#i mean i'm vibing!! it'll help me get used to actually listening too so may as well start checking it all out lmao?

[autistic-shaiapouf]

After getting simultaneously logged out of everything and happening to have a single song in spanish open in a tab after getting kicked out of youtube, I am now somehow curating an entire homepage that's exclusively in spanish

[nordic-language-love]

Hi! I’ve seen you talk about italki on here in the past. How do you find it? Worth the money? Does it feel awkward? I’ve been using duolingo to learn Spanish (did like beginners years ago at school) and after some duo am at a2 now. feeling like as much as duo is good, I never actually talk to anyone and I probably need that to level me up any further. Hope you don’t mind me sending this ask, you always seem really nice and helpful on your blog. All the best!

Hi there! Personally I like italki for a number of reasons:

1) I'm paying the person to listen to my shit grammar and correct my mistakes. That means I don't feel like I have to apologise or feel embarrassed (which is the main reason I didn't want to do free language exchange - I felt sorry for the poor person who had to listen to my bad grammar/pronunciation etc).

2) I'm making a commitment. I'm pretty hopeless at making myself do things and setting aside time for things, so booking a lesson means I'm committed to showing up at that time to practice my Norwegian (and I can't back out last minute because you're not allowed to cancel within 24 hours of a lesson).

3) It gives me a little more direction. When you're a beginner, it's quite easy to pick topics to learn (clothes, food, hobbies etc), but as you progress into intermediate (especially B2 level), it can be difficult to know what exactly to study. Having a tutor helps because either they'll have a syllabus for you to follow, or you'll find out through conversation what vocabulary you're lacking.

4) It boosts my confidence. I've never had a tutor who made me feel stupid; they've always been really encouraging, even when I've struggled to express myself.

5) Unless they're quite new and they're only community tutors, they have experience or knowledge of how to give useful feedback (although I recommend mentioning beforehand that you want feedback and what kind of feedback is useful for you - do you want to be interrupted? Do you want corrections/feedback to be sent after the class? Do you only want them to correct specific grammar mistakes? Suggest vocabulary? At A2 level you'll probably make more mistakes than can realistically be corrected in a single session, plus some tutors are reluctant to give corrections because they think it'll damage your confidence).

As for awkward, it's usually not awkward for me. Sometimes you don't vibe with someone and then the 30 minutes is a little strained, but generally speaking you can get a good idea as to whether you'll vibe with someone by looking at their profile and watching their video. I usually come to class armed with a few questions about synonyms/grammar/culture, so that if conversation's a bit of a struggle, I can fall back on those. I highly recommend that you book a trial lesson (or just a 30-minute lesson if you've run out) first to see if you vibe and ask the tutor about how they run their classes, what materials they use, how they give feedback etc (I feel like this is obvious, but I get a surprising number of package requests for hour-long lessons from people who haven't even sent me a message).

I do however want to be absolutely clear that it isn't necessary to spend your money on a tutor to improve your language level. There are lots of language exchange apps where you can find people to talk to, and there are sometimes even helpful tumblrs who'll offer to chat with you too (or at least give corrections/feedback on things you post on tumblr). You may be able to find a language partner on the italki community too. Talking to yourself is another a great way to practice speaking if you don't have anyone to talk to but don't want to spend money on a tutor (although of course you won't get corrections unless you post it somewhere).

Sorry for the essay lmao hope it was helpful! Good luck learning Spanish!

[shyrose57]

Part 2 with da angst

2: Young Ranbob did not understand at all what was going on, infact he refused to believe he ever had anything to do with the sabotages, it was only when Dream took over completely and gave Ranbob enough of his mind to know what he was doing, did he finally accept it. He tried and tried to break Dreams control and get control of his body back, but nothing he did ever really worked, and the more he tried Dream eventually began to punish him, forcing him to stop. He felt aboustely awful, like a failure, a murder, and just a shitty person during all of this. His journal shows basically all of his mental decline, it went from normal, him recording special things during the day, to semi-normal, him expression concern and fear over the sabotages and killings (with some out of place words or sentences here and there appearing half way through, showing Dreams presence), to recordings from someone with obvious mental distress (misspelled words, extreme fear, showing fear of himself, hasty writings and drawings, very obviously out of place sentences (their neater than the rest and written differently, written by Dream), and meaningless words and sentences, obviously trying to say something but not knowing how too), all they way to flipping entries of when Ranbob is in control (sadness, despair, hasitly done, regret, and just heavy sentences) to when Dream is in control (Neat writing, stating "facts", showing a level of glee). Ranbob does still have it, he actually still uses it to record what happens in the groups and how far he's come. To the Gladiators its more of a "Hey I found this thing, lets read this thing." "No let's not read the thing." "Im going to ignore you and read it anyway.". The pictures are from the current ruined state of the City of Mizu, and pictures showing Ranbob at the fishermens house, struggling to walk and even eat on his own, though a few are from before Dream ever got a hold of Ranbob. 

3: The way you just said "Causally drops some trauma on them, huh?" And "Traumatized gremlins" made me laugh so much. Its so accurate and made me just think of the brothers vibing toghere before I just pop in and drop tons of trauma on them before dipping. "Ah, damn, the opponent stared me in my chest." "WHY ARE YOU SO CALM ABOUT THIS!? YOUR BLEEDING OUT!" "Oh im used to this. Trust me I'll survive...probably." "RAN I SWEAR!". And "Ranbob when did you last eat?" "Uhhh, 2 days ago I think." "..." "D-did I eat too soon? I dont have to eat for another day or two max-" "Ranbob shut up and eat." "B-but-" "If you dont eat I'll tell Benjamin." "OK ok I'll eat."  Ran thinks its normal to get stabbed often, while Ranbob thinks its normal to only eat every 2 or 3 days, and to not sleep for a long time. There is one particular hunter that's been hunting him the longest, they go by Raq and are the most determined to get Ran, though they don't plan on killing him, but rather kidnapping him and exploting him for pearls. It was a bit hard at first, Ran kept having to leave to wander around the City for a bit, though he eventually successfully got accustomed to staying in one place, though he does sometimes wish he could travel again. 

4: A bit of everything, him getting violent and trying to run at first. But after that it fades more into what resembles a depressive state, with him refusing to move and crying while being lost in his head. He requires space to move around but be monitored in the first state, while for the second he needs constant comfort and physical contact. The aftermath was the fishermen and Jackie staying close to Ranbob for the next 2 days, while Grievous and Watson try to find Ran after he stormed off in anger and disbelief. Ran does know what a relapse means, but during the time he believes Ranbobs relapse might be something else (like his facade faulting maybe).

5: Not long at all, while Ran is carrying Jackie and Cletus makes fun of them as Ranbob is following him, Jackie quickly points out how Ranbob is like a lost puppy, and the same thing is basically happening to the two of them, but showed different ways. (The brothers making sure their family is safe by sticking close to them).

6: By the time they travel to Subbin, Ranbob has gained like 80 pounds and is a way more healthy weight and looks much more healthier than when the fishermen first found him. 

7: Their usually either getting materials, looking around the area/exploring, being taught things by someone, or sleeping. Charles was the one who revived the nickname! He called him that when trying different tactics to calm him down from a nightmare, Ranbob immediately froze and after a while started to cry, Charles panicked but Ranbob quickly comforted him, saying he just hasn't heard Bobby used in such a long time and brings back both incredibly happy and incredibly sad memories. And with permission, Charles starts using it more. Ran also freezes when hearing it, immediately going ridged and almost ripping a map he has in his hands, when asked by Grievous what was wrong, he just growled out nothing and moved on. Though he does mull over it later, conflicting emotions running all over him. 

8: Helping separate Ran and Ranbob was already big for the gladiators. As most people would just watch with glee. Then when they get time to talk and make the connection between Ran and Ranbob, they decide to make a exception and willingly put in effort to bond with the other group. Also them just naturally connecting made the bonding and trust easy between the groups. 

9: They do both! They keep some books, pictures, and other stuff, but sell others as relics. Ranbob mostly disapproves of them selling the items, but also knows it'll probably be best to sell them, and have them either spread the story of Mizu as a warning, or have the story of Mizu destroyed by assumptions and twisting of the story. 

10: I'm thinking maybe a Wilbur decendent is inhabiting a certain town, and when the groups stop in for a break, Wilbur decendant  houses them and listens to their story, and tries to help?

11: They mostly just find them, they either find them in book stores or ruined towns and cities (maybe I can put The Masquerade tale in here somewhere), a wide range of people, from scholars to plain history nerds, to books from during the time of the SMP itself to books written by seemingly no one. Ranbob finds some himself, mostly when exploring with the group. I think I misworded this! Dream is the one who compared Ranbobs journal to Ranboos memory book! Ranbob knows of Ranboos memory book but he himself doesn't see the connection. Ran feels all of the above. He is extremely ashamed and disappointed in himself for hurting his brother, he hugs him tightly and apologizes non-stop, promising to make it all up to him, and while he asks for forgiveness he also says he doesnt expect for his brother to forgive him. Once he finally sees Dream for real though he's the first one to blindly attack and try to kill em. Though he doesnt succeed. 

12: No one expect the brothers where outside in the rain when they fought. So no one knew of what was happening. Its only when Ran finally joined them, but alone, did they get scared and alarmed. And when Ran admits they got into a fight and Ranbob ran off, the fishermen immediately start yelling at Ran and run off to find Ranbob, screaming his name into the deafening thunder. Grievous follows them but Watson and Jackie hang back a bit, Jackie just looks at Ran with a heartbroken expression, tears in his eyes, and asks, with his voice shaking and laced with sadness, "Why can't you at least try to accept him, you dont have to like or forgive him, but why can't you just let him heal?" "Jackie..you dont know what's he done-" "I do know! And I'm willing to help him change and recover! You can't and your his brother! What kind of family member are you?" Ran tries to respond but Jackie just chokes and shakes his head at him, running off to follow the others. Watson then speaks up, simply saying "Mate, your doing more than hurting Ranbob at this point." Before running off to follow and join the others. Ran feels horrible, even before being confronted he so badly wanted to chase after Ranbob, but was to scared too and he constantly was trying to reassure himself that he did the right thing, but no matter what, he couldn't convince himself that was the truth. And after the confrontation, Ran is taking what was said to heart and also considering running away, leaving the group behind and sparing them of all the pain he believes he causes, believing that he's just as bad a family member as Ranbob was. But he doesnt, because he feels like he absolutely needs to talk to his brother and everyone else. 

2: Oh god. Poor Ranbob. He really went through it. It does make me wonder, did anyone notice something was up? His mentor? Parents? Friends? Speaking off, what was his relationship with them all? From what I know, he seemed to be under a lot of pressure, so how did that effect things, and how did Dream’s presence change that? And uh, gladiators reactions to reading the diary? Also, did they get caught reading it, or? And how did everyone in general react to the pictures? The fishermen may have taken the latter, but how did they feel about seeing Ranbob before Dream came into the picture?

3: I tell it like it is, glad to hear it’s made you laugh though. And uh, oh boy. On one hand, I definitely shouldn’t laugh at stabbing and possible starvation. One the other. Ran’s reaction. Ranbob being threatened with Benjamin. Is he often threatened with Benjamin? What exactly happens if Benjamin is told? Will Raq be causing future problems? Is Ran happy to be on the road again?

4: That sucks. Did the gladiators witness it first hand, or did the fishermen kind of realize what was happening and split off for a bit? Reactions to either seeing or hearing this happen?

5: Ranbob’s reaction to this? Heck, all of the fishermen’s reactions?

6: As he should. If he ever starts looking even slightly thin again, Benjamin needs to jump into immediate action! Also, give him a blanket and warm drink, please? Please, he needs it, they all do. 

7: So not too bad, that’s good. Charles was the one, huh? Interesting. Does Ranbob like having it back? And conflicting emotions, hmm? What would those emotions be? Does anyone ever notice the nickname makes him mad? 

8: So the gladiators consider that their big approval? Why’s that? Like obviously, they helped break it up, but was it something particular? Did they get between the two? Jump into the arena? What?

9: A warning of Mizu...there’s something awfully tragic about that. 

10: Sounds interesting! In what way would they be able to help? 

11: Scattered about, hm? So Ranbob knows about Ranboo’s memory book? Did Dream tell him, or did Mizu have a copy, or? And yay, Ranbob finally gets a hug! Most wonderful! Sad Ran doesn’t succeed in murder, but meh. Always next time, I suppose.

12: You...you were really going for my heart when you wrote this, weren’t you? Um, first of all, ouch. Second of all, also ouch. That’s all I’ve got for you right now. Just, ouch, Anon. Ouch.

[hazardouscandy]

Hi!!! Can I have a male ship from Harry Potter?

19, Southeast Asian with Spanish descent, Libra, Bi Pan and Genderfluid, and a proud muggleborn Ravenclaw. Short (5'1"), chubby with kinda cherubic-like face, medium brunette hair, chocolate brown eyes, oriental skin, and boyish-emo sense of fashion with korean makeup look.

Really quiet, soft spoken, distant, and timid around random people (to the point they think I'm modest, demure, immaculate, and educated) but once I finally open up it's totally opposite---super talkative, rowdy-mouthed, laughing loudly on a daily basis, creative, talented, expressive, swears like a sailor, very clumsy, witty, passionate, religious, very supportive, unfortunate, super childish, determined, thriving, speaks with sarcasms, has a lamest sense of humour, gets excited so easily, skittish, forgetful, and unashamed to be myself but can be awkward around the strangers. Nice and kind to good people, but an opposite who isn't

Opinionated and EXTREMELY COMPETITIVE, in terms of academics and extra curricular activities (even I'm a procrastinator---I still ace them like what kind of sorcery I did?) that's why I got frustrated and dissappointed quickly if I failed, because I thought people I know is pressuring me, but I tried to keep moving forward once I already cheered up.

I may come off as stubborn, feisty, tough, demanding, and harsh if I get really angry also demanding and intimidating if things aren't all right, but my deeper self is sensitive, insecure of my physical appearance (some people around me makes fun of it and it's rude), and fragile who cries easily also has strong beliefs and reasoning, like fighting for my dreams to the point it'll become a debate because of my brashness. But I'm also willing to help or give up something as long I can, they think I'm selfish, but not really---I do have biased sentimental value and I have a different way how do I care---by being supportive and giving gifts also teaching them, in addition I have an emotional overwhelm, I get flustered too quickly, blush on compliment, and melt over wholesomeness.

My interests are arts, choir, night sky, makeup, fun/deep/dumb conversations, Christianity, documentaries (about saints, real crime stories, and inspirational people), reading interesting stuffs, talking about social issues, and creative writings.

My hobbies are are singing, drawing, listening to music, chatting/browsing on social media, conceptualizing, writing, and reading some stuffs. I'll include making corniest jokes/puns, sleeping, and dancing when nobody's around or walking like a model if I feel so bold (even I'm terrible at both xD). I also used to learn Italian language a bit.

P.S. I'm okay with both SFW and Nsfw headcanons for the matchup, but not really not required

I actually had to think about this for a while but I went with Neville Longbottom!

SFW headcanons

-You guys met briefly in your first year on the train while you helped him find Trevor

-The pair of you didn't actually become close friends until 4th year when he came to you for herbology help(you give off the good at herbology vibes)

-Neville has had a crush on your since first year at Hogwarts, only building up the confidence to become your friend in the beginning of 4th year

-you went to the Yule Ball together (sorry Ginny)

-he stepped on your toes a few times but it was still a really great night

-You guys don't start dating until later but you do get very close during your time at Hogwarts

-Now that the insight is out of the way, onto what actually being with him is like

-You start dating right after the battle of Hogwarts

-He confesses to you before going to fight because he thought you both we're going to die

-afterwards when he comes to the realization neither of you died, you get invited to stay with him and his family until it's safe to go home

-he's the type to be very soft and intimate after getting past his jumpy phase!

-expect lots of small gifts and smaller displays of affection

-he asks you to move in together about a year into your official relationship

-you guys have a place in hogsmeade

-your house is FILLED with plants

-he's very shy about a lot of things, but he is a very passionate lover

-he steals intimate moments with you whenever he can

-he is a huge softy and cuddle bug so expect lots of hugs from behind and neck kisses

-dances with you in the house all the time

NSFW headcanons

- I'm telling you now but this man is packing. We're talking 6 flaccid, 7.5 hard and a pretty wide girth. His dick had got a slight curve to it. It's mostly pale with a pink tip, pretty standard dick stuff

- It takes awhile for you two to actually get to this level of intimacy but when you do he is a very fast learner

-He knows your body better than you do

-He's is generally pretty serious in the bedroom but he does make jokes

-He 100% has a praise kink

-Neville is a grabber, and he is really good(and I mean like shockingly good) with his hands

-he's surprising dominant when it comes to sex, and likes being in control

-he also loves when you ride him, just saying

-Neville has a thing for chubby people, so you should expect him so be grabbing your hips all the damn time

-KING of aftercare

-He always falls asleep after you do

-Makes sure you don't leave the bed while he cleans up

-He's the type to bring you water and probably a snack if we're being honest

Overall your relationship with him is super wholesome and sweet! I really do hope you enjoyed this, and I hope you're happy with Neville ❤️

[jw231992]

Danganronpa: Despair Time

(ダンガンロンパ:絶望のタイム)

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First of, I just want to say that this is a fanganronpa that I recently found thanks to Moboxer, the head of what is known as Danganronpa: Kill/Cure. I want to do an analysis of that one soon, but this one I figured would be a good start. So, like the series we've come to know and love, Danganronpa: Despair Time is a series where a group of high school students are trapped in a building and must commit a murder to get out of their situation. With the prologue being released just now, we can get a feel for the characters, and maybe some of my predictions will be right? Who knows. Without further ado, let's get into it.

We will start with the main female lead, Teruko Tawaki, the Ultimate Lucky Student. She's seemingly plain, but not Tsumugi Shirogane plain. I really like the hair color she has going on, and I can't accurately tell what color it is, due to me being colorblind, but I believe it's brown going into gray ends. What also sets her apart from previous Danganronpas is that most of the leads are male. Ones like Danganronpa: the After and Danganronpa REbirth both have female leads which I find very refreshing and would like to see the killing game from a female perspective. The thing that also seemed to stick out to me was how she says she was cursed with bad luck, much like Makoto Naegi feels he was in the first game. It also gives me a sense of sadness, much like Qrow Branwen of the RWBY series and his semblance of always bring bad luck to those around him. As of right now, I can't say too much else about her, but as the main character, I feel she would be a survivor. She'll make it to the end and stop the televised killing game (more on this for another character.)

Alexander Matthews, or Xander, is the Ultimate Rebel. He definitely gives of a Kaito Momota vibe from how he confronts those that insult him, but he also has a very friendly demeanor. So because of this, I am giving him the title of Best Boy, because we all need a Best Boy and a Best Girl. According to the series, his talent isn't so much as being a troublemaker, but moreso taking a stand against what he doesn't like and wants to improve for the better. Honestly, maybe Revolutionist or Protestor would have been a better title? Maybe, but Rebel also has a nice flair to it, so we'll go with what the creator intended. His red hair also gives him a fiery feel, which is what I've come to expect from the Best Boys of the games and fangans. The sad part is, I see him dying in the fifth chapter as a culprit. Probably something he didn't even mean to do or something he didn't want to do, a heartbreaking chapter. But the series isn't fully out to the public yet, so we can't say for certain.

Eden Tobisa, the Ultimate Clockmaker. She's adorable, soft, and I just wanna protect this innocent cinnamon bun. That being said, I don't think she is the one that would get the Best Girl status. A lot of her sprites are pretty cutesy, much like a cat, which seems to be a running theme within this fangan. Or I may just dig a little too deep and find stuff that really isn't there. She gives me a big Chihiro Fujisaki vibe, and would love to see this character being explored more. However, it kind of breaks my heart to say she's probably not going to make it, and I believe she would be the Chapter 1 victim. Like I said, she's small and soft, and makes for an easy victim, but I would definitely love seeing an execution if she ends up being the culprit in a case. Probably something sad and gruesome like her being crushed between a few clockwork gears.

So I wanna say this right off the bat, and I'm sure anyone that saw this girl's talent was like, "What the actual hell is a Zither?!" Thank goodness they tell us what it is and I appreciate learning new things. That being said, this is Hu Jing, the Ultimate Zither Player. Her demeanor gives me a slight Kirumi Tojo vibe, especially given the sprite that I took of her. The way she speaks is amazing and I want to see more. I am probably being way too premature about this, but I have wholeheartedly given her the additional title of Best Girl. She may not have a lot to bring to the table as a Zither player but playing instruments takes dedication and I can speak from experience. Not all instruments are easy to play so learning exotic instruments is that much harder. I also say that she's going to be a survivor as well, making it to the end of the killing game but if not, she'll more than likely be a victim.

Here we have J Moreno, the Ultimate Effects Artist, a talent I can also really appreciate. According to the series, J is a nickname but she gets flustered and doesn't exactly say what that nickname is, which may actually come up later during a trial or some form of Free-Time Event. She also seems to prefer quiet people, as opposed to those who seem flashy or boisterous, like the actors she deals with behind the scenes. I use to be a theatre kid (bring on the TikToks) and whenever I could, I would also attempt to learn tech stuff, namely moving set pieces and the sort, so I have a slight personal connection with this talent. She may have a bit of a standoffish attitude but deep down, I feel she has a heart of gold and would definitely help her friends in a time of need. This sort of demeanor would probably give her more of a Kiyotaka Ishimaru vibe, but not in a "Running in the halls is not welcome in a school environment" kinda feel. More towards the personality. However that assistance may go too far and I feel she is more likely to be a culprit in Chapter 2 of the series. Makes me wonder how the execution of an effects artist will go. We'll see if I'm right.

Oh Jesus. This name is gonna be the death of me, but meet Veronika Grebenshchikova, the Ultimate Horror Fanatic. As you can probably tell from the screenshot, she loves everything horror, and I really like the hair ties she has on with the eyes. It makes her stand out, and I feel makes it tie her whole outfit together. The outfit also seems to be giving me Celestia Ludenberg vibes, but at least people aren't asking if she's Japanese. When I first saw her, I thought she would be some form of Optometrist or something but I'm glad she's a horror fanatic. I, too, also happen to like horror pop culture, and I thought it was kind of funny, and slightly suspicious, that she mentioned that they would be trapped in the building and be forced to kill each other. Because of that, it makes me think she knows more than she's letting on, so a possible traitor/mastermind thing going on with her? If not, she's still probably not going to make it and I've labeled her as one of the victims in Chapter 3. But a horror fanatic's execution would definitely be something I'd be interested in, like Emma Magorobi from Super Danganronpa Another 2.

The Ultimate Inspirational Speaker, David Chiem. I'm unsure of how to pronounce his last name, either Hhheee-em or Chai-em. Either way, I feel kind of let down that a speaker that Xander looks up to really hates his talent, or moreso the people that actually listen to him, revealing he's kinda two-faced, being able to talk shit about those that come to his speeches and then nice to their face. It might have been something that developed while doing it, like he was amazing and loved it at first but then later down the road, he started hating it and wanting it to stop. I don't think the two-faced bit will be as extreme as Kokichi Oma or Nagito Komaeda (his facade at the beginning of Super Danganronpa 2 to the end of Chapter 1) but it may come into play during the trials, maybe during his own? Or if he's being framed for a murder? Despite that, I've marked him as a survivor who let's this killing game change him back to OG David where he loved giving speeches and uses the killing game for a new lease on life.

Arturo Giles, the Ultimate Plastic Surgeon. I don't like him. He's a bit of a snob, and to those that he seems ugly aren't worth his time apparently. Which seems odd, given his talent. I mean, he's a plastic surgeon, so of course there will be people looking to fix a few things they don't like about themselves (I'm talking like Nip/Tuck here, people.) He has this utter fetish for celebrities and their beauty however I was watching a thing way back when, I dunno what it was, but it says the ones that have the most plain faces and such tend to be more beautiful to humans. Or something along those lines, but I'm thinking his mask is hiding something he doesn't like about himself. It makes me kinda sad because precious girl, Seiko Kimura, wore a mask and she was so upfront about everything, so maybe there is a hidden redemption arc just waiting to come out. Watch it be something like ugly teeth or some scar he doesn't want people seeing. Enough about this guy though, as I have labeled him a victim, specifically Chapter 5. Remember how I mentioned that Xander would probably end up being a culprit? Well, I think it'll end up being something that he didn't mean to or want to do, despite not really getting along with Arturo. But if he isn't a victim, he might be a survivor.

Daddy. Haha, I'm kidding, this is Levi Fontana, the Ultimate Personal Stylist. He gives off the "intimidating but innocent cinnamon bun" vibe that Gonta Gokuhara gives off, and even mentions his past during the introduction. Something I wish to see come into play during a trial. Now, a theme I seem to run across is the big person, who is amazing usually dies in Chapter 4, and I hate to say this might also be the case. His past may not have something to do with the trial, but if it does, he would be a culprit. I hope not though because I would love to see the intimidating guy live to the end.

Okay, this guy is also an asshole, and I wanna say it's probably because he's short. Kinda like Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu. Ace Markey, the Ultimate Jockey. Despite how he's short like Fuyuhiko, he isn't as willing to go to that point, as he's kind of a wimp. This kind of demeanor makes him less likely to have friends, but I'm interested to see how he got to this point. Probably some form of bullying while he's on his horse, to be honest. Like maybe having issues getting on and the other jockeys laughing at him, but maybe his coach, or mentor giving him this disapproving face when he tries to start something. That's how I see it anyway, but he is probably the Chapter 1 culprit. His execution might be something along the lines of being tied to a fence where horses have to jump over him and he gets hit in the head with horse feet and horseshoes. Then as the fence falls over, he gets trampled on, leaving a bloody mess. I wouldn't be too sad about this character but we'll see as time goes on.

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I would love to continue on but apparently there's a 10 photo per post limit. I will be posting the second part shortly.

[moononastring]

ONE MONTH TO WEDDING DAY! Can I just say that it was a terrible idea to rush and the stress has not stopped. Me and Nick got into a HUGE argument like probably the worst we’ve ever been in last week and I’ll still cry thinking about it because we both hurt each others feelings because we would not listen to one another. All good now of course but man this has been crazy and I just figured I’d update you guys because I’m still so excited even with all the stress and unruly family members and SEATING CHARTS. Who knew there was so much drama about who sits where and why and dude my head spins just thinking about it. I think I’ve almost got it down so fingers crossed 🤞🏻🤞🏻

I saw you interviewed for a job at your old university? How did it go? Was there an offer that was acceptable or still waiting?! The people want to know and by the people I mean me at the very least ☺️ I put the vibes out for you so hopefully it works ☝🏼❤️

I’ve been not sleeping because of you know stress and just read all of SMTB over the last like week and I originally found you because of your ACOWAR re-read and then binged all of your Elucien fics and finally gave Eris a shot here. This is the first Eris centric fic I’ve read and GIRL why is he so good and lovable and the biggest idiot 🥹 so goooood. You’re super talented as if we all haven’t told you already but I really appreciate you and the fact you let me spill the tea on my life and supply the best slow burns ❤️❤️❤️

Ahhhhh one more month!!!

I know this is an incredibly stressful time and weddings are always nuts so don't get too down about your argument. I'm glad you both are good now though! If it wasn't obvious before, you and Nick are my OTP so I ALWAYS WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU GUYS ARE OKAYYYYYY. You both are in love and excited to be married which means you learn to communicate with each other even more. Arguments during wedding planning seem inevitable just because of the stress 😂 BUT it will all be okay!! It will be a beautiful day; if things don't go EXACTLY TO PLAN, don't sweat the small details. It's always the bigger picture that counts: you and Nick feeling great and having a good time. Please remember to eat during the day my gal lol. Also, in case this also wasn't obvious, I want a full-length report on the wedding afterward (as I'm sure everyone else will as well HAHA). I heart you and I send you ALL the best vibes for the rest of the planning and day of ♥️♥️♥️ May it be smooth sailing from here! (and rigorous spicy times!!)

The interview went great! They took my references and from what seems to be happening, an offer should be coming 👀 According to my friend (who was my old coworker lol) they sounded "obsessed" with ME HAHA. It'll all depend on whether they pay me my worth from here SIGH. HOWEVER, I also got an interview request from another company and the position sounds right up my alley! I'm excited to chat with them tomorrow and see if the position is actually a good fit and then I'd have to make a decision. So...we shall have to see! Whatever is meant for me won't miss me! And I super duper appreciate you asking my darling 🥹♥️

Ugh, I'm so glad you found my blog and it was a chance for us to connect! Thank you so so so so much for your kind words about my writing! It means so much and is always flattering to hear! I'm so happy you enjoyed reading my elucien fics and now SMTB! Writing has been hard and ngl, I'm slowly drifting away from writing for fandom 🙈 I'm happy my fics can at least help when you can't sleep haha!

Take it easy darling! It's stressful but the end goal is the best part! I can't wait to hear about it!! You're always welcome to share with me! In fact, I insist!! 🥰🥰🥰