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AU where there is some sort of zombie-like (maybe something like a rabid vampirism?)
Where one of the boys is bit/infected and desperately wants the other to join them, while also wanting to resist?
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#oh that sounds so sad#I feel like in tragic scenarios like this Machete is always destined to be the weaker link#simply because the thought of Vasco unraveling and losing his mind legimately upsets me#like if Machete has rough time that's typical and he's used to it#but if they lose Vasco then they're both doomed#you know#I've always been really sensitive to zombie stories that deal with the concept of your loved one getting infected#and not quite knowing when they've gone too far and if there's still some of their former self left or not#they never end well but the idea of a person delusionally clinging to the hope of them both making it just#a trope that cuts deep instantly#anonymous#answered#now that I'm thinking about it this probably affects me so much because I have a massive fear of dementia#it runs in my family and I've seen what it can do to a person's psyche and personality and it scares me to death
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LMAO YELLING!!! this is from diana wynne jones to her editor—
Dear Miriam, I have been on the phone to Terry Pratchett who sent me a rough draft of a story which is going to be very good, but he is very anxious to know at what stage in the process he actually gets the money.
#lmaooooooooooooo#dwj tag#dw tag#not really discworld specific but still#i KNEW they either loved each other or hated each other#i really could see them disliking each other. jones was prickly and pratchett was principled#jones would have maybe hated pratchetts hard lines (they have similar ethics but jones is Prickly about nuance)#and pratchett might have thought jones wasnt... hm. was too old school? thats not quite right. idk how to explain it.#but i assume he simply Devoured the tough guide to fantasyland#jones couldnt have written monstrous regiment#and pratchett couldnt have written witch week#i just think that they each might have been skeptical at the things the other was irreverent about.#now realistically talent appreciates talent. theyre both writing ~fantasy that isnt quite fantasy#and theyre both like yo fuck genre#its just that jones sits inside the atmosphere and is drily devastating about it#and pratchett dances outside of it taking potshots#very different vibes#you can also very much feel--imo--dwjs pain in her writing. im not saying pratchett didnt have trauma but you cant feel his as much.#his anger is just as personal but its not as Hurt.#also you can tell pratchett is an only child from his books and that dwj had Hella Siblings#thats minor but important
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Ep 4 :)
#I LIKE Dostoyevsky. I like how mysterious and unreadable he is. What is his goal!!!! Why does he do what he does!!!!!!! He's very cool#I think knowing his ability now REALLY adds to his character. Him being so smart so manipulative so disruptive in the way he–#seemingly kills people on touch! Only added to this impression of him being “demon” and “inhuman”#But now that we know his ability you realize... That's all his doing; no ability.#His ability in a way does help humanize him by reaffirming that except for the moment he dies– he's got no superpower at all!!!#It's just him.#And yet at the same time also solves the exact opposite role of dehumanizing him because if it's not his ability that makes him like *that*#then he's even different than other ability users!!! Then‚ if not an ability user‚ if not a non ability user: what is //he//?#It's all SO compelling!!! Also makes for an extremely insightful narrative parallel with Dazai#Not an ability user not a non ability user. Not good not evil. (I feel like Dostoyevsky does exceed the definitions of good and evil as–#much as Dazai does. If he causes evil‚ yet does so with the intention of bringing salvation to humans– is he really *simply* evil?)#Both have these borderline superpowers that make them extraordinary beings (we can call it super intelligence‚ but it goes from controlling#their own heartbit to everything else) but are unrelated to their respective abilities! Once again making them neither this or that#I find Karma's words at the end to be extremely insightful.“Ace was evil for sure‚ but this man isn't even evil.#He's a being from the beyond. A being that exceeds human limits.” Like!!! That's all that there is to it!!!!!!#Back to this chapter / episode. There's some themes / worldvies once again I don't agree with but narrative wise I think it's extraordinary#I feel like after the Guild arc the writing really matured a lot and this is a kind of preview of what the doa arc is going to be like#(aka very very well written especially if compared to the previous arcs)#The plot twists of this episode are all so unpredictable and exciting!!! I think it's remarkably witty how it takes advantages of previous–#clichés - villains always revealing details about their own ability in a way that is quite baffling - to actually surprise the audience.#It's so effective. How skillfully unpredictable Dostoyevsky is to the point you can never guess what he will do next!!!#Him killing Karma is... Idk so so soooooooo interesting. I could talk about this forever but I'm being very dispersive in the rable and–#running out of tags. The whole episode you're sorta rooting for Dostoyevsky. He's very cool and comes out charming in the way he keeps–#surprising the audience. He looks bothered by Ace's disregard of other people's lives and that makes him sympathetic too.#But then he kills Karma out of nowhere and it's an “Ah! You fell for his lies too– remember he's nothing but evil. He cares just as little#about life as Ace does”. And then??? Karma in his last words is himself so generous in his words to Dostoyevsky. It's baffling.#And it almost feels like thenarrative is once again turning around and telling you you should root for Dostoyevsky.#It's endlessly fascinating.#I have more to say about the worldviews I don't share and the art style Dostoyevsky was portrayed with this episode (love it!!)#But alas ran out of tags
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thinking about the bridge of the smallest man who ever lived again. Not a line that doesn’t snap.
#I know I say this ALL THE TIME about an angry Taylor song#but it’s the love for me!!!!#the weight of all the love is there. more clear-eyed than maybe we’ve ever seen it#or at least more clear eyed FASTER#but there was so much love and that’s what keeps it from being cruelty#or a shallow list of silly insults#and the same clarity keeps it from being hysterical or too mired in her own emotions for truth#Matty Healy you have never been seen or loved better than this moment#it’s why I will never buy into the ‘feel bad for Taylor’s exes’ propaganda#she’s the best thing that ever happened to them. because she DOES put them on blast#she is. quite simply. the voice of the modern everywoman#and we need that sooooo badly#and so do the men!
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ok but it's so homophobic that of all the champions' powers, revali's is the only one that when you use it, he doesn't say anything. like mipha says "it is my pleasure," daruk and urbosa both make like a "ha!" sound, but revali literally says nothing 🙁
i opened up the game just to prove you wrong because revali actually says "hmph!" when his gale is activated 🤓🤓🤓🤓 SO. KJDHFKJSDF
but you're technically right that revali actually doesn't say any actual words, so i'd either attribute it to his pride or his gay panic. the pretty boy you were in love with back then and is also your sworn rival with whom you have an emotionally intimate but complicated relationship with calls upon your help and they expect you to SPEAK? nawww but revali has too many things he'd want to say and none of it would fit within the few seconds he has with link when his gale is called upon. i also imagine that if the gale was something that revali was barely able to perform consistently when he and link met, maybe activating the gale still takes a lot of effort on revali? especially because he has to produce enough wind to carry link, a heavy hylian in comparison to the hollow-boned rito, skywards, thus no words when he's called upon because he's too busy concentrating. but he's also dead so maybe it's not difficult and revali himself is just being a difficult shithead.
imagine link bringing it up when he visits revali's ghost on medoh again and he's like Mipha always says it's her pleasure how come you never say anything like that to me 🙁 and revali's just like. You called up on my gale to get onto someone's roof. What the hell would be pleasurable about that.
#ask#cryiling#revalink#loz#botw#loz botw#legend of zelda#amihan's revalinkverse#amihan's headcanons#amihan's botwverse#link: MIPHA SAYS IT'S HER PLEASURE BUT WHAT ABOUT MINE??? I WOULD BE PLEASED IF YOU SAID SOMETHING#revali: why are we even fighting about this. is it that serious#link: YES??????? DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME#i wonder what revali's voice lines would have even been#he should have a different voiceline for every subsequent time you use the gale#first time: “of course you needed me. was there any ever doubt?”#second time: “calling for my help again i see. could you have made it this far without me?”#third time: “alright that's quite enough. helping you this much is simply... asinine.”#all of it is in his shit ass simpering arrogant tone too thank you and god bless sean chiplock
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there's a difference between being bored and finding things to amuse yourself and being bored and hunting down human beings for sport. can we tell the princess that real quick
#tv: my dearest#my dearest#mbc my dearest#namgoong min#nam goong min#ahn eun jin#lee chung ah#lee chungah#kdrama#local gay watches My Dearest (and is subsequently f*cked up).txt#local gay watches k-dramas.txt#so far i am loving the dynamic between her and Jang Hyun simply bc of the way their minds work/how it feels like a relationship#between people who are feeling each other out to see if it is worth getting to know each other but miss ma'am is a bit off her rockers#don't think she's quite right up there for her to be saying that in front of him#Chung Ah ty for serving us a woman who put a knife under Jang Hyun's chin so we could have that immortalized but if you make#her unhinged and slay that too i'm going to have to ask you kindly to get off my neck. too much talent in one frame
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while watching someone's y7 playthrough it struck me just how moron-heavy the series is as a whole, so i thought itd be fun to rank the relative intelligence of a sampling of characters and i came up with this
#rambles#yakuza liveblogging#yakuza#like a dragon#if someone isnt listed i simply do not have a strong opinion on/impression of their intelligence#daigo was extremely hard to place but ultimately i think average is most fitting#he got stuck with the worst job imaginable and while the tojo clan didnt quite thrive under him it didnt *totally* collapse either#tbh i wanted to put him in above average to gas up my boy but yknow. hes done a bit too much silly shit to justify it#majima gets his own tier bc while he does have more brain cells rattling around in there than he'd lead you to believe#he still does dumb shit constantly and is still generally speaking very dumb#and i originally had others in akiyama's tier but gradually moved them out bc nobody does weaponized incompetence like the lad himself#zhao gets above average vs joongi's dumb but acts smart bc while i feel they are similar zhao does run a successful restaurant#nancy gets smart tier bc she understands human speech. goated crayfish#also the gymnasium tier is named with all the love in the world. love those bowling ball brains#anyway this is not meant to be serious. this is 1000% a shitpost
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do you ever get so unbearably inexhaustibly heart wrenchingly lonely that u reach out to everyone u were ever close with in ur life and then break down sobbing in tears bc nothing is the same and nothing will ever be the same again
#:’/#I can’t stop crying#I think abt this all day every day#it wrecks me quite simply.#I don’t know how most people go around living their life without constantly being dragged down by the fact that all of the people you love#will one day leave or die#I can’t do this anymore#being alive is just one big funeral for all of the people you used to know lived and relived every day#how do I make it stop how do I make the memories go away#how do I take away the pain from things ending and only be left with the happiness that it happened#why can some people do that#why can’t I#it hurts too much too badly i’m pulling at my hair to feel any pain but this emotional pain it’s unbearable#i’m about to tear my hair from its roots#what do you do when you take depression meds but still have to self harm in order to distract from the unbearable thoughts
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Girl who’s stuck in a time loop but doesn’t want to leave because she’s mastered 4 new languages and many new crafts and is having the time of her life just being able to relax without the pressure of modern society. One day she decides to hang out with her friends because it’s been a quite few loops since shes hung out them only to find out she’s now unrecognizable to them and think she’s pulling a bit. Now she has to decide between leaving the comfort and security of the time loop where she can’t have any more meaningful relationships or leaving the loop and having to start over because she can’t possible continue as things were
#I would fuck in a time loop#I would absolutely love it for a bit#but then ultimately I would become a completely different person and I would have to start over#and there is a very good chance I know way too much about my friends that they don’t remember telling me#so they wouldn’t remember any bonding moments we had in the loop#god I love the implications of time loops#story about the aftermath of a time loop that’s a tragedy#cuz in Groundhog Day it makes sense that when he goes back things are better because he was an asshole to begin with#but just like some guy gets stuck in a loop and eventually gets out#yes he’s definitely a better person now but the girl he pursues and now knows everything about#has to try and live up to all these memories of her where they had bonding moments#all those key moments where she gets comfortable enough to tell him something is set off by the fact he knows already#and she Knows he’s not a stalker she knows about the time loop#but it’s just every moment in their relationship feels wrong to her#like if I was that girl I’d have to break up with that guy simply because the relationship was actually built on remnants of moments that#never happened to me#and if I someone stuck in the loop I’d seriously consider staying simply because I would not want to start over with my life#I’d have to quit my job and probably find new friends#don’t get me wrong I wouldn’t hold it against my old friends but it’s like getting different friends in collage because you don’t have#much in common with your highschool friends. no hard feelings just people change#hell i probably finished my degree while I was in the loops and studied other stuff too#now I gotta go through it all again because I would need the official credentials to get the job I would want#like the girl in Palm Springs is an expert in quantum mechanics#but has absolutely no credibility past the loop to show people#also I’d have a hard time explaining to everyone how I became an expert musician overnight#HAHAHAHAH#the time loop movie I’m watching right now basically has a right of passage for each family member to get stuck in a loop#they don’t tell anyone about though lmaooo
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The next time I’m tempted to have a robust social life, someone remind me: DON’T
#i have done quite simply way too much over the past week#and am going to do even more this coming week yay??#today i hosted an entire fucking picnic which was just an ordeal from start to finish#(and it shouldn't have been! i got to see my friends and the weather was lovely and my friends were lovely and it went objectively well)#but i was so worn out from pride yesterday that i had to spend most of the day in bed#and i was fretting to an unreasonable degree about whether i had enough food and the right kind of food and whether i was Normal#(spoiler: python you are never Normal and that's fine)#and then the picnic itself was. fine. objectively. good! objectively.#but i invited two different groups of friends and each group mainly talked to each other and i felt split between them#and i got so overwhelmed trying to keep track of two conversations at once#and i said dumb stuff and didn't say stuff i'd meant to say and ended up having an abrupt on-stage reality check that my brain is a bastard#who bullies me by telling me shit that isn't true#and now i'm like...so overwhelmed i feel like i'm gonna cry#too much thinking about my brain being a dick on multiple levels and feeling spread thin among my friends and worn out socially and also now#thinking about personal things i wasn't particularly planning to think about at 10pm tonight and just.#oh my god.#the next time i try to have an active social life someone lock me in a cupboard for a week#personal
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there’s got to be a faster way to play this game but How
#not that I don't absolutely love meandering my way around this world and chatting to all the NPCs#but I want to start octopath traveller ii when I still have time and before there are too many spoilers floating around#and I can't DO that when I'm barely even halfway through the first one#at this rate it's going to be years before I finish...#which is fine but like also. I want to Know What Happens#I could do this by just looking up the stories sure but I want to PLAY IT#but I want to play it faster >:(#<- says the person who learned you can fast-travel between taverns somewhere around hour 60 or so yet has refused to do so#‘~60.5 hours for the main game and maaaaaybe 100-ish for completionists’ BUT WHAT ABOUT PEOPLE WHO ARE BAD AT FIGHTING#WHAT ABOUT PEOPLE WHO NEED TO TRAVEL ON FOOT EVERYWHERE BECAUSE THEY'RE TOO WEAK TO MISS OUT ON ANY EXPERIENCE#WHAT ABOUT PEOPLE WHO FORGET WHERE ALL THE HIDDEN CHESTS AND SIDE QUESTS ARE AND HAVE TO RE-FIND THEM EVERY TIME#all these side quests are haunting me...yes this name sounds familiar no I do not know from when or where#good luck finding your lost lover sir#I'm pretty sure I've met her like 4 times but I can't remember where she is#and because I hit A too fast you will no longer tell me her name :/#could I simply look up this information? yes. but I want to bumble around authentically as much as possible like with botw#‘IS THERE A FASTER WAY TO DO THIS!!’ I scream while doing everything as slowly and inefficiently as possible#cheese plays octopath traveller#<- unlikely to be used more than once but Who Knows#I'm glad I actually got to play video games today though even if it didn't quite hit the level of enjoyment i was hoping for#two unexpected days of in a row man I never want to go back to work#but I also don't want to exist in my own head forever doing nothing#I don't want to move forward. but I also don't want to stay here#do you see the Dilemma#anyways time to go train h'aanit on the way back to whoever the heck's chapter 3 I was supposed to be getting to#while training for tressa's chapter 3 that I put on the backburner years ago because the boss was too hard#I LIKE to think our posse is strong enough to take it now but I feel like I keep disproportionately training certain people over others#it's so much harder to keep everyone on relatively equal footing in this game than in pokemon :(#Primrose my first ever companion how I miss thee </3 I'm sorry I so rarely need to use your skills for anything
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We need more AmazingAtheist centric content to get Gen Z men on our side and I'm not fucking kidding.
If you want GenZ Ya'll gotta get comfortable saying the N word and being less hostile towards other verbiage and I'm Not Even Kidding.
If you want the Gen-Z vote you're going to have to focus on the shit Republicans do and not Who to Protect/Stand up for and I'm Not Even Kidding.
If you want the Gen-Z vote you're going to have to "Brigade", Infiltrate, and make a Twitter account, and spam what Republicans actually think and I'm Not Even Kidding. (This is what they've been doing the whole time)
We need to pop these echobox's bubbles through sheer information shoving. If they thought any ideology was being crammed down their throats? You need to show them what that's like but in reverse, show what they believe, what they have done and plan to do, in broad daylight. Go to r/conservative and act like you're excited about a part of Project 2025 that you Know they'll disagree with. Go on Twitter and post under any Republican's page the same thing. Make their Ideology Horrifying And Public.
Make Them Self-Reflect.
Make Leftism Cool.
#gen z#This goes against everything ya'll stand for but sincerely I know this fucking generation too well#We do not have personalities on the left for Gen-Z men. We simply don't#TJ Kirk quite sincerely is the character to play. He was fucking Pissed. He pointed shit out in simple ways. He showed what R's thought and#did. He didn't hold back on democrats or leftists. He felt far more centrist than he actually was leftist with some rightwing shit#That is the personality and balance#Notice how republicans essentially adopted that style of content aswell#Like seriously if someone Knows They Have The Personality For This I'm fully willing to help script and edit that#But ya'll gotta start sharpening some of your circular shape. Ya'll ain't cool anymore and I'm an adult who's unfortunately recognizing#their age. We got old folks. And none of us replaced early leftist/atheist content#It's clearly more complicated than this but seriously it's the age of the internet personality#What TJ did was Not just Bitch n Moan (hello!) he actively informed and Demanded you be better#Idunno maybe my decade(s) old memory ain't serving but what his content instilled within me was#Idunno how else to put this than. Ya'll make fuckers Depressed#TJ made them Pissed#Everyone#That is what you need#Not bitching n moaning. Not depression. We need Vitriol. We need to call people the N wo-#Listen I get it. I really. Really do. But ya gotta make some concessions on this fucking generation they are Stubborn#They'll come to realize eventually but for now honestly we need to focus on getting the male vote. They got a fuckton of personalities to#choose from abd honestly lately it feels like every leftist is trans or gay now and Listen That's Great I Love Them#but MAN is the leftist space alienating for straight people#I've had to pass on so many memes and posts on this website for my friends because much like memes there's too much to explain#And most of them are pretty gay so.#Oh btw if you watch TAA's content today Oho it does Not hold up but it can be adapted
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Yikes not me turning aplatonic again :/
#you know when people be like super duper fed up with love that they give up on the idea of pursuing a partner because they are either#bitter about their past experiences and current experiences or they just simply are tired in general ? that the whole thing becomes off#putting ? yeah. this but for a platonic relationship#maybe I was just born to entertain others because I feel like my very basic needs are too much.#for platonic relationships *#it’s quite tiring truthfully#I can entertain myself with my imagination and the crafting of imaginary people who would seek to fulfil what I want on my own then#and just try to keep afloat just so nobody starts getting fishy#I just wish relationships would revolve around me for a change you know ? because all relationships I have with others#revolve around everyone else’s needs and how I ought to accomodate to them#it’s never even a fifty fifth#fifty * it’s just all them#clearly my needs are not important.#dora daily
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I was meeting a client at a famous museum’s lounge for lunch (fancy, I know) and had an hour to kill afterwards so I joined the first random docent tour I could find. The woman who took us around was a great-grandmother from the Bronx “back when that was nothing to brag about” and she was doing a talk on alternative mediums within art.
What I thought that meant: telling us about unique sculpture materials and paint mixtures.
What that actually meant: an 84yo woman gingerly holding a beautifully beaded and embroidered dress (apparently from Ukraine and at least 200 years old) and, with tears in her eyes, showing how each individual thread was spun by hand and weaved into place on a cottage floor loom, with bright blue silk embroidery thread and hand-blown beads intricately piercing the work of other labor for days upon days, as the labor of a dozen talented people came together to make something so beautiful for a village girl’s wedding day.
What it also meant: in 1948, a young girl lived in a cramped tenement-like third floor apartment in Manhattan, with a father who had just joined them after not having been allowed to escape through Poland with his pregnant wife nine years earlier. She sits in her father’s lap and watches with wide, quiet eyes as her mother’s deft hands fly across fabric with bright blue silk thread (echoing hands from over a century years earlier). Thread that her mother had salvaged from white embroidery scraps at the tailor’s shop where she worked and spent the last few days carefully dying in the kitchen sink and drying on the roof.
The dress is in the traditional Hungarian fashion and is folded across her mother’s lap: her mother doesn’t had a pattern, but she doesn’t need one to make her daughter’s dress for the fifth grade dance. The dress would end up differing significantly from the pure white, petticoated first communion dresses worn by her daughter’s majority-Catholic classmates, but the young girl would love it all the more for its uniqueness and bright blue thread.
And now, that same young girl (and maybe also the villager from 19th century Ukraine) stands in front of us, trying not to clutch the old fabric too hard as her voice shakes with the emotion of all the love and humanity that is poured into the labor of art. The village girl and the girl in the Bronx were very different people: different centuries, different religions, different ages, and different continents. But the love in the stitches and beads on their dresses was the same. And she tells us that when we look at the labor of art, we don’t just see the work to create that piece - we see the labor of our own creations and the creations of others for us, and the value in something so seemingly frivolous.
But, maybe more importantly, she says that we only admire this piece in a museum because it happened to survive the love of the wearer and those who owned it afterwards, but there have been quite literally billions of small, quiet works of art in billions of small, quiet homes all over the world, for millennia. That your grandmother’s quilt is used as a picnic blanket just as Van Gogh’s works hung in his poor friends’ hallways. That your father’s hand-painted model plane sets are displayed in your parents’ livingroom as Grecian vases are displayed in museums. That your older sister’s engineering drawings in a steady, fine-lined hand are akin to Da Vinci’s scribbles of flying machines.
I don’t think there’s any dramatic conclusions to be drawn from these thoughts - they’ve been echoed by thousands of other people across the centuries. However, if you ever feel bad for spending all of your time sewing, knitting, drawing, building lego sets, or whatever else - especially if you feel like you have to somehow monetize or show off your work online to justify your labor - please know that there’s an 84yo museum docent in the Bronx who would cry simply at the thought of you spending so much effort to quietly create something that’s beautiful to you.
#shut up e#long post#Saturday thoughts#this has been in my drafts for a week haha#also this is the heart of why AI art feels so wrong#forget the discussion of copyright and theft etc - even if models were only trained on public domain they would still feel very wrong#because they’re not art. art is the labor of creation#even commercial art and art commissioned by the popes and kings of history: there is humanity in the labor of it#unrelated: I did not know living in the Bronx was now something to brag about. How the fuck do y’all New Yorkers afford this city???
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I have this problem that’s like the opposite of nostalgia or something where some things I remember liking a lot as a child I look back and only remember the bad times.
This is specifically about Animal Crossing, loved that game as a kid, but I have literally no idea why, cuz it was just pure hell for me from what I can remember.
#also blues clues but less severe. I like blues clues. but my only childhood memories are when I was scared of it#YES I WAS SCARED OF BLUES CLUES. I HAD A HUGE FEAR OF MYSTERIES. IDK HOW OR WHY. ALSO MY MEGALOPHOBIA DIDNT LIKE THE CLOSE UP PAWPRINTS#the Halloween episode also scared me on several occasions. yes I was a baby. still kind of am.#but like I still have positive feelings about blues clues but ANIMAL CROSSING. ohhh man.#first of all that megalophobia I mentioned uh yeah not a big fan of seeing those big fish.#I was terrified of the rumor that you could see a GINORMOUS fish in the ocean. and I’ve been hearing it was REAL? worst thing ever.#but like. I couldn’t even take care of my irl self so you KNOW my village was totally trashed.#so I had to play while constantly getting told ‘everyone HATES living in this town’ and trying my best to fix it but it’s out of control and#I can’t bring myself to clean (I did it once. it was the happiest I’d been finally getting told positive things.)#my house always full of roaches too lol foreshadowing my life as an adult#ALSO THOSE FREAKING DANGEROUS BUGS WOULD GET ME ALL THE TIME I was always playing at night and getting terrified#I never had a ‘favorite villager’ in the traditional sense cuz none of them ever stayed long. they hated my town.#my fave was actually stitches but I never saw him. maybe I saw him once and he IMMEDIATELY moved out. that was my life.#I can’t name a single villager I ever had in my village cuz they always moved out. I learned not to form attachments even tho I wanted to.#and don’t even get me STARTED on Resetti. if you are a Resetti lover then WE ARE NOT MEANT TO INTERACT 😭#I’m joking I won’t judge you as a person if you like him but at the same time I genuinely on god hate him#opening up the game was a nightmare cuz I knew without fail every time I would have to see him.#‘just save’? it wasn’t ever ME that was doing it. it was my little siblings. and NO I couldn’t stop them. they were like GODS at stealing#not to mention parents would always side with them and make us share the games. they liked to delete saves and were gods at that too#but anyways so I was always stuck with Resetti cuz my siblings couldn’t leave my game alone and also couldn’t bring themselves to save befor#stopping. so every day it would be Resetti. I dreaded it so much because he is like SUPER reminiscent of my abusive step father at the time.#I often cried while just desperately trying to get thru his lectures. they were SO. LONG. and OH MY GOD the time he made me repeat something#I legitimately don’t know what it was but like I kept failing it. I know I was rlly bad with copying things as a kid#there was a time where I made the painful decision to quit in the middle of his rant. knowing that it would be worse next time but I was#simply unable to take it at that point in time. HOW EFFED UP IS THAT. THAT I JUST WANT TO PLAY A DAMN GAME BUT I CANT CUZ OF THE TRAUMA.#I hate Resetti I hate Resetti I hate him so much ‘oh he’s just a character’ THATS WHY IM FREE TO HATE HIM BABY!!! IT MAKES IT WORSE THAT PPL#DELIBERATELY CREATED A CHARACTER LIKE THAT HONESTLY! WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT TO POOR INNOCENT ME!!!#anyways yeah literally everything about animal crossing is so distressing to me and yet I remember loving it. no idea why.#my memories of it have like a dramatic and eerie vignette#and that newer one that came out and everyone was so excited. I can’t handle it cuz of the FISH AGAIN!!! MEGALOPHOBIA BE LIKE!!!!!!!
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This morning Richard and I had to go on a wee little drive to pick up some coins my dad bid on, and we ended up leaving late because my body hates me, anyway, a very Blinter interaction occurred betwixt the two of us and if I don't share it I think I will surely. Perish
#dani speaks#context: my dad collects coins and bc I live out east he hunts thru estate sales and downsizing sales near me#and then sends me on a MISSION#which I don't mind bc Richard and I quite like the drive! s! Plural!#it's also how they-my parents that is-accidentally won an old timey cherrywood dresser last year lol#they have too much fun bidding on estate sales lmao#but estate sales are sick. you find so much cool STUFF it's like ANTIQUING! LOVE ME SOME ANTIQUING!#anyway there is one other guy in my area who ALSO collects coins and does what my dad does#and this person has. in the past. yoinked our lots before we got there#which is why when I was crampy in the washroom I was like RICHARD WHAT IF#and of course. in typical Blaise fashion. reassures with arson 🥰🥰#i love one (1) man#RICHARD TAKE NOTES#i simply cannot explain how much i love this man so i amde a whole ass literally on fire DILF about it#it is what it is eh? :)#anyway i'm playing catch up now! just cleaned up likes. refilled the queue#gonna finish an ask from AGES ago#which means a fun silly smile shot for folks at home!#ALSO i finally beat chronos last night#it was a DAMN GOOD HADES 2 RUN#id in alt
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