#i love the dawn a lot.. growing up i'd usually be awake for it bcs i had to wake up for school v early bcs the drive was rather long

[noxtivagus]

AGHHH I OPENED FFXV

[j0kers-light]

Hello light!✨💚

i have a lot of scars in my body and I'd lie if I told you they aren't my main insecurity, they aren't from sh, I just had really bad luck all my life (and shitty parents, if you get what I'm saying)

I have two scars in both of my knees from operations (Bruno Is Orange hit a little too close home) and they are quite ugly because they got infected, and a massive one that goes all over my back because I almost goy impaled by a traffic signal during a car accident.

AND I like to make up stories about them, bc they are usually funnier and that way I won't have people "I'm so sorry, you didn't deserve that 🥺🥺🥺" stfu lady, laugh at my joke.

SO if J likes the teasing, I would love to see how do you think he reacts to reader using his trick "oh... I see you are tracing my scar with your finger 🤓☝️ you wanna know how I got It, J?"

ALSO, I don't have fingerprints because I burnt my hands while cleaning with hydrofluoric acid at work (They didn't even pay for my medical care), so what I have in mind is a really mysterious reader who J doesn't know anything about and can't find info about her and It just being really frustrating ???

Maybe reader has the same history I do, but like, she is not from the USA (I'm from México, my mama is from Nigeria and my dad is German) and arrived to the States by doing ilegal things so he can't find info in the American database because it does not exist in there ⁉️⁉️⁉️

SORRY, you don't have to do anything if you don't like this or idk, but thank you sm for reading all this 💚

My sweet summer child come here!! 😥🫂

I feel like calling child protective services on your behalf and getting you some restorations or something. You may be entitled to emotional damage compensation because sweet Gaia. 👀

Like. Forget Joker, I personally wanna give you a hug! But we’re all here for him so let’s discuss down below love. I made this into a hc I hope you don't mind🖤✨

Joker has always been cautious of you. He can't help but eye you warily and keep his distance at the beginning of the relationship.

Why? You don't exist. At least not in any national database. Your fingerprints aren't recorded nor is any personal records like birth certificate, etc.. OF COURSE HE'S SKETPICAL! Who are you?!

Poor poor Joker thinks you're a criminal with a dark, mysterious past. Or worse a spy sent to take him out from the inside. Your many scars and lack of credentials back up his theories.

But it'll be a let down to find out that you just have terrible and I do mean, terrible luck.

The first time he saw you naked, his eyes widened. Don't get him wrong, you're stunning! Verryy stunning... he just wasn't prepared for the full scale of your trauma being revealed and its a lot to take in.

He heard the outlandish stories you made up to justify the causes. You paint yourself out to be the female 007 when in reality you had it rough growing up.

Joker doesn't care how you got them, he's more concerned about your obvious insecurities behind them. They are misplaced and he will do everything in his power to erase them from your mind.

He loves the texture of your fingertips on his skin even if he does questions why they're burned and he now understands why you tend to cover up with clothes. He's here to tell you, you don't have to. You are so beautiful inside and out.

Joker admires the massive scar tissue on your back, its a work of art he must pay homage to. He kisses it softly and commemorates the shape to memory in the early hours of dawn.

You are roused awake by light pressure on your back. It's nothing of concern but you do blink away sleep and look over your shoulder, only to find Joker on his knees worshiping your body.

Now that has you wide awake.

Joker's dirty green hair tickles your lower back as he kisses down the curve of your thighs to your legs. Warning signals blare in your head. You hate your body and its many imperfections but the amount of care Joker is bestowing upon it has you second guessing your negative thoughts.

Is it really that ugly? He kisses your skin, causing your whole body to jump. He knows you're awake now. Joker's eyes lock with your e/c in the morning light. His scars look enticing, yours does not. You think.

"Morning doll." He playfully nips at the skin you force yourself to hate.

"Uh.. g-good morning J. What're you.." You tried to roll over but Joker is quick to stop you.

"Aht stop that. Lay back, I'm ah.. wor-ship-ing my Bunny."

If you're able to blush, you probably are. You have no chose but to turn back around and let this madman decorate your body with marks of love not pain. Each love bite is followed by a kiss, no doubt it would bruise later. He wants it to so you have something positive to look at in the mirror. Joker takes his time exploring your body until he gets to the two scars on your knees.

You hate them the most since they became infected before it could heal but Joker doesn't see it that way. He kisses them with the upmost care that it makes your breath catch.

Its too intimate and to mask that feeling bubbling in your chest, you introduce humor. A coping mechanism for your trauma.

"Hehe.. I see you're ah interested in my scars J. Wanna know how I got them?" Your voice is shaking and you hope he doesn't comment on it.

Unfortunately much to your shock, Joker completely ignores you. You used his infamous one liner and he's not phased. Instead he slowly rolls you back over onto your stomach and continues his mission.

He trails kisses down your calves when you twist a bit to stare at him. "J? Did you hear me? You wanna know how I--"

"No."

"B-But.."

Joker sighs and leans up from his current bite mark, "Y/n. I don't uhh careee.. how ya got em' I wanna show ya how much I love them and you. So shuT up and let me work in peace."

and I oop.