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Hi! Sorry to bother again lol. I’m the Han obsessed girl lol. At it again with another request story cause my mind spirals but anyways I was thinking a forbidden love and sorta enemies to lovers so basically Han really wants to be with y/n but can’t cause of there differences and family issues etc and y/n pushes Han away cause she knows she likes him and all and basically angst and some fluff at the end? If that makes sense! - Sorry for the long request anyways Luv your work <3 (That’s why I keep coming back lol)

He's Not What He Seems to Be

MASTERLIST

Pairing: New CEO!Han Jisung x Rival!Female Reader, brief Lee Felix x Reader.

Genre: CEO!AU, forbidden love!AU, rivals-to-lovers, fluff, angst, slow burn.

Word Count: 19,435

Warnings: Swearing, insults, drinking, suggestive, mentions of sex but nothing too explicit, one mention of cheating. (proofread-ish)

A/N: I've been wanting to do a forbidden love kind of thing for a while, thank you! This is basically what I was already working on, but I changed it a bit so it could work for your request.

A/N 2: My longest fic so far! I love this story so much and put so much into it! I hope you'll enjoy it as much as I did when writing it.

one. - now -

"Has Miss L/N signed the papers yet?" the man asked your father, as if you weren't in the room already.

"She has not yet. We are to discuss our agreement before we commit to anything." your father answered politely.

"I see." the man, also known as Mr. Bang, breathed out. "I expect an answer until tomorrow night. We have our big announcement ceremony. I will be delighted to know you there."

Your father nodded politely before leaving the room while you stayed behind. As the door closed, you sent a glare to Mr. Bang. Upon seeing your reaction, he lets out a laugh.

"Chan, stop it." you rolled your eyes.

"Please, your father is so serious." he kept on laughing.

"If only he saw how you are out of office..." you mumbled in exasperation. "I think you becoming a CEO has only worsen your IQ."

He huffed in response. "Your company is nothing without mine, watch how you talk to me."

"Bruh..."

"Y/N, this is serious business!" he exclaimed.

"I know that, but I also know you are, first and foremost, my best friend. Plus, how did you talk about me just now? As if I'm some puppet who only gets to sign stupid papers."

He shook his head as he turned on his computer. "I was only joking."

"Yeah, well, my father didn't get that." you scoffed.

You went around his desk and leaned forward to see the statistics marked on his screen. You frowned when one number caught your attention. The Han technologies had risen significantly.

"I thought you said our new line of intelligent watches helped us beat the Han company." you commented.

"It did. For like a week." he sighed. "Your company is not doing so good, let me tell you."

The Bang family was a renowned one in the industry. Their ideas were always original and fresh, the public loved it. The Han were more traditional, but they managed to keep a great image since they kept on releasing new stuff all the time. Plus, their promoting team was a hard one to beat. And then, there was the L/N. You used to lead the technology brands with the Bang. However, with time, your ideas were not as impressive as they used to be. The Han family sued you for plagiarism a few years ago and this was a huge step back for your improvement. Luckily, Chan had recently taken his father's place as the CEO of Bang inc. and agreed on helping your company to increase your legitimacy. That was only because you two had studied together in college and grew to support one another.

"Isn't Han Jisung supposed to take the spot as their new chairman?" you asked when your eyes spotted his name on the screen.

"He gets promoted tomorrow morning."

You groaned in annoyance. "Does it mean he is going to be there at your night event?"

"Yes." he gave you a weak smile. "If it helps you to feel any better, he is only there to discuss business with us. You don't even have to address him a single word."

You scoffed again. "Trust me, I'll stay away from this guy. Why do you have business with him. anyway? I thought you were helping me!" you acted offended.

"Stop whining, Y/N. You're becoming CEO next year as well. See the following months as an opportunity to learn more about the industry." he patted your back.

You deadpanned at him, arms crossed. "You're so annoying."

"And that is why you love me." he faked a smile. "You should join your father before he asks me to marry you again."

Although your father thought the ideal solution to save the company was to marry you off to Chan, the latter had refused multiple times. You were his best friend, he would never take away such a big part of your life from you.

"Fair enough." you shrugged. "Don't forget to send me the papers, I'll sign them tonight."

"Yeah, yeah." he motioned his hand at you while his eyes were stuck on his computer. "See you tomorrow."

You joined your father outside, and there were already journalists surrounding him, asking him questions about your downfall and how he planned to save his company. You came to his rescue by telling them off and dragging your father behind to the car. Once in the vehicle, you asked the driver to bring you home.

"I really think you should marry Mr. Bang for our sake." he shot at you as the car started to move. "This would do great publicity and help us rise our sells."

"Well, it's a shame he doesn't want to propose to me." you sighed with a hint of playfulness in your voice.

"Y/N, be serious for once!" he nagged at you. "You've known the man for years and he is very respectful. I see no issue in a marriage."

You rolled your eyes at him. "I don't want to marry him, neither does he. He is already helping us a lot, it should be enough for now."

"And look at the results. This only made us beat the Han family for a week or so."

Not wanting to argue, you simply sighed loudly and looked out the window. You passed in front of the Han building and caught a slight glimpse of Han Jisung. Another thing you hated about the man was how good-looking he was. This was surely going to help him raise their numbers after he gets promoted.

Finally getting home, you rushed to your room to go wash up. Your day had been a hassle with the meetings with Chan, trying to act as if you haven't seen each other at your worst back in college. The moment you stepped in the shower, your phone went off. Glancing at the contact, you shrugged it off and declined. A few minutes into washing your hair, it went off again. With a groan, you hurried to rinse off the shampoo and soap that remained on your body.

Still damped, you answered rudely. "What?"

"Uh... Is this a bad timing? I thought you told me you'd be off work by now..." the voice on the other side spoke with uncertainty.

"I am at home, but couldn't you have waited five minutes?" you groaned.

"Jeez, my bad, L/N." Jisung chuckled. "Call me when you can?"

"No, I'm done already." you sighed as you started to dry yourself with the towel. "What do you want?"

"I'm nervous."

Yeah, you and Jisung weren't exactly as hateful towards one another as people thought you were. You hated him, yes, but only because he was an annoying child who would be constantly calling you to talk about anything. Other than that, he was a good friend of yours.

"You've been preparing for a whole ass year, you'll be fine." you softly reassured him.

"I still believe I need more time."

"If you want my opinion, you'll never feel ready. I can assure you that you are more than well-prepared for this position." you said before going back to your room.

"Are you going to be there tomorrow?"

You sighed heavily as you let yourself fall on your bed. "Yeah, but don't expect me to talk to you."

"I know." he said sadly.

There was a pause in the conversation. You took it as an opportunity to change into a more comfortable outfit since you wouldn't be going out until the morning after.

"You still there?" you heard through your phone.

You picked it up again and placed it on your ear. "Yeah."

"I- Do you think it's weird for me to want things to be different?" he breathed out.

You frowned. "What do you mean?"

"You hated me before, right?"

"Yeah..." you trailed off, even more confused. "I still do, honestly."

"Yeah, well not like you used to. And I hated you too."

"Just get to the point." you complained.

"Right." he coughed. "I wish we could have continued what happened last year."

two. - a year ago -

"You've got to be fucking kidding me." you cursed under your breath.

From afar, you saw your sworn enemy, Han Jisung, walk towards the baggage reclaim area, looking around for his own. You put on your sunglasses in hopes he wouldn't notice you. To your luck, he didn't as he seemed more preoccupied with finding his luggage.

You turned on your heels and walked away as fast as you could. In all of the places in the world, he had to be exactly where you were at for your little solo escapade. Add to that it was at the same time. You couldn't go back, this trip had cost you too much already.

"Well, well." you heard from behind. "If this isn't Miss L/N." he said in a cocky voice.

You shut your eyes closed before turning around, coming face to face with the man. "And if this isn't Mr. Too-Much-Ego-For-His-Own-Good." you faked a smile.

"I appreciate your worry about my ego, L/N, but I don't think it is necessary." he smirked at you. "Unless you actually have feelings under that pretty façade of yours."

It was your turn to send him a smirk. "I understand from what you said that you think I am pretty?"

His smile dropped. "You wish, princess."

With that, he left you in the middle of the airport as he headed towards the exit. Calling for a cab, he disappeared moments later. You could finally breathe a little. After making sure he wasn't around anymore, you went ahead yourself to get in a cab. You told the driver the location of the hotel you had reserved at, and it took him no time to drive away from the airport.

When you arrived, he was kind enough to help you with your bags before the valet took you in charge and brought them to your room. He led the way to the suite you had booked and made sure it was to your comfort before leaving. The sunlight was refreshing and the view as well compared to your house in the middle of the city back home. You walked to your balcony to take in the fresh air, letting yourself feel the warm breeze.

"Enjoying the view, L/N?"

Turning your head to your left, your eyes grew wider. This had to be a joke. There was no way he was in the room next to yours.

"Han." you muttered.

"I'm starting to think you are stalking me." he let out a laugh.

Even from his balcony that was a bit afar from yours, you could see the smug look plastered on his face. He was one hell of a jerk to be accusing you of such things, especially considering how much your families were against each other.

"I could say the same about you." you snorted.

"Don't expect this much from me, princess. If I wanted to pay attention to you, I would have done so way before."

How much you hated this pretty face of his. "Sure. Just don't bother my vacation." you huffed.

"You already ruined mine." he shot at you before walking back inside.

You soon did the same and rushed to get your phone, although you had promised yourself to not use it for the next two months of your getaway. In a hurry, you searched up Chan's contact and called him.

"I told you! You didn't even last an hour without your phone." he laughed as he answered.

"Han is here."

Chan said nothing, you could only hear his breath.

"Do you want to know the best?" you continued. "He's in the same fucking hotel in the room next to fucking mine."

"Oh." was all what came out of his mouth.

You grunted. "Thank you for the support, Bang."

"I'm sorry, Y/N, but this is kind of a lot to process." he chuckled awkwardly.

"Yeah, no shit..."

"Look, it can't be that bad! Just ignore him and he'll do the same. You two don't even look at each other during events, you can do the same now."

In a way, Chan was right. How bad could it be if the only thing you would do is go out in the sun and enjoy the beach? Sure, you were staying at the same hotel, but it didn't mean you were going to bump into each other every two seconds.

"Alright, I suppose it could have been worse. He just gets on my nerves so much."

"Ignore him and enjoy your trip, okay? I have to go now, but call me anytime."

"Thank you, Chan."

That night, you opted for having dinner at the restaurant in the lobby. From what you have heard, they served the best beef on Earth and there was no way you would miss your chance to taste it. You dressed in a casual attire, in contrary of your usual blazer you'd wear for work, and didn't even bother to look presentable. On this island in the middle of nowhere, who was going to recognize you anyway? Your cropped top with the skirt you picked definitely weren't going to be much of a problem.

The server offered for you to sit at their bar to taste their cocktails they offered along with the meat. You denied kindly and he assigned you to a single table near the window. From there, you had a perfect view of the sea and the sunset which were simply breathtaking. For the first time since your arrival, you finally felt at ease, which was exactly what you were going for. No stress, no pressure, just calmness.

"I'll have the flank steak with the potatoes, please." you ordered to the waiter, who took your menu after he noted it down.

The meal arrived not too long after. Taking a bite, you hummed from the taste, satisfied with the flavours. This was a perfect scenario; alone in the middle of nowhere eating the best food without anyone to bother you.

"Sorry ma'am." the waiter said, bringing a red drink in his hand. "The gentleman at the bar ordered this for you."

He left it on the table, making you almost blush. Not only was your night already perfect, but you could have your summer love at this instant. Your gaze moved to the counter with anticipation, until your smile was replaced by a glare.

"Are you being for real?" you scoffed, almost not believing what was happening.

"This is the most I have seen you in an entire day, Miss L/N." Han grinned, having the same drink as yours in his hand.

He left some money next to his plate before getting up and taking place on the seat in front of you. Your eyes followed his movements, daggers through them. He looked extremely handsome, more than usual. There was something about him wearing his shirt with a few buttons undone and neat jeans that had some sort of effect on you.

"What do you think you are doing?" you questioned, crossing your arms.

"I paid a beautiful lady a drink, what is so wrong with that?" he smirked.

Shaking your head in disbelief, you chuckled at him. "Are you seriously trying to flirt with someone you cursed at in public for the last month or so?"

He shrugged his shoulders as he took a sip of the red liquor. "This is in no way a professional setting, I'm allowing myself to let it loose. It might be something you should consider doing as well, princess."

"As if." you let out a laugh.

"I'm serious. Other than work, I don't see a reason for hating you at this moment. When you think about it, right now, we are two respectably office workers who are simply on a break on this beautiful island."

A playful smiled appeared on your face slowly. "You are right, Han. Maybe we could put our work aside for the following weeks."

You took this as a way to avoid awkward interactions, but mostly, it would avoid him shooting insults at you for the time being. If you were going to be seeing him regularly, might as well make a truce to be able to enjoy your stay.

"I didn't expect you to be agreeing with me." he tilted his head to the side. "How long are you staying anyway?"

"Two months."

He let out a hum. "Same as me."

"Great." you muttered.

Finally feeling the need of a drink, you took a sip of the one Han bought you. Your stare stayed cold as he observed your gestures. His eyes were almond round, but there was this intimating hint in them that you couldn't quite put a finger on. You were visibly both still on the edge. However, it was somehow more tolerable than usual.

He raised his glass towards you and you copied his move. "What are we toasting for?" you raised an eyebrow.

He grinned at you. "To us, two known rivals who bury the hatchet for two months."

"To us."

Cling.

three. - eleven months and three weeks ago -

The first week had passed by so fast. Although you had planned to do so many things, you had barely gone outside. Unlike what you originally thought, you were not able to get away from work as easily. With a couple of calls here and there, signing documents to confirm shipments and others, you had little time to go out and enjoy the weather.

"What did I tell you?" Chan sighed, video calling you from his office. "I thought this was to forget about work."

"I know, I know." you groaned while rummaging through the clothes you packed. "I promise, today, I'll do nothing else but go to the beach and take a dip in the sea."

"Yeah, if you can find your bathing suit." he held in a laugh as he watched you struggle. "I'd offer to help, but I am eight hours away from you."

"Oh, wow, Channie." you turned to look at your phone. "I didn't know, I'm so glad to know you wanted to help still."

"Drop the attitude." he rolled his eyes. "You should be enjoying the sun instead of talking to me."

"You're my only source of entertainment since I got here, my bad." you held your hands up in defense. "Though I'm sure you have a lot of work right now, so I'll leave you be."

"Good plan. Have a good first day of vacation!" he waved before hanging up, not letting you say it back.

"This asshole." you mumbled to yourself.

Finally getting a hold of your bikini, you changed into it and wore a long summer dress over it so you could easily remove it once at the beach. You packed a tube of sunscreen, sunglasses, sandals, a bottle of water, and a book to spend the time.

You got there in a matter of minutes since your hotel was so close to the shore. There were already a lot of people, but you managed to find a spot a bit further where you could have some peace. There was a long chair installed with a parasol and a small table, so you placed your things, laying them out neatly, before you removed your dress. You were about to put on your sunscreen, until you heard a whistle from your left. Looking for the source of the sound, your eyes laid on a man. He wasn't so old, but he was visibly way older than you.

"Hi, Miss." he presented himself politely. "My name is Ko Sangwook."

"Okay." you said nonchalantly.

"And you are?"

"Annoyed you came here to bother me." you snapped at him. "If your way of flirting is whistling at a woman because you saw her at the beach in a bathing suit, I can understand why you are still looking for someone at your age."

"I-" he started, but you raised your hand up to stop him.

"I came here to relax and enjoy the view, so if you don't mind, it'll be very appreciated if you leave me alone."

"I didn't mean to-"

"I know what you meant." you cut him off again. "But like I said, I'd like to be left alone, thank you."

His shoulders dropped in defeat before he turned on his heels and walked back to where he previously was. Satisfied, you went back to putting on the cream on your arms. As you thought you had finally some tranquility, you heard someone clapping their hands slowly as they approached you. You immediately knew who it was.

"I almost interfered but I might say, you are rather good at handling such situations, L/N." he commented as he continued to clap.

You gave him a polite smile. "I'd usually tell you to fuck off, but in the context of the vacation, I'll gladly thank you."

Han snickered as he approached you. "You are very welcome."

He, himself, was in his swimming shorts with a loose white t-shirt and sunglasses that were pushing his hair back. This was a much different look from what you had seen him wear before and it was surely the first time you noticed the muscles he had through the fabric.

"Did you get here early?" you asked, now rubbing your legs with the cream.

He was checking you out, there was no doubt. However, the attention you were receiving was the least of your worries. Instead, you tried to focus on smoothing the white of the sunscreen.

"No, I got here about fifteen minutes ago. If I'm being honest, Miss L/N, I expected to be crossing your way sooner than today."

"I had issues to attend to." you responded, keeping it brief.

He dared to sit next to you as he saw you struggle to do your shoulders. Taking the tube from your hands, he squirted a certain amount and gave you a look as to ask for your permission. You nodded slowly and he started to rub your back gently, applying where you couldn't reach.

"Let me guess." he continued the conversation. "Work?"

"Precisely." you answered, suddenly not so focused as you felt his hands massage your shoulders. "I couldn't leave the paperwork to the staff, they would have messed it up."

"I see." he hummed.

To your disappointment, he was already done with putting on your sunscreen and he got up, rubbing his hands together with the remaining of it.

"Enjoy your day, princess." he said before he walked the opposite way from you.

You let out a huff, your brain trying to process the last couple of minutes. You shook it off. This was Han being polite, nothing more. Thus, you picked up your book and started to read, a way to change your mind. It didn't work. Your eyes kept drifting to where the blond-haired man was. Now totally shirtless, it was way harder to ignore his figure. One hell of a man he was.

four. - now -

You coughed, not knowing what to respond to him. He seemed to notice your discomfort as he immediately tried to justify himself, although you already knew what he was referring to.

"I mean, back when we could be casual with each other without worrying about... Well, not casual, but at ease?"

"I get it, Jisung." you said, pinching in-between your eyes. "Listen, I'm sure tomorrow will go wonderful for you. This is what you've been working for all of these years, no?"

There was hesitation in his voice as he answered. "It is, you are right."

"Alright... I have to go now, I have a big day tomorrow, and so do you."

"Yeah..." he mumbled. "Thank you, Y/N."

"Good night, Han." you hung up.

Burying your face in your hands, you recalled the previous year. So much had happened since then, you didn't know why you kept secretly befriending the enemy. This was wrong, in all aspects.

"Miss L/N." you heard from your door. "I have your laundry. What do you want me to do with it?"

You opened the door to meet eyes with the sweet Jeongin, your assistant slash butler. "Innie, be casual with me." you chuckled.

"I would but your dad is, like, staring at me." he whispered to you, which made you laugh.

"I'll just take these from you." You then noticed another piece of clothing that did not belong to you while you took the pile of clean shirts from him. "What is this?"

"Ah." he exclaimed before holding it higher for you to see. "Mr. Bang told me about tomorrow, so I thought I could shop something for you. Don't be mad, I just thought you wouldn't have the time."

Analyzing the gown, you grinned from ear to ear. It was a beautiful silk red dress with a long skirt that seemed to be flowing even though the man holding it was barely moving. You noticed it had pockets and it only made you love it even more. If anything, Jeongin had the best taste in terms of clothing.

"It's okay, Jeongin. I love it."

"I knew you would." he smiled with you and gave it to you. "Sleep well." he waved.

"You too."

The next day, you woke up with the worst headache. You would have taken the day off, if it wasn't for the agreement you still had to sign with Chan. The guy forgot to send you the papers, and so had you forgotten to remind him. Both of you were so smart, but when put together, it was a disaster.

You walked in his office, a coffee in hand and eyebags taking half of your face, and then slumped on the chair in front of his desk. He gave you a suspicious look, but didn't bother questioning you when he spotted the box of doughnuts in your other hand.

"Is this for me?" he asked excitedly.

You yawned loudly while nodding your head, dropping the box in front of him. "I got the caramel thingy you love so much."

"You're the best." he smiled at you. "I can't eat them yet, though. We have some stuff to sign, my dear."

With a groan, you grabbed a pen laying on his agenda and straightened your posture, ready to sign. He took out a document out of a file and started to read out the conditions. There were basic ones, such as the percentage of gain for each party and the duration of the contract.

"Yeah, yeah, I know all of this already, we wrote it together." you whined, growing impatient.

"Sorry for following proper protocol, Mrs. I-Am-Still-Asleep." he rolled his eyes at you.

"Headache." you answered. "Where do I sign?"

He pointed you a few places while turning the pages. "And here."

"This feels like I'm committing to a marriage." you grumbled.

He stopped his motion and sent you a glare. "Y/N, please focus."

"Sorry."

You eventually signed everything and Chan made a copy for you. He kept his in a folder before putting it away in his drawer. Business was easy with him, you liked it.

You yawned once more as you put the paper in your briefcase. "My father will be happy this is finally done."

"I suggest you take a nap with some pills before tonight, you don't look too good." he pointed out with a raised eyebrow.

"Can I just crash on your couch?" you motioned the sofa in the corner of his office.

He shrugged. "Sure, but a heads up, Han is coming in a like thirty minutes."

Your eyes widened. "Uh?"

"We have a couple of things to get cleared up before tonight. It won't be long, I promise. You tolerated him for two months last year, you can handle an hour or so."

Did you handle the two months? You begged to differ.

five. - eleven months ago -

Avoiding Han was easier when going to a different beach, further away from the one next to the hotel. It required you more transport, but the episode of the sunscreen left you traumatized almost. It was primordial for it to not occur again.

However, there was so much you could do to not meet him again. Tonight, the hotel was organizing a night on the beach for dancing and partying. You were still a woman in your 20s, there was no way you would be missing out on this. That also meant Han wasn't going to skip it either.

The moment you stepped foot on the sand, you saw him. He was discussing with a lady at the bar. Dressed in a short-sleeved buttoned shirt that was clearly too loose for him, he matched it with ripped jeans shorts and a silver chain around his neck. The woman with him was the definition of a popular girl you would meet in high school. Blond hair that matched his, bralette that enhanced the forms of her breast and a skin way too perfect to be real.

You had dressed up for the occasion as well. Although you had more self-preservation than her, you had picked a V shaped top with yet another one of your skirts. This one was longer and the fabric flooded perfectly as you walked. You went close to where he was sitting, ordering a margarita for yourself.

"Excuse me for a moment." he said, bowing apologetically to the lady.

Slowly, he made his way to you. You wondered where in this mind of his he thought talking to you was more worth it than speaking with the hot chick he had just abandoned.

"I would have never thought of you as one for the margaritas." he stated when the drink was placed in front of you.

"And I would have never guessed you liked bimbos." you replied with a knowing smile. "Known to break hearts, Han?"

He chuckled as he shook his head. "I used to be a wild teenager, I have to admit that."

"Not a surprise." you shrugged and drank your cocktail.

"How were you?" To this, you frowned at him. "In high school, I mean."

Looking up, you started to roll your memories from then in your head. "More reasonable and responsible than you were, I'd say."

"There is no doubt." he let out a laugh. "You dated Mr. Bang, didn't you?"

You froze at his words. For an instant, he reminded why you hated his family. They would never mind their own business and were constantly asking around for the gossip. This came to their advantage, they were known to expose the fraud within the industry.

"Is this why he's saving your ass from when my father sued yours?"

"Weren't you the one who wanted to bury the hatchet?" you said in a challenging voice.

"My apologies, princess." he snickered. "Curiosity got the best of me."

You turned your attention back on the drink in your hands. "I never dated Chan. I didn't even know him back in high school."

"It doesn't look like your relationship is platonic. I'm sure you are aware of what is said in the medias about the two of you."

You instantly got what he meant by that. "There is no marriage arrangement." you simply replied. "Did it answer your questions?"

"It did." he affirmed, now taking a sip of his own alcoholic liquor.

You considered you'd had enough of the conversation. By then, you had drawn a good image of what the Han family were discussing among themselves, and to no surprise, it was pure bullshit. You chugged the rest of your margarita and the shot of tequila you ordered along with it. Wincing at the strong taste, you put the glass down before walking towards the dance floor. Han stopped you.

Sending him a roll of your eyes, you smacked his hand away from your arm. "Am I not allowed to go have fun? Do I need the permission of the great Han Jisung?"

"I was simply about to ask you to dance with me."

You scoffed. "After your stunt about my personal life? I don't think so."

You found yourself moving along the music alone, soon then joined by another young man. From afar, you saw that Han had gone back to flirting with the big boobed girl from earlier. Good for him, he seemed to be lacking some action. As for the boy dancing with you, he was rather attractive. You grew to learn that his name was Felix and that he came from Australia. He was also a young wealthy man who was looking for a getaway from the toxicity of the business. It seemed to be a common pattern for most people like you.

"I see you know my mate, Jisung." he told you when he brought you afar from the noise, walking along the water.

You glanced back to Han's direction as he was moving with the blondie, her ass grinding on him. "He's nothing more than a mere acquaintance."

"Oh." Felix nodded his head. "I apologize, it seemed like more from where I watched the two of you."

You huffed, not believing a word he was saying. "We're rivals. If anything, I despise him."

He laughed at your words. "Hard feelings?"

You shook your head. "Not him in particular, his family in general." you breathed out before stopping to look at the small waves. "This is beautiful."

"It truly is."

A slight smile crept its way on your mouth. "The stars look like the freckles on your face."

He let out a chuckle. "You're a romantic?"

"When the man who keeps me company is to my liking, yes." you flirted.

This was definitely the alcohol speaking, but Felix was good-looking. You were not going to beat yourself for having an interest in him.

"I take it as in you appreciate my presence." he said in a soft tone, taking a step closer to you.

As he was now hovering you, you felt your heart pounding. "Good assumption." you whispered.

Carefully, he leaned in to meet your lips with his. He was undeniably an excellent kisser and he knew what he was doing. He eventually poked your lips with his tongue, asking for permission to slide it in yours. You let your mouth agape and went on to make out sensually. He slowly moved his hands from your waist to your ass which made you gasp at the contact.

"Sorry." he mumbled.

"Don't be." you breathed out heavily.

You moved your lips down his throat, moving to the muscle in-between his neck and his shoulder. It was his turn to let out a groan, making him grasp tighter on your ass cheeks.

"You want to do this here?" he grunted, still in shock from your sucking on his skin.

"We can take this to my room, unless you can't wait." you said in a moan.

Without another word, he grabbed your hand and ran back to the hotel. On the way there, you exchanged glances with Han. He had the woman all over him, but he didn't seem to enjoy it as much as he should. Instead, his eyes were dark as he followed your figure running to the building. You would have questioned it, but Felix picking you up bridal style quickly shifted your thoughts elsewhere.

When the doors of the elevator closed, Felix's lips were back on yours and his hands were, again, fondling your butt. Too immersed in the moment, you didn't think twice as you removed his shirt. He was stunned by your action, especially because you were still in public technically, but he didn't fight back. Your eyes directly went to his abdominal muscles, leaving your mouth open.

"I think it was a good idea to work out again for my part." he chuckled.

"Definitely."

Next thing you know, you're in your room with an Australian cutie on top of you. It was good, excellent you dared to think, but that was it. A one-night stand, nothing more.

When waking up, you felt horrible for not seeing him more than that. He was even prettier in the sunlight, but it was just that. He slowly woke up, grunting while stretching his arms out.

"Hey." he waved at you cutely. "Good morning."

"Hey." you waved back as you sit up. "Last night was nice." you commented, and he nodded in agreement.

"It was." he said, but seemed hesitant. Lifting his body up to lean on his elbows, he looked at you. "I didn't... feel it, though."

You let out a groan of relief. "Thank God, because me neither."

He laughed. "It was really good, though." he trailed off.

He lifted his hand up to the back of your neck and pulled you close to his face. Kissing him was hot, he didn't leave room for it to be an innocent gesture. He moved slowly to press your body down on the bed as he turned to be on top of you.

"You're so fucking hot." he almost growled.

As you felt him suck in your neck, you moaned at the sensation from the contact. "Same for you." you managed to spill out.

He backed away a little and stared right back into your eyes. "I don't mind keeping contact as a friend, but I'd love if we can keep doing this."

"Agreed." you quickly answered before bringing him back to the crook of your neck, already in need of feeling him.

"Fuck, so eager." he rasped out, leaving a couple of sloppy kisses along your throat. "You're into morning sex, aren't you?

"You talk too much." you groaned, going back to kissing him.

His phone went off. It distracted you for a second, but you rapidly went back to business as Felix started to massage your thigh. He was about to go further, when the ringtone went off again. With a loud sigh, he separated his body from yours and went to pick up his device. Answering, he still kept touching you, leaving you vulnerable in all ways.

"Yes?"

"Felix, I get L/N is hot, but try to keep quiet?" you heard Han say through the phone.

Felix stopped touching you as a frown made its way on his face. "What do you mean?"

"My room is next to hers, I can hear you two fuck."

A blush crept on your cheeks, both from embarrassment and anger. Did he really have the guts to listen to you in such an intimate moment?

"Well, don't listen?" Felix replied in a small voice.

"Trust me, I would, but you two are loud as fuck and the walls are thin like paper."

That meant you would have heard him if he slept with the girl, but you didn't. You couldn't get why this reassured you.

"Alright, sorry." Felix breathed out, passing a hand through his silver locks. "Are you still up for shopping later?"

"Yeah, for sure. Meet me there at 11?"

You looked at the clock and it was already 9.

"Yes. See you there, mate." He hung up and gave you an apologetic smile. "I'm so sorry."

You shrugged. "I'm here for another month or so, we can definitely do this again."

He gave you a satisfied smirk. "I'll wait. But for now, how do you feel about working you up a little?"

You huffed. "I'm definitely keeping you around just for that."

Minutes later, you were even more of a mess than the previous night as you let out uncontrollable gasps and moans. Felix did take care of you afterwards, making you a coffee from the machine in the corner of the room.

"You seem to have a lot of experience." you complimented as you took the mug he gave you.

He shook his head. "Not so much, actually. I recently broke up with my now-ex fiancée."

You winced at the thought before drinking your coffee. "I'm so sorry."

"It's nothing. I caught her cheating and it wasn't the first time."

"That's even worse..." you mumbled.

"It is. It sucked a lot. It's one of the reasons why I needed to leave Australia for a bit, change scenery."

"Understandable really." you nodded.

"What about you? How come are you in the middle of nowhere with your hotel suite right next to your so-called enemy?" he questioned.

You rolled your eyes, already annoyed at the simple thought of him. "Pure coincidence, really. We did agree to put all of it aside for the time of the vacation, but he does get on my nerves a lot."

"Jisung can be insufferable, I'll give you that." he laughed. "But he's not that bad. In fact, he might me among the few real people I've met here. And trust me, I've talked to almost everyone in this hotel."

You shook your head while laughing with him. "I have no doubt he is, but we'll never get along. It's like that and always has been."

"If you say so."

six. - ten months and three weeks ago -

You hooked up one more time with Felix before he had to fly back to his home country. Promising each other to keep contact, you watched him leave the hotel after he hugged you tightly.

"Already missing your boo?" Han joked.

He had tagged along with sending Felix off with you, much to your displeasure. This was the first time you saw him again after the party at the beach.

"I'm sure he told you it was purely platonic." you spat out before heading back inside.

"I'm kidding." he said in a much softer tone as he ran to catch up with your speed. "Are you coming to the bonfire tonight?"

You lifted an eyebrow at him. "There is a bonfire?"

"Yeah, another thing the hotel is hosting."

You shrugged your shoulders. "I suppose I can go check it out."

"I'll be there if you want to join me."

You chuckled at him. "If it's to watch you with bimbo girl again, no thanks."

To this, a smirk slowly appeared on his face. "Jealous much, princess?"

You wanted to punch him. "Of course, I would totally be heartbroken to see you rub your dick against a fake booty." you exclaimed in a sarcastic way.

He deadpanned at you. "I get the point, L/N."

"Then you understand I'll most likely not be joining you tonight."

"I'm the only person you know here apart from Felix. And since he just left, you have no other option than sticking with me."

"Logical, indeed." you replied. "Alright, I suppose I could use some company, although I doubt you'll be able to entertain me much, Mr. Han."

"You'll see."

You had finally reached your suites by then. Thus, he walked inside while not forgetting to send a wink your way. You felt your face getting warmer as you went in your own.

With a deep breath to shake it off, you walked to your luggage in order to inspect the few articles of clothing that would be appropriate for tonight. Your dresses were either too tight or you had already wore a couple of them. There was no way you were going to show up in pants. Then, you spotted a pair of short shorts with a tight tank top laying next to it. Your mind worked as it figured if it would be a good outfit as you imagined it with your oversized knitted cardigan. This seemed to work.

A few hours went by and you had chosen to add a few necklaces to add to your look. Boringly staring at the television in front of your bed, you didn't notice it was nearing the start of the bonfire. With a loud pounding at your door, you let out an annoyed grunt before answering and letting the man in.

"You look rather lovely." he commented.

His clothing wasn't different from usual, apart from the sleeveless shirt he had on that made his arms look very fit. His hair was in a messier state that what you had seen before but it fitted him well.

"And you look like some fuckboy." you responded and he huffed at you. "May you lead the way, please?"

"Sure, ma'am."

He didn't wait for you. He didn't even look back at you as he left to head towards the elevator. Not wanting for him to close the doors in your face, you hurried to join him with a little sprint. You truly asked yourself why you hadn't chopped his head yet.

"So courteous of you." you joked, already out of breath from your running.

"I try to be." he said with the same damn smug look he always had on. "Stamina is not your forte?"

"I don't have time for maintaining these types of things."

The elevator opened and, this time, he extended his arm out for you to hold on. Reluctantly, you gripped onto it before he started to walk towards the beach. Well, towards the bar. Now you were really wondering how he hadn't had a harsh hangover yet.

"Shall I buy you a margarita?" he asked as you were getting closer to the barman.

"Sex on the beach."

"Freaky." he hummed, resulting to you giving him a punch on the stomach with your elbow.

He grunted at the contact, but didn't say more. He left you alone as he went to order your drinks. In the meantime, you watched the young adults partying near the already growing fire. You didn't think you would be experiencing something like this again after college, even less after you entered your father's company. Frankly, this was the first time you went to social events like these.

"Here." Han held out the cocktail to you while drinking his own. "I haven't had a sex on the beach in years. You've got good taste, L/N."

You chuckled. "I stick to what I know, that's all." you shrugged.

You began to walk again but in a slower pace to not spill out the liquids in your possession. Much to your excitement, you spotted a group of three men sitting on logs in a small circle as one played the guitar. Not even consulting Han first, you made your way to them. Although your sudden change of direction took him by surprise, he followed you as you greeted the young men.

"Good evening." you waved and one of them smiled at you brightly. "I'm Y/N, and this is my..." you paused for an instant, searching for what you should be calling him.

"We're business partners." Han finished for you. "I'm Han Jisung."

The guy holding the guitar opened his eyes wide at the mention of the name. "As in the future chairman of Han techs?" he questioned, to which Han nodded. "You had a brief time in the music industry, am I wrong?"

This took you by surprise, especially when you saw Han acquiesce. The man, who later introduced himself as Seungmin, told him he followed his platform back then and had been trying to learn the guitar for a while. You watched your companion of the evening sit next to him as he explained the chords and more. You had never seen him speak with such passion, it was almost attractive. The simple fact he knew how the play the guitar would have been good enough for you to be interested if he wasn't Han Jisung.

"And you're Y/N L/N of the L/N Corporation?" the guy sitting next to Seungmin asked.

"That's me." you said before sitting down next to him.

"I'm Changbin, and this is my friend Minho."

You bowed at him as he waved at you kindly. He focused back on watching Seungmin and Han interact.

"I'm surprised to see you with a Han, I thought your families didn't have the greatest relationship." Changbin stated.

"We didn't intend to be coming here at the same time." you briefly explained. "I wouldn't be around him in normal circumstances."

"I believe you, don't worry." he laughed.

"I heard you wanted to release more music." Seungmin said to Han who was the one holding the instrument now.

He chuckled awkwardly as he tuned the strings. "I won't be able to do that anymore."

"Why not?" you asked.

His head shot up to look back at you. There was glistening in his irises, which was probably the reflection of the fire. He sent you a knowing smile.

"Work." he responded simply, his eyes still on you.

It was as if this simple word meant a thousand things. There was something you couldn't understand in his tone, but you got one part right; he gave up music for the company.

"Play something."

Startled by your request, he blinked a couple of times before letting out a quiet cough. "I'm sure I'm rusty."

"Please." Seungmin insisted. "It'd be great to hear you perform acoustically."

Sighing in defeat, he adjusted his posture. Placing his fingers correctly, he frowned as concentration took over. Then, he strummed the strings which left a beautiful sound. It sounded oddly familiar, but you let him play. Just when you thought he couldn't have amazed you more, he started to sing. Now, in a normal context, you'd say you fell in love right there and then. But it's Han Jisung. So, you were being content with simply enjoying the melody for now. He was talented, that was evident, but you would never say it in his face.

He sang the outro of the song with his gaze on yours. He noticed the pink appearing on your face and he didn't want to assume he was the one making you feel like this. Embarrassed, you looked at the bottom of your glass that was already empty. Han ended the song beautifully and the boys clapped their hands.

"Thank you, J.One." Seungmin snickered as he patted Han's back.

It hit you. The familiarity you had with the track was because it was one on your playlist, credited by J.One.

"You're that rapper dude who sometimes sings that I keep hearing on the radio?" you exclaimed in total shock.

As shocked by your words as you were, he nodded. "My father doesn't know. Please, Y/N, I beg you to not tell him."

Y/N... it sounded pretty coming out of his mouth. Without even knowing, you did grow familiar to one another since the beginning of this vacation. It was only a matter of time before you dropped the honorifics, such as calling each other by your last name.

"I won't." you smiled at him.

This was the first genuine smile he got from you that was actually directed to him. His heart skipped a beat. He wished he had seen it before, it made you glow.

"Thank you." he said softly.

As he stared between the two of you, Minho coughed to break the moment. "How about we join the actual party?" he prompted and the others stood up as to agree with his suggestion.

Changbin offered you a hand, but you kindly declined. "Are you sure?" he raised an eyebrow.

"I'm sure, thank you. I'll join you all later.'

"If you say so." he shrugged before running to Seungmin and Minho.

Han, however, was still at the same spot on the log with the guitar laying next to him. He watched the gathering around the fire and sighed loudly. You gave him a curious look, but didn't dare to ask what was on his mind. It wasn't your place to do so. As if he would be telling you anyway.

"We have three weeks left." he said no one in particular, his stare still on the dancing people. "It goes by so fast."

"It does." you affirmed. "I can't wait to be back home, though. It can get lonely here."

"I'm here." he pointed out.

"I wouldn't call you an enjoyable presence."

He winced, faking to be hurt by your words. "I can't blame you. Still hurts."

"You'll get over it, whiny boy." you shook your head in exasperation.

Another silence took over. Rather than wanting to shoot yourself for having him around, it almost felt like you were at home. His presence alone, whether you liked it or not, was comforting.

"For real, though." he spoke again. "I don't want to go back."

"Why not?"

He moved his stare towards you. "You know why."

You shrugged. "It was our fate since the day we were born."

"Exactly." he snapped. "All of our life is already planned in every way even before we can speak. I didn't ask to work for my dad, and I surely didn't decide on hating you."

For the first time, you heard him out. You were listening to the real Han Jisung. In a way, you had to agree with him; life within a world like yours wasn't easy. People were expecting so much of you, the pressure was constant. In all honesty, you thought Han was used to this lifestyle and actually enjoyed it. You were proven wrong.

"If I'm being truthful, I would have never hated you in the first place." he continued. "I mean, I have no valid reason."

You felt a lump form in your throat. "You know your father will kill you for even addressing me like this."

"Like what?" he cocked his head to the side.

"So casually..." you murmured.

He laughed a little. "You're quite the only here who can relate to what I'm going through. I'm simply taking the opportunity to rant, that's all."

"We are rivals, Han."

"Jisung."

You blinked twice. "Pardon me?"

"Call me Jisung, please."

You nodded, uncomfortable by his request. "Well, Jisung, while we are at it, should I complain as well?"

He gestured to you. "Be my guest."

"Okay..." you breathed in. "I wish I could hang out with Chan like we used to back in college. Ever since he got to his new role, I barely see him out of his office."

He hummed as you talked. "Right, Bang..." he trailed off. "You really love him, don't you?"

You frowned at him. "He's a close friend, yeah. Probably the only one I have, to be honest."

He broke into laughter. "I'm sorry, Y/N, but this is kind of sad."

"Who are you to say that? The only friend I am aware you have is Felix Lee." you scoffed.

He suddenly went back to his serious face, now sending you a glare. "I hate you."

"Breaking news." you said sarcastically.

"It was a joke." he snorted. "I literally just told you I don't really."

You realized you didn't get that this was what he had insinuated when he said he wouldn't hate you if it wasn't for his family. Thinking about it now, you also couldn't pinpoint a good argument on why you couldn't get along. Frankly, you had every aspect to be bonding: both heirs of grand companies, both pressured by the public, and both on a vacation to run away from it all. Adding the fact he was able to keep your holiday interesting in a way, he was fine really.

"I don't hate you either."

This seemed to take him by surprise. "You don't?"

You shook your head as a no. "I grew up hating your family, I naturally assumed you are as much of an asshole. I mean, you are, but in a nice way."

"Thank you?" he said, sounding more like a question. "I don't agree with most of what they are doing. I would rather be doing my music than working for them."

You chuckled. "I would have never guessed you are J.One."

"Well, I don't go around telling people. I'm surprised Seungmin knew, he must have been following my stuff for a while."

Talking about him, Seungmin had ran back to you. Taking your hands in his, he forced you up to go join the others. You argued you didn't feel like partying, but gave in eventually. Soon after, it was Jisung's turn to get fetched by Minho. Changbin had bought some beers for you all and you jammed to the music as you drank and enjoyed the warmth of the fire. At some point, you didn't notice how, but Jisung was casually swirling you around in a messy manner, the sand not cooperating with the stability of his feet. As for you, you were laughing uncontrollably for pretty much nothing as he kept guiding your body along the beats coming from the speakers. You hadn't had this much fun in a while, it felt amazing.

To your disappointment, the night came to an end. People dispersed on the beach as they regrouped in smaller crowds. Not much dancing was happening. You saw most of them heading back to the hotel, Minho and Seungmin among them. Changbin stayed behind as to make sure you and Jisung were doing okay. The man had one too many drinks, but you were surprisingly able to walk in a straight line still.

"Is he always like this?" Changbin laughed as Han tripped over his own feet again.

"I wouldn't know." you snickered with him. "But I'll have to admit, he's kind of cute being all lost and shit."

"I heard that!" Jisung smirked, now standing.

He clumsily joined you and slumped his arm around your small figure to get some balance. "Easy there." you laughed out.

"I'm fine."

Changbin helped you bring him to his room as you laid him on his bed. He argued with you that he didn't need to be taken care of, but the way he stood on the mattress told you otherwise. You assure Changbin that you could handle him from then on and he left the two of you alone, doubt still plastered on his face.

"Do you need anything?" you asked the drunk man as he attempted to walk up to you.

"I need you with me." he pouted which was too adorable for your liking.

"I'm already here with you."

In response, he grabbed your arm and dragged you to his bed along with him. Though he tried to do it carefully, he pushed you under the convers and tucked you in as if you were a toddler. You didn't fight back.

"I meant to stay with me for tonight." he grinned before going into the blankets next to you. "Do you like Felix?"

The abrupt change of topic caught you by surprise. Slowly, you moved your gaze to him as questions popped in your head. Was he in his right mind?

"I think he's a great guy, yeah." you responded although you were quite lost.

"He was a good fuck?"

You slapped him across his chest. "This is so inappropriate."

He scoffed. "Is it? I heard your moans for hours that night. Consider yourself lucky I only complained once."

"Were you listening all along? You pervert..."

You could not see his face due to the lack of lighting, but you could easily tell he was rolling his eyes at you. "Not intentionally." he sighed. "But quite honestly, I hated hearing you scream his name."

"Was I that annoying?" you joked.

"No, the opposite."

To this, you stood up from the pillow under your head and tried to find his eyes within the darkness. With the little light coming from the moon, you made out his features and saw some sort of sadness. If you weren't confused before, you definitely were now.

"Sorry, what?" you whispered.

It was his turn to get up from the mattress until his face was to your level. He put his hand up to your face, hesitant, but placed it to the side of your head in the end.

"If you haven't figured it out yet, L/N..." he started but stop when his breath got caught in his throat.

He was nervous. You could tell.

"What didn't I figure out?" you asked softly.

Your breathing wasn't doing any better than his. It was oddly uneven while you were almost shaking from how vulnerable he made you feel. Stroking the apple of your cheeks, he took a deep breath.

"I like you."

seven. - now -

"A pleasure, Mr. Bang." Han bowed to your friend.

You were still on the couch. While people would immediately think you were napping, you were more awake than ever. The simple sound of his voice was enough to make you fall asleep on a usual basis, but you felt like it could not keep you more conscious at the moment.

"The feeling is reciprocated." Chan bowed as well. "I apologize for Miss L/N sleeping in my office. We had some paperwork this morning and she didn't get much sleep."

Han hummed. "Not surprising considering her reputation."

It stung. Jisung would be the most caring and soft person when you would be alone together. But when put in a situation where a scandal would break if they ever say you interact with your supposed competitor, he was a totally different person. His words were harsh with no feeling. He was like the Han Jisung you used to despise so much.

"What reputation, may I ask?" Chan asked.

"Has she not been seen out with many gentlemen these past few months?"

He was referring to you father's selection of potential husbands he had forced you to go on dates with.

Chan let out an amused chuckle. "You're assuming she spent the night with them?"

"I'm simply talking about what is said."

Chan paused. How much you wished to open your eyes to see how he was reacting.

"Shall we jump to business, Mr. Han?" he changed the subject.

"Right." he coughed. "I apologize."

"I'd have to say congratulations for your new position."

"Thank you very much, I only hope I can be as great of a man as my father was."

"I know the feeling." Chan sighed.

They started to discuss new arrangements and all. You did doze off to sleep eventually, though it took you a while as you were trying to ignore the mixed feelings you had from when Jisung was bad mouthing you. An hour later, Chan woke you up, telling you he was alone now and that you should get home to get ready for the evening.

"Can I crash at your place?" you pouted.

"Y/N..." he said in a stern voice.

"Your bed is much more comfortable!" you argued. "And I don't want to face my dad. I bet he'll be talking to me about the important figures we'll see tonight and I am in no mood to listen to him."

He shook his head. "I have to get ready myself, I'm sorry. I promise I'll be sticking to you like glue for the entire ceremony, though."

"Oof." you made a face. "That's a tough promise you're making there, Mr. Bang. Plus, I know you'll have to speak with Han again. Don't involve me in this."

He let out an exasperate sigh. "What is it with you two? It's as if the hate sky rocked since last summer. What even happened there for you two to be so... disgusted by the other?"

Your mouth went agape. Staring at him blankly, you didn't know what to say. As much as you had tried to hide your relationship that was far from hatred, maybe you had overdone it.

"What are you talking about?"

He sighed again, visibly irritated by your cluelessness. "You know, Y/N. You always talk about him and throw whatever insult that comes to your mind. You didn't even leave just now when I told you he was coming."

Yeah, Chan definitely knew.

"Nothing happened last year."

"Bullshit." he muttered with a 'tsk'.

You got up from the sofa abruptly as you grabbed your purse. "I better get ready."

You stormed out of his office, leaving him no time to stop you from doing so. You felt horrible lying to him like this, but there was no way you were going to let anyone know about you and Jisung. Maybe this was your sign that it was all too risky. You should have done what you told yourself to do when you came back from vacation: stop everything with him. Why did you fall into his trap when he had called you not even 24 hours later while convincing you that it could be a secret?

"Hi, Y/N." Jeongin beamed at you as you arrived home.

"Is my dad here?" you asked, not even having the energy to speak properly to him.

"He left earlier. He went to the convention center in advance."

"Alright." you exhaled. "Want to help me out with getting ready?"

His eyes grew bigger. "I could call Miss Shin instead, no?"

You laughed as he mentioned one of your colleagues. "Jeongin, you're more than capable to help me. I know you like fashion anyway."

"I do..." he confirmed. "But this... it's not very my job to do so."

You rolled your eyes. "You're being dramatic. I'm asking you as a friend."

He ended up agreeing. In your room, he laid out the dress he bought for you on your bed. He asked you to pick out shoes to go along with it while he allowed himself to go through your jewelry box.

"Hoops?" he asked while showing you the pair of earrings. "And this golden chain?"

"Sure." you shrugged. "Do you think I should go with the black heels or the platforms? No, wait. I have these navy ones here." you exclaimed, rummaging through your rack of heels.

"Black ones are fine." he laughed. "I don't think navy matches well with red."

"Good point."

As you picked the shoes and brought them next to the gown, Jeongin spoke again. "I heard you yesterday." You froze in action. "Well, in fact, it was not the first time I heard you discuss with Mr. Han over the phone."

You were fucked.

"As in..." you started but couldn't even finish your sentence properly.

"As in I know you two are faking your little dislike towards each other."

You mentally cursed at yourself for not being careful enough. This only confirmed one thing in your mind: you needed to put an end to this as soon as you could.

"I'll stop this tonight, I swear."

Jeongin chuckled. "I really don't care, Y/N. The past year was the happiest I've ever seen you. If I were you, I wouldn't cut out the only thing that brought me comfort in a really long time."

You bit down your lip, hesitant. "I have to. I'm sure he already got a lot to prove as a new chairman by now. If we keep this going, this will only mark his image for life."

"You do you." he breathed out. "I'm just saying that you do seem fond of him and that it's a shame you'd want to throw it all away."

You didn't say anything. Instead, you picked the dress up and walked to your mirror in the corner of your room. Putting it up in front of your figure, you couldn't help but see yourself dressed like this with Jisung by your side. That would be the perfect picture, if it wasn't for your families. It was an impossible picture.

"Do you want help with your hair?" Jeongin grinned.

eight. - ten months and a week ago -

You cursed in a mumble at the sight of the man. As you were about to turn around to avoid him, he spotted you before you could do anything. Excusing himself to the woman he was already trying to woo, he ran to where you were standing.

"How delightful to see you here." he said cheerfully, panting from his little run.

"The feeling is the same, Mr. Ko." you faked a smile. "I didn't expect to be seeing you again."

"I had to come and apologize about my behaviour the other day. It was grandly inappropriate if me."

"It was." you agreed.

"If you allow me, I'd love to invite you for a drink."

You smiled awkwardly, until you felt a hand come around your waist.

"If she gets a drink tonight, it would be from me solemnly."

Mr. Ko's gaze went straight to Jisung as blush crept on his face. Bowing apologetically to him, he mumbled some sort of excuses before taking off to where he was previously sat at.

"Great, my knight in shining armour." you groaned as you slapped Jisung's hand away from your body. "I had this under control."

"I know, babe, but it was my time to shine." he smirked at you, placing his hand back on you. "Don't act like you didn't like me getting all protective."

"Going on that date with you last week was a mistake." you grumbled before walking away from him.

"Baby." he whined, catching up to you.

"You're such a child."

He grabbed your wrist to stop you and spun you around, your body now clashing to his chest. Before you could process a reaction, his lips found their way to yours as he laid a small peck.

"You love me like that." he said softly.

You slapped his chest and got away from his grip. "I said not in public." you nagged.

He looked around for a moment and pecked your lips again.

"Han Jisung!" you yelled out.

"There is no one."

He was now holding your hand, his thumb rubbing it gently. You scanned your surroundings for a second, and finally gave in as you let him pull you into a loving kiss.

"You do know they use this lobby for wedding ceremonies, right?" he said once he pulled away.

"Already thinking about marrying me?" you perked an eyebrow.

"I told you, princess, I've been in love with you for years."

With a huff, you started to head towards your room, him having abandoned his some days ago. "Yeah, well, keep dreaming. Once we come back home, this arrangement is over."

He shook his head violently. "Stop bringing it up, please."

"We're leaving in a week, Ji." you exhaled in frustration. "We have to face reality."

"Or." he started, taking both of your hands which stopped you from walking. "We could enjoy the remaining time we have together and worry about the rest later?"

You let go of his hands as you rolled your eyes, going straight back to where your room was. He followed behind closely and you let the door open for him to come in as well.

"Y/N, please." he said, closing the door behind him.

Throwing your belongings on the coffee table, you acted as if you were not listening. Turning on the television as you let yourself fall on the couch was his limit. He took the remote from you and aggressively turned off the screen. With a glare, he threw it away next to you before putting his hands on his hips.

"Are you avoiding this conversation?"

You groaned. "I'm not. It's just..." you cut yourself by rubbing your face. "This is messed up."

"I'll give you that." he sighed and went to sit with you. "We can stop if you want."

"I don't want to stop." you admitted. "But that's the issue. I'm simply trying to prepare myself for what's coming."

He put his hand on your thigh as a way to comfort you. "I know it sucks, which is why I'm suggesting we should only enjoy the time we have left as much as we can. Can you do that for me?"

You moved to meet his eyes and they were filled with hope.

When he confessed two weeks ago, you hadn't realized yet how sincere he was. It wasn't easy to perceive considering he had almost passed out after spilling out the words 'I like you'. Still, the morning after, you had the courage to ask him about it and that's when he told you everything. From the first time he saw you and thought you were simply gorgeous to when you defended yourself to the journalists by saying you didn't need your father's help to get to where you were now. He admired your honesty, your journey in your work, but mostly, he admired your sensitivity. He wasn't blind, he saw how you took care of Chan when he became CEO. The man was close to a mental breakdown until you came in with the biggest smile to cheer him up. He loved how unbothered you could be, how brilliant you were, and how you remained respectful to him even with your disagreements.

So seeing him almost sacrifice his career for the sake of being with you even if it meant for only a week or so, you could not resist it. Because, frankly, you had fallen for him as well. For the sensitive and ambitious man you grew to know.

"Okay." you nodded. "We'll worry about after later."

He smiled and brought you closer, kissing you for the hundredth time of the day. Gosh, how you loved the way he kissed you. It was always filled with such care and love, you were wondering how he was even the same man you thought to hate.

"I spotted this karaoke restaurant-bar in the city." he said, still holding you tight.

"What about it?"

"Should we have a date instead of ordering food?"

You looked at him incredulously. "I thought you hated going out."

"I don't mind if I get to treat you some good food."

You slapped his chest once more, a way to hide the blush appearing on your face. "You're so cheesy."

It took you both no time to get ready and dress up for the occasion. Jisung had called a cab so you wouldn't have to walk all the way there. It was crowded, to say the least. It looked like the karaoke had already started as you saw two girls in front of the mic with drinks in their hands. They sang with their tone very off and it wasn't the most pleasing thing to hear when arriving. Jisung tugged your arm and led you to a table a bit further. A waiter came up to you, asking you if you wanted something to drink to start the evening.

"Just a beer is fine." Jisung smiled at him.

"Margarita for me."

He nodded before leaving you with the menus.

"Back at it with the margaritas?" Jisung teased at you.

You shrugged. "Gets me drunk the fastest."

"Go easy on the alcohol tonight."

You frowned. "So you care about my well being?"

"No, I just don't want to deal with your hangover tomorrow." he said with a smug on his face.

"Jerk." you huffed.

When the waiter came back with your drinks, you took the opportunity to order your food as well. It was nothing too extravagant: some fries with chicken. A few people had sung on the stage and you saw a group of girls marking their names on the lineup list. Jisung seemed to notice as he got up and stood behind them. Turning to look at you, you saw the smirk on his face.

"What are you doing?" you mouthed to him.

He only shrugged and turned back his attention on the iPad where you could sign up. He spoke with the man hosting the show for a brief moment and noted down something on the screen. As he walked back to your table, you were shaking your head in exasperation.

"What did you do, now?" you said with a warning tone.

"You'll see, baby." he replied with a wink. "Let's enjoy our food for now."

You dug into your meal, not even caring about your manners anymore as you picked up the chicken drumstick with your hands. Jisung was as messy as you were, chewing on the meat. His cheeks were full, it was adorable. You saw some barbecue sauce dripping from the corner of his mouth. Although you knew he was probably going to mock you for it, you grabbed his face with your clean hand and placed a kiss on his lips. Licking the remaining of the sauce, you hummed at the taste.

Meanwhile, Jisung's mind had stopped working. This might had been the hottest thing he'd seen you do, especially since you gave him a flirtish look while your tongue was wiping off the food on your lips.

"Han Jisung and Y/N L/N." the host called out, taking the both of you by surprise.

You rushed to clean up your mouths and hands before walking up to the stage. You knew Jisung was a good singer, but as for you, it was another story. In all honesty, you hadn't sung in years.

"You chose Volcano by J.One." the host read out loud as confusion took place on his face. "Never heard of this one... Oh well, the stage is yours, lovebirds."

You went to look at Jisung in panic, but instead, you came face to face with a microphone that he was holding out to you. You did know the song, you had even added it to your favourites.

"This is like the worst of your songs that you could have picked out." you complained.

"I know, it's a hard one, but I know you have it in your playlist." he said cheekily.

As you were about to protest, the music started to play as the lyrics appeared on the screen in front of you. You couldn't move, taken over by fear and nervousness. But Jisung was doing perfectly fine. He was in his element. As the first verse started, he sang along in a mesmerizing voice. He was simply amazing. You were almost lost in him when he nudged your arm, signaling for you to sing along with him. Even though you were frightened to do so, his presence alone gave you the confidence to bring the mic close to your mouth and sing along with him. You were a little off, but Jisung encouraged you to continue and didn't even bother to correct you. The song came to an end and he did not hesitate before kissing you softly before bringing you into a warm hug.

"You did great, princess." he whispered in your ear.

That night, let's say things got steamy. Walking back clumsily in your room, he was almost biting your lips as the eagerness took over him. With your arms wrapped around his neck, you jumped around his waist while he held you firmly by the thighs. Although you had made out tons of times already, he never wanted to go further, saying he wanted to make it special. Tonight seemed to be it.

"Was it better with Felix?" he rasped out as he walked to your bedroom.

"Jealous, Han?" you snickered at him as he put you down on the edge of the bed carefully.

"I am." he said with confidence. "I'll make you feel good, baby."

"We'll see." you laughed.

To sum it up, he did way better than Felix, even when you thought it would be hard to do so. While Felix was rough, Jisung was careful and liked to build up the tension instead of going straight for it. It was frustrating in a way, but it did make the actual action ten times more worth it.

You woke up in his arms, fully naked, and his eyes were still closed shut. With his lips slightly parted open, he looked like a child taking his nap. Turning around to get a better view of him, it was enough to wake him up. He made a pout with his mouth while opening his eyes in a squint, taken aback from the morning sunlight coming right on his face.

"Rough morning?" you chuckled.

"I don't want to get up." he grumbled and brought you closer to him. "Let's stay in bed today."

"All day?"

"All day." he affirmed before kissing your temple. "Unless you had something else in mind."

"Well, you kind of made me unable to use my legs." you said, recalling the previous night. "Staying in bed it is."

"You asked for it."

nine. - ten months ago -

Six days turned into five, that turned into four, that turned into three, until it got to zero. The day you had tried to ignore for the past week. Your flight wasn't scheduled until the afternoon, so you had plenty of time to pack your baggage. But the morning was rough.

"Coffee or tea?" Jisung asked casually as he stood in front of the counter.

Your lack of answer meant a hundred of things. As he looked up to see you, you were standing in front of the sliding door to the balcony, not moving a bit. He didn't need to ask you what was on your mind, he knew it already. With a loud sigh, he walked up to you and gave you a back-hug as he put his head on your shoulder.

"I'll miss this view." you breathed out. "The water is so pretty."

"It is." he hummed. "I'll make you a tea, okay?" he said and placed a peck on your cheek.

Again, you didn't answer. He let go of you and went ahead with preparing your beverages. Before you noticed time had passed, he was back with a mug that he held out to you. You mouthed a small 'thanks' but didn't take your eyes off the scenery.

"You know we can keep contact, right?" he broke the silence.

You shook your head. "In another life, yes."

It cut right through his heart, you were right. He hated how right you were.

"We could try?"

"Jisung, stop. How would this even work? We get caught once and it'll be enough for us to get disowned." you rationalized. "This sucks, I know, but it's our reality."

"You rather get married off some rich old man?" he joked but it had some truth in it.

"It looks like this is what is waiting for me, yes. Or Chan." you shrugged. "It has been the plan since birth, just like yours to become chairman is."

"I don't want it."

You scoffed. "Yeah, well, do you have a choice? We're stuck in this."

How much he wanted to shut you up and tell you that things could be different. He wanted to beg you to not go back home and run away with him. Your thing lasted barely a month, but it was enough for him to know he wanted you with him, even if it meant to disappoint his family.

"I just wish it was easier."

"I know."

He slowly came closer to you and put his hand on your jaw which made you turn your focus on him. The tears you were holding in were finally streaming down your face as you had eye contact with him. His touch, despite being a simple gesture, made you weak.

"I'm sorry." he almost whispered. "It's my fault we started this while knowing perfectly it couldn't happen."

You nodded slowly. "Yeah, fuck you for that." you chuckled. "I really should have gotten with Felix instead."

He let out a huff. "You're still a pain in the ass."

"Just getting back to my old antics." you shrugged with a smirk appearing through your crying face.

"I see how it is, L/N." he played along. "Is there a way for me to shut that annoying mouth of yours?"

"Just try to make me shut up."

He then kissed you. You started to feel something wet on your cheeks, but it wasn't your own tears. It was him. He was crying. A knot formed in your belly as it started to truly hit how this was the last time you'd be able to kiss him. You hated how easy you fell for him and how cruel the whole situation was. When he backed away, he still leaned his forehead on yours as he plunged his gaze into yours.

"We don't mention this to anyone." he said and you could clearly hear the pain in his voice.

"This never happened." you confirmed.

He gave you a quick peck and let go of you to finish off with packing. You were still standing at the same spot, unable to process fully what was happening. Your mind was elsewhere, too preoccupied with the memories of your vacation with him.

"Can I keep your hoodie?" you blurted out.

He stared at you in confusion. "My big white hoodie? Why?"

"A souvenir I guess?"

His mouth turned into as smile and he grabbed his sweatshirt before throwing it your way. "It looks better on you, anyway."

The way to the airport was silent. In the taxicab, the driver had put some music to fill in the lack of discussion. In a discreet way, Jisung reached his hand out to hold yours and gave it a squeeze. Chills travelled down your body as you fixated your linked fingers. The effect he had on you was insane.

The ride was too quick for your liking as the driver pulled over in front of the airport. He kindly helped the two of you with getting your luggage out of his trunk. Jisung paid him and you were now off to find your flight. Since he had one stop to do for a work meeting in Europe, he wasn't going to be coming back home on the same plane. And so, here came the grand moment you had both dreaded for.

He straightened up his posture to face you properly and an emotionless expression took over. Still, you could tell how much he hated acting like this. You put on the same façade and bowed at him respectfully. You didn't want to take the risk of getting caught by someone.

"I sure hope you have a safe flight, Han."

"I hope the same for you, L/N."

Calling each other like this used to feel normal, but it had become such a foreign thing to do. It felt wrong, impersonal, almost mean. It was weird.

"I'll see you around." you nodded your head at him.

With a hum, he passed by next to you closely to head towards the gate he needed to be at. Even if people would see it as him bumping into you intentionally, he still took the time to briefly catch your hand. You felt something cold land into it. Before you could question him about it, he was already far as he walked quickly away from you. You looked at your hand and saw something shiny dangle. Bringing it close to your face, you saw what he had dropped.

It was a simple golden chain accessorized with a charm: a rose.

ten. - now -

Your father had sent a limousine to come pick you up. Of course, you had to have a grand entrance at the ceremony. There would be journalists and cameras, and so it was primordial for you to be looking at your very best. Jeongin helped you get in the car like a gentleman. You would have asked him to come with you, but the guy did deserve a break. He kissed your cheek goodbye and wished you an enjoyable evening.

When your limousine arrived in front of the convention center, you could already see cameras flashes and microphones being held out towards your direction. Taking a deep breath, your door opened as your driver offered his hand to help you out. You put on a fake smile for the pictures but denied any kind of interviews. You were not in the mood for that. As you entered the building, you were impressed by how Chan's team had decorated the place. It was very formal but it still had a hint of comfort. Before you knew it, your father had spotted you. Welcoming you with arms open, he gave you a small hug.

"Y/N, my dear, I am happy you made it here safely." he grinned. "I would love to present you to someone."

You deadpanned at him. "Another of your potential suitors for me?"

"He is young and vibrant. An excellent businessman for his age, I shall mention."

As you grumbled under your breath in annoyance, your father brought you over to a group of men, all of them wearing a tuxedo. They all looked the same...

Then, you caught a glimpse of a man who was visibly younger than most of them. He stood closely to who you assumed to be his parents as he bowed instinctively to the others. Upon seeing your father, he smiled politely.

"Mr. L/N." he bowed.

"Hi, Mr. Hwang." your father beamed at him. "I found my daughter that I wanted to introduce you to."

You shut your eyes in internal pain. He really had to present you like you were some kind of product to sell? You never liked being your father's pet, even less now that he just wanted to marry you off someone wealthy.

"A pleasure to meet you." Mr. Hwang nodded his head at you. "I'm Hyunjin."

"Nice to meet you." you replied back with a bow. "I believe I saw you in a publicity recently, no?"

He laughed embarrassingly. "Right, I'm a model."

Ah. He was one of those guys.

"I assume you were invited to help with Mr. Bang's publicity team."

"Exactly." he confirmed. "You know the business well."

"I actually am about to become CEO of L/N Corporation."

He bowed again. "I apologize, I really didn't mean it like that, I was simply trying to make the conversation."

You knew he was being honest, he seemed too clueless of a man to be saying such things intentionally. Maybe models weren't as bad as you thought.

"It's okay, really." you chuckled. "Have you met Mr. Bang yet?" He shook his head. "He's a close friend of mine. I can present you to him."

His eyes went wide. "Really?"

His mother nudged his arm for being informal and he coughed shyly as he apologized.

"It's fine, really. Come, I'll introduce you."

You took his hand in yours and led him towards Chan who had a drink with some of his colleagues. He noticed you were approaching him and excused himself to come give you a big hug.

"Well, aren't you pretty today? It's good that you look pleasing to the eye once in a while." he joked.

"Thank you, Chan, really." you grumbled. "Anyway, I wanted you to meet Hwang Hyunjin."

The latter bowed politely to your friend. "Good evening, Mr. Bang. I don't know if you remember me, but I did appear in one of your promotion videos once."

Chan shifted to his professional role and nodded as Hyunjin spoke. "I remember. I even asked one of the leading directors to contact you again."

"Really? I haven't heard from them."

You left them at it and walked back to your father who had ended up flirting with one of the ladies from the Bang's engineer team. You understood that he might need someone ever since your mom left, but did he really have to do it during an event like this?"

"Father." you interrupted him and he glared at you.

"Aren't you with Mr. Hwang?"

"I offered to introduce him to Mr. Bang."

He sighed in disappointment. "Alright, maybe Hwang wasn't the right fit." He put his hand on your back and started to walk closer to the bar. "I have someone else I want you to meet."

"Yay." you said in a bored tone. "I think I can pass for this one-"

"Mr. Lee!" you father called out. "May I present to you my daughter."

Mr. Lee turned around at the mention of his name and his eyes fell upon your figure. Immediately, the both of you stared back at each other in pure shock.

"Y/N!" he exclaimed.

"Felix!" you said in the same tone of voice.

He pulled you into a tight hug, leaving your poor father in confusion. "You know each other..." he trailed off.

"Mr. L/N, I met your daughter during her vacation last year."

You dad nodded his head slowly. "I see. I will leave you two reconnect. Call me if you need anything." he said as he put his hand on your shoulder for a brief moment.

As he walked away from you two, you exchanged laughs. "What a coincidence! How is it that you are here and not in Australia?" you questioned him while he offered you a glass of champagne.

"I'm here to do business with Chan. I didn't know you were familiar with him."

"We are literally best friends." you chuckled. "How do you know him?"

"I'm sure he told you he grew up in Australia." You nodded. "We used to be neighbours."

"Wow." you let out in a breath. "Such a small world, uh?"

"It is." he laughed. "Your father is quite a persona. He was bragging about you for a solid ten minutes earlier."

"Oh gosh." you said while hiding your face in embarrassment.

"Yeah, he wasn't being very subtle about his intentions. Let me reassure you right away, I won't ask you to marry me. We already established how we feel about that last year."

You smiled at him. "Thank you, Felix. I'm glad I don't have Chan as my only friend tonight."

He shrugged. "There is Han too." he pointed to nowhere in particular. "I saw him earlier."

You huffed in disgust. "I don't intend to speak with him."

He gave you a soft smile. "Quit it, Y/N. I know about you two."

Your eyes grew bigger and you nudged his arm. "Say it louder... How the hell do you know?"

"Jisung isn't so good with handling these kinds of things on his own. Don't worry, I didn't tell anyone and I think I'm the only one who's aware of what happened."

You were going to snap at Jisung, that was for sure.

"Great..." you muttered under your breath.

"You do realize how in love he is with you, right?" he asked before taking a sip of his champagne.

"Yes, I'm well aware of it. It can't happen, though. There is too much to risk if it gets out in the news."

"Did you know he refused to take his father's spot?"

You almost choked on your drink. You were certain to have heard correctly back in Chan's office that he did, in fact, get the position. What was Felix even saying?

"He did what now?"

Felix couldn't answer. Your dear best friend had to interrupt your conversation as he took the spot on stage with a microphone. He started to thank the guests for coming and explained the purpose of this gathering. You were not listening one bit. Instead, your eyes wandered around the crowd as you tried to find the one man who had taken such a huge part of your life. Then, you spotted him. Close to the stage, he was next to his father as he was listening attentively to Chan. He looked extremely good, and he was matching you. Dressed in a burgundy red suit with a tie of the same colour, you wanted to curse Jeongin for having chosen your dress. He surely knew Jisung was going to wear something similar. It was as if he knew you were staring when his own gaze found yours. He sent a quick smile your way, one so darn adorable that it could make you melt, and turned his attention back to Chan. You needed to speak with him, and fast.

The second after Chan finished his speech, you excused yourself to Felix and went straight ahead towards Jisung. The latter had left his family and was looking at the pamphlet of the new Bang inc. projects instead. He didn't even see you arrive until you grabbed him by the arm harshly, dragging him behind as you headed towards a random hallway where you could discuss privately. He started to let out incoherent complaints but you ignored him. You soon found an empty conference room and shoved him inside, not forgetting to lock the door behind you and close the curtains.

"Y/N, the fuck?" he exclaimed.

"I could ask you the same." you said angrily, crossing your arms in front of your chest.

You saw him stare up and down at you. He really had the guts to check you out while you were beyond furious with him.

"Han Jisung." you yelled out sternly and he jumped a little.

"What is it?" he asked innocently.

"Why am I hearing that you refused your position as chairman of Han technologies?"

Oh. It suddenly clicked in his mind. He had planned to tell you himself, but things didn't go his way.

"I'm resigning from the company."

You stared at him blankly. "Sorry, what?" you asked, completely bewildered by his statement.

"I refused to sign the contract this morning and I'm getting off duties by the end of the month." he said calmly. "It was too much for me."

You shook your head in disbelief. "You can't do that. Jisung, we talked about this before. This is your whole career, why did you-" you cut yourself off, too shaken up by his announcement. "Have you thought this out?"

"I did." he said with an elongated breath. "My dad discovered my music not so long ago and we argued a bit about it."

"Why didn't you tell me this?"

He ignored your question. "He ended up being quite okay with it. He said he didn't realize how much pressure he was putting on me and that I could do what I want as long as it pays off my bills. Plus, he said I could always come back if it doesn't work." he shrugged.

"Wow." was the the only thing you could say. "He really said that?"

He laughed. "Not exactly, my mom is the one I have to thank for that, she talked him through it."

"Makes more sense." you hummed.

"I also told them about you."

Now, you really wanted to punch him in the balls right there and then.

"Just like you told Felix?" you huffed.

"And Chan... and Jeongin..." he saw how you were about to beat the shit out of him and he held up his hands in defense. "They figured it out by themselves, I simply confirmed their suspicions."

You rolled your eyes. "Is this why he bought me this dress to be matching with you?"

He smirked and nodded proudly. You sighed in disbelief and sat down on one of the chairs, gesturing for him to continue.

"I think you know it by now, but I'm so hopelessly in love with you."

You grunted, absolutely enraged by his behaviour. You could simply not believe how dumb of him it was to give up such an opportunity, and then tell your friends about your mistake of the previous year. And now, he really had to top it all with declaring his love for you?

"You keep being fucking unrealistic with this whole thing." you said, shaking your head in disapproval. "We have decades of rivalry between us, we were only being stupid with what we did."

He scoffed. "So last year meant nothing to you?"

"What I'm saying is that it was something that shouldn't have happened. I wanted to put a stop to it tonight." you affirmed but he didn't seem convinced.

"You're wearing the necklace." he pointed to the rose charm hanging around your neck.

You shrugged. "It was going well with the dress, that's all."

"It does, and you simply look stunning tonight." he said as he walked closer to you.

You stood up to come face to face with him. "Don't dodge the subject with your flirts, Han."

"What is stopping us, really? A career? I've already given up mine and I know for a fact that you hate your job." he said softly, getting more and more close to you.

"Our families-" you started but he interrupted you with a laugh.

"You hate your dad and I've talked to mine already. It's okay."

He hesitated, but reached his hand up to your face. By then, you didn't even know how to breathe anymore. It was the first time he touched you so intimately since that moment in the taxicab. It was as electrifying as you remembered.

"Please tell me you feel the same." he said in a whisper. "There was not a single moment where I didn't regret not trying to convince to run away with me."

"Jisung..." you breathed out.

"I won't force you into anything. If wanting to put an end to this is what you want, we'll do just that. I won't say I didn't try at least."

Your faces were millimeters apart. It was a question of time before he was going to kiss you. But you backed away.

"We can't."

And just like that, you ran away from him, leaving him alone in the room. You didn't know exactly why you did so. No matter what the reason was, you just wanted to go home. The rollercoaster he caused was too much to bear with. You didn't even say bye to Chan and you left.

The driver was still in the street, so you called him out and asked him to bring you home. He did look at you suspiciously, but obliged nonetheless. Before you knew it, you were at your front porch and the driver left you alone. You sat down, not even trying to keep your dress clean, and you cried. You weren't sad nor happy, just confused. It was a few minutes after when Jeongin joined you and engulfed you in a hug. He didn't ask what happened, but he just knew you needed someone for you at least.

"I should have said congratulations to Chan at least." you finally spoke and Jeongin allowed himself to let out a small chuckle.

"He knows you're proud of him already."

"Yeah, but it's still shitty of me." you sobbed. "And, Innie, I fucked up so bad..."

"You dumped him there, didn't you?"

Damn, this kid was good at guessing. But he did know most things about you so it was only natural he got you right on that.

"I don't even know why..." you groaned as more tears came out. "He's so... ugh, and I'm like... meh."

He cocked his head to the side, unsure if he understood what you meant. "That's a way to put it I guess?"

"I meant that he just does so much for our... whatever we have, to work out and I'm being a bitch by ditching him."

He smiled awkwardly. "I can't say you're wrong with this one."

"And what am I even going to do if this turns out to be a fiasco? I'll get fired, my dad will disown me, and I'll live off an underground musician's income?"

Jeongin winced at your reflection. "You're overthinking now..."

"I know." you grunted. "It's just... What do I do?"

You turned to look at him properly and noticed how discouraged he seemed to be with you. As you thought, he gave you a look.

"What?" you sighed.

"You know what to do, Y/N. You're just afraid." he explained but you didn't quite get it. "You've been this perfect daughter for years and you're scared of change."

"I mean, aren't we all?"

"Some are more daring than others, just like Han dared to confront his parents because he loves you."

As realization slowly crept in your mind, you buried yourself in your arms. Why did you have to be such an ass to him?

"You're saying I should go back and say I want him too?" you mumbled.

"Essentially, yeah. But like I said, you do you." he said as he patted your back. "No matter what you do, I'm sure Han will understand."

"Do you mind driving me back?" you said as you shot your head up, pouting at him.

He deadpanned at you. "You came all the way back here just to go back?"

"Yeah?" you chuckled embarrassingly.

"Alright, but go clean up your face. Your mascara didn't hold up right."

A few minutes later, you were in Jeongin's car as he drove you back to the convention center. To not cause a fuss, he went all around to the back of the building so you could walk in more discreetly.

"What if he left too?" you said in panic as you were about to leave the vehicle.

"Jeez, Y/N, just go!" he rushed you out.

You entered and arrived in an empty hallway, not creepy at all. Still, you could hear the chatter coming from the main event so you simply followed it. On your way, you came to the washrooms and heard moaning from there.

"Gross." you mumbled to yourself.

Moving on, you started to get more familiar to your surroundings when you saw the room where you had left Jisung earlier. Only now, the door was open and the lights turned off which meant he had gone back to the party probably. You finally arrived to the main room and noticed that Chan was just done with introducing his new line of products. You clapped along with the crowd and cheered loudly. He recognized your voice as he immediately moved his eyes to where you were standing. With a large grin, he thanked the audience once more and came down to crush you in a hug.

"How did I do?" he asked.

"Great..." you trailed off and he gave you a look.

"You didn't watch, right?"

"I'm sorry, Chan." you chuckled. "I... kind of ran away?"

He rolled his eyes. "Han Jisung?"

"Why the hell is everyone aware of my business?" you whined.

"He came to talk to me after you left. He's alone at the bar if you are looking for him." he laughed. "Go get your man, bestie." he said jokingly.

"I'll have to talk to you after we sort this out." you said in a warning voice before leaving to go to the bar.

When you finally got to him, you kept a distance to observe what state he was in. Hair disheveled, tie loosened, he was mixing his margarita with a straw and started blankly in the void. You felt bad, even worse than you expected.

"I would have never thought of you as one for the margaritas." you spoke up.

At the sound of your voice, he looked around in confusion until he noticed you were standing behind him. He shook his head as a chuckle left his mouth.

"Are you quoting me now?"

You took the spot next to him and stole the drink from his grip. "Perhaps I am." you shrugged and then took a sip of the drink. "I like the ones from the island better."

"So picky." he huffed. "I'm sorry for being so bold earlier."

You shook your head violently. "Stop, I'm the one at fault."

He tilted his head from side to side. "Not really. I can't blame you for not wanting the same thing as me."

"But that's the thing..." you said before taking a deep breath. "I want the same thing as you."

He stared at you for a moment. The lack of response on his part quite frightened you. After a bit, he finally moved as he placed his hand on your forehead.

"Are you okay?"

Frowning, you looked at him, perplexed. "I am..."

He retrieved his hand away. "You're being for real? Don't give me false hope, I swear I'll axe you if you do so."

You laughed. "I'm serious. Look, Jisung, I haven't been fair to you."

He shook his head as he took your face by the jaw. "Don't say that."

"You know I'm right. I led you on, kept denying your attention and I literally ran away from you." you listed out. "I think I'm in love with you too. I was just stupid enough to never admit it to myself."

You had never seen him smile this much. "You're fucking stubborn, yeah." he grinned. "But I love that about you. Plus, playing hard to get is quite attractive."

You scoffed. "Fuck off, I'll go back to Felix."

You were about to walk away but he grabbed you by the wrist to stop you. Gently, he pulled you closer by the neck and kissed you. He. Kissed. You. In front of literally everyone. You heard gasps of shock, but surprisingly, you didn't care. All that mattered was that you had your lips on Jisung again. The butterflies you had suppressed for months had come back at an overwhelming level but you were happy.

"Y/N L/N!" you heard your father yell.

Separating yourself from Jisung, you rolled your eyes as you came face to face with a furious man.

"Hey." you smiled in an exaggerated manner.

"You've got a lot of explaining to do, young lady. I made sure during your whole life you'd be ready to take over my place, and you're pulling this show tonight?"

You let out a groan. "Really? A show? I get you have built a reputation and shit for years, but for what? Really, come to think of it, this whole rivalry thing is ridiculous. Yeah, sure, they sued us, but heck, we got over it."

He huffed in disbelief. "It had to be a Han, uh?"

Dropping your shoulders, you didn't even know what to say anymore. "He's not like that. You know what? I don't even know why I'm fighting you over this." you started to get annoyed.

"It's okay, Y/N-" Jisung started, but you went off again which interrupted him.

"No, Jisung, this is not okay. I've done literally everything to go according to this man's expectations and I can't even be happy for one moment?"

By then, more people had gathered around the scene. Some of them whispered among themselves, others just watched in pure shock. Then, Jisung's parents arrived and stood next to your dad. This was going so well...

"You two are okay with this?" you father asked the Han.

Jisung's mother simply shrugged. "I mean, she seems to make our son happy." she said in a small voice making your father turn to Mr. Han to incite him to speak his thoughts out.

He did the same as his wife, not sure on what to answer. "I'd have to say, Mr. L/N, that your daughter is quite a remarkable woman. I think our son is in good hands."

"I agree." you heard Chan speak up somewhere in the crowd. You finally spotted him and sent him a look as to ask what he was doing. "I think it is time to tone down the hard feelings in my opinion, Mr. L/N." he patted your father's back.

"Chan-" Jisung started but the glare he received from him shut him up real quick.

"I think this is a good way to put an end to this competition between your families, no? Anyhow, I think they make a fine couple." he continued and then held his glass up. "How about we go on with our evening?"

Chan had power, which meant everyone were taking his opinion into consideration. If he said something was fine, it meant it was fine. If he wanted to move on from something, then people moved on. This was exactly what happened. As the mass of people dispersed themselves, you saw your dad walk further away with Jisung's parents, seemingly discussing about what they just saw. As for Chan, he joined the pair of you.

"That's quite a show stealer you put up just now." he laughed.

"Thank you, Chan." you said sincerely.

Jisung rubbed your back gently as he nodded with you. "Yeah, thank you for that."

Chan shrugged. "I'm rooting for you two, but don't put yourselves in trouble too much because I can't save you all the time."

"We won't." Jisung said as he looked at you. "I think we can manage from now."

eleven. - epilogue -

"Time's up."

Looking up from your laptop, you had daggers in your eyes as you stared at Jisung through your glasses. He was already fully dressed with black pants and a beige coat as he tapped his foot on the floor in an impatient way.

"I'm almost done." you said as you focused back on your screen.

He let out a groan. "Y/N, love."

"It won't take long." you argued, not taking your eyes off as you typed aggressively on your keyboard.

"You said the same thing ten minutes ago and we have a flight in..." he checked the time on his phone. "two hours now." he deadpanned at you.

"I just have to send this to Chan real quick."

"Exactly, it's Chan so no pressure."

He came to your dining table and snatched your computer away from you. While you reached out to get it back, he saved your file and closed it off before putting it in his bag.

"Han Jisung." you said in a stern voice.

"Thank me later, baby." he kissed your cheek but you refused to fall for it.

"I have to send it over."

"I know, love, but Jeongin had this handled, no? Just trust him on this one."

Still pouting, you took your coat and put it on before grabbing your luggage. "I shouldn't have agreed to go on this stupid trip."

"Don't be like this, you love seeing Felix." he snickered.

"I don't mind going to Australia." you argued as you approached the front door of your house. "I mind not getting my work done in time."

"Love, you're literally weeks ahead for everything." he sighed loudly.

You walked to your car and started to load it with your bags. While Jisung went back inside to get more of your belongings, you received a call. Putting the phone between your ear and your shoulder, you answered.

"What's up, Hyunjin?" you said cheerfully.

"Someone's in a good mood." he laughed. "I take it that you're leaving soon?"

"Yeah, we're about to go to the airport. How is it there?"

"I love it, really. Felix rented a house for us so we can all stay together." he said excitedly. "I was calling to ask you something about the report you filled out this morning, actually."

You frowned. "What about it?"

"Why didn't you mark Jisung's name? For the collaborator, I mean."

You grunted. "Shit, I totally forgot. I'm sorry, I'm still not used to him being back in the business."

"All good." he chuckled. "Though I need it by the end of the week. Otherwise, my application can be denied."

"I know, I'll do it as soon as I get there."

Jisung looked at you curiously as he stood next to the car with the door opened, waiting for you to be done.

"No stress." Hyunjin answered.

"I have to go now, but I can't wait to see you two!"

"See you in a few hours!"

Hanging up, you and Jisung got in the car and he drove away from your house. As you hummed along the music, you suddenly remembered something. Turning the volume down, you looked at your fiancé in panic.

"Tell me you locked the door."

He rolled his eyes. "I did, stop being so stressed."

"I'm sorry, jeez." you said in a defensive tone.

"This trip is for us to take a break from work, just like the good old days. Relax a little, can you do that for me?"

You absolutely hated it when he used his soft loving tone. You could simply not resist it. With a sigh, you nodded your head and you grabbed his hand that was hanging between your two seats.

"You're right."

He smiled and started to play with your hand, fiddling with your engagement ring. "Plus, we get to visit the venue for the wedding." he said before kissing your hand.

"Felix better had chosen a good spot." you huffed.

"If you don't like it, we can visit some more." he shrugged.

You shook your head as a no. "I just want a place to marry you."

"You're sweet, baby, but I don't want to get married in a wrecked place." he laughed.

"Fair enough."

You said that, but in all honesty, you just wanted to marry him right away. Him. The man you believed to hate until he turned your world upside down. The man who was ready to give up everything just to be with you. If this is not husband material, you don't know what it is. But one thing for sure, you wanted to be with him for the rest of your life.

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[pjspuffz]

late night vibe w/ mark <3

[markleesmelon]

all my heart can say is “mark lee 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️😭❤️❤️😭❤️😭❤️😭😭😭”

[dainangel]

trick or treating with NCT DREAM!!

halloween is soon so why not write some stuff :)

🎵: monster mash, bobby pickett

———— ★彡˚✧

MARK LEE: 

definitely goes trick or treating with you

gets scared by those life sized animatronics sitting on porches

would try to get candy but he’d get scared something’ll jumpscare him 

pretends that he’s not scared when in reality he really is

putting up with all of these scary things bc he luvs ya <3

RENJUN HUANG: 

honestly i dont think he’d get that scared

he’d probably try to act scared for the thrill of it and to make you happy

if someone tries to scare him with a scary mask, he won’t flinch that much

instead he’ll give them a side eye 💀

whenever he does get scared though, he yells his heart out with that main vocal voice of his

JENO LEE: 

he’d just be smiling through all of it

his little (.◜◡◝) face every house you go to

youre crying because you’re scared? he’s just gonna do the  (.◜◡◝) face. 

definitely is a little protective and would hold your hand at ALL times

but if he’s frightened he’ll use you as a shield. (aka grabbing you by the waist and putting you in front of him while he’s crouching down)

HAECHAN LEE:

he’s honestly such a brat 💀 

he’d probably do that thing where he yells “WHAT’S THAT!!!” and you’ll whip your head around screaming 

but there’s nothing so you turn back around and he’s gone. 

still loves you a lot, so at the end of the trick or treating run he’ll give all your favorite candies to you from his bucket.  

JAEMIN NA: 

chill dude, and loves watching you get scared and have fun

he has to bring his camera so he can take selfies with you, photos of you, pictures involving you— yeah you get the idea. basically just you

probably not dressed up as anything; or he’s matching with you. (i keep on imagining bunny onesies)  

if youre too scared to walk up to a house to get candy, dont worry. jaemin will go up and get it for you<3

CHENLE ZHONG: 

brings daegal along (being a responsible dad)

he’s gonna be laughing 24/7 no matter what, and it puts you in a good mood too 

he’d definitely get a little scared of some houses and would be in on the fun with you

he’s probably wearing sunglasses. outside in the dark. like, midnight dark. 

if you’re ever getting bored or tired, he’s gonna bring you and daegal home in his tesla <33 

JISUNG PARK: 

dont even get me started 

hes gonna be more scared that you. like of everything. even some candy bowl or people dressed up at their doorstep

he’d put his hands up everytime he yelled, and would probably cover his mouth afterwards feeling embarrassed

this man will not let you go. he will hold onto your waist or hands until it cuts your circulation off

if you’re cold in your costume, he’ll bear hug you under his fuzzy jacket and will give you a bunch of forehead kisses  !!!

———— ★彡˚✧

chubbles’ note: AHHHH I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED ITTT…. ill also be taking req.. soon… maybe…… also tysm for all the hearts on my debut fic 😭❤️

[bluejaem]

— OUR SONG

stars light the sky like snow-flakes in the night, yet appear still, like an old photograph. you smile, feeling the wind blow your hair. and with your favourite song playing right now, it was like a picture perfect scene of a movie.

immersed in your song, you didn't realise that someone walked up to you, and sat beside you.

"what are you listening to?" he took one of the sides of your earplugs and wore it himself. a smile adorned his face when he heard the song. he intertwined his fingers with yours. the warmth of his hand embracing yours, and comforting you.

you looked at him with the same amount of affection in your smile, "don't you remember? this was, is, and will always be–"

his eyes met yours, the stars shone brightly in his orbs as he went on to complete your sentence,

"–our song."

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hey guys! It's me, your beloved ;D

As you can probably guess by the header, I hit 500! *claps*

big accomplishment for me because I never actually thought this'll become a long term thing ^^; Thank you guys :((

so, to celebrate, I've planned a few things !

I'll be reintroducing txt to my masterlist ! you will now be able to request their works

I'll be holding a writing event for all bgs I write for ! for 10 days, I will be posting drabbles of the any of the members of nct + skz + enhypen + txt !

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beautiful feeling | lee jihoon

ミ★ synopsis: in which jihoon doesn’t believe in soulmates until he hears the bells himself one fateful day.

ミ★ genre: soulmate au! fluff, humor

ミ★ warnings: none!

ミ★ word count: 1,446

ミ★ pairings: jihoon x female reader

ミ★ notes: hi! i’ve written two soulmate aus in a span of a few days uhh am i okay? probably not! i have two requests waiting for me to write but i’m a shithead and became inspired by this old prompt i found HAHAH i hope you guys like it <3

“If mermaids were real, don’t you think we would’ve seen them by now?” Chan asks the group, and Vernon hides his face in his hands, waiting for Jun’s outburst.

“How could you just say that?!” Jun shouts and Jihoon lets out a chuckle as the two begin to bicker loudly. He reaches over and grabs his coke, taking a long sip as Jun prepares to flip the table.

“Do not flip the table! You two, just do rock, paper, scissors to decide who’s right and who’s wrong.” Mingyu yells over their voices, and they both turn to scowl at him. Vernon laughs when Jun reluctantly holds his hand out to prepare for the game.

“Rock… paper… scissors!” Jun holds out paper, while Chan holds out rock.

“FUCK!”

“YES!” Jun cheers and runs around the table, clapping his hands as Jihoon and Vernon laugh at Chan’s disappointed expression. They’re lucky that the restaurant isn’t that packed this afternoon, or else this would’ve been a lot more embarrassing. Jun finally comes back and sits in his seat, taking a happy bite of his ice cream while Chan sadly bites his straw.

“I still don’t think mermaids are real, shit’s just whack.” Chan grumbles and Mingyu flashes him a look of warning.

“I don’t know Chan, if soulmates are real then I don’t see why mermaids can’t be.” Vernon responds and Jihoon shakes his head. Mingyu and Jun raise an eyebrow at him, leaning in closer to ask, “Why did you shake your head no Woozi?”

“Cause soulmates aren’t real.” Jihoon simply answers, and everyone’s mouths drop open at his response. They look at Jihoon in disbelief as he continues to eat as if he didn’t just drop the biggest bomb ever. 

“How can you not believe in soulmates? Do you not remember any of our lessons about them in school?! Just because it’s more rare nowadays doesn’t mean they don’t-”

“That’s just it, they’re more rare,” Jihoon lifts his hands up to make quotation marks around the word, “because they aren’t real. Maybe they existed back then, but there’s no such thing as soulmates. They don’t exist. Do you know how ridiculous it is to find the person you’re apparently fated to by the sound of bells? That’s crazy.” 

Mingyu’s eye twitches as he stares at his best friend, contemplating jumping across the table to put him in a chokehold or to stay seated. Jun starts stress-munching on ice from his soda, Vernon rubs the back of his neck in disbelief, and Chan just gapes at Jihoon. 

“That’s about the most stupid shit you’ve ever said in our five years of friendship. Are you deadass right now? Are you sure that’s the reason?” Mingyu asks and Jihoon squints at him. He looks away, choosing to glance out the window.

“My parents aren’t soulmates, neither are any of our parents for that matter. There’s no way to prove that soulmates exist because it’s something only they experience.” Jihoon says, leaving no room for debate once he stands up from the table to go pay for his meal. The guys watch him as he heads towards the counter, and they all turn back towards each other with wide eyes.

“Can you believe this bitch?” 

“God, I know! I can’t believe he doesn’t believe in soulmates!”

“We were deadass taught this shit in school and he doesn’t buy it? There's enough proof in the pudding luv x.” 

“I can hear you guys!” Jihoon calls from the register, and the four guys turn to glance at the anti-soulmate man.

“We know!”

“Woozi~” Mingyu sings as he steps into his room. Jihoon glances up from his work to check who entered his room, only to see his tall for no reason roommate standing at the doorway with a big smile. He immediately turns back towards his laptop, knowing that Mingyu is only in his room to ask for something, “What do you want Gyu?” 

“Can you come with me to the convenience store and get ramen? I’ll pay.” Jihoon pauses his movement of putting in his other earbud at the mention of ramen. He looks back at Mingyu, who is still standing there with a hopeful smile on his face.

“Give me five minutes.” Mingyu pumps his arm in the air in victory, giving him a thumbs up before exiting his room and closing the door. Jihoon stretches his arms over his head, letting out a small groan. He stands up from his desk, walking over to his closet to change into a t-shirt that doesn’t smell like it hasn’t been washed in a week. 

Throwing it on, he heads to his mirror and checks over his hair. He runs his hand through it a few times before deciding it looks fine and steps out of his room, phone in hand. Mingyu waits by the door, shoes and jacket already on.

“You must be really hungry.” Jihoon jokes as he steps into his sneakers, slipping on his jacket, and Mingyu rubs his stomach for emphasis on the fact that he’s starving. They walk out of their apartment, and make their way to the elevator.

“Hell yeah I am! I haven’t eaten anything since breakfast cause I wanted to finish my report. That’s why when we get there, I’m gonna eat like three cups of ramen.” Mingyu says as he presses the main floor button in the elevator, and it begins its descent to the apartment lobby

“I feel like three cups of ramen isn’t healthy Gyu.” Jihoon mentions and his friend shrugs, muttering what can ya do? sometimes you just gotta eat three cups of ramen.

The two step out of the elevator and exit the lobby. Jihoon rubs his arms at the cold night air, not expecting it to be this chilly. Mingyu and him begin their route to the corner store, having it memorized in the back of their heads from all the late night runs to buy unhealthy snacks.

“It’s a lot colder than I thought it’d be.” He states, and Mingyu nods in agreement, rubbing his own arms due to the thin jacket he chose. Jihoon lets out a breath and notices it appear before him, proving just how cold it is. 

The two start to walk a bit faster to make it to the warmth of the corner store. Jihoon finds himself being envious of those who chose to wear thicker jackets and scarves, wishing he was as smart as them. It’s right then and there that he notices you heading in their direction, only wearing gray sweats with a matching sweatshirt. He sees your hands visibly shake from the cold, and he feels a bit better knowing that him and Mingyu weren't the only ones who made a poor fashion decision.

As they pass you, Jihoon pauses once a sound registers in his mind. The pleasant chime of a bell rings loudly in his ears, and his eyes widen. 

“You know, maybe I should eat four cups of ramen. What do you think Ji?” Mingyu asks, turning to glance to his left, only to not find Jihoon beside him. Mingyu stops and turns around, and he raises an eyebrow once he notices how his friend is stuck in a frozen state, eyes wide. Opening his mouth to ask him if he’s alright, Mingyu notices you also stopped in your tracks right behind Jihoon.

Jihoon slowly turns around at the same time you do, eyes wide and mouths dropped open once the ringing of the bells slowly fades as you stare into each other's eyes. You take in his pink tinged cheeks, messy black hair and casual attire of black sweats and a black pullover. While Jihoon just stares into your eyes, finding them to be your prettiest feature as you stare at him in awe.

He watches as his best friend stays in a state of shock, the both of you not exchanging any words. It’s only then that Mingyu realizes what just happened, and he lets out a chuckle. He pulls out his phone to text the group chat that the one who didn’t believe in soulmates, found his.

“Hi.” You finally manage to say after a long period of shocked silence, sticking your hand out for him to shake. A smile takes over your features once you realize you’re one of the lucky ones who was blessed with a soulmate. He watches in awe as your eyes sparkle at him when you smile, and he can’t help but think he’s quite possibly found the eighth wonder of the world. Jihoon finds the sight rather contagious, as a smile breaks out onto his face as well. 

“Hi, I’m your soulmate.” Jihoon says softly, reaching out to shake your hand as one thought goes through his mind:

I can’t believe soulmates are real.

[hella1975]

I'm starting The Art of Burning and :'0 I'm gonna cry aren't i. "A battle was not something you got used to, and this crew had said goodbye to one another a thousand times" fuckkkkkk

(i’m literally gonna do a massive fuck off accumulation of all your asks here because you all exist for my entertainment and what i say goes and i say that this has been the funniest gradual review i’ve ever gotten)

(also if anything is in bold that is me doing little comments in my teacher marking a paper way of mine. welcome to the blog)

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2. "Ruination was a song the Fire Nation knew well, a song whose lyrics curled from their tongues in infancy, a song whose harmonies lay in their skeletons." I'M SCREAMINGGGGG

3. I would literally die for Kanut, Nanook, and Tomkin in a heartbeat 😌😌 - tom nook would die for you, kanut would tell you to get fucked <3

4. I am WEEPING, Kanut is sjakdhkjfhs I just, I would DIE for him - see above

5. "Every word was another stick of kindling and Zuko was building his own pyre." dAMN, HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO WRITE POETRY LIKE THIS - i am perhaps blushing rn

6. not really from the story but "alexa stream heather by conan gray" what a MOOD - ANOTHER CONAN FAN? PLS?

7. "Hey mom" I dont know why THIS is what almost made me cry, but damnnnn I went 🥺 so fast- 

8. I would fucking die and/or kill for Tomkin. Fuck. My. Heart. I love him

9. “So he stood there, a Water Tribe boy clinging to his shirt, and instead of pushing him away, Zuko desperately tried to remember how to hug someone back." BREAK MY FUCKING HEART WHY DON'T YA-

10. hHHHHHhHhHH :')))) just read the 'prick' 'arrogant bastard' 'arrogant motherfucker' conversation and- I know I've said it before, but it bears repeating- I. WOULD. DIE. FOR. KANUT. - i cannot say it again

11. "Golden eyes didn't change the humanity of a life." so maybe I love Tulok too even though I wanted to cry when Lee died 🥺🤍 - everyone was SO mean to tulok when i posted that first chapter i hope you all feel horrible for your behaviour

12. I got through that without crying -how the fuck I did it I don't know- but now I'm going to FUCKING scream, and “And then I said; No, Fire Lord Ozai, your earrings are on backwards.”“Tomkin, I am literally begging you to shut the fuck up. Please, just shut the fuck up." is NOT FUCKING HELPING OKAY

13. "Arrogant motherfucker" (affectionate) - IUGSHIUSHGIUS

14. I know I've given you a lot of shit (v sorry abt blowing ur notifs up too- jk, not sorry luv <3) but my skin is fucking CLEARED and your writing is fucking *chef's kiss* damned EXQUISITE and INCREDIBLE and knowing that I'm gonna get to read even MORE AND GET ZUKKA- Fuck man, I'm BLESSED as FUCK. (just finished chapter 10, and holyyyy SHITTT, that was a ride times a fucking thousand) anways, thank you for your damned IMMACULATE writing, I will send more asks soon <3 - i definitely do not love you and i definitely did not smile at this shut up

15. I am TREMBLING in my freaking CLOSET at 3:47 in the fucking MORNING OKAY, zuko is such a dumbass and hakoda is just like, you crazy bastard 'not very good' my ASS, youre the FOURTH BEST FIREBENDER IN THE WHOLE DAMN FIRE NATION and zuko is just like O_O :// are you sure tho?? like, are you REALLY sure abt that???? - zuko really went ‘shut up non-bender’ and ignored him

16. *in the storm* Lightning: what if I uh 😏😌 y'know 👀😏 fucking obliterated you mast? huh, what then? 👀😌 Zuko: what if you fucking didn't :) *yEET*

17. you are SPOILING me you rotten buggy-boi, I'll be getting dadkoda, zukka, AND a fucking azula redemption??? I am BLESSED and my skin is CLEARED nd my hotel is TRIVAGO 😌 (the only thing that could possibly make this better is bato/hakoda bc HHHH but I am already so spoiled with this fic-) (I would call this fic my guilty pleasure, but tbh I feel anything but guilty when reading this. I think it's my comfort fic now <3) - the comfort fic is about to experience some war crimes, please hold (also BUGGY-BOI??? USIHGIUSHGIU)

18. tomkin is such a fucking dumbass and I adore him (blue spirit mask part)

19. "you are not my father" this is my last ask for a bit bc its 4:42 am and my laptop is almost dead, but I wanted to say, from the bottom of my grimy little dirtbag heart, fuck you <3

20. (I lied) TOPHHHHH???????????????? :D

21. IF ZUKO GETS FUCKING KIDNAPPED OR SOME SHIT TO WHERE HE CAN'T GO BACK TO HAKODA AND THE SWT, I WILL SKINNNN YOUUUUU <3 - :)))))

22. Bato!!!! :D (and also, from the bottom of my heart, FUCK YOU <3)

23. Hey Hella, :) what :) do :) you :) mean :) zuko :) doesn't :) fucking :) have :) any :) fire :)) - funny story actually-

24. But I LIKED renmin :0

25. "But it didn’t matter, because at the time, it felt like they were three boys holding up the sky together. At the time, they were immovable." DAMMIT HELLA, MY HEART IS NOT OKAY AND IT DIDN'T NEED YOU TO GIVE ME A BATO & KANUT & HAKODA FRIENDSHIP OKAY

26. “Get fucked.” Said Toph,' ksjhadksahfd *screams* I would die for herrr

27. Tomkin was gonna say 'i aint never seen two pretty best friends' and WHAT A LAD

28. Me, just chilling: :) toab: zuko's fire was blue Me: WAIT, FUCK- 

29. GIMME MY FUCKING HAKODA AND ZUKO REUNION DAMMIT, AND IROH, AND KANUT, YOU ASSHOLE I'M SADDDD 

30. Tulok and Aneko: 😌🥺🤍🥰😌🤍🤍✨ Kayda and Chena: *chaos gremlin bastards* and that's v sexy of all of them - you don’t understand i’m obsessed with them

31. “We were cellmates.” Kanut offered with a shit-eating grin, like he knew how much he was messing with Sokka’s already fragile peace of mind.“Tui and La, they were cellmates.” Sokka whispered,' HELLA I'M SCREAMINGGG 

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honestly i’m surprised you read it all that fucking quickly. this was so funny to just gradually watch unfold and i appreciate it even though you are stiLL VERY MUCH MY ENEMY YES I DO NOT LIKE YOU AHEM

[ggukkiedae]

Fluff 3 and 9 with Hannah and either WinWin or Xiaojun pretty please

hiii! i made this with one with xiaojun if you don’t mind :3 thanks for the request luv!!! 🥰 we need more whipped/shy xiaojun tbh ✊🏻

italics for this drabble means mandarin instead of english~

prompts: “Have you seen my hoodie?” “Nooo.” “You’re wearing it, aren’t you?”, “Sleep over? Please?”

Hannah was walking back to the practice room with Jaemin when her phone rang. She looked at the caller ID a little confused. Jaemin looked over her shoulder.

“Why’s Xiaojun hyung calling you?”

“I don’t know, Nana. Hold on, Let me just pick it up. Hi, gege.”

“Hey, have you seen my hoodie?”

“Nooo.”

“You’re wearing it, aren’t you?”

Hannah looked down at the black hoodie that drowned her figure then looked at Jaemin who shrugged and opened the door to the practice room.

“No,” she drew out.

“Yes, you are,” Xiaojun chuckled. Like a ghost, he appeared right in front of her and hung up his phone. “When did you even get this?”

“Sorry, gege,” Hannah apologized. “I thought it belonged to Jaehyun oppa. I’ll give it back.”

“No, it’s okay,” Xiaojun reassured her with a soft smile. “Keep it on. It looks nice.”

Hannah smiled up at him before running over to Taeyong to ask about the schedules for the whole of November. Somehow, she had managed to drag Shotaro with her.

Xiaojun watched fondly as the younger girl listened to their leader excitedly. He never thought he’d get used to having a girl in his group, but he found himself a little too fond of Hannah. He was confused about how Yangyang had gotten so close to her even before the big project. He was also even more confused on how Hendery could ask her over to the WayV dorms to hangout and vice versa without a struggle.

He remembered asking Lucas how to get close to Hannah, but Lucas’s idea sounded a little far fetched. The older 99 liner had told him that he slept over at the Lee siblings dorm back in 2017 when they were first preparing for the NCT 2018 project. He found it a little bit off, but Lucas insisted that Hannah loved having sleepovers with other members. How could Lucas ask the Hannah for a sleepover that easily when they weren’t close yet?

“Gege? Dejun gege, are you still here?”

Xiaojun was brought back to reality when he heard the very person taking up his mind talking to him. On accident, he said the first thing that came to mind.

“Sleepover? Please?”

Hannah blinked slowly, a little confused at the his sudden request. He thought he had made a mistake until Hannah gave him a soft smile.

“I was asking you if you wanted to come over for dinner with me and Taro, but a sleepover is a better idea! You can borrow clothes from Mark, Channie, or Taro!”

Hannah then skipped away to ask the other boys to come over to the Lee siblings +Sungchan and Shotaro dorm because she was going to cook that night. Xiaojun sighed a little bit and pulled out his phone to text Lucas and Yangyang. He needed to know what to do or how to act during a sleepover with Hannah.

[morkleemelon]

interview tag!

tagged by: @riajae <3

rules: answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better!

thank u bb

nickname: lee

pronouns: she/her

star sign: sag

height: 5′2″ aka like 157? cm

current time: 1:38pm

birthday: 11/28

favorite bands/group(s): nct, wayv, superm, bts, day6, red velvet, twice

favorite solo artist(s): chungha

song stuck in your head: make a wish - nct u (specifically xiaojun’s part I can’t stop thinking about it)

last movie watched: the gift. super creepy, plot twisty

last show you binged: currently binging True Beauty

when you created your blog: like august 2020 but I started posting in sep :)

last thing you googled: “6pm kst to est” MF HAHHAHA I was trying to figure out when doyoung’s birthday live would be for me (4am riperoni fml)

other blogs: @morkleemelonrecs for fic recs

why you chose your url: it’s my IG username; I love mark and I wanted a cute one hehe

do you get asks: sometimes! wish I get more :’) pls talk to me I am not scary

how many people are you following: 118

how many followers do you have: 382? i just went to look but i already forgot hdhfhg it’s smooth brain time luv

average hours of sleep: like 6-7 hours but I start school on monday so it’s going to drop quickly

lucky number: 6

instrument(s): flute, picc, ukulele, kalimba

what i’m currently wearing: the grossest, crustiest hoodie and sweats combo <3 it is not pretty

dream job: medical doctor

dream trip: to travel all around asia and experience different cultures and try all the street foods

favorite food: bamboo shoots, soup noodles, hot dogs, dumplings

favorite song: western song: yellow by coldplay. kpop song: firetruck by nct 127

top three fictional universes you’d like to live in: harry potter, percy jackson, lord of the rings

tagging: @rollypollypoing @cashbanse28 @neocitycafe @nakamotocore @starrdustville @tabsteen @donghyuwus @neochan @hyuckles-chuckles @dont-look-down-on-me @sweetheartyuta

[lee-aveyourmark]

credit to original owners of images

Fashion Evaluation: Mark Lee 

Common themes:  - Mark seems to dress mainly for comfort     > this is important when flying and travelling frequently!     > however, there is still harmony within his fashion choices     > he knows what works for him; he understands and sticks to his aesthetic (I’m sure when we try to picture what Mark wears, we have clear ideas)    > his attire can be described as casual, relaxed and youthful

- It looks like Mark likes to keep it simple     > doesn’t really accessorise or decorate his outfit with small details; what you see at first glance is pretty much what you get     > his clothes aren’t too showy and follow basic youth trends    > when a jacket that doesn’t have a hood is whipped out, Mark is feeling himself a little and knows that there’s cameras

Common choices:  - Denim     > this is painstakingly clear, and not surprising considering his chill aesthetic     > prefers straight denim jeans with the occasional black skinny jean (but even then, it’s not super skinny) - again, to maintain comfort     > gets creative with his jeans! patchwork, folded hems, a nice belt to tie it all together 

- Backpack     > ...yep, i will never view Mark and his backpack as anything less than adorable     > an absolute n e c c e s i t y to his travels (idk if i’ve seen him with a bag that’s not a backpack)    > who knows what Mark has in that bag, it always looks packed (probably filled with notebooks containing his genius ingenuity)     > favourites a black leather backpack (apparently gifted by his mum for graduation) and a jansport ‘big student backpack’ (mark lee bestest boi)     > again, nothing real flashy or fashionable - just something that can get the job done and suits his style 

- We Young     > idk how to word this properly, but i’m talking about his ‘boyish’/’skater’ vibe     > loves his sneakers: all white, low cut, high top, vans, nike, converse     > loves his hoodies     > healthy mix of flannels and striped tops     > tops are often colourblocked; rarely wears muted hues     > beanies, glasses, baseball caps 

Fashion fantasies:  - ffff it’s hard bc i love everything that he wears  - mark in a leather jacket? all black outfit with black short-sleeved button up, ripped skinny black jeans and a pair of doc martens/chelsea/gusset boots? - mark in like a chesterfield coat and large tartan scarf?  - mark lee in a super puffy cropped down jacket? and a cute beanie?

Summary:  - i luv luv luv Mark’s style maybe bc it’s so relatable and i can understand his fashion choices? lmao maybe i just want the entirety of his wardrobe for myself - he really knows what looks good on him and plays safe by holding to that image  - i think if you didn’t know who mark was, and you saw him on uni campus, you literally would just see him as a normal student with a good sense of style and a very cute face - my heart burns a little closer to spontaneous combustion every time he shows up with a t-shirt tucked in and he’s just tugging on the straps of his backpack  -  i feel like we go up era matched quite well with mark’s style, maybe that’s why i liked him during that era the best  - stan boi with the cutest fashion, stan mark lee <3

[itsthebreakdown]

Year: 2005

Shows Active: 

Inkigayo

Music Bank

M Countdown

Show! Music Core 

Chances to Win

M Countdown - 19 

Music Bank - 52

Show! Music Core - 10 

Inkigayo - 49 

Total - 130 (+10)

Show Breakdown 

M Countdown 

BoA: Girls On Top (1) 

Buzz: Coward (3), Leaving on a Journey to Me (1) 

Chae Yeon: Two of Us (2) 

g.o.d.: An Ordinary Day (1) 

Jewelry: Super Star (1) 

Jo Sungmo: Mr. Flower (1) 

Lee Min-Woo: Bump (1) 

M.C. The Max: Don’t Say You’re Happy (2), Invincible (1) 

Shin Hye-Sung: Same Idea (1) 

SS501: Never Again (1) 

Tei: Love is...Only One (1) 

TVXQ: Rising Sun (1) 

Yoon Do-Hyun: I think I Loved You (1) 

Music Bank 

BoA: Girls On Top (3) 

Buzz: Coward (3) 

Epik High: Fly (1) 

g.o.d.: 2Love (1), The Reason Why Opposites Attract (3), An Ordinary Day (2) 

Jewelry: Superstar (2) 

Jo Sung-Mo: Mr. Flower (3)

Kim Jong: Kook: Walking in the Same Place (3), Lovely (4) 

LeeSsang: I’m Not Really Laughing (3) 

M.C. The Max: Don’t Say You’re Happy (1), A Name Called Leave (1) 

M.C. Mong: I Love U Oh Thank U (2), Invincible (2) 

SG Wannabe: Sin & Punishment (2) 

Shin Hye-Sung: Same Thought (2) 

Sung Si-Kyung: Take Care (1) 

Tei: Love is...Only One (3) 

TVXQ: Rising Sun (3) 

Wheesung: Good Bye Luv (4) 

Yoon Do-Hyun: I think I Loved You (1) 

Show! Music Core

Epik High: Fly (3) 

g.o.d.: 2Love (4) 

M.C. The Max: Love is Supposed to Hurt (2) 

Tei: Screaming I Miss You (1) 

Inkigayo

BoA: Girls on Top (3) 

Buzz: Coward (3) 

Epik High: Fly (1) 

g.o.d.: 2 Love (1), The Reason Why Opposites Attract (3), An Ordinary Day (2)

Jewelry: Superstar (2) 

Jo Sung-Mo: Mr. Flower (3) 

Kim Jong-Kook: Walking in the Same Place (3), Lovely (3) 

Lee Min-Woo: Girl Friend (1) 

LeeSsang: I’m not really laughing (2) 

M.C. the Max: Don’t Say You’re Happy (1), a Name Called Love (1) 

MC Mong: I Love U Oh thank you (2), INvincible (2) 

SG Wannabe: Sin & Punishment (2)

Shin Hye-Sung: Same Thought (2) 

Sung Si-Kyung: Take Care (1)

Tei: Love is...Only One (3)

TVXQ: Tri-Angel (1), Rising Sun (3) 

Wheesung: A Year Gone (1), Good Bye Luv (2)

Yoon Do-hyun: I think I loved You (1) 

Achievements

Triple Crowns:

BoA: Girls on Top on Inkigayo & Music Bank 

Buzz: Coward on Inkigayo, M Countdown, & Music Bank 

Epik High: Fly on Show! Music Core 

g.o.d: 2 Love on Show! Music Core 

g.o.d.: The Reason Why Opposites Attract on Inkigayo & Music Bank 

Jo Sung-Mo: Mr Flower on Inkigayo & Music Bank 

Kim Jong-Kook: Walking in the Same Place on Inkigayo & Music Bank 

Kim Jong-Kook: Lovely on Inkigayo & Music Bank 

LeeSsang: I’m Not really Laughing On Music Bank

Tei: Love is..Only One on Inkigayo & Music Bank 

TVXQ: Rising Sun on Inkigayo & Music Bank 

Wheesung: Good By Luv on Music Bank 

First Wins: 

Buzz with Coward on Inkigayo  

Cha Yeon with Two of Us on M Countdown  

Epik High with Fly on Show! Music Core 

Jewelry with Superstar on M Countdown 

Lin Min-Woo with Bump on M Countdown  

LeeSsang with I’m Not Really Laughing on Music Bank  

SG Wannabe with Sin & Punishment on Music Bank  

Shin Hye-Sung with Same Thought on Music Bank

SS501 with Never Again on M Countdown 

Yoon Do-Hyun (YB) with I Think I Loved You on M Countdown 

Milestones

50 Wins

g.o.d.

35 Wins

BoA

15 Wins

MC Mong 

M.C. The Max

Kim Jong-Kook

Overall 

Highest Points for Song: TVXQ: Rising Sun - 942 Points

Highest Number of Wins for One Song: Buzz: Coward - 9 Wins 

Highest Points per Group: TVXQ - 942 Points 

Highest Number of Wins per Group: g.o.d. - 17 Wins 

Rank

g.o.d - 17 Wins

Kim Jong-Kook - 13 Wins

Buzz - 10 Wins

MC Mong - 9 Wins

BoA, M.C. The Max, Tei, TVXQ, Wheesung - 8 Wins

Jo Sung-Mo - 7 Wins

Epik High, Jewelry, LeeSsang, Shin Hye-Sung - 5 Wins

SG Wannabe - 4 Wins

Yoon Do-Hyun (YB) - 3 Wins

Cha Yeon, Lee Min-Woo, Sung Si-Kyung - 2 Wins

SS501 - 1 Win

Notes

Video at the top is the song with the most wins.  If it is a tie, then it will go to the song with the highest points cumulative over the year, if it is still a tie, I put the songs on a random list and it chooses one.  

There were no recorded points for this year. 

I will be marking Milestones after 15 wins every 5 wins.  Sometimes within a year, groups will skip some milestones and just reach the next one.

Links

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Inkigayo_Chart_winners_(2021)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Show_(South_Korean_TV_series)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Show_Champion

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_M_Countdown_Chart_winners_(2021)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Music_Bank_Chart_winners_(2021) 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Show!_Music_Core_Chart_winners_(2021) 

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrgRKy0yvSY 

Music Show Masterlist  

Masterlist 

[theweirdkidinside03]

Hot 100 Trending Hits of 2019: Taylor Swift & Brendon Urie top billed 2019 with the fun anthem single ME!

1. ME! (feat. Brendon Urie of Panic! At The Disco) - Taylor Swift

2. thank u, next - Ariana Grande

3. Señorita - Shawn Mendes & Camila Cabello

4. Sucker - Jonas Brothers

5. Boy With Luv (feat. Halsey) - BTS

6. 7 rings - Ariana Grande

7. bad guy - Billie Eilish

8. I Don’t Care - Ed Sheeran & Justin Bieber

9. Old Town Road (feat. Billy Ray Cyrus) - Lil Nas X

10. Truth Hurts - Lizzo

11. Circles - Post Malone

12. Memories - Maroon 5

13. Lover - Taylor Swift

14. Someone You Loved - Lewis Capaldi

15. Lose You To Love Me - Selena Gomez

16. Sunflower - Post Malone & Swae Lee

17. If I Can’t Have You - Shawn Mendes

18. You Need To Calm Down - Taylor Swift

19. Close To Me - Diplo, Ellie Goulding & Swae Lee

20. Call You Mine (feat. Bebe Rexha) - The Chainsmokers

21. No Guidance (feat. Drake) - Chris Brown

22. break up with your girlfriend, I’m bored - Ariana Grande

23. Llegaste Tu - CNCO & Prince Royce

24. Lights Up - Harry Styles

25. Please Me - Cardi B & Bruno Mars

26. Dancing With A Stranger - Sam Smith & Normani

27. Go Up - SB19

28. Kill This Love - Blackpink

29. Teeth - 5 Seconds of Summer

30. Who Do You Love (feat. 5 Seconds of Summer) - The Chainsmokers

31. Don’t Call Me Angel - Ariana Grande, Miley Cyrus & Lana Del Rey

32. Beautiful People (feat. Khalid) - Ed Sheeran

33. How Do You Sleep? - Sam Smith

34. Talk - Khalid

35. Motivation - Normani

36. Sweet but Psycho - Ava Max

37. Good As Hell - Lizzo

38. Right Back (feat. A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie) - Khalid

39. Nothing Breaks Like A Heart - Mark Ronson & Miley Cyrus

40. I Warned Myself - Charlie Puth

41. Make It Right (feat. Lauv) - BTS

42. De Cero - CNCO

43. Goodbyes (feat. Young Thug) - Post Malone

44. Hate Me - Ellie Goulding & Juice WRLD

45. Never Really Over - Katy Perry

46. What I Like About You (feat. Theresa Rex) - Jonas Blue

47. Rainbow - Kacey Musgraves

48. Bad Liar - Imagine Dragons

49. Shameless - Camila Cabello

50. Wow. - Post Malone

51. Easier - 5 Seconds of Summer

52. It’s Not Living (If It’s Not With You) - The 1975

53. 10,000 Hours (with Justin Bieber) - Dan + Shay

54. 365 - Zedd & Katy Perry

55. Lie To Me - 5 Seconds of Summer

56. I Can’t Get Enough - benny blanco, Tainy, Selena Gomez & J Balvin

57. Let Me Down Slowly - Alec Benjamin & Alessia Cara

58. Hello My Love - Westlife

59. Ritual - Tiesto, Rita Ora & Jonas Blue

60. Sixteen - Ellie Goulding

61. I Don’t Belong In This Club - Why Don’t We & Macklemore

62. Pretend - CNCO

63. So Am I - Ava Max

64. Nobody - Martin Jensen & James Arthur

65. Last Hurrah - Bebe Rexha

66. Fiend (feat. Just Hush) - James Reid

67. Mama (feat. Ellie Goulding) - Clean Bandit

68. I’m So Tired... - Troye Sivan & Lauv

69. The Hype - twenty one pilots

70. Drugs & the Internet - Lauv

71. What A Time (feat. Niall Horan) - Julia Michaels

72. Here With Me (feat. Chvrches) - Marshmello

73. One Thing Right - Marshmello & Kane Brown

74. All the Time - Zara Larsson

75. Nightmare - Halsey

76. Unbelievable - Why Don’t We

77. Cool - Jonas Brothers

78. boyfriend - Ariana Grande & Social House

79. Stack It Up (feat. A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie) - Liam Payne

80. Bounce Back - Little Mix

81. Small Talk - Katy Perry

82. f***, i’m lonely - Lauv & Anne-Marie

83. Mother’s Daughter - Miley Cyrus

84. Nice To Meet Ya - Niall Horan

85. What Am I - Why Don’t We

86. Walk Me Home - P!nk

87. A Whole New World - ZAYN & Zhavia Ward

88. Rescue Me - OneRepublic

89. Panini - Lil Nas X

90. Kill My Mind - Louis Tomlinson

91. Good Thing (feat. Kehlani) - Zedd

92. Summer Days (feat. Macklemore & Patrick Stump of Fall Out Boy) - Martin Garrix

93. comethru - Jeremy Zucker

94. Orphans - Coldplay

95. Find U Again (feat. Camila Cabello) - Mark Ronson

96. Mad Love - Mabel

97. Big Plans - Why Don’t We

98. 11 Minutes - YUNGBLUD & Halsey

99. Don’t Call Me Up - Mabel

100. RITMO (Bad Boys For Life) - Black Eyed Peas & J Balvin

[neocity-sarai]

Question and Answers

just wanted to thank @lideria, @xyyydream, and others for tagging me! This will be a long post so I do not expect anyone to read through all of this! Much luv to you guys hehe <3

1. Go to milk tea/ coffee order?

I go for a white mocha or a classic chai tea latte! for boba, i’d always pick a flavor called valentine which has rose, strawberry, and white chocolate in it!

2. Answering these questions on a phone or laptop?

Both! reading the questions on my phone and typing on a computer!

3. In a love trangle, do you gravitate more towards the bad or good boy?

Personally, I like good-hearted boys, not that a bad boy couldn’t be good hearted but wow- i love the pure, kind, and dorky kind!

4. Favorite movie?

Crazy Rich Asians!

5. First kpop album?

Departure by Got7. I filmed a whole unboxing video on my crappy samsung because I was so excited.

6. Guilty pleasure song?

Old disney channel songs from Camp Rock, Lemonade Mouth, Girl Meets World, etc.

7. Do you know how to cook?

I’m good at making meals and decorating desert but not so much baking!

8. Growing up, what was your favorite thing to play on a playground?

Definitely the swings!

9. Have you ever made a tiktok?

Even after numerous people trying to convince me, I have been sworn to not enter the dark side haha. I will not be on tiktok ever- no thanks! (Though the nct ones on YT are hilarous)

10. The most you’ve spent on a piece of clothing?

30 for a iridescent skirt when i was in Tokyo!

11. What’s your comfort food?

My mom’s homemade cooking from asian food to italian to american, just her dishes are the best.

12. What your clothing style?

I switch it up based on season! In the spring, it’s denim skirts and pretty blouses. In the winter, I go for pastel jeans and cashmere sweaters. In fall, I do flowy pants with cardigans and leather jackets. In summer, I go for flowery dresses, maxi skirts, and short tops!

13. If given the chance, which language would you want to know fluently?

I would learn Vietnamese of French so I could speak to my grandma and relatives. It would allow me to tell them stories and comfort them when I see them!

14. Which kpop group deserves more appreciation?

Pentagon! Listen to Shine, Humph, and Beautiful!

15. All time favorite song?

That’s wayyyy too hard. Oh gosh. I’ll just say every song I’ve ever added to my playllist because I get bored real fast so I always have to shuffle around.

16. What inspired you to start writing?

Personally, it was reading YA novels since I was young. I was obsessed with Divergent, Hunger Games, and the Mazerunner- I wanted to imagine myself in these stories. I wanted to write and combine kpop.

17. Harry Potter or Twilight?

Harry Potter hands down! Not JK Rowling though, yikes. Anyway, I’m a hufflepuff and the world building is priceless.

18. Name a kpop idol with the best stage presence

M A R K Lee. You’ve debuted so many times, he’s cute and he’s handsome. He’s dorky when he’s not on stage but becomes really tough and determined when he is. Wow, a whole pro.

19. Weirdest fic concept

Honestly, i don’t have any super unusual ones but if I could guess probably writing idols into existing concepts inspired by books or novels. Probably because they’d never actually be a character in the book but I guess yeah. Like my jeno in divergent fic!

20. Favorite mythical creature

A dragon. It represents grace and power, it strikes surprise and fear into stories but can be tamed sometimes. I love dragons.

21. Would you give reading or writing up?

Honestly, I don’t think my writing is all that great so probably that. I love books too much I’m sorry-

22. You as a planet?

Probably Jupiter! I’m not sure why but I like to think I’m very aware of the world and my surroundings so like the rings around Jupiter represent me being emotionally in touch at all angles?

23. Song you used to love but can’t stand now

NCT’s kick it. I love you boys but Punch took the crown for me. I can’t listen to Kick it all that much (it’s just not my taste).

24. Which greek god is your favorite?

Athena because of Percy Jackson, Athena represents wisdom and battle strategy- something I’d like to have skills in hahaha. 

25. Eliminate one thing in the universe, what would it be?

The preside- lol I’m kidding or am I? Anyway, this is deep but people’s need to do bad things. It’s not a materialistic thing but idk, I can’t stand to see people cheat out their family or their friends because they like hurting feelings. I ain’t about that.

26. What is love to you?

I’ve never been in love before. I also don’t like to wait for “the one” to show up so I learned to find love my own way. I see love in my family, love in my friends, and love for the world around me whether it’s fleeting emotions, songs, art, amd little stuff I hold dear- I think that’s greater than romantic love. True, maybe I haven’t found the right person yet but I rather not depend on them for happiness until they show up.

27. Which plant represents you?

I’d say a evergreen pine. That’s my favorite scent and it reminds me of the woods in Vancouver or in Flagstaff. Also christmas. I’m very in touch with my memories there so I’d think I’d be a pine.

28. Sweet of Spicy?

That was SUH- WW-EEEET! -Mark Lee

29. Describe yourself with three traits from Sims 3?

I’ve never played Sims 3 but I will try: Inspired, Creative, Lives by strong emotional principles

30. Book or character I wish I have written?

The mazerunner boys! I love the series and I adore Thomas/ Newt/ Minho because it focuses on survival and how trust/ friendship plays a role in this. There is romance but just a dash of it which is nice. I love the story plotline here.

[dearkyeom]

kristy ily ✨—amy sunnie-dk!!

[strums guitar] i was hoping you would send one in bc i wanted to wax poetic about ur stuff so here we go. if none of this makes sense it’s because i was so caught up with how nice ur stuff is that i just lost all coherency. ♥ - whenever i look at this edit (which is often) i wanna CRY because it’s SO PRETTY. i know like a whole of 3 things about photoshop. and one of those things is that it can be an absolute pain in the ass to like cut/erase the background from an image and make it into a vector/png. so when i see how CLEAN and CRISP all of the dk images are i’m just. i get emotional. like even the outline of his hair is just? perfect? it’s so clean? wow.. the talent.... that aside, i love how balanced this set is. the typography.. font choice!! placement!! layering!! it really captures the energy of “just do it!” the “i’m gonna fly” strip IS SO CUTE I CANNOT GET OVER IT. it reminds me of the like ribbon logo svt used during ymmd era. the shapes and elements in the bg are.. so cute.. it gives it like a lot of structure, like it makes ur eyes look thru the image in a way that makes so much sense, while also giving it a sense of whimsicality and fun. ALSO THE COLORS!! that red and purple work so well together. ♥ - i think i saw ur edit before i saw the actual photoshoot this came from, and i remember being totally floored when i saw how u cleaned up the photos. AND ON TOP OF THAT THE SUNFLOWERS HE’S HOLDING IN UR EDIT WASN’T IN THE ACTUAL PHOTOSHOOT? YOU EDITED THOSE IN?????? AND WAIT THAT FIRST FLOWER WITH THE PETALS WAS MULTIPLE PHOTOS AND UR TELLING ME U CUT THEM OUT THAT CLEANLY AND PUT THEM INTO THIS EDIT? IT WASN’T ALL FROM ONE PHOTO? it was a rollercoaster of emotions.. it still is.. and again!! the placement of all the elements just make so much sense. ur eyes go from the polaroids, to the flower, to the petals, down the lines, to the newspaper clipping (luv the jeonghan/seungkwan cameo) to seokmin, to the sunflowers in his hands, and finally to the writing. it’s just like.. got everything i luv in an edit yknow... ♥ - I LOVE THE INSTAGRAM INSPIRED POSTS YOU’VE MADE i’m gonna plug this one bc i can but i also love the seungcheol in caratland one too. i’m a sucker for gradients esp when they progress vertically like this one. i love how dynamic this set feels with the moving text, the gif thumbnails, the hearts!!, and the ig story/progress bar. and like even tho it’s based off of ig’s layout, it feels SO fresh because of how you made like the backgrounds transparent and also the way jieqiong in the 3rd picture isn’t constrained to the actual square on the post. it’s sooooooooooo much fun to look at this one. ♥ - this :( reminds me of how i feel when i first watched svt’s “oh my” mv. it’s like summer but before the really hot weather hits! i am in love with the way the clouds blend into the bg in the first and third pic. i love the colors (i am a huge sucker for peach colors!!) and omg the middle picture!!! with three boos with the BLUSHES and the circle background colors following a gradient too... sexy. LOOOVE the line art halo you put around seungkwan on the third pic and again the way the elements in the bg guide you through the picture in a logical way that allows you to see everything you should.. it’s really good. (i think that was a concept i had learned about in an art history class but can’t for the life of me remember the term.) ♥ - SM WISHES THEY HAD SOMEONE AS GOOD AS AMY DOING THEIR ALBUM SPREADS i reallllly love the use of the negative space in this set and i love how the texture you used really makes it feel like a canvas print. LOVE THE WAY the circles you placed make the set feel really cohesive (the ampersand on the circle in the second pic is such a cute touch??) like. the circles in the second and third picture really do such a great job of emphasizing the subject (goodest boy mark lee) like. ESPECIALLY THE THIRD PIC bc the black circle really brings out his eyes and like.. grabs the audience. also the way it looks like he’s holding the flower!! SUCH A NICE TOUCH. and i once again am in awe that that camera wasn’t actually in the original photo of mark and that you edited in..... effervescent ♥ - bonus i couldn’t help adding this one because i love junhui and dating sims are one of my hugest guilty pleasures LMAO

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Top 25 Top 40 Hits of 2019

Honorable mentions: Even Though I’m Leaving -- Luke Combs (#11 -- peak Nov. 23) (#85 -- YE 2020) Beautiful Crazy -- Luke Combs (#21 -- peak Apr. 20) (#46 -- YE 2019) Better -- Khalid (#8 -- peak Apr. 20) (#20 -- YE 2019) Boyfriend -- Ariana Grande & Social House (#8 -- peak Aug. 17) (#98 -- YE 2019) Graveyard -- Halsey (#34 -- peak Dec. 7) Boy With Luv -- BTS featuring Halsey (#8 -- peak Apr. 27) Motivation -- Normani (#33 -- peak Aug. 31) Cruel Summer -- Taylor Swift (#29 -- peak Sep. 7) Beer Never Broke My Heart -- Luke Combs (#21 -- peak Aug. 10) (#63 -- YE 2019) The Archer -- Taylor Swift (#38 -- peak Sep. 7)  My Type -- Saweetie (#21 -- peak Sep. 7) (#76 -- YE 2019) The Man -- Taylor Swift (#23 -- peak Sep. 7)

25. Ran$om -- Lil Tecca (#4 -- peak Sep. 14) (#28 -- YE 2019) 24. The London -- Young Thug, J. Cole & Travis Scott (#12 -- peak Jun. 8) (#64 -- YE 2019) 23. Sucker -- Jonas Brothers (#1 -- peak Mar. 16) (#10 -- YE 2019) 22. Dancing With A Stranger -- Sam Smith & Normani (#7 -- peak Apr. 27) (#14 -- YE 2019) 21. Shallow -- Lady Gaga & Bradley Cooper (#1 -- peak Mar. 9) (#19 -- YE 2019) 20. Cross Me -- Ed Sheeran Featuring Chance The Rapper & PnB Rock (#25 -- peak Jul. 27) 19. Never Really Over -- Katy Perry (#15 -- peak Jun. 15) 18. Trampoline -- SHAED (#13 -- peak Nov. 30) (#70 -- YE 2019) (#53 -- YE 2020) 17b. Bop -- DaBaby (#11 -- peak Dec. 21) (#29 -- YE 2020) 17a. Suge -- DaBaby (#7 -- peak Jul. 7) (#24 -- YE 2019) 16. Money In The Grave -- Drake featuring Rick Ross (#7 -- peak Jun. 29) (#34 -- YE 2019) 15. a lot -- 21 Savage (#12 -- peak Feb. 16) (#42 -- YE 2019) 14. Hot Girl Summer -- Megan Thee Stallion, Nicki Minaj & Ty Dolla $ign (#11 -- peak Aug. 24) (#93 -- YE 2019) 13. Baby Shark -- Pinkfong (#32 -- peak Jan. 12) (#75 -- YE 2019) 12. High Hopes -- Panic! At The Disco (#4 -- peak Jan. 26) (#11 -- YE 2019) 11. Panini -- Lil Nas X (#5 -- peak Sep. 28) (#40 -- YE 2019) 10. If I Can’t Have You -- Shawn Mendes (#2 -- peak May 18) (#29 -- YE 2019) 9. Eastside -- benny blanco, Khalid & Halsey (#9 -- peak Jan. 19) (#17 -- YE 2019) 8. Sweet But Psycho -- Ava Max (#10 -- peak Jun. 1) (#23 -- YE 2019) 7. Good As Hell -- Lizzo (#3 -- peak Nov. 30) (#31 -- YE 2020) 6. God’s Country -- Blake Shelton (#17 -- peak Jul. 13) (#53 -- YE 2019) 5. Clout -- Offset featuring Cardi B (#39 -- peak May 4) (#87 -- YE 2019) 4c. Sunflower (Spider-Man: Into The Spider-Verse) -- Post Malone & Swae Lee (#1 -- peak Jan. 19) (#2 -- YE 2019) 4b. Take What You Want -- Post Malone Featuring Ozzy Osbourne & Travis Scott (#8 -- peak Sep. 21) 4a. Wow. -- Post Malone (#2 -- peak Apr. 6) (#5 -- YE 2019) 3. Pure Water -- Mustard & Migos (#23 -- peak May 4) (#55 -- YE 2019) 2. Old Town Road -- Lil Nas X (#1 -- peak Apr. 13) (#1 -- YE 2019) 1d. bad guy -- Billie Eilish (#1 -- peak Aug. 24) (#4 -- YE 2019) (#46 -- YE 2020) 1c. when the party’s over -- Billie Eilish (#29 -- peak Apr. 13) (#67 -- YE 2019) 1b. everything i wanted -- Billie Eilish (#8 -- peak Nov. 30) (#18 -- YE 2020) 1a. bury a friend -- Billie Eilish (#14 -- peak Feb. 16) (#73 -- YE 2019)

Albums Worth Checking Out: Norman Fucking Rockwell! -- Lana Del Rey When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? -- Billie Eilish Cuz I Love You -- Lizzo Father of the Bride -- Vampire Weekend Lover -- Taylor Swift Fear Inoculum -- Tool thank u, next -- Ariana Grande Ghosteen -- Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds 7 -- Lil Nas X All Mirrors -- Angel Olsen Western Stars -- Bruce Springsteen Magdalene -- FKA Twigs Igor -- Tyler, the Creator Dedicated -- Carly Rae Jepsen Jaime -- Brittany Howard Hollywood's Bleeding -- Post Malone Charli -- Charli XCX We Are Not Your Kind -- Slipknot Pang -- Caroline Polachek Please Excuse Me for Being Antisocial -- Roddy Ricch

The Bottom of the Pile: Nothing Breaks Like A Heart -- Mark Ronson featuring Miley Cyrus (#43 -- peak Jan. 19) You Should See Me In A Crown -- Billie Eilish (#41 -- peak Apr. 13) Juice -- Lizzo (#82 -- peak Sep. 7) Ruin My Life -- Zara Larsson (#76 -- peak Jan. 19) Chicken Noodle Soup -- j-hope featuring Becky G (#81 -- peak Oct. 12) Nice To Meet Ya -- Niall Horan (#63 -- peak Nov. 23) Soon You’ll Get Better -- Taylor Swift featuring Dixie Chicks (#63 -- peak Sep. 7) All The Good Girls Go To Hell -- Billie Eilish (#46 -- peak Apr. 13) Miss Me More -- Kelsea Ballerini (#47 -- peak Jun. 15) Shot Clock -- Ella Mai (#62 -- peak Apr. 6) Body -- Loud Luxury featuring Brando (#80 -- peak Jan. 19) GIRL -- Maren Morris (#44 -- peak Aug. 3) Undrunk -- Fletcher (#61 -- peak Apr. 6) Slide Away -- Miley Cyrus (#47 -- peak Aug. 31) Doin’ Time -- Lana Del Rey (#59 -- peak Sep. 14)