of reference outside of whatever happened with his ex. So they are in unknown territory here. Jay is all-in, Hope is having doubts.

Typically its the other way around but I digress...

[sapphic-woes]

Hello <3 I saw that your requests are open and I was thinking about this angst/fluff Eivor x female Y/N hcs where the reader is having nightmares and visions. And because in this visions the reader does something horrible, she doesn't want to tell even Valka. Eivor notices that and tries to talk to the reader... Idk, just the 2 am thought.

First time doing this sooo if this sucks I apologize;;

Eivor & Visions

You dreamt of terrible things. Ravensthorpe burning, soot filling your lungs and screams echoing in your ears. A figure at the center of it all. Hooded. You didn't know them, but your heart told you they were dangerous, and when they turned around...you realized they were you.

You wake up from the same dream. The same hellish vision. The first time you couldn't go back to sleep. The next time you still couldn't. Now you'd last count of how many sleepless nights you'd had.

You were a bad omen. The place you'd been born and raised in always told you that, and when you ran away to live in Ravensthorpe, you thought things would change.

Now, it seemed you were only going to bring calamity on the people you actually loved.

Since Eivor saved you, helping you escape from that terrible place and live in her settlement, you'd kept your distance. You couldn't be greedy, and it would be shameful to repay your jarlskona's kindness with the burden of your feelings.

So, you'd buried them. You kept to being polite, you made sure not to ask for more than you needed. You tried to fade into the background and become another average villager Eivor took care of.

But of course, she noticed you.

"Y/N, what has happened? You've become a shell of who you were since last I saw you..." Eivor's eyes focused with worry, gaze tracing over your body again and again. Hardly a few hours had passed since she'd returned, and already she was at your door, and you were burdening her. You looked away, but that only made her step inside. She came close, smelling of the sea and the forest, calloused hands caressing the side of your face.

"Tell me...please. Before I leave again and you fade away in my absence."

You didn't want to tell her. Being more of a burden was the last thing you wanted. But her deep sapphire irises beckoned the truth from your mouth, and suddenly you found yourself confessing.

You told her everything in a fit of tears and desperate clinging. She held you close, wrapping her strong arms around you and gently patting your head. Together, you sank down to the floor of your little home, and she let you cry the weeks worth of pain you'd endeared into her chest.

"I... I'm sorry Eivor. I just did something so unsightly–" A thumb brushed away a tear on your cheek, and you looked up to a warm gaze.

"You don't need to worry about such things with me. I just want you to feel okay, Y/N." You nodded, pausing before whispering.

"Thank you...but now that you know, I think you can agree it's best that I leave now."

"What–"

"I can't stay here, Eivor! Not when I'm a danger to everyone around me. When I'm a danger to you." You stood up, and Eivor stood with you.

"Not all visions are exactly how they seem! I know this more than anyone. We can do something about this. You don't have to leave–"

"I do. It's exactly becuase we don't know how visions like these play out that I do. If...If anything happens to you I–" You sucked in a breath to stop yourself, a confession hanging at the edge of your lips.

"If I were to lose my jarlskona becuase I was too selfish–"

"And you think I'm okay with losing you!?"

You both stand in silence, breathing hard. You stare at each other in bewilderment.

Then Eivor moves.

She strides towards you with purpose, and you stumble back–but it's not enough. Suddenly you're under her shadow, and she kisses you with the longing she's had burning in her since you came to Ravensthorpe.

It's hungry, so fucking hungry, and you feel like you're drowning under the weight of her desire. You can hardly comprehend it all–this was something that only happened in your pleasant dreams, in your most wistful daydreams.

When she pulls away, her voice is gruff, sending shivers down your spine as she whispers against your lips.

"Every second I'm away from you, I dream of coming back. Of seeing you waiting for me...of your soft smiles and honeyed voice. Must you take that away from me? Please...my love...stay. We can fight this together, just..."

Eivor presses her forehead to yours, letting out a shaky breath. You'd never heard her like this before. She was always strong, resilient even in the face of death. But her voice breaks this time, faltering in a desperate plea.

"Please...don't leave me."