#i love to watch the castles burn (musings; jensen)

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how do you view love?

all encompassing

it consumes you. thoughts that trace the same memory every waking second. body engrained with muscle memory at even the slightest sound. everything that is the earth reminds you of it. courses through your body like fire, keeps you afloat and wanting, always wanting for more.

tagged by: @astrummorte tagging: @villain-he, @longerhuman, @astarablaze @malafxde @magioffire

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Song List!! :D Some of these are super sad, ngl guys. I put warnings next to a couple songs just cause I know some of the lyrics or subject matter could be alarming, so watch out for that! I’ve been listening to this playlist non stop for like 2 weeks, just using it to get inspired for my daminette fic I started lol 

Maybe you guys’ll like it too! <3 The genres are pretty mixed, so be ready for a bit of everything lmao

Gonna want a read more, I think lol 

Stay - The Score

Natural - Imagine Dragons

Hero - Skillet 

Black and Blue - Long Hawke 

Monster - Starset

I Walk the Line - Halsey

Me Against The World - Superchick

Blue Eyes - Within Temptation

Centuries - Fall Out Boy

Walking on Air - Kerli

Decode - Paramore

Red Stars - The Birthday Massacre

Love Goes On and On (feat. Amy Lee) - Lindsey Stirling

Dance With the Devil - Breaking Benjamin 

I Don’t Wanna Die - Hollywood Undead

Devour - Disturbed

Lips Like Morphine - Kill Hannah

Death of Me - PVRIS

Not Strong Enough (feat. Brent Smith) - Apocalyptica

Warriors - Imagine Dragons

Rise - Katy Perry

Welcome Home - Cohered and Cambria

Wicked World - Cold

You’re Mine - Disturbed

Cold (But I’m Still Here) - Evans Blue 

Think Twice - Eve 6

Cirice - Ghost

Gasoline - Halsey

Angel - Theory of a Deadman

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

Champion - Fall Out Boy

Rock What You Got (Fight Underdog Fight! Mix) - Superchick

All I Ever Wanted - Basshunter

Summertime Sadness - Within Temptation

Take a Bow - Rihanna

Undisclosed Desires - Muse

you should see me in a crown - Billie Eilish

Set Me on Fire - Flyleaf

Satisfy - Nero

Running Up That Hill - Meg Myers

Phoenix - League of Legends (Song slaps, don’t judge me)

Strange Boy - Kerli

Roar - Katy Perry 

The Mystic - Adam Jensen

S.C.A.V.A. - Hollywood undead

Misery Business - Paramore

Wanna Be Missed - Hayley Kiyoko 

Bound to You - Christina Aguilera

Anthem for the Broken - MISSIO

Taking Over Me - Evanescence 

Memories - Within Temptation 

Funhouse - P!nk

Mirror - Barlow Girl

The Last Night - Skillet 

Unfamiliar - The Birthday Massacre

Hey Hey (Vampires vs. Cheerleaders Mix) - Superchick

I Bet My Life - Imagine Dragons

Your Betrayal - Bullet for My Valentine 

New Day - Hollywood undead

Broken Pieces (feat. Lacey) - Apocalyptica 

I Don’t Care (feat. Adam Gontier) - Apocalyptica

Already Over - Red

Together Again - Evanescence

Mad Hatter - Melanie Martinez

Shatter Me (feat Lzzy Hale) - Lindsey Stirling

Miss Murder - AFI 

Forevermore (feat. Broken Iris) - Aroth

Passion - AWOLNATION

You Call Me a Bitch Like It’s a Bad Thing - Halestorm

Shapeshifter (feat. Styles of Beyond) - Celldweller

Whatever It Takes - Hollywood undead

I Will Possess Your Heart - Death Cab for Cutie

It’s the Fear - Within Temptation

Can I Exist - MISSIO

I Can’t Do This - Plumb

One Step at a Time - Jordin Sparks

Only Girl (In the World) - Rihanna

That’s What You Get - Paramore

Never Say Die - CHVRCHES

Devil’s Backbone - The Civil Wars

Kill the Lights - The Birthday Massacre

Still Here - Digital Daggers

Immortals - Fall Out Boy

No Light, No Light - Florence + The Machine

Castle - Halsey

Hearts a Mess - Gotye

Where Did the Beat Go? - P!nk

NFWMB - Hozier (it’s the pitched lesbian version though)

Next to Me - Imagine Dragons

Blood in the Cut - K.Flay 

Love is Dead - Kerli 

Crazy Angel - Kill Hannah

Dark Paradise - Lana Del Rey

How to be a Heartbreaker - Marina and The Diamonds

You Don’t Belong - Daughtry

What You Want - Evanescence

Tag, You’re It - Melanie Martinez (potential TW for this song)

Bottom of the Deep Blue Sea - MISSIO 

Had Enough - Breaking Benjamin

Ricochet - Starset

Young - Hollywood Undead

Stockholm Syndrome - Muse

High Hopes - Panic! At the Disco

Crushcrushcrush - Paramore

What’s Wrong - PVRIS

Rock This World - Hilary Duff

In the Dark - The Birthday Massacre

My Girl’s Ex-Boyfriend - Relient k

Pretty Girl (The Way) - Sugarcult

Heathens - twenty one pilots

The Bird and The Worm - The Used

Only One - Yellowcard

Now You’re Gone - Basshunter

Bad Boy - Cascada

Something Just Like This - The Chainsmokers & Coldplay

Live For The Night - Krewella

I Am Woman - Jordin Sparks

Secret Door - Evanescence

Defeated - Breaking Benjamin

U Don’t Know (feat. Wayne Coyne) - Alison Wonderland 

Black Dahlia - Hollywood Undead

Someone Who Cares - Three Days Grace

Bewitched (feat. Lady Nogrady) - Blood on the Dance Floor (don’t judge me, it’s a fun song)

Hold On (feat. Brave) - Arman Cekin

Sever The Ties (feat. Esther Sparkles) - Arman Cekin

Memories of a Girl I Haven’t Met - Celldweller

Paris - M.O.O.N.

Guilt - Nero

Love Me (feat. Jacob Banks) - Wide Awake

Daughters of Darkness - Halestorm

Never Alone - Barlow Girl

Anthem - Superchick

Burn Away - The Birthday Massacre

God is a woman - Arian Grande

I Did It for Love (feat Sean Garrett) - BoA

Beautiful Liar - Beyonce & Shakira

Angel With a Shotgun - The Cab

Anthem of the Angels - Breaking Benjamin

Everytime - Britney Spears

Haters - Hilary Duff

I Look So Good (Without You) - Jessie James

Battlefield - Jordin Sparks

Weight of the World - Evanescence

Wide Awake - Katy Perry

Cannonball - Kiesza

I Need to Know - Marc Anthony

Problem - Natalia Kills

Rude Boy - Rihanna

Counting Stars - OneRepublic

According to You - Orianthi

The Truth About Love - P!nk

I Hate This Part - The Pussycat Dolls

Eternity - Rachel Taylor

Towards the Sun - Rihanna

Ready to Fight - Roby Fayer & Tom Gefen

Brave - Sara Bareilles

Good For You (feat. A$AP Rocky) - Selena Gomez

Invisible - Skylar Grey (potential TW here) 

This Love - The Veronicas 

Beautiful - Akon

Too Little, Too Late - JoJo

Knock You Down - Keri Hilson

Bang - Armchair Cynics

Shut Your Mouth - Attack Attack!

Leaving Tonight - The Birthday Massacre

Breaking the Silence - Breaking Benjamin

Beautiful Girl - Broken Iris 

All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) - Bullet for My Valentine

Stupid Girl - Cold

Traitor - Daughtry

Love and Tragedy - Digital Summer

Haunted - Evanescence

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

Beautiful With You - Halestorm

My Name is Human - Highly Suspect

Can’t Love Me - It’s Alive

Gone - My Darkest Days

How Did You Love - Shinedown

It’s Not Me It’s You - Skillet 

Halo - Starset

Until the Day I Die - Story of the Year

Bitter Taste - Three Days Grace

Always Find Me Here - Transit 

Liar Liar (Burn in Hell) - The Used

The Heart of Everything - Within Temptation

I Want Out - Young Guns

World So Cold - 12 Stones

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𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪?

Love as a Threshold

Your love does not ask for much. Your love does not take. Your love is free, and unquestioned, and here for wherever needs it. When you fall in love, it is as gentle as a breath in the night. It is quiet, and it is effortless. It is tender. If your love was a house, it would readily welcome all who come through. If your love was a hearth, it would warm the hands of whoever stopped by, whether for a day, a month, a year, or forever. When you fall for someone, it is without strings, without conditions, without need. You love for the sake of loving, for the sake of caring for those who need it. You love with a giver’s heart and a giver’s hands and are made so much stronger for it. Being loved by you is to always feel at home. Your love may not always be well-received by those unprepared to linger, but it is unforgettable all the same.

Tagged (stolen from): @ofoccultism Tagging: @lex-cursus @suizokukans @killerhubby @vonerde @villain-he and anyone who sees this!

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𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 . ( nsfw edition. )

RULES: bold which option your prefer (or, in some cases, maybe just hates the least!) out of each of the following pairs

"Ah, wanting to know about a lady's secrets, hm?"

submissive or and dominant?

whips or chains?

handcuffs or shibari?

pillow princess or power bottom?

voyeur or exhibitionist?

blindfolds or spreader bars?

butt plugs or vibrators?

edging or and multiple rounds?

knots or ovipositor?

spanking or scratching?

ball gag or muzzle?

strap on or double sided dildo?

one on one or group sex?

vanilla or kinky?

lengthy cocks or and girthy cocks?

small boobs or and large boobs?

ass or chests?

thighs or arms?

hot wax or knifeplay?

loud or quiet?

biting or sucking?

collars or piercings?

costumes or lingerie?

laughing & silliness during sex or and intensity & power struggle during sex?

fucking a virgin or fucking someone with experience?

face to face or from behind?

phone sex or sexting?

cumming inside or cumming outside?

being filled or bukkake?

dirty talk or degradation?

role play or porn on in the background?

public edging or filming in the bedroom?

condom or bareback?

lube or raw?

video call masturbation or sexy selfies?

blood play or breath play?

face fucking or and anal sex?

leather or PVC?

morning sex or evening sex?

clothes on or clothes off?

tagged by: stolen from @inhumann tagging: you

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Jensen Info

Name: Meryl Ó Mordha Alias: Jensen Species: Wraith Age:3,565 Sexuality: Demisexual Occupation: Mercenary  Birthday: March 21 Zodiac: Aries

Bio:

Jensen at one point in her life, was the daughter of knights, battle and waging war was in her blood from the time she could walk. She was raised with the intention of eventually joining the knighthood to work her way up through the ranks as her parents had done, and as her ancestors had done. She was a fairly serious child, no doubt due to her upbringing.

She officially joined a legion once she turned eighteen, and for years, found herself battling whatever enemy might have come her way, be it people looking to hurt those under her legion’s care, or in the name of the king who watched over their homeland. She had gained her fair share of scars, and had become a woman hardened by battle and struggle. Her eyes no longer holding the youthful spark that had always been present when she first became a knight. 

She had gained an infamous reputation among her enemies for her skill with swordplay, paired with her shield, she was considered almost unstoppable, and capitalized on any weakness her opponents might have had. Of course, her tactics might have rubbed some of her allies the wrong way, being considered dishonorable or sullied the reputation of knighthood, but in her eyes, as long as the people were safe and there were no significant losses, she would do whatever it took to win a battle.

In her early thirties, she was soon given command over her own legion of knights. Unlike most commanders, she fought alongside her men, not content with the change in life that came with the lack of active fighting. Of course, she’d gotten proposals for marriage, from dukes and barons of the land, all of which she rejected. It wasn’t until she met her husband in the middle of battle, watching him take down a group of opponents who had given her trouble. From there, a romance bloomed between them, slow at first, but the more they fought together, the better they came to knew each other. Sebastian and Jensen would later marry in secret, and eventually, would have a son which they named Liam together.

Now a mother, her presence on the battlefield diminished, perhaps that’s why her husband fell in battle, covering a retreat for his allies. His body was sent back, and committed to a funeral pyre. Losing her husband spurred her to take to the field once more, leaving her son in the care of her parents. Her fighting style was known to be a bit more wild, having an unspoken anger behind it. A rift formed between herself and her son, while they loved each other, she could be overprotective of him, and wanted him to stay out of the knighthood.

Eventually, she relented, and taught her son how to fight, but the rift never fully healed. Liam was a bit of a hothead, taking after his father. Driven by a desire to prove himself as a worthy successor to his parents’ legacy, would eventually cost him his life in a battle. 

Once that happened, Jensen snapped and renounced her connection to the knighthood. Driven by the desire for revenge, she made her way to the village of the men who had struck her son down. She started a battle that lasted for hours, resulting in her sword arm being crippled, an eye slashed out, and relying on her shield to simply kill whoever else had been around. On the brink of death, she wanted nothing more than to make her enemies feel the sense of loss that she had. And that was when she met Zachary, who imbued her with the power that came with being a wraith.

A being that was trapped between life and death, she resumed her rampage, burning the village down, and making the leader watch as everything he cared about was taken from him. Once she came to, her vengeance left her empty, and she decided to travel the world, after all, her homeland had nothing left for her. As time went on, she gained the title of The Immortal Blade, tales of a woman who carried a sword that could be set ablaze or took on the form of a scythe were passed around. Few met her, but those who had noted that she carried a sense of melancholy around with her.