#i love you kaliber 44

[boycannibal]

my ex was wrong about many things but he was soso right about kaliber 44

[kaltsektion]

Is there any Hip-Hop you are listening to?

Yes, there is!

[POLISH SECTION]

Spent hours listening to Kaliber 44 - Księga Tajemnicza which is a 90s classic that created the psychorap genre in Poland (x) and Paktofonika too (x)

I'm a big fan of a Polish duo Syny (they broke up last year unfortunately) and solo works of Piernikowski (x) (x) - they have a bit of a 'gangsta' feel but it's a whole concept hah.

On the newer/younger side I very very much like some of the Jerzyk Krzyżyk stuff, where he mixes Polish post punk traditions with rap (x) and I think Zdechły Osa is an interesting specimen and am really curious of what is his next move after the debut album (x).

[OTHERS] I love Guayaba and they defo deserve more recognition! (x) Other than that I also like Backxwash, Lil Simz, Dua Saleh and Tommy Cash! Also Dolphin who's a Russian rapper. Also Eminem used to be my nickname in high school but we don't talk about that here.

Thank you very much for the ask, I'm interested to hear what you're into!

[metafizyczna-kurwa]

7, 10 and 24 :))

Thanks for sending the ask 💜

7. A song that you love from a genre you don’t usually like

I'm not a huge rap/hiphop fan, but Plus i minus by Kaliber 44 has me screaming every time

10. A song you'd want to dance with your partner to

If I was to get married one day, Are you the one I've been waiting for by Nick Cave and the Bad seeds would be a song for the first dance (:

24. A song to listen to on a long drive when you have the really strong urge to keep driving until you find somewhere to start a new life (preferably an european city whose language you don't speak)

now that's a specific question... Éblouie par la nuit by Zaz, Higgs Boson blues by Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Nagorny Karabakh by Einstürzende Neubauten and Goi, Rode, Goi by Arkona

[snazzystarlight]

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Thank you for catering to my attention-seeking, self-absorbed self. ily mads.

1. selfieI done posted!

2. what would you name your future kids?I don’t want kids even a little bit, but I want cats named Chad, Brian, and Craig

3. do you miss anyone?I really miss Sara and Brooke and Kalib and Alex right now!!

4. what are you looking forward to?I actually have a whole lot of projects planned-I’m redoing my YouTube and I’m pretty jazzed. I’m also excited to go to soc tomorrow morning.

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?Sara, 100%

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?I actually really don’t date much, but I have a philosophy that if you’re breaking up, then there’s a reason for it and it wasn’t meant to be. So breakups aren’t actually bad and I don’t think I mind them.

7. what was your life like last year?For the most part, really good! Jess and I had to deal with some really dumb stuff for a little while, but honestly I’ve had such a great time moving and going to college and working on the shop.

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?Yes! Literally yesterday because I’m having so many issues with financial aid for school.

9. who did you last see in person?Jess before she left for class. She’s probably the next person I’ll see, too, haha.

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?I don’t really try to, tbh.

11. are you listening to music right now?Nope, I’m watching Shane Dawson atm

12. what is something you want right now?A latte. However, this kid cannot afford to get daily Biggby.

13. how do you feel right now?Somewhat neutral--I’m real stressed about financial aid and one of the apartment situations, but honestly? I’ve got a lot to look forward to and I’m optimistic that things are gonna work out.

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?Not to sound lonely af, but I think the last dude to hug me was my dog, Joe Jonas.

15. personality descriptionI’m tired and always kinda angry, but for the most part I’m optimistic. I’m definitely kinda dumb, but I’m cool with that.

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?Oh, yeah, all the time. I have deal with some mean folks and I always try to keep my mouth shut and just chill instead of snapping at them.

17. opinion on insecurities.So, I really am not insecure about a lot of things, as I’m really passive and just roll with whatever I’ve got. I do understand people having them and I respect that they have a lot to deal with, but I definitely haven’t experienced it that much.

18. do you miss how things were a year ago?Not really. A year ago, I had just gotten out of high school and I was living at my parents’ place. I genuinely enjoy college and I like living on my own a whole lot. I do miss seeing Sara almost everyday, though.

19. have you ever been to New York?I passed through when I was like six, but it was night time and it was a blur.

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?“The Competition” by Kimya Dawson

21. age and birthday?I’m 18. My birthday is August 4 (just like Obama).

22. description of crush.A tasty soda

23. fear(s)Okay, so: people living in my home secretly, people grabbing my car door when I’m stopped at a light (that happened to me and I thought I’d die), and faces in my window.

24. heightStraight up five feet tall

25. role modelI really look up to Alex Fucking Smith (I have not told him this and I refuse to do so). He manages Sleep On It and writes tour journals and he’s just all around an exceptional dude.

26. idol(s)I don’t think I really have any? I kinda don’t believe in that because idolizing people is a bit messed up and puts them in a weird position when in reality we’re all people just trying to get by, you feel?

27. things i hatePeople who are mean for no dang reason, yelling in a context that is not a car ride scream fest

28. i’ll love you if…You are a cat

29. favourite film(s)Hellboy, Ghostbusters, Last Unicorn, Labyrinth. 

30. favourite tv show(s)Bob’s Burgers, Parks and Rec

31. 3 random facts-I drink about a pot of coffee everyday-I hate wearing pants-I love Big Boy

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?I’m actually pals with a lot of gals and nb folks.

33. something you want to learnHow to actually edit videos. I have!! No idea!!

34. most embarrassing momentI yelled that I loved the McDonald’s employee who gave us extra shakes n burgers but it turns out he had not closed his window and neither had I. (This happened two days ago)

35. favourite subjectRight now, it’s either anthropology or sociology.

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?I want to be able to live off my art without ever worrying that I won’t be able to pay rent or tuition.(Madi you’re gonna hate this) I’d love to be able to give Harry Styles a set of songs after everything he and his mom did for me.I want to travel all around the States.

37. favourite actor/actressI don’t watch a ton of TV or movies. 

38. favourite comedian(s)John Mullaney! And Iliza Shlesinger.

39. favourite sport(s)Every time my rooommate puts sports on the TV, I tell her it’s homophobia. But she plays hockey and I love her, so let’s say hockey?

40. favourite memorySara and I driving around, drinking lattes, and yelling. And then I get sick on the side of the road. I had too much milk in that latte and I yelled too much and then I almost died. Also the time she threw up on my dad in a car in full homestuck cosplay.

41. relationship statusWho’s to say?

42. favourite book(s)Ari and Dante Discover The Secrets of the Universe!

43. favourite song everLittle Things by One Direction

44. age you get mistaken forPeople who meet me in professional sessions assume I’m 24. People who meet me otherwise assume I’m 15.

45. how you found out about your idolI don’t really have one, but I really do look up to Alex. I met him through Sleep On It and when I helped Brad LePlant out with interviewing him. That was also the night he helped me not get kidnapped.

46. what my last text message saysIt’s literally me making plans with Brooke for the YouTube renovations.

47. turn onsIn a general, non-romantic type of way, I just like when people are chill, you feel?

48. turn offsAgain, in general. just people being rude or pretentious.

49. where i want to be right nowI’d actually really like to be in, like, a little cabin off on my own with some coffee.

50. favourite picture of your idolI don’t really have an idol, and I can’t think of specific pictures of people I look up to?

51. starsignLeo, and it shows.

52. something i’m talented atI really think I’m good at making coffee. I’m so good at it.

53. 5 things that make me happyCats, coffee, Sara, painting, car rides

54. something thats worrying me at the momentFinancial aid suuuuucks and most of mine got cut!

55. tumblr friendsI feel like I talk to most people on a lot of platforms, so someone that is pretty much exclusively tumblr is @zemmefatale aka the best aka madi

56. favourite food(s)Peanut butter cups, tacos, pasta

57. favourite animal(s)Cats.

58. description of my best friendSara’s smart af and funny and so chill and she’s literally always there for me and I adore her beyond words

59. why i joined tumblrI was like 13 and my friend had it. Woooow.

60. ask me anything you want Madi you didn’t ask a question for this so I’m gonna make up something you’d ask e. “Why are you like this” it’s because I’m tired, Mads.

[icecat62]

Ask Ask Ask

Ask Ask Ask ;) Send me a # 1 - Who was the last person you texted? - My boyfriend. 2 - When is your birthday? - April 28 3 - Who do you want to be with right now? - My daughter. 4 - What sports do you play? - Ice hockey, but it’s on hold right now because of a knee injury. 5 - Who is the first person in your contacts? - My mom. 6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment? - Disturb’s The Sound of Silence. 7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with? - Nightcrawler from the X-Men so he can teleport me home. 8 - What do you feel right now? - Content. 9 - What chocolate is your favorite? - Aero bars. 10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have? - 4 11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account? - To read Sherlolly based posts. :) 12 - Who is your favorite blogger? - I have a lot of favorite bloggers, but my favorite vlogger is Kosdff of Team Kaliber. 13 - Where do you want to be right now? - Right where I am. 14 - What do you want to be in the future? - Financially stable. 15 - When was the last time you cried? Why? - Two days ago due to finances being so crappy and worrying about my future. 16 - Are you happy? - Even with all the financial issues, I am. 17 - Who do you miss? - My dad every single day. He died close to six years ago. 18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life? - Parts of it. 19 - What was the best thing you were given? - A divorce from the piece of shit I made the mistake of marrying. 20 - Who was the last person who called you? - My daughter. 21 - What is your favorite dish? - Not really a dish, but I love burritos. 22 - Who is your bestfriend? - My boyfriend is one, another is a friend from since I was four. 23 - What is your biggest regret? - Getting married to a piece of shit user. 24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner? - No, but he cheated on me our entire marriage. It was a joke. He only married me because of financial reasons. 25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with? - My daughter. 26 - Name someone pretty. - My daughter. 27 - Who was the last person you hugged? - My daughter. 28 - What kind of music do you listen to? - Classical, rock, dance, alternative rock. 29 - Are you over your past? - Some of it yes, other parts I’m still mulling over. 30 - Who is the last person in your contacts? - My ex. 31 - What kind of person do you want to date? - Lucky to be dating him now. 32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night? - Thank God no. 33 - From whom was the last text message you received? - My boyfriend. 34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt? - Jeans all the way. 35 - How’s your heart? - Physically 100%, emotionally it’s 95%. 36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”? - Nope (popping the p). 37 - Do you like someone as of the moment? - My boyfriend. 38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend? - I say it all the time. I call him a cheating loser piece of white trash shit. :) 39 - Do you have any phobias? - Spiders. I love to look at them, but don’t let them touch me. I also am afraid of flying. 40 - Did you try to change for a person? - My ex and no matter how much I changed he kept wanting me to be even more different than I was. Fucker. Glad I’m still me after all of his shit. I was stupid to try and please that trash. 41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone? - My time, my loyalty, my friendship. Monetary items mean so little to me. 42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship? - Fuuuuuccckkkk no. 43 - Are you in a good or bad mood? - Good. 44 - Name someone you can’t live without. - My daughter. 45 - Describe your dream date. - Sitting on the couch next to my boyfriend, the two of us playing our favorite video games. We’re nerds. :) 46 - Describe your dream wedding. - Never getting married again. 47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s? - None, because my boyfriend tells me how much he loves me every day. I don’t need expensive flowers that will die to show me that. 48 - Have you ever been kissed? - Yes. 49 - How long is your longest relationship? - 27 years. 50 - Do you regret your past? - Well yeah. See all the comments about my shit marriage. 51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else? - Hell yeah. :) 52 - Have you ever cried over someone? - Yes. 53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone? - Yes. 54 - Are you a crybaby? - No. 55 - Do people praise you for your looks? - Some do, some don’t. 56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t? - My piece of shit using ex. 57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret? - Yes. 58 - Do you like getting hurt? - No. 59 - Does anyone hate you? - I’m sure my ex hates me. 60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”? - No. 61 - What hair color do you prefer? - Ginger/red. 62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it? - My teeth. They need work. 63 - Do you love someone as of the moment? - My family/relatives and my boyfriend. 64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself? - When I was in my late teens and early twenties I thought about it a lot. So glad I didn’t. 65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school? - Graduated, so no. 66 - Can you live without internet? - Hellllllll no! 67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone? - I can’t remember the titles of the songs so I’ll just skip this question. 68 - Are you good at holding back your tears? - I don’t cry a lot. 69 - Are you a crybaby? - No. 70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical? - No. 71 - Are you a KPOP fan? - No. 72 - Do you study hard? - I did. 73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love? - Yes, myself during that sham of a marriage. 74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight? - Yes. 75 - Have you ever ridden a boat? - Yes. 76 - Did you have an accident last year? - No. 77 - What kind of person are you? - Loyal, honest, thrifty, giving, defender of so many things. 78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone? - Yes, but I would only take a life in defense. 79 - Have you ever been jealous? - Yes. 80 - How can you prove your love to someone? - Love insn’t something you should have to prove. I learned that from my shit marriage. 81 - What are you thinking right now? - I’m going to play Overwatch after I post my responses. 82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts? - I have no idea and am too lazy to check. 83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase? - None because my memories make me who I am and I like who I am. 84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel? - I can always find the words to express my feelings. 85 - Did you ever badmouth someone? - Lol. At hockey I was a pro at taunting. :-D 86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone? - Sure I have. 87 - Do you have trust issues? - Somewhat due to my asshole ex. 88 - Are you broken-hearted? - No. 89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”? - My daughter. 90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it? - Pain is a part of life, just like joy, so yes. 91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”? - Not all the time. I try to forge my own path. 92 - Who do you want to marry? -Never getting married again. I’ll live with my boyfriend and be in a partnership. 93 - Do you believe in destiny? - No. 94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”? - Yes, with my current boyfriend. 95 - How do you look right now? - A mess. My hair needs cutting in the worst way. 96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies? - Psssst. 97 - Have you found your true love? - I found someone who shares so much that I love, so if it’s that, then yes. 98 - What should you be doing right now? - Posting this so I can go play Overwatch. 99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends. - Rob. 100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough? - Yup