#i love ur headcanon of her being a sickly child-
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sucrows · 3 months ago
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Crow you interested me in ur femstars body headcanons now..... I would love to hear abt everyone but that might be too much work LMAO i invite u to share misc headcanons tho.... i love women
hope you know ive thought about this ask daily for the last 2 months, so its time to free it from its chambers and release the femstars body headcanons
gonna go wild and write as much or as little as i feel like for every character and ignore any i don't have any thoughts on. warning for talk about bodies and weight amongst other stuff
adonis: mostly muscular build but not in like... an instagram fitness influencer way in that she hyper focuses in on glutes. She works out upper body and lower body equally. she keeps her hair incredibly long but always has it up in some way. idk how accurate this is to canon but in MY eyes she used to be heavier before she got into being an idol but since she's moved to japan she's gotten more muscular. She still has the stretchmarks and loose skin in places to show for it. not particularly busty, probably a b or maybe c cup at most
chiaki: bangs and a high ponytail. her hair isn't all that long (just past soulder length) but it's enough that she can pull it up. really sickly as a child so she works out a lot and is decently muscular now.
himeru: if "willowy" were a person. Hair is long and straight and sleek. It falls in her face often. she and fem!adonis know each other well from working on shampoo commercials. Gives the impression of a "mean girl" until you chat with her
izumi: pixie cut. do you know how strict the ballet and modeling scene are on young girls? her self image is rough and she's still definitely struggling with the fact that bodies change as you age. She used to be really thin and was a late bloomer. She's still thin now and has a decent amount of muscle but fem!izumi is even more sensitive about her weight than regular izumi
kanata: short hair. what is up with everyone giving her long hair? if anything, the symbolism of kanata not having long hair anymore means even more if we're talking about fem!kanata.
keito: dresses reallllllyyyy conservatively until its for a job and then she flashes everyone with eyefulls of arm muscles and tits. Genuinely gorgeous and stunning. Bob with a small undercut for hair.
koga: ok i cannot picture her with one specific hairstyle so im going to just say she's always changing it up. She'll go "im growing it out!" and then the next day she's shaved her sides.
leo: her hair has not changed at all, she just plays with it a bit more often. Short and bony. basically the same as regular leo but even shorter.
mayoi: same hair as regular mayoi. very thin and not very shapely. She's not completely flat chested but her breasts are small enough that she can often get away with not wearing a bra. when she's not really anxious but not smiling she has a case of rbf and it's funny
niki: hair is same as regular niki. busty and bottom heavy. really reslly struggled to gain weight as a child and early teenage years due to her health issues but has gained weight as of becoming an idol due to having enough money to actually feed herself what she needs! yippee!
rinne: wolf cut! used to be long but one day after she got to the city she cut it and never looked back. does not work out often but somehow maintains a muscular physique.
ritsu: longer hair as a kid, same as regular ritsu now. permanently wears oversized clothing.
souma: almost identical to regular souma except shorter and with b cups
tatsumi: i am a short hair tatsumi truther. It was really long during reimei but it was such a hassle while she was hospitalized that she decided to go for the big chop. wants to grow it out again but has a bob as of canon time. anyways back to what everyone wants to hear: yeah she has a massive chest but she's kinda insecure about it. she's another one who grew up fat and still isn't quite used to everyone praising her now for having fat in the "right" areas. frequent practice has her a bit thinner than she used to be but do not get me wrong she is still fat (especially on her stomach and arms). oh yeah and also molessssss
Ok getting off my soapbox now i love women ❤️
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harbinngr · 4 years ago
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@mosaiqk​  :   “   don’t  talk  about  yourself  like  that .   ”   ↠   𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 / 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝  𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚜   ||   𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐
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qrow  doesn’t  turn  around  at  first .    he  simply  closes  his  eyes ,   lets  lashes  sweep  away  budding  tears ,  &  tries  to  will  his  lungs  to  just  breathe .   inhale ,   &  exhale .   breaking  down  a  looming  eternity  into  mere  seconds .  facing  weiss  seems  daunting  somehow ---   from  winter’s  demeanor ,   it’s  not  hard  for  him  to  piece  together  what  their  shared  childhood  must  have  looked  like .   controlling ,   cold ,   rigid .  
he  wishes  he  could  find  the  right  words  for  her ,   to  summon  whatever  optimism  he  can  muster ,  &  tell  her  it’ll  be  okay .   but  how  could  he  say  something  so  empty ---    especially  to  yet  another  child  ozpin  has  forced  to  face  the  end  of  the  world ?
after  a  moment ,   he  regains  his  emotional  footing ,  &  turns .
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‘  sorry ,   weiss ,  ‘    qrow  says ,   shame  peeking  its  way  through  his  apology .   ‘  you’re  right .   i  just --- ‘  a  tired  sigh .   has  he  always  looked  this  exhausted ?   ‘  i  can’t  help  but  feeling  like  i’m  putting  you  kids  in  danger . ‘
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chikkou · 4 years ago
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I'd ask this on your Lisa sideblog but you don't have anon on and I'm shy lol, but do you have any headcanons relating to Lisa the First? Like Lisa's views on religion, her relationship with her mother, if any of the various worlds we see mean anything?
hoh man i didnt even know anon wasnt on LMAO... ill turn it on after i post this!
also fuck YEAH i do holy shit i fucking LOVE lisa the first!! i know its sort of the black sheep of the lisa series, since it is a completely different type of game and was clearly austins first game, but i fucking ADORE it dude. the music - which he made ENTIRELY IN THE FREE TRIAL OF FL STUDIO BY THE WAY - is FANTASTIC, the art direction is actually pretty fucking incredible for an rpgmaker game that uses a good deal of basic assets, and the gameplay.... ok yeah that part is a bit lacking but its a yume nikki-style game be nice it was his first time LMAO
ANYWAY back to ur question. first and foremost, i think this is not even a headcanon so much as straight up canon, but lisa DESPISES christianity. marty is christian, probably catholic given the golden crosses everywhere, and he is a fucking scumbag hypocrite. lisa likely associates all of christianity with this line of thinking, as there is one room in the bile area where the melted martys (although i suppose we can just call them joy mutants now LMAO) simply stand in a circle surrounding one big cross. the role of the melted martys is up for interpretation of course, as is everything, but after playing the painful and seeing them described as “mindless sheep,” i think this is how lisa viewed them. so they likely represent other people that, to lisa, are probably just as sick and disgusting as marty
lisas relationship with her mother... i go back and forth on this one a lot. i can never decide if i prefer the headcanon that lisas mom died in childbirth, and so lisa never met her, or if i prefer that lisas mom was around for a very short time and then either left or died. the fact that she says “i didnt want to leave” at the end of the first leads me to believe that she most likely died. in either case, the memory of her mother was clearly important to lisa, as she wears her pendant through the entire game and its explicitly noted as being a gift from her. in either case, i think that the death/absence of the mother is heavily implied to be the primary cause behind martys descent into alcoholism and lisas abuse, since the white room strongly implies that marty did at one time sincerely love and care for her as a father properly should 
as for the meaning of each of the rooms, i think most of them are fairly self explanatory, but some of them are a bit more vague, so ill break it down in terms of how i see it (and ill put them under the cut because its long as hell):
martys house - this is the most literal one. pretty self-explanatory. the dark, yet vibrant colors and the ear-bleedingly loud tv are pure sensory overload, something lisa probably deals with on a regular basis. when lisa goes outside and it turns into a sky of marty faces, i think this is the transition into the psychological part of the game
the lobby - this is honestly just pure yume nikki ripoff LMAO... but if i had to ascribe a symbolic meaning to it, i think its probably a quiet and safe area for lisa to retreat to in her mind when she needs it, but even that eventually gets sullied as tricky rick makes his way there, too (and tells her hes “just waiting” when she talks to him). the majority of gameplay is lisa searching for items with which to kill tricky rick, who always abuses and disparages her whenever she talks to him, telling her she’ll never forget. as for the reason why... well, take one look at him and its pretty clear whats going on there. (the name is also a reference to richard nixon, whose nickname was... well, you can figure it out!)
the town - the bar area is 100% my favorite from this world; lisa clearly hates alcohol and anyone who drinks it, associating them all with marty, and that music... all i can say is YUCK. the entire section also consists of lisa having to give up something in exchange for what she needs to move on, and usually getting the raw end of the deal out of it (she gives one marty a banana, he gives her a banana peel in return). she does all that while avoiding a marty following her outside who repeatedly tells her “you cant escape,” and upon reaching tricky rick (who is atop a narrow, columnar, PINK mountain), it becomes pretty clear whats happening to her.��
the sea room - fucking marty spiders man. im assuming they represent the sickly feeling of crawling skin she gets when she looks at him or is anywhere near him, but holy GOD they are annoying to deal with. she kills tricky rick with pills here - we dont know what kind of pills these are, but i interpret them as sleeping pills, and given the rumbling music and the rapid cycling marty background, i wonder if he forced her to take these. marty is everywhere here, but the only one she can speak to is seen chilling on a raft of some kind. marty likely spent much of his time recreationally, i.e. drinking, so it makes sense why this would be here
the rope room - theres no symbolism here this is just pure comedy (LMAO). if i HAD to assign some meaning to this area, it would be that lisa likely is so despondent at this point that putting in effort to do anything feels utterly pointless, much like climbing this long-ass rope was
the white room - as i mentioned earlier, i personally believe that this area depicts the previous relationship between marty and lisa (and also has one of my favorite songs in the game). he is shown doing traditional fatherly things - he is no longer wearing sunglasses and is wearing a suit, meaning he was likely employed, and is actually smiling. he also spends time with her in a completely platonic, familial way. when she interacts with him, there is a little heart over his head. after lisa walks through the golden statues (which will reappear later), the entire world becomes filled with bile, and martys appearance returns to that of the other martys, but with an extremely warped, grotesque face. the item she needs in this area to kill tricky rick is found between two golden crosses.
notice that all of the items she kills tricky rick with - a razor, pills, and now a plastic bag - are things that a child could plausibly get their hands on; none of them are explicitly weapons. i think this shows both her age and how often she must have considered using those things against him. 
the bile room - probably my favorite area in the game, and also features what i consider the quintessential lisa song. this area really drives home lisas disgust with marty and with christianity as a whole - it almost certainly has the highest concentration of crosses, and it is also quite literally covered in wall-to-wall bile, dirty water, and disgusting houses. a lot of the most graphic sights, like the melting martys and the pond martys (no idea what to call them LMAO) are here, so i think this is pretty much the lowest circle of hell for lisa. marty gives lisa a freshly cut finger in exchange for a napkin here; im not necessarily sure what that represents, but i think the napkin was used by marty to masturbate (as he says “i needed that” after he takes it), so perhaps the finger is martys?
lisa kills tricky rick here in a cave that is not-so-subtly shaped like a penis, and gets a vhs tape in which he pretty explicitly states what is going on in the game; he even pretends like he doesnt know who lisa is at first, which somehow makes it even more disgusting. the fact that vhs tapes play a role here sort of makes me wonder if marty really WAS filming some of what he was doing, and given that lisa the joyful confirms that brad was forced to somehow participate in lisas abuse, that is.... horrific to think about, honestly
the marty tape - this tape just has the player (as marty) walk up to lisa and suited marty, who are having a tea party with a plastic tea set. they both get hearts over their heads if you talk to them. i think this drives home that he and lisa did once have a normal relationship, and perhaps theres some part of marty who misses that? theres a LOT of ways you can interpret this; having the player become marty really calls a lot into question.
the mansion - the room leading here has a marty staring directly at the player who informs lisa that she needs a sword to progress. unsubtly, the sword must be placed into the crotch of a womans statue. the mansion inside is beautiful and ornate, and easily the most gorgeous area in the game - and it all leads to what appears to be a proto-joy mutant marty, sort of looking like jabba the hutt. i dont doubt that this is intentional, given that jabba the hutt is associated with slave leia, and its not at all a far leap to call lisa martys slave. the golden statues of women, as well as many golden crosses, are everywhere in this area. its actually quite a large space with a lot of thought put into it, so im really upset that i cant figure out more of what it represents LMAO
the final area - lisa seems to go back to her actual house, but upon leaving her room and entering whether the living room would be, the whole area changes. she encounters herself in a blood red room, but when she talks to the other lisa, she turns into marty. i think this represents a clear question - who is lisa without him? IS she anyone? or is she just a vessel for him to do with what he pleases? she encounters a naked marty telling her to give up shortly after, and flees from him, but is followed by voices repeatedly telling her that she must accept her fate. i think this clearly show the mental state of lisas last days. she was tormented, eternally. she truly felt there was no escape from marty. even the background becomes nothing but martys face, over and over again, as the end screen flashes.
at the end text, she finds a video tape, and in the tape sees someone who is ostensibly her mother from behind. she apologizes for not being there for her, but when that figure turns out, its martys face that she sees. the sky turns into marty. the music becomes corrupted and overrun with pretty fucked up laughter. she tries to run, but marty is already everywhere. theres nowhere for her to run. and then the game is over.
note that the video tape comes AFTER the games end screen, which stops not long after the appearance of the naked marty. so i personally believe that the “game over” represents her deciding to take her own life, rather than just give up and accept her fate. by running from him into the blackness, she got away from marty the only way she could have. it is sad and horrible, but that is honestly the best ending that she could have gotten in this game.
the first is definitely not as good as the painful in terms of gameplay, that much i can agree on, but i really think people miss out on a lot by not playing it. i think its really crucial to see lisas life from her own perspective before you can see it from brads - after all, brad may have known more than anyone else about what was going on, but he did not experience it like lisa did. for brad, lisa is a symbol of his own regrets and failures, but lisa was a PERSON (well, in-universe anyway LMAO). she suffered on her own, with pretty much no one to help her, and then she suffered so much that she couldnt take another second of it. 
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dangkinronpa · 8 years ago
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headcanons for a sickly child miaya who was adopted by chisa, juzo, and munakata, and had a robot she named usami
heres ur headcanons @miayagekkogahara ! i... really dont know why i cant ever mention u correctly, its a mystery. oh well, i hope u like ur headcanons! let me know if u want any changes, ok? - mod kiibo - when miaya heard that she would be getting adopted, she honestly couldnt believe her ears. that was some of the best news that she had heard in her whole life, really! she just couldnt wait to meet the people that would be adopting her, she was just too excited! miaya just knew everything would be happier with her new family - the day she met chisa, juzo, and munakata was very emotional for her. in fact, she's pretty sure she actually cried that day, which only made the three of them wonder what they had done to upset her. miaya gave all three of them lots of hugs, though, and thanked them endlessly for adopting her and taking her home with them - miaya made usami after she arrived at her new home. usami might have been a robot, but miaya carried it around as if it was a plushie, and her life depended on keeping it safe. she even slept with usami, really. her new parents didnt really understand why she loved the robot she made so much, but they were happy she liked it - whenever all three of them had business at hopes peak, chisa and munakata would ask juzo to keep an eye on miaya. of course, juzo agreed, but the second he turned away miaya would be gone. even though he usually found her in places like the american branch and the 78th class, occasionally he would get a call from chisa, which always terrified him a bit - whenever miaya was sick, though, juzo would be the one to stay by her side and play with her until she started getting better. chisa was the one most likely to make soup and give miaya medicine, and munakata would buy her little gifts she could play with until she started to feel a bit better. this happened more often than u would think - chisa thought miaya was absolutely adorable, and was always dressing her up in cute little outfits. whenever she was done putting miaya in fluffy outfits, she would always make sure to call in munakata and juzo so that they could see how adorable their child was! they would all agree that miaya is a pretty cute kid, and they all really love her - while miaya sees chisa and munakata as her parents without a doubt, juzo ends up being a part time parent, part time play pall for her. he isnt sure why miaya likes playing with him as much as she does, but he doesnt mind staying with her while the two of them play with usami. munakata has taken a few pictures of the sight and hidden them away - one time, in order to keep miaya from wandering off in the halls of hopes peak, juzo asks munakata if he can keep her around. munakata ends up agreeing after some persuasion, and while he fully intends on getting his work done, at some point he just begins walking around and talking to others with miaya on his back, as if theres nothing abnormal about it - chisa, juzo, and munakata all spoil miaya a bit. they treat her as if shes their own daughter, and they dont really know how to say no to her, so she ends up getting most of what she wants. she doesnt always get her way, of course, but she gets her way frequently enough that she almost expects to get what she wants when she asks (she stays sweet while asking, though) - even though miaya was adopted, she still feels like she can really call herself a part of chisa, juzo, and munakatas family. she loves all three of them, and they love her back, as if they were all related by blood. miayas really glad she can have all of them around, and that they do the best to take care of her and usami
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dangkinronpa · 8 years ago
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headcanons for a sickly, autistic child miaya who was adopted by juzo, munakata, and chisa
hey @miayagekkogahara , ive got ur headcanons! i did my best, but im sorry if theyre not exactly the best? anyway, if u want any added or u want something changed just let me know and ill get right on it
- when miaya was first adopted by juzo, munakata, and chisa, one of the first toys they ever gave her was a stuffed animal. miaya loved it so much that she just couldnt ever let it go, and it made her happy to play with occasionally
- since miaya was so sickly that she could only stay in her wheelchair, her parents tried to make her life a little more exciting by strolling her around to different places and letting her see all the sights that were there to offer her
- whenever miaya got sick, juzo would often try to get her to eat soup or something healthy. however, she would never eat these things. instead, she refused to eat pretty much anything that wasnt a pepperoni hot pocket. munakata and chisa would often worry about the sheer amount of hot pockets they bought
- since miaya was autistic, she would often stim in school, such as twiddling her fingers and running her teddy bear against her face. she gets weird looks whenever she does these things, but she really cant help the fact that she stims so much
- one time, one of her teachers tries to take her stuffed animal away from her, and it makes miaya start sobbing in the middle of class. she just keeps crying until the teacher hands it back, which causes her to calm down immediately, and she just snuggles the toy when she gets it back
- so, during pta meetings, ‘helen’ would often point out how miaya would disrupt class with her constant need for her teddy bear and her stimming and her refusal to eat anything during lunch periods. her parents would often go and let juzo teach ‘helen’ a bit of a lesson
- whenever miaya got sick, she would get sicker than most kids and it would last longer than most cases. her parents did their absolute best to make sure she was feeling well, and so they usually had to get her schoolwork sent to their house so that miaya wouldnt fall behind
- chisa loves to doll miaya up, so she enjoys buying pretty dresses for her that she can dress her up in. miaya really loves when chisa does this, and will sometimes ask that mommy buy her pretty clothes while shes at the store. chisa thinks shes adorable
- occasionally, juzo will pick miaya up and spin her around. when he does this, though, he spins her slowly and sets her back down pretty quickly, because he doesnt want miaya to get sick on him while he plays with her. miaya still likes it when he does this anyway
- miaya really loves her parents and is thankful for being adopted by them, so she frequently tries to show them this by drawing cute cards for them whenever she can. they usually make the three of them feel really emotional, and they put every single card on the fridge
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