#i love you so much hayley aaaaa

[jeysbvck]

These music asks are super interesting! I love talking music too! So here we go:

5, 6, 9, 11, 13, 23, 28 & 30 💙

aaaaa thank u billy!!🥰 im gonna warn you, these might end up being the same 4 artists but i'l try to branch out!🤭 sorry it took so long, i kept getting distracted & i couldn't choose between songs🤭

a song that needs to be played LOUD

as someone who needs her music so loud her ears bleed, it was really hard to choose just one😭 i decided to choose this one though because this band and this song means so much to me, & hearing it live singing along with an arena of people was an incredible experience (twenty one pilots truly are one of the best bands to see live!)

a song that makes you want to dance!

there's quite a few songs that make me wanna dance, but there is something in this song that just hits different! (fleetwood mac hit like crack anyway so it isn't surprising!)

a song that makes you happy

djo is another artist that puts something in his songs, and i just love this one so so much!!

a song that you never tire of.

two taylor songs in a row (i tried so hard not to) but since this song came out, ive played it at least once a day!!

one of your favourite 80s songs

i LOOOOVE so many 80s songs, but this holds such a special place in my heart. my mum used to listen to it when i was growing up aaaaall the time!!

a song that you think everyone should listen to

whoops another top song! but this actually saved my life & it's just such a beautiful song that everyone should listen to

a song by an artist with a voice that you love

hayley williams could sing absolutely anything and i would think it's the best thing ever!!

a song that reminds you of yourself

this has been MY song since 2007. im not sure another song will ever mean as much as this means to me and i am going to be a MESS when tv comes out.

music asks!!

[memoryoflife]

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PUT A “∞” IN MY ASK BOX AND I’LL SHUFFLE MY MUSIC PLAYER AND GIVE YOU MY FAVORITE LYRIC FROM THE SONG THAT COMES UP.

okay i GUESS i did ask for multiple :') i'm gonna put some of this below the cut bc this'll get long

song: glory and gore — lorde

"Glory and gore go hand in hand That's why we're making headlines"

tbh it's a toss up between this bit or the entire bridge, but... there's something about the way she sings "glory and gore go hand in hand" that fucks me up? i should listen to this song more :')

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song: demons — imagine dragons

"They say it's what you make, I say it's up to fate It's woven in my soul, I need to let you go"

THIS! THIS HAS BEEN MY FAVOURITE LYRICS FOR YEARS! especially "it's woven in my soul, i need to let you go" because GOD, the incredible tragedies interwoven into that line... sobs and wails

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song: palace — hayley kiyoko

"So this is where I leave you Sitting in a palace covered in gold inside my head This is where I see you On a bed of roses when I wanna kiss your silhouette"

god the imagery this evokes... i've wanted to write something to this song for a long time :') i'm such a sucker for devotion and worship and the beauty that comes with that...

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song: youth — glass animals

"I want you to be happy Free to run, get dizzy on caffeine Funny friends that make you laugh And maybe you're just a little bit dappy"

aaaaa GOD, youth by glass animals is just such a lovely song. it was a toss up between this and verse 1 but this one won out because i think i connect it with more. it's just that intimately pure desire for someone you love so much to be free and happy and not plagued by life's woes...

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song: kill the lights — the birthday massacre

"Now you know, it's so much better to pretend There's something waiting for you here Every letter that you wrote has found its way to me, my dear You can make believe that what you say is what I want to hear I'll keep dancing through this beautiful delusional career Faking every tear Looking like a compromised suicide Keeping all my dreams alive"

oh... i've always adored the last few parts of this song. kill the lights is about this wretchedly dark fairytale, a tale that goes horribly wrong, and it's just. the outro really gives me so many emotions. that maybe it's better to pretend and fake it despite it being the opposite of what you want... plus the way it flows, the lyrics, it's all so beautiful. a love that isn't reciprocated...

(also how fitting is it that i roll kill the lights on your ask, skep?)

[animatedarchives]

AAAAA SOPH YOU LIKE PARAMORE TOO?? HOLY FUCKFJSD YES OMGGG 😭😭💖💖💖 I WAS LITERALLY JUST listening to "the only exception" RN AS I READ THE OTHER ASK YOU ANSWERED ACKJS omg we be connected 🥺🥺💖💖

OMG GIRL THATS LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAV PARAMORE SONGS I LOVE IT SO MUCH OKAY 😭😭 this is an old vid of me attempting to compare to my queen hayley williams (spoiler i cant lol HAHA BUT I TRIED ANYWAY)

[more-heid-pls]

AAAAA YOU FINISHED THE FIC?!?! (same anon about the fic) WHAT WERE YOUR THOUGHTS?!? AAAA IM SORRY BUT I JUST LIKE HEARING PEOPLES THOUGHTA ON STUFF

DONT EVER BE SORRY I LOVE TALKING ABOUT STUFF

spoilers for the ao3 fic “Hitchin’ A Ride”

ok ok so the first couple paragraphs where hotch is describing killing hayley i was like 0.0 like im not a huge hayley fan but the canon storyline is bs cause she deserved so much better than what hotch gave her (i don’t have to like her to say that lmao) but this storyline where he kills for love was really interesting and honestly on point for his character if you really think about it

im not saying canon hotch would likely have a psychotic break or anything but it makes sense

i have a severe hatred for the daddy kink cause i’m a southern girl and that’s what i call my actual dad so it makes me uncomfy (no kink shaming lol i just don’t like it) however it worked really well with this version of spencer. i loved how he almost had multiple personalities. it was normal reid then this whore junkie reid and then sometimes he sounds like he was in subspace

a massacre is def not a date but it worked well for their storyline cause they were crazy mfs

AND THE JEMILY I FUCKIN SCREAMED i didn’t notice that in the tags so when it came up i was very excited

i love morgan with my whole heart and i could feel his frustration so well, i really looked forward to his chapters just because the thinking is so drastically different to aarons perspective

usually i am very anti-major character death but since this au was so different from canon i think it was actually a really good closing for the story

[yvesapphic]

apink - naeun as your girlfriend

request: May I request dating APINK’s Naeun headcannon, please? If you don’t mind, I absolutely love your writing.

note: aaaaa thank you sm ♡ oh god naeun is one of my biggest crushes on kpop, I mean look at this woman and try not to fall into her. anyway I hope you like it! also: I decided to write it a little different of what I've written in girlfriend series so far

song: cliffs edge - hayley kiyoko

to start this I have to say something:

naeun would be such a interesting girlfriend

I mean, she's half of the time done with apink member's shit and the other half she's trying not to kill them

but with you she shows a whole different side of her personality

like how she smiles brightly whenever she sees you

and how she doesn't want to kill you at all when you tease her

you being her number 1 fan

knowing everything about each other

naeun the type to keep notes about your favorite things

like fav ice cream flavor, fav movie

so she won't forget anything

would definitely want to be public with you

because she wants everybody to know how happy you make her feel

the girls would tease the hell out of you two and you saw that coming

"yah y/n really changed naeun, I haven't saw her smile in ages!" bomi would say

naeun would just stare coldly at her as you hold her hand

"okay sorry"

god you love her so much

naeun would model for you (hell yes)

she would dress up all pretty with her fancy dress and ask you to take pics of her

she made your heart race in every pic

fancy dates after fashion shows bc she can't spoil you enough

naeun will keep her serious face whenever you're in public

bc no one messes with her or her girlfriend

she just wants to protect you and keep you safe

and happy

and when you're together, you sure are.

sex with naeun

naeun haven't come to play.

we all know she's bossy as fuck and this would show even more when you're having sex

a dom! for sure

not really into toys but definitely into ropes and handcuffs

loves to hear you beg to touch her while she goes down on you

naeun wouldn't be so loud, only a few whimpers here and there

but she wants you to scream her name

sex with her would be pretty intimate and serious

eye contact is a must, seriously, she takes it to a whole new level

aftercare: I can see naeun preparing a shower for the two of you (if she's in the mood it will lead to another round, but not today satan) and would you both clean each other before falling asleep.

[transmazikeen]

expectations in review

expectations (overture): gayyyyyyY

feelings: AMAZING as always. whenever i listen to this song i think of that super epic hip-hop dance scene in the music video.

what i need: KEHLANI MY BISEXUAL QUEEN AAAAA + this song is a capital-b Bop, definitely reminds me of curious, they have similar beats and backing tracks.

sleepover: a good song, well written, and hella relatable to any queer who’s ever queered. such. a. soft. beautiful. BOP. (get ready for me describing every song on this album as a bop because it will never be untrue.)

mercy: definitely a more alt, dark-pop feel. also, long as frick?? i think it’s two songs in one but i’m not sure.

gatekeeper: okay yeah it is. the transition is super subtle, but you can tell when it shifts, which is really cool. i feel the vocal section in my soul, even though i don’t really know what she was saying? all i could make out was the last “i am the gatekeeper”, which gave me actual chills.

under the blue: another double song. the music is as good as the other songs, but i think the lyrics are what sets it apart. they’re fast paced, with a good rhythm and rhyme scheme, not to mention that i could never come up with anything like this song.

take me in: the change is more noticeable this time, like a fade-out-fade-in. this one starts with a hip-hop beat, but the background is the only thing that changes.

curious: ifya let him tOUCHYA TOUCHYA TOUCHYA TOUCHYA TOUCHYA TOUCHYA (yeaH) the wAY I USEDTA USEDTA USEDTA USEDTA USEDTA USEDTA (yeAH) did yoU TAKEHIMTOTHEPIERINSANTAMONICAFORGETTOBRINGAJACKETWRAPUPINHIMCAUSEYOUWANTEDTA?? (also, i maintain the idea that this song sould have either been called serious or that the chorus should have been changed to be “is it serious? i’m just curious”. it just sounds better.)

xx: DANCE BREAK!

wanna be missed: dang. just dang. this is a HEAVY bop. it might be my favorite song so far. there are just SO many things that are good about this song. great lyrics, great beat, great music, great everything. 10/10.

hnly: this is an iconic gay bop. that’s all i have to say. (also, the music style reminds me a lot of she loves control by camila cabello, it’s very latinx pop.)

palm dreams: a solid jam. (orange ya glad i didn’t say bop?) it gives me santa monica summer beachside convertible crusin’ vibes. like bad at love, but less straight.

molecules: this is,,,,, wow. this is just- wow. i can’t. incredible, showstopping, one of a kind, never seen before, spectacular, sensational. please end me. this is the best thing i’ve ever heard.

let it be: i loved this song when it dropped, still love it. a sweet ballad... a bOP. (hey, where are you going?)

summary:

a chill lgbt pop BOP (aaaaaah) of an album. when i first started listening to it, i couldn’t choose a favorite song because they were all SO good.

this is easily one of the best albums i’ve ever heard. so much work has obviously gone into it, and i’m so proud of hayley. great job, boo!

if you read this far, you’re Super Gay.

a happy 20gayteen to all, and to all a good night/morning/afternoon! 🙌🏼🌈

[diabeticgirl4]

Aaaaaa panic! at the disco and hayley kiyoko were so !!!! Unorganized thoughts about the show/ my evening in general (it's long and messy sorry!!) :

There were like. 3 merch booths in the entire stadium. who thought that was a good idea. It wasn't.

The lines were so long we missed the entire first act. Sorry A R I Z O N A, but you sounded great from the halls

I ended up not getting the #20gayteen rainbow flag and I kinda regret it :(

I had to explain 20gayteen to my mom which led me to try explaining pansexuality to my mom, and it's not so much she didn't understand it, more like she was missing the point....

Me: *explains how pan pan isn't necessarily about gender* mom: "so.... trees?" (????? I still don't know why she always asks about trees when I explain pan. I think she's trying to imply that pan= appreciating ppl the same way one appreciates trees?? I have no idea)

Also she doesn't understand why labels are important and (for some ppl) necessary, but mm yeahh that's a whole nother conversation

Anyways I got a sweet plate tour shirt and a hayley kiyoko shirt and I'm happy. Still kinda regret no flag tho.

There were so many ppl w pride flags!!!! I saw a flag for nearly all orientations (besides ace rip)- a ton of gay flags, but also a few bi, pan, trans and nonbinary flags! It made me so happy :')

Ok the show itself: was amazing

Hayley kiyoko was lesbian jesus and she was fantastic

She said something along the lines of "if you don't know anything about me, one thing you should know: I love girls" and just. I love her so much.

I legit almost started crying during her performance bcause of how amazing she is, and representation ??? Being open and proud of yourself and sharing it w others and just??? I'm so happy and honestly I admire her so much

My phone charger super sucks so my phone was at like 50% before the show started and it went thru battery Super Fast so it was at like 0% the whole time but somehow still alive??? Enough to still take a few pics throughout the show somehow

No videos tho, and I couldn't use the flashlight as a modern lighter so that was sad :(

Speaking of, someone passed around colored paper hearts for us to shine a flashlight thru during Girls/Girls/Boys, and they were all different colors (mine was orange) so the stadium was full of rainbow lights and it was the best thing ever

Brendon urie!!!!! Was so !!!!!!! Aaaaa!!!

P sure I lost my voice from singing and screaming along the entire time

Gosh I love his falsetto voice. He did it so much and the audience screamed every time

Dude for his entrance he literally popped up from below the stage it was super epic

During death of a bachelor he just walked right thru the floor crowd, shaking hands and casually talking w fans between singing, that was so cool to watch

Then the song afterwards (it was a cover song I can't remember) he played on a piano while floating above the crowd back to the main stage. It was by far the coolest thing ever.

He played drums a few times!!!! I didn't know he did that!!!!

(Also hayley did some drums during her performance and that was equally cool)

HE ALSO DID A BACKFLIP AT ONE POINT IT WAS THE COOLEST THING EVER WE ALL SCREAMED

Brendon was super awesome and supportive to everyone before singing girls/girls/boys ;;w;; he told us to be proud of ourselves and all that stuff and just. I was emotional.

He also wore bi+gay flags during the song and I was Super Emotional

He sang girls just want to have fun and bohemian rhapsody and I was so emotional u guys I love him

And I write sins not tragedies!!! I just about died from happiness right then and there

He went shirtless for the encore and my mom was Thirsty. I was not surprised but no less uncomfortable.

When he did victorious (last song) he told us again to be proud of ourselves, how "we're already winners! You beat all those other sperm to become you! You're already a winner!" Thanks brendon.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I think that's it

Seriously it was so good tho I'm so tired but so dead happy rn

My mom was like "I had no idea he was like that!" (I didn't realize how little she knew about p!atd, idk what she was expecting honestly) basically she was super impressed (...him being shirtless for the encore prolly helped tbh)

She also compared him to Robert Pattinson and idk how I feel about that

Anyways

I can't think of anything else to add other than it was amazing ok

[sugarghosts]

HAPPY HALLOWEEEN! (It's October I can say this and not be yelled at) hope your day went well! Mine went okay. Boss got mad at me for stupid reasons. Other than that it's been good! I'm officially no longer working Wednesdays thank goodness so I have another day off. How has your day gone? I love writing to you and talking, you're super sweet and caring💜. Sorry I was late today, had work lol. -💜 (my name is Hayley)

HALLOWEEN 1ST I AM SO EXCITED AAAAAaaa I would love to trick or treat this year but i have no money or friends to do it with haha (i do have friends but I haven’t got a hold of them for a while so we’ll see^^)

I’m sorry your boss got mad at you but I’m glad your day was good other than that!! And that’s awesome you get another day off~ now we’ll never know what it’s like next Wednesday at work and if it’s just as crazy haha

My day has been pretty good~ I had a stomach ache which led to a back ache which led to a head ache cause I haven’t eaten anything cause there’s not much in my fridge rn and I was waiting for pizza so I didn’t want to fill up on something haha but once I ate I was okay~ we got an EXTRA large which had 12 pieces instead of just 8 and I was very pleased by that haha

Awww I love talking to you too!! your heart is made of sugar honestly~ I was kinda worried when you didn’t message me at your usual time haha I was ready with my coffee warming my hands waiting to see how your day has been haha but don’t apologize you still came~

And AAaaa Hayley is such a lovely name   ❤️  ❤️

[bellpepperofficial-blog]

welcome to my blog

Greetings and salutations.

welcome to my blog.

this is my first post so I should probably tell you a bit about myself.

boring stuff:

name: Bella

nickname: bell pepper (this explains my username)

pronouns: she/her

from: New Zealand

age: 13 (I’m too young to be on this hellsite tbh)

oK NOW ON TO THE FUN STUFF

fun fact: I am a total theatre geek

favourite:

musicals: hamilton, heathers, rocky horror picture show, legally blonde

movie: THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER (ITS SO GOOD OMG)

actor: Emma Watson (SHE’S SUCH A GOOD PERSON?? ALSO RLY PRETTY AAAAA)

youtubers: MilesChronicles, Jacksfilms, Dan and Phil, 

Books: A Wrinkle In Time, Harry Potter 

TV Shows: Sherlock, One Day at a time

MUSIC: 

I love music so much?? my favourite bands/artists are:  

Arctic Monkeys, The 1975, Melanie Martinez, Shawn Wasabi, Halsey, Dodie Clark, Hayley Kiyoko.

My favorite songs at the moment are:

Crying Lightning: Arctic Monkeys

Come On Eileen: Dexys Midnight Runners

Cough Syrup: Young The Giant

I Don’t Do Boys: Elektra

Girls Like Girls : Hayley Kiyoko

IDK WHAT ELSE TO TELL YOU

byee