#i make jokes (spoiler: they arent jokes) about wanting to be treated like a princess but you know what????

[madomkasak]

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[cielospeaks]

some headcanons bc gosh dangit i need self indulgence

-when im frustrated at being treated like a kid- he totally understands. this gremlin hecker grown ass five year old understands. he lets me rant to him and cry into his chest when im all worn out and then just holds me tight. and i feel like shit bc i know he must know- and i treat him like the irresponsible idiot he is and worry im being hypocritical but he just smiles and laughs. i feel like hed say something like “is it childish? is it not? what does it matter, its what you’re doing and thats all that matters” and eventually we both laugh through tears and just cuddle

-we go on a disney date- my personal favorite or one of them. that and ballroom dancing. but anyways, im reminded unintentionally of all the questionable school memories i have there and for a second its awkward but then im like “its ok! im here to make new memories w you! right?” and then eventually he suggests we do the same stuff i have bad memories of and im shook. but he explains it “you liked doing those things until people ruined it for you? what if i give you new memories of those things and maybe we can make it together something you can enjoy!” im even more shook but we totally do it. he lies on my lap in potc and im shook. “arent you gonna hit me w your purse” -awkward silence and blushing- “its..... a different feeling than before” im flustered af my gremlin boyfriend is too cute. we go yell spoilers on btm but im like “itd be rude to talk about guillotines around someone whos first love was marie antionette- besides idk if hes read totc” but he comes up w the idea instead of spoiler spoilers we do spoilers as in “spoil yourself” so its stuff like “treat yourself” and “remember youre important and deserve happiness” and its the most wholesome shit. we both try out the fiddles its wild. lets be honest if this is existing irl that would mean everyone realizes i have a boyfriend and hes a musically talented pissgoblin named after a famous classical composer id be even more of a flustered mess and he would love it. “oh! let me play a love song for you!” random kids would insist i was a disney princess and id be even more rip in ripperoni. hed give me a look like “im sorry youre not enjoying this, ill be good” and then i manage to squeak out “no! i love you! aaaaa i mean i love thi- well you know what i mean!” shitgremlin literally melting me. i feel like at some point hed meet a pretty girl whos sad/crying in the park and start borderline flirting to try and cheer her up, and like i get back or something and also try to help out, like maybe her friend had to cancel and she doesnt want to spend the day alone, so we keep her company until her friend arrives, and motes is kinda surprised im not upset or jealous but im just like “you were helping out a stranger, i couldnt be more proud of my wonderful bf” im like the least jealous person around my pissgremlin boy bc i know hes the sweetest person ever and itd be rude to hog all of his sunshine and positivity to myself. this got really rambly wow. anyways tldr motes is a good boy and an amazing boyfriend and i finally have a disney date au that isnt an angstfest looks at hans (not that i mind im 110 percent down w helping my redhead pointy nose boys actually love themselves but sometimes ya gotta get a pink nightmare pissgremlin to help you love yourself)

-also other ppl bc this weird “im not a kid stop treating me like a child” complex is out of hand. cascu (well anycu but cascu is my main boi) treats everyone like hes their uncle but somehow it doesnt feel mocking when he does it? i feel silly bc hes old af and im probably still a kid to him but he just talks it out like a regular hecking person. he just kinda gives an empathetic sigh and gives me a pat, letting me cry into his tiddy until i feel better. then when im all good we just go back to work or whatever and he kinda teases me about it, but in a joking way. then says something like “hehe, of course im joking, anyone can see youre responsible and hardworking” and im shook. def gonna give that boyo a kiss and a thank you