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midnight-in-town · 4 years ago

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Are there manga/anime you didn't expect you like it, but you did?

Hello! Haha, omg, actually I hardly ever start a series if something in the summary or the art style doesn’t intrigue me, so I always go in because I’m interested in a thing I read or saw about it.

However, there are definitely series I didn’t expect to like as much as I first thought I would. The series I blog about the most (be it manga, animes or games) are generally such cases of “wow I didn’t expect to like it so much and now I’m doomed forever”. xD

I’m supposing you are looking for some examples, so here we go for the ones I remember the most vividly:

Ace Attorney

I received the first game as an unexpected gift when I was a teen, even though I knew nothing of the story or its characters.

Played the first case, was like ‘uh ok it’s nice and funny’ then things start to kick in in case 2 (’spirit mediums????’) and until the end of the game, which had me yelling everywhere in excitement considering how good cases 4 and 5 were. Then I played JFA, loved it obviously and T&T was not yet out in English by then.

That being said, it only took the first game to dive pretty far into the well crafted world that is Ace Attorney, but I always enjoyed how the universe expands with each game.

And today, aside from the DGS prequel games which I haven’t played, I know the series by heart! It’s my first Internet fandom and still a favorite: I love how the games evolved (even if the first trilogy remains my fave), I love how good the character developments in these games are, I love the plot twists, the slight supernatural powers, etc.

Still a fave to this day and probably 5ever! Also these games are the reason why & how I became fluent in English and, just for that, they changed my life quite permanently, haha. xD

The Suzumiya Haruhi series

My first anime!

Kinda related to Ace Attorney actually because, at some point in the Suzumiya Haruhi anime they make a parody of AA as they’re solving a “murder case”, and that’s how I discovered the series (as I was browsing about AA on youtube).

So I started watching it with no real idea in mind, but as it turned out, I loved how awkward it is, haha! The movie (an adaptation of the fourth light novel) is also my absolute favorite as far as animated works go.

UDDUP

My first manga! And quite a great one at that! I remember finding the first volumes in a bookstore, thinking “wow the covers are so pretty?”, which is why I started reading it, haha.

Thanks to it I came to discover manga, so I’ll always love it a lot, just for that.

What I enjoyed the most though is how realistic and well-built the universe is. The cast of characters is also quite diversified, which is not something you find often and a very enjoyable fact. You can read more about it here and here.

Berserk

I already expanded on how I came to discover it here. :)

Blade of the Immortal

Ah, my latest favorite discovery! I had seen panels and screenshots of it passing by on my dash for years, but the summary had never struck me as that interesting. How wrong I was, haha.

Then someone I follow was asked about it and answered something about how “it was too violent” for them despite how enjoyable the story was. So I thought “hey maybe I should check this out”, which I did.

I only have one advice: go read it!! It’s truly a masterpiece on the level of Berserk or Urasawa Naoki’s Monster!

Pierre Bottero’s Multiverse

He is a French author, so I doubt you’ve heard of him. He used to be quite famous in France in the fantastic/fantasy realm of fiction writers.

His multiverse is made of 4 different trilogies and a stand alone book, which was supposed to be an introduction to a final trilogy tying everything together, but then he died in a car accident.

These books are probably my favorite book series ever. I read the first one thinking “okay it’s good but” and then I went to read the rest of the first trilogy and I absolutely loved it.

I didn’t know back then that he intended on developing his ideas into multiple books, so I ended up following his book releases for years quite faithfully, until his death actually. May he rest in peace. <3

Katekyo Hitman Reborn

One of these series I started because I was bored & everyone was yelling that it was super good.

I checked the anime for a few episodes, ended up bored out of my mind and dropping it for a few months. Then I came across some characters’ design (the Varia’s to be precise) and I was here like ‘??? where are these characters in the anime?’ so I went back to see more of the anime from where I had stopped.

As it turns out, the episode I had stopped on was quite good and I ended up watching it for all the laughs that it caused me, until the actual plot kicked in after 20 episodes or so. xD

Anyway, there was a reason everyone was yelling it was super good despite how peculiar it is at times, haha, and I ended up being no exception and drawn to its charms. x)

Avatar: the last Airbender

Ahhh, well, this is one series I discovered rather late! I was away on vacation with some friends and we were discussing stuff from our childhood that we still liked today, when this one friend started to mention ATLA.

And the thing is, I remembered watching some TV episodes but I couldn’t envision that this was a series with a particular or well-defined plot, because it left me no impression at all as a kid.

But my friend was quite eager about how good it was and our other friend was watching LOK at the time (without knowing about ATLA) so they both made me want to check what ATLA truly was like.

I ended up watching the whole thing a few weeks after in, like, two or three days, without being able to stop screaming about it, haha. :))

There you go Anon. :) I actually have many more examples, because I hardly ever know what to truly expect whenever I start a series. The MO is: the more it surprises me, the more I tend to love it!

Have a nice weekend!

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punkscowardschampions · 5 years ago

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James & Ava

James: [okay so we all know the mood is that he sees whatever she's posted and literally goes there immediately with no thought of who else could also be cos he NEEDS to check that she's alright. The drama of it all] Ava: [but luckily no one is there and she'd be so shocked but also grateful 'cos no one wants to be alone and feeling unwell, esp. not in hospital] James: [when he'd have to say he was her brother so he can take her #awkward] Ava: [lollol finding that more amusing than you would otherwise 'cos concussion breaking your awks] James: [oh she'd be so cute I can't] Ava: [just hugging him so hard] James: [we all need that moment but sadly it cannot last forever because he'd have some driver doing circles endlessly cos there's nowhere to park at hospitals ever] Ava: [seriously, and it's so expensive] James: [when you were so desperate to get in there you didn't think about how long it could have taken like she could've been admitted and that driver is just lowkey out there for the rest of time] Ava: [lmao i wonder how long he'd wait for that bag before getting bored, luckily they'd low-key be ready to get rid 'cos too busy and overcrowded] James: [practically pushing her out the door as soon as they saw someone show up for her so he doesn't even have time to give her a feelsy speech lol] James: [just help her out to the car boy, you've had a lot of practice with drunk girls in heels and it'd be the same vibe] Ava: [just saying thank you over and over] James: [meanwhile he's asking her if she's okay over and over like every step they trying to take here] Ava: ['Oh God, you must think I'm so stupid, I swear, they came out of nowhere'] James: ['We both know you're not stupid, Ava' shout out to that text cleverness 5ever tbh 'I'm just glad you weren't seriously hurt'] Ava: ['How have you been, I've been so worried' shoutout to this concussion giving me shameless freedom lol] James: [when you can only shake your head because 1. you ain't been good 2. you don't wanna tell her any of it and 3. you don't think you deserve her worry/ want her to worry about you] Ava: [sad face] James: [stopping to stroke said face, don't fall over girl, he's got you] Ava: ['James-' and then just looking 'cos what can you say] James: [looking back at her cos likewise but then you gotta drop them eyes cos so sad] Ava: ['you look tired' and making more of an actual effort to get into this car] James: ['I am tired' but helping her in and doing her seatbelt for her because not gonna see her struggle ever, telling the driver her address because there's nowhere else you can take her but home even though you have no idea if as soon as you get there someone is gonna show up for her and you obviously don't want that] Ava: [patting your shoulder like 'you can come sleep' like no no one can babe] James: ['no' but a little smile cos she's cute af 'I'm supposed to keep you awake'] Ava: [when you make a face like 😏] James: ['by which, of course, I mean, you've got a 8 hour date with Edward Cullen ahead of you'] Ava: [grinning like a fool but then being like, wait 'you'll stay though, can you?'] James: ['I'm not going to leave you alone' oh the heavy unspoken implication that she might not be if the friends or fam descend 💔] Ava: [resting your head on him as a silent thank you but then lifting it like 'so awake, promise'[ James: [stroking her hair and keeping an eye like] Ava: [being like let me tell YOU a story and honestly God knows but it'd be cute and she'd be trying to match his storyteller energy] James: [when that's lowkey the moment he falls in love with her bye] Ava: [asking the driver to play the new moon soundtrack] James: [loling and honestly when was the last time he did that, we all know it was when they were together] Ava: [live the emo life and love it babes] James: [he's GOTTA dance in his seat to keep her awake, no other reason #notanerd lol] Ava: [just clapping and cheering him on like nothing to see here driver God bless] James: [so not what that man was expecting to 👀 or 👂] Ava: [freaking out drivers is low-key a fave] James: [the one time you're happy about London traffic tbh] Ava: [even though we ain't gonna interrupt, you don't know that boy] James: [speaking of, probably send a text or something to check on the kids because you just ran like assumedly they at their grandparents but] Ava: [never leaving 'em with Chlo we all know] James: [lord her and Jay would kill each other] Ava: [I'd genuinely be worried for her safety so don't blame you remotely boy, least her parents are invested] James: [literally though & you can have those grandparents forever babs we ain't taking them away from you] Ava: [awkward that your mum never shows but that's just that on that] James: [lbr that's for the best stick with your dads kiddos] Ava: [we all know it, even if Matty might not end up remembering much] James: [Ava lowkey her mum now oops] Ava: [and Jay's actual auntie...lol what a tangled web we weave boo] James: [at least they can all stay connected] Ava: [true facts] James: [makes my heart happy even if it's weird] Ava: [lean in to how weird this family is James] James: [they weird af but they're better than the one he's got #noshadetoTeddythough] Ava: [all the shade to you Chlo, sort it out] James: [her poor future children & husband] Ava: [honestly, good luck] James: [he'd have to be about everything she is or else what the fuck] James: [anyway we've been sidetracked get to Baze's house you two] Ava: [movie marathon awaits, what else do we vibe or shall we just try and see what comes out, like] James: [let's just run with it and see what happens because we extra and anything could be said and done tbh] James: [imagine how awkward it'd be when they get there because he'd have to send her in first and just be shitting himself in the car like is anyone there or no] Ava: [at least you know full well no one is there 'cos business trips forever so you're just at the door shaking your head and doing the 'come on' gesture] James: [he'd just help her to the sofa like immediately & get her blankets and pillows and painkillers (even though it wouldn't touch a concussion headache) and a phone charger and everything else she could possibly need cos Chloe's got him trained like a dog] Ava: [low-key pulling at him, gently, like boy sit down] James: [when you are then looking at her like what did I forget/ do wrong before you realise] Ava: [squeezing his hand because you can only say thank you so many times, putting the film on but then pausing and gasping so dramatically 'coffee, I promised you coffee' and going to get up like can you be careful please] James: [thinking she's in pain or something because of that gasp so being at her side like 0-1000 and slowing her down cos they can do it together thank you] Ava: [making a face at herself like ffs when she catches on 'I'm not trying to age you' and touching his non-grey hair and wrinkles like totally necessary yep] James: ['but you're offering me coffee, what's next red meat or red wine?' but no actual shade cos we both know he doesn't care and none of that is what's aging him anyway, taking her hand from his face and gently kissing said hand before handholding to lead her to her own kitchen like let's do this] Ava: ['I don't know where my cigarettes are' shrugs and smiles like sorry not sorry, smiles even harder but lowkey stops breathing when, kissing ontop of where he just kissed her hand, then getting to this all-singing all-dancing coffee machine 'you have to pick the most daring option, one you've never, ever tried before, okay?' and waggling her finger like so serious about this] James: [takes his own cigarettes out of his pocket and slides the pack over to her 'okay' and does pick, really concentrating on the decision even though there'd be so much shit he hasn't tried and we all know he could just pick option 1 and be done] Ava: [takes one out and puts it behind her ear for later 'cos no need to light up in your parents home, just watching him 'cos so cute and then nodding like yes, good choice and picks the same, setting up this machine 'cos they're always more confusing and/or time-consuming than they need to be I swear] James: [where's the lie you gotta have the knack I swear, his turn to watch her now though because she's beautiful doing anything ever and he missed her so bad] Ava: [ahh coffee goodtimes forever] James: [he needs it cos he is tired af so thanks Ava you babe] Ava: ['do we talk about what happened, or do we write it off?' when you just saying this casually whilst waiting for your coffees] James: ['I don't know' because he is genuinely torn between wanting to and also not] Ava: ['Wait and see how we feel' 'cos no rush or pressure here 'you better carry these though' 'cos we don't need burns as well ty] James: ['wait here a minute for me' because carries the drinks through and then comes back for her because why not carry her though as well obvs] Ava: [does and loves it 'I've missed you, you know'] James: ['I know now' just giving her 😍 casually 'I've missed you too'] Ava: [😍 right back 'Ask anyone' when you're talking about your mood but you realize that sounds like you been telling the world lol 'I mean, I've been a delight' 🙄] James: [when you shake your head like no it's okay 'I overreacted about your cousin, I'm sorry' takes a deep breath remembering that whole sad ending moment 'And I'm sorry for fucking up the start of your summer' because she loves it and he knows] Ava: ['I understand why, understood, whatever. And I am still sorry, I was just too excited and-' sighs like, you know, squeezing his hand again 'I promise, that's all sorted now though' 'cos clearly told her it's over by now, 'cos thought it was anyway; she nods like thanks but shrugs like it's okay too, don't worry 'Sure even I can't be grumpy in the Seychelles, like'] James: [blatantly almost kissing her because he understands the whole being too highkey thing because he was (*cough* is) too but doesn't because she's going away 'when are you going?'] Ava: [sad face like you didn't just say you aren't gonna be grumpy 'when my parents get back, couple of days'] James: [strokes her face again like he did earlier 'you'll feel better by then' because someone's meant to watch you for 48 hours actually NHS website says] Ava: [😈 me 😇 her looking at him 'how did you even- why- I-' continuously cutting herself off 'cos you know he was checking in on you now and you know he came without hesitating so it doesn't need to be said 'Oh, James'] James: ['Ava' saying her name with SO MUCH feeling that I cannot 'I had to' when you mean so many things by that like you had to go but you have to stay now and you had to make sure she was okay today but also you had to keep checking on her the whole time] Ava: [definitely gonna go in to kiss him can't stop that soz] James: [we all know it was only a matter of time and that this is gonna turn into a not at all casual make out session] Ava: [you honestly deserve it lads] James: [that coffee gonna be cold and they won't even notice] Ava: [the movies are also not being watched lmao but no one cares rn] James: [on pause forever sorry not sorry] James: [but eventually like after AN AGE one of them should lean on the remote or whatever so it starts playing and they're like wtf] Ava: [when you shit yourself like who is here but then loving 'cos hi Edward] James: [we all shitting ourselves and all loling] Ava: ['he's very possessive' no lie] James: [looking at Edward and then kissing her again like when you're trying to make someone jealous] Ava: [when you're loling too hard into his mouth like 'scuse me] James: [kissing her neck instead so she can have her adorable lol] Ava: [reacting to that in a v different way] James: [we back at it again at krispy kreme soz twilight saga] Ava: [i swear to god the ily curse is so real] James: [this always happens to us, don't talk for a bit lads, wink wonk] Ava: [its because we give them such high-pressure situations but yes, you should fully hook up 'cos haven't yet] James: [I wonder if the orgasm headache thing would work for a concussion one or not] Ava: [my boo says #experiment] James: [imma google it but I don't expect an answer] James: [nobody is telling me but if it can help a migraine I don't see why it wouldn't] Ava: [you'll be fine bitch, just a shameless excuse that he needs to hang around longer] James: [we should totally also do the shameless thing when he falls asleep and then wakes up immediately but is like oh no how long was I asleep because not only worried about her we know] Ava: [for sure, just there chilling like 🥰 'not long, but you looked peaceful'] James: ['I was' and more 😍 'I am' just snuggling happily because deserved af] Ava: [kissing the top of his head 'good' then lying down and snuggling harder 'I'm so glad you're here, that you're okay'] James: ['I'm glad that I'm here & that you're okay' kissing her forehead and holding her so tightly because he was so worried that something much worse had happened to her] Ava: ['It was kinda scary how much I missed you- like I said I WAS extra but I think, no, I still am, I can't lie to you'[ James: [when you are just falling so hard for her rn smiling like look at this perfect 😇 'you don't have to miss me any longer, minus however long you're spending in the Seychelles, of course'] Ava: ['Yeah?' trying but failing not to sound so hopeful 'And two weeks, so not as long as it has been, not that I was definitely counting or anything'] James: ['I was afraid, no, I am afraid but very few things have ever scared me as much as when I saw you were in hospital & I thought-'] Ava: [just holding him back even tighter like you could not be closer 'I'm so sorry I scared you, I won't ever do it again, even if I get hit by something more substantial than a 90lbs mum on a lightweight bike' and shaking her head with a lil lol 'cos it is funny even though it can be as bad as a car crash actual sometimes] James: ['You scare me in the best ways, you don't have to stop, I don't want you to' because think of the new things he's already done and the new things he's already felt, it makes me emosh goodbye] Ava: [when that's the hottest thing you've ever heard like 'scuse me round two] James: [you've actually got all night for once so make the most of it lads] Ava: [like literally no one needs it more than him so I'm allowing it, there's enough shit happened, happening and still to come] James: [amen to that] Ava: [happy bubble forever] James: [if only like, he is NOT gonna wanna leave in the morning but maybe we could say that like Jay has a playdate with friends or something cos soz babe you can't keep a secret so he just gets the baby and comes back] Ava: [that would be a moment] James: [just casually meet each other how cute] Ava: [have a normal, happy day like you're meant to oh] James: [you all deserve it truly] Ava: [meet your potential future stepchild babe] James: [do we wanna have them go out or stay in?] Ava: [🤔 obvs really want them to go to Kensington Park 'cos Peter Pan and like obvs I doubt anyone who would be bothered to report to Chloe is gonna be there but it is risky so maybe save it idk] James: [we will bookmark that for the future because MUST but they could take Frank on a walk somewhere cos we ain't referenced that sweet sir even if it's just through the streets like] Ava: [that's a good shout, you better be a good boy lol] James: [and don't cockblock them rn please] James: [they'd look like a little fam, I am FINE] Ava: [and lowkey behave more like one in one day like the bar is so low tah Chlo] James: [the scolding tea] James: how are you feeling? Ava: 😊 So happy Ava: Only a bit tired from the whole staying awake thing and you keeping me awake, like 😏 Ava: oh, and Frank said you've redeemed yourself so well done there too Ava: how're you and the girls? James: I'm happy to hear all of that James: has your dizziness gone? James: we're fine, but tired too Ava: Yeah Ava: barely a headache Ava: and my parents get in early AM so I should be all set to go when they do get here James: how much packing is there left to do? Ava: All of it but deciding which 14 bikinis I wanna take shouldn't take too long James: are you sure? I think it would take me a really long time to decide Ava: I'll put some stories up Ava: You can help me Ava: I reckon I need your clearly more considered opinion James: of course you do James: you wouldn't want to spend the entirety of your holiday wishing you'd chosen differently Ava: so true Ava: especially as I'm not allowed to pack my pout James: everyone is well aware of how important the pursuit of a tan is to you, darling, anything that jeopardises that, well, it's bound to be very pout inducing James: you'll be forgiven Ava: I don't know if my family is as forgiving as you Ava: perhaps they don't like my pout as much Ava: they definitely aren't as supportive in bikini related decision making James: I'll dedicate paragraphs to both James: multiple lengthy ones Ava: It'll seem gratuitous in the movie but nothing is too much for the book James: as long as it remains included in the director's cut James: or else I will be devastated Ava: I'll demand it in my contract Ava: I think it'll be a first in favour of taking your clothes off instead of keeping 'em on James: thank you James: you do deserve a multitude of firsts, honestly Ava: you deserve so much Ava: much more than I'm allowed to give you Ava: that reminds me Ava: as I can't give you anything as a thank you, I've had to get creative James: so much of what I deserve is negative & there is nothing you owe to me in any capacity, thanks included James: but I'd never want to discourage creativity Ava: Shh sh Ava: in the spirit of firsts and trying new things Ava: when you're all less worn out, go to [a sassy but kid-friendly cafe/restaurant that's a bit out there and exotic and definitely nowhere Chloe has ever made you take her] and tell 'em you're eating on me, yeah Ava: then when I get back and you're free, you're coming over and I'm cooking James: Ava Ava: It's already arranged, I go there all the time, it's the 2nd best Brazilian food I've had James: you've been to Brazil for the 1st, haven't you? I can tell Ava: Actually no, mores the pity Ava: but my Uncle is Brazilian and a chef, my cousin too Ava: having a big weird family has unexpected perks Ava: if you like it, I already have a recipe lined up that's meant to be 🔥 but even a novice like me can master it James: you'll have to wait patiently for my review because I regrettably can't send you a picture of my face after the 1st mouthful to serve as one, but okay Ava: I'll do my best Ava: though having any patience when it comes to you doesn't seem to be my strong suit Ava: arguably not a virtue I'm known for, ever, but especially now James: I'll do my best not to miss you so hard that it's physically painful but that doesn't appear to be my strong suit either & as previously agreed, I won't make any promises I'm forced to immediately break Ava: Oh Ava: Knowing it wasn't just me finding out that painful cliche is painfully real is somehow a comfort, to know you'll want to avoid the feeling as much as I do from now on but it also hurts me even more, the idea of you having to feel it at all in the first place Ava: but there is no conflict in just how hard I'm looking forward to seeing you again after this ill-timed holiday James: I don't ever want you to be in pain because of me, I have to insist on only the good cliches going forward James: devastatingly a postcard can't be included in that Ava: Hmm, got any long-lost great aunties I can pretend to be? 🤔😂 James: If I do my wife is bound to be aware of them, their current financial situation & any possible health concerns they are facing Ava: Valid Ava: Don't need to give her any more reason to 💀💀💀 me Ava: At least no holiday is complete without the obligatory narcissistic poolside shoot James: suffice to say I've never had a complete holiday, in that case Ava: I bet you've had to be cameraman plenty though Ava: so rude when you're so nice to look at James: & yet I've never been trusted to pick a filter Ava: 🙄 Ava: does she not know that you're an artiste James: no, it's our secret Ava: 😊 I like that James: I like you Ava: I like that more James: I wish I could see you again before you go Ava: Me too Ava: I kinda wish I weren't going James: how early are your parents getting back exactly? Ava: like 4am kinda early James: I won't make you stay awake again James: I know how tired you must be Ava: 🥺 James: I'm so relieved that I can't see that look on your actual face Ava: It's 💔 Ava: but I'll survive Ava: about James: you're a very strong person Ava: You James: I'm not Ava: You are though Ava: you put up with so much shit James: is that strength or is it weakness? Ava: I think it's strength Ava: You can't necessarily stop shit happening or get shit out of your life Ava: no matter how strong Ava: and you manage to do all the shit you have to regardless James: I'd like to think you're right Ava: Then you should Ava: I encourage it Ava: 🤓 me James: you are undeniably clever Ava: Try to be Ava: when I'm not standing in the middle of cycle paths, obviously James: I heard you say that bike came out of nowhere Ava: Yeah Ava: I miss you already Ava: Frank is not as good a nurse, like at all James: if you can fall asleep now, I'd feel less guilty about the prospect of asking you not to later James: should I hypothetically be able to get away Ava: 🛌🏃 Ava: Promise James: I can't give you a promise back Ava: I know Ava: but this way, I either stay asleep and that's that Ava: or I get the best surprise to wake me up James: what did I do to deserve you? Ava: This is the part where I say something very bad but Ava: you don't seem capable Ava: you're just James: whatever it was, I need to know so I can keep doing it Ava: just be you Ava: another cliche you've proven to be true and real James: this fortnight without you is going to be really cliche James: there's no chance of it existing beyond the 1st draft Ava: not even for my eyes only? James: well James: maybe Ava: Please please please James: okay James: you are my fairest critic & you do have beautiful eyes Ava: Yours are better Ava: but I won't be too jealous if I get to look at them more James: I definitely can't promise not to be envious of everyone in the Seychelles who will get to look at you more than I can Ava: Do you ever get a decent lunchbreak? Ava: we could facetime James: I'll figure something out James: because my dad takes the longest lunch breaks, you'd be forgiven for thinking it's the 80s Ava: 😏 we love a throwback 🙄 James: I'll take Matty to work with me, she'll distract whoever I need her to Ava: She is very cute Ava: I see it James: I won't be saying anything the like of that if she won't sleep tonight though Ava: 🤞 for you and her Ava: shame she's not yet at the walking stage Ava: Frank is so 💤 James: I can't keep her in any kind of routine, it's frustrating for both of us Ava: That's hard James: it's harder for her than it is for me, she never knows what's happening Ava: She'll get there Ava: I was the worst baby Ava: hopefully before you totally lose your mind, 'course James: I find it impossible to believe you weren't 😇 Ava: I was pretty premmie so my poor parents were confined to perpetual bright light for ages when I got home James: both the girls were so late James: that was an entirely different struggle Ava: I can imagine how delightful Ava: usually excusable but when you set the bar low to begin with 😬 James: the last thing I want to do is badmouth her to you, but as we know, sometimes things write themselves Ava: I feel you Ava: not a cliche I particularly wanna be either James: of course not Ava: but you can vent, you know Ava: I don't even have to reply, just if you need to put it somewhere James: no, I can't Ava: okay, just a suggestion James: so much of this is already not fair to you, Ava Ava: I don't think it is Ava: you've never lied about any of it, you're always realistic about what you can and can't give me Ava: and I'd like to help, in any tiny way I'm able James: you don't know what she's like & I'd rather you didn't have to know James: let's keep it at you don't do sympathy Ava: I know very little but that's not positive so it doesn't take your author level of imagination if I wanna go there without your guidance Ava: and it isn't sympathy but okay Ava: I won't mention her and you don't have to either James: I just can't have you seeing me differently because Ava: I'd never see you differently because of what she's like as a person James: it's too big of a risk for me to take, that you'll end up thinking less of me than you do now Ava: You can trust me Ava: but you don't have to Ava: I won't push anything, I don't need to Ava: as much as I want to take things fast in so many respects, I'm never going to take it where you don't want it James: it isn't you I don't trust James: I'm not a reliable narrator, she's made sure I'm not Ava: However...intertwined and diluted you feel your story got, because of her, because of whatever Ava: it's always gonna be your story to tell, if you want it Ava: and I'll always listen to how you tell it James: Ava Ava: James James: if it was a story I was in control of I'd come to the airport & tell you not to go James: cliche or not Ava: and I'd stay Ava: but that's far too much like a happy ending and we've only just begun James: you're right again Ava: don't sound so surprised 😉 James: I was actually trying to decide where it falls on the scale of ideas & habits, good, bad or somewhere in between James: that you always seem to be Ava: Have you drawn a conclusion yet? James: I couldn't possibly tell you James: you're supposed to be asleep Ava: damn Ava: you'll tell me in the morning? James: yes Ava: Okay, I'll go, as long as you know it is so reluctantly it's practically under protest James: & I won't stay here hoping you don't, as long as you know it's under identical conditions Ava: Noted Ava: Goodnight and sweet dreams for whenever that happens for you then, love James: thank you

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accidentally-logince · 6 years ago

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Duality Virgil - Chapter 3

Summary: After Virgil’s ‘reformation’, his negative energy manifests itself into the form of his old self. The negative form tries to get Virgil to fuse back together with him so that they can overpower the other sides.

If you missed: Chapter 1, Chapter 2 (Gotdamn I don’t blame you if you missed them it’s been like 5ever)

Warnings: None

(If there are any, PLEASE tell me!)

Word Count: 800

Pairings: Royality, eventual Analogical

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I open the door, stepping into the hallway.

"What's up, Dad?" I ask, closing the door behind me. I can hear Anxiety let out a quick bark of a laugh, but it's mostly covered up from the cackling that's coming from downstairs. "What's going on down there?"

"Roman is... having some trouble," Patton says. Roman seems to hear him, because he starts laughing louder, and I hear a fist bang on the table. "In fact," Patton starts, "why don't we take this conversation downstairs?"

"I can't exactly say no, can I?"

I flinch, and my hands curl anxiously into fists, waiting for Patton to respond to Anxiety's outburst. But he doesn't seem to notice the passive aggressiveness in my voice. "Don't worry, kiddo. It'll just be less awkward than standing in the middle of the hallway. You're not in trouble."

Not yet. Let's hope Anxiety keeps his big mouth shut.

Roman's laughter becomes clearer with every step we take. We may be somewhat getting along now, but god do I ever want to slap him.

"Roman," Patton warns. "Calm down."

With a badly hidden smile, Roman clears his throat, attempting to cover up his last bits of laughter. "Apologies," he mutters, biting his lip to keep his mouth from turning up.

Patton and I sit down, and I take in the empty chair to my left. “Where did Logan go?”

“He just went to his room,” Patton answers, which makes me worry. If Logan isn’t part of the conversation, it has to do with me. How am I supposed to feel like I’m not in trouble?

‘Maybe you are.’

Shut up. At least he’s back to talking in my head.

I must have been quiet for longer than I thought, because Patton’s brow furrows. “Is everything okay, Virgil?”

“Just worried about the trip,” I say. Giving a half truth can’t hurt, but I do feel my heart squeeze at the disappointment that I can’t even bring myself to tell Patton about Anxiety.

“You don’t have anything to worry about, kiddo,” Patton says, smiling. “It’s just a quick break. A couple of our friends are coming, too!”

That thought comforts me for a second. I’d had this idea in my head that it was a business trip of some sort, and having Thomas’ friends with us will help. But if Anxiety is still there, trying to ruin things, it won’t do much good.

“I don’t know... if it’s a vacation, I don’t want Thomas to be worrying. Maybe I should just stay home-“

“Oh, of course not, kiddo!” Patton smiles widely. “You’re still important to have with us. And even more than that, you’re part of the family now, there’s no need to worry. Vacations are meant to be shared with who you love!” From his seat, Roman- who’s managed to calm down- nods in agreement. “And we all love you Virgil.”

I nod, unsure. "Did you need anything else?" Best if we get off the subject of the trip. That'll just stress me out even more.

"What was that outburst about?" Roman asks suddenly, once again hiding a smile. I glower at him from across the table. "What did you say? 'Just-'

Patton flicks Roman's ear. "Don't be rude, Ro." Roman looks down, biting his cheek. "We just wanted to make sure you're okay," Patton says, turning back to me. "You've been acting weird for awhile. Then again, maybe we're just adjusting to how you act now that you're more a part of the group."

That's right! It's December now. If I ducked out in July... it's been five months since Anxiety appeared. Has it really been that long? It doesn't feel like it... "I guess so," I answer half-heartedly. This isn't good. I need to get rid of Anxiety more than ever. I don't want the others to think I'm always like this.

"Wouldn't want to be hated again, would you?" I press my lips together. Patton's eyebrows pull up. Luckily, Anxiety had been quieter this time, so I think that maybe Patton couldn't hear it clearly enough, but he extends a hand across the table.

"Virgil... you don't think we hate you, do you?" His gaze drops. "We might still be getting used to your presence in the family, but we really care so much about you. I swear to you, we can help you to feel comfortable. Whatever you need, just holler, and we'll figure it out, okay? We love you."

The words reassure me, even if I do feel like a true part of the group already. "I know, Dad." Patton smiles widely at the nickname. "I love you guys too."

"Awww, you're a sweetheart, Virgil," Patton coos, standing up to walk over and give me a hug. "Don't you ever worry," he whispers. "We're all together. Forever. I promise."

Suck on that, Anxiety.

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tragedess-a · 6 years ago

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POSITIVITY POST

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH ! and i’ve been wanting to give you all some lovings . but rather than spam the dash with a thousand things here are shout outs to some people on this website who deserve so much happiness and joy okay ? ( i’m sure this list won’t include everyone that it should but i’mma try . )

@algaenotwar : sofia you are the fucking sweetest bitch out there . i forever admire your kindness and your dedication to monty . i will gladly start a petition to take him away from jroth and give him to you . you’re the only one i trust with him tbh .

@arcadicn : i AM SO HEART EYES OVER ALL YOUR MUSES ! i’m so happy i found you again because i loved writing with you so much back in the day and i’m honestly so damn excited to get started again babe !

@azhefa : len , i know you’re not on much anymore but i’ll always fucking love you and how beautifully you write every muse you’ve taken on . i’m so proud to be your friend because you’re an amazing person and one i’ll always admire no matter if you’re on the dash or not .

@bartendertm : i LOVE YOU AND CAMI SO MUCH . i honestly want to get some stuff going with you so damn badly because your blog is so wonderful and you’re such a talented mun i don’t even know what to do with myself when i read your writing . you deserve all the fucking best and so does cami bitch .

@bldreina : mal you’re so fucking amazing . you’re genuinely one of the sweetest people i know in the rpc . from day one you’ve been so wonderful to me and i know i absolutely don’t deserve it . i love you and i love your octavia and our little family 5ever thanks .

@bxar : YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST POSITIVE AND WONDERFUL PEOPLE EVER . i don’t know you well but you’re such a fucking light on the dash and i get so happy ever time i see your posts .

@cvckroach : icb how in love clarke is with murphy it’s literally upsetting . but beyond my obsession with our ship you capture murphy so fucking well it’s upsetting . i love your writing and your graphics so damn much and you’re just so fun to talk to ooc . you deserve a damn award for being the best .

@dyefirst : moo you’re a damn angel and i hope you know it . you have such range when it comes to your muses and you’re always creating some new wonderful dynamic to whoever you’re writing . you are so fucking talented it knocks me on my ass every god damn day okay ? from graphics to writing i’m heart eyes over every blog you have and clarke is heart eyes over wells forever . ooc you’re also the fucking sweetest and most supportive and i will never not love you for that .

@gonatombom : i’ve honestly missed writing with you a lot ! you’re so sweet and so fun to plot with and i’ve always admited the time and effort you put into your muses . you just get them so fucking well .

@groundrisen : yOU are the sweetest fucking person and i love you and niylah more than words can describe . honestly your dedication to your muse knocks me on my ass and i just want to get some things going with you because i’m so heart eyes it’s not even funny .

@harpermcintyrc : I MISS WRITING WITH YOU HOE ! you and harper are two of the sweetest beings i’ve ever known and it’s ridiculous how much i love you both . you write her so god damn well it wrecks me and makes me just want to bow down to you tbh . but also icb how much i ship harper with both echo and clarke because of you and i fucking love it . you’re a queen who honestly deserves all the best .

@heartfcund : bitch i gave you a whole rant about how much i love you like three days ago but you’re my wife and the best k thanks bye .

@mechabrat : you’re a demon andrea but i fucking love you so much okay ? every muse you take on you write so god damn well it makes me want to cry ? you’re genuinely the best god damn person and you’re so generous and talented . i’m beyond lucky to count you as one of my close friends and i’m never gonna forget that . every ship we have makes my heart sing and honestly is it even one of our blogs if you and i don’t have a ship on it ? i do have just one question though : wHERE did you get your psd ????

@omousvarii : listen no matter what damn blog you’re on kat , you deserve so much love , affection and praise . i can’t believe how much you bring out my muse for clarke on our threads on bellamy . they all just wreck me because damn we do angst well together and it makes me emo . i can’t wait to learn more about grant so i can drag you into writing with me over there too because you’re so talented and wonderful i just want to do all the damn things with you .

@panthae : hi i love you and your clarke so much . it’s so cool to see someone else talking about clarke’s darker sides and i’m so heart eyes over all the different things you’re doing with her ? you honestly have such a unique style on all your blogs and i’m forever heart eyes . you deserve all the best babes .

@phiinn : gOD DAMN YOU KILL ME . your writing is so breath taking babe and i can’t say that enough . i know i’m the worst about responding but i love you and finn so much it’s genuinely upsetting to me . you capture him so well and write in a way that wrenches my heart okay ? you’re a badass and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise .

@pridefought : we haven’t talked in a minute buT YOU NEED TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MUSES . i watch from afar as you rock the fuck out of every single one and i honestly admire your writing so damn much . when it comes to zach he is honestly such a wonderful ship for clarke that i just didn’t see coming and we need to do more things with them asap thanks .

@protectecl : my doTTIR ! listen you have made me so fucking happy since we started writing together and i can’t say that enough . seriously . you capture madi so well and clarke and i love you and her so damn much it’s ridiculous . you’re my fave lil awkward taco .

@ragedrivn : yOU ARE SO DAMN TALENTED AND WONDERFUL OKAY ? we haven’t done much together but i admire you so much and that’s never gonna change . you’re a light in the rpc and i’m just over here fangirling 24/7 it’s fine .

@rcbelking : you’re such a sweetheart ! honestly we haven’t written in a minute but i love you and your bellamy a lot . honestly you are so kind and talented and your love for bellamy and bellarke is so pure and wonderful . and hozier. how could i forget hozier ?

@selfavenged : maya i’m so fucking glad you decided to come back to the rpc because you have so much damn talented and you bring every muse you write to life in ways i can’t even describe . i’m so hyped to start writing with you again !

@soldiiermade : karli , i know we have yet to write much on this blog bUT I NEEDED TO GIVE YOU A SHOUT OUT . you have me more whipped for becho than i ever thought possible and i just love your writing so god damn much . but more than that , you’re such a sweet person ooc and always supportive without dragging yourself into drama which i admire . and you’re willing to let me go on my weird little rants and tangents which i appreciate so much . you’re honestly the best babe .

@sytheheart : HI YOU JUST DESERVE TO KNOW YOU AND QUINN GIVE ME LIFE AND I ADMIRE YOU EVERY GOD DAMN DAY . your graphics are beautiful , your writing is breath taking and you and a person are the sweetest ever and deserve all the joy in the world .

@sythegun : for someone who writes such a trash muse you are the best ever . i call him trash only in the sense that he’s terrible , but you write him so damn well . i’ve watched you progress so much as a writer in the time i’ve known you em and i’m over here admiring and cheering you on forever . you’re so fucking talented and your style is so unique i love it . plUS YOU’RE THE FUCKING SWEETEST and i’m a mess because of how wonderful you are .

@surviivorforged : faiTH ! we haven’t talked much recently but i love you a lot okay ? you’re such a wonderful soul and you honestly make me laugh so god damn much . you and morgan are so cute when you’re together and you guys make me so damn happy . but besides being cute you’re such a talented writer and you always blow me the fuck away with your murphy . i fucking love it okay ?

@tetheredatlas : HELLO i admire the fuck out of every muse you write every damn day . you’re honestly so damn wonderful both as a writer and a mun that it just wrecks me ? i’m honestly so excited to do more with dean and clarke and hopefully develop some other ships with you .

@waldenborn : who the fuck gave you the right to be so talented lilly ? it’s actually rude how much each of your muses capture my heart : even the ones i don’t write with . but the one i do write with ( helo obvi ) owns my heart and clarke’s . they’re such a wonderful ship and i alway enjoy doing things with them and with you so god damn much . keep on rocking on my queen because i’m over here fan girling over you every damn second .

@wretchedatlas : morgannnnnnnnnnn , i love you so much . you’re such a sweet soul and you have so much to give to the world . i seriously don’t know what the fuck i’d do without you because you’re the god damn best okay baby ? ( and i’m not just being nice you hoe . ) you’re so talented and strong and you deserve the god damn world and so much support and love honey .

#* out . ›› i’m in charge.#long post #sos i'm dead #thIS IS BY NO MEANS A LIST OF EVERYONE WHO I KNOW THAT DESERVES LOVE #i'm sure i[m missing people but um my hands are shaking cus i haven't eaten so i gotta cut it here #bUT I LOVE YOU ALL OKAY

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talesfromthesnogbox · 6 years ago

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A cliched one but Mileven soulmates

I’M SORRY THIS TOOK 5EVER I WENT A LITTLE NUTS!

I also made it a roommate AU because why not, that’s where my brain went. Hope you like it!

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Mike and El had always been the best of friends. Neither of them could figure out why they got along so well.

Hawkins, Indiana wasn’t El’s birthplace, but it had been her home ever since Jim Hopper had adopted her when she was 12. Her new setting made her timid, but once she’d befriended her lovely party of nerds, she came right out of her shell.

Now at 21 years old, El, and the rest of their party called Chicago home. All six of them decided to head out to school in the windy city, and their parents couldn’t have been more thrilled. The party was a tight-knit group, and while they all had their own lives, and their own friends outside of each other, it was comforting to come home to each other.

Two apartments across the hall from the others became available and the party couldn’t resist snatching them up. Mike, El, and Will shared a cozy three bedroom while Max, Lucas, and Dustin shared a two bedroom. It was fate that the listings both became available on the same day, especially considering after a long period of contemplation, Lucas and Max had agreed to move in together.

It wasn’t early on that Max and Lucas had discovered each other’s soul marks. In fact, they didn’t get along very well until their senior year, one year after Max had moved to Hawkins from sunny California. Lucas always wore his heart on his sleeve, and his soul mark was constantly visible on his arm, just above his elbow. But Max… she was more reserved. She wanted to rebel against the whole “soul mark” thing, why should love be up to fate and not choice? In truth, she was scared knowing Lucas was her soulmate, but the moment she gave in and showed him her own matching mark just above where her heart sat, the two had been inseparable.

But even soulmates had their flaws.

“I swear, he never does the dishes!” Max grumbled loudly in the kitchen. Friday was the boys’ day; they all only had morning classes, so they all got to start the weekend off early. El and Max had never quite gotten into Dungeons and Dragons, so while they had girl time in Max’s apartment, El’s apartment had become the Chicago equivalent of Mike Wheeler’s basement.

El giggled. “I bet that’s how they feel about me over there then. Of course I would end up living with two neat guys of the party.”

“Whatever, I’m not doing his dishes again. Back to what you were saying… you met someone?”

A smile crossed El’s features. “Sort of, I mean, he hasn’t asked me out or anything, but we’ve been talking a lot after class, sometimes we’ll go get a coffee together.”

“That sounds like a start!”

“It is.” El sighed.

“But he’s not Mike.” Max prodded her. Everyone in the party knew that El and Mike were absolutely soulmates, there was no doubt about it. The only two that couldn’t see it were… well… El and Mike.

“Mike… he’s just a silly crush. Besides he’s my roommate, and my best friend, I don’t want to mess up what we’ve got.”

He wasn’t just a silly crush though. The swirly filigree shaped mark (that strangely looked like 011 the more she stared at it) sat just above El’s hipbone, and she couldn’t tell you how many times she’d dreamt of Mike having a matching mark. She loved him, she loved him with all her heart, but she’d known him for over 9 years… if he was her soulmate, they’d already know it.

“But even still El, you don’t want to just try it out? Who says you have to end up with your soulmate anyways? They could live halfway across the world for all you know. We were taught the statistics, El, only 45 percent of people on Earth actually meet their soulmate.”

“Then maybe I’ll be part of that 45 percent.” She clapped back. “Look, Max, I love you, but you’ve gotta stop bringing up Mike like this. I just want to get over him—”

“But he’s in love with you.” As soon as the words left her lips, Max threw her hands over her mouth. “I was not supposed to tell you that.”

El’s face was stoic, but her mind was reeling. “I… I think I’m just gonna go.”

Max stood and followed her to the door. “I’m sorry, please don’t be mad, I just want what’s best for you, and I want my friends to be as happy as I am.”

El smiled. “I’m not mad at you, Max, I just… I think I need some air.” She crossed the hall into her own apartment where the boys were no longer quite so deep in their campaign.

“I’m telling you, she was smoking hot, we totally clicked, but her soul mark didn’t match mine.” Dustin was talking animatedly to the rest of the party, obviously not that invested in his story.

“Yeah… I’m sure that is the reason she didn’t go for you.” Will shoved Dustin and moved to the couch. “Hey, El… you’re home early, I thought you and Max—”

“We ended it early, I’m not feeling well.” Her door closed softly behind her, but the party knew something was up.

Mike frowned. El was usually so open about everything; their friendship really knew no boundaries. Well, he thought, I still haven’t seen her soul mark… we have a few boundaries.

“Is she okay?” Lucas pointed to her door.

“Let me go check on her.” Mike went to her door and knocked quietly. “El? Can I come in?”

She bit her lip, now in a cozy pair of pajamas curled in her bed, it’s nothing he hadn’t seen before, but she didn’t want to face him after what Max had told her.

“Go away.”

“Please? I just want to make sure you’re okay.”

“I’m fine.” She pleaded, voice muffled by her pillow.

“Okay, then let me see you’re fine.” El had a history of shutting down when she was upset. Sometimes her thoughts became too dark and dangerous for her to deal with, but the party was always there to help her through it.

Mike heard her footsteps get closer to the door, and she opened it with a huff.

“See? Fine.”

“El… wait.” He hated that he’d done it, but Mike was always overwhelmingly drawn to El. He loved the party, but El had to be his best friend. He worried about her, he loved her… he was in love with her (but he’d never tell her that). Mike followed her into her room and shut the door behind him. He followed her and took a seat next to her on her bed. “Don’t give me some bullshit answer. What happened?”

She sighed and covered her face with her hands. “Max and I sort of got into a fight about soulmates.”

Mike frowned. Sure, El had dated some, but he didn’t think she’d be this broken up over the soulmate issue. Their conversations had never quite meandered over to their love lives (or lack thereof), it just wasn’t something that the two of them really ever talked about. “Do you want to talk about it?”

El leaned into Mike’s shoulder and he immediately wound his arm around her. It was a common position for them, and he was a really good cuddler. “I… not really.”

“Okay.” He shrugged, happy to just be with her like this.

“I just… what if I never meet them, Mike? What if I’m always left wondering what they would be like, what they would look like… even if I’m with someone else? That’s hardly fair.” It was one of the reasons why she’d never tell Mike how she felt about him.

“It’s not fair, but really, everyone thinks about it. Everyone has someone out there for them, El, but not everyone meets that person. It’s okay to think that way, it’s human nature.”

He did have a point. “She had to go and bring up statistics and all that again about how not everyone meets their soulmate… it’s easy for her to say, she found Lucas in high school.”

“Sounds like someone’s a little jealous.” Mike poked her side, smiling at the girl in his arms.

“I’m not… okay maybe I’m a little jealous.”

“You shouldn’t be. You’ll find someone amazing, I know it El. And think of it this way, Max is stuck with Lucas for the rest of their lives.”

She giggled. “Same dick forever.”

“I’m gonna pretend I didn’t hear that.” He winced.

“It’s a joke, relax.” El sighed. “What if I meet them at the wrong time though?”

“Well… they’re your soulmate… they’ll wait as long as they need to.” I know I would, it goes without being said.

The two fall asleep in that position quickly, too comfortable with the other, too comfortable after unloading some weight off both of their shoulders. They sleep until Dustin of all people sneaks in.

“What the hell, guys, come check this out.”

Dustin’s voice carries through the apartment, and draws Mike out of his restful state. “Fuck off, Henderson. I’m comfortable.”

“Yeah I bet you are. So you figure it out yet? That you guys are actually soulmates?”

“No. Go away, seriously.”

“What, are you too afraid to tell her your soul mark is on your ass cheek?” Dustin snickers.

“I’m ignoring you. Goodnight Dustin.”

“Night, loverboy.”

Mike shakes his head at Dustin, settling back into El’s comforter. There was no way he was moving tonight, she was wrapped around him using every limb she could, but he wouldn’t have it any other way.

“Is your soul mark really on your ass cheek?” El’s soft voice startled him.

“Y-you heard all that?”

“Hard not to when Dustin is that fucking loud. Answer me, is it seriously on your butt?”

“N-n-no… well… kinda. I mean—” Her giggles cut him off. “Stop laughing! It’s not really on my butt, it’s like… really low on my back.”

“So your butt?”

“No!” He sighed. His mom always had this theory that it’s there because he was so closed off about his emotions, he’s starting to believe it might be true.

El gave him a mischievous look. “Can I see it?”

“I—I um…”

“It’s okay, you don’t have to, I’m only teasing. Unless you want to, then that’s totally up to you.” El snuggled further into his chest, her eyes feeling heavy again.

Silence washes over them, and Mike is suddenly all too aware of every little thing around them.

“Hey, El?”

“Hm?”

He pauses. “D-do you mind if I stay?”

El couldn’t explain it, but she felt something shift in the room. Her heart beat wildly in her chest, and the tension in the air could be cut with a knife. For some reason, that simple question felt like a do or die decision, and she had to follow her gut.

“No… you can stay.”

Mike hid his smile by pressing a light kiss to the top of her head. Sure, they’d been affectionate with each other, holding hands, cuddling, before, but this felt different. Something had changed.

“Thanks.” He whispered, pulling her closer and resting his head on her pillow. “Night, El.”

“Night… loverboy.”

He let out a huff of breath and she giggled before they both drifted off.

The next morning, Mike realized that waking up beside El was pretty much the most perfect thing he could ever experience.

Her soft breaths hit his chest, and her arms tightened around him whenever he tried to move, but his favourite part of waking up beside her had to be how peaceful she looked. Her features were soft in the morning light, hair mussed, lips parted slightly. The angelic expression on her face tugged at his heartstrings, and he absolutely couldn’t move now, not until she woke up. He never wanted to disturb her while she got her much needed rest.

Mike’s cheeks reddened softly as he realized he was staring, and suddenly, she was stirring.

“Morning.” He whispered sleepily.

El groaned. “You make a great pillow, Wheeler.”

Mike smiled, pride filling his chest making his heart flutter. Their eyes met, and he felt something, an invisible force pulling them together. This is it, he thought, wondering if either one of them would push it one step further and take the plunge. But before either could do anything, Will burst into the room.

“Hey, the rest of us were talking… oh shoot did I interrupt something?”

“N-no.” El said, tearing herself away from Mike for the first time in hours. “What’s up?”

“Oh, just that we were gonna check out this new bar that just opened up a few blocks from here tonight instead of movie night. Sorry, I thought I heard you talking.”

“It’s fine, we were just getting up.” Mike said, scratching his head.

“Great! I’m making waffles if you guys want to join!”

El looked at Mike and smiled as Will left the room. The moment was unfortunately dead now, and Mike was kicking himself. I should have done something.

“I guess I’ll just… um… breakfast.” Mike told her, following Will out into the kitchen.

Mike had been avoiding El all day, a feat that proved to be tough considering they were roommates. He holed himself up in his room, doing anything he could to stay there and not face up to what had almost happened this morning.

What if I’d gone through with it? What would happen? Would she have kissed me back? Would it have gone any further? Would she want to be my girlfriend?

Will pulled him out of his reverie.

“Hey, get ready we’re leaving soon.”

Mike nodded to him in acknowledgement, and minutes later, was joining Will and the rest of the gang in the living room.

The night out had been… interesting to say the least. Max and Lucas were attached at the hip all night, El clung to Dustin, and made for quite the wing-woman (he’d gone off talking to a pretty blonde girl in a quieter part of the bar). But the most shocking part of the evening was Will finding Evan.

Will had come to Mike, pale faced an hour after they’d arrived. “I think… Oh my god, Mike.”

“Hey, hey, what happened?”

Will swallowed. “I just spilled my beer on someone.”

“It’s fine, it happens all the time in these places.” Mike said with a shrug. “Why, are they giving you a hard time?”

“No… he’s got my soul mark on his neck.”

Mike’s heart dropped to his stomach. “Th-that’s great! You should go talk to him.” He gave Will a forced smile. He tried to be happy for his friend, really, he did, but after his conversation last night with El, love was the last thing he wanted to think about.

Will nodded and walked back in the direction he came from. Mike could see him tap the other man on the shoulder and pull the neck of his shirt aside to show him the identical mark. The man’s face immediately softened as he brought Will in for a hug.

All Mike could do was sigh and take another swig of his beer.

Before he knew it, Mike was drunker than he’d ever been in his life.

“I can walk I promise!” He slurred as El helped him into their apartment. She was pretty tipsy herself, but far less so than Mike.

“Oh really, is that why you fell out of the cab?”

He fell onto the couch bringing her with him. “See? Totally fine.”

“Sure Michael.” El rolled her eyes.

“You’re so beautiful, you know?”

“And you’re so drunk. Come on, into bed.” She patted his poof of hair.

“Is that an invitation?” He wiggled his eyebrows. El’s eyes were wide. “I’m kidding, I’m kidding!” Mike put his arm around her and pulled her close. “But last night was really nice with the sleeping though.”

El sighed, her heart in her throat. “Yeah… it was Mike.”

“El?”

“Hm?”

“I love you.”

She giggled and tapped his nose. “I love you too, Wheeler.” El moved to get up, but he pulled her back down. “Mike?”

Mike didn’t think before he kissed her.

El melted into the kiss, kissing him as if she’d kissed him every day of her life. She found it was the most natural thing in the world, yet a new sense of excitement ran through her.

She sighed into the action, coming back for kiss after kiss like she was addicted to him. El clutched the front of his shirt while Mike fisted a hand in her curly hair, and their lips moved with the others in a way that sent a pleasant chill down Mike’s spine.

Until El pulled away.

“O-oh my god, I’m so sorry, I don’t know what got into me.”

Mike groaned as she left his side, her warmth gone. He peeked a glance at her, messy hair, dilated pupils, swollen lips, and he wanted nothing more than to continue what they had going just moments before.

“El… Ellie please.” Mike took her hands in his, only to have her pull them away. “El I love you.”

“Mike, we can’t.” She shook her head. “We can’t do this, not when our soulmates are still out there. I can’t do that to you.”

“Ellie I don’t care. Fuck soulmates, you’re my soulmate.”

“You don’t know that.” She sounded choked up, like she was holding back tears.

“No, I don’t, but what if we are? Didn’t you feel that? Because I felt it. Ellie, that kiss was like magic.”

“I can’t do this.”

“El… Ellie wait…” He tried to follow, but his stomach had other plans, and instead, he was running to the bathroom.

El sighed and marched right into the bathroom after him. She may have been upset over the kiss, but Mike was still her friend, and she couldn’t leave her friend to be sick on his own.

Her hand rubbed gentle circles on his back while the other ran through his dark locks as Mike emptied the contents of his stomach. “That’s it, let it out.” She soothed him before getting up to grab a glass of water and some mouthwash.

“T-thanks Ellie.” He said, gratefully accepting both as she cleaned him up with a washcloth. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have—”

“Stop, let’s not do this right now, okay? Wait for morning.”

Mike nodded, beginning to sober up. Together, they got off the floor, and El helped him into bed. “Goodnight, Mike.”

“Night, El.”

He awoke the next morning with a pounding headache and a deep sense of dread filling his chest. Mike knew that he and El would have to talk about what had happened at some point… it wasn’t over last night, they’d just put a bookmark in the conversation, and he had a feeling it would have to happen today.

Staring at the ceiling wouldn’t do him any good, so Mike slowly got out of bed and joined El in the kitchen.

“Did Will go out for breakfast?” He asked her, not wanting to immediately jump into a serious talk.

“No, he didn’t make it home last night actually. I got a call from him this morning, he met his soulmate, Mike!”

“Good for him. He kind of mentioned it to me last night, I didn’t know he stayed over there though.”

“Yeah, his name is Evan, they went back to his hotel. Evan is doing a road trip across the States… he’s from York.” El had obviously had a longer conversation with Will about this than Mike had.

“New York?”

Her face fell. “No… like York in England. H-he’s lucky he was in the right place at the right time.”

“Oh…” Mike gulped loudly. “So it’s true what they say that soulmates can be anywhere then… even halfway across the world.”

“Yeah. They’ll work it out, I know it.”

El slid a coffee across the counter to Mike who sipped it gratefully. The silence wasn’t comfortable like it had been the previous morning. “El… El I have to apologize for what happened yesterday.”

“It’s okay.”

“No, it’s not okay! I—I shouldn’t have said anything, not when I was drunk anyways. But I meant it, I meant every word, El. You don’t have to say it back or anything, I… I just wanted you to know.” Mike had his hands in his hair, his heart pounding from his confession. It felt good, getting that weight off his chest. What didn’t feel good was hearing a sniffle come from El across the counter. He looked up to find tears in her eyes. “Hey, hey, don’t cry.” He stumbled around the counter to pull her into his arms.

“I can’t do this to you Mike, I—I love you too, but I can’t be with you knowing that my soulmate might be out there somewhere.”

“What if we forget about the soulmate thing? We may never meet them El.”

“They’re tattooed on our skin, Mike. Every time I see yours it’ll be a reminder that I’m not the one for you.”

“Are you planning on looking at my naked butt a lot?” His joke lightened the tension, pulling a giggle out of her. “To be fair… we’ve never actually seen each other’s soul marks…”

El said nothing. She debated with herself, not wanting to confirm that there was someone better out there for Mike… but… but what if…

“Y-you think we…?” She whispered, desperately hoping he was the one.

“I meant what I said last night, El.” He repeated himself. “I—I think you’re my soulmate.”

El looked up at Mike through her lashes. She wanted to be with him, she really did, but… her mind raced at the possibilities. They were extremely close, they shared everything (almost everything), she always felt a gravitational pull towards him… “Mike… once we look… there’s no going back from this.”

He blinked. He wasn’t expecting her to actually consider going through with it. “We don’t have to El, it… it was just a thought. But we’re bound to see them somehow, one way or another, it’ll happen, and we’ll know for sure. I don’t care if you’re my soulmate or not El, I want to be with you either way, but this… this is just a way of knowing for sure and doing it purposely.”

The silence stretched between them. He was still holding her, and although they’d slowed, the tears still dripped down her cheeks. “I think I’m gonna need some time to think about it.”

Mike nodded. “Fair enough. Thanks for the coffee, El. I… I’m going to hang out in my room for a bit.”

It was nearly five in the evening, and Mike still hadn’t come out of his room.

Will was still out with Evan, so a deafening silence spilled over the apartment while El attempted to study in the living room.

She rubbed her neck, sore from the intensity of her focus on her psych notes. El had always been like this, thrown herself into other work as soon as she was faced with something difficult.

El groaned, closing her book. What had happened between herself and Mike that morning wasn’t something she could just ignore, she needed to think it through, she needed calm, peace…

The gentle strumming of a guitar broke through the apartment.

Mike had taken up music in high school, and his acoustic guitar had become the soundtrack to her life. Instantly, she felt the tension break and her mind clear.

Yoga.

El changed into something more appropriate for the meditative practice she found helped her so much growing up. She rolled out her mat in the living room and ran through a familiar routine, using Mike’s strumming to keep her grounded.

Minutes of the practice had already relaxed her muscles, her mind felt clear again, and she soon became absorbed in her own head. So much so that she didn’t realize the strumming had stopped.

She continued the sequence until she heard a soft gasp come from in front of her.

El frowned, dropping her hands and opening her eyes. Mike stood ten feet away, staring at her hip. The exact spot where her soul mark was.

“M-Mike?”

“El I… I didn’t mean to see… your shirt it just…”

Her stomach dropped. “You saw my mark?”

He nodded, his face blank. El felt like throwing up, her breath hitched nervously, and everything she’d done to calm herself came crashing down on her.

Mike gulped and turned slightly, looking awkwardly to the ceiling as he pulled at the waistband of his jeans until a delicate black filigree mark was visible.

011

She was speechless. El stumbled backwards until she felt the back of her knees bump into the couch. She fell in a heap, her hand covering her mouth.

“I um… El I’m sorry for sneaking up on you like that.”

Her eyebrows rose into her hairline, a pleasant shiver scaled her body, her heart was pounding, and suddenly all she felt was excitement. El was giddy.

A giggle bubbled from her lips, and she could no longer hold herself back. “I—I can’t believe you just mooned me!” She giggled uncontrollably, throwing her head back into the cushions.

Mike frowned, this was not the response he was hoping for when he’d decided to show her his matching soul mark. “El?”

“You – you just pulled your pants down and th-there it is! On your ass, just like Dustin said it was.”

He took a seat beside her on the couch. Mike didn’t know how he should be feeling. Of course, he was elated, he was right, El was his soulmate, but why was this her reaction?

Upon further inspection, Mike noticed tears rolling down her face. Her shoulders shook again, but this time, she was crying. “El, talk to me, please.”

El gave up and threw her arms around Mike. “I… I can’t believe it’s actually you.”

Instantly, his heart melted. He’d automatically assumed the worst, but of course his Ellie… she always did lead with her emotions.

“Just like I said, right?” Mike’s arms wound around her body, a hand flying to stroke her hair.

“I didn’t think I would ever find you.” She sniffed, refusing to let go of him.

“I’ve been right in front of you the whole time.” He pressed a kiss to her temple. “God Ellie, I’m so in love with you, I’ve been waiting for you to realize it without acting like an ass. Well, except for last night…”

“No, stop talking about last night, I was scared and confused. I didn’t want to fall in love with you, but oh my god,” she let out a giggle and pulled away from the hug, “now I know why I did.”

Mike couldn’t wipe the shit-eating grin off his face. He didn’t think he’d ever seen her happier, despite the tears rolling down her cheeks. She was his, he was hers, and instantly he felt his entire purpose in life was to make her happy, make her smile every morning, cherish her… he’d do anything he could for the love of his life.

“El, you’re my everything. I love you… I can’t imagine my life without you in it.”

“I love you too Mike.” She hastily wiped at her eyes. “God, I’m sorry, I’m ridiculous.”

He shook his head. “You’re beautiful.”

El looked at him, losing herself in the depths of his eyes, and couldn’t hold herself back from kissing him.

It was nothing like the kiss from the night before. The night before was frantic and rushed, but this… this… a warmth started in her belly as their lips moved together slowly. Their kisses were soft, feather light, almost tentative as they began to learn the other in a way they’d never done before. The warmth seared through her and made her heart thump excitedly in her chest. God, she could do this for hours and she wouldn’t get tired of it.

He pulled away first, slowly, making sure to press two short pecks to her swollen lips before his eyes met hers again. Her cheeks were pink, eyes bright, and lips curled into a dazed smile.

“Hi.” She whispered, taking her bottom lip between her teeth.

Mike’s vision was glazed over; he was in absolute bliss. “That was fucking incredible.”

El’s fit of giggles started up once again, breaking the intensity of the last few minutes. This time, Mike joined her, leaning on her shoulder as they laughed, causing him to topple over her onto the couch. He held her close, trying to shift most of his weight off of her, and of course, Max chose that moment to waltz straight into their apartment.

“Hey El, can I borrow your—oh shit,” she covered her eyes turning away from then, “I’m sorry, I didn’t realize you guys were… I’ll just come back later.”

“Max it’s alright, you weren’t interrupting anything.” Mike shouted over, picking himself and El up off the couch. He pecked her lips once more before Max came barreling back into their living room.

“Cool. El, can I borrow your curling iron? And while we’re at it, you can tell me what I just walked in on.”

El nodded, and Max went straight for the bathroom to retrieve what she came for. “Curling iron, yes. The explanation…”

“That she’ll have to give you tomorrow, we’ve got plans tonight.” Mike explained, another shit-eating grin crossing his face. El rolled her eyes. “Sorry, I just wanted to spend some time with you.” He whispered in her ear, kissing her cheek. “We’ve got some catching up to do.”

Max reappeared, curling iron in hand. “Yeah, you two have a lot to explain. You’re lucky I’m running late.”

“I’ll give you the spark notes…” El nodded cheekily. “I found him.”

“Mike? He’s your roommate, did you lose him last night or something…” El saw the realization dawn on her friend and she giggled, taking Mike’s hand in hers. “Him? Like… him? Your… Lucas?”

“Yeah, I found my Lucas.”

“Well fuck El, I hate to say I told you so, but…”

El got up and pushed her out the door, shutting it behind Max. “Oh shut up and go curl your hair.”

“Hey Lucas you’ll never guess what just happened!” She could hear Max yelling to her own soulmate through the door.

“That went well.” Mike shook his head.

“Catching up to do you say?”

Mike’s hand flew behind his neck, scratching at his hairline awkwardly. “I mean…”

El giggled and kissed him sweetly. “I’ve been crushing on you for 9 years, you’re right, we do have some catching up to do.”

His face lit up, and he started rambling off about takeout and dates.

“As long as I’m with you, I don’t care.”

#mileven #puzzlingsnark #prompts #stranger things fic #mike x eleven #my writing

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candymayvary · 6 years ago

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nameliachango replied to your post “Did you start Eldarya? Or have you looked into it? Or any of the other...”

Any suggestion in terms of otome on computer or ps3?

Uhh okay let me just look at my library...

Near and to my heart is: Dandelion ~wishes brought to you~ and Nameless ~the one thing you must recall~. Cheritz made them before the ever popular mobile game Mystic Messenger. They’re available on Steam, the voice acting is really awesome, the art is gorgeous. Also, helps support the industry in South Korea, as well as localisation! Also Cheritz are honestly one of the most lovely and interactive teams. They love feedback. If you enjoy their games, seriously, drop them a message about it.

I mean, there’s old faithful Hakuouki, which has a steam port. Edo Blossoms and Kyoto Winds are the 1st and 2nd part respectively, but they split it into two as the story parts. Also introduced a whole bunch of new characters. I will love Sanosuke forever. And Okita. And Heisuke. 5ever. Also available on PS3 as stories of the shingsengumi... and demon of the fleeting blossom I think is still available? The former is just a rework of the latter with more content, basically.

Cinders is a really beautiful indie one I’d always highly recommend. Kind of otome I guess, but it’s just a really wonderful bit of storytelling, reworking the Cinderella story, and it’s really cool to see what choices affect what. Seriously. It’s amazing. Also on steam, and I think you may be able to still buy it directly from MoaCube (haven’t looked at that in ages). On that note MoaCube have some really cool games available, direct download or on steam. They have always been just a little different, but I do really love the direction they go in.

Amnesia Memories also got a port to steam. Don’t know specifically if it has a separate PC port (I have the Vita version). Kind of like... the first game plus the side games? Kind of? But not really? Amnesia is always wonderful, the art is so soft and light... Voice acting is A+++. Love my boy Ikki.

OZMAFIA!! finally got a port not that long ago. Only on steam (and pc??) for now, I think??? I may be wrong. If it’s in the vita store its probably too expensive for the moment. But still. When I played it way back maybe technically not legally I enjoyed it.

Men of Yoshiwara is a bit more adult. May or may not have tried it. I never got that far because I lost my hard drive but there’s that too. On Steam.

There was this one online game where you dated a tiramisu. It was hilarious.

Always Remember Me (and it’s sequel, Never Forget Me) was really touching. Winter Wolves did that one, so you can go through them or steam. Kind of had a lot of topics like loss and stuff, so it was very moving. Also the art, for it’s time, was really lovely.

I started Empty Horizons, but never got far. I need to go back to it...

English Otome Games is a really good reference site, if you ever want to look stuff up. They give ample warnings, where to find things, if things need a patch, and also keep up to date with releases and whatnot. I’ve been relying on them for years. Like, to get patches for games, they have all the links up and stuff (like when I wanted to play Birthday Song, for instance and Black Wolves Saga).

Steam has a surprisingly decent collection of games, but it’s a matter of sorting through them and deciding what you like vs what you don’t like the sound of. There’s heaps of free to play ones, beside the paid ones.

The PS3 really never got the localised attention, unsurprisingly, outside Japan. PSP/Vita is really where all the games are at. They’re starting to push them on to the PS4, but as for general dating games, you do have like the Mass Effect series, Dragon Age... Pillars of Eternity: Deadfire just dropped for PC which has romances, but it’s previous game is available on PS4 (no romance though).

But I’d really suggest checking out English Otome Games first, and if you’re still not sure... I can probably answer a question or two. Some games are really dark, despite how they look on the surface, and what is acceptable in a game in South Korea or Japan probably doesn’t feel appropriate outside (such as the classic yandere trope. From Amnesia, Toma ranked #1 as the most loved otome romance for several years straight, even though his route involved locking up the MC. Yep. There are some seriously dark moments in Cheritz games as well). But yeah. Just flick me a message.

#nameliachango #*replies #i've been around these games for far too long lol #same w blvns #but shhh #that was yrs ago

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chasiingfreedom-blog · 7 years ago

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██▒ GENERAL

NAME: unknown, but for all intents and purposes he goes by Finn ALIAS(ES): FN-2187, Eight-Seven, Traitor, Big Deal GENDER: male AGE: 23 DATE OF BIRTH: 11 ABY OCCUPATION: Stormtrooper, unofficial leader of his four-unit FN squad, ex-Stormtrooper/Defector, almost-space pirate, Resistance/Rebel Scum, Prince of Artorias, Grey Jedi ( FITE ME IN THE CLUB THIS WILL 5EVER BE MY FAV THEORY ).

██▒ APPEARANCE

EYE COLOR: Dark brown HAIR COLOR: Jet black HEIGHT: 5′10″ SCARS: A lifetime worth of various physical scars from training with the First Order. The most prominent are the ones that can’t be seen, the scars littered across his brain and upon his heart. BURNS: The lightsaber burns that cauterized into scars from his battle with Kylo Ren, on his right shoulder and across his back.

OVERWEIGHT: Being overweight doesn’t exactly meet First Order specifications, where BMI is a definitely a thing that’s closely monitored and maintained. It’s also hard to overindulge when you’re only ever given a set amount of food that wasn’t designed for flavour but nutrients and efficiency. Finn might really go hard when he experiences first hand what real food could taste like, but keeping fit has been ingrained in him that going overweight wouldn’t be an issue even then. UNDERWEIGHT: He was as close as he was going to get to being underweight as a kid, where the First Order trained them hard from the get go and he was slow at eating at first that his food was always taken away when he didn’t eat fast enough in the allotted time and he’d burn more calories than he ate.

██▒ FAVORITE

COLOR: Anything but red or white. Maybe shades of brown, like the colour of his jacket, the first thing he’d ever owned, the colour of Poe’s eyes, the colour of Rey’s hair… HAIR COLOR: No preference. EYE COLOR: No preference. SONG: If it’s not First Order-issued he’d love it. Probably something instrumental, so he can feel the music without having to worry about language barriers or not understanding the themes he’s not used to yet. MOVIE: Something comedic, since life could always use some laughter, or dramatic, to focus on other people’s problems than his own, or something educational, since Finn loves to learn new things. TV SHOW: Generally same genres as movies? In a modern verse he’d definitely be the type to watch National Geographic or HGTV and yell at people who chose the wrong house on House Hunters lmaO Definitely be crying a river at This Is Us. FOOD: Anything; he has a lot to make up for after years of food that tasted like cardboard. Something with lots of protein because he’s used to that or something he can eat with his hands/finger food, because he’d get taste and touch sensations in one. DRINK: Water, protein shakes ( unfortuately or not ). Much like food, he has a lot of make up for and try. He’d be more reluctant on alcoholic drinks since he’d like to be alert but he’d want to taste it at least once. BOOK: Something educational, like history that he has obviously been taught wrong on in the First Order or mission reports PASSED UNIVERSITY: Never been. In a modern verse you bet your ass he passed in the top one percentile. HAD SEX: Not yet 8D HAD SEX IN PUBLIC: No, and though he would literally have no shame in doing so ( communal sonics are a thing in the First Order okay, he wouldn’t blink an eye at a naked body, male or female ) he wouldn’t necessarily be open to it? It’s just a very private moment that he’d like to keep between him and his partner and not share with curious onlookers. GOTTEN PREGNANT: No ( but you know what Oscar said, you dunno what’s going on with these aliens anything’s possible lmao ) KISSED A BOY: Yes ( fite me in the pit he kissed Slip okay ) KISSED A GIRL: Yes ( thanks Rose ) GOTTEN TATTOOS: There was a time I believed the First Order, like, tattooed barcodes of stormtrooper’s designation somewhere but I’m not sure where I am with that. Either way it’s something he’d be open to, whether to cover that up or just because. GOTTEN PIERCINGS: No. Not sure if he ever get a piercing? On the off chance that he would it’d probably be something not conventional like a nipple piercing or something lmAO HAD A BROKEN HEART: Yes, and not strictly in the romantic sense. BEEN IN LOVE: He could’ve been? How does one ever know they’re in love tbh STAYED UP FOR MORE THAN 24 HOURS: It’s not really a thing that happens in the First Order, but I feel like that first night after he crashed on Jakku would’ve been the first he’s ever been up for more than a day because it was just not safe to sleep.

██▒ ARE THEY

A VIRGIN: Yes. Who wants to help change that 8D A KISSER: He would love kissing. SCARED EASILY: He’s high-strung and paranoid for sure, but escaping from the First Order who would kill him on sight ( or worse, capture and re-condition him ) tends to do that to a person. He’s also quite afraid of losing the people he cares about or seeing them in danger, especially to the First Order ( Finn screaming Rey’s name in TFA will forever haunt me ). JEALOUS EASILY: Envious, not jealous. He’s never really had anything or anyone to lose to be jealous of. The only thing of value he ever had was his position as “teacher’s pet”, and he was more worried about losing the praise that he longed for than being bitter about someone else receiving it instead. He would always focus on the pain of losing something than the anger of losing it that usually goes with jealously. TRUSTWORTHY: In spite of the environment he’s had to grow up in, Finn is someone you can put your trust in, if you could get past his past. He doesn’t lie often ( partly because he’s rather bad at it ), and when he does his heart is in the right place; whether it’s to save his life ( saying he was with the Resistance ) or to save another’s life ( both times to save and protect Rey ). He’s incredibly loyal to those he trusts, but it’s gaining his trust that’s the issue. DOMINANT: On the battlefield, for sure. It’s what he’s been trained to do, what’s gotten him considered to be promoted, after all. In terms of intimately, he could be? Top from the bottom lmao It’s more something he’d rather share than take on solo. SUBMISSIVE: As good as a leader as Finn could be on the battlefield, he's also pretty good at taking orders ( except for, y’know, orders he doesn’t fully agree with ). Intimately, again, it’s something he’d like to share. But if anyone’s deserving of being doted and loved on it’s Finn, and he would never be with someone he didn’t trust and feel comfortable enough to be submissive with. A lot of people would think he'd want complete control of his life after everything he’s been through, but sometimes he would just want to let go and know that someone would be there for him. IN LOVE: thread dependent. SINGLE: Currently, yes.

██▒ RANDOM QUESTIONS

HAVE THEY HARMED THEMSELVES: Not in the conventional way. Finn beats himself up real good in his head and it shows in how he views himself. He also tends to push himself past his limits physically like he did right after he woke up from a coma, which stems from his time in the First Order where he had to be the best, had to be useful to have any purpose. THOUGHT OF SUICIDE / ATTEMPTED SUICIDE: A lot of people would call what happened on Crait a suicide mission, but Finn didn’t see it so much as wanting to kill himself and more like the canon had to be stopped, the First Order needed to be stopped, and this was the only way to do it and he was hell-bent on completing it. Finn doesn’t want to die, especially not before he’s truly even lived, but ironically he constantly finds himself in situations where death as an outcome is very likely. WANTED TO KILL SOMEONE: Wanted to kill someone, no. Wanted to wreck someone until an inch of their life, or wish someone fell off a cliff and died, definitely, but he wouldn’t want to actually kill someone himself. It’s not something he enjoys. Besides, there are worse things than death that could be done. DROVE A CAR: He can pilot speeders. HAVE/HAD A JOB: No, unless you consider being forced to become a stormtrooper a job ( though even if you did he never got paid for it, nor will he get paid for being a part of the Resistance so... ). He almost had a job had he joined Sidon Ithano’s crew on Takodana, if that counts? lmao

██▒ FAMILY

SIBLINGS: verse dependent ( *winks at @starsrebcrn* ) PARENTS: unknown ( verse dependent ) CHILDREN: None unless you count BB-8 wut, but if you don’t think Finn would take in the kids that he saves from Project Resurrection ( yeah, there’s an official name to the First Order kidnapping children and forcing them to be stormtroopers ) then you don’t know Finn. PETS: None, but Big Deal Jr. the Huttlet was a thing that’s lmAO ( @ziinariya knows what’s up ) and I can get on board Finn owning a dog named BB-9E.

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tellywoodtrash · 7 years ago

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ishqbaaz 15.09.17 lb

anika’s had enough of the husband being a right pain in her butt and put the phone on airplane mode. 😆😆😆

shivaay, it’s not like you were telling her your feelings over the phone anyway. lbr, you were just calling and being like “achcha wyd? hmmm. theek hai.” ad nauseam. 🙄🙄🙄

he decides to do the completely normal thing in this situation. no, not calm the f down and get a hobby or something, but to write a letter instead. 😐😐😐

knowing his extraaaaa ass, he’ll get khanna to deliver it as well. 😌😌😌

my aesthetic of the day: billu repeatedly saying the word “chitthi” till it doesn’t make sense anymore. 😁😁😁

FOR FUCKS SAKE SHIVAAY, KHANNA IS SECURITY. NOT YOUR… PERSONAL SHOPPER. IT’S NOT HIS JOB TO BUY YOU FANCY SCENTED PAPER TO WRITE LOVE LETTERS ON. 😒😒😒

“GET ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PAPER ON EARTH!!!!!!”

jesus christ, this man is intolerable. how khanna himself hasn’t killed him, is beyond me. khanna deserves a damn raise. 😣😣😣

look how pleased he is with himself. 🙄🙄🙄

lo, udhar gauri came back home, shivaay comforted her, got a champi, talked about love letters, raat se din ho gayi, par idhar om ki exhibition abhi bhi chal rahi hai. 😑😑😑

great, this snobby couple are back. why are all rich people who are into art so damn pretentious and such assholes? 😤😤😤

UM EXCUSE ME, WHO THE FUCK EVEN ARE YOU PEOPLE TO SAY THESE THINGS???? EXHIBITION HAI, PAINTING DEKHO AUR CHALTE BANO. LITERALLY NO ONE ASKED YOU FOR RELATIONSHIP ADVICE HERE. 😒😒😒

om, why the fuckkkkkkk can’t you say these things in front of herrrrr ughhhh 😫😫😫😫😫

ok omki ka paara chadh raha hai, he’s ready to cut a bougie bitch. 🔪🔪🔪🔪

sigh, i get it from his pov too: he wanted to protect her, from the shitty snobby people of his social class. my heart just hurtsssss. for the BOTH of them. 😭😭😭😭😭

om you better not get mad at her for this though. 😑😑😑

LMAO KHANNA GOT SHIVAAY NEWSPAPER. AND COZ HE SAID KHOOBSOORAT PAPER, HE GOT HIM THE ONE WITH ALL THE PICS OF THE MODELS 😂😂😂

omggg khanna did anika’s “i’m so smart” gesture. 😯😯😯

headcanon: anika and khanna actually hang out quite a bit. anika bitches a lot about “tumhare shivaay sir” to him and khanna fucking loves it. 😊😊😊

lord, he’s all heart-eyed just at the prospect of WRITING a letter. #saveHimFromHimself 😭😭😭

lmaoooooo khanna’s like sir you’re hanging out with omkara too much these days. you’re beginning to talk like him. “kuch HUA hai kya???” 🤣🤣🤣🤣

hahahaha khanna’s grin as he leaves. 😂😂😂

“svetlana???? kyaaa laaana????”

lololololol. 😂😂😂😂

oh no. my fears and predictions came true. pinky’s teaming up with svetlana to blow this all up from the inside. ghar ka bhedi hi lanka dhaane waala hai. sighhh. 😕😕😕

khanna’s in serioussss danger of getting fired for his impertinence and nautanki today. 😐😐😐

“isse kya ho gaya??? lagta hai yeh bhi pyaar mein hai.”

nope, he’s just extra happy for his otp. remember, he’s literally been shipping you two since day 1. 😇😇😇

my god, this lovesick, besotted fooooool. 😭😭😭😭😭

ok paper 1 down.

LOL BALLPOINT PEN MEIN ROMANCE NAHI HAI. 😆😆😆

paper 2 down.

try #3 - with ink pen. 🖋🖋🖋

woooop! dadi alert! 😯😯😯

lollllll look at him trying to cover up. 😂😂😂

“main toh naye pen ki NIB dekh raha tha!”

sure, bro. uh huh. 😆😆😆

dadi be calling out billu’s ajeebness. dadi, it’s too late tbh. pehle hi karti, iske bachpan mein, toh aaj yeh aisa nahi hota. 🙄🙄🙄

OMFG HIS SHARMAANA IS TOO CUTE AND I CAN’T STOP LAUGHINGGGGGG 😂😂😂😂😂😂

oh no dadi is singing again. dadi plz no. 😖😖😖😖

ok attempt # 3 continues.

oh god, abhi handwriting gandiiiii hai. ouff, toh ab 10 din cursive writing practice karke likhega kya??? 😒😒😒

also, shout out to original “keede makode waali handwriting” 4 Lions Bade Bhaiyya, Arnav Singh Raizada 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand he’s giving up. awaiiii khanna ko itna bhagaaya “most beautiful paper in the world” ke liye. 😒😒😒

waaah. full fledged professional video cam leke aaya hai. why can’t you just use the front cam of your phone like NORMAL PPL shivaay. lord. 🙄🙄🙄

……. and he’s doing this in the living room. WHY??? 😣😣😣

wow. he’s handling this much better than i thought he would. must be all that media training and his comfort with the camera. 😐😐😐

lol awwww “main jaanta hoon thank you sunke tumhe bura laga and you don’t want to hear it ever again…”

oh billu!!!!!!!

lmaoooo aw, he’s taking a break to drink paani.

“i’m back.” ugh i am dying at how adorable he’s being. 😭😭😭

“anika, tumne toh apni khidkitod style mein jo kehna tha keh diya… lekin mujhse nahi hota, kyunki main main hoon…”

oh man, he’s talking about dhadkanein and a kahaani and i’m already beginning to cry a little bit. 😥😥😥

“sunogi na? forward mat karna.”

god howwwwwwww different they both look right now from that first ep.

“tumne notice kiya??? MAIN BINA CRINGE KIYE GOBAR BOL RAHA HOON! GOBARGOBARGOBARGOBARGOBAR! I CAN SAY IT!”

ok yuck shivvay stop hitting yourself in the head with your chappal. 😬😬😬

AW HE THOUGHT SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL RIGHT BACK THEN 😚😚😚

“toot tum rahi thi, lekin bikhar main raha tha.”

ok i… i’m really full-on crying right now. i can’t handle all these feelings. oh shivaaaaay. *holds him 5ever and cries* 😭😭😭😭😭

time for another paani break.

pffffffft, i can’t believe you just said the words “hate chemistry”, shivaay. 🙄🙄🙄

MALLIKA. THEIR CUPID. GOD BLESS HER FOREVER. SHE’LL FOREVER REMAIN ONE OF MY FAVOURITE CHARACTERS THIS SHOW HAS EVER GIVEN ME. 💖💖💖💖💖💖 NO REALLY, LIKE, AFTER SHIVIKA AND RIKARA, I THINK I LOVE MALLIKA THE MOST.

“you’ve made me the luckiest man, anika. i feel like the luckiest man in this world today. tumhari wajah se.”

i’m weeping like a damn bitch baby right now.

“pehli baar jab tum meri baahon mein giri thi. pehli baar tumhe khone ka darr hua tha uss din. mujhe aise laga ki agar maine tumhe kho diya toh… duniya sahi nahi lagegi.” . . . . . “meri engagement tia se ho chuki thi, lekin main soch… main tumhare baare mein hamesha sochta tha. ladta tha tumse, par khud se bhi ladta tha. pata nahi kyun, lekin tumhare saath rehne ki chaah thi hamesha mujhe.”

i can’t stop crying. 😭😭😭😭😭

i feel like they should really have had him apologize again and seem really remorseful about the whole daksh thing and the way he married her. like… that was seriously horrible, and he should have given her a proper official apology in this speech. 😐😐😐

oh harneet, the rest of this was A+ perfect, why didn’t you just write that bit in????? 😩😩😩

“insaan ko pyaar na ho toh kya ho???? tum ho hi aisi, yaar!”

he’s said “yaar” so many times in this speech. not complaining. just observing. 😶😶😶

…. mom ka dil jeet liya???? uh. no. 😑😑😑

come on. prettty huuuuuuuuuge slip up there. why wouldn’t they edit that out?? 😐😐😐

“main tumhe itna pyaar doonga, ke aansoon kya hote hai, tum bhool jaogi. itna pyaar karoonga, itna pyaar karoonga ki, main… mujhe nahi pata! saare jawaab mere paas nahi hai! sab kuch yaad nahi rehta!”

billu now knows how we fangirls feel. no words. just flailing and squealing and screaming. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

“woh jo teen shabd hai, woh is feeling se bohut chote hai. aur yeh jo feelings hai woh bohut bade hai, aur sirf teen shabd mein is saare feelings ko capture karna…. feelings ke saath nainsaafi hogi.”

billlllu yaaaaaaaar, bas bhi kar, mere naazuk dil se aur saha nahi jaata! *weeeping* 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

“kuch aur ho na ho…. tumne mujhe ishqbaaz zaroor bana diya.”

hate to be that person, BUT SHE TOLD YOU SO! SHE TOLD YOU THAT YOU’D SAY IT! MWAHAHAHA!

ok after that EPIC scene, i reallllllly don’t care about rudra’s romantic nonsense. 😒😒😒

i really can’t believe that this 4 years older nonsense is what they’re focusing on as the “conflict” in their relationship. instead of rudra’s patriarchal mentality, and bhavya’s emotional numbness and insecurities. like… there’s literally so many other issues. but no, go with the most stupid, cliched one. fuck this coupling. 😤😤😤

oh no bulbul, why the sad and dramatic bangle removal?????? 😟😟😟

oh shit, om is back. please god, don’t let this get worse than it is. my heart can’t bear it. 😥😥😥

ok good, he looks stricken at the sight of her sadness. 😶😶😶

and gooooood, she just left. abhi filhaal kehne-sunne ke liye kuch bhi nahi hai. 😔😔😔

girl, stop thinking about HIS izzat. 😑😑😑

oh my baby bulbullllllll. *hugs her tight* you’re so good and pure and you deserve to be so happy. 😭😭😭😭😭

oufffff, either get a move on with this tejViLana plotline, or just fuck offf with it. so manyyyy other issues to focus/resolve and phirrrr se time waste on wohi svetlana ki dhamki type scenes. 😒😒😒

lmao her disdainnnnn when she said “personal life” hahahahahahaha 😂😂😂

everyone’s got theirrrrr eyes on pinkyyyyyy and her fuckery now. good! 👀👀👀

shaktiji is finally becoming active and taking charge round here. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

siiiiiiiigh. this fight is just exhausting meeeee. coz iska resolution toh kuch hona nahi hai. awaiii ki negativity, killing my buzz. 😣😣😣

oh pinkyyyyyyy.��🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

lmao svetlana’s boredom!max face. she is me and i am her. 😆😆😆

she’s like ok fuck this i’m out. 👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽

OMFG SVETLANA MURDERING A TOMATO, WHILE SINGING MAAR DIYA JAAYE YA CHOD DIYA JAAYE 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

lmaoooooo the sign language. esp. when jhanvi is like “why don’t you just take the damn thing offf?????” these two are so married. 😂😂😂

they shouldn’t have showed us that jhanvi has a dummy by her. that would have been a good surprise reveal for monday/later. 😕😕😕

can’t believe svetlana got a fancier car than shivaay. 😒😒😒

ohhhhhhhhh boyyyy. GIRL FIGHT. jhanvi about to kick some assssssssssss. 😟😟😟

svetlana be like FINALLY. THIS BITCH CAUGHT UP. 🙄🙄🙄

what sultry looks. they should make out. 😚😚😚😚 #foreverCaptainOfSvetViShip

OH GOD, PINKY BOUGHT SUNDARI BUA. WHY? 😫😫😫😫

AND WHY IS SHIVAAY SAVING SUNDARI BUA? SHE’S THE FUCKING WORST. COME THE FUCK ON, SHIVAAY! 😣😣😣

OOOOOOH WAIT. HE WAS JUST BUTTERING HER UP FOR THE REAL DEAL. GOOD GOING SHIVAAY! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

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shortjohnsilver · 7 years ago

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tagged by @baalmuian ty bruh i love talkin about myself LAST:  1. Drink: cherry pepsi 5ever. or until i decide to stop trying to die young. 2. Phone call: uhhh probably a potential job n trying to set up an interview 3. Text message: telling my aunt i’d do it this ONCE to get a student’s address for her but that i don’t feel comfortable logging into the system of my old job from home 4. Song you listened to: I’ve had Dark Blue on repeat a lot lately (Jack’s Mannequin) it’s my silverflint song. So probably that. 5. Time you cried: Earlier today while doing Damien’s dream daddy route. I’ve so far only cried during his and Robert’s. I cry about everything.

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: nope 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nah not really. 8. Been cheated on: i almost said no bc i care so little i forgot but yeah quite extensively. 9. Lost someone special: who hasn’t done that thing? 10. Been depressed: like last week. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: most recently out the window of a moving car while the guy behind us yelled “pussy!” at me and I flipped him off while still puking. LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12. orange 13. purple 14. red IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: ye! 16. Fallen out of love: nah 17. Laughed until you cried: probably 18. Found out someone was talking about you: nah but i bet they are. little shits. 19. Met someone who changed you: mmmmm not really im consistently a garbage 20. Found out who your friends are: no n that sounds scary. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: ye GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: p much all? i think? i’ve at least met in person anyway. 24. Do you want to change your name: haha dying is easier 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: my gotdamn sister bought me a cabin for a weekend. nice. 26. What time did you wake up: like 2. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: crying bc ddadds got delayed again. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: someone to hire me. 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: i was 7 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: wish i’d chosen an apartment over moving in w/ my sister. don’t tell her that she’ll take it wrong. 31. What are you listening right now: my sister’s shitty kitten bite stuff she’s not supposed to bite. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: idfk. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: drivers not signaling. people who don’t like john silver. 34. Most visited Website: probably this blue hell. or twitter, lately. 35. Mole/s: idk i don’t think so what even is a mole??? i like the rodents. 36. Mark/s: i got freckles in lots of places. not like the good kind that are everywhere in abundance but just like scattered about in a few places. 37. Childhood dream: police officer 38. Haircolour: fucken red RED R RED !!BLOOD!!! 39. Long or short hair: don’t talk to me abt hair length i have issues. 40. Do you have a crush on someone: nah 41. What do you like about yourself: uhhh i am… fast learner… that was taken off my ‘strengths’ category for interviews 42. Piercings: none. more issues. 43. Bloodtype: good question 44. Nickname: fufu 45. Relationship status: single 46. Zodiac: aries 47. Pronouns: he/him 48. Favourite TV Show: FUCKEN U KNOW WHAT IMMA SAY FOLKS. THOSE BLACK SAILS 49. Tattoos: none but i’ve been thinking about the ones i want recently. 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: none 52. Hair dyed in different color: my hair was not born this way. 53. Sport: i’d play anything if it was easy and i didn’t have anxiety about literally everything. im fucking good at sports and shit im just bad at life. anyway soccer if i had to choose. 55. Vacation: secluded cabin. all hiking. no human interaction or public places. 56. Pair of trainers: wat? MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: nothing atm. tragic. 58. Drinking: also nothing 59. I’m about to: idfk answer the next question after that it’s a mystery 61. Waiting for: someone how wants to hire me to call me 62. Want: a job 63. Get married: nah 64. Career: something with money WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: i love me some kisses 66. Lips or eyes: HMMMMMMM idk both good. 67. Shorter or taller: nnn don’t care? 68. Older or younger: still don’t care. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: ARMS I LOVE ME SOME ARMS 71. Sensitive or loud: not sure what this means but probably loud 72. Hook up or relationship: got neither man lemme just have my cats. hook-up if i had to pick rn. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant i am Nothing.HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: no wtf why haven’t i done this??? 75. Drank hard liquor: ye but it’s hard and i can barely stand how it tastes. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t have any 77. Turned someone down: sure???? 78. Sex in the first date: no again why haven’t i done this ?? my life reads like a… christian or some shit ew. 79. Broken someone’s heart: probably not 80. Had your heart broken: not in a relationship way but in a someone-betrayed-me-in-a-way-i-never-foresaw-and-changed-my-view-of-them-and-myself-forever way. we love dashes. 81. Been arrested: nah 82. Cried when someone died: yeah 83. Fallen for a friend: nah DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: sometimes. not often. 85. Miracles: cute but not really 86. Love at first sight: cute but not really 87. Santa Claus: absolutely 88. Kiss on the first date: uh, yeah? 89. Angels: no fuck that OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: aerin/JiRa 91. Eyecolour: idk like green 92. Favorite movie: black sails s01e01 no i didn’t do this whole thing just to answer the last question that way. im tagging uh... mutuals but they don’t gotta do it. pbvs. doubt i’ll find 20. @filmgoldlesbians @crystallisedrain @asexualsanji @samhound @dearestfreckledginger @gaygingerpirates @husbandpirates @knownasemrys @miragu @lukearnold @anarfea

im positive i missed some probably some people i’ve even talked to but im a tired and i didn’t remember how some people’s urls actually went @whxlebones TOO I KEPT TRYING TO PUT AN A INSTEAD OF AN X while tryna tag you

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antipigeons · 8 years ago

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Survey Tag

@moodypastelzforasentimentalbitch thanks for the tag omg 💜 (love your url btw lmao)

ARE YOU NAMED AFTER SOMEONE? lmao no

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? i cry like every 5 minutes idk

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? idk it can either look rlly neat and pretty or it can be illegible scribbles

WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT? chicken?? i dont rlly eat other meat that often so yeah

DO YOU HAVE KIDS? bitch im like 12

IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? oh hell no im the saltiest most annoying bitch ever i think i would probably kill me

DO YOU HAVE SARCASM? hahaha only like 6824% of the time

DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yes lmao

WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? idk part of me thinks it would be cool but the sane part of me also says ‘leave the crazy shit to the white people bc somehow natural selection doesnt work on them’

DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? im lazy as fuck usually i just kick them off oops lol

DO YOU THINK YOU’RE A STRONG PERSON? fam im like 5′2

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOUR? all of them. but idk like strawberry cheesecake? or oreo maybe

WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? honestly people in general are a no so i try to avoid them at all costs

RED OR PINK? like a darkish red idk? like for clothes def red pink looks weird on me

WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVOURITE PHYSICAL THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF? hahahahahahahaa too much to choose from where do i start

WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING NOW? im wearing pajamas with tiny hearts on them 😂 im lowkey ashamed of them but theyre also cute. im sitting in bed so lol im wearing purple socks

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? cereal lmao

WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? ed’s new song lmao idk if i like it that much?? maybe it’ll grow on me lol

IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? i would like to think i would be a pretty turquoise blue or something but i would prolly just be rlly rlly black haha to represent my personality

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE? my mom 😂 haha whats a social life????

FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH? i dont rlly watch sports but idk i watch cricket sometimes?? i feel like if ur brown you have to do that so yeah

HAIR COLOUR? b l a c k

EYE COLOUR? rlly dark brown lol fuck this

DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? i’ve have glasses forever so tbh at this point i just look rlly weird without them?? plus the whole taking contacts off thing is just gehurjfsknlakdsrgehuojfk whY

FAVOURITE FOOD TO EAT? haha everything. idk like pizza maybe? or spaghetti.

SCARY MOVIES OR COMEDY? comedy all the way bc im such a sissy i cannot deal with anything even remotely scary. *hides under blanket*

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? i rewatched My Neighbour Totoro yesterday it’s so baee. Before that I watched hidden figures 💜

WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? im wearing a dark blue hoodie lmao basically everything i own is varying shades of black, dark blue or grey 😂 i need some less morbid clothes hmm

SUMMER OR WINTER? summer bc i am 5ever cold and in the winter i basically hibernate

HUGS OR KISSES? hugs idk?? yeah hugs

WHAT BOOK ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? I just started all the light we cannot see by anthony doerr. should be reading my fucking bio textbook but haha who has time to pass finals???

WHO DO YOU MISS RIGHT NOW? haha my sense of self worth? my motivation? my hopes and dreams?

WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? i have a laptop lol i dont use a mouse

WHAT IS THE LAST TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED? i’ve been watching You’re the Worst and honestly i love it so much the season finale killed me a little tho

WHAT IS THE BEST SOUND? hmm rain, or maybe like a crackling fire?? or like crunchy leaves? wow idk where all this nature shit is coming from i never go outside

ROLLING STONES OR THE BEATLES? the Beatles, bc i havent rlly heard a lot of the rolling stones

WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE EVER TRAVELED? umm I live in India so Switzerland?? or Australia lol

DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? haha what do you think

WHERE WERE YOU BORN? why u wanna stalk me????????????????????????????????????? lmao India

haha im new-ish on tumblr so idk whom to tag?? @mihtachawal we talked and you seemed rlly nice so 😂 @nyx-nox-11 @undertale-and-such idk you guys liked a bunch of my posts hi?? xD

#survey tag #original #tags

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nicegoodgolden-blog · 8 years ago

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All the One Direction asks :) xx

Oh my gosh. Im about to bore everyone e to sleep. (Tagging you, @petalsharry, because you sent me in a few too!) Here we gooooo…

What Makes You Beautiful: Name three things you love about yourself.My kids(they’re part of me)…honestly, that’s it…

Gotta Be You: Talk about your crush!Crush…hmm…so besides hubs, I’m gonna go with my man Niall Horan this time. WHAT A BABE…amiright?!

One Thing: What’s one thing your dream girl/boy HAS to have?A good heart

More Than This: What’s the bravest thing you ever did?Given birth…lol, I really don’t know…

Up All Night: Talk about the craziest night of your life.Probably the night in 11th grade when I got so drunk and started throwing up so hard that I lost my shoe somehow & partied with one shoe on for the rest of the night.

I Wish: What’s your biggest dream?I’d love to be a singer

Tell Me A Lie: What was your most recent lie?I told my son that if he ate his dinner he’d get a surprise…I am not above bribery.

Taken: Talk about your last relationship.I’ve only had one relationship really…and I married him, God help him

I Want: Name three things you want in lifeGood music forever, for people to love one another, for my children to grow up happy

Everything About You: Who’s your biggest celebrity crush?Harry Styles, for this question lol

Same Mistakes: What’s your most common mistake?I stay up too late

Save You Tonight: Which three things would you save if there was a fire?Things? Computer bc it has so many important photos on it, my kids old baby blankets, clothes for my kids

Stole My Heart: Have you ever fallen for someone you shouldn’t have fallen for?Boy, have I…

Stand Up: What’s your favourite sport?Basketball

Moments: Talk about something good that recently happened to you.I got to go grocery shopping all by myself without the hubs or kids & it was so relaxing

Another World: Which fictional world would you want to live in if you could?I just wanna go to Hogwarts

Na Na Na: What’s one thing you can never say no to?Fried chicken

I Should Have Kissed You: Is there something you regret?Im about to sound so cliche…but no. I really do t regret a thing. Everything I’ve done had gotten me where I am, and I like where I am

Live While We’re Young: Talk about a childhood memory.My fav is probably spending so much time with my Nana when I was younger

Kiss You: Tell the story of your first kiss.I was 15/16, I finally convinced my older crush (who liked me too) to come to the party my friend & I had while her parents were out of town…we ended up sitting on the front porch talking about life until like 6am…I walked him out to his truck as he left & he leaned in and it just kind of happened. It was both terrible & wonderful at the same time

Little Things: Name five things you find attractive in others.Intelligence, a good heart, sense of humor, musical talent is always nice, good hair

C'Mon, C'Mon: What’s your dream destination for a good vacation?Ireland

Last First Kiss: Do you want to get married? If so, talk about your dream wedding.I am…my wedding was my dream wedding lol

Heart Attack: Are you jealous?Nah

Rock Me: List your ten favourite bands.Bands? One Direction, Jonas Brothers, Kings of Leon, Rolling Stones, Nirvana, The Beatles, Fleetwood Mac, N'Sync, Backstreet Boys, The Eagles

Change My Mind: Are you good at making final decisions or do you easily change your mind?I really don’t know…I’m really indecisive at first, but once I actually make a decision, I’m stuck with it

I Would: Name three guilty pleasures of yours.I hide some of my kids candy that they get from their grandmas house & eat it myself, I hide honeybuns so that I’ll have a stash when my husband thinks he’s eaten them all, sometimes I act like I have a bad headache so that my husband will pick up dinner on his way home from work so I don’t have to cook…in conclusion, I’m a fatass

Over Again: Talk about your first love.First love…idk if it was love…maybe it was. He was my first kiss. A wonderful guy that ��got away.” He actually live a few houses down from me with his gf, lol. Damn tiny towns.

Back For You: Talk about your best friend.I miss her.

They Don’t Know About Us: Share a secret!I hate my husbands mustache

Summer Love: Talk about a summer memory.I spent a week in a beach house with my bff when I was 16/17…a good fuckin week, man

She’s Not Afraid: What’s your favourite horror film?Probably The Strangers……..“because you were home”

Loved You First: Are you a possessive person?Not too bad

Nobody Compares: Who’s your idol?No idol…but I really admire Harry Styles, wonderful human being

Still The One: What’s one thing you can’t seem to get over?RICHONNE ON TWD LIEK BITH I WAITED 5EVER FOR THAT TO HAPPEN AND IT FINALLY DID AND ILL NEVER GET OVER IT

Best Song Ever: List your ten favourite songs.Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley, Wild Horses - The Rolling Stones, all of MITAM (counts as the rest of the 10) lmao

Story Of My Life: List five things you can’t live without.Air, food, water, blood, food

Diana: What would you name your children?I’m not gonna give out my kids’ names…but if I ever have anymore, I love the names: Blythe Opal, Heslin James, Thea Rose, & Noah Silas

Midnight Memories: Talk about a dream you recently had.Last night I dreamt that Harry Styles was never a real person & he was a figment of our imaginations 🙃

You & I: Talk about your OTP.OTP within the fandom: Sophiam, I just loved them…I do love Chiam too, but Sophiam was just…wowOutside the fandom: Jack Dawson & Rose DeWitt Bukater…don’t make me elaborate because id be here typing for 8000 years

Don’t Forget Where You Belong: Where do you feel home?Anywhere that I get a certain vibe

Strong: What are your three best qualities?Um, motherhood is my best quality…my kids make me who I am. I don’t know about the other two, really…I mean, I can drink a 2liter of Dr. Pepper in one sitting & polish off a box of honeybuns in less than 24hrs…do those count?

Happily: Name three things that make you happy.My family, good music, people being nice

Right Now: Do you miss someone at the moment?Nah

Little Black Dress: How would you describe your style?Hobo-chic

Through The Dark: What helps you when you’re feeling down?My kids & music

Something Great: Where do you see yourself in ten years?Mommin’ it tf up

Little White Lies: Talk about your #1 sexual fantasy.Any sex that doesn’t involve trying to hurry before the kids bust through the door 💀

Better Than Words: Do you read fanfiction? If so, what’s your favourite fanfiction?Not a lot

Why Don’t We Go There?: Which big cities have you been to?Vegas, Houston, NOLA

Does He Know?: Would you be up for a threesome?No thanks

Alive: What’s one thing you’d never tell your “real life” friends?I really don’t know lol

Half A Heart: What’s your favourite lovestory? ( Book, film, etc. )Titanic

Steal My Girl: Did you ever steal anything?Once even I was 4 I stole Reese’s cups from the store & my mom made me go back in & apologize

Ready To Run: If you could have one super power, which would you choose?I’d fly

Where Do Broken Hearts Go?: Talk about the best concert you ever attented.Jonas Bros WYLMITE Tour. 4th row. Nick pointed & winked at me. I haven’t been the same since.

18: Do you wish you were younger or older?I’m good where I am

Girl Almighty: What makes you sexy?Lmao nuthin

Fool’s Gold: Do you fall for people quickly?I used to, yeah. I’m still quick to be infatuated though. I get attached to things/people easily

Night Changes: What’s one thing you don’t ever want to change?Good question…

No Control: Can you control your temper ?Most of the time

Fireproof: What scares you?Nothing, I’m fearless…kidding. Everything.

Spaces: Did you ever let someone go for good?Yes

Stockholm Syndrome: Name five kinks of yours.All I know is I like my hair pulled & my ass grabbed tight. Hollaaaaa

Clouds: What’s your star sign? Does your personality match it?I’m an Aquarius…is that the same as a star sign? Lmao idk

Change Your Ticket: What would you do with a million dollars?A lot of cool shit

Illusion: Do you believe in higher powers?I believe in God

Once In A Lifetime: What’s three things you want to do before you die?Meet Harry StylesHug Harry StylesMeet Harry Styles

Act My Age: Do you consider yourself mature?Sometimes…old soul, young heart

Just Can’t Let Her Go: Name five turn ons.Just be nice lmao & like good music

Phewwww…thanks babes xx

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ninety6tears · 8 years ago

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Laurent, Damen, Aimeric

LAURENT

Why I like them: There’s no denying he’s incredibly smart and incredibly strong.

Why I don’t: He was pretty shitty to Aimeric, let’s be real (and Jord by extension in those circumstances, but at least he’d fucked up completely of his own agency), even if I understand where that came from.

Favorite scene: The moments in the second book when he’s capable of laughing with Damen will always have a special place in my heart because it was so shocking to have him slip into this mirth where he treats Damen like a peer despite himself (THEY’RE GONNA FALL SO FUCKING HARD FOR EACH OTHER

Favorite season/movie: Book 2 was the best at everything forever.

Favorite line: “You are very attractive.”

OTP: Damen/Laurent

Brotp: Auguste is a little obvious, so I’ll go with his awkward thing with Nikandros.

Head Canon: I suppose this is pretty obvious to some, but I think Laurent was already struggling with mixed feelings about Damen a while before he saved his life, for sure.

Unpopular opinion: It’s a fact, but Laurent does not have long hair. He just doesn’t.

A wish: I hope he is BEST RULER 5EVER

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: No risking the safety of his people for Damen, please.

5 words to best describe them: resilient, self-possessed, cunning, intuitive, vulnerable.

My nickname for them: Does saying his name with an exaggeratedly French accent count?

DAMEN

Why I like them: I know he’s “hypocritical” but to me the contrast between his violence/privilege and the gentleness he’s capable of in situations that allow his moral standards is a feature, not a bug.

Why I don’t: TBH he can be an idiot but there was never really any point when I was pissed off at him. His willingness to take advantage of Laurent’s ignorance is like, yeah, but we all knew that was probably going to happen and the control in that situation was obviously complicated.

Favorite scene: Just the way he is through the entire Prince’s Gambit sex scene? What a hopelessly enamored dork.

Favorite season/movie: I guess this is where I favor the first book just because his character came through in a lot of interesting ways by the end, while I pretty much consistently knew what to expect from him through the rest of the series.

Favorite line: I can’t remember anything off the top of my head but I’m sure there’s something both so ~tender but also matter-of-fact he says to Laurent at some point. OMG, I’m a sucker for his “as a man takes a man” correction.

OTP: /Laurent

Brotp: him and Nikandros

Head Canon: I don’t know, I like to think Damen is a very unreliable narrator, in ways that we would have to read other perspectives on the same event to fully appreciate, about…a lot of things but I like to think his emotions are a lot more embarrassingly obvious than he realizes, and he doesn’t exactly give himself the status of a total stoic either.

Unpopular opinion: Maybe not unpopular but I’ve never seen anyone else say it - I just never thought that the possibility of Laurent’s abuse at the hands of his uncle had never occurred to him for a second. Everything up until when this is revealed to him played to me like he knows it, in the back of his mind, enough to be very very careful when it comes to those things, even if he was in denial about it at the same time. But it comes off like he had absolutely no inkling and I’ve never really been able to swallow that.

A wish: I guess I’d like him for to get to be a father.

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: Death?

5 words to best describe them: formidable, steadfast, affectionate, virile, stubborn.

My nickname for them: MATT DAMEN

AIMERIC

Why I like them: This is such an overstated phrase in fandom that sometimes makes me roll my eyes, but seriously. Listen. Seriously. He Deserved Better, and should get a lot of the same kind of sympathy fandom has for Nicaise.

Why I don’t: He acts like an upper class brat, for sure, but I kind of love him for that too TBH.

Favorite scene: When he’s shocked that Jord comes to his defense when he’s getting his from Laurent, nooo

Favorite season/movie: Book II is pretty much all there is to go on here…

Favorite line: The “I’m good at this” in GBFAS because it’s…telling (I believe it was indeed the asker who pointed out Aimeric doesn’t phrase things as relevant to his own desires, and, yeah.)

OTP: /Jord

Brotp: I don’t really have one, which is sad.

Head Canon: I just like to think that the way Jord treated him was so unexpectedly giving and loving that it made Aimeric actually kind of hate him, and he needed that resentment to stay on his the other side. Aimeric had never been treated that well and expected to seduce Jord and be a good enough piece of ass to get the job done, but being able to sense that there is another way to live and be loved was so threatening to everything he wanted and what he considered his identity that it actually made it easier to betray him because he was restless to get far away from that.

Unpopular opinion: I’m going to have to reread the second book to get a better idea of how the timelines intersect, but I wasn’t a big fan of how far the relationship had already progressed at the end of GBFAS…I had kind of assumed from Prince’s Gambit that Jord consoling him after Orlant was when they really got together, and the idea that Aimeric possibly didn’t even need to bed Jord to already be manipulating him was…interesting to me, because the timing makes Aimeric look more shitty but also possibly more conflicted.

A wish: There is nothing to wish for, and his death was terrible but I guess necessary.

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: If there was ever any canon material that confirmed that Aimeric felt guilt and empathy over Jord but never could have been in love with him that would make me very sad.

5 words to best describe them: insecure, ambitious, childlike, fraught, isolated.

My nickname for them: don’t have one.

#captive prince #aimeric #damen #Laurent #jord #memes i take forever to doo~~

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vuulpecula · 8 years ago

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VUULPECULA’S VERSE MASTERLIST.

Below the cut are all the current verses available for rp. Just a heads up, there are a lot of them! By no means is this list all that there are, more will be added, some will be removed, it is ever changing. If you see one on here you’d like to explore, please don’t hesitate to let me know! Thank you and have a good one! xo.

UPDATE 07/25/2017. It’s very unfortunate that I have to add this, but I do. Please do not steal verse names. Now, I understand, I did not come up with these quotes and lyrics ( there are a few that I did, however ), but I did take a great chunk of my time searching and perfecting these. I also understand that there are a few on here that are already very popular, such as the hamilton or hozier lyrics! Honestly, if we have one verse that is named the same, whatever, but I’ve seen a few people now with MULTIPLE ( up to 4 - 6 ) and it’s just made me very uncomfortable. There was even an instance where someone copied the below text, word for word, now they deleted their blog before I really had the guts to say something, but it’s just so out of hand. It’s more of a polite thing, y’know? Like be original, find your own things, if you see a verse of mine and you just love the name, let me know! 10/10 I’m probably gonna be like oh yeah use it! Because I’d rather know than to stumble across it and feel very idk violated? So yeah, that’s all, now get on to those verses! Sorry again that I had to add this! xo.

UNCATEGORIZED.

x | v. undetermined. - for the verses that i have yet to place in a verse or for those i have forgotten which verse they belong in.

MODERN.

x | v. it was so easy once ( MODERN ONE. ) - basic modern verses, applies to any age & any setting.

x | v. she waits seething; blooming ( MODERN TWO. ) - high school ages and verses.

x | v. too young for a heart so heavy ( MODERN THREE. ) - kid!verses.

x | v. ask me no questions and i’ll tell you no lies ( MODERN FOUR. ) - verse in which fox pursues a career in therapy.

x | v. нет прошлого нет будущего ( MODERN FIVE. ) - deeply rooted russian threads.

x | v. we can only know that we know nothing ( MODERN SIX. ) - college based verses.

x | v. i don’t sleep i just dream ( MODERN SEVEN. ) - southern gothic / au in which fox grows up mainly in the deep south instead of russia.

x | v. near to the end of a very long adventure ( MODERN EIGHT. ) - old lady fox.

x | v. you fix others because you can’t fix yourself ( MODERN NINE. ) - nurse / doctor fox.

TELEVISION / FILM / GAMES / NOVELS.

x | v. our backs tell stories no books have the spine to carry ( ASOIAF ONE. ) - following fox’s original timeline within the asoiaf/got world.

x | v. the soup is warm and full of vegetables ( ASOIAF TWO. ) - serving girl fox.

x | v. the first casualty of war is innocence ( ASOIAF THREE. ) - all threads set during any time of war.

x | v. a single day of freedom is worth more than a lifetime of chains ( ASOIAF FOUR. ) - threads in which fox is from Essos.

x | v. i feel thin sort of stretched like butter scraped over too much bread ( TOLKIEN ONE. ) - used for all threads set within the LOTR & Tolkien fandoms.

x | v. we can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark ( HARRY POTTER ONE. ) - all threads set within the harry potter universe. including fantastic beasts.

x | v. mankind has always feared what it doesn’t understand ( MARVEL ONE. ) - mutant verses.

x | v. atom bomb baby ( FALLOUT ONE. ) - basic fallout threads.

x | v. every day you fight like you’re running out of time ( DRAGON AGE ONE. ) - set during the blight, usually warden!fox.

x | v. you have no control who lives who dies who tells your story ( DRAGON AGE TWO. ) - set during the inquisition. usually with inquisitor fox, but applicable with any sort of au of that.

x | v. one choice can transform you ( DIVERGENT ONE. ) - base divergent verses.

x | v. fear doesn’t shut you down; it wakes you up ( DIVERGENT TWO. ) - usually dauntless based.

x | v. it’s strange what desire will make foolish people do ( UNCHARTED ONE. ) - anything set in the uncharted universe.

x | v. i’m not scared of dying i’m scared of living like this; the constant pain ( AHS ONE. ) - any threads set within the ahs universe or when dealing with witches.

x | v. dude that’s complex ( ORPHAN BLACK ONE. ) - geneticist fox!

x | v. i’m the one with the keys ( ORPHAN BLACK TWO. ) - clone!fox.

x | v. sometimes someone hurts you so bad it stops hurting at all ( ORPHAN BLACK THREE. ) - orphan black au with a very helena-esque upbringing, fitting more with her original Russian storyline.

x | v. the saddest people smile the brightest ( LIFE IS STRANGE ONE. ) - just your basic life is strange au.

x | v. ruthless gravity ( JAMES BOND ONE. ) - really any spy au tbh.

x | v. size ten chaos ( SNOWPIERCER ONE. ) - literally just snowpiercer. if you give me this i will love you forever.

x | v. things are only impossible until they’re not ( STAR TREK ONE. ) - for all your basic star trek needs.

x | v. always remember your focus determines your reality ( STAR WARS ONE. ) - basic star wars verse, mainly plays onto the rebellion side.

x | v. i want to believe ( X-FILES ONE. ) - literally just the x-files all day every day.

x | v. war is peace; freedom is slavery; ignorance is strength ( 1984 ONE. ) - give me 1984 aus and i will love you for freaking 5ever.

HISTORIC / SCIFI.

x | v. there is no love in war ( HISTORIC ONE. ) - WWII threads.

x | v. we just sell different parts of ourselves ( HISTORIC TWO. ) - WWI threads.

x | v. my funny valentine ( HISTORIC THREE. ) - 1930s - 1950s threads.

x | v. gods smile at brave women ( HISTORIC FOUR. ) - viking era threads.

x | v. all i kept thinking about over and over was ‘you can’t live forever you can’t live forever’ ( HISTORIC FIVE. ) - 1920s threads.

x | v. my innocence is gone forever ( HISTORIC SIX. ) - victorian era threads.

x | v. so it goes ( SCIFI ONE. ) - anything basically set in the future. loosely based on Slaughter-House Five.

#x | verses.#x | alright alright alright ( mun. )#x | i am a writer a writer of fictions ( ooc. )#[ seriously don't hesitate to let me know!#any verses are open to everyone! ]

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krysrawfiggs · 8 years ago

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1.Full name:Krysten Alexandra Figueroa but you will reffer to me as Krysfiggs

2.Zodiac sign:Im a cusp baby born as the day changed. I am a leo/virgo

3. 3 Fears:Spiders, being alone forever, my fam disowning me for being gay

4. 3 things I love:Being surrounded by awesome people, video games, outdoor activities

5. 4 turns ons:Firey passion, neck biting, n eyes.. its always the eyes, n intelligence

6.4 turns offs: Lack of intelligence, if youre rude in general, if youre clingy, lack of understanding n compassion

7. My best friend:I have a coupleNadia, amanda, n bree (when shes not being an idiot)

8. Sexual orientation:Lezzzzzzzzbbbbiiiiannnnnnnnn

9. My best first date:So far going out into town in the middle of a rainstorm running dancing n dickin round and then showing up soaked n eating at friendlys

10. How tall am I:Im 5'5"11. What do I missNot paying bills

12. What time were I born:12am on the dot

13. Favourite colour:I like deep colors. I used to say deep blue but i do love red n grey too

14.Do I have a crushXD maybe! Ok yea. I do. But i aint tell you.

15. Favourite quoteGod theres too many…

16.Favourite placePuerto rico

17. Favourite foodGawd this is hard ok. I have the soul of a very very fat man. If i had to pick one thing…itd have to be my moms pernil (pork shoulder)

18. Do I use sarcasmNever im a sweetheart😆

19. What am I listening to right nowEvie- last dinosaurs

20.First thing I notice in new personEyesss…eyess…eyess…….!

21.Shoe size822. Eye colourBrown anytime of dayGold in the sun

23.Hair colourBlack as the normBrownish in the sunlightBlue when its overcast

24.Favourite style of clothingandrogynous 25. Ever done a prank call?Yup i bothered the fuck outta kymmie for months before i gave myself up xD

26.What colour of underwear I’m wearing now? Burgandy See thru lace

27. Meaning behind my URLWelp minus the word raw its just my name. If my father didnt delete my 1st blog and of someone in asia didnt take my old username right after it wouldnt be as stupid.

28. Favourite movieToo many brahhh

29. Favourite song

30.Favourite bandBloc party, last dinosaurs, split milk society

31.How I feel right nowHorngry n lonely. Lusting for warm weather and beach weather

32.Someone I love.In what context?

33.My current relationship statusSingle af

34.My relationship with my parentsCurrently ok..

35. Favourite holiday Hmm i dont have one

36.Tattoos and piercings?I have average ear piercings But i want a lip ring n a tatoo of leo n virgo fighting inside of the sun ony shoulder

37.Tattoos and piercing i wantWhoops jumped the gun. Please refer to 36

38.The reason I joined TumblrMy friends at the time

39.Do I and my last ex hate each other? Nope we’re cool

40. Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?I used too from my so. But now its just my good friend manny

41.Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? Hmmm no

42. When did I last hold hands?Non romantically:I held hands with my lil sister cuz she doesnt know how to cross a freggin road without getting hit by a car! But romantically: its been over a year and a half.

43. How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? 10mins

44.Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?Its been a good 6/7 months. Im at man status rn

45.Where am I right now? Trapped on a bus with zombies from nyc somewhere on the way to newburgh

46.If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? In oswego it would be chance. Here.. idk it hasnt happend.. but my best bet would be nadia

47.Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?Both. Depends where i am

48.Do I live with my Mom and Dad?Yes. Please dont ask how its going. Its not well.

49.Am I excited for anything?Yes. The 3 day weekend

50.Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?No i only have 2 chill male friends

51.How often do I wear a fake smile?Often enough

52.When was the last time I hugged someone?That would be last sunday i hugged holly. We went for a movie and a bite n caught up since inhavent seen her in 5ever

53.What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?Its w/e as long as you happy n your not like eating face

54.Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?Yea

55.What is something I disliked about today?Evelyn being passive agressive towards me. Makes me uncomf. But i could care less.

56.If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?Rebecca sugar

57. What do I think about most? Its gonna be one of 3 things, women, video games, food

58. What’s my strangest talent?I can get really creepy really fast. Iv been told to try out to be villians or serial killers in movies

59.Do I have any strange phobias?Spiders

60.Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Both

61. What was the last lie I told?

62.Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?Im old skool ill show up at your house ;) jk phone so no one can see this akward mess

63.Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Yes

64.Do I believe in magic?Yes

65. Do I believe in luck? Yes

66.What’s the weather like right now? Bloody cold

67. What was the last book I’ve read? Allegiant

68. Do I like the smell of gasoline?Addicted

69. Do I have any nicknames?Krys, elmo, jesus

70. What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? I have 12 stiches on my thumb both for cuts by blades oh n the one time i was going down a mt. On my longboard n i fell and got the worst road rash on my ass.

71. Do I spend money or save it?Both

72. Can I touch my nose with a tongue?No

73. Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? Idts?

74.Favourite animal?Otter

75. What was I doing last night at 12 AM?Hehhhh better not say

76. What do I think is Satan’s last name is? Idfk

77.What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?Anything fr the last dinosaurs

78. How can you win my heart? Compassion understanding and a drive no one else has.

79.What would I want to be written on my tombstone?Im not gonna be burried.

80. What is my favourite wordOogle

81. My top 5 blogs on tumblr Ill answer later

82.If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

83.Do I have any relatives in jail?Yes

84.I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Speed

85.What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? Feelings are a tough subject

86. What is my current desktop picture? An image from second son

87. Had sex?Why yes i have

88.Bought condoms?Nopes

89.Gotten pregnant? Nopes too gay for that shit90. Failed a class?Several

91. Kissed a boy? Yep im not a gold star lezzy no more

92. Kissed a girl? Many

93.Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?Yes. Im super cheesey i do things like that all the time

94.Had job?I have a job95.Left the house without my wallet?Keys and liecensexD

96. Bullied someone on the internet? Nope

97.Had sex in public? Yes

98. Played on a sports team? Several

99. Smoked weed? Yasss

100. Did drugs? Ive tried some shit

101. Smoked cigarettes? Never now thats nasty

102. Drank alcohol? Yes

103. Am I a vegetarian/vegan? Never

104. Been overweight?yes

105. Been underweight?yes

106. Been to a wedding?yes

107. Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Days

108. Watched TV for 5 hours straight? When i was younger

109. Been outside my home country?yes

110. Gotten my heart broken? Many times

111.Been to a professional sports game? Yes

112. Broken a bone? Do Teeth count?

113. Cut myself? Not on purpose

114. Been to prom? Unfortunaly. Thats an akward story. If i didnt go i coulda stayed in puerto rico longer. But nooo joe had to ask my parents…

115. Been in airplane? Yes

116. Fly by helicopter? No. But ive been in some heavy duty military air craft

117. What concerts have I been to?Walk the moon, in hs i saw i see stars mega concert there were like 20 bands there idr them all, versaemerge, dragonforce

118.Had a crush on someone of the same sex?Yeaaa im megagay

119.Learned another language?I can fully understand spanish. But i cant speak it.

120. Wore make up? Im alergic to eyeliner xD

121.Lost my virginity before I was 18?Yes

123. Had oral sex? Yes.😍

124.Dyed my hair?Ive never dyed my hair

125.Voted in a presidential election? Yes both times for obama♡ . n fuck you, you lil orange dicked cheeto (donald trump)

126.Rode in an ambulance?Yes i did when i sliced my thumb deep with an exacto and was bleeding everywhere

127. Had a surgery?No

128. Met someone famous? Yes i have i met that guy from “what would you do” when i was staying in maryland. Also i stick around after theater shows and concerts to meet the actors, performers, and musicians

129.Stalked someone on a social network?Guilty

130. Peed outside?Um who hasnt?

131. Been fishing?Yes. Anyone wanna join me this spring?

132. Helped with charity? Yea every 3 weeks i participate in a soup kitched in poukipsee with my siblings and my cousins.

133. Been rejected by a crush?I have unfortunate luck.

134. Broken a mirror? Haha yea i did once

135. What do I want for birthday? Id love to go somewhere amazing and warm with awesome people. If im dating someone id love to actually have a birthday kiss. #neverhadoneonmybirthday

136.How many kids do I want and what will be their names?By kids you mean dogs? N id have all of them. Theyd have really crude/harsh spanish names.

137.Was I named after anyone?No but krysten means follower of chridtXD

138.Do I like my handwriting? Sometimes

139. What was my favourite toy as a child? Why it was my stuffy scooby doo

140.Favourite Tv Show? Gawd theres so many. But steven universe👌🖒

141.Where do I want to live when older?Puerto rico when i hit the lotto

143. Play any musical instrument? I can play the trumpet, the recorder, basic drum beat, and im learning the uke

144.One of my scars, how did I get it?Sliced my thumb with a woodcutter one year. Then the next year same thumb with a brand new exacto. Landed me in the hosp 2ice total 12 stiches

145.Favourite pizza toping? Extra cheese

146.Am I afraid of the dark? Sometimes. Im more worried bout the it under the bed that comes out when you dont have sheets on.

147.Am I afraid of heights?No. In my stage craft class i was the only one who wasnt scared of heights they sent me high up to work on stuff they also sent me 60ft up to the grid too 😎

148.Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?Yes and i had my ass handed to me on a silver platter several times.

149.Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?Yes. All the time.

150.What I’m really bad atBeing social. Talking to girls. Drawing.

151.What my greatest achievements are. Being the first to graduate college.

152.The meanest thing somebody has ever said to meYou should see the list of stuff my parents have told me since i was little. Its a little too awful to put on here.

153.What I’d do if I won in a lottery. Top secret Plans back the fuck up

154. What do I like about myself Um my bed head. Idk

155.My closest Tumblr friend Haha nadia

156.Something I fantasise about my exTisk tisk ladies n gents we shouldnt be reopening wounds like this. *points finger n shakes it like a noodle*

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